/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I would still like to comment on the experiences of >>47608699 eventually (hope (You) haven't figured I've been pushing you aside) as well my own newer dreams still but first-ish things first:

>>47642131
I have Lemon Ginger, Lavender Chamomile, Elderberry...there's options.
>>47642122
>haven't actually started on anything yet
Hey at least you got everything you need for when you chance upon her again. We can't always be in "create" mode exactly, work and *ahem ahem* Productive Things are important. Both of those games are good choices anytime though.
>>47641319
>mental impression of an "Uhm,"
>hands kind of awkwardly crossed in front
Like I said, at the time I really didn't understand the complete scope of what I was doing or even why beyond impulse. 100% a "guppy in open waters" moment, practically by chance. This doesn't exactly happen often, figured I was just wrapped up in a brief passionate mania of some kind. Mentally felt like I was roughly bridging some unreasonably huge physical distance, appropriately so since I've never traveled that far myself, but the connection was unsteady and I don't believe I had the confidence to manage anything greater.
Maybe there was some outside help.
In the center of a void-like mass, space opened up to reveal the back of an older gentleman's head. Tanner than I but not overtly-so. He had shorter cut darker hair, thinned out at the back/bottom but with mild length up top, and was in a room with a lot of darkened wood. Brown shirt as well, maybe. Clothing wasn't exactly my main focus. Lights could have just been dimmed at the time too. Does your bed have older-fashioned shaped pillars at each corner by chance? Forgot the proper name for those...
Assuming that was you.
Nevertheless, "Excuse me" was my opener. When I actually somewhat felt that I had snagged your attention (saw you turn your head to the left) I started getting a little more emphatic.
Especially because I could feel the more rational ends of my mind beginning to pull me out of it as whatever thru-line I had just established immediately started collapsing anyways. Keep in mind I'm still mostly considering such visions at this point to be inconsequential by default.
Maybe I got too excited and started mentally projecting too much for my current scope, the distance it had to travel made the act comparable to a picking up weak radio signal scrambled with unseen interference or whatever our respective neurons had to work with. It was mostly a lot of me trying to simply hold on to that attention as I was slipping away, seeing if you could recognize me from that far and telling you whatever else I could. "It's me! Please! You have to understand!" Things of that nature, nothing unnecessarily personal.
>Are you telling me to find you in the future?
Well it's not as if I'm simply telling you to go find Merry, but to me this is all almost a bizarro-reversal of how it was with Sophie & Howl.
I was indeed the one suddenly finding myself projected elsewhere, yes, but I think it would be more accurate to argue I was the one seeking assistance from beyond rather than directing such to come.
I don't think I do know how to help you further still. Beyond anything here that is.
One day, some ideal time well beyond now when I consider myself far more put-together for such an encounter, some proper seeking ought to be in order if we can even still give it a try by then. Somehow.
>What can I help you with?
Just listening already feels like more than enough, at least for now...is that parasitical of me?
>what time
Couldn't have lasted any longer than a minute on my end, after >>47629294 was posted (wasn't the trigger) & definitely after 2:30am but no more than 20ish minutes after >>47629814. There's your timeline.
>Skin on the paler side
>dark hair
(Darker than Renko's)
>around...mid shoulder, upper back?
>accent (...) was much too clear.
That all checks out over here, although I'm currently aiming for my hair to be slightly longer. I'll hope you'll all excuse me if I refuse to divulge much more of my identity beyond that, for my sake and the thread's.
>technically mixed heritage, somehow
If only I knew more over my genetic history! All I can confirm atm is it's a small melting pot of Western/Central Euro roots with some Shoshone thrown in there on my mother's side (great grandfather was 1/2 Native). That fits the "technically" side of things but that 1/16 slice I have is pulling a lot on its own compared to everything else. I don't exactly see myself as very "mixed" in that sense.
>Straight hair, though.
>a light blue(?) shirt, maybe with buttons-the clear kind?
That, however, would be a style I have not rocked for many years. I've been neglecting straightening my hair regularly but I at least still have that shirt you're describing (flannel-like, white finish. Last night was purple sweater night tho).
>the pastebin
That was me, I'll explain in due time. Just wanna step back from posting, play some TH16...

>>47011340
Are there any theories about how Maribel became a youkai? Did she have to kill anyone like Alice(supposedly) or was there some other way?

>>45127474
Who is this guy /jp/? Also I've seen people who've went to Japan and changed their whole name as well. Like that guy Lafcadio Hearn otherwise known as Koizumi Yakumo

>>21454688
More like she broke the boundary between reality and dreams and became part of her dream, at the same time modyfing the history of gensokyo, so yukari is more a fanatsy version of merry, i doubt yukari remembers her origina lidentity

We talk about Mary all the time.
Not our fault she changed her name.