/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I've never been very parasocial with any Hololive member, but lately I've been spending more time watching CC stream than I do with my own girlfriend. I even made my first X account just to reply to her posts and repost fan art and OC of her.
My heart beats faster when I watch her stream, and my stomach sinks when she ends. I sit there staring at her outro screen like an idiot just smiling at how cute it is.
I didn't realize it until last months bills came through but I sent $250 in superchats when I would rarely ever send before, but when I hear her say my name and read what I sent it's like a shot of pure oxytocin.
I don't know what's going on. It makes me uncomfortable but I can't stop watching her. What is this?

I hope Cecilia gets on the Liar's Bar collab, as the resident evil liar of Hololive.
But probably not, since Kiara hates her for some reason...

Cecilia is the type of girl to make up arguments in her head and feel smug about winning them.