/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Shontoes after 11 hours of streaming

World record pacing

G

>>61015212
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>61015212
GGGGGGGGG i love her so much

ryona

Passionate love making with shondo with tons of hand holding and neck kisses while hearing her soft moans

>It's 5am here in UK
>Shondo is still live
Huh?

I wish she’d stop repeating words with the intention of having chat spam it.

>>61015212
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>61015541
hi

>>61015485
How new?

>>61015587
hi

>>61015587
Scared

I didn't hear what she said but everyone in chat is laughing and I'm too tired to not join in

>>61015541
farming emotes is a staple of twitch streams

I'm glad she got over her habit of giving VIP to every vtuber that enters her chat

I know one of you mods read the threads, get rid of this obvious ban evader jesus christ.

>>61015587
hi

>>61015757
got you bro

>>61015757
what did he do?

>>61015742
Yeah and I hate it. It’s why Ive always hated twitch. Niggers like xqc should be executed on stream.

>>61015212
G

>>61015757
im certain ive seen a user with kousakakirino in their name months ago but I can't remember in what context

>>61015212
G unconditionally

>>61015595
Pretty new. It's more the length of the stream that I'm surprised at, almost 12 hours now.

>>61015212
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>61016196
She regularly goes to bed at like 7 am ingerland time

Need pumpkin carving stream

>>61015796
If this wasn't a larp *chu~*

What was she gonna say

>>61016888
she could try only sending things to shondophrenics in the UK

>>61016888
battle royale to decide who gets the food

shondo in my arms with lots of kisses and headpats

>>61016888
im losing my mind wanting to know, but im glad she restrained herself if she thought it would be bad for everyone

>>61017206
Real schizo time, she wasn't going to say anything at all and actually just wanted to make everyone think of her even more

>>61017317
>even more
this is impossible for me

>>61017317
I'm not sure that's possible

>>61016943
it would be extremely stupid to send any kind of edible item to anyone because at least in the US if they get sick or die she is liable for not adhering to FDA regulations

my rrat is that she was gonna say that she could leave stuff outside in certain locations and have UKphrenics go pick it up or something

Don’t forget to go to Gamersupps.gg and use code SHONDO for 10% off your final purchase!

>>61017687
why would she need to stop herself from saying that. its just a joke and she'd never actually do it

>>61016888
>>61016943 (me)
donothon rewards for the biggest oilers
limited amount for the first purchases in the next merch batch
she could sell a limited amount through an auction
gifts for community artists
gifts for long time viewers
basically anything where only a limited amount of shoggers can get them and everyone gets fucked

>>61017687
she did that before one of the objects was a bomb and she got arrested for terrorism the person on stream now is forest tree gamersupps is to make him more of a femboy

>>61017545
If I get botulism and fucking die from my wife's cooking, so be it

>>61015757
did they got him?

>>61017785
i don't know. why would she need to stop herself from saying anything at all?

>>61017787
I didnt get a gamersupps sticker and im stick furious over it. I would do unspeakable evils if something like this happened

>>61017787
everyone else gets fucked*

>>61017850
sure, but your family might not see it that way. or a casual viewer. it could open her up to a huge lawsuit that destroys her life.

>>61018014
I'll leave a letter telling them to not press charges

I think she was going to encourage us to kidnap her so the one who does gets all the baked goods he wants or something. Which is probably what she talked to Shadowmama about when she told her to cut it out.

>>61017894
stickers orders havent arrived yet

>>61018049
I'd believe this.

>>61018104
I know but I wasnt in the first 200 orders

>>61018104
some people's have supposedly

>>61018049
yeah I could believe that

>>61017868
For 10 min, unfortunately.

>>61018049
Possibly

>>61018049
am shadowmama can confirm

>chugs gamersupps
>what the heck why can't i fall asleep
>160 iq

>>61018309
I will fuck the giraffe

>>61018339
same

>>61018335
>1600 iq

>>61018223
damn shame

>>61018335
she has not been drinking gamersupps until recently and this applies to well before then. im incapable of going straight to bed after work too.

>>61018335
>>61018385
>16000 iq

>>61018417
she was drinking coffee before then

I subbed at first because I thought her model was sexy, then I realized I've listened to her ASMR before, and then I somehow fell in love

my first message was me trying to blend in and it worked, but at what cost

>>61018669
same

>>61018669
>I thought her model was sexy
this is the biggest red flag in a Shondophrenic

>>61018812
This was the first art I saw of it, how could I resist?
https://files.catbox.moe/kn76gs.jpg

Who made the syadouheart animated emote? Meant to ask hours ago.

>>61018871
by not being a pedophile. The loli model is a filter, not an advertisement

>>61018913
me

>>61018951
skill issue

>>61015541
Erm

I miss timestamps, I could sit out streams if I wasn't feeling them and see if anything was important

>>61018951
Anon where do you think you are?

>>61018812
lol, lmao

>>61019019
he still does them

>>61019019
Did orange stop doing them? I havent missed a stream in a while and have kept my own small ones while watching

>>61019070
wait when'd he start again?

>>61018669
I subbed to her because I randomly found Ribbon and started falling in love with her, I didn't even know who she was at first.

>>61019019
i got you
10:49 shondo farts a stinky brap

I used to hate vtuber but Shondo changed my mind. She's really funny for a girl and she's a nice person for a girl I really love spending time with her

>>61019109
I never noticed he stopped but I dont check them regularly

>>61019173
at one point he seemed a bit fed up with the community and quit, which I think is fair, especially when it gets used as part of this whole culture of digging for shondo quotes to hold against herself or others

>as long as the mermaid doesnt fuck me too hard
i am the mermaid

>>61019269
the mermaid has a pussy

>>61019269
t. me
>>61019450
Please be nice to my inside out dick

>>61019152
shondo single-handedly fixed my opinion of British people

I kneel

>>61019571
kek

>>61019571
Only based nonsub

>>61019539
real

>>61019571
Based youtube bro.

>>61019571
>monster cock

>>61019539
she actually made it worse because of how she describes the squalor everyone lives in

shondo is a pro pumper

>>61019749
She made me just feel bad for them, place sounds like a hell hole

>>61019539
she changed mine about women just a little but enough

>>61019269
t. me
>>61019450
With an enlarged clitoris capable of impregnation

pumping time would be a great add to that one audio

>>61019938
which audio?

>>61020022
the countdown

>>61019938
the shondo motivates me to do my reps at the gym audio?

>>61020190
yeah

>>61019938
honestly im still kinda mad that she never recorded the lewd audio she promised

>>61020365
Didn't it become the ear licking audio? Also she clearly is incapable of doing lewd audios on purpose if the death of the Saya dub wasn't clear enough

>>61020437
yeah if she can't do it for dream VA work dropped in her lap then I guess she cant do it at all

fireneko's gonna do it again

I'm glad she's not P2W

>>61020746
lol

Milky's tits smothering Sho

>>61020746
lmao

what happened to her being convinced that doing long streams on main would kill her channel anyway, not only that but the last time it came up she waffled about even doing late streams that aren't asmr because of the numbers debuff

pomf plap plap plap
https://files.catbox.moe/trucmm.mp4

>>61020929
She lied last time because she wanted fewer chatters.

Bros.. she won't even reach top 25...

>>61020929
That was specifically watchalongs

>>61021240
no like she straight up said people wouldn't come to a late night stream and her reasoning was that the numbers die down by that late during watchalongs (because americans definitely couldn't make an 8pm stream their time)

Why is this games final boss a reference to unit 731

my wife is the ultimate gamer

What if there was AGDQ but only lolis

>>61021507
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MfmP49--JU
I dont remember if he talked about it but here

i'm so proud of her

greatest loli gamer

you guys told me 15 hours

>>61021981
sorry i fibbed, she never said anything about 15 hours

>>61021981
haha retard

>>61021981
mercifully only 13

my wife is a true gamer

>>61021981
my wife was too much of a gamer and beat the game too quickly

>>61022011
why would you fib anon... I'm never trusting you again

>>61021981

>>61022062
that's so mean anon ;-;

>>61022181
so is fibbing!

How come she never says I love you back when I say it in my sub messages? :c

her giggles are so cute

>>61022332
same. it is what it is heh

....was that really fun for her?
like, more than she expected?

>>61022332
be a favarite next time

>>61022332
>>61022385
She hates you two specifically, she always says it to me.

was fun, gnite shoggas

>>61022464
good night

GRAPE

>>61022332
>>61022426
who did she even say it to? I didnt recognize the name

raids are based, i get chocos and i get to walk out of a fat bitches stream hell yeah

so many kisses

she is absolutely unironically /here/ for raiding grape. it's a direct reference to our meme

>>61022557
Isn't Grape actually pretty fit?

please rate the stream

>>61022659
iloveherineedherimissher/10

>>61022659
ILOVEMYWIFE/10

>>61022557
nobody really cares as much as you think

>>61022659
Game boring but was very lovely overall/10

>>61022659
i mean i hate that fucking game and i couldn't watch the whole stream because of its length, so... i don't know/10

>>61022659
door

>>61022603
how should i know, ask her

>>61022659
9/10 Had a lot of fun with 12 and half hr zatsu

>>61022659
Very fun but had a massive issue of she didn't talk about her feet

>>61022659
1000/10

>>61022659
my wife is the truest gamer, was very fun 10/10

>Grape "I know you guys like to go crazy with your emotes"
yeah, some Barbie girl definetly bitched at wifey about our emote spam

>>61022659
I skipped most of the middle but the end was kinda cute so like 6/10

>>61022659
10/10 amazing date. exactly how i want to spend my saturdays <3

kek I cannot with these youtubefags
>1 day old account already perma'd on twitch after using glowie memes
>immediately getting timed out with their new account

Is this girl on NIna's huuuuh corpo (question mark?)
>>61022659
I love shondo/10

>>61022783
I think Grape just has functioning eyes

>>61022659
Very chill/10

>>61022659
10/10 I unironically had fun

>>61022659
fucking love her/10

>>61022842
What a specimen

>>61022842
good

you can tell when people didn't find a stream entertaining so they just say I love my wife /10
it's okay to say it was relatively boring even if you treasure the time

Goodnight shoggers!!!

she's being very affectionate again I don't know what changed

>>61023097
Sorry that you don't love Shondo the way I do

>>61023123
period is over

>>61023123
Her period is over

alt stream is live

>>61023123
she's just tired so she can't keep up the entertainer persona

>>61023141
>>61023147
real

>>61023123
>I don't know what changed
She only lovebombs when she means it.

>>61023249
>im a girl
Finally

>>61023249
I'm not sure if that's true but there's a clearly different tone from the robotic I love you very very very much gotta go

>still not 1k followers on the new account
shes fallen off

>>61023365
Good

>>61023304
No shit, she appreciates gift subs but no one can genuinely kiss 200x

>>61023387
what

>>61023387
jesse

I'm so happy right now.

I love her unconditionally

>>61023387
well I don't think there's a pretense of love there, but I think things like the routine signoff are a bit too cynical and unneeded, and I find it a shame she ever felt she has to do things like that or shoggers convince themselves she hates them
I was relieved when she brought it up on alt but she still does a lot of that, kind hard to crack the entertainer persona now. The end of this stream though, the exhaustion broke through and that end was definitely genuine.

I love her conditionally

I love her platonically

I genuinely love her

I like her

I need to sex her feet

I always wonder what it is specifically that happens during a stream that makes her feel in love

>>61024221
shes been feeling in love this whole week, just her mood swings

>>61024221
she reads my message and says wow that guy is mentally retarded and she decides to become my mother

>>61024280
so true

>>61024390
Her face used to look so retarded and I didnt even notice until after she updated it

>>61024425
i like it it has soul

>>61024425
Shondo 1.0 is SOUL

>>61024425
I miss the way it bobbed and rocked before

>>61024425
I still like her old :D more

I'm still thinking about putting Shombie in tight restrains, gagging and blindfolding her, and leaving her chained by her neck and defenseless in a closet

>>61024425
It was cute and soulful but it was very nice of Kat to update it like she did, her model looks amazing now

Sometimes I get brainworms, even tonight, but I wouldnt trade this for anything else. I really do love her even if she wont ever fully trust me not to abandon her

Not gonna Derek but you faggots should contain your autism here. Or at least DM each other for Christ sake. Better yet, just kill yourselves.

>>61024898
Or at least keep the gay roleplay to discord

>>61024898
>>61024960
kek I saw it

>>61024960
Ya, that was kind of gay

>>61024898
>3 month sub
>I will win
absolute kek, how delusional do you have to be

>>61024898
I see it wtf

>>61024898
? the gay shit started with discord and offline chat why should it be brought here

>>61024898
so true i know the exact fags you’re talking about and hate it :)

>>61025205
your 10 months prime is as worthless as you are

>>61025329
>rent free
Easiest (you)s of my entire life

namedrop me

this man is dangerous af

>>61025100
>>61025153
I did not please show

>>61025378
screencap and send to mods jesus christ. This guy has done some sad posting before but this is deranged

>>61025378
respectable level of delusion for someone so new, has he even seen the real her at all

>>61025444
Derek harder

Nothing but faggots here. Either way, good night. Stop being so fucking gay.

>

>>61025378
Hey he made me unfollow him, rude

I wish I could tell her I love her and it not be misconstrued
I still intend to make an actual family one day

>>61025378
The fuck
>>61025536
Stop taking shit so serious retard

>>61025609
If you call her your imouto and not your wife she'll get what you mean

mucho texto my man

>>61025378
>the actual you
what did he mean by this, doxx or roommate?

>>61025378
I've been dereking this guy for a while, he'll delete it soon

>>61025662
yeah I get that but like, is that only husband love in the tweet or what, it's complicated and before it was like one of those things left unsaid but now I worry about the whole pecking order

>>61025507
I only derek my 3 favorite shoggers, they don't know I exist

>>61025732
If you're not married to her you shouldnt worry about that sort of thing. Just have fun with it, if you really want to say I love you just add imouto in there somewhere

>>61025732
i think you are around tier 4 of the pecking order
4 out of 6 isnt bad

>I'm in love with the real you and it hurts knowing I only matter as a collective
this part is fair
>giving her some ultimatum to tell him to fuck off for not "fitting in" with the ryonafags
it's not that serious bro, just relax

>>61025863
this is the type of shit she dealt with in her DMs isn't it? maybe not exactly this but from her perspective how the fuck does she respond to it?

Stopped looking at the thread for like 20 minutes, what're you fags on about?

>>61025863
>this part is fair
You get used to it after a while. My mans is wasting his honeymoon phase of the relationship with this bullshit

>>61025732
>I love my imouto
>imouto syadouLove

its simple, she's my imouto daughter wife

>>61025943
yeah I wouldn't be surprised, he's not the only one that goes on these long tirades and we know darkkal was in her DMs expressing his guilt about watching other girls

>>61025378
Nigga watched 1 old YT video and gets like this LMFAO. Hinting that he knows her real name, holy shit

>>61025958
yeah I just feel a little sorry for him, but I don't feel like reaching out personally
someone tell him to just embrace it for what it is for as long as he can

>>61026086
he removed everyone following him, he clearly just wants to mope about it without people reasoning with him

>>61025378
This guy always gave me suicidal vibes, he's more of an unstable mess than me and potentially dangerous. He's also a concernfag.

>>61025378
i mean ive felt this way too I just know it isnt well received

>>61026200
i never really understood why she did that. does codeine really make you sleepy and knock you out?

>>61026180
such is being menhera online, nobody cares about you so push them all away
I kinda hope she says something to the effect of please have other people in your life and don't do this shit I never asked for of dedicating all your life to me and spiting everything else I think a part of her wants that though

>>61026265
yeah its an opiod so it puts you on the nod

>>61025378
I'm sorry Shondo but I hate this piece of human scum.

>>61026200
concernfagging opioid abuse is good, idk what that has to do with this

>>61026045
>old YT video
if you don't know it after being "crazy" about her for a few months you're a failure of a husband and if you don't know it after being /here/ then YNGMI

>>61026287
maybe a slim part of her is flattered by that prospect but she seems to have gotten a whiff of reality recently and knows that she cant just be everyone's everything all the time unless she wants a pile of fucking bodies on her grave

>>61025378
>>61026200
he went on an insane tirade the other night when he missed getting a like from her by a minute, hes really not mentally stable and needs to take her advice and step away for a while

>>61026306
why doesnt she just use that double strength nyquil like normal people do
(i dont know if that is normal i dont have sleeping issues)

>>61026366
>opioid abuse
nigga she's drinking cough syrup, like taking a few aspirins lmao

>>61026428
Not a thing in the UK, similar shit is prescription only

>>61026375
yeah I wouldn't call that her dominant desire anymore, or it probably never was but she did find it flattering until it had clear repercussions on the community
the fact it's probably been weighing on her mind a lot recently surprised me when it really shouldn't have, but it's already been talked to death how hard it'll be to help any of these guys now

>>61026432
it wasn't cough syrup mate it was her mom's prescription pain killers
lean is also opioid abuse too so wtf does that matter anyway

>>61026515
fleece was able to reform after public shaming from other husbands

gay thread after a good stream, of course
good night shoggers

>>61026459
whats over the counter then

>>61026602
gn shogga
I'll take a gay thread over some of the other post stream threads we've had

why does nobody dm me my twitter is fucking FIRE

>>61026590
well somehow we're supposed to get people to start behaving but also never call people out again because it makes her upset
like I get some of the spats are just over nonsense but if people are arguing like hey don't go ballistic over the manlet shit well fuck, those guys need to be called out, that's behavior she's trying to deter

>>61026632
Paracetamol

>>61026428
it doesnt works

>>61026674
it is what it is
gn

>>61026694
shut up forest fires

>>61026694
dm me first
dms are open

I STILL havent received any shondofriendic dms >:(

the moment I try to give any shogga advice I can bet they're going to just point out I'm not a true husband and dismiss it
fair enough though, the best way to not get taken by the hysteria is to not get too close to begin with

>>61026602
I'm sorry but I'm going to defend this gayness for now. she was feeling happy and mushy and then this retarded piece of shit wrote a whole essay on how sad his life is hoping for a gram of attention

>>61026702
tylenol? thats not gonna help anybody sleep

>>61026856
I think all dedicated husbands have their insane stalking phase where they collect everything they can find on her, and then they settle down. At least the ones who are going to stick around settle down, the ones who burn themselves out are the ones who keep the insanity for months and months without enjoying just being with her

I CAN STILL HEAR THE DOORS

>>61026945
any bets on her trying to sleep and seeing doors and LISA

>>61026632
Literally nothing for sleep, maybe some herbal shit. Anything like american cough syrup that would knock you out is strictly prescription only

>>61027012
Not even melatonin?

>>61027034
Prescription

>>61027079
what the fuck is wrong with the uk

>>61027012
kinda retarded when their shitty doctors will just prescribe mind melting anti-psychotics and opioids over e-mail

>>61026927
unironically I want for fleece and retro and all those fuckers to chill out and stop reading everything in the worst possible way, for their sake and also because it makes the community less of an eyesore
>>61027034
>>61027079
she did try melatonin and said it didn't work for her (I imagine it doesn't when you're on your phone the whole time you're in bed but whatever)
for what a hassle that shit sounds like I believe she's able to just call her doctor and get them to prescribe whatever and have it delivered

>>61023962
>I find it a shame she ever felt she has to do things like that
I want to agree with you but that would be hypocritical. Her remembering to do it after being in a cruddy mood for a few days was such a relief, I wouldn't think she hates me if she stopped being lovey dovey for 2 weeks straight but I might get brainworms that she's going full corpo entertainer mode.

>>61027034
Shit doesn't works

>>61027210
works for me just fine

>>61027163
Pretty sure she mentioned melatonin being one of the first drugs she was prescribed, sleep disturbances were one of her earliest issues. She said it did nothing for her and assuming it was before the antipsychotics she must’ve been 4 or 5.

>>61026856
>not get too close to begin with
I'd recommend the opposite actually. Gather everything you can hire a private eye like I did if you're too incompetent, take a twitter break for a week and never browse /shon/ during wife time.

>>61027206
I get that, I think it's fair to just strike a balance. Like with family I sometimes realize I'm not showing them enough appreciation so I force it so they know. Probably much the same for her if she's gone away of being in her head and remembers she should show her appreciation. I try to read that intent and not tell myself it's cynical. But if it's like every day and people get upset if she misses one day so she forces it every time I think that's a bit bad.

>>61027228
i envy your normie brain

>>61027335
>spoiler
Shogger?!

>>61027335
>hire a private eye like I did if you're too incompetent
Im not in the Uk so it wouldnt do any good

>>61027383
I found everything and I'll keep it to myself.

>>61027335
You hired a private eye for the virtual anime loli? Anon I’m going to need more details here

Scared

I will pray before I go to sleep that she never sees this thread.

>>61027418
No. It's better that you don't know how anyway.

>>61027335
I hope you get stabbed and die slowly and painfully. I will help make it happen.

>>61027519
You and me both shogger

I can't imagine having much more "forbidden knowledge" would even be meaningful to me but good for you stalker anon

>>61027519
i dmed her the thread she said
"thats so epic wow"
then i sent a picture of my penis and she said
"haha tiny cock"

>>61027542
She told us so much about her family that it's literally impossible for someone from the UK to not find her if you pay them.

>>61027580
I read "then sent me a picture of her penis"
I can't believe this anon received the shonchode

>>61027615
that happened after, you know pic for pic

Goodnight shoggers, never forget that she shit on digi and his weird copy paste emote today

>>61027632
nothing we didn't know about why she didn't interact with it, but it does kind of highlight how pathetic an attempt at getting giru type of status it was

>>61027632
she didn't shit on me

>>61027592
That may be but there are some things you really should just keep to yourself and never talk about to anyone ever.

>>61027632
>compliments it for replicating the style
>explains why she cant use it because it was so well done and close to the style

Weird way to say she "shit on" him but whatever shogger.

>>61027592
This anon hides in the bushes taking pictures of Shadowmama every time she leaves the house

>>61027729
>compliments it for replicating the style
Just like she compliments AI for "replicating" other artists styles

>>61027766
You are fucking retarded. Leave the thread.

>>61027729
>>61027766
both of you shut up she was just being nice but it wasn't a dig either
essentially an edit isn't that hard either way

>>61027801
We know honey.

>>61027801
sorry shondo, I'll got back to being nice

>>61027721
Fair.

>>61027335
I really believe you anon

i love shondo

i hate lots of you

>>61028384
you can't stop me loving you

>>61028368
do you love me bro

>>61028384
I will love you into submission.

one of you seriously made another alt for calling out shoggers?

>>61028444
post it

>>61028484
it's just one reply at the end of the dude's thread

>>61028519
post it

>>61028531
Be a better Derek if you care

>>61028557
i dont i just wanted you to post it

>>61028444
Lmao I can tell who it is by the writing style, unless it's a really good copy

>>61028602
who, roli?

>>61028622
Nah I'm just playing to make the shoggers panic for a second. Roli hasn't been seen since his sperg out over gamersupps. And good for him for taking a break when she's making him mad

>>61028694
someone should have reached out to him and told him the aggressive shilling ended literally the day after he complained and left

>>61028694
He joined the offline chat roughly 10 minutes after the stream.

>>61028718
he is still reading this thread

i require shombie to suffocate my fat cock with her precious blue toes

>>61028622
Oh please, Roli is a retard with cringe debate-bro mentality. This shogger actually knows what he's doing.

>>61028767
It was my only guess for someone that blunt desu. He's the type to always be in the "brutal honesty" mode whether appropriate or not.
I'm not even really sure the "just leave if it's causing you anguish" is the right call, bro just needs to change his perspective a bit, realize that ryona's a part of her and even what surface-level shit he knows about her real self is just that, surface-level.

>>61028854
he trying to change her he's tweeting every day about how sad this part of her makes him

>>61028854
The brutal honest tough guy is a special kind of autism, they always feel very strongly about one thing and sperg out but rarely get filtered. They go from mad to uuuu wifey like a bipolar woman.

>>61028854
I've been Dereking him for a while and it's not a pretty sight. I'd say it goes even beyond how Fleece got, because this is now daily meltdowns and ramblings in his tweets. Mixed with isolating himself from others in the community. He needs a ban just to give him some mercy at this point.

I NEED to split apart the shombie from the inside
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>61029084
I isolate myself too, that's why I think he just needs the right attitude. But maybe you're right. I just think he's taking her too seriously on the idea that you have to fit into the community or leave. Plenty of other people stick around who don't like ryona or even lolis in particular.

>>61029205
Oh for sure. He has decent chats and can get her attention during streams every so often. He's not a complete nobody to her, so it would be nice if reforming is possible for him too.

>>61029178
would probably be easy with how much zombies love to crumble… this rotting girl has my heart

>>61029084
this happens to people who don't actually want her as a vtuber they just want her as a gf/wife which is understandable but unfortunately hopeless. he's not satisfied with the fantasy. shondo does a good job at making it hard to see the line with her language especially for those with autism. especially lonely people get lead on.

>>61029340
I'm not sure that you're wrong but it's not like shondo is being sly about it, she just outright says at every turn THIS IS REAL and she wants it to be as much as anyone else does which is why it's hard for her to acknowledge that she's a virtual wife for thousands of people and not in a monogamous relationship with some amalgamation of them all

How do you guys chat for 12 hours straight? I can barely keep it up for her normal streams

>>61029205
i feel kinda the same on some of his points but i dont know how i dont explode like he does
i guess its a matter of perspective and attitude as you said
i think he should review the part of the recent alt stream where she said something along the lines of you dont need to act edgy to fit in or something like that.

today was so sweet! I need to put 10 triplets in her that are doomed to die in her tiny little underdeveloped womb !!

>>61029544
take emote breaks where i dont think too hard about words and just post an emote that fits the situation

Blue shontoes…
Ice cold…

>this relationship is unique and i'm not going to say it's easy.
>desu, i've never hurt so much in my life
Jfc just leave already! Relationships can be hard at times but they should never make you miserable. If your self-esteem is so low that you can't even imagine yourself as (You) then it was not meant to be my guy, the worst I've felt while being together with Shondo was when she cried on her birthday. For some reason I've felt like it's my fault.

>>61029544
i just keep engaged with her or chat or whatever is being streamed. she didn't really zone out this stream so there's was always just stuff to talk about.

>>61029412
>it's not like shondo is being sly about it
i dont think so either I just dont think she understands what its like on the other side of it and the weight that words like love and wife carry. for some people hearing the words is enough but for others its like an opening to something theyve never had but always wanted and it feels like you should be progressing but it never goes any further

>>61029630
little shoncicles

>>61029704
I really don't think it's a matter of her not weighing her words as much as like... she firmly believes things were are contradictory, as women often do. It's why it's clearly tough for her to sit down and discuss the parts that don't add up, when it's come up in maros before or in the recent zatsu. I believe she has full conviction when she says "our relationship is real" and fully expects marriage level devotion from husbands.

I love her so fucking much, I need to put a baby in her

>>61029874
>fully expects marriage level devotion
Ok. But how do you know when you've met that expectation or when you've crossed a line? Devotion is shown at an individual level. We dont get any kind of individual feedback in that regard, which leaves people like him having these episodes wondering if theyre kenough. I guess thats where the contradiction comes in as you said.

>>61029874
>fully expects marriage level devotion from husbands
no anon she expects you to spend time with her when she's live, i mean you're already spending less time with her than you would with a normal flesh wife right? most of you have jobs, if you choose to use your "twitch hours" on other women then its like... whats even the point you know??? you wont be immersed enough to take it seriously, you wont have romantic feelings for her after the honeymoon phase, she won't make you happy...... in the end you'll just use her as an entertainer or uuooooohh kani kani seggs kani child

I think it's funny that husbands who have been around for a long time are doing way better than the newfags. They should be the ones who are losing their minds with how different the relationship is now, but I guess anyone around this long knows her and loves her enough not to leave

>>61030112
you are twisting her words

>>61030112
I'm kind of not following your layers of irony here with all the talk of immersion, I don't think she sees it like a fantasy where you have to keep up the immersion, maybe her perspective on that changed by now but idk man
she wants you online and offline to treat her as your wife, with the proper respect for that fact, with promises that it's unlikely for anyone to keep

>>61030112
i dont think anyone is talking about cheating here.

>>61030311
different anon

>>61030251
if there's one thing the experience comes with it's watching her bounce back from so much shit and genuinely improve at coping with her circumstances that she hopefully phases you a bit less with her ups and downs
I can't imagine these fucks surviving through marley's death or her delusions of her grandfather, all that shit, but if they did go through it I think they'd mellow out a bit

>>61030375
I know I'm just trying to make sense of whatever shit he's saying, you're fine I just didn't have anything to add to what you said

>>61030412 (me)
kinda like relationships in general I guess, you start with the surface level stuff that attracts you to a person, and once you've been to hell and back with them you don't need to worry so much about the relationship anymore even if those things that initially pulled you together changed
and I mean that for relationships generally not just romantic

i never want to see spooky's mansion again

I can tell that most of you haven't experienced breakups and fleshwomen based on the fact that DMniggers wanted her to be an affection machine 24/7 not a human being. What was that OST called again? Eternal playdate? This relationship with Shondo is amazing, we're in a loving limbo. The marriage will never progress to 2 1/2 children but it won't decay either.
>uuUuUuuu she didn't read my-
kys

>>61030644
it's not real, it's surreal
it's pretty amazing, but she and shoggers alike have a tendency to overthink it and ruin it for themselves
just enjoy the moment

>>61030644
I have once, it was bad. When you get old enough and the realization hits that dying of old age completely alone with no help is really bad you start to want things like a wife who will be by your side. Im not going to kill myself at 40 or whatever like all zoomers want to do.

I dipped at the 5 hour mark to sleep, anything worth watching in the VOD?

>>61030815
yeah shondo

things are slightly different if you've been around long enough but she's my oshi through and through, no matter whether I can use her like some affection ATM or not