Ok, I may have a new oshi...
I fell into the trap of assuming she was the over the top menhera character and that sort of character type just doesn't appeal to me (she still is of course but like she's not off the wall insane all the time). I watched her needy girl streamer series and like... she's actually super sweet and goofy. I wasn't expecting that at all. She's insanely charming.
Glad I gave her a chance. I was not actually expecting to be interested in her even a little. I guess you shouldn't... judge a book by its cover.