/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

[Anonymous No.]

confess

[Anonymous No.]

Sometimes I leave streams on mute in the background to support streamers even if I don't like watching them.

[Anonymous No.]

I don’t even like vtubers

[Anonymous No.]

I get horny when my viewers call me cute or force me to do fanservice stuff through point redeems. I know I shouldn't because it's a bit degenerate, but it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and excited since I've never really been looked at in that kind of way in my life before becoming a vtuber. I want to work on making my voice cuter and get a cuter/lewder design so It'll happen more and more

[Anonymous No.]

The only time I have masturbated to a Vtuber stream was to one of Finana's ASMRs

[Anonymous No.]

I want to have autistic children with Shiori

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
Every time I get close to sending a super chat or becoming a member I nut and then lose all desire to interact w Vtubers.

[Anonymous No.]

I dropped the screw in the tuna.

[Anominon No.]

>>76399734
I feel guilty whenever someone buys something for me on my throne

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
i don't watch vtubers, i'm only involved because i watch clips
i filtered every general in this board
i only make shitposts, dramaposts and browse /#/ sometimes

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
Was listening to some indie love bombing ASMR while working from home today and noticed a wet spot on my sweat pants' crotch area. At first I thought I spilled some water earlier in the kitchen, but when I checked my underwear and smelled it, I noticed I was leaking pre-cum really badly. I guess I just reached another level of wizardom....

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400094
You're a filthy slut, femanon

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I'm slowly getting bored of vtubers. I pretty much only watch peko nowadays

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
If a post has a nyanners/veibae/ironmouse image I dont read it

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400094
Hows your hrt therapy going

[Anonymous No.]

I really like watching Shiori but I will never member her because I'm forever scarred by past experiences with indie mod inner circles and s-team gives me those vibes

[Anonymous No.]

I find great fun in slandering Nijisanji and Vshojo on anonymous imageboards. The former because they deserve it, and the latter simply because I don't like them or their arrogant fans

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400189
My condolences

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I have successfully seeded +5 corpos, both big and small, with my coached girls which all ended up being the hits of their own gens. One day, I will cash in all my favors. I like playing the long game.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I don't like collabs unless they are with someone I already like.
I never cared about them and I never will. it doesn't matter to me whether they are a male or a female, a fleshtuber or another chuuba, I just don't care. I watch chuubas cause I like those chuubas, not because they are part of a corpo and not because they did a collab.

[Anonymous No.]

Whenever people start hornyposting too hard I can't help but make jokes suggesting the object of their lust has a penis.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400094
hell yeah

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399859
Chinese?

[Anonymous No.]

I may or may not have been the reason why I made a vtuber I watch cry on a new years stream.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I'm curious so I'll probably get around to pirating the fes and dreamhack concert vods later since I missed the window to buy them legit.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I hate the redirect stream function. One time I was masturbating to nerissa and she redirected it to shiori. I cummed but now I felt that I betrayed my oshi.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76415963
Funny post, bump.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76401273
whats the link

[Anonymous No.]

i'm a sapling

[Anonymous No.]

>>76419096
In a good way or a bad way?

[Anonymous No.]

Im a sapling and i regularly fap to the thought of fauna fucking my wifes brains out as i lay underneath them

[Anonymous No.]

whenever i'm horny i fap exclusively to an indie hags fansly streams where she masturbates while pretending the dildo is me and she starts kissing the mic whenever she gets close to cumming. we are too sexually compatible. She isn't my oshi though

[Anonymous No.]

I kept going AIEEEEEE in chat and caused a few different chuubas to repeat it out loud too. Women kinda love it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399859
Froot is my oshi

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400094
Based. Please don't fuck it up, I beg you

[Anonymous No.]

>>76422416
It was more an admission of guilt of both sides, I'll just leave it at that

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400094
bro, if an ugly callifornian whales can get laid, no way in fuck you cant.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I jacked off to pippa's feet. Not proud of it.

[Anonymous No.]

the bad end was written in the bad beginning (already happened cosmologically)

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
i don't watch every stream of my oshi

[Anonymous No.]

>>76422459
Link

[Anonymous No.]

>>76401432
>Implying

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I love feet more than tits. No one can know

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I love Haato and Shiori way too much since I like to write about them and other HoloEN girls having idol meetings in their underwear.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76422459
nice dude

[Anonymous No.]

If I see even a little cleavage or slightly large breasts I'm closing the stream.
This is either a curse inflicted onto me by some vile hag, or just autism, either way I don't like it, I want to be a booba enjoyer too it's not fair!!!

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I think Shiori is retarded at making stream thumbnails, where the fuck did she learn this shit?

[Anonymous No.]

I project all the antis of the girls I like on one singular guy who has been following me for the last 5 years.

[Anonymous No.]

Tough most of my viewers see me as a friend who they want to support in their idol journey, the moment someone turns into a gachi It makes me fall a little, not for everyone but I feel like I’m crushing for a bunch of them and constantly thinking on how cute they are and now maybe I’m truly falling for two of my viewers at the same time. And to be honest I feel guilty I cannot love them all equally. Of course I’ll never tell anyone about this and even get somewhat paranoid to not be giving any special privileges to the ones I actually like, I don’t want to betray the people who have been supporting me and believed in me since I was a 1view but neither I can stop myself from feeling stuff.

[Anonymous No.]

I never came to Shiori even though I thought she would be my favourite when her design was announced
I came over 500 times to my oshi in a year
I moslty check my oshi's general when I take a shit
I sometimes leave my oshi's stream on when I go to work
I only got to know my oshi a year and a half ago

[Anonymous No.]

I like skipping to the part where Bae beats the boss and she goes "OHHHH MAHHH GAAAAHHHHDDDDDD OHHHH MAHHHH GGAAAAHHHHHDDDD"
Sexo

[Anonymous No.]

>>76429640
I also struggle with the same kind of shit where I acknowledge something bad about myself, and get hyper-aware of it and paranoid that I’m falling into it and violating my own morals. When I told people about it, this is what they replied with to make me feel better about it:

Being scared of, but acknowledging this trait in yourself means you’re self aware. That means you’re making an effort and are better off than someone who’d blindly do these things without caring about the people they’re affecting. That self awareness is what’s important, and you’re not bad for feeling it in the first place. If you choose to act on it one day, that’s a betrayal of yourself. But till then, you’re doing nothing wrong. The conflict means you care. And if they knew about this thought crime dilemma, a good fan/friend wouldn’t think harshly of it.

I’m not making a commentary towards gachi or unicorn shit, this is solely towards your emotional conflict in a vacuum, and whatever personal standards you’ve set for yourself. Hope it’s of some use.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I want to beat up Finana, I'm still mad over the fact that I membered her for the first three months.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76429640
On an off-chance you aren't LARPing, is this how vtubers truly feel? I always thought they saw chat as a massive blob and that they don't really check who sent the message. How can I know if my oshi likes the stuff that I type? Are there any indicators that let me know if I should type less or more? I pray to God that you're real because that gives me the slightest sliver of hope that there are some good vtubers out there.

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>>76431309
nta but why would you think that all members of any group think exactly the same way

[Anonymous No.]

My non-Holo oshi occasionally tweets out an image I drew for her and it makes me happy
I saw a guy cosplay as Suisei and now I want to do the same with my kirin oshi

[Anonymous No.]

I’m in a relationship with one of my fans

[Anonymous No.]

>>76431451
hopefully ignorant, I guess.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76431497
Do you feel like you're being dishonest with your fanbase or not?

[Anonymous No.]

I'm kind of new here, and it seems like this isn't uncommon, but:
I'm an actual gachi. I don't know how I'm supposed to support my oshi without wanting to marry her. She's smart, charming, tactful, hard-working, etc. and on top of it all, she's about the same age as me. I feel like there's no way I could even start dating IRL while still watching her, because my brain is going to think there's a better woman in my life, when there really isn't. I looked at the female delusion calculator the other day, and it said I'm about a 1 in 100 guy, and that sort of thing feeds into my own delusion. I try to counter this by telling myself she's a 1 in a 10000 woman and that she probably has a boyfriend already. I wish I could just tell her how I feel about her and move on, but there's no appropriate way to do so and I feel like she deserves the support.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
Pixel link gen 2 this weekend

[Anonymous No.]

>>76431309
At least this is completly how I feel. I’ve come across, talked and made collabs with a lot of girls and there’s all kind of opinions, most of them are not likely to be honest when they say they love their chat but at least most actually respect the people who are supporting them. In the other hand, some are huge manipulative bitches who are completely aware of how people feel towards them and take advantage on it. About the second point, as everyone is different in their dinamics I wouldn’t say there’s a certain way to know but I know for sure everyone appreciates commentary that is about what is going on stream and not random shit, or that helps to bring a good atmosphere. Women are way more simple to please than it might appear, make us feel appreciated and thats pretty much it.

And this is just how I see it but girls who purposely do GFE are the ones you shouldn’t blindly trust if you’re looking for a meaningful connection. Look more for someone who naturally shows affection without sugarcoating it as a relationship from the start because real feelings take time to develop and whoever loves you back will care about not hurting you in the process of what means being into a parasocial relationship or at least acknowledge the nature of it and not be playing with it just to enjoy the money and the attention that it brings.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76430871
Thank you! It makes sense and actually goes to what was bothering me. I didn’t expect to ever feel this way when I started this as a hobby and I don’t want to loose it and betray my moral on how I should treat the ones who are supporting my dreams.

[Anonymous No.]

i have never donated to any chuuba ever.

[Anonymous No.]

I had a dream where Fauna beat me up and I came

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[Anonymous No.]

I know I use vtubers to cope with my shit life and I don’t really know how to get out of the hole, and if I even want to

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I've never watched a stream of anyone start to finish. I just get bored

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I can only see noel's giant boobs and nothing else whenever she's on screen.

[Anonymous No.]

I enjoy antiing other EN girls because it keeps my mind off the fact than my oshi doesn't stream anymore and because it makes them as miserable as I am.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I like V-tubers.

[Anonymous No.]

My life was better before I discovered vtubers

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I masturbate A LOT

[Anonymous No.]

>>76435811
Thanks. My oshi is a manipulative GFE type who's only using me for the money but I'm okay with that. You sound like a genuinely good person. Good luck with your career.

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>>76399734
I used to genuinely enjoy NijiEN. I got annoyed with all of the bait in the general, and for a while gave people advice on how to hide and filter entire reply chains. I also helped out splits when I saw them pop up to give the people more communities where they could discuss their oshis in relative peace. I've long since disavowed EN in its entirety, and seeing how vile the community is nowadays, I feel guilty for helping them. I feel like instead of building a community I just gave a cancer a space to fester and thrive. Instead of giving my oshis at the time friends, I gave them an echo chamber that only served to amplify and protect their worst human traits. I feel like I had a part in creating this monster and I feel like I have a moral imperative in removing it.

[Anonymous No.]

I have given up on supporting /membering/superchatting anyone, been burned one too many times. Now I just watch clips and keep up on the happenings

[Anonymous No.]

IRyS is my oshi and I send her an average of a supa every 1-3 months. I also watch a 3 view and I keep telling myself I will send her a supa, but I still haven't. She'd appreciate $2 more than IRyS would the $10s I send her, but I sill haven't. I don't know how much of it is not being able to think of something SC worthy to say and how much is some kind of feeling of loyalty I'd violate if I SCd another girl.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76441268
It's not your fault, chumbud

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I stopped membership to my oshi after disappointing valentines stream and since then I've received a gifted one every month
I feel bad about it. 2 years I paid for it but now it gets handed to me. It's like I'm a freeloader or something since I still enjoy watching.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76435811
Are you fat?

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I feel like... if there are genuine fetishist on the board who believe that their oshi is /here/, then how come people don't post nude pictures of themselves? Think about, there could be a chance that they see your junk. They might even get turned on.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I like Kyoresus 3d model streams so much thatvi wish more chuubas were like that, vtubers but with irl models while cosplaying

[Anonymous No.]

I don't have an Oshi. I've bounced around HoloEN and some /lig/ chuubas, but no one can keep my interest for long.

[Anonymous No.]

>not even women are immune to parasocial-ness
our species is fucked

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>>76399734
It's very rare I look at a chuuba design and go "I wanna jack off to this" day one. One reason I consider my Kamioshi my Kamioshi is because I don't want to nut to her. I like her design a lot but it doesn't give me a boner. I love her in a purely platonic sense.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76445928
>social being wants connections
Damn anon tats crazy

[Anonymous No.]

>>76446048
no most normies can get it in real life
is the difference

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I came thrice to this bitch

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I have a crush on my own vtuber character. I started streaming as her a few weeks ago and she is the only light in my life.. I rewatch all the vods, I draw her every single day and she’s all I can think about lately. Is this normal or am I just a narcissistic faggot?

[Anonymous No.]

I used to religiously watch my oshi, like her videos, rewatch her covers, I'm broke so I didnt superchat but I used my spare money to afford the membership whenever I could. She used to always talk about how she wanted to make music and how she isnt confident in her voice, but I wanted to support her since she was clearly a diamond in the rough. She just needed confidence and support, and things where looking up for her music future. She was clearly gaining momentum with each new music stream or project.
And with the growth she changed... streaming less and less, bringing up one excuse after the other. I held hope that things would change but she's been like this for 1.5 years already. The few times she streams its some obviously low effort stream that she didn't plan or care about. I've slowly realized that she doesn't want to stream or grow her potential as a singer more than she just wants to collect her superchats of thoose who miss her like me. I see her as star that could wow the world yet she is content half-assing karaokes and memeing during hard songs because she doesn't have the balls or dicipline to make an effort in real singing. She has the talent, the charisma, the support but she doesnt want follow any of thoose dreams now that she is comfortable.
I've realized that a part of me was starting to become an anti so I stopped myself from watching her content, and I know she is happy, but it still irks me that she could be huge yet she just doesnt give a shit about her possible music career or her fanbase, and its obvious at this point.
She talked about dreaming of making music and now she just acts like a couch slob.
I dont resent her, its just the wasted potential of what it could've been, that, is what annoy's me. Guess I became tiger mom lol.
Sorry for the paragraph but its nice getting it out of my chest.
Btw its not Gura I'm talking about.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76447496
I'm going to infer from this post that you're a guy using a Vtuber model to larp as a woman, which makes you an ultra faggot

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I like Nijisanji more than Hololive, but I think V4Mirai and V&U are better than both and have shilled them in the NijiEN and HoloEN threads

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
Every time I donate, I only type "Bababooey"
idk what else to type.

[Anonymous No.]

Been following an indie for around three years, I was her 150th subscriber and she’s now a 3view with 15k+ subs and all I want is for her to graduate. She’s physically frail, constantly dealing with a lifelong medical issue, struggling to juggle her schooling and vtuber activities and frequently goes weeks (or sometimes even months) without streaming, and the toll it’s all taking on both her physical and mental health is blatantly obvious.

Vtubing is not good for her, and I wish she would just stop.

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>>76447656
Had a similar experience with an ex oshi. No hate, I feel like she has some shit to sort out before/if she matures into a butterfly, but I don't have the patience to slog through to see if it does happen.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I don't follow VTubers closely, or even remotely. The only VTuber I care about is Gawr Gura, and for a very obscure and particular intellectual reason. I can't name any indies, Nijisanji, or even every member of Hololive. I only recognize VTubers who have collabed with Gura.

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>>76399734
I finally found my oshi after being in this hobby for 3 years but due to some circumstances I was starting to fall out of love so I took a break and recently came back after some special events got announced and it feels like I'm back on the honeymoon period, excited for streams (even with games I hate), ready to buy merch, doing fan content and even developed sexual attraction that I didn't think was possible for me with vtubers. It's just nice to have an extra source of happiness.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76448331
>for a very obscure and particular intellectual reason.
story time?

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
My one and only idol is Joshua Graham

[Anonymous No.]

>>76447656
Towa...

[Anonymous No.]

>>76448864
I hope it's because of the shark biology lesson we got in that one outfit reveal.

[Anonymous No.]

I hate all VTubers who act like their job is the hardest in the world and can't keep a schedule of AT LEAST 4 GODDAMN HOURS DAILY fucking lazy ass cunts

[Anonymous No.]

>>76450186
Blame the fans that still support them for no content. Every vtuber has the potential to become a gura if you let them

[Anonymous No.]

>>76450441
Oh yea I forgot Gura even existed, do people actually support someone that doesn't stream?
At least with Vtubers like Shondo people have stopped subbing when she's not streaming.
Her fans are still mentally ill doe.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76450658
MOST dedicated cucks fanbase

[Anonymous No.]

Sometimes I get too horny just listening to my Oshi voice I need to rub one out and I search pixiv for their art while listening to them stream.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76448121
Nah man vtubing sounds perfect for her she fits right in with the other mentally and physically handicapped vtubers it's basically a requirement

[Anonymous No.]

>>76399734
I still jerk off fantasising about raping Mumei's roommate wearing a swimsuit years after I dropped her plague-ridden ADHD ass

[Anonymous No.]

Bump, I love confess threads

[Anonymous No.]

>>76448864
I think that Gawr Gura has a high relevance to culture and arts. She won't ever lie verbally, but she is obligated to not say or do certain things because of her career, and I am curious to see where it goes. How cute and funny that a person who values words so highly would join a society where the language has heavy onomatopoeia emphasis. How ironic the fact that she grew up with Western ideas of romanticism through Disney entertainment only to find herself in a position that requires an Eastern philosophy and set of values. Partly, it humors me to see this silly little girl actually try and become Japanese. I mean, has anybody sat her down and explained to her that anime is not real? It certainly takes a vivid imagination to be participating in Virtual YouTubing. And, while I would typically disregard such behavior with “Wow, what an autistic weeb, she must have mental illness.”, it becomes much harder to ignore for several reasons. She has not only made a significant impact on a foreign creed, but also generated a whole lot of money and influence pursuing what she was already passionate about. She entered the profession as somebody who did not comprehend the culture it was native to, but ultimately came out as the dominant voice in the entire industry, and in a relatively short time.

Virtually, I see the story of Gawr Gura as a delimiter in the American narrative.

Don’t listen to me though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76401273
bruh can't post that and not drop a link

[Anonymous No.]

I want to impregnate Indonesian women

[Anonymous No.]

I send erotic dms to my fans who are willing to pay for it. I can easily earn $50 per message in our conversation and had a night where I netted $4k from a couple hours of messaging one fan. I'm not worry about them leaking either because messages are easy to fake and hard to prove as real.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76460828
Way too pricy to be believable.

[Anonymous No.]

>>76460499
But what about Indonesian rodents?

[Anonymous No.]

>>76447731
>>76447496
Autogynephilia in full swing.

[Anonymous No.]

Im schizo and think there is a conspiracy against chuubas reading my chat comments

[Anonymous No.]

>>76400094
ok flayon

[Anonymous No.]

I memed myself into liking Shiori after someone made the Lost Kitten edit. My enjoyment of her tapered off a ton after she stopped giving kisses at the end of streams but I just kept watching her wondering why I wasn't enjoying her anymore. I finally realized about a month ago that I just want GFE and have been way happier since I mostly just moved to watching GFE vtubers