Imagine being a developer tasked with working on Microsoft Paint. You spend your days trying to add features to code that is literal decades old, including entire regions that are entirely incomprehensible and were written by underperforming previous employees -- and they couldn't even understand what they wrote when they were here. The software you spend all your time working on is viewed as a joke at best, and a tool for childrens' amusement at worst. Everything is outdated about it. The list of features that need to be added just to bring the program up to par grows every single day, as executives keep adding more and more to your plate thinking that it's a lack of vision that is holding the project down -- but in practice it just constantly yanks you from one cloud chasing dream to another. Meanwhile, since it's such a low-impact program, they keep cutting funds and removing team members in an effort to streamline.
Your work will never amount to anything. You will never escape the broom closet that is that MS Paint team. The only way out is suicide.