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I don't feel sad, I don't feel like crying. I just feel empty and numb. I just feel like a void, I don't like it

>> No.67137474

White flare

>> No.67137519

>>67137341
She'll pop up in Hololive some time this year. Stop moping.

>> No.67137553

>>67137341
#sadboymoment

>> No.67137587

>>67137341
It will hit you when you least expect it. Don't try to force it.

>> No.67138666
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It does get better with time, just not yet. Hang in there bro

>> No.67139295

>>67137341
wait for their announcement
https://twitter.com/VShojo

>> No.67139389
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67139389

It hurts pomie, why did she have to leave us.

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>>67139389
>>67137341
Pomu has sailed off to Valinor to be with her people, the elves.

>> No.67140346
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I'm a little sad, a little numb, even a little angry that it had to come to this, but mostly happy that she made the decision to move on to where she'll be happier.

The worst part is knowing it didn't have to be this way. That if things were a little better, and the frustrations that pushed her out didn't exist or were at least mitigated to some extent, she'd still be here. A few of the people who left NijiEN in the last half year or so would probably still be here. It feels wrong, unnatural, that she's gone from Niji. One of the pillars of the branch, a mainstay and probably the most recognizable face of the branch. I'd go as far as to call her the poster girl of the branch, if I had to choose only one. Her leaving under these circumstances is a terrible look no matter how you look at it. Of course everyone leaves eventually, that's something we all have to deal with eventually. But I made my bed in the vtuber community in NijiEN because I was comfortable there. With the people and their characters and how they bounced off one another. Even if they all reincarnate in the same place down the line, that specific vibe, that mixing pot of people and personalities, in that setting? We'll never get that back, and it's a bitter pill knowing it didn't have to be taken from us so soon, if only the company gave a fuck about its talents and actually tried for them, and if only some parts of the fandom weren't pure undiluted cancer. Even if NijiEN gets its shit together, even if a year or two from now it becomes a 10/10 destination vtubing branch, cool, whatever. Would have been nice if it had been like that all along, like it should have been. Would have been nice if Pomu, Nina, and Mysta were here for it. That's a NijiEN they would have deserved to be a part of, having carried the branch on their backs and swallow shit for it for so long.

My venting and coping aside though, in reality, Niji is in the state it's in, and Pomu made the best decision for her and her Pomies to ride off into space when she did. I'm fairly convinced about where she's gonna pop up next, but wherever she does go, I'm happy she made this decision for herself.

>> No.67140452

>>67140346
yeah.. me to little buddy

but really this all started when enna got involved

>> No.67140508

>>67137341
I'm sure she'll come back to you, in one form or another

>> No.67140558

>>67137341
It should have been Mori.

>> No.67140741

>>67137519
Doubtful, there are more potential risks than benefits in this move.

>> No.67140791

>>67137341
Let's wait and see what she will fill this void with.

>> No.67141274

>>67137341
I know, it hurts man...
Feels like absolute shit

>> No.67141450
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Relax, Pomu will be back before you know it. She'll probably be off the grid for a few months like Pikamee and Nina before her, but she's at least going to be fine. This isn't like how it was with her first graduation pre-Lazulight where she had to go back to a stressful office job for 8 hours, she's got more than enough money to relax with.
Where she'll show up, that'll be anyone's guess of course. But she will be back, it's more than likely that she'd prefer going back to streaming and gushing over idorus or playing vidya over going back to working a simple job that doesn't leave her much free time.

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>>67141274
I'm an ex-pomudachi and haven't watched much for a year. Yet the graduation still hurts all the same.
Even though I know that leaving Nijisanji EN is positive, it feels like something broke as soon as the stream ended.

>> No.67143597

>>67143239
Its probably the realization that NijiEN will never go back to the way it was before. Their biggest spokesperson who joined the branch at the start when it very little to offer just up and left.

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>>67137341
You have to understand anon, she just didn’t fit in with the Clique.
Enna had to get her fired.

>> No.67143923

>>67143597
Yeah, more than likely. Despite what it is now, there was a time I did love Nijisanji and that Pomu was the best possible person for NijiEN. She loved the company long before joining and she carried the "Nijisanji Spirit". Despite my frustrations with her sometimes when she'd get one guy'ed, I could still proudly call her my oshi.
Sadly, I should have seen it coming when Mayuzumi left. He even said himself that Nijisanji is changing now.
If only it could be 2021 pre-Ethyria and Luxiem...What went wrong...

>> No.67143947

>>67143597
It’s so despicable how they’ve mistreated her.

>> No.67144325

>>67143947
If there was ever any debate about Nijisanji being a black company, it's beyond all reasonable doubt now.

>> No.67144678

>>67137341
none will ever feel this bad again dw

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>>67140346
giving you a hug, pomie. even if they all reincarnate, i miss them everyday, but ill still cherish what we have

>> No.67146489

I know this isn't happening, but what if she does move to holo? That would actually destroy NijiEN.

>> No.67146601

>>67146489
>That would actually destroy NijiEN.
The graduation alone already destroyed them. They basically just lost the heart and soul of Nijisanji in that branch.

>> No.67146647

>>67146601
I'm just waiting for monday for Selen's termination announcement

>> No.67146715

>>67143923
The worst thing is she still loves Nijisanji, loves her coworkers, loves her fans yet she still left. How can one company fuck up hard?

>> No.67146726

>wake up
>you're not pomu rainpuff anymore
>all of this might as well have been a dream
>cry your eyeballs out

>> No.67146783

>>67146726
I typed a message in Pomu's schedule waiting room and I showed up as a greyname. It hurts so bad

>> No.67146969

>>67146715
The corpos can't even lie their way out of the fact that they probably gave Selen a panic attack and mental breakdown, what do you expect?

>> No.67147031

This was the end of golden age of NijiEN, everything went downhill after this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpJR9FDW5no

>> No.67147188

>>67146969
Nijisanji is basically just Huey at this point.

>> No.67147206

>>67140741
The only risk is waiting god knows how long for next round of auditions.

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>>67137341
This whole ordeal soured my view of all these corpos. The fact that they own your character and everything you ever did just feels disgusting to me now, I've never felt like this before

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>>67148102
You get used to it...

>> No.67148819

Part of me wants to watch her sister but honestly it feels shitty going for a rebound oshi with the same mama

>> No.67149007

>>67148819
Don't. I've tried. It's not the same.
It's like breaking up with a girl and going for a girl that reminds you of her. You'll only hurt yourself.

>> No.67149297

i dont have any dreams i can follow, im dead inside
i cant do what she asked
im dead inside but it still hurts so much
this is unfair

>> No.67150336

>>67137341
same

>> No.67150471

>>67143895
who are the members of the clique?

>> No.67152645

>>67146601
Its not only that, it's that they lost a really good role model. While her genmates were NEETs that woke up late resulting in a ton of stream overlaps, Pomu was also working a shitty 8 hour job as an OL. She along with the others in Lazulight and Obysidia helped lay down the groundwork and built up NijiEN to what it was so her kouhais in Ethyria and Luxiem and after that would be able to have a ton of eyes on them. She even quit her job just to support NijiEN, so leaving Anycolor was by no means an easy decision either since that was a major part of her life.
And she endured hardships too, beyond her surgery early on she also had her nudes leaked. And yet she still persevered, with a smile on her face and big Pomu energy. You can't easily replace that.

>> No.67153639

>>67152645
It's just a shame that the one thing that brought her down and crushed her was the very thing she loves/loved.

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>>67145646
Thanks, buddy

>> No.67153945

AI art

>> No.67153986

I hate nijisanji for how much they made pomu cry. I've never seen someone cry as much as her. Something seriously wrong is going on inside nijisanji and I hope I never have to hear pomu cry again if she comes back.

>> No.67154123

>>67153986
To be fair, Pomu cries very, very, very easily.
But the cry she had in that membership stream wasn't a "oh mah gosh, i'm gonna cry!" moment. That was a heartbreak cry.

>> No.67155359

So when does my soul come back? I'm starting to miss it

>> No.67155736

Did Pomu explain why she's quitting? Or a rrrat knows anything? Just hoping it's nothing health related

>> No.67155952

>>67148102
No more graduations.

>> No.67155974

>>67155736
Her health as far as we know is fine.
According to her graduation announcement, it's because she's looking for more creative opportunities and it was only getting worse with more and more people leaving so she decided it was time.

>> No.67156018

>>67155974
Oh, this is actually great to hear! I think we are hearing about her again soon

>> No.67156043

>>67155736
It's not health related (other than it being a weight off her shoulders now)
It's probably because she realized Nijisanji was knee-capping her career. Her ambitions outgrew what Anycolor would allow EN livers to do. There's been so many things that she was offered the opportunity to do, things that they had previously doing for JP livers, but they just wouldn't allow for EN livers (maybe due to incompetence, or maybe due to them wanting EN livers to just stream so they can feed that money into JP projects). She was probably just tired of being told No No No, even when those opportunities are the ones that come to her, not her asking Anycolor to seek out opportunities.

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>>67137341
>>67138666
you're not alone, anon. I felt the same way about my oshi, even though I loved her. It'll hit at some point, maybe months down the line, and it'll feel like closure. Just keep your head up, and know you're feelings are normal

>> No.67160427

>>67137341
Kujou-mama...

>> No.67163323

>>67137519
really?

>> No.67163740

>>67137341
>I just feel empty and numb
time to dig out old Linkin Park CDs...

>> No.67164227

>>67163740
What a coincidence.
I've been listening to Linkin Park today too!
I want to kill myself.

>> No.67165044

>>67137341
I went on a walk this morning and decided to visit my grandma in the afternoon.
Her graduation really made me think about how you shouldn't take anything for granted and appreciate every second you have.
It's ok to feel sad, angry, numb and reminisce about the good times. Take your time, anon. You're not alone.

>> No.67165856

>>67146489
Nijisanji did everything to wear down Pomu's spirit and having her graduate. Their their biggest fangirl, a beloved chuuba among fans and other chuubas. This has already killed them, now they're just a corpse not knowing they're already dead.
This entire shitshow reminds me of LeBron's first stint in Cleveland where despite his accolades, ambition and elite playmaking the front office was just too incompetent / plain out refused to do their work and forced his hand to leave his hometown team to play in Miami, a winning team.

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Honey checking in. Stay strong.

>> No.67169623

Guys, it hurts more than I thought it would.

>> No.67169746

>>67139389
She hates you

>> No.67169927

>>67150471
Shawn Michaels, Diesel, Razor Ramon, Hunter Hurst Helmsley, The 1-2-3 Kid, and sometimes PJ Polaco

>> No.67171683

>>67137341
Whatever happened to that MV she needed to edit?

>> No.67173135

>>67171683
It got released

>> No.67178081

>>67137341
buy an ad.

>> No.67181739

>>67137341

>> No.67182686

Even if she does come back there are so many things she will have to drop. No cowabunga choo choo, no hot dog, no frogbert and the pomudachi was such a great mascot design. Of course she can come up with new stuff but it won't be the same

>> No.67186362

>>67182686
I believe the core of what drew us to her will remain. Bits come and go, you know?

>> No.67188812

>>67163323
Yeah. 80% vshojo 20% hololive

>> No.67188964

>>67171683
She replaced train station shot with outside shot.
The train platform was probably showing some ads as they often do in Japan.

>> No.67189632

>>67188964
far too logical. No, clearly it was some diabolical scheme from management working with Enna and Hololive to mindbreak Selen

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>>67182686
Unless a catchphrase was corporate mandated a company can't force someone to not say any verbal tics they may have. Same reason Matara still says honey, and same reason Henya still says dayo. So she's not going to magically change the way she speaks.

>> No.67196563

>>67137341
I'm sad. I'm sad that pomu's mama used AI for this graduation art.

>> No.67198974

>>67137474
oh shi-

>> No.67201853

>>67189632
>defending Niji management

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