i love you guys man

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im kinda drunk. and was gonan kill my self tonight, but a friend showed up and helped me out. thanks for jelping me cope bros, i love all of you here, no matter how much you hate ma and other anons

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>>5700888

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stay safe anon

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No prob anon
Lay off the bottle, it does more harm than good.

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Kill yourself anyway

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>>5700888
I am glad you did not do it anon. Keep going, it will be alright. I wish you the very best.

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>>5700888
>kinda
Go to bed anon.

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>>5700888
godspeed anonchama

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>>5700888
Glad to help, Anon. Just... Lay off the sauce, please.

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>>5700978
>>5700987
>>5701022
thanks bros, i really mean it whjen im saw i want you guys to be ok, its ahrd to see alot of you guys on har dtimes, wish i could help irl but what can ytou do,stay safe bros

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>>5700888
>im kinda drunk. and was gonan kill my self tonight
Your drunk typing style gave me a chuckle anon. Thanks for that & hang in there

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>>5701118
The feeling is mutual. But remember not to just vent on 4chan about your feelings, keep your family/friends in the loop. I beleb in (You).

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*farts* right anyway why does gura do some more collabs or something

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>>5700888
Hang in there you faggot and live

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>>5700888
2 days tic tock Nijifucks, go back to your Pomeranian thread or whatever

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>>5701221
i dont got family anon broski, this sites been my only family since /jp/s incepion around 2009ish. pathetic shit im bknow but its helped lol

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Its unfortunate your friend showed up. He could of saved us from this board.

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>>5700888
>picrel
Do Gura and Lulu have any kind of relation at all? Why does this drawing even exist?

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>>5700888
I believe in you anon don't give up wagmi

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>>5701465
>Why does this drawing even exist?
Because it's cute. What else do you need?

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>>5701465
op heare, i just thought it was cute and both was my oishi

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>>5700888
If you live in the US:

https://afsp.org/

https://afsp.org/suicide-prevention-resources

https://www.samhsa.gov/

https://www.samhsa.gov/childrens-awareness-day/past-events/2019/resources-suicide-prevention

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/talk-to-someone-now/

https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/suicide-prevention/

I'm being serious, stay well anon

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>>5701529
It just kinda seems kinda random to me.

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>>5701659
Do you know where you are?

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>>5701795
No, where am I?

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>>5701658
talking to a friend is way better than calling a lifeline that will send an ambulance to you and lock you away for a week. unless you really will benefit from being in a mental institution or you're not that in danger i wouldn't call these

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>>5701658
i thought about usinge those source but im military so it wou,ld jeperdis my career, i got some bad trauma from the jobg but if i reveal any kinda shit that shows im suicidal id be kicked out quit af, thanks anyway anon i hope it helps some of the other good bros here, good looks

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I feel your pain OP. Life is going to feel hollow without my oshi. I know her roommate is huge but it's not the same. Just hits too different, almost like I imprinted on her other persona like some baby bird. I'm trying to find something to help with the void that's fast approaching but I'm running out of options. At least a silver lining and a small sliver of hope remains in the fact that she won't be erased.
>implying
If betrayal happens once again then I guess it's back to the drawing board.

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>>5701840
Lost. But, it's ok i love you just the same anon enjoy the cute picture and don't question it

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>>5702032
Ok thank you, I'll stop questioning it. Have a nice day.

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>>5700888
Love you too, anon

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>>5700888

[Anonymous No.]

I feel like everyday I get closer to "rational" suicide. I dont enjoy much of anything, tried several pills, they dont work
If all life is is boredom mixed with suffering from seemingly nothing, why not just cut it short?

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>>5702339
I love you guys almost as much as I love Pomu.

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>>5702421
But have you really tried everything, or are you stuck in a monotonous routine? have you tried changing anything in your life?

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>>5702546
Are all Pomudachis depressed?

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>>5701854
You may be right, I don't have any experience dealing with suicidal people or interacting with people like OP. I hope OP is able to be open with his close friends

>>5701890
It's ok, just stay safe, have some other articles talking about what could you be passing through, there are some links to get help but you don't need to click them

>Combat stress
https://www.militaryonesource.mil/health-wellness/wounded-warriors/ptsd-and-traumatic-brain-injury/understanding-and-dealing-with-combat-stress-and-ptsd/

>PTSD
https://www.militaryonesource.mil/health-wellness/wounded-warriors/ptsd-and-traumatic-brain-injury/recognizing-the-symptoms-of-post-traumatic-stress-disorder/

I'm not an expert or know what you are dealing with, but I hope you get better anon, even whos like us care about your existence

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>>5701658
does these actually help anyone? i just here of people being locked away or fucked over and feeling worse

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>>5702588
Aren't all chuuba fans depressed?

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>>5702637
Just don't say you're planning to kill yourself and that you just need someone to talk to. They don't "help" but if you're in a manic episode it can calm you down I guess.

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>>5702738
Pretty much. They are a better than nothing treatment of the symptoms, but there is nothing these sort of services can do to genuinely improve your life.

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>>5701854
>>5702637
Suicide hotlines don't call for emergency response that often, only about 1% of calls. You also have the option of staying anonymous.

>>5701890
I thought suicide was really bad in the army, yet you can get kicked out if you show that you are suicidal? That's wild.

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>>5702811
it's not really anonymous if you say something that references your life being actually endangered, they still know your location

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>>5702578
Going through school and doing an internship now.
I predict my future will be filled with monotonously living. Things I try never interest me. Vtubers are kind of trash but at least it can fill free time.

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>>5702811
ywp, the army(lest us side can be cold to traume cases. swa my best friend and commanding officer die to an IED ambush. it fucked me up and th eonly reason id dint get out after the deployment was because chinese cough happened and i neeeded a job. i try to cope n call me a piussy but it gets to me alot, espciually tonight. the army doesnt care though if your fucked they will drop you without a care

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>>5700888
Remember anon: the only people who should die are normies. Have some Christopher Cross https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uobXQP2yY34

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>>5702952
I'll tell you now, pills will never do anything to improve your mood. They lessen the bad, impulsive thoughts but they won't make you happy. Same with therapy, they will never have an answer to make you happier. It's all on you and changing your own perspective.
Your future doesn't have to be monotonous, if you can try new things and see what you like. School is a drag but there's more to life than work and school. Giving up when you're barely 20% through your life is silly.

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>>5702811
The only way to actually lower the suicide rate is through social programs and labor laws that lift people up enough to deal with their personal problems without worrying about being fired for seeking mental health treatment. Especially in the military seeking any sort of mental health treatment can completely destroy your career.

You'll never treat it with just therapy or suicide hotlines or medications if the conditions that cause people to kill themselves(poverty, stress, loneliness, monotony of wagie life, etc) are still affecting them.

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Is this the thread where we all drink the punch now or something?

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>>5703193
not enough crying children on this board for that

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>>5703172
Maybe you're right, man
I'll kill myself in around 5 years

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>>5702421
https://www.healthline.com/health/depression

>It’s important to realize that feeling down at times is a normal part of life. Sad and upsetting events happen to everyone. But, if you’re feeling down or hopeless on a regular basis, you could be dealing with depression.

>Major depression is a medical condition that should be treated by a health care professional. Exercising, reducing alcohol intake, avoiding substance abuse, and spending time with friends and family may also help.

I can't believe I'm here sharing links because I don't know shit about dealing with people suffering psychological problems online. I suppose many of us are not so well in the head, even I sometimes fall into boredom, but at least I think I'm getting out of it

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>>5703398
>I suppose many of us are not so well in the head
That should be the tagline for this board.

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>>5703465
You mean this entire website.

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>>5703193
No this is the thread where we bond over our shared love of vtubers. Bros together strong.

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>>5703496
I think it is one of the headers.

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>>5703398
Felt like this for over 10 years now.
Never drank, did drugs, or smoke. Excercis 4-6 days a week and hang out with friends somewhat.
The real truth is is that some people are not meant to live

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I can't believe you guys are giving love and advice to the schizoposter that probably shitposts about your oshi every day.

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>>5703379
Hope you find that spark that keeps you going bro. I beleeb

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>>5703578
They could be your oshi depressed about having low numbers and needing encouragement so they don't graduate...

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>>5700888
man up and pull the trigger you fucking pussy

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>>5703707
this.

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>>5703578
Imagine not giving love and advice to a bro. I hate to say it man, but that's pretty cringe.

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>>5703781
giving love to a man is gay, not cringe

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>>5703963
I'm sorry you had an absent father

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>>5703963
Trying to help a fellow anon is cringe? You know the hardass jaded 4chan user meme died years ago right?

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>>5700888
hey guy, you probably already know this, but 4chan isn't the best place to talk about this. Half the posts in the thread are gonna be the same person making edgy jokes.
I wish you the best.

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>>5704114
We still get a constant influx of underage tourists seeing /pol/ and /v/ for the first time and thinking the entire site is like that.

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>>5704044
And I'm sorry yours was there to turn you into a homosexual.

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>>5704114
And what do we have now, the accepting shitposters who do nothing but tell others how valuable and precious they are? If you're doing nothing with your life and require the validation of online autists to keep on breathing, you might as well be done with it all.

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>>5704646
OP said he had a friend so he's not all alone at least

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>>5704646
t.

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>>5704332
But it is the best place, everywhere else is filled with pointless advice and pleas we've all heard before

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>>5700888
If you really loved us, you would've been streaming it.

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>im kinda drunk. and was gonan kill my self tonight

God I wish that were me.
Anyway glad you're still around, anon.
Hang in there.

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>>5700888
I'm glad you're still here Anon. Just think of all the streams and funny moments you'll get to see now.

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>>5700888
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE

You'll just respawn anyway. The trick to making life better is by actually showing up. Unless you're one of the very few truly fucked people with an *actual* excuse to give up completely (you're almost certainly not), then I don't have any wisdom for you, the universe never really gave me an answer when I asked it.