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50383435 No.50383435 [Reply] [Original]

Confess

>> No.50383689

>>50383435
I commissioned an artwork of a japanese 2view indie VTuber and she was overwhelmed with happiness because it's the first time anyone from her audience ever did that

>> No.50383852

>>50383435
I skipped my reps again

I have this anon's draw request from many weeks ago and I haven't even put a single line

>> No.50383975

I stopped having an oshi and just roam stream to stream between indies and small corps now. A few preferred girls but i dont stress if i miss their streams like i used to when i had an oshi. Its kind of nice

>> No.50384043

>>50383435
I don't there is an Ame lewd art that I haven't seen before.

>> No.50384113

>>50383435
On vt I'm all
>FAUNA UUUUUUUU
But I probably watch one whole stream per week combined out of everyone I follow. This hobby is niche enough that I still feel I can post here.
Oh, and it's mostly for the sex jokes. And sex "jokes".

>> No.50384175

>>50383435
I actually liked tempus before Ame collabed with them

>> No.50384341

>>50383689
Based

>> No.50384664

>>50384341
I think the rest of her 2view audience hates me

>> No.50384698

>>50383435
Ame and Kronii are hot when they are just jpegs.

>> No.50384697

>>50383435
I've forgiven Mori. So expect another yab soon

>> No.50384774

>>50383435
Nijisanji EN talents has more to offer than Hololive EN talents.

>> No.50384823 [SPOILER] 
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>>50383435
I just had one of the biggest confusion of my life.
Let me preface it by saying, I'm a huge pitfag. I like pits and I am one of those people who post things like 'imagine the scent' or 'envision the aroma'. I was so into it that I even found some 3DPD pits attractive.
I learned how to like my own pit scent and imagine that I'm sniffing someone else's while taking a whiff of my own. It was pretty arousing to say the least.
It took a weird turn, just last week when I caught a whiff of one of my average looking female co-worker. She stinks. She fucking stinks, just like me. I felt disgusted for a bit, and then remembered all those times I posted 'imagine the smell' in those braps and pits threads. I popped a boner. To make it even worse, my imagination immediately went into seeing her naked and me vigorously sucking her scent in like a person with a blocked sinuses trying their hardest to breathe through his nose. I've never felt so weirdly aroused in my entire life. Now I don't think I have a solid stance on smell fetishes, but I still like pits nonetheless.
God, I'm a fucking degenerate. And yes, I'm a virgin loser.

>> No.50384866

>>50384664
Maybe the rest of her audience should contribute instead of seething like bitches

>> No.50384948 [DELETED] 

I know Mumei is moving to 1521 Eagles Cir, Sebastian Florida 32958 and how she lies on Twitter about chores and sicknesses

>> No.50384979

I don't watch streams.

>> No.50385142

>>50384774
3 times the people 3 times the offering

>> No.50385259

>>50383435
I took too many drugs and fucked up certain receptors or hormones in my brain or some shit. I feel like I've been on autopilot for months now. I'm still going to work, eating food and meeting friends because I'm supposed to. I get nothing out of it though, haven't felt anything other than 'oh yeah, i exist' for quite some time now. Hope my shit gets fixed in the near future or I'd rather just end it all soon.

>> No.50385311

>>50383435
I champion the unicorn cause on /vt/, but mostly watch whores like HSKW and Mea because they're more entertaining than some tradwife larper. But I'm a fallen man and still believe the unicorns are absolutely correct, we should demand more of women. stated vs revealed preferences are a bitch

>> No.50385491

>>50383435
I stopped watching my oshi when she announced her graduation and don't think I ever will watch those streams, even of they get archived.

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50385760

Jerkingoff to Vtubers is like jerkingoff to a relative. The nut is just not worth it. No matter how hard I jackoff, Vtuber lewds just aren't enough for me to nut. I guess I'll stick with the tried and tested soulless anime waifus like megumin for me.

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50385936

>>50385311
>Not a Unicorn
>Still supports the unicorn cause.
Anon-kun. This is Astonishingly Based As Fuck, you know?

>> No.50386217

>>50383435
I think 3D streams are bad content and I don't get why they are hyped so much by the community and chuubas themselves
I watch vtubers to see 2D anime girls in real time, going 3D defeats the purpose

>> No.50386372

>>50383435
Nun Amelia doesn't work anon, she's not a virgin.

>> No.50386458
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50386458

i rape saplings

>> No.50387440

>>50386372
Different timeline

>> No.50388982

I love menhara chuubas bc I’m a bit fucked in the head too. There are two chuubas that I watch. Rather than being a wife I think of her as like a best friend that I really care about. The other chuuba is like a little sister or niece. I know it would really hurt her if she knew that I watch another chuuba but it doesn’t feel like cheating. I wish they could be friends.

>> No.50389367

>>50383435
I form unhealthy parasocial relationships with streamers who don’t know who I am and have fantasies about being in an actual relationship with them

>> No.50389917

I finished the backlog of my 6 favorite holomems and left the rabbit hole for the first time in over 3 years. In doing that, a 2view indie made me coom. This is especially sad for me because up until now, I've never viewed vtubers in that light. So I'm actually really disappointed in myself.

>> No.50390770

>>50387440
She's a slut in every timeline

>> No.50390875

I'm in two hololive cum tribute discord servers and have done a few tributes to holos.

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>>50383435
I made some kitkat clip on catbox that got decently popular early on then deleted it for the (You)'s using some RM thing as cover

>> No.50391004

>>50384823
BASED.

>> No.50391059

>>50389367
I thought the entire board does that.

>> No.50391060

>>50385936
I support unicorns. I'm sick of women being rewarded just by existing.

>> No.50391190

>>50383435
I came in Ame's coffee this morning. After she took a sip and said it tasted different, I told her I put nutmeg in it.

>> No.50391205

>>50389367
This, but only with my oshi.

>> No.50391780

>>50383435
I think every single man on this board needs to be forcefully castrated. Not that any of them has a chance at procreating, but just in case.

>> No.50393831

I have a sneaking suspicion that GFE chuubas come to resent their audience.

>> No.50393910

I stopped watching vtubers for months just to watch drama toobers and read Chinese light novels

>> No.50394074

Sometimes I imagine my oshi having explosive diarrhea and it makes me laugh. Heavy breathing and “oh god why me? Why won’t it stop?”

>> No.50394156
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50394156

I haven't been watching a lot of my oshi's streams recently and I'm kinda sad I'm beginning to feel like I'm drifting away from her and vtubers in general after 3 years

>> No.50394299
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>>50383435
I'm concerned Aqua cosplaying femboys are unironically making me gay.

>> No.50394394

>>50393831
isn`t this the rule?

>> No.50394453

>>50394394
No depends on how fucked they are mentally

>> No.50394518

>>50383435
I somehow believe I have a very small chance of actually dating my oshi in the future. Obviously not happening but my delusions are too strong sometimes.

>> No.50394933

>>50383435
I fear that my oshi will actually kill herself if the war goes nuclear and the internet gets taken down.

>> No.50395010

>>50383435
I only watched Ame because she was popular, I liked Kiara better but can't watch her streams

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50395548

>>50383435
I want to cum inside Anya, specifically her from 2020 to early 2021 because of all of her nervous tics, slightly higher voice, and slightly stronger accent. Outside the weird loserdog arc, while I agree that backseaters are a giant pain in the ass, I also think the ID mindset where backseating is some sort of flex for something that they spent hours finding out is retarded because in all likelihood the backseater probably just searched it up on the wiki in less than a minute in some attempt to be helpful.
Oh also I'm mostly disillusioned with covers because I find them relatively boring for the most part, especially if I've already listened to the song.

>> No.50396028

I'm a female unicorn slowly giving up on male vtubers, they all turn out to be disgusting coomers I don't get what the other sisters see in Vox considering he's an open degenerate and since I'm bi, might as well go gosling for a female vtuber

>> No.50396269

I once dreamt Ina was my girlfriend and I felt pure joy during that fleeting moment. I woke up and got depressed just thinking about it.

>> No.50396354

>>50396028
>they all turn out to be disgusting coomers
Wait what does that mean? How far can a man go before it becomes a deal-breaker?

>> No.50397078

>>50383435
The only vtuber dream I've ever had was of La+. This was after I made an anti thread about her on the catalog. I'm fucking pathetic.

>> No.50397290

I stopped watching Gura even if she's my oshi because her fanbase is filled with collab begars, numberfags, illiterate pedos and schizos self projecting on her as perfect human being. Like come on Gura can't be good at every game and not everything she does is perfect. Most large collabs with JP and ID always end up like shit.

>> No.50397829

>>50383435
Every time I go to sleep, since I can't quickly fall asleep, I always imagine stories about my oshi with me being the cool and strong guy saving her from pretty much anything. It went from both of us being in a fantasy world, to me saving her from a bunch a rapist in a bus, or being in a post apocalyptic setting.
After that she slowly fall in live with me, but I never went past this moment as I always fall asleep at this time

>> No.50398137

>>50385142
3x the failure

>> No.50399075

>>50396354
A little bit more flirting and petnames is okay, even ASMR roleplay is okay, but the moment they turn sex jokes into their personality and display it with twitch-tier humor, they lose me. It's the reason why I can't stand the niji males. I preferred tempus for this reason, but since I'm a unicorn I don't watch them anymore.

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50399164

>>50394299
who's the best one, I'm interested

>> No.50400056

>>50397829
Stop exposing my fantasies Anon

>> No.50400498

>>50384823
And that's supposed to be a sin ?
BAsed..

>> No.50400668

>>50399075
So.. the same mentally as everybody else
Not a sin

>> No.50400937

>>50399164
https://twitter.com/Lostwind10
Maybe there's better but this is the one which really gets me all riled up.

>> No.50402243

I like Gura because she reminds me of the sibling I molested who also enjoyed it when I did it

>> No.50402338

>>50383435
I confess that I despise Amelia Watson

>> No.50402947

>>50384823
Godspeed anon, descend into full degeneracy. That's the only way.

>> No.50403093

>>50389367
Funnily enough, I don't really do that, but still get upset if they break that parasocialism between tuber and viewer

>> No.50404497

I watch vtubers purely for entertainment and have no meaningful connection with them

>> No.50405099

>>50404497
Fag

>> No.50405613

I broke up with my ex after 6 years together after finding my oshi because she made me realize how abusive our relationship was.

I have been in 3+ long term relationships, but never felt closer with someone than with her. We share a ton of interests together but I can also relate pretty heavily to her all her pon moments because we have pretty similar health problems and background.

It's a little depressing knowing that I'll never meet anyone close to my oshi and that she will never even acknowledge my existence. Nevertheless, I'm more than happy to continue wrecking my sleep schedule to watch her streams until 4 AM because it's pretty much the only thing I have to look forward to.

>ESTocrat

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>>50383435
I came to the conclusion that I don't give a shit about a vtuber's content anymore. It's just background noise at best to help myself fall asleep or replace things I lack in my life without ever actively regarding the character or person behind it. It's just all one grey cloud of noise that is laying itself onto my head for distraction and easying emotional pain. There's so many chuubas that seem great to follow, but I simply can't muster up the energy to ever actively engage with their content (including pic related).

Maybe I should just stop for a while and come back again later....

>> No.50405854

>>50383435
I used a waifu builder CYOA I got from /trash/ to make my oshi and often fantasize about getting married to her and moving in with my family (they're all dead) to live an idyllic life in our ranch (which doesn't exist anymore).

>> No.50405933

I love all the girls in Hololive and kinda get a little sad when everyone fights each other for who's their oshi or who they hate. Just love your oshi

>> No.50405975
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50405975

I pretend I'm black on the /trash/ vtuber threads for the blacked/ntr obsessed anons when I'm actually indian with a dark-skinned cock

>> No.50406139

>>50383435
I want to kill myself

>> No.50406611

There's exactly One (1) NijiEN member I like and she's the only one I give a fuck about.
The moment she leaves is the moment I'm free of NijiEN (JP is still good though to me.)
That being said I don't know if I'm contributing to a good cause by supporting her, not in the sense that I don't want to support her, but I don't want to support nijiENs continued existence.
I've come up with a few things such as direct gift mail to the office and what not, but after the whole 2% bullshit, it wouldn't surprise me if sending it to the office means she'll never see it at all.

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50407095

3 confessions
1. HoloEN is shit and has always been shit, corpos that try to copy it (phase) are shit because they’re trying to copy shit instead of being their own thing. HoloJP gen 3 was lightning in a bottle that can never be captured again, so stop trying to replicate a miracle
2. Transsexual chuubas are fine and I’m tired of pretending they’re not. If the voice is decent and the content is good (no mentions of politics or roommate) they’re better than the 90% of real women who do run of the mill coombait shit with dead air
3. I drop any chuuba that does subathons, ASMR, or posts RTX. No exceptions

>> No.50407176

>>50383435
I've more or less stopped watching my oshi though I still visit her general because of sunk-cost fallacy and the fact that I spent nearly $200 on her merch. I'm just glad I never started superchatting. I sometimes wonder what the paypig who drops an akasupa every stream will think about what he's done in 5 or 10 years.

>> No.50407684

>>50407095
Why the last one specifically?
I understand subathons, ASMR to a degree, but why RTX?

>> No.50407866

>>50407684
It shows lack of commitment to playing a character. The only thing separating vtubing from normal streaming is that you don an avatar, you’re playing a character. Posting RTX is breaking the masquerade so to speak

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>>50383435
Gura isn't even in my top 5 for EN but I do enjoy her streams a lot and I think it's such a waste that she doesn't stream. Hololive is too lenient and should at least require 1-2 streams a week on their OWN channel

>> No.50408097

>>50407866
newfag here, what does RTX mean in this context ?

>> No.50408512

>>50383435
I've done like 50 fanarts of my oshi but never got a single like on twitter from her, feels pretty bad.

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>>50383689

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Despite feeling betrayed by Nyanners, i to this day still beat one for her from time to time.

>> No.50409160

>>50383435
I only turned 18 this year and have posted here illegally for many years

>> No.50409429

>>50383435
I haven't watched my oshi since she revealed her new outfit. It's not as easy on the eyes as her old outfit and it honestly ruins the whole experience. Despite that I'm still happy for her because she seems to enjoy it.

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50409636

I watch almost exclusively clips and browse here awaiting an inevitable woman moment, especially the western/english speaking ones à la armchair psychologist, attempted guilt trip, or own le haters

I find it incredibly amusing when an otherwise average women gets placed on a pedestal, then lets everything get to her head only for her crumble. When a normalfag woman complains about "le normies" but has a job, friends, has/was in a relationship and cannot fathom being unable to attain any of those and gets upset when called out.

>> No.50409971

>>50383435
Few months ago I found posts than must have been made by that low 2 view I like to watch.
She's shown side that she never shows on stream, her insecurities and how she views her viewers.
I mostly lurk so I tried to show her my appreciation and talk more on stream, but I'm either too anxious or don't know what to say, and it tears me apart.

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>>50408733
Bless your soul

>> No.50411534

I've been watching a 3 view and i've started getting genuinely depressed when she notices and recognizes other viewers by name and talks to them about how work has been.

>> No.50412291

>>50383975
I still have an oshi and it does suck to miss her streams. So i always try to catch her streams even when it's outside of her regular night timeslot. I don't think i will be able to do that anymore when i get promoted from my job.

>> No.50414809

I almost never check the catalog, at most I usually ctrl+f the couple of generals that I visit and don't bother with the /vt/ community at all.

>> No.50416816

I don’t listen to asmr, story reading videos, or voice packs by vtubers I follow because I don’t want to be turned on by them. It doesn’t matter if it’s NSFW or not, a few words, sighs, or growls is all it really takes. I know it’s not anything special, I just I don’t want to start sexualizing my oshis.

>> No.50417649

>>50414809
I thought this was normal. The catalog is always shit and full of tourists, go to the general you want and post there.

>> No.50421447

>>50412291
thats what i was getting at, now that i dont have an oshi i just watch whatever looks good on the telly, if my preferred girls are doing content i dont like i skip and explore. when i had someone i considered an oshi sometimes id watch stuff i normally wouldnt, always keep up and support all the time etc but one day the magic was gone and then I became a whore.

>> No.50421825

>>50383435
I want to choke too many different vtubers.

>> No.50421910

>>50383435
i've stopped watching hololive when Haachama went on """hiatus"""

>> No.50422346

>>50421910
This current hiatus or another one?

>> No.50422417

>>50407095
What if it was a kayfabe friendly subathon or ASMR though

>> No.50423329

>>50421910
Which one?

>> No.50425570

>>50383435
I miss knowing and caring what Ame is up to.
I improved, but nobody else filled the gap in the same way. Either way, I ain't going back.

>> No.50426664

774...

>> No.50427053

>>50409636
Only being invested in drama makes you a bitch

>> No.50429523

>nuns
>confession

>> No.50429877

>>50383435
I've been picking up a lot of audio/visual editing as a hobby and side job recently and I've stopped watching streams so often, just because I can't really have two overlapping layers of audio and pay attention to either of them. Honestly I just go for a few clip channels or browse here for a bit if I want some updates. Feels bad but I try to make the time when I can.

>> No.50431913

>>50383435
>Confess
no

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>>50383435
It's a good day to have a good day.
>Wake up
>Done my Star Rail dailies
>Turned on PC and activate the bot to afk-farm on an MMO
>Open my oshi's stream on the second monitor
>Visit /here/ to laugh at retards
>Jerk off to loli hentai before sleep later
Feels good to be good, gentleman.

>> No.50432916

My stance against the unicorns is a personal one. It all began back on 15 when some mf tried to jump me for merely talking to his girl who I havent even seen ever and she's supposedly on the same college course as I. Thankfully, a friend stopped it.

Seeing unicorns do what they do reminds me of that night. And that's why I fight.

"You should have been jumped" in 3, 2...

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>>50383435
I once dropped a vtuber I watched every day because she got addicted to ARK. Not that long ago I found another one I liked, but she streamed Valorant every day (not an exaggeration) for an entire month and I dropped her too. The other two indies I liked; one got addicted to Granblue and the other just up and graduated.
I'm tired. I'm so very tired.

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>>50383435
A vtuber I watched and supported for many years abruptly quit without much fanfare a few days ago. So okay, you find another streamer to watch then? Well I did months ago and they've been fun to watch but even they are quitting soon. Now I don't know what I want to do. Do I find another chuuba only for them to quit later on? Do I just fall in the void of watching bigger number streamers that will never interact with you or appreciate you? I just feel like I missed the boat and now I'm paying the price. The glory days are over now. Everyone and their dog has become a vtuber, and it's oversaturated the market so much you can't find the perfect chuuba to watch and support again. I can't find someone to watch from the start, I always find someone at the very end. And I don't know what to do now.

>> No.50433580

I pretend to still support Gura and dunk on her antis, but the truth is that I don't watch her streams and I don't really care anymore. I feel spurned and fed up with her antics and I'm frustrated that I even care enough to have these feelings.

>> No.50435806

>>50433339
Wait for some debuts so you aren't late to the boat? Sorry anon

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50436884

>>50383435
Judeosatanism.

>> No.50437109

>>50384823
Do people really? I thought you pitfags only liked it when it's 2D and drawn like a pussy, but real life pits don't look like that at all...

>> No.50437150

I stopped watching Gura about two years ago. I watched about 150+ hours of her. I still think about her on a daily basis.

>> No.50437334

>>50437109
NTA but I hate when they try to make them look too much like a pussy in art.

>> No.50437395

>>50384823
I like how I smell too(usually), thought I was the only one.

>> No.50437430

>>50427053
t. /here/ chuba who fucked up or one of their mods/gachikoi

>> No.50437618

>>50385311
>>50385936
not being true to your nature is cringe as fuck. There is no distinction between your actual actions and morals, your internal thoughts don't matter. Someone who eats meat and says 'b-but I still believe in veganism though!' is just a hypocrite. Same with this. You obviously don't truly deep down care about the unicorn bullshit, you just say/think you do out of social pressure because you think that's the cool/morally 'correct' think you're 'supposed to' believe when really you don't truly give a fuck because your actions don't actually align with it.

Nothing based about that at all, it just means you are a weak willed flaky cowardly hypocrite that is in denial about your actual true nature. The unicorn shit is just a larp to you. 'Stated vs revealed preferences' is just a fucking cope.

>> No.50437657

I rarely ever watch vtubers live because I'm just not in the mood when they go live or it conflicts with my schedule (work night shift in a job, can't use my phone regularly because it requires a lot of focus)
when I get home i just plug the vod into my second monitor or TV on the side and have them there as background noise

>> No.50437688

>>50383435
I find myself often times disgusted by this board and can't help but see it as another /mlp/, I see all of these tourists calling themselves idol fans and just know in a year they'll be talking about high water marks and just feel sick. The day vtubing died and the like. I see the influence of western capital and the degeneration of everything good about vtubing every time I open the catalog. I miss karaoke in the global and don't expect the sovl of hololive to ever really come back.

>> No.50439742

>>50384664
Skill issue

>> No.50442547

Bump

>> No.50443437

>>50435806
I do watch debuts but can't seem to stick around regardless of what group. I've been following the new Phase girls that debuted recently but I will probably fall off them soon or just watch one of them.

>> No.50443538

Its me. im the one that makes the other Chumbuds all seem like pedophiles and give them all a bad name. Every single questionable action by every chumbud was all me

>> No.50443550

>>50390875
How do I get in I wanna see

>> No.50443904

Ive come to learn that every woman has a grape fetish because of a 2 view chuuba

>> No.50444398

>>50383435
I have nothing to confess sister Ame, my conscience is clear

>> No.50445456

I am a chuuba, I think about graduating a lot.

I started doing this because I wanted to join Hololive.

Now it's been 2 1/2 years and I only really have 10,000 combined followers. I get BTFO by any new chuuba that debuts with some coomer model and honestly waking up each day knowing I'll never be enough is already enough to make me want to rope.

The money aspect doesn't bother me, what bothers me is knowing that I'm chasing a dream that will never come true.

>> No.50445590

I make Lamy threads

>> No.50445805

>>50445456
Youre doing great. Keep it up, dont give up hope

>> No.50445829

>>50383435

I don't watch Karaoke streams

Karaoke is overrated

>> No.50446151

>>50445456
you are ngmi if you are streaming for any other reason than purely because you like doing it. but good luck anyway

>> No.50447041

>>50443550
If you google Hololive Cum Tributes you should find one on one of those websites that advertise discord servers
It's fairly dead though, if you want to find tribs you're better off on erome or twitter
/trash/ vtsg thread has one every once in a while

>> No.50448792

>>50383435
>Confess
you first

>> No.50449363

>>50445456
You are doing great, but i hope you still found streaming fun and enjoy doing it. Hope i will stumble into your stream someday

>> No.50453392

>>50383435
I love you, sister Ame.

>> No.50453556

>>50383435
Part of the reason why I'm drawn to my oshi is because she reminds me of an ex gf. Both of them had utterly abhorrent backgrounds of being abused and being institutionalized- grade A menhera. One legit schizo and the other BPD. I'm saviorfagging really hard. I can't save her. She doesn't want to be saved.

>> No.50453602

>>50449363
If you're a loli I'd stop by your stream when my oshi is offline.

>> No.50453782

I have felt lust towards my oshi and have rightfully repented. A fan should never covet his oshi.
Other people's oshis/other chuubas aside from my oshi? Fair game. Even more than one.

>> No.50454124

Whenever I get drunk I drop akasupas in HoloEN and HoloID streams with no message

>> No.50454142

>>50454124
beta

>> No.50454518

>>50445456
I sometimes look at these 2view channels that have vods going back years and it usually makes me worried they have your mindset becuase it's so toxic.
If you aren't enjoying yourself and want to rope just stop. Maybe take an extended break and either reincarnate or go back into it with a new perspective.

Anyway I'm one of those random greynames that stops by various 2view/1view streams, stays and interacts then never returns. You all give me hope and soothe my lonely heart, I only wish the best for you. Don't destroy your mental state for something like this.

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>>50383435
I'm scared my Oshi is gonna graduate soon, she just took her second break in the last three months, I just want her to be happy

>> No.50457901

I have masturbated to animations of Lamy and Suisei having consensual sex with giant cockroaches. More than once.

>> No.50458982

>>50445456
Not sure who you are but you should try hitting up the decent small corpos when they start doing auditions again.
With how long it takes for these new holo hires, you deserve something better, whoever you are. I hate the coomer model shit too, wish I watched you on stream some day.

>> No.50460548

>>50445456
>what bothers me is knowing that I'm chasing a dream that will never come true.
Look at Suisei now, she was in the same situation 4 years ago.

>> No.50461977

I've given way more money to a guy who draws porn of my oshi than I have my oshi

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>falling in love with a Vtuber
Ever since the day she started collabing with the homos. I found myself growing more parasocially involved with her. Her allure and attractive nature as an individual is a lot more potent now. Yes. I have fallen head over heels, mad in love, with this one cute and very Parasocial girl. If she will not accept my love then she will accept the full unwavering and unconditional love I hold dear for her. I love my very cute and very adorable Kronini.

>> No.50465260

>>50396028
YWNBAW

>> No.50465664

>>50421825
With your dick or with your hands?

>> No.50465823

>>50445456
If you're going to KYS you're best doing it now, rather than waiting. The results the same, except delaying it leads to greater suffering.
Suffering on my part from your fucking whining.

>> No.50466293

>>50465173
We know, Vesper.

>> No.50466806

>>50445456
you have that needy streamer overdose mentality that so many are afflicted with, i think the thing that makes the difference between 1 view 2 view NGMI vtubers is that so many get into it and put so much value on numbers to make themselves feel good, it's an escape, it's not something they actually really enjoy, you could just as well be a fleshtuber or some other form of content creator. people who really, genuinly want it put in the reps, they're working around the clock either because they love doing it, or they recognize that this is a business for them that they have to invest time and sweat into like a real job. just streaming alone everyday is such a small aspect of it, that's the bare MINIMUM you have to do if you want to succeed. there just so many other things that require attention off stream, fan engagement, community enagement, networking with other vtubers, artist engagement, all that stuff, liking and retweeting art made for you is like the bare minimum, just look at what others are doing who are actually succesful, good chance that they're pretty much chronically online enagaging with their communities in some fashion. that's a lot to expect from somebody who just comes here only looking for feel good numbers, that requires passion and real commitment

that or have connections and get in with nepotism, but i'm guessing you don't fit in with that

>> No.50468625

>>50445456
I'm glad you're not going to get into Holo, the last thing we need is more half assed people who just wind up bored with streaming like Gura and Ame because they don't actually enjoy it.

>> No.50468730

>>50383435
Through PLfagging, I found that my 2view oshi went to the same high school as me, just 3 years earlier, and that we live in the same town. I now accutely listen to every woman I walk past in the chance it is her. I need help badly

>> No.50468928

>>50468625
I always find it hilarious when people try and drag ame with gura to add flavor to their bait

>> No.50469292

>>50468928
Ame was the first one to start half assing it

>> No.50469493

>>50468730
I pray that if in 43 years when ame graduates I won't stumble across a indie with no viewers. I worry about what that would do to my mental health.

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>>50469292
Whoa, slow down anon. I gave you a (you) already, don't get greedy.

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>>50445456
Some of the holostars and hell even in HoloX were 2 views as well. Don't let your follower number represent your value as a streamer, Yagoo doesn't discriminate. You were just active in the unfortunate time when Cover decided to take long hiatus from EN hiring.

>> No.50470544

>>50383435
are there any vtuber who are very religious?

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50471366

I want to fuck Nyan like a pathetic cuck but simultaneously hate her for loving drugs still, I'm an oji-san and had to give them up so it's this weird mix of jealousy but also knowing exactly what will happen. The leg cramps she gets are vitamin B depletion, I remember those days. I wish I could enslave her with a bomb collar like some absolute Cesar from New Vegas shit and force her to live some kind of Handmaiden's Tale bullshit where she just has my kid over and over till she drops dead. And what you have to understand is I'm right wing as fuck and that's true love. Fuck Aethel, he can go fight proligates till he dies an unremarkable death.

If nothing else, I might as well write this fanfic. I'm sorry Sister Ame.

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>>50383435
I don't really watch vtubers anymore outside of a few small ones. The incessant dramafagging and idolfaggotry made watching big chuubas not fun anymore. I only browse here for coombait

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>>50433580
If she's being bullied and not having a good time I honestly understand, I doubt the explanation is as simple as "I'm rich now, I don't have to" but she used to really love streaming, something made her not love it and I've always got the feeling if we knew what it was we'd end up taking her side. I think people tried to bully her to present a united front on the streaming with boys shit, basically a personality misread by her friends, ISTP only becomes more stubborn the harder you pull and that's especially going to be the case when they're in the higher ranking position, this personality type's issue was already respect and a tendency to offend others with offcolor jokes and suggestions. Personally I hope she shakes it off and realizes she's so big it doesn't matter if the other girls don't like her, they should be pros and get over it.

But hate her for it? Nah fuck that little spammer, I told him the other day his growth as an artist had stopped and I meant it. Dude's like a two and half trick pony.

>> No.50473636

>>50383435
Wait, you aren't Sister Claire. What did you do to her? Is she safe???

>> No.50477794

>>50383435
bump

>> No.50481988

>>50473636
She's in my dungeon.

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>>50383435
I liek Botan kitty.

>> No.50486164

>>50457901
Was it that one guy that makes all those bug sex videos? If so, didn't know that he made any hololive or vtuber stuff.

>> No.50486835

>>50394299
anon the point of those cosplays is to not think they are boys.

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