/shon/

[Anonymous No.]

Baby making still going, when will it end?

New ASMR video dropped, GO LISTEN TO IT:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVYjZKWEWmk

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
VODs: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Merch: https://ko-fi.com/Z8Z07FFQ1/shop

Previous thread: >>49813860

[Anonymous No.]

Fucking new IPs
every one of you

[Anonymous No.]

My son is on stream

[Anonymous No.]

My son has such cute meows

[Anonymous No.]

Love wife.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831424
I made this post and then changed IPs

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831424
schitzo anon...

[Anonymous No.]

Otis' meows are too fucking cute, I want to pet him so badly. I'd get sphynx cat if I believed I'd be able to care for one properly. Hopefully one day.

[Anonymous No.]

i love my wife

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831497
And then again

[Anonymous No.]

Anyone have wifey wallpapers? Kindest regards to our wifey...

[Anonymous No.]

i don't get how you could find shondo attractive desu

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831562
Otis you fat fuck

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831818

[Anonymous No.]

I want to suck up all of shondo's useless eggs

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831882

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831818
Posted a few threads ago

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831818
https://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/5149609
the file is ever slightly too large for 4chan but this is my current

[Anonymous No.]

Holy shit this really is among us

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831818
file too big
https://files.catbox.moe/rpar48.png

[Anonymous No.]

uuuu... can a homeless sapling find some temporary shelter here?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49832793
>you can rest here too, if you like

[Anonymous No.]

Why do they hate my nigga Tyrone so much...

[Anonymous No.]

Tyrone dindu nuffin

[Anonymous No.]

>>49832793
as long as you aren't going to the discord and going on a huge tirade about how much better shondo is while knowing nothing about her
some of your kind have not been making a great impression

[Anonymous No.]

>>49833048
SHE'S HERE

[Anonymous No.]

That was fucked up kek
>>49831818
My shitty edit. Please don't look too close.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49833103
>discord
no worries there
>your kind have not been making a great impression
I apologize for my brothers. if its been a recent event, its because we are currently suffering through some rough times

[Anonymous No.]

>>49833394
it's okay shondofags have become menhera since her break, but at least contained to the threads
the threads will surely improve again soon...

[Anonymous No.]

I went to eat
what happened to babymaking?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49833853
Snack break to watch kid's shows

[Anonymous No.]

>>4983
>>49832108
>>49832135
>>49832408
>>49833346
Thank you very much! Much love for wifey!

[Anonymous No.]

I feel like she might decide to be done with the sims after this since we're watching more

[Anonymous No.]

that was the most obvious shit these kids are just out for blood

[Anonymous No.]

These kids HATE each other

[Anonymous No.]

do the english even speak english

[Anonymous No.]

Cute moan

[Anonymous No.]

Don't redeem nade nade on the fucking streches you niggers

[Anonymous No.]

Mods stop being fags and let me gamble

[Anonymous No.]

>>49835604
y

[Anonymous No.]

Saltybet taught me to only bet underdog

[Anonymous No.]

>>49835697
Because we want to hear her without any other noises you fag.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49835828
oh true

[Anonymous No.]

Clingy/sappy hours

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836085
Best hours

[Anonymous No.]

I think this girl is a bit selfish

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836174
It's ok she deserves it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836174
And I'll gladly keep giving into it

[Anonymous No.]

I'm starting to think that she gets genuine joy out of hearing nadenadenade

[Anonymous No.]

makes me sometimes feel like I'm just another faceless source of affection toward someone who'll never have enough

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836388
Can't relate

[Anonymous No.]

someone gift subs i don't have one so i can't spam her heart emotes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836371
>nadenadenade
what is it actually saying?

[Anonymous No.]

This break really made her extra clingy and yandere

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836498
nade is the Japanese sound for headpatting

[Anonymous No.]

thank god I needed clingy affectionate shondo more more more more more

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836526
makes no damn sense, but the japanese are weird so I believe you. thanks anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836498
Japanese sound for headpats

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836681
it's like "there there" kind of
except ontomonapeoia

[Anonymous No.]

I swear only anons get in

[Anonymous No.]

i dont have any more points

[Anonymous No.]

Sex with frozen Shondo

[Anonymous No.]

RAPE

[Anonymous No.]

>>49836885
Only looks that way because a lot of the regulars are here.

[Anonymous No.]

Left for 5 minutes, what the fuck happened/

[Anonymous No.]

>You will make babies with me
>It's not a request
>I'll pin you down and make babies with you
Woo

[Anonymous No.]

fetish friends status??

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837370
She needs to charge her phone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837409
Ripping the skin

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837409
I am so fucking hard

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837409
We are so fucking back

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837374
SHONDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837374
I need an audio clip of this ASAP for reasons

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837374
Someone clip this, please, I need it!

[Anonymous No.]

Anons, your wife let herself go...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831562
I swear you are making him redder every time you post this

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
Delete this

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
god
dammit

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
well, at least the ribbons stayed on
except for on the neck?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
>Deviantart
Of course it is from there

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
finally big enough to take my penis

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837768
It's actually not though, it still is the same

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
BRUH WHO DID THIS

[Anonymous No.]

It's surprising orange is only 10 months subbed, I thought he would've been there longer

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837928
I'm 90% sure he started the timestamp doc before he had even subbed. Based autist.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
>comm shondo by atz zukin
who.

[Anonymous No.]

I fucking love it when shondo defends us its so cute

[Anonymous No.]

MY FUCKING CHOCOS

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838154
Wait I'm dumb she didn't do it yet, phew

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838182
WAIT FUCK SHE DID AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY CHOCOS

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838154
>>49838182
>>49838219
-100k syadouOmegalul

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837374
https://files.catbox.moe/8uyda6.mp4

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838219
Thanks for the chocolates, buddy. I am now even again.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838110
The best one is still the one from the react andy stream.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838293
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEX

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838307
That was her defending us from the dramawhore right?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838380
correct

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838380
Yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838380
got a timestamp?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837683
inflation is the most cursed fetish

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838476
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1798882734?t=03h17m48s

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838609
appreciate it my shogga

[Anonymous No.]

Groggy Shadow is perfect

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>49831325
>Baby making still going, when will it end?
so a loli inside of a loli?

[Anonymous No.]

>the most I've done is hug him
hm

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838380
>>49838609
never gets old, get fucked cunt, try to read the room of the person you try to leech

[Anonymous No.]

>>49839358
what of it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49839293
No, it's yourmom who gets pregnant.

[Anonymous No.]

shondo bites your neck and claws your back during sex

>don't make this a fetish friend thing
too late

[Anonymous No.]

aight we've hit schizo hours

[Anonymous No.]

Shadowmama...

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

it took shadow somewhere like 19 years of her life to understand wrestling means sex

[Anonymous No.]

>>49839655
What a child

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder if shondo still wants to "play fight" after realizing that

[Anonymous No.]

Tsunderia...

[Anonymous No.]

You know, I just realized. It's probably not the "weed" that makes her get "horny" or whatever. I think its because of the timing of when she takes her meds and when it starts to wear off. Those kinds of meds are known to kill your sex drive, and you have points throughout the day where there's a lot vs a little in your blood stream. And that also probably explains why she is up and down all day. Someone I know is on schizopills and depending on how long its been since their last dose the effects can start to wear off too soon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49840410
Could be, though I still believe the weed is what caused her to have more vivid dreams

[Anonymous No.]

I need to stop betting...

[Anonymous No.]

She's been so clingy it's great

[Anonymous No.]

>>49840780
shut up bapy

[Anonymous No.]

i love long streams so fucking much
house arc is going to be mindmelting

[Anonymous No.]

>>49840992
Nope, not me. I didn't lose that much, but I ended off with less than I started.

[Anonymous No.]

I laugh a bit every time I see Silvi on the ending screen. I still wonder what happened.

[Anonymous No.]

aaa that empty feeling creeping up

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841131
We'll probably never know

[Anonymous No.]

AAA I love her so much!

[Anonymous No.]

Well, time for shower. I stink.

[Anonymous No.]

Time to sleep. Good night guys!

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841131
probably nothing, probably just drifted apart as shondo realized silvi wouldn't change her ways

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841334
goodnight eepyhead, same for me, love u shonbros <3

[Anonymous No.]

I was gonna find someone else to watch after she ended, but now it feels wrong so I'll probably just turn in for the night

[Anonymous No.]

good night shon anons, thank you for giving me a place to rest in these hard times

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841580
you'll make it through sapling bro, I believe.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49838293
>>49837374
Sorry fetish enemies but I'm cumming to this tonight while pretending to make love to my wife before bed

[Anonymous No.]

I think we've all had some amazing character development today. A few laughs, innit?
I can't wait to go back to telling you stupid faggots to kill yourselves.
Have a good night, /shon/ take care.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841549
Smart man. Have a goodnight
>>49841580
You too, Gnight

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841935
dumb ass fucking retard i love you

[Anonymous No.]

>>49841935
Good night anon, take care

[Anonymous No.]

Shondo would rather kill herself than come here to read posts saying how much we love her

[Anonymous No.]

>wake up
>a new 10 hours vod to watch
god fucking damn it, i just started to catch up. how the fuck do you people even find enough time to watch streamers. this is ridiculous, there aren't that many hours in a day.

[Anonymous No.]

I had a fun stream but y'all fucked me up with the favorite shit even though she still reads my messages. Think I'm going to go back to lurking for now until my heads on right before I say something stupid. Have a good night /shon/

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843199
Be EST

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843199
We literally just spent 10 hours with her.

[Anonymous No.]

I love my wife and she really loves us too

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843199
anon, it's called a weekend day
(or be like me and be full neet)

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843199
I woke up, turned on shondo's stream, ordered delivery, and did nothing but watch her stream until now when she ended

If you're new it' literally impossible to catch up unless you're spending 12 hours a day every single day watching VODs when she's not streaming

[Anonymous No.]

Reminder that Shondo would swallow every single drop of baby batter

[Anonymous No.]

>>49837889
i don't even watch shondo, but i came here to call you a dumb zoomer nigger who can't read

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843816
retard

[Anonymous No.]

So...what is she doing now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843773
Like the good girl she is!

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843987
She's now having more baby making sex with me

[Anonymous No.]

>>49844116
t. me

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843987
nose powder, taking care of herself a little bit
reading our comments wherever they are(not here)
and either being extremely grateful and happy or having a melty over them for various different reasons
my guess anyway

[Anonymous No.]

>>49843987
logging into her discord alt

[Anonymous No.]

>>49844208
she needs to go to SLEEP and stay asleep for like 8 hours. she better not make a melty comment on her alt and ruin this day!!

[Anonymous No.]

I'm going to fucking kidnap and strap her to the bed and make her get some sleep

[Anonymous No.]

how do you people sleep for 8h normally without knocking yourself out with meds

[Anonymous No.]

>>49844676
SHE FUCKING DID IT AAAHHHH SHONDO YOU DID THIS ON PURPOSE

[Anonymous No.]

Damn brat needs to sleep

[Anonymous No.]

>>49845011
Tiring myself out jacking off all day

[Anonymous No.]

>>49844676
fuck you

[Anonymous No.]

actually just doxxing herself and proving she's still stalking here you fucking BRAT

[Anonymous No.]

She is 100% here SHE SEES ALL

[Anonymous No.]

She isn't. Too much horny, she wouldn't stand being here more than 2 minutes.

[Anonymous No.]

you think youre real funny

[Anonymous No.]

I hope Shondo isn't here, she must be so embarrassed by all the lewd stuff
https://files.catbox.moe/qiz8sm.mp4

[Anonymous No.]

Shes probably giggling to herself... damn brat

[Anonymous No.]

>>49846062
I do

[Anonymous No.]

>>49846228
well you made me smile

[Anonymous No.]

>>49846170
Keep the coming because I sure will keep coming

[Anonymous No.]

>>49846581
Me punching

[Anonymous No.]

>>49846698
me choking
(not shown: me kissing her pukey mouth after)

[Anonymous No.]

Imagine taking Shondo on a walk through a nature reserve while she's in one of her big fancy dresses, pointing and taking pictures of all the animals as you do

[Anonymous No.]

>>49846581
Oh, a representation of one of her dreams

[Anonymous No.]

>>49847535
I wonder if she'd like going to an aquarium

[Anonymous No.]

I am sorry Shondo you did nothing wrong, its just shitposters being shitposters.

[Anonymous No.]

what the fuck is she even talking about seriously? who does she think is trying to hurt her and about what?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49847535
Imagine Shondo needing to pee and fidgeting while clinging to you like a child because she's too embarrassed to say what's wrong.
>>49849164
She needs to fucking sleep.

[Anonymous No.]

>shondo ruining her mood from earlier
This girl is too much of a masochist, self love correction required

[Anonymous No.]

OH matbe is the tramadump faggot from the maybe?

[Anonymous No.]

Are we going to pretend like no one is angry about how she acted now? Whether it's warented or not there are people angry that she implied chat is her 2nd choice and the best she can do and she would leave us if she could. There was a big increase in the amount of negativity towards her after her threat to stop streaming

[Anonymous No.]

>>49849683
Only newfags and dramatards take the things she says in menhera fits seriously

[Anonymous No.]

ok new ip

[Anonymous No.]

>>49849324
She might be having a paranoia moment

[Anonymous No.]

The cheating cunts deserve a bullet.

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could do something to make her feel better

[Anonymous No.]

If someone's actions are hurting her so much, and talking with them isn't helping, fucking block them

[Anonymous No.]

I'm so angry I have no words

[Anonymous No.]

What the fuck are you guys even melting down about? Are good streams not enough for you?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850204
Because it’s one of her most active regulars and oilers who has been around since forever
The fucker came grovelling to her in DMs then ditched her all of today to chase some roastie trendhopper

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850319
we aren't the ones melting down

I really really really hoped she would just take the good day and go to sleep because I felt great, but now I feel bad again.
It kind of hurts that she can't see the good in the thousand people who gave her undying support for 10 hours and is instead focusing on the handful of bad apples that made her feel bad

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850327
That logic let's people do so many shitty things to vtubers/streamers.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850327
>has direct 1-on-1 contact with her
>gaslight her about how bad he feels
>leave for some bitch
how do people like this exist

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850764
Retards always think they can do better, and in this case it’s trying to groom some 2view every time

[Anonymous No.]

>locked
>follower count dropped by 1
Did she do it, did she remove him

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850619
Because the ones that make her feel bad are the most supportive and loving fans that made her feel happy.
If they turn on her, it means we all will in her head. Every single fan is a malicious anti waiting to happen if a 1 year subbed, tier 3 with 1k+ gift subs who is active in every stream can suddenly wake up and decide to manipulate her to kill herself or something

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850835
Dude, it's ren.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850865
I imagine the shit with Ren and other N* viewers doesn’t help, but no, that isn’t who’s doing this shit

[Anonymous No.]

> Be me
> Kick me out because of following on her main (never interacted with alt)
> Wait one day when I exactly was out of computer and can't make alt
> Locked acc and starts another menhera shit

*sigh*

Can someone at lest rate this menhera moment from 1 to 10? If you take for 10 the last one (before this)

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850861
How does one of her most loving, supportive fans just suddenly decide to become an anti?
He locked both of his accounts by the way.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850947
Its not ren, he actually typed during this stream a bunch. I know who it is and is not him

[Anonymous No.]

this isn't feeling healthy, you all told me she was in a good mood and she wasn't pushing herself to stream too long, now where are we

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850947
>>49851016
His account was following that, it's not anymore.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850991
You interact with chama all the time you fucking brainlet
Also it’s a 15, she might be having actual suicidal thoughts.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851096
He got removed in the purge I think.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49850861
I've never seen a loyal whale. People who gift insane amount of subs do it for attention and will get it wherever they can.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851181
When she announced it? Or a second unannounced run? Because I'm pretty sure he was still there after she said it was "cleared".

[Anonymous No.]

Now I'm convinced that if you don't uoh over wifey there's a chance you'll go full anti. Some physical attraction is necessary for men to stay loyal.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851096
that's because he cant be assed to make an alt and he interacts with vtubers (and chama), he got purged a few days ago.
She specifically said "didn't send a single message in the whole 10 hours" and that doesn't fits ren and that other faggot that got posted last thread, its someone else who wasn't in the stream today at all.

[Anonymous No.]

Is just telling her to get some rest a good approach for this? If she's got more to say would venting help? Fuck idk man

[Anonymous No.]

forsenspammer was removed (should have been in the original batch)

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851369
He definitively wasn't there after she said it was cleared.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851101
Yeah, like some of ones she didn't delete. But I don't make excuses. I just wanna know, whats going on...

[Anonymous No.]

Can you retards seriously not figure out it’s Darkkal?
Also I know you’re here you retarded faggot. You didn’t make her jealous, you’re making her actually suicidal. Fucking kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851076
One of you fuckers either sent her information about this shit >>49829191 intentionally, or she's lurking here and saw it. Or the streamer themselves reported it which is very unlikely.

Don't fucking intentionally send that shit to her, her mental health is not worth it. You're actually an asshole as bad as the cheater if you do that. You completely ruined her night for no fucking reason.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851701
the funny thing is theo was there with him in both neppie's stream and after they raided into chromu's I think
but I don't know forsenspammer is fuckin all over the place being a coomer despite how long he's been around, could probably point at a few others that wander

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851701
I bet he's like
>I got le attention XD
Evil cunt.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851507
>>49851590
That's weird. I guess maybe he followed back and was removed again by her. I swear to fucking God I saw him there after the purge. Or I'm going schizo.

[Anonymous No.]

Since it’s kinda on topic I was following Nep’s alt to get notifs for if Shondo interacted with it more and noticed that I was blocked, this happen to anyone else?

[Anonymous No.]

she did say people, might not even be one person
the gall though to hit up the DMs to feign guilt just to string her along more, when DMs are already not for this shit
I'm sad in general that she entertains people who abuse DM privileges but she especially shouldn't respond to people who are trying to gaslight her

[Anonymous No.]

Jesus I miss one good stream and come back to seeing her freaking out...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851979
Clueless
better check the previous threads

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851979
No, I follow both, but I haven't interacted with either.

[Anonymous No.]

She doesn't deserve this, specially after this stream, this is just really sad.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851701
I don't know who that is, but he isn't in her discord anymore

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852041
Its not one person. There are all kinds of cheaters in the discords for Nep/Alice/etc. Even red moon of all people called Alice his #1 and Shondo his #2 wife.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852103
I’ve been in the threads all day. I’m just curious since I think the only times I’ve interacted with it were only after Shondo replied to her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852162
you're right, and it's hard to imagine it was of his account because he's posting normally just yesterday
reeks of silent ban to me

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851817
No, she checks the chat from VODs that happened when she is streaming to catch the niggers

[Anonymous No.]

So let me get this straight
>oiler, longterm viewer, huge active supporter for a long time
>starts hanging out in 2view chats and flirting with them
>Shondo notices, tweets she’s watching
>he sends her Dms about how sorry he is
>Shondo says it’s okay but tells him how she truthfully feels that it hurts her
>he replies and apologizes and says how he felt guilty all of this time and will stop
>the next day he avoids Shondo’s stream to watch the 2views all day

There is no way this happened, correct? Someone this in with her, who she cares about this much, and has supported her for this long, would not throw it all away to try to hurt her out of spite like this, right?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852369
There's no way she had enough time to do that in just an hour.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852335
Yet his account is now private.
As of tonight.
Gee, I wonder fucking why.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852335
Yep

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852397
Jealousy does weird things to a nigga when he no longer feels special.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852162
>>49852335
He removed himself. There’s no way she did it considering the stuff she’s saying. She feels completely betrayed and confused.
He has locked both of his twitter accounts and removed all mention of her from his Twitch profile

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852431
2x speed and scrubbing around goes places, specially in slow 2views chats.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852500
Jesus what a nigger

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852335
wtf I thought this dude was cool
I don't get it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852565
You can just download the chat and search names

[Anonymous No.]

i felt like i ruined what we had so i just decided to leave so she can move on

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852500
that's possible I guess, no easy way to tell when he left, maybe she even sent him a final DM

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852431
Shogga he privated his twitters
All she had to do was wonder why he didn’t stop by stream and check. She was following his account before and isn’t now so he removed her follow and then locked his account.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
I really hope you at least fucking explained why you did this to her. You know how she is, she is going to fucking make up all kinds of shit in her head and the reality is you just got bored and wanted something new.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
If this is really you, you have fucked up majorly here.
She feels betrayed by you leaving.
You might actually cause her to do something bad. She won’t move on from this.
What the fuck is wrong with you?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
Kill yourself. You literally ruined a great day that we head. Fucking faggot.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852494
It's selfishness not jealousy, dipshit had tons of attention from wifey but at the end of the day he wants to be a harem protag.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
What did you do?
She said you apologized and then said you wouldn’t hurt her again
So you blocked her on twitter and decided to disappear?
Are you fucking serious? Please tell me there is more to it than this.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
Unironically slit your wrists and don’t come back

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852769
Seriously if you built up this kind of trust with her and you have the fucking privilege of being valued this much by her its really fucking shitty to just abandon her and leave her wondering why. Now she's going to get fucking paranoid because she doesn't understand it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
She might never trust anyone ever again.
You have made the biggest fucking mistake any viewer has ever made.
Why the fuck would you apologize and assure her she’s your #1 and then leave the next day?
Did you talk to her? At all?
Are you actually trying to make her kill herself?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
Being a liar piece of shit was you big mistake, should have told her you were going to leave and fuck off instead of lying and getting caught you fucking cunt. You ruined her day and weekend and made feel suicidal when she was extremally happy just before, kill yourself Jesus Christ.
>>49851947
Also, ren (and giru) are artitst first and viewer second. They are kinda different, while she might get sad they aren't in her streams with #1 priorities, she understands is not the same.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852958
>Are you actually trying to make her kill herself?
based if so

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>>49852621
>reassure you love her and will stop playing around with 2views
>drop her completely the next day

Please say sike.
She might never trust any of us ever again.

[Anonymous No.]

dont even fucking think about it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851471
the most important thing is that you protect your modesty. If you can't stay pure for Shondo, then you're nothing better than a reddit coomer

[Anonymous No.]

Thanks to this fucking faggot, now I'm actually worried for her. I hope a night of sleep helps her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
You never fucking loved her.
You do not understand a thing about her. She would forgive anything.
Now she’s begging everyone to tell her what she did wrong. You have made her desperate, paranoid, devastated. You haven’t made her jealous you made her want to kill herself.
If you wanted to make sure she never trusts a viewer again, fucking congratulations. You’ve proved her worse fears correct.

[Anonymous No.]

I really want to kill this piece of shit faggot.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853163
don't, she's said much worse before than angrily saying "this person is making me want to kill myself"

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
so this is what a cheating "Chad" whore is like

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
The only thing you ruined is her trust, probably forever.
Good fucking job. She will never, ever trust a viewer again.
You made all of her worst nightmares come true.

[Anonymous No.]

Stop vagueposting on the fucking discord.

[Anonymous No.]

if she wants me to explain myself some more i can but i doubt i can say anything that would do any good. she will move on she has all you guys to support her

[Anonymous No.]

I mean cheating works, it's all she could talk about the last week. I can't understand the mindset to cheat and I hate all of you who made her feel like this but it fucking works

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853328
yes sir

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
look I get it, maybe you didn't take it that seriously, you just wanted to watch someone else sometimes
but if you really did DM her to "apologize" and more or less make her feel like she was in the wrong, while doing nothing to appease her, you fuckin blew it there
the dignity to go dark after all this should've been spent earlier just on slowly drifting and not piling on false promises

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853349
Just say you never loved her, you just wanted attention and you hope she kills herself
Congrats on being the most successful anti she’s ever had. You could’ve fucked 500 different indies and she would’ve forgiven you and loved you all the same.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853410
do it here you dumbass

[Anonymous No.]

I hope everyone including her are just overreacting and that she will get over this soon.
What we have here is something special, it would be a shame to lose it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853349
Tell me the truth
Did you fucking dm her apologizing for cheating and reassure her that she would always be your #1
Then drop her the next day?
Have you been planning this the last year? Do you get off on this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853349
You're pathetic. Tell the whole truth.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853476
She will not get over one of her most lotsl viewers assuring her he loves her most and then dropping her the next day you fucking sperg

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853482
i told her i did love her only and she replied that she didnt trust me when i said that. so i told her i dont think she will forgive me but i know what i shouldnt be doing anymore. i shouldnt be leading her on so i left.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853476
We are not.

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>>49853349
Shes not going to just move on from this cause you left her completely in the dark. She's going to just have herself to blame all because you couldn't be fucking honest

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853555
words are fucking hard man im retarded

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853424
>>49853349
>Congrats on being the most successful anti she’s ever had.
Holy shit he really is, isn't he? Hundreds of antis telling her to kys on twitter had no effect on her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853541
Post screenshots I don’t believe this larp
She wouldn’t say she doesn’t trust someone because her whole issue is trust
You never loved her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853541
I don't get it, were you just not clear enough that the conversation was goodbye? It sounds like she understood it as you weren't gonna cheat on her again. I'm trying to be a bit empathetic even though you messed things up pretty bad, she is having a menhera spell too, but it makes this shit sound like you accidentally gaslit her or something.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853658
thats entirely possible. its really hard to explain myself so i might have been unintentionally vague. i dont think posting the couple of messages we exchanged is a good idea. im still not even sure posting here was a good idea either but here we are

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853541
That isn’t what she said at all. She said you apologized and said you wouldn’t do this again. She interpreted that as you staying loyal and affirming your love for her.
Why would you do this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853707
You might as well since you're leaving.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853752
not him, but I don't think shondo needs any extra blows dealt to her, like finding out the same guy leaked what they talked about in confidence

[Anonymous No.]

I can’t believe the first Shondophrenic group stake burning is happening so soon. May the cheating faggot suffer.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853707
Just post them we need to know how hard you fucked literally all of us up permanently
It sounds like you went from proclaiming your love for her to dropping her
Is the 2view roastie pussy really worth it? That you’d completely throw her away? What the fuck, man?

[Anonymous No.]

look if she wants me to be more clear and explain myself properly ill message her tomorrow. it would be fucking stupid to post the short dms i had with her against her permission

[Anonymous No.]

shondo.. the fumos., where..

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853787
>>49853813
Hmm true, my bad.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
You ruined one of the best days she's had with us.
You ruined a day she allowed herself to be continually more open and vulnerable with us.
I wish you had a consciense so I could be happy knowing you'll feel ripped apart by guilt over this. But sadly I don't think that exists inside you, you ugly, sad and pathetic excuse for a human.

Ignore these anons telling you to kill yourself. I hope the worst befalls you and you spend the rest of your days eating through a straw and shitting yourself. I hope you die alone forgotten you fucking pile of worm shit.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853813
I hope your shitty trendhopper is worth it
You’ve permanently ruined her trust. When you regret this in a week, or a month, or a year, I hope it fucking hurts.

[Anonymous No.]

i get why you guys are upset too. thats why i just want to leave her alone so she can be with people who care about her the way she wants

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853813
Message here where nigger, did you really not force her to unfollow by blocking her on your way out

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853906
Not him, but once you DM someone you'll always have DMs access.

[Anonymous No.]

I don't know if I should feel bad for having pointed it out here like >>49851817 pointed out. Surely a mod isn't dumb enough to relay that, but one of the mods was there in those streams anyway. Probably would've come to this either way because of this supposed miscommunication.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853906
its not like i blocked her, she can always just request follow again and message me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853971
Twitter Is retarded

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853813
It seems like you really have no fucking clue what you’ve done to her.
You are her most successful anti. I hope you feel happy knowing you have permanently broken her. This is not something she will ever fully recover from.
You have made the one thing she is afraid of real.
You didn’t do this for her. You did this because you wanted to tear her apart and jump to the next dose of attention you can take from anything vaguely female. Congratulations. You have completely shattered Shondo.

[Anonymous No.]

You are right on the leaving part but leaving her out in the blue thinking she's in the wrong was not the move

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852842
holy shit that art is amazing

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853813
No. Just leave. Don't explain anything. You've done enough. Anything beyond this is just for your own selfish benefit so you can have more attention and feel better.
That selfishness is why you're even in this mess. Fuck off and leave. You are no longer welcome.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853886
Goodbye.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853886
We’re upset because you left you fucker.
You being around so long and then dropping her in the most wretched, painful way possible is exactly everything she’s afraid of. How long were you planning this exactly? And why did you tell her YESTERDAY you love her the most? What the fuck?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854010
little melodramatic, she doesn't talk about how many people have left her for one oiler doing it to irreparably damage her

[Anonymous No.]

I feel so fucking bad for her and I can't do a goddamn thing to console her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854100
>How long were you planning this exactly?
this was unintentional
>And why did you tell her YESTERDAY you love her the most?
because i thought i did until she put it in her words she didnt believe me when i talk to other girls and follow their alts, so i saw she was right and i was wrong.

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[Anonymous No.]

>>49854205
More than anything in the world I hope someone finds that faggot and puts a bullet through his skull for making Shondo feel like this

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854181
She’s practically begging you to message her you fucking piece of shit
Whatever you did is the exact opposite of what she wants.
Did you seriously tell her you would stop cheating and then dropped her instead?

[Anonymous No.]

We did our best to console her, now we let time heal this wound further.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854181
So she realized that you watch other chuubas and this made you realize you don’t really love her?
Jesus fucking christ. Do you know that she left that exchange happy at how it turned out? Then you do this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854241
That's pretty extreme Anon
Now letting his new Oshi know about this shit might be good if you really want to scratch that itch, not that I really have an idea how to articulate this situation

[Anonymous No.]

oh, this is a bad time, i'll bug you guys another day

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854353
I want him dead.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852905
That's what wife is going to do later...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854205
I cannot fucking imagine having this, having her care this much about you an insignificant viewer, and throwing it away for some fucking nobody. Not only is it awful for her, but for everyone else who wants this kind of adoration from her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854249
the way I'm reading it is he's a retard that left it at "I love you and I understand what I did wrong" and thought she'd understand he meant he was leaving and not that he was just going to be loyal again

[Anonymous No.]

Please shondo. Please please see the people who love you and not the one guy who does this shit. Please remember how much you are still loved every single day.

You fucking asshole I swear to god she better not hurt herself or do something stupid.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854555
you're not new, you know that falls on deaf ears, as sad as it is
>>49854181
my man, if you're gonna do anything, it's probably best to not do it right now tonight, she really doesn't need the emotional rollercoaster right now

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854555
it won't matter, thousands of voices of support that have stuck around for a year or more will always pale to the one person who leaves. The cheaters get attention, the DM abusers get attention, because she cares so much more about losing anyone than being content with hundreds more who stay.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49845566
hi shon you’re cute & I like your streams

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854205
the difference between knowers and the ignorant in the replies...

[Anonymous No.]

So what did her last alt message mean? That even after 1 year it no longer apples to anyone? Nothing can mean forever now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
FYI she was already going through this.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854949
she said as much i think in the last watchalong stream. it was one of those long ones.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854181
The one thing you better not do is try to come back and put her on a fucking ride. You made your decision, live with it now. Stay away from her streams or youre asking for trouble.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854949
If the most loyal of viewers can declare his love for her one day and disappear completely the next, nobody is safe ever again.

[Anonymous No.]

Normally I keep to myself and try to stay chill but I'd strangle you in a heartbeat if I had the chance. Every breath I take not spent loving her to make up for this will be spent laying the most evil curses on you I can think of

[Anonymous No.]

Will she beg him to stay?
Would she do that?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49854949
when people tell her they're here forever she tells them to wait until a year has passed before she'll believe it
well now someone with that sort of tenure left her, so she really can't trust anyone (although honestly I don't think she ever did believe anyone who said this)

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could anything that isn't reading this thread and seething with anger

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855151
No, she wants to do better for the rest of us.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855151
I mean, she kind of already is, since she's asking what she can do to keep him. She's her mother's daughter, she can't just let go of someone that hurt her.

[Anonymous No.]

Don't really like to say it, but I told you guys so.
Two days ago I told you all but none of you believed me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855233
She really is, isn’t she?
Someone rips her heart out and she begs for him to stay.
I think I’m understanding Shadowmama and it breaks my heart.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855267
What did you tell us? That she was not ok? I figured as much.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855324
he's probably the guy who keeps pretending that "menhera moment" was a deflection from the cheating, and not just people assuring anons that she would calm down with some rest

[Anonymous No.]

The only thing I get from this is that I'm being cucked by a faggot who dropped her

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855281
>>49855233
Which is why we need to do our best to encourage wifey to purge cheaters on the spot.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855396
how new if you think that girl will ever listen to our advice

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855448
We can keep beating her over the head with it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855396
She will never do this.
She’s a glutton for punishment.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855385
If you’ve been there for long enough and treated her as poorly she’d probably do the same for you. The issue is that it was someone supposedly there forever betraying the love and trust she gives us.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855396
>>49855478
Good luck with that.

[Anonymous No.]

How does she always manage to get one guy'd into menhara episodes? No amount of love and support will mean anything to her over one long term viewer leaving. Showing her support feels like pissing in the wind.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855385
unless you watch every minute of her streams (and nobody else) and chat as much as possible you mean nothing to her
sorry, I don't make the rules

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855533
It's human nature to focus on the negative.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855541
Kys

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855385
Be around for over a year, be consistently there during every stream, drop thousands upon thousands upon her, tell her you love her the most one day and spend the entire next one brushing her off for a 2view and she will do the exact same thing for you.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855533
I wish there was an eloquent way to tell her how this stuff makes us feel. It's a complaint I had a long time ago that I've kind of forgotten because things have been going so well in recent times.
Our contributions become more and more miniscule and never enough to even counteract one person truly hurting her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855646
While I agree with the sentiment, most of the advice here essentially boils down to "don't be menhera" which won't happen

[Anonymous No.]

>>49852621
Are you talking to her right now?

[Anonymous No.]

desu it's making me jealous

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855533
what do you mean? this is the power you have if you're a regular that's been there for a while and shown her love and support. you are literally building up to being this importatnt to her, you just don't see it because you're not leaving or watching her pour herself out over her work 18 hours a day for you

[Anonymous No.]

>new ips
every time

[Anonymous No.]

Today anons learn when she says she loves us, she means it.
When someone who has been a part of her life for a long time suddenly just fucking up and leaves with no prior idea anything was wrong, it does indeed upset her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855646
>>49855723
It just fucking hurts. Because I'm like "hey, I'm here!! Hello? I love you! I'm not going anywhere! Are you listening?!" and she looks past you which just makes you feel like you aren't loved nearly as much as this one asshole.

And then maybe after a year of taking that you become the next darkkal when you get sick of it. Maybe that's how she can do better.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855723
I don't really mean advice, I understand that a torrent of bad advice from a hundred losers is more annoying than helpful
I just mean overall support. I wish it meant more to her, but she doesn't really trust us. On stream she forces herself not to think about everyone leaving but she very deeply believes it and can't be convinced. And even if people leave I wish it mattered that she has a constant stream of new devoted fans who will offer support in their stead. I wish it made it sting less that people leave.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855723
It's good advice though, you need to recognize the patterns that will set you off. Sometimes my OCD results in head scratching until I start peeling off skin and there's blood underneath my fingernails, to avoid getting there I tie up my left hand when it acts up.

[Anonymous No.]

How long does darkkal following her anyways

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855920
She literally says that if you want attention all you need to do is ask, you dumb faggot

[Anonymous No.]

Do you think she cries over this stuff?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856001
She probably hasn't stopped crying since stream ended

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853813
Are you legit autistic or something? Serious question.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855991
No I just mean all the people trying to tell her right now that its not her fault and her still tweeting directed at darkal instead of directed at the people who are still there for her.

[Anonymous No.]

Cut the man some slack. She isn't a kid and this didn't happen for the first nor last time. I don't know what you expect from the guy, to apologize again and force himself to watch the streams? It's better if he's gone, he was probably the one trauma dumping in her DMs anyway. We should celebrate that there is one retard less in the DMs. She won't kill herself nor quit streaming over something like this.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856047
Me thinks it's a larp.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855920
Well she has little reason to believe you in that moment, and she can't really give everyone individual attention like that, but she does care to stop someone from leaving. So unless the situation necessitates it yeah, you're one in the crowd. It's a conundrum, the only thing to really do is to not care if people leave, and then at least nobody is ever singled out.

[Anonymous No.]

I am going to believe he is just the biggest literal autist in autistic history and did not realize how leaving was 1000x worse than anything else
I hope they talk it out

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855824
>you just don't see it
That's kind of my point though. You'd think if you can have this big of a negative impact on her you'd also be able to have an some sort of positive impact on her yet nobody, not even long time regulars, can pull her out of these episodes. This isn't me being self-centered either it's just me concernfagging in a way but being stumped as to what to do.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856098
I hope they don't talk it out, next time he cheats he'll probably create an alt. It's better that he just fucking leaves for some oppai whore.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49855991
just because she said it doesn't mean it's true lmao, she's not keeping up with 10's of thousands of people who want individual attention, that's why her DMs went to shit in the first place

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856197
the girl he switched to is a male collaber

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856061
I don't know about "cutting him slack" but the crux of your post is correct. She's said worse before and come back from it, and she talks nonstop about how many people have left her and how it makes her feel. One dude won't be the breaking point, but she's gonna feel like shit about it and have to sleep it off, perhaps over multiple days.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856185
She is fucking mentally ill, we are like that, focus on the bad and nothing can take out the hole.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851701
if she's unironically becoming suicidal because one of her viewers watches other streamers too she should probably step away from streaming and focus on her mental health. she has 87k husbands. expecting all of them to follow her extremely strict non-stated rules will not happen.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856197
If he leaves things how it is right now even if she returns to streaming on Wednesday she will be way more menhera than ever. We will return to the deleted streams arc.
It will take another year for her to trust another viewer. She will always think that everyone who says they love her the most will get up and move onto a 2view a day later. When you say you love her, she will think of what he did when he said he loved her.
You might not think this is a huge deal, but someone who is not just an oiler, but a massive part of the community, a longterm chatter, and generally one of her most supportive fans. This has hit her much more heavily than 100,000 people wishing a violent death upon her.
How this resolves will literally shape the future interactions and relationships we can have with her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856452
She said today that if you ever call her wife it's not a joke and that she needs to be your number one

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856098
this is indeed the case. we agreed that me leaving right away was a fucking stupid decision without talking to her and explaining myself more. i also told her that you guys are the ones who pushed me to dm her because i didnt realize what a stupid mess i left. she wanted me to tone it down with what i was doing with the other girls and i dont mind doing that at all. i thought i had ruined what we had already but its clear i just needed to not get so close with them. i realized i was doing that which is why i dmed her saying i felt guilty. i told her people here probably dont want me to stay because of the justified negative reaction all of you had, but she said shed forgive me.
honestly dont know if i should even keep posting here anymore but i wanted to at least give you guys some closure. i can stick around for more questions or you can just tell me to fuck off and ill stay away from this thread

[Anonymous No.]

>>49851979
i've also been blocked from neppo's 3 alts and was removed from shondo's 3rd account. hadn't interacted with either of them and its username isn't tied to my twitch name at all so they don't know who i am either. i think a lot of people are caught in the collateral of their current menhera

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856306
LMAO
Holy shit... wow...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856452
>non-stated rules
I think if someone's been around for a year they'll have heard her say at least once that she expects to be your #1 if you actually declare commitment to the marriage
>she should probably step away from streaming and focus on her mental health
unfortunately streaming appears to be the only thing that's actually good for her, it's when she leaves stream that shit invades her thoughts

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856512
i don't give a shit. that is insane and she doesn't think about it from her viewers' perspective at all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856511
You better not show your fucking face in chat ever again

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856452
That isn’t why she’s upset. She’s upset because he messaged her because he was feeling guilty about it, she reassured him she doesn’t want to control him but it does make her feel clingy, and he reassured her she was his #1 and he would dial the relations with other girls back to prove that to her. The next day he spent her entire 10 hour stream flirting with 2views.
And this isn’t just any fan, this is one of her longest active, biggest chatters, biggest oilers. He might just be mind numbingly autistic but from her perspective he went from loving her to dropping her overnight and not giving a shit about her. That is literally her biggest fear and paranoia and one of her objectively biggest supporters proved it true.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856454
>She will always think that everyone who says they love her the most will get up and move onto a 2view a day later
Now she's basically having a /vt/ arc? She's just like us unironically.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856591
Then fuck off and die

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856591
Leave tourist

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856597
she literally told me not to leave and that she forgave me. if i listened to YOU that would literally make things worse

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856591
Go back Holoshitter.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853541
i think she was in love with you on a personal level desu. she hasn't acted this way over other regulars leaving

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856717
kek

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856380
About the "cut him some slack". I said that because judging by his interactions I've seen he had with Shondo he is either severally autistic or a child. Since he's donated so much I would guess the first option. Some people like that were born without social awareness. I am playing the devils advocate here since I work with many people like that irl.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856717
Anyone she takes the time out of her day to stalk, she feels the same about.
It’s not the situation, it’s the terrible way he handled it. That is literal anti behavior and anyone that’s built a large impression would get this reaction out of her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856511
I really want to put a bullet in your head.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856717
she was already upset at other regulars leaving too. obviously this was building up and with her feeling extra menhera from her break this probably hit a tipping point

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856681
But will you be committed? I doubt it. Whore.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856717
>>49856621

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856681
I hope this is RP. Open your Twitter account if this is actually you

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856681
why did you flirt with the other girls?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856717
>menhera from break
>pretty much nightly mental breakdowns lately
>some of her regulars and most dedicated artists choosing random 2views over her
>one of her biggest supporters suddenly goes from proclaiming his love for her to unfollowing her and watching 2views over her in 1 night
Gee I wonder why she was so upset

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856765
I agree with this. Honestly it might help if he just tells her he's an actual Autist who can't read social siutations well.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856833
This.
Open it if you're really Dakhal >>49856681

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856511
I don't want to be in your position where you have to show your devotion now by showing up to a community where a bunch of people now hate your guts.
Me, well, I want to think you're just retarded and not malicious. I'm not gonna hold a grudge against you if so, not that being a retard excuses when you hurt someone, but I figure the spotlight's gonna sting enough to atone for that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856681
You are just doing this for her attention. It does not matter that she forgives you, you are taking advantage of that kindness.
You are so full up your own ass for no being king shit to her anymore. Kindly fuck off, you are not welcome here.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856511
Just walk away. Staying here will just pressure into doing something you don't want. While I don't blame you, you should probably stop DMing since I believe it's making it even worse. Leave the fanbase and chill somewhere else.

[Anonymous No.]

this is the most insane thread i've read on /vt/ in a very long time. you people are utterly deranged. shondo herself will admit that this was a menhera episode in the future, and you're all validating it and pretending it's fully rational regardless. if she sinks deeper into her menhera it's literally because of you people making her think this irrationality is real. FUCK. YOU. you may think that you care about her, but you're literally causing her more damage by doing this shit. the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856833
>>49856940
im going to just get death threats from everyone and paint a bigger target on me.
>>49856967
>I want to think you're just retarded
this is 100% the case. she said she didnt realize we were both autistic, and i told her i wasnt diagnosed but theres a good chance i am

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856681
I seriously fucking hope not jesus fucking christ fuck you asshole this is classic sociopathic gaslighting behavior to get attention. You will do it again and it will be worse. We all have to deal with the collateral damage

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856967
Seconding this
Might be biased because I thought he was cool until now, but I think he is just so autistic he really did not realize what the fuck he was doing there and she’s too menhera to do anything but beg him to come back.
For a while shit’s going to be rough but if you’re genuine about loving her and caring about her in time it will show and this place will get over it and move onto the next chatter of the week. If not go fuck yourself.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856681
>>49856833
Still waiting

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857052
ok larper
enjoy this (You)

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857052
just for two minutes or so we can tell is you

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857091
fine, just give me a second while i figure out how this stupid website works

[Anonymous No.]

It's actually embarrassing to see you writhe around trying to justify hurting her.
And your excuse is that you're retarded?
Are you fucking for real?
How do you be that long of a supporter of her and not realize what you were getting yourself into?
You do not love her, you are selfish. Leave this fucking fucking community.

[Anonymous No.]

What in the actual fuck am I reading?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857118
Ok you're real.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857091
>>49857114
there

[Anonymous No.]

Just checked. Yes its him.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857044
No, its not rational. The entire relationship with Shondo is irrational. If you step into it, you are doing so with that understanding.

[Anonymous No.]

>its actually him
Okay then.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857044
she said before she lost hundreds of hours of sleep over this you dipshit
you probably don't even watch her, what are you doing here?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857125
Welcome to /shon/ man. Hope you enjoy your stay. It gets interesting from time to time

[Anonymous No.]

i can join the discord server too but i doubt mods want us talking about this shit in her server

[Anonymous No.]

Jesus Christ, what are you guys doing? You're all just like Shondo: dwelling on the negative and letting it eat away at your insides instead of focusing on the positive. Yeah Shondo's heart has been broken by one of her husbands, it sucks, you can't change it. Now what can we do to improve her mood? Some of you have already figured out that words don't mean anything to her, she's been lied to her entire life. Now, what DOES mean something to her? Art. She's said it multiple times: fanart means more to her than anything else in the world. Being an artist herself she knows how much time and effort goes into making a single piece, so she's always very grateful when someone puts that time and effort into making art for her.
>Hurr me no draw good
She doesn't care. It's the time and the effort that she truly appreciates, not the skill.
https://streamable.com/dv1p8o

You really want to make her feel better? Start drawing

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857162
so why are you deliberately causing her more damage if you're aware of that? just for the LARP?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857044
>this is the most insane
Men willing to marry a menhera are not right in the head themselves. Who would've thunk it?

[Anonymous No.]

Man fuck this. This is fucking awful. This is worse than if she had a boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857195
EXACTLY. THAT IS IRRATIONAL, YOU STUPID CUNT. STOP VALIDATING HER DELUSIONS. YOU ARE DAMAGING HER, YOU SICK FUCKING SADIST.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857156
You can lock it back now if you're worried about getting dogpiled on twitter as well.

[Anonymous No.]

lock yourself back little bitch before you receive your deserved death threats, we confirmed its you.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857237
she only cares about you if you give her money

[Anonymous No.]

She actually begged him to come back. For fucks sake shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857274
at this point ive already seen a couple people reply to not me. i might as well use a tripcode if i wanted to keep answering questions here. she thanked me for actually talking to her and that shes gonna go to sleep now, i dont really deserve her thanks at all, and i wish i could just go back a couple days and talk to her properly without being a retard.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857250
I think telling someone you're gonna cut it out with cheating only to groom 2views the next day is way more sadistic

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857350
>groom 2views the next day is way more sadistic
i had to miss a big part of her stream and then the other people iw as watching was on. i dont see how thats "grooming" them especially when i was under the impression that i needed to move on.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857345
she will beg anyone who leaves like this fucking retard
Do not fucking try it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857345
She's just proving everyone right that she only cares about the cheaters, fuck this I'm done

[Anonymous No.]

Some of you people are REALLY upset purely because you're jealous. Cut it out.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857347
I hope she's actually going to sleep now. Btw why did you hit on random 2views?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857388
don't even bother dude, they're not worth replying to. seems to be some sort of mass-psychosis going on here tonight. probably from the jealousy of you getting to talk to her on an emotional level like that.

[Anonymous No.]

>cheat
>get away with it
>get the most concern shondo has ever shown for an individual
>go back as if nothing happened
NTR

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857388
you're a vip in that 2view's chat
i hope you enjoy knowing that she collabs with males and you threw out a good thing you had

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857427
>>>>>>>this shit doesnt make me jealous it@makes me want to fucking lill myself
Its not the "caring" you want

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857436
i didnt realize that i was going down that path until i started donating more and cheering them on. i told her i like to support other people that entertain me because i feel like they deserve it and i realized i was going too far. i didnt realize she was just telling me to knock it off, i thought i genuinely ruined everything already.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857388
Bro just quit replying they’ll lynch you, turn off the computer for tonight. Her upset is contagious and the leaving thing you did really upset her. Chill out, let her get some rest and calm down, the thread will stop caring whenever the next chatter to get mad at emerges next week.

[Anonymous No.]

Just leave, dwelling will just make it worse. Your mistake was coming back after trying to leave. It's better to move on since I doubt she will trust you again, and most of community will probably lynch you if they see you interacting

[Anonymous No.]

>she follows him again

[Anonymous No.]

I switch accounts frequently and she still often replies to my chat messages because I'm funny and based.
Imagine needing to attentionwhore for a year to catch her eye.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857468
I'm too soft to do this, I've been around since 2021 but I don't want to make her suffer.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857528
meanwhile some of us have been watching for years and haven't gotten a follow yet. how am i supposed to keep myself from going menhera from this?

[Anonymous No.]

lol new ip

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857518
this is basically what she told me. i told her i was scared to even show up again because i assumed based on the reaction here that i was just going to be hated by everyone. she told me that wasnt going to be the case and that 4chan would just forget anyway.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857557
and yet he's in her dm's and your not

[Anonymous No.]

Those of you telling him to leave clearly did not learn from her first meltdown tonight.
If he says he’ll stay and leaves again she might actually snap.
I’m assuming he’s too autistic to be malicious but I’m expecting no more of whatever the fuck this shit is

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857587
We wont, ever.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857587
kek, literally treating us like shit

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857044
there's a small amount of truth here, truth be told we're all in a precarious situation of affirming a fragile viewer-streamer relationship as if it were a romantic one, with both parties understanding but trying not to think of the practical limitations and imbalance of it
it's beneficial for a lot of people, most so for her, but it is still highly dependent upon a severely mentally ill girl's feelings

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857528
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IM GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HER WTF IS WRONG WIH THIS WOMAN!!!!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.]

Sorry shondo I'm done with you I can't believe you proved everyone right

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857579 thats a skill issue desu

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857587
I'm sorry bud but I'm never going to interact with you again after this. Shondo would hate me if I gave you shit anywhere but here so that's the only reason it's left at that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857579
gotta give her more money =D

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857645
Understandable. I'm reaching this point as well.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857528
Okay, she did something really wrong now. FFS.

[Anonymous No.]

Shondo if you keep him around, you're gonna deal with a lot more than just this one faggot causing you problems,

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857579
>>49857641
She is a woman and women dig jerks, Now you understand what is happening on /r9k/. The ride never ends

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857708
thats fine. i seriously dont expect you guys to like me after this mistake. this thread is gonna die and i dont know if its a good idea for me to be posting here anymore. im still not even sure if it was a good idea talking about what we did. she said to never leave, so im going to respect that and stay. you guys can continue hating me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857587
Does she not know how much of the rest of the regulars are from here? I gave my spiel on how I won't hold a grudge but I'm not sure the others will be so forgiving.
Also man you really didn't have to bring up the threads. Whatever.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857766
she likely knew this would cause a shitstorm which is why she shut down her maros. there's no way to give her feedback now other than to put it straight into twitch chat, where it'll be banned immediately by a mod. she has chosen a path that is akin to a child closing her eyes and covering her ears

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857766
Especially since he'll do it again.
>>49857781
I know I just thought that being a schizo could overwrite female nature. Guess I was naive, I'm taking a break. For now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857806
Its fucking retarded for anybody, especially a vtuber, to think that anyone who is obsessed with a vtuber isn't checking up on them in /vt/ too. I really hope she isn't so naive.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857645
>>49857733
hope you're all just being menhera retards but if you're going to leave at least make it appear gradual and not fuckin shoot her while she's down

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857880
>not fuckin shoot her while she's down
Like she's doing to us right now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857880
why does she deserve that when she's treating us with contempt?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857880
Fuck that I'll let her know in DMs as soon as she wakes up

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857785
she said to go away and never come back if you cheat, which is what you did and you ignore anyone asking about it

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857906
>>49857913
okay so you're both just shitposting, got it
on the offchance otherwise, sleep on it a couple of days you dramatic fags

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857913
Consider what just happened. If you actually hate this dude, do you want to be just like him?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857929
>she said
AND THEN SHE MADE AN EXCEPTION FOR HIM AND EVEN FOLLOWED HIM AGAIN!.
Women always make exceptions for alphas.
Alpha fux, beta bux.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857959
I don't know, it kinda irks me she's rewarding the cheaters yet again.

[Anonymous No.]

holy shit please stop turning this thread into r9k you absolute autists

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858005
fucking leave this thread

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857959
>dramatic fags
Sorry for losing my shit that she rewarded a cheater. Retard.

[Anonymous No.]

First time I actually feel hatred towards her
>Says if you cheat to leave forever
>Rants for days and days about getting cheated on
>Cheater finally leaves, has a mental breakdown and sad posts to get sympathy
>Begs him to come back immediately

[Anonymous No.]

When will you learn the problem wasn’t that he watched other girls, it’s that he reinforced his loyalty to her, promised he loved her the most, then completely removed her from all of his social media and cheated on her while she was live, which he never did and is the one thing she cannot stand?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858080
Typical single mom shit.

[Anonymous No.]

hope you disgusting mongrels enjoy kicking her while she's down if any of you go through with it.
fucking antis in the wait, all of you. please fuck off and never come back without saying a word if you're this much of an autist

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858021
I'd rather not be him in this situation actually, imagine having that sort of target on your back, and you're stuck in this community trying to prove your devotion again
If I didn't care about shondo a clean break would be so much better

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858117
So? What does that change exactly?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858080
When Shondo says cheat, she means ordering another chuuba over her.
He didn’t do that until he dropped her today. He dropped her because he was so retarded he thought she wanted it.

[Anonymous No.]

Half of this thread are going to become antis eventually. You don’t care about her or what she wants, you just want her to do what you say and give you specifically all of the attention all of the time.

[Anonymous No.]

oink oink

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858214
Nice strawman retard, I've been keeping all my wife tabs open for the past 2 hours instead of starting my days. I don't care? Kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858214
Of course I care about her that's why I'm so fucking angry. How else am I supposed to feel? Happy that she begged someone who hurt her enough to have mental breakdowns for a week straight to come back?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857974
i don't hate this dude at all. i think she's being extremely unfair and has lost sight of what this relationship actually means in a practical sense. she's still treating it as if he has 200 CCV when in fact she has 5x+ that amount which fucks with the mental health of her viewers really bad. she's essentially gaslighting people now when she insists on how much she loves us all equally. she can't do that anymore because we're simply too many. if she cares about her viewers she needs to nudge her approach in a more healthy direction. not enough to change who she is, but enough to not fuck with her regulars. i can guarantee this is why many of her regulars are leaving her. newfriends might not understand because they're not aware of the change that has happened due to her influx of viewers

[Anonymous No.]

Is this testing my loyalty? Yes. Buy id never go out and cause harm to her. I want her to be happy.
Hey D***** you still here? I'd highly recommend not being in chat chatting cause it'll cause a fucking mess.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858258
>>49858214
Actually over 3 hours. Fuck.

[Anonymous No.]

Her schizo is at work again. Doubt it will stay like that when she cools off from the situation. I assume he gaslight her by saying how bullied he is and made her feel bad. Hope she realizes what happened, wish all the best to her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858258
>>49858278
can you just fuck off then? genuinely, leave. you think you care about her, but you only give a fuck about yourself in this relationship. leave.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858214
stop pretending you care when you're telling her that her schizo delusions are real.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858164
Yeah this is more like "Shondo lost her Autistic husband in the park (he's on the swings again)" rather than him being malicious. Seems like genuine tism on his part.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858356
I'm not the one hurting her and toying with her feelings you sociopath. Why should I leave? I want to beat her up physically not emotionally.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858338
This is why I'm going to give her a chance, she's definitely exhausted and not thinking straight but it's a major fuckup to let him back in just like that

[Anonymous No.]

>>49857429
It's everything, her feeling bad, some fuckhead being treated as if he was special, people being retarded

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858383
It is nothing like that analogy you retard

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858391
you're the sociopath here who can't fucking empathize with her or this whole situation. stop thinking about yourself for one minute and maybe you'll get your head out of your ass

[Anonymous No.]

Did she unfollow him or something? I thought I saw it go down before he locked it.

[Anonymous No.]

she would do the same for you if you fucked up like he did, that doesn't mean you need to do it
instead of proving her right prove her wrong

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858467
i locked it for obvious reasons. youre not going to see me in her list if i lock my twitter im pretty sure

[Anonymous No.]

>>49853349
Please tell me who you were watching instead

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858214
She logistically speaking cannot care about every one of us individually as people. In the end isn't every party just starved for attention and substituting for meaningful relationships? It seems to be a beneficial thing, though, to some degree for some people, especially for her who has even less hope than most of us of leading a normal life. I think she honestly just needs to abandon the idea of the individual husband; don't give the people that leave undue attention, and don't pretend it's still possible to individually care about every single person in chat.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858438
I can empathize with her. But he will do it again, and it will be a vicious cycle of this same bullshit. That's why I'm pissed that they reconnected. Because it means not only did everyone have to go through this today, but we will have to go through it again in the future. People who do this always rebound on it again. Things will be fine for a bit, and then he will start it up again.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858258
Me too, man, me too. I won't become anti or some shitter, but this situation is really upset me. Selfish traitors continue to get all attention points, while those, who really cares, stays ignored and "must shut up"... Fuck this moralists

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858523
what, so you can go harass them? fuck off. the only person who you guys should rightfully hate is me for being an idiot

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858492
But I wouldn't be deserving of forgiveness and I have enough self-awareness to know it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858550
holy ESL

[Anonymous No.]

Damn this is the workout motivation I needed for today. Can't believe we are made out to be bad guys by that asshole. Naïve Shondo got gaslight into actually believing in that. I'm so damn mad I feel like I will set new personal record today. Don't forget to turn your anger into gains anons

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858554
I'm glad to see you still have some sense in you and are not a full blown retard.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858492
Ok I've calmed down a bit, I won't be come an anti.
I'll take a break for the rest of the day and check in on her later.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858554
how do you feel about her re-following you?

[Anonymous No.]

So does she still hate all of us 4chan users except the one guy here that emotionally manipulated her?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858554
i hope you know the girl who you were watching instead has a boyfriend, used to hate on lolis and has collabed with males multiple times

[Anonymous No.]

It's taking every ounce of willpower not to do something to hurt her

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858679
Don't hurt her today, control yourself and maybe you won't need to hurt her tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858492
no, she wouldn't. she clearly has a special attachment to certain viewers. she's not even following me. she wouldn't notice if i went anywhere else. she doesn't love everyone equally no matter how much she insists on it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858658
World is an unfair place my friend. Us being here automatically makes us the bad guys. Not that I can blame her for that, this site indeed is very malicious, but still it makes me sad that she thinks higher of him than us. He is a 4channer too

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858658
bit of a stretch, just sounds like she only said we as a collective would move on before long

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858679
Don't lash out at her please, it will only make this situation worse and you won't get anything you want out of it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858554
im willing to believe your word that you're just a retarded autist d******, but show some fucking sincerity from hereon forward. for the love of god, please learn how to use your fucking words correctly, and don't cheat.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858711
I'm going to wait for shadow weekend to be over before doing anything, if I end up doing anything at all

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858535
right, exactly. she could do that when she was smaller, but it's no longer possible and she needs to recognize and accept that before she hurts even more people.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858644
i mean, shes important to me, and i thought i lost everything with her. so, on one hand im glad that shes okay with me staying and understands that i was just being autistic. i didnt think she was going to forgive me when i overstepped my bounds and supported others too closely but she told me to just tone it down, because obviously shes the most important to me. i dont know whats going to happen the next time i show my face in her stream and discord, but i trust her when she says that 4chan will find a reason to hate everyone and that it wont matter

[Anonymous No.]

Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded. Cheaters keep getting rewarded.
Its all so fucking tiresome

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858554
No I'm really curious I want to see

[Anonymous No.]

Imagine wanting more attention so you can explain yourself to her lmao

"uuuuu I'm sorry, I'm so insanely retarded that I despite how long I've been supporting you, I somehow thought dropping you was what you wanted wifey!! uuuuuu"

Go piss up a rope. No one is falling for this shit. You are getting the exact reaction to expect from her by "dropping her."
There is nothing to explain Dick Hole.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49856452
>if she's unironically becoming suicidal because one of her viewers watches other streamers too she should probably step away from streaming and focus on her mental health. she has 87k husbands. expecting all of them to follow her extremely strict non-stated rules will not happen.
Shondo is taking things a bit extreme but this concept isn't really that odd.
I've remember some flesh streamer once talking about how he once got a message from a viewer ages ago that talks about how much they enjoyed his stream. He didn't notice the message for a while but when he did he really appreciated it. But then curiosity got the best of him and he looked up the viewer. He found out that the viewer doesn't follow him anymore and it actually made him a little sad.
This isn't to justify her actions, more so to show how this behavior to some extent can be more common than you think.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858672
who fucking cares man, theyre just nice people who are entertaining. not everyone has to be literally shondo

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858554
Heh, you really think that's how retribution works? So, you can take all this openly and won't get backstab instead (like you did with many people)? Naive idiot

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858722
>>49858658
how the fuck did you get that from her words? all she said is we're gonna move on (presumably, since the retard who told us doesn't exactly has the best track with understanding what she says)
calm the fuck down

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858711
She needs to learn somehow because she doesn't even understand how this affects us.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858492
>>49858712
nobody wants to admit it but I think honestly as a longer time viewer he's right, but I think the problem mostly just lies in the expectation that everyone would be treated equal
it's only natural you trust people when they've been around longer, and shondo craves individualized attention much like we do, as well as her craving a smaller more trustworthy crowd that she can be more comfortable around
so many things she does reinforces this, alt accounts, subs only, all these little purity tests that she uses to natural cleave out a subset of the fanbase for these reasons
the bright side? just stick around long enough and be a good boy, you'll end up there easily enough, and especially so if you do art and shit
but yeah it is kind of an uphill battle for new husbands I imagine

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858759
She's important enough to try to get on her good side, but not important enough to care and actually put forth effort?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858759
Damn man now you are just trolling, I refuse to believe she would alienate a lot of her regulars that use 4chan just to comfort you. I just don't understand how don't you feel bad by gaslighting her just to go back. You are using her attachment issues man and that's not cool

[Anonymous No.]

I hope we can let this die with the thread and not shit up /uoh/ or /lig/

[Anonymous No.]

I can't believe some of the shit I've been reading in these last few threads. You guys are actually fucked in the head. She is clearly mentally unsound and needs help. This pseudo-cult-relationship she has with her viewers can't last forever and will one day culminate with her seriously harming herself. You are just further enforcing it. I genuinely hope she finds some actual friends to help her get out of this terrible mind state/life style.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858804
Not him but what would harassing some random 2view accomplish other than making shondo look bad? I assume the 2view doesn't know the situation with him.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858791
you care since you whaled so much you are literally a vip in her chat and flirt with her while shondo streams

[Anonymous No.]

But hey, keep replying to the anons who are menhera and not explaining anything properly. Keep getting easy points while ignoring the criticisms highlighting why you're a piece of shit that needs to leave so you can feel justified. You are such a fucking snake.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858868
>This pseudo-cult-relationship she has with her viewers can't last forever
And why is that? It will last as long as she wants it to last.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858868
what do you expect when she plays it into and encourages it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858845
Hurting her doesn't mean she will learn though, if anything it might make things worse. Like kicking a wounded dog, it might bite back.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858851
i'm not a new husband, anon. i've been subbed for close to 2 years now. i completely agree and accept that she can't treat everyone equally, but the solution for that is to simply stop pretending she can. that's the issue here. it makes people feel fucking worthless when they're not receiving any of this love that supposedly everyone is supposed to get. feel free to say it's a skill issue all you want if you want to easily dismiss what i say, i just wish she'd stop putting those expectations on people.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858722
>this site indeed is very malicious
>>49858759
>4chan will find a reason to hate everyone

this is pissing me off. i genuinely believe that this website is way more human than most other mainstream spaces where people are constantly forced to be passive-aggressive and bottle their hatred up because of draconian moderation, so that instead of just saying what they mean and moving on, they have to quietly hold grudges, be tense, and full of active malice inside.
and yet only 4chan has this stereotype of being some evil "internet hate machine" just because of superficial appearances.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858985
theres pros and cons to an unfiltered anonymous message board. its not like this is the perfect communication medium at all. people can easily troll or spam a certain thing to make it stick

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858940
>>49858924
SHE'S MENTALLY ILL, ANON. WHY is that so hard for some of you to understand? not everything is some calculated ploy in an RP for her entertainment. is it because the term mental illenss doesn't mean anything anymore? so you don't actually understand what it is?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858974
This, it's only going to get worse over time as she grows. That being said I doubt she'll ever stop stalking people and getting one guy'd into mental breakdowns. Despite what she might say she definitely is both a physical AND emotional masochist.

[Anonymous No.]

While it is impossible for her to care about everyone equally, I do think that even if you aren't there now if you do care that much about her and are willing to be patient you can eventually reach that point. I think a lot of you want instant gratification. Even in just the short while I've been here I've slowly become more and more recognized by her in various ways. If you lash out its just going to kill any progress you've made. It is an uphill battle but the point is to prove yourself.

[Anonymous No.]

She needs someone who was there as long as that asshole to tell her what's happening actually. She is being gaslight hard and if you don't tell her you are as bad as him.

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could sleep this off but there's no way I get any sleep tonight I'm too angry

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858985
she brought up a gift 4chan made on her birthday stream and thanked us
you believe a word of a retard who misunderstood her saying she doesn't want him to cheat and cheated on her the next day

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858868
You really do not need to be virtue signalling when you do not actually understand the situation in full. Go back to whatever thread you came from.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859029
Anon... I am also mentally ill.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859029
GUESS WHAT THE PEOPLE OBSESSING OVER HER AND CALLING HER THEIR WIFE UNIRONICALLY ARE MENTALLY ILL TOO YOU FUCKING RETARD

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858884
I'm not talking about these 2views, especially since he doesn't carry about them much. But that how he tries to take all responses to itself shows, how really autistic he is. Of course, if anybody (maybe me, maybe someone else) tries to settle scores, they will do this most unexpected and backstubing ways.
And, of course, it will be done not from Shondo related accounts, heh

[Anonymous No.]

>>49858974
Not a big chatter? I don't know, I won't try to diagnose your problem but yeah my point was more or less that. I just kind of assumed it was newer husbands complaining. Maybe there's some other quality that naturally segments the fanbase too, or it's utterly arbitrary. Point being, she really desires the individual attention and small devoted audience and should be upfront.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859055
Do what that other anon said and use the anger to work out or something. Even if you are a string bean or something pushups and situps can help take your mind off things and help clear your mind a bit

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859151
Fucked up my knee a bit doing squats this week. Maybe will go for a long walk to stretch it out. Maybe get hit by a bus if I'm lucky

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859035
I don't know what to feel sometimes as someone who's "in there" in the broadest sense. I sometimes think it'd be for the better if it were more equal but I think she might go insane if she can't pretend to be a 2view now and again.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859060
>us
I doubt anyone in this thread has ever contributed anything constructive, let alone to Shondo. The choice to impotently cry and seethe rather than work towards making her feel better is proof of that >>49857211

[Anonymous No.]

>>49844676

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859225
It's impressive how horribly things have imploded

[Anonymous No.]

I feel like of everyone here I'm keeping a cool head but also I could be working on reps to actually make a positive impact on her mood and instead I've been here procrastinating going to bed by trying to reason with schizo anons.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859249
she did say she was going to overthink things

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859206
you can contribute all you want and she's still going to give others more attention in her dm's.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859255
I don't even know who's who or what's what anymore, it all spiraled into a mess

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859301
I'm not the guest of honor don't worry

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859249
I was really seriously happy. I was going to go to bed peacefully. I stayed up for almost 3 hours longer just feeling my heart sink lower and lower and drinking. I feel bad for her, I feel bad about myself, I hate someone I barely know and I just want a hug.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859289
and beg them to hurt her more

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859289
I don't DM her, she's stated recently that she the amount of DMs she gets every day weighs heavily on her, especially the ones that are paragraphs of trauma dumping. I choose to not contribute to that

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859331
Nade nade I'm in the same boat, 5am here and I am on the verge of tears. I wish I didn't care, I want to go back to my old apathetic self

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859035
I know I'm new-ish and not completely there yet, but I've always had a growth mindset with her and will get there someday soon. I was worried the door was closed at first but I'm gonna make it

[Anonymous No.]

uuu shes not giving attention to me but the traumadumpers and cheaters uuu!!!!
how about you step back for a fucking second and appreciate that you didn't make her sad or upset? stop being fucking jealous of negative attention, you fucking closet antis.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859403
>Do your reps and I'll love you so much
>Cheaters just leave forever
She continues to lie and proving antis right every time

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859453
just because she doesn't fucking cry on twitter over you doesn't mean she doesn't love you, autistic fuck. learn to appreciate what you have.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859403
Its more complicated than that anon. I don't want her to be sad or upset. I don't want there to be a precedent for bad things to happen to her for negative attention. I want her to not give attention to the traumadumpers and cheaters so that she is protected, and I want her to give attention to positive things so that people will be inclined to do more positive things for her instead.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859453
fwiw she absolutely gushes over art, I can't think of anything she does for abusive husbands that compares
still tragic she gives them attention at all, but it won't make me an anti, this shit's the same as DMs and I've been a good boy with those content with that I'm not hurting her

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859403
Eh kinda sucks that she appreciates people like that more. The only decent guy in her DMs in probably that kid Soler, sucks that he stopped. He actually made her happy unlike other ones.

[Anonymous No.]

All this shit is why I had to move on to others. A friend of mine was the one who sent the three page maro trauma dump. Just seeing this shit proves moving on was the right decision. His mental health couldn't handle it and neither can mine. I was a long time follower and never got an ounce of the obsession or care this dude did. Never even a follow back. Not being one of her favorites will just burn you in the end. At least the 2views feel obligated to pay attention to you. It's turning in hololive: extra mentally ill edition. Sorry Shadow if you do lurk here, unless you want suicides on your hand some of these mentally ill dudes need to step the fuck out and focus on other things, myself included. Maybe Im just worn out dealing with the maro schizo...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859331
Things seem to have calmed down so take a break get some rest and see what happens later i guess

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859499
and you know she's mentally ill, she will forever reinforce her own schizo thoughts more than anyone else can, and there is no fixing her. maybe this was a good event, maybe some people were in dire need of filtering

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859528
I've been realizing over the last few days that I've made her my everything in life and when she gets like this I'm completely mental broken. I need to find other things I love just as much as her

[Anonymous No.]

now he just puts her oshi marks back like nothing happend?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859528
>At least the 2views feel obligated to pay attention to you
It's not a guarantee, just a heads up.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859543
I don't think that's the right attitude to have when you care about someone. Shondo is not hopeless.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859573
well even if you're replying to bait I think you're touching on something important
don't wrap your whole mental up in someone who's this unstable, and find more things in your life to give you stability

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859528
>At least the 2views feel obligated to pay attention to you
You're just setting yourself up for the same scenario a few years down the line with a different person. You've learned nothing. If you recognize the problem then you should stop altogether.

[Anonymous No.]

Someone dm wheelchairuser69 and tell him to talk some sense into her. She needs a male perspective on things

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859589
It's not the attitude i'd like to have, but over the years i've come to learn that in these relationships, there is no fixing. all you can do is try to be a positive influence, but you shouldn't expect her to get "fixed" by your actions.
and some people really really struggle with accepting this, and you're only going to get hurt if you can't. so if you feel like you can't handle that, don't get too attached

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859543
Some of her fans are mentally ill too, just like darkcuck or whoever the fuck he was, the ptsd guy from the other day, and the maro schizo. If it was really about care and not obsession the fans would care equally but they dont. Its an unhealthy and imbalanced relationship that's gonna result in deaths. Yet at this point I doubt she'd even notice them unless they're in her DMs or paying a ton like the darkhal dude. How many husbands have dipped that she didnt give two shits about? I think Shondo is great as they come streamer wise, but if anything half of us leaving would be better for her in the long run.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859528
>A friend of mine was the one who sent the three page maro trauma dump.
What the fuck was he even upset about from here?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859543
she's not the only one who's lonely or mentally ill, what do you not understand about that?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859573
>>49859609
It's literally not bait I'm as mentally ill as the rest of you, and a long time shondo fan, but dealing with the dude suicide bombing her maros and now this. I've realized that is isnt good for my mental health at all. Find something you love that will actually fulfill you, then come back to shondo. At least then it wont be all that you have when she leaves you behind.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859589
NTA, I've spent over a year trying to offer whatever I could to help her, she's improved a lot, but it's basically only been whenever she reaches a conclusion herself. She's among the most stubborn people on this earth. It's just moot, and I keep trying even despite it. If anyone will ever get to her it'll probably be the barbie girls or her family.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859609
Ill stick around for her, but I think the best thing I can do is stop replying to her tweets or talking in chat much.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859588
>>49859619
Eh bro, you're fucking way right on this one. Neppie, Miu, Chromu, whatever mentally unstable girl you latch on to wont do you any better unless you've been in her DMs from the get go like some. Idk, I aint got much else better in my life, but guard your hearts shondophrenics, she needs to as well

[Anonymous No.]

like i said a few threads ago i will follow her into the abyss no matter what it takes

[Anonymous No.]

Okay so what we've learned tonight is that it is open season to be menhera and retarded to a point that your hearing and reading comprehension is questionable.

And that you can just be rewarded with the most attention I've ever seen someone get (aside from her artist favorites who put in actual work and effort) because, lo and behold, it actually worked?

Shondo are you being fucking for real right now that Dick Hole expected no other outcome than exactly what has happened?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859672
Someone attacked him and told him to kill himself over cheating when he wasnt. Man he's a literal schizo like Shondo except the paranoid kind do you think it makes a difference what was said. I love him and he's my bro, but being ignored by her is what pushed it. It was his illness that caused it, nothing else.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859753
same, i've already attached my life to shon. ill stick around through everything, and if she ever dies, that'll be it!

[Anonymous No.]

I will now only cheat on my alt twitch account.

[Anonymous No.]

also dear fucking god, i know she never does, but im extra paranoid about her reading thread this time. if there is a god, please, don't let her read this ever

[Anonymous No.]

Something that I've never understood is how Shondo can be like this when, in her own words, she's not GFE. I don't think I've ever seen any other streamer have this big of a hang-up over regulars abandoning them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859859
Maybe she'll see how retard shes being letting that fucker back in

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859876
She just doesn't like labels like that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859859
>>49859888
She reads these threads, last stream she was literally quoting anons from the past 2 threads.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859876
she only says she's not GFE because she doesn't want to be advertised as GFE and people be disappointed that it's not the crux of her content
also I could imagine her saying something cheeky like it's not an experience and I'm your real wife

[Anonymous No.]

im a tourist, but my vtuber shut herself off emotionally from her fans because one artfag dude cheated on her and then left, figure your shit out with your oshi and make sure she doesn't hold the rest of you accountable for the actions of assholes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859859
she deserves it for only caring about specific people who paypig the most

[Anonymous No.]

Goodnight /shon/ I hope I don't see you until Wednesday

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859938
Thanks Tourist-kun, we appreciate it. I'll do my best.

[Anonymous No.]

reading all this is giving me a sinking feeling about how things are going to go from here
I'm glad this is shadow weekend because if she had to stream tomorrow I'm not sure what would happen

[Anonymous No.]

Going to go jack off to her guro and think of beating the shit out of her

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860003
I don't know what will happen next time the retard types in chat, I hope it's a shit show

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860039
I will make it a shitshow.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859976
you're right. goodnite shon, i fucking hate most of you antis, but some of you are cool. not coming back here until wednesday, bye!

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860069
You're not funny nor cute.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860003
Something has to break eventually. There will always be long-time regulars that leave, it's a statistical inevitability.

[Anonymous No.]

Boy am I glad I'm a lurker she doesn't care about, holy shit.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860003
What do you mean you're glad? Tomorrow would be the best time to have the community speak against this faggot.
Oh but I'm sure this wasn't timed either, right?
Naaaaahhh just a coincidence that she'd be going into Shadow Weekend after pulling a stunt for attention.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860180
Giwtwm
She cares just a little bit about me which hurts so much more than not knowing about me

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860205
She wants (You) to go menhera for her and she got her wish.

[Anonymous No.]

"is it reallt love if she does not make you insane???"

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859688
The other thing is, she has a huge network of people to turn to for support whenever she wants. Her fans, her mods, other vtubers, her family. I and a lot of other people that are alone and with mental illness have no one. When we feel insecure or whatever, we sit in the dark with those thoughts. We don't get forgiven for the crazy shit we dump onto twitter. I feel like she might take that for granted. Even if its from strangers that instant re-assurance would do wonders for someone doubting themselves.

[Anonymous No.]

I pray to God that she's asleep now, she needs it more than ever.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860317
Seriously. She has more emotional support than the majority of people, most guys with similar levels of trauma get fucking nothing but shit. But she still has her menhera bullshit breakdown and ignores everyone else

[Anonymous No.]

Just remember darkkal she will never love you the same way again even if she said she wanted you back. You are now a pariah and you will leave again once you notice things have changed

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860317
>>49860433
Yeah, my support is a couple of guys on Discord reacting to my posts.

[Anonymous No.]

What we learned from today is that it's okay to cheat if you apologies after that, and she will think even greater of you after it. Don't hate darkhal, hate the game. He played it right and now Shondo will allow him to DM her non stop since he can't show face in public chat.

It's unfair but as she always says, "It is what it is"

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860459
That's how the game is played but I'm too much of a pussy to hurt her like that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860459
These types of games are for women and gays

[Anonymous No.]

i love her but this shit hurts so much i cant stop crying

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860459
Bro please you're making it worse. I understand how awful it feels and that you're angry but you won't feel better with spite and retribution. I have not and would not ever try to be this understanding with people on 4chan but with shondo's community it's different. If you care please don't be destructive.

[Anonymous No.]

she has to know what people are feeling, but I think most of you are far to irrational and emotional right now, and I don't think even if it came from someone with a cool head that it would be best to try to talk to her about it unless she brings it up first

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860309
>shondolight
>shondokeep
>shondoboss

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860560
ok wifey

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860560
The fact that he basically leaked dms here is one of the more fucked up things. Got her trust back instantly and then broke it while speaking with her. I wish someone who has been around longer than me could talk to her and let her know what a problem he is

[Anonymous No.]

Jesus what a shitshow

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860549
Nah she thrives from shit like this. Past few days she was posting shit how lonely she feels always and this guy used that right. She likes drama despite what she says. From what darkhal posted here we saw that she was comforting him and pandering by talking shit about others to make him feel better.

No matter how you look at this if she keeps him in community you will always know who her favorite is. She cut some people from community for way less in the past, which shows just how special this guy is

[Anonymous No.]

Told you guys cheaters needed to be outed.
Now it got too shitty and this situation erupted.
Never question me again.
All cheaters need to be stoned.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860718
Fine with that honestly

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860718
>All cheaters need to be stoned.
Except she'll probably call us 4chan poopyheads and bullies if we go after her golden boy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860690
like who? people who left and didn't express wanting to come back?
she's always been a doormat that gives people too many second chances

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860690
Ok then leave. Move on. If you know she's awful, leave her alone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860718
Well he outed himself and only profited. Good for him, but it makes me jealous and spiteful.

[Anonymous No.]

sorry name dropping anon you were right all along fuck you for namedropping me

[Anonymous No.]

Literally all she had to do was go to bed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860804
>shondo
>sleeping
Anon...

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860796
At this point I don't know who you're talking about since we went through the whole list the past 5 threads.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860804
And purge the faggot.

[Anonymous No.]

you guys really don't need to be commenting about this on your twitters, but maybe that just goes to show shondo is wrong that this will be contained in 4chan and forgotten quickly

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860832
feels good to have evaded the list then

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860768
Nah despite what I say I can't do what he did. I'm here as long as he is but unlike him I wouldn't be able to gaslight her. It's just me going schizo by noticing how used and lied she is being.

The guy literally documented everything she was DMing him and she probably won't even know about it since she doesn't use 4chan. That's what makes me mad. She is being naïve trusting a manipulator.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860832
it's ok if you don't know who i am

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860839
It's kinda pointless since she won't do anything about it, she won't get rid of her golden boy now that she said she forgave him.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860868
Yea she is stubborn as hell. Not that it's a bad thing in most cases, but in this one she won't back down even if she realizes that she was manipulated.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860839
She didn't need to be commenting about this on her twitter either if we're putting it that way.

[Anonymous No.]

She was already getting withdrawals from the last time and wanted another drama dose
Thank you for complying with her wishes

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860920
Except this time it's with her husbands not antis, although the line's starting to blur.

[Anonymous No.]

this might filter a few of the newfags

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860970
oh boy isnt that just the silver lining
who cares

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860970
And leave bootlickers behind?

[Anonymous No.]

low effort bait, like she wanted drama for that post kek

[Anonymous No.]

>>49860970
this seems like the type of thing newfags wouldn't care about

[Anonymous No.]

>>49859876
thats because she isnt GFE. this is real for her. GFE is something you pay for but both of you know the boundries. shondo is someone you love and who loves you back for real. its more like GF without the E.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861020
Well, she is a woman.

[Anonymous No.]

Prepare for eclipse /shon/ anons

[Anonymous No.]

The word 'wife' keeps popping up in my head every time I think of Shondo, I was not filtered even if I went menhera with rage for a bit.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861020
>was already talking to the person directly via DM
>publicly vague tweets anyways
Sure.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861201
dont make memes about this that's some bvtm shit

[Anonymous No.]

I want to force Shondo to sleep with a gut punch.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861246
Just stating the facts there. Khal got his win and will just get closer to her now that he has good enough excuse to DM her all the time. It's up to you guys if it's gonna end that way or not.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861380
I will create a shitshow with a bunch of alts.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861397
Eh doubt that's gonna do anything. The only one who can help her see all the gaslighting is someone who was there as long as khal or longer. Otherwise she will just discard it as hate

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861425
No no no, I just want to make Darkkal feel unwelcomed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861445
you shouldn't announce it he is always /here/

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861445
he's in this thread, genius.

[Anonymous No.]

I can't belive shondo is actually cucking all of us

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861492
>>49861478
so?

[Anonymous No.]

>>49861445
Why would he care, if I got treated as good as him by Shondo I others have to say. No one is here because of community, they are here for Shondo. The best scenario I could imagine is everyone leaving her and me being the only viewer so I don't have to share with you guys.