Okay, fuck it.
I've had the worst sleep ever. I always sleep late, and my brain never shuts the fuck up if I ever try to sleep early.
I came across Hololive. I came across Holo EN. I checked out some of the streams, got a feel for what each girl was about, at least a rough idea. This one likes to draw, this one likes to play shooter games, this one likes to sing, that sort of thing.
And then I came across Ame's sleepy ASMR stream.
I listened. And I couldn't stop listening, I couldn't get enough. I think I fell completely and madly in love right then and there. I actually slept soundly for the first time in forever. Because... she felt so warm and loving and comforting. This was the gamer girl I thought, the one that does the silly gremlin sounds and she's salty. And she did do that, but she's more than that.
Since then I've only mainly watched Ame, but I do watch the others occasionally. And I've been so glad for her lately, because her outfit reveal stream was creative and adorable and knocked it out of the park, showed off her improved singing chops with her public karaoke that night, and she had the talk show/podcast thing the week after, she's just done a lot lately that's very creative and it feels like she's thriving.
This is despite set backs like her move, her ISP, her allergies and sickness, she just pulls through.
I just really love it when she speaks softly, like how she did during Kiara's stream the other day and Ina's stream today, or the Members Zatsu on Monday.
Point is, I just love Amelia Watson so fucking much, bros.