Risuna/Risunapple

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A thread dedicated to the discussion of risunas and sometimes Beatani. When are they streaming? How are they doing? Are they schizos?yah

>Draw risuna
#1日1リスナ

>Who is Risuna?
https://xphill.com/

>Booru:
http://clover.club/post

>Risuna footsteps:
https://102716.xyz/query

>Risuna maker:
http://clover.club/risunamaker/

>Risuna fics
https://rentry.org/dadfics

>Risunas you can watch:
https://pastebin.com/Rjwb43gF

>Last thread
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>>36811125
fucking finally shes gone fuck yeah

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>>36811125
the 500th /yah/ >>36794247
for archive purposes

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since when is this board slow as shit the previous thread is taking forever to die

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>>36811786
Risuna doesn't want to let go

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>>36801399
Membear Limited Stream Live2D Tutorial 1 here:
https://mega.nz/folder/aKQCUZ7Z#cxaNHNgcevABLwGGGHhH4Q

Tutorial 2 will finish downloading in about half an hour, so it'll be uploaded in an hour, an hour and a half. Same folder.

If anyone's got a link to the assets, I'd appreciate it. I'd swear I have at the very least Risunapple, if not also male Risuna, saved somewhere, but I can't find them, and they're not in my recent Live2D files. If I find them or get linked to them, I'll add the zips (or psds or whatever they were) to the folder.

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can't wait for the vista aero project haha

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Reminder that she wasn't sure about completely ceasing all activities but retardads pushed her into this.

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Are you surprised about which dads made it to the end and which didn't?

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>>36812142
Found and uploaded risunapple.psd. But I don't have male Risuna, so if anyone's got it, please share. I can't find it in the video descriptions either, I don't remember if she linked the assets in her previous twitter or how we were meant to obtain them.

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>>36812418
come on, if you're so sure, spam her email to see if changes anything, it was obvious that she didn't want to do streams anymore.

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>>36812774
IIRC they were member only community posts

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>>36812418
You're just going to smear shit all over the walls until the end, aren't you?

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>>36811384

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>>36812888
You're right. Thanks anon. Fuck Susan, member posts aren't in chronological order for some reason.

normal_listener.psd uploaded. Also, tutorial 2 being uploaded. Give me half an hour.

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So long gay bear

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSoJg_yQ2X4

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>>36813113
She did seem to be on the fence about it

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I wonder what the moment she made her final decision was

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>>36813282
I'm going to watch this in a few months and kill myself

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i dont wanna lie dads, for me the beginning of the end started since january but the end of yakuza felt like an end too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdoRdhG_HnE&t=921s

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>>36813480
From the start

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>>36813480
During the last stream

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>>36813480
Apparently, coming back from vacation and seeing us being codependent.

>>36813492
Just wait a year to make sure. It took Gura about that long to isekai.

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>>36813480
after her birthday

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>>36813572
>Apparently, coming back from vacation and seeing us being codependent.
What makes you think that?

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>>36813480
sometime after dirty dog

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>>36813668
What she said in the stream.

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>>36813712
was too busy crying, what did she say?

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>>36813754
she only said she was surprised that many dads were still waiting for her even after the long break

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I haven't been catching all her streams recently and I really regret it now.

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>>36813480
well it was probably around the same time she started the lore arc considering how it's the conclusion to the xphill project but my memory is too fuzzy to make any claims

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>>36813754
She thought we'd drop during the hiatus, but we were instead stronger than ever, so she felt bad about not uploading content.

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>>36813668
>>36813712
>>36813754
>>36813480
>I wonder what the moment she made her final decision was
once she was forced to make changes in her life due to the need to change the job
probably has to do with other real life responsibilities too... there was nothing that dads could have done to prevent this

but this also means that there is a very slim chance, that she might return at some point in the future

>>36813572
>>36813832
>Apparently, coming back from vacation and seeing us being codependent.
she felt bad about having to end things because people still want to watch her

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is it normal just to watch the ceiling in silence? ive been doing that for a few hours now and i dont feel like getting up for the toilet or food

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>>36813887
>but this also means that there is a very slim chance, that she might return at some point in the future
She should keep all her stuff up in case she wants to come back

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>>36814177
She is deleting accounts to stop the temptation to come back

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>>36814225
But why? She should come back if she wants to.

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>>36814267
see >>36813887
>once she was forced to make changes in her life due to the need to change the job
>probably has to do with other real life responsibilities too

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>>36814267
She knows it's not what she really wants to do in her heart, it would only be to see dads and not pursue her creative interests. We've been on borrowed time this whole year but she's ripping off the bandage and not looking back.

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>>36814225
She's also keeping the important things (the channel and twitter).

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come be drunk and sing and cry with me daddochamas

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https://www.twitch.tv/mazokutrueno

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I still don't believe it's the end

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>>36814637
Hearing infernalchama tearing up just make me sad... ;_;;;

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>>36812142
Tutorial 2 uploaded.
https://mega.nz/folder/aKQCUZ7Z#cxaNHNgcevABLwGGGHhH4Q

>>36814637
Sorry dadchama. I was there for a couple songs, but I can't think about this any longer. I'm off to play nikke or I'm seriously gonna end up on a rope tonight.
Thanks for the tribute though.

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>>36815499
Or, alright, I'm staying from I'm Not OK, but I'm off to Nikke after it.

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>>36815498
he's trying his best to sing through the pain for dads...

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Don't Speak tore my fucking heart out

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>>36815499
I'm not mzt but the poster above me probably is

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>recovering from a nasty cold
>likely can't even sing Baka Mitai like I wanted before sunday

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8UYhz9Lwqs

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>>36814532
I'll just be drunk, I can't watch that

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I was really hoping we could have celebrated christmas

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>>36815899
Christmas, New Year's, 2nd annibearsary so many things to look forward to

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>>36815945
when she joked that she would be around for another 5 more years I believed it hahahaha

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>>36799000
>>36799008
>The moment dads realized that she was leaving for real and it wasn't actually doomposting anymore

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Congratulations!
This is what you wanted

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I really wanted her to not leave yet... and be mad and accuse her of menhera bipolar gold digger fishing for PO box... it would've been better than this

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The more it sinks in the more it hurts

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>>36816121

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>>36816182
She really had to snub Kaniko and Nyatani like that

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whywhywhy??????????????????

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my head hurts and my tears bleed, I'm going to take a bath, good night.

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>>36816567
I'm gonna take a bath too, but I was trying to support our risuna first.

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>>36464140

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it starts to smell really bad and i almost barfed twice now but this ceiling sure is nice

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her favorite dads left so she did too

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>>36816652
>>36816740
Fuck off cunt

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yntDx4Y4baw

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I missed it

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>>36816977
There's a VOD but I wouldn't be able to sit through it. I just wanted it to end. I hated it.

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>>36816977
Don't miss the next one

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Dads are we doing a kudoboard or padlet or anything?

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>>36817100
You should set it up. I'll at least leave a message. Not sure if I'll draw something, since I'm not an artdad.

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matane beabea. It's been a wild ride

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>>36817100
no, I doubt she wants one, she said she wanted to do something herself as a farewell.

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dads, Do you want to make a padlet ? idk if it's a good idea

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>>36817203
It's not her decision, it's our decision

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>sunday comes
>last video ever is a stream of her having sex with her dadbf to nuke everything from youtube

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If I fall asleep can someone post a clip/timestamp for the song MZT said he is saving for later that is very sad and dedicated to the funny internet bear? It's getting late for me.

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>>36817311
If the VOD survives I will

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>>36817341
Thank you, I appreciate it.

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>>36817100
>>36817246
yes do it

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>>36815945
She said she may open up a PO Box again this year for Christmas. There just wouldn't be a stream. I hope she does though, she's done her best this year and deserves a present from Dad.

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>>36817383
ok, wait

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>>36817428
That wasn't what she said at all. Listen again. It would be for special physical requests only given in secret by email. You're welcome to do that, but it's not an open invitation for all of us to mail whatever we feel like.

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he's singing with beatani. it's too much. i am in misery

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I'm thinking of the dad that said he never missed a karaoke and he never would. It looks like he kept his promise.

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>>36817675
Is that dad me? Did I say that? Well I've never missed one, at least.

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>>36817675
who?

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>>36817708
I think it was st**r but not sure

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>>36817744
oh okay i thought i said something similar but im not him

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Please write something nice
https://pst.klgrth.io/paste/f4995

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

i'm going to miss her so badly

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this is the padlet>>36817908 gomen

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>>36817971
blessed god that you were not there in the early days to bother us, you were only a minor nuisance in the last few days.

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>OHADAYO! My dream is getting out of XP hill and getting 3D body to dance!
I hope she will shitpost and dance in 3d for us in the end

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test?? write something better dads!!! can someone post the padlet in the discord for me?

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This is my last request I will ever ask of you dads. Do not engage with the poster 5 posts above mine for the next 7 days. Do not talk about him. Do not give him a you. Do not refer to him without giving him a you. Do not give him any attention. Pretend he doesn't exist. If it helps, filter his posts. If you could do just that one simple thing for me, it would mean a lot to many of us. I will not refer to him again regardless of how you respond to him. So just please... it's all I ask. Let our community fade away into obscurity in peace without some attention grabbing idiot.

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>>36818073
I doubt it very much but whatever she prepares for us is fine.
>>36818154
ok dad, sorry

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

>>36818154
i will donate $$ on her grad stream just bc of this post

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>>36818073
Do you think she will use that weird cat model?

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>>36818276
I'm curious to see what she has in store for Sunday. I hope that it ends with a final Clover Club, whether it's karaoke stream or not.

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>>36818276
My hope is there is low poly Bea but idk. Now I'm thinking of the New Year's resolution I made that I'll never be able to talk with her about. Fuck it hurts

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>>36818305
>final clover club
oh god oh fuck it will completetly torn us inside i feel the pain already

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>>36818313
Do you want to talk to me about it? I'm asking sincerely. I'm obviously not bea.

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Think I just passed out from my own smell and I've heard the doorbell ringing a few times but I just can't stop staring at this ceiling

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>>36818305
>>36818333
hearing her sing clover club for the last time would devastate me

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>>36818366
It's the only correct way to say goodbye. Followed by a corner bear.

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Please write something nice for bea dads !
https://pst.klgrth.io/paste/f4995

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>>36818334
I don't know how much it matters but I learned a decent bit of 3d modeling

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>>36818337
Don't choke on your vomit daddochama we need you to be there on Sunday

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>>36818396
the last corner bear, I don't think I'm ready to watch it.

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>ggn sisters graduate
>feel very sad
>at least bea still streams
>days later

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>>36818462
>no please subscribe to me
>no corner bear
>fade to black
I want rope asap

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>>36818484
>ggn sisters graduate
who??

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>>36818497
it hurts my soul just to think about it

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>>36818501
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/Go!_Go!_Nippon!_Live_With_You!

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A padlet has been made for all those dads and risunas that want to write something nice for bea!!
https://pst.klgrth.io/paste/f4995

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Do you think it'd be weird if I asked her to use the Bea 1.0 model one last time?

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With MZT about to start singing Plastic Love, just like Bea, and with the possibly final update to the Beatani Sings playlist, it had me thinking. Would any dads be interested in me sharing my favorite versions of some of our beloved bears songs? I already had very similar music tastes with Bea. I could just list my own favorites, or if you had any requests, I could pull those too. This would just be for nostalgia purposes.
So if, for example, Bea Plastic Love makes you feel nostalgic, I would say would suggest this version:
https://youtu.be/ZFBJ-6a8ne8
Maybe im just drunk and this is a retarded idea.

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>>36818551
I have no idea, I wasn't kidding when I said I was only watching bea.

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>>36818589
How do I write something there it just shows the messages for me

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>>36818628
I'm too sad and drunk right now

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>>36818651
Click the + in the bottom right corner

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>>36818661
Then answer me tomorrow if you want to answer me seriously.

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>>36818590
no, it would be nice to see it for the last time

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

fwiw i posted something

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>>36818484
I'm not feeling so well, traveler

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>>36818628
I'm too sad and too sober right now

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I'm not watching the karaoke mzt is drunk?

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>>36818761
Yes

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>>36818737
Again, just answer me seriously tomorrow then.

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what will you guys do now? what is next in life?

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>>36818766
that' s bad, well I would be just like him if I had alcohol in my house.

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>>36818814
I haven't drank alcohol in a few months but I'm tempted to use it to forget now...

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>>36818761
yeah and me too

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I've seen threads you people wouldn't believe... An anon calling his oshi nigger... I watched Bea's dads put together an album and a magazine for Christmas. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain... Time to graduate.

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>>36818877
don't do it dad, it's not the answer

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>>36818945
But it sure eases the pain if not for a bit

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I haven't drank alcohol in months, but I think I'll get a bottle tomorrow

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>>36818980
the only way to make the pain stop is to accept that it is over.

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>>36818996
Bea is trying to not drink you should as well

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One last /yah/
One last yab

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the stream only lasted an hour and a half, it seemed like forever to me.

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I think of all the petty squabbles and dramas we've had over her time and they all seem so small now

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

>>36819098
it's funny how some distance makes everything seem small

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I was going to put in a Skeb for Christmas this morning, but figured I'd ask you all first what you wanted first. Given the sudden situation, I'm not sure that there will be another Skeb. It will be mendokusai to have to Skeb off of a locked Twitter, because the chances of a delivery before Sunday would also be slim. If there's a request you want to make, or always had in the back of your head, here is your last chance. No promises, but I'll see if I can make something happen. Anyway, I'm sure artdads will also make some nice things for Bea over the next coming days, and those are way more important.

Please remember you can visit my requests page here, however some artists who have deleted their accounts no longer show the work on the public facing profile page. That's about 10 works or so. Anyway they should all be on the Booru.
https://skeb.jp/@LuluLamp

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I watched her from the start but I was weak and get filtered by schizo dads after 5 months or so. It's a shame, she was one of the most unique vtubers I watched and I really liked the creative parts of her community even as an outsider. I wish Bea success in whatever her next project will be and I hope Dads find the strength to move on and be happy

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>>36819141
@liteu will do a 2 day turnaround

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>>36819098
It's because it's so different from this

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https://www.sfgate.com/travel/article/Windows-XP-Bliss-Hill-Sonoma-Charles-O-Rear-15976588.php

Dad pilgrimage to XP hill to pour one out for Bea when?

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>>36819141
A farewell would be nice

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>>36819141
don't worry max, you've done a lot

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I am so sad but I know she will be fine.

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>>36819229
pilgrimage to hokkaido to neck myself

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>>36819141
You've been a real one and I'm going to miss you dad. Thanks for caring

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>>36819300
I know she'll be. I don't know if we will.

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>>36819244
If I could get something, would you prefer just Bea, Bea+Chihiro, or Bea+Chihiro+Risuna?

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>>36819372
Not him but Bea and Risuna

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>>36817744
yeah, I remember writing that I always tried not to miss anything.

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>>36819391
That's also a valid option

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>>36819354
we have to be fine for her

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[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

>>36819141
you could request risuna in a room with a bunch of art of bea in frames (you can have the artist leave them blank and fill in screenshots of bea yourself). so it looks almost like an art museum of beatani, with risuna is just standing there inside it. risuna is crying as she looks at the art of bea... she picks up a vial on the floor that says "FORGET" written in sharpie on it. risuna drinks the vial and looks up.... and all the framed paintings are suddenly white, empty framed canvases. risuna looks in awe with an otherwise blank expression.

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>>36819727
funny, of all the yakuza games that is pretty silly I get nostalgic, I would have liked bea to have fished or danced with michael jackson.

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>>36819372
>>36819391
This sounds nice just please don't make it a sad.

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>>36819835
Yeah I have to figure it out because I don't want it to be sad, even if a theme is "farewell." I agree with you, I want it to be a happy. Don't worry, I'm quite proud of my prompts over the years, so just gotta hope I can swing the rest in the right time.

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Tonight fucking sucked. See you around, dads.

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>>36817375
Did you see what you needed?

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Mazoku Trueno Version of Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas (Risuna)
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1647564711?t=02h17m50s

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>>36819927
yes, thanks. I can't sleep in the end.

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Are you done with vtubers after this?

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>>36819969
yes bea was the only reason I was still in this place.

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>>36819969
yea

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>>36819969
No, and I'm going to be more creative wherever I go next

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>>36819969
No but I won't watch variety chuubas anymore, only music chuubas. I will occasionally visit a small number of EN indies I consider myself friendly with, but I won't be watching them regularly.

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>>36819969
I will still watch a bit but probably not for long. I'm glad I'm moving out of this apartment soon because it's where I first saw her and it reminds me of her

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>>36819969
probably, I've only been watching risunas streams in the last few months

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5GmXniYwJU
Imagine this with the mod

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Why can't she go on indefinite hiatus?

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

>>36819869
>I don't want it to be sad,
you should emphasise the emotion of appreciation in this case. you can do this symbolically with a sunset. a rough idea like: bea and risuna facing a sunset while holding hands. a dialogue bubble says "we both knew this day would eventually come". otherwise, every detail of the photo is beautiful. the sunset could be on XP hill, for example.

you could do another emotion. the feeling of "letting go against your emotional wish, but in accord with rational thought". that painful but happy moment like kissing a loved one goodbye as they board a long distance train... you could draw risuna holding bea's hand as bea reaches out of a train window. if you put a beautiful destination on the train, it'll give it more sense.

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>>36819969
Yes, once I realized that Bea was my oshi I stopped caring about other vtubers.

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>>36819969
Probably

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>>36819969
I will continue improving in making stuff, just as she pushed me back then to start.
But I don't think I will call any chuuba oshi ever again.

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

>>36819969
i've been done with vtubers for all intents and purposes since bungotaiga. you only get one oshi and one shot. there is no replacement. no matter what, nobody can make me feel like he made me, and I have tried... hard.

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>>36819969
VTubers were what kept me from going completely insane when I was at one of my lowest points but I don't think I have to worry about that anymore.
I'll... I'll just move on to the next stupid thing that could keep me afloat for a few years. It's just such a goddamn lonely journey but I have to keep looking, even if that's my whole purpose.

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>>36819969
I'll probably stick around /asp/ to help people there but I don't know if anything can fill the bear-shaped void in my heart

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>>36820141
she made it very clear, when she talked about how she was surprised that we were waiting for her during the hiatus.

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>>36819969
maybe I'll watch some of the hot vtubers here for fun but doubt I'll ever feel the same for one as I did for bea
>>36820264
I don't see how that's a bad thing...

[adrians_reality !!i7RKlsm7o0Z No.]

goodnight dads. i'm packed with work this week, you won't see me until the stream. you can find me on twitter if you ever want me. i always make time for dads <3

debating if i should post this or not. whatever:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tz_NxOF7RB4

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Who will finish the wiki? Feels bad thinking about it

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>>36820422
she said something like she didn't find it entertaining as if she didn't want to waste our time, I don't think it's bad either

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>>36820456
do this yourself, if you have time, you can make it a weekend project. don't worry if it's not perfect. just aim for finished. "imperfect and finished" is still finished.

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>>36820456
NY is still around?

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hearing mzt sing was pretty sad

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>>36820584
he was very honest

[Anonymous No.]

What are your top 3 Bea memories? For me:
1st birthday
New Year's
1k karaoke

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>>36820695
her first birthday and yakuza

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>>36819835
>>36819391
Good news. I've helped take care of the arrangements. It won't be through skeb nor labeled as a comm, but it will use the prompt and be done before the stream.
I'll see if I can get anything else together in the meantime. I can't sleep but I really need to try to get some rest now. Hopefully gunai.

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>>36820787
Thanks dad I'm looking forward to seeing it

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>>36820787
gunai.

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I'm going to miss Bea but I'm going to miss /yah/ and /risuna/ a lot too. I've checked these threads literally every day since she first posted here and it's going to make the hole in my heart even bigger

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One dad already said he planned to keep risuna going and as there are still risuna chuubas that's his decision as OP to make a thread. It's our decision if we want to use those threads or let them die. The OP of a thread cannot bump a thread as much as posters who come in after the OP.

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>>36820873
>>36820963
I don't want it to end

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I kind of wish she would still make videos the way she wanted, though I'm at least glad she is going in her own terms peacefully rather than because of some shit drama. It's just going to be a bit hard for me to move on since she is going to leave a huge hole to fill...

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>>36820963
I've been checking /risuna/ multiple times every hour since the beginning. It's my home at this point and I think I'll be here for as long as it goes on

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>>36819969
I'll still hang around to dramapost about others because I'm a catty bitch but I definitely don't have any others I'd actually watch lined up.

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>>36820873
>>36820963
dads, all good things must come to an end.

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>>36819969
there's no replacing bea but vtubers are still a good source of entertainment, though I'm not sure if I'll be as dedicated to another one as I was with bea
>>36820695
1st birthday
crash endurance
a twitter interaction that I'm slowing forgetting

[Anonymous No.]

Someone make an April 2021 simulator and stick me in there

[Anonymous No.]

>>36821078
>a twitter interaction that I'm slowing forgetting
I will miss that so much

[Anonymous No.]

I'd rather keep risuna than join the new discord.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36821083
such fun times, I thought they would never end.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36818457
yeah you're right, one last try thanks

[Anonymous No.]

I've been a membear since the day it opened but I never played a game with her. I guess I thought there would always be another chance... No, I'm not crying

[Anonymous No.]

>>36821193
this felt like it would never open another chance
https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxoVw4hcW0PgI2T2tA4VsYJnavKLmYQWvA

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>>36820695
LSD dream simulator stream
1st birthday aswell
3.0 reveal

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>>36820695
yakuza
new years
crash endurance

I liked sticking with her through the long streams as it really made it feel like a family...
All of her contest/special streams were great too and it really showed she worked hard on coming up with ideas and making them.

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>>36820963
>>36821059
But Risuna is still here... we can continue her legacy.. and improve ourselves.
We can do it, but it's your choice if you want to be a part of it or not.

[Anonymous No.]

this is still in my head, she will really leave because we are too dependent on her?

[Anonymous No.]

Is angela a mom or does she still count as a dad

[Anonymous No.]

>>36821485
I hope not, I would feel so guilty

[Anonymous No.]

>>36821514
she's the 1% of male risunas

[Anonymous No.]

>>36821514
She's a mom specifically but a dad in general

[Anonymous No.]

>>36820695
Yakuzatsudan
Only annibearsary
Menhera simulator/Chihiro debut

[Anonymous No.]

sometimes I wish we weren't human

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>>36821586
go to XP Hill

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>>36821485
no, I think it's more that she was forcing herself to stream due to a sense of obligation she put on herself after seeing how much dads liked her streams despite she herself not really enjoying the stream heavy focus of vtubing. so she's putting an end to it here and moving on and leaving this part of her history as a good memory rather than dragging it out and souring the whole experience. could be wrong though

[Anonymous No.]

The real big brain move would be Beatani lying about there being a stream this weekend and us having witnessed the end already.

[Anonymous No.]

Goddammit I'm crying so much

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>>36821729
Part of me hope she's reallllllllllllllllllly late for this last stream

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>>36815499
Thank you, I saved the url for now

[Anonymous No.]

Seriously dads, has it really hit you that you will never hear her voice again after Sunday unless it's a recording?

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUFWXpYJKaI

[Anonymous No.]

She decided to graduate when dads chimped out about the pc karaoke

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>>36822004

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>>36822077
I hate how this fucking song describes all of this so well.

[Anonymous No.]

Posting this while I can

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>>36822004
Fuck this is so heartbreaking

[Anonymous No.]

Finally the suffering is over

[Anonymous No.]

since I lost my family bea and you guys are the closest I have had to one I will miss both of you immensely.

[Anonymous No.]

You got my eyes
You'll never be mine
But you got my eyes...

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>>36818484
Fucking both of the only vtuber channels I watch ending in the same week. Maybe we can hope that Chihiro hijacks Bea's channel like Bamboo hijack GGN's haha......

[Anonymous No.]

when did she start forcing herself to do streams? last year she always seemed happy.

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>>36822347
Summer 2021

[Anonymous No.]

i hate this fucking board bea was the only reason i was here hologugu and ninji can go to hell and pc especially can go fuck themselves along with wvt.

[Anonymous No.]

I hope she doesn't forget about us and remembers us for the good times.

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>>36819969
I drifted away from corpo vtubers to only watching Bea and 2 other indies, so it's all up to those 2 now

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6o1SEj02t0

[Anonymous No.]

Dads what is the Rammstein song for this arc?

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>>36822347
my guess is when she started the lore arc or a maybe little bit before that, and almost certainly during (after?) her hiatus after seeing that a lot of dads were actually patiently waiting for her to come back

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZqZXH4zt9UM

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>>36822596
https://youtu.be/x2rQzv8OWEY

[Anonymous No.]

I just realized that, for one year and a half, the Beaverse was the only thing that inspired me to create content. I feel completely devoid of motivation now.

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>>36822723
me too dad

[Anonymous No.]

The fact that it's going to be all over in a few days really hurts

[Anonymous No.]

>>36822628
I don't understand why she hated that we waited for her.

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>>36822879
She hates the feeling of being responsible for something so dads being dependent on her upset her

[Anonymous No.]

I'm going to miss her so much

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>>36822908
I thought it would make her happy, not angry.

[Anonymous No.]

dads is it really over

[Anonymous No.]

why did she graduate/retired? running out of creativity? or just wanted to move on?

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>>36823242
Yes.

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>>36823242
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7fvexQQ2UA

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>>36820456
Who was writing it recently?

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>>36823242
generally three paths for content creators
1) It's genuinely "a hobby" where they have their normal life and doing shit on the side like content creation
2) It's their full-time thing. Whether it's because they found a marketable skill that they can live off of or (more likely) they're the kind of person whose personality is compatible with being a public figure (yes, 2views count. You'd be hard pressed to find 50-100 people who are willing to give you 2 hours of their time)
3) They thought they were #2 but they weren't. I think Bea fits this category. She went into the whole thing as a hobby, then found out that she has a consistent audience that wanted to see more of her. It's at this point that one would have to choose to keep going or stop and go back to the "real world" and you know what she chose.

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>>36823262
need a timestamp bro....

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>>36823398
Watch the fucking stream

[Anonymous No.]

when bea started sobbing i cried a little too.....

[Anonymous No.]

In the end, she never fixed her rigging...

[Anonymous No.]

I feel sick, dizzy and nauseous from the grief it's like I'm carrying a lot of weight. I don't wanna part ways...

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>>36818497
I wonder if she will sing a last song for the stream.
I doubt it. Or maybe she has it already recorded?
I doubt it.
Bear...

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>>36823432
it was painful every time she started to sniffle and had to fight back the tears... I hope it isn't too hard to find her if/when she starts posting on a new account...

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She kept me up late so many times. There have been dozens of times when I went to sleep at like 6 AM because she was late or got derailed or whatever. Now I wish those moments lasted longer... I could wait for eternity if it meant she was on the other side of the screen at least...

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>>36823631
clover club duet with risuna cover

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>>36823432
i've been crying nonstop, i can't sleep

[Anonymous No.]

are you proud of your daughter growing up dads?

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From watching her last stream I think I heard that she doesn't like to make low quality content, meaning she pretty much has hit a creative block, and resulted in burnt out.
She also thinks that she prefer content-based vtubers that doesn't focus on streaming, but because of her running out of idea to make content she thinks its good, she decided it's probably better to move on.
Also she actually tried to stop her activity but the fans kept her going which resulted in her forcing herself quite a bit. Thats pretty much it I guess

[Anonymous No.]

live happy dads

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>>36824072
I'll do my best...

[Anonymous No.]

Finally, she’s graduating to get back to her JP roots and start that couple channel she’s always wanted to do with her recently-engaged boyfriend

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>>36824072
for her

[Anonymous No.]

It was so bad to make streams where she was just chatting?

[Anonymous No.]

there's a new OJT in this japanese company I'm consulting for

[Anonymous No.]

was she working with another person? i keep hearing her use "we" quite a lot when talking about content creation

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>>36824592
She was working with chihiro

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>>36824592
chihiro

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>>36824592
it was me :)

[Anonymous No.]

shes a lot more perfectionist than i thought, probably why she got burnt out

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>>36824592
She was thinking of her couple channel

[Anonymous No.]

funny euro hours good night dads

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>>36823432
when? She never sobbed lol

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>>36823651
>I hope it isn't too hard to find her if/when she starts posting on a new account...
We are probably never going to hear about her again

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>>36825025
retard

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>>36825148
You're trying to play up her reaction
She sniffled, never even cried. She barely cared

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>>36825192
retard

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don't give (you) dads

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>>36825230
How is pointing out that she didn't care bait?

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>>36825025
>>36825192
kys

[Anonymous No.]

what's her next project? I honestly don't believe this artistic creative bear will be just be happy with working an office job, reading manga in free time and doodling something that will never see light of day

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>>36824814
She didn't need to be a perfectionist.
Her scuffed and rushed content was the best. It felt human.
I know what it is like. I got out of the perfectionist mindset, it was literally killing me and I am still paying for it.

>>36825074
This is the bit that hurts the most.
A lot of streamers, vtubers particularly, if they move on from a project, they'll usually drop a message on random forums / BBSes somewhere :
>hey, is this who I think it is?? Are they back? [new profile link]
See any time you've heard of some random indie being the revival of someone else? Yeah, they did that. Nobody sits there watching new livestreams trying to find an old streamer, not even the most autistic people, they give up. The only ones that persist, usually, are malicious antis, like the case with Sio. (and most of the time they hear them in anyone, and this has resulted in multiple innocent people receiving Sio-hate because of giga-autist antis)
No, the reason random new personas get found is the person themselves post it to be found by their old fanbase.
When someone legally can't link their old lives to a new life, literally all they need to do is post it on social media to get around potential legal issues and that is it.
Anonymous posting communities make this even easier than typical SNS.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95bMsZxnmwc

[Anonymous No.]

its snowing outside

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it's kinda wild that among one of her last streams she literally said she's trying to cure herself from alcoholism
it was much more serious than I thought

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>>36825396
i asked t**** if he would like to come and watch it so everyone is there to say goodbye to bea... but does anyone who know the other dads who left want to ask them too? i don't know if he will reply to me

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I never got a feeling she was streaming out for obligation for dads... she seemed to always have fun...

[Anonymous No.]

uni nanako

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>>36822004
Just woke up and you already ruined my day with this post

[Anonymous No.]

I bought a beatan mug.
Its not much but I already have a bunch of other mugs that I use daily.
This way I will never forget.

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>>36825396

Did she push it up a day? I thought she was planing on Sunday (Burger Time)/Monday (JPN Time).

I'll have to call in sick to work.

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>>36825396
does this mean she will do a vr stream or something or am I reading too far into it?

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>>36825812
that's what I thought

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>>36826189
Chihiro reveal

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>>36825932
today I'll remind them
https://youtu.be/F1Nt4XDkg7g

[Anonymous No.]

>>36825809
>i asked t**** if he would like to come and watch it
tell him to write something for bea in the padlet

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>>36826240
G-GAOOO

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>>36826241
done
i told him to ignore the quitting and come back for a moment like this

[Anonymous No.]

>>36826306
thank you

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>>36817908
do you think it's better for her to read it in private if she already has a stream planned by then?

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>>36826389
let her decide

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>>36826189
>>36826234
Live Sex with me

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Yeah I'll prefer that too I'll never finish otherwise

[Anonymous No.]

I will miss this voice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YrZdU8MWUo&list=PLAO9-2vIsQxAvwV61r3GtoVewuuda9x13&index=1

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>>36826658
URGENT bea I'm crying please don't leave me

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>>36827086
you too?

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>>36818484
>>36818729
>>36822336
>graduation announcement out of nowhere
>felt cheated that it happened so fast
>felt regret that i didn't show my appreciation as much
>graduation was super sad
"lesson learned, i'm going to cherish my time with bea from now on"
>few days after their graduation

[Anonymous No.]

>>36826658
URGENT BEA I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF IF YOU GRADUATE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.]

I'm trying to draw but I keep getting the paper wet with tears...

[Anonymous No.]

>>36826658
URGENT BEA I LOVE YOU

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>>36827294
This is why you get a drawing tablet it's much easier to draw through the pain

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>>36826919
I will have to download all her songs...

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>>36826658
URGENT Bea I attached my dick pic in this e-mail

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>>36826071

...we cucked ourselves.

https://twitter.com/beatanichisato2/status/1590297745755361280

> I.E. "Sorry, I changed the timeslot. I really can't run late on this day but it's fixed now."

She had it on Sunday her time so she could stick around later with us instead of worrying about having to go to work and we fucked it up again.

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>>36827657
>we
we have the literal culprit right here >>36826993

[Anonymous No.]

>she didn't reach her dream of 10k

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>>36827657
she can stick around for a bit on her way to work if she wants to

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>>36827749
The channel will still be up. It'll just be a slower crawl to the finish line. Perhaps one day we'll get a tweet with a picture of a silver button in our notifications.

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>>36827793
silver is 100k

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.reddit.com/r/VirtualYoutubers/comments/yqg8r1/beatani_kumagai_chisato_graduation_stream_please/

[Anonymous No.]

Beatani is graduating? I found her on reddit just last week! It's always sad to see one go...

[Anonymous No.]

>>36827814
i didn't say anything about posting it anywhere because i felt maybe beatani wants to say goodbye to dads in a more personal way and not get chat flooded with bs

[Anonymous No.]

Why does she want nobody to miss the stream, what is she planning?

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>>36827910
she will tell us she loves us (again)

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>>36827910
it's the big reveal that she's just switching focus from beatani to chihiro

[Anonymous No.]

>>36827910
live seppuku

[Anonymous No.]

Fucking bitch

[Anonymous No.]

>>36827910
She will become content creator as Chihiro that doesn't stream but only makes music videos

[Anonymous No.]

that's really strange title and thumbnail for graduation stream
I expected something more wholesome I guess

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828068
i think she is keeping it as a surprise

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828019
If I feel this low in the Bargaining Stage the Depression Stage is gonna render me comatose.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36822723
Me too. I never had the motivation to work towards anything before, and now that I've experienced it, I'm afraid my life will be much worse than before meeting her.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36822723
same here dadchama, the asset competition was literally the first time I made anything in years

[Anonymous No.]

>>36825809
I know RM was in one of the special streams this year, either anniversary or birthday.

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>>36828019
I've already been bargaining the whole thread.
Not looking forward to the next stage as the week goes on when I realize it doesn't matter what I say, she's going to leave.

There's thousands of streamers and smaller content creators that have been going for years just having fun making silly fun content to a handful of people.
Pls don't go. We'll be nicer.
You can just ignore the contract, we'll keep it a secret.

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>>36826993
This fucking nigger screwed euros over, good job.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828454
it's not a problem, euros can have one last sleepless night

[Anonymous No.]

matane beabea

[Anonymous No.]

I woke up. I don't feel better

[Anonymous No.]

I miss Fuwatani...

[Anonymous No.]

>>36826993
Yeah Bea you should totally have your final stream on a fucking Monday that would really work better.

[Anonymous No.]

Uh what the fuck? No way.. qrd me I havent been following bea constantly but I was part of the og in her first thread

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828538
qrd is that it's over.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828584
nah no way fuck off, this is just a collective rrat you lot made to confuse every dad. I don't believe it.

[Anonymous No.]

Why can't she just make occasional content when she feels like it? There were so many things I wanted to do, but after the graduation I'll have nothing left.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828752
it hurts a lot fucking more when someone just fizzles out and disappears over time, I know for experience
I want a proper goodbye and its the right thing to do

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828752
She said she knows it's selfish of her but wants a final special goodbye as a memory

[Anonymous No.]

does she hate us? why can't we continue to have fun I don't understand

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828741
Dad, it's not your fault.
We tried.
It's not your fault.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36828798
>and disappears over time
She was originally planning on never graduating, and just becoming a casual vtuber who posts some content now and then (like thousands of others).

[Anonymous No.]

>>36829168
Wasn't she just talking about making another stream instead of ending it with that one?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36829195
If she hated us she would have been done a long time ago.

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>>36829195
>does she hate us?
She sometimes hated us.
She sometimes loved us.
She always was a pretty emotional in her reactions, bipolar bear pls andastand.
But I don't think she ever wished ill to any of us after all.