/yah/ - Beatani 熊谷ちさと 500th Edition

[Anonymous No.]

>Stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7fvexQQ2UA

>Who is Beatani?
https://xphill.com/

>Links
https://twitter.com/beatanichisato2/status/1469277309681438720

>Booru:
http://clover.club/post

>Merch:
https://my-store-11536917.creator-spring.com/
https://suzuri.jp/beatanichisato

>Streamlabs, because superchats are for low IQ dads who like giving Youtube 30% of the cut:
https://streamlabs.com/kumagaichisato/tip

>Lore Summarized:
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/Kumagai_Chisato

>Last Thread
>>36658723

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I love this fucking bear!! Yah!!

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Matanever, Bea Bea (-ω-、)

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This is it dads. The final /yah/
In a few hours she's going to wrap things up and bid farewell. I don't wanna say goodbye but it's what she wants and if you love something you should let it go.
We had a lot of fun, made lots of memories together and I'll cherish them forever. Thank you for everything Bea, dads, moms, brothers, sisters and friends.
Matane see you goodbye bea bea bea~!

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>>36794855
ogey

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Bea isn't graduating. She said she would have sex with her bf for her graduation stream. As she's still a loser fake otaku OL with a kemono fetish, we won't have to worry about that for a long time.

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>>36795449
cute risuna

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>>36794431
Me too!!

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>>36794247

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>>36796363
Risuna...

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>>36795449
It's literally me

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I love fucking this bear!
Five hundred fucking times!

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How many fireball candies remain?

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>>36796928
51

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>>36794855
Doubt it's that one, she wouldn't make some surprise goodbye without notice. But maybe this stream is the notice, indeed.

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She just wants to talk with us...soon
be good dads

[Anonymous No.]

She is even late for her last stream

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>>36797923

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>Bea started her new job already

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Bea is streaming right now and Gura is doing a membership zatsu some hours later. Truly a blessed evening! Chumdads can't stop winning

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burger eating stream when

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she saw the threads right? it can't be a coincidence that she scheduled a stream soon after the thread meltdown to explain her job situation

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>>36798477
tabun maybe

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chihiro made the vn

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why is her voice shaky?

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>>36798477
She scheduled the stream after the "she could be graduating because she finished the vn" meltdown but before the "she is graduating because she may have told some dads she would" meltdown

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>>36798738
Trying to not let out she's having sex (with me) while streaming.

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Nice superchat

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Here it comes

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It's coming dads... can you feel it? The departure of Beatani

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she is gonna do it

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I am scared

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oh god

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I knew it, damn

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What is she saying?

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shit its over

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>>36797629

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fuck

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>it was real

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>she told tachi in private already

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I want to die

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lol

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>>36799164
nah, it was very obvious with the end of the vn

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>>36799215
It wasn't

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She said she wouldn't graduate but just slow down and disappear, what of it

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I went to the bathroom, what did I miss

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>>36799231
it was crystal clear

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>>36799240
she slowed down and is disappearing soon

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>>36799243
Not much, you can leave the stream there won't be anything noteworthy said today.

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>>36799279
I meant, not official "this is the end" moment.

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I dont know if I can keep going any longer

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fml. My last two memberships left were Bea and Kanataso. And I don't even watch Kanata that much anymore.

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>>36799334
This unironically

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3D as final stream?

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its okay beatan, I'll take up the drinking

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i thought she said she wasn't drinking?

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>>36799512
That's what all the drunkards say

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>>36799325
guess that's what she thought she was going to do but changed her mind in the end

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>>36755282
Beatani Sings was updated.
This wasn't supposed to be a depressing post but it's possibly the final update. Hopefully she will sing once more. There should at least be one final Clover Club, right? I'll download the remaining covers in case they ever get nuked and you'll always have that archive, at the least.

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she said the thing

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What's that thing people do to graduating vtubers where the community brings a bunch of sad faraway messages together to give to the streamer

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It's ok, it's been a long while since she seemed like she really enjoyed streaming, good for her for finally taking this decision

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>thought she was trolling again
>it's real
I'll miss this bear.

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K*** will outlast the bear... It's truly over

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>>36799918
who gives a shit about that broad, without bea I won't watch anything else.

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what's with this lukewarm reaction? do you guys not care that much?

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>>36799918
good things end quickly

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>>36800060
you think i want to force someone to stream who doesn't want to? then you don't know me very well. i wish her the best.

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>>36800060
Everyone saw this coming months ago, we were just waiting for the announcement

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>>36800060
I want to die, do you want me to write that in the chat?

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>>36800148
Yes

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>>36800060
if you care about her, you knew this was happening for months

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>>36800060
audience reflects the streamer

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>>36800060
i'm literally crying

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>>36800060
Dads are hurting. A lot.
Not because it was announced now - because we saw it coming months ago.
I knew 100% for sure the instant the VN story stuff began.

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>>36800060
I feel sick to my stomach. I didn't know I could care about anything this much, and now I have literally nothing else left in my life.

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>>36800060
I didn't even know she was streaming today until someone pinged me to ask me if I'm taking the news well.

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>>36800060
I'm devastated, but I was expecting it since like April.

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we need to get 340 more subscribers and she'll be forced to do 9k karaoke

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>>36800060
I'd rather send her off with a smile. It was a lot of fun, and I'd like it to be fun in the end.

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>>36800060
Im contemplating my life while pouring a drink
I know this was coming but I didnt want to really face it

All the interesting people Ive followed has slowly disappeared and moved on
I genuinely loved bea because she managed to capture that same nostalgic feel and had the same interests as me
Besides her there is literally only 1 other person I have left and I know that he will eventually move on too and then I will be completely alone

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>>36800060
I've been preparing for this over the past 6 months
I went through the initial grief when she went on hiatus

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no one will replace bea, this is really hurting me.

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this is more a relief than anything
go enjoy your real life, beatani

[Anonymous No.]

is there a public bea archive just in case?

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I can't believe it's the end

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>>36800410
People are not replaceable. Consumables are, which is what most streamers try to be. And she tried very hard to make Bea a real person.

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I thought I would feel strongly but I just feel empty. No idea what to do I'm just numb.

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you heard it, go to xp hill

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how do I get to XP Hill dads...

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Dads are so weird, it's not like she is dying

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Bea... no... you don't need to leave, you can just upload / stream randomly when you want to.
Look at the little HatobaTsugu. She has been going since 2018 and barely does anything and is still active.
You literally follow her.

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>>36800473
Talk to g*** , if not you can download streams with ytdlp, or download whole channels with aria2c
I guess I personally want to download the first birthday stream but other than that it should be enough

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last time bois

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>>36800604
Faggot she's crying

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Ritualposters, reveal yourselves!

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>>36800604
fuck you cunt

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>>36800692
I understand being sad, but some dads are almost literally contemplating killing themselves

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>>36800717
it IS like she's dying though

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>>36800702
This isn't the final yah

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>>36800702
is really important?

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i heard she's going to phase connect's gen3

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I've got the biggest grin on my face, hearing her get choked up. A girl is crying over leaving you, Dads. Take pride in that

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>>36800604
sure it is just a channel but she put in A LOT of effort in it

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it's just now sinking in for me dads
fuck

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>>36800702
No

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>>36800732
For many of us, she was the last bastion of faith. I can't off myself because I'm forced to work for my family's survival, but back when I was a NEET, this would've been the easiest trigger.

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Aren't you happy to have a 500th thread fucking kek

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What the fuck, dads

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>making Twitter private
Yeah she's joining someone

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>>36800864
yes. some japanese company as a secretary

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prepare the 50gb torrent

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>>36800864
At the beginning, didn't she say something like she doesn't know if she should continue because she's not part of a group? I just hope it's not PC.

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>>36800890
isn't the truth so fucking boring though

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As a casual bea watcher, my condolences.
She was pretty cool and unique. I liked her dives into obscure JP shit, and her creativity.

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Imagine being t----, quitting before bea's graduation stream

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>>36800890
imagine having a jap secretary and she spills coffee on your papers...

>tfw your secretary is bea

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>>36801083
did he really quit?

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will someone make a risuna server?

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>>36801083
Saving yourself the pain of going through the graduation sounds better

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>>36801083
someone tell him and the other dads who quit so we can have everyone...

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>>36800954
Thanks anon. In /risuna/ too please.

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>>36801155
You need to let go anon.

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poor jp dad jp doesn't know what's going on

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She should have become an L2D mama... she could have...

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>>36801240
She did.

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>>36801240
agreed, this level of rigging cannot go to waste

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I knew we'd see the end some day. I just didn't know it'd be this soon. Did you have fun, dad?

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>>36801240
>>36801285
>>36801326
Downloading the members only tutorials as soon as the stream is over.

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>>36801240
I hope somebody with taste and money reaches out to her at least.

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>>36800060
After finding her I've improved my life more than I would have otherwise.
It's bittersweet because she's made me happier than this makes me sad.

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>>36801412
Me too. When you compare me to two years ago, I think I'll be alright. I learned a lot from her and I think it will stick with me.

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>>36801340
I had the most fun, yah

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>>36801394
Not if she privates everything. She's blackholing herself.
There's very few reasons to do this the way she is doing it. We'll probably find out sooner or later.
I wish her luck, whatever and wherever it is.

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T****, R** M******, H*****, N**** Y*****, E****** COME BACK AHHHHHHHHH

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>>36801340
Yah!

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imagine she pulls a

ha gotcha! on Sunday stream?

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what will happen with all the members only content on her channel when membership ends?
do we need to back it all up?

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>>36801083
O T----

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I haven't been keeping up with her and other dads that much lately because of bullshit med school stuff and now I feel extremely bad over missing so much on the last few months

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>>36801523
She'll probably make it public

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>>36801523
yes unless she makes them public they'll disappear

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>>36801579
will she really...

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>>36801555
You didn't miss anything

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>>36800060
im happy it happened, all good things come to and end, etc.
I'm just happy for her and glad she's concluding her youtuber career on her own terms.

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she didn't give us a chance to give her a proper sendoff... We could have made another risuna album or something...

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>>36801508
I'd fucking kneel if she blew our legs off like that.

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>>36801697
You have until sunday

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>>36801697
She wants to do something for us this time daddo chama

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Beatani never did dance for us.

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>>36801697
if she is crying now, imagine what would happen if that were to happen.

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>Momo will never become a thing now
FUCK

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fucking hell I need to pee

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I haven't been watching her for quite a while but I always respected her, good luck Bear

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Remember when she said she wouldn't hold a graduation if she were to leave? I guess people change.

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I don't have the ability to put my words into chat properly

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>>36801697
We can always make one last thing and tell her about it via email if we dont make it in time. maybe she'll make an exception to receive whatever we make

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I honestly thought everything would return to normal after she found her job

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I ll send that letter and see what I can make for bea

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>Sephira comes back
>Bea dies
Weird year

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>>36801957
Wishful thinking with a bit of cope, it's okay dad

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[cope] well, not a bad way to go. Not a yab caused graduation at least, she can leave honorably.

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can someone please archive the live2d tutorial members stream/post a link
I know someone else did in the past but I lost it

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I never did any of the dad stuff or made anything for her
always I'll do it next time

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She fucking promised to never graduate

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RATE THE STREAM
its fucking over/10

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RATE IT

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>>36802183
>>36802190
Will definitely miss her, but I'm really glad we met / 10

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>>36802190
/10

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>>36802183
>>36802190
I didn't cry at the beginning by I'm bawling now/10

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>>36802190
Im relieved this stream is over

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>>36802190
I don't want to think about it/10

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>>36802190
aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA/10

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>>36802190 I'll save my feelings and thoughts for the last stream but I'm certainly not doing so well

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>>36802190
I am crying a lot

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I'm unironically roping after last tabun

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can we set up a final message board for bea before the final goodbye
I wish to convey what I feel

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>>36802442
I'm not sure if she wants to read it

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>>36802183
>>36802190
I'll cherish the good times / 10

[Anonymous No.]

Has someone archived clover club?

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I'll just go back to barely watching any vtuber

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>>36802521
It sounds like she already has a plan for the stream too. Maybe email her this time

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>>36797629
you were right

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>>36802169
I was working on my art reps until I was good enough to post art...feels useless now...
at least I didn't start working on divegrass reps yet...

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I just don't understand.

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>>36802169
I should have done one of the dads sing projects, always said I'll just do the next one and now I guess I'll never be able to sing for this bear...

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>>36802768
Her life is so perfect that she doesn't need us. I just wish it were the case both ways.

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singdadas, artdads, we gotta mobilize. We're running out of time.

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>>36802554
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYzAehiXfsM

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I was late and I didn't catch her explanation, what did she say?

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>>36802394
wait and see if she reincarnates first retard

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>>36802841
All the images on clover.club I mean

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final yah

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>>36802921
there will be one for the last stream

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>>36802875
we started dating and I feel bad for dads so I've talked her out of streaming

[Anonymous No.]

did she really graduate just so that she can read more manga and watch more hiroyuki

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>>36802838
I have no access to a computer for a while so I won't be able to make a farewell drawing until a while after her graduation... Pain...

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Former dad that caught wind, all I can say is lol.

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>>36802694
You can use it elsewhere to make other people happy. I'm sure you'll find them in time.

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>>36802991
Yah

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I have this awful feeling that I could have done more, this was unavoidable right?

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>>36803107
It was always just a hobby and now her new job will make her actually work

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>>36803107

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>>36800060
I care, but it has been obvious we were nearing the end for a while.
As far as early 2022 she made pretty clear she did what she wanted and the rest was a bonus. She moves on from one thing to the other, quite the elusive person.

What else is there to say? It was a great ride, I'm glad I was part of it. Of course I will miss her but it's life.

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She won't announce her graduation tonight

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>>36803174
pretentious bullshit

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>>36803201
I honestly don't care about vtubers

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>>36800260
I read it as "a r9k karaoke"...

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>>36803152
She could just stream one or two hours every weekend

[Anonymous No.]

posting in the last /yah/ thread

bye bea

[Anonymous No.]

will it be like katawa shoujo threads from now on?
beating a meat to loved memory to the point of delusional

[Anonymous No.]

Again, it's not the last yah thread. That would be for the final stream.

[Anonymous No.]

HOLOLIVE PROUDLY PRESENTS
7th generation newest kouhai
Kumatani Satou

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>>36803275
Yes.
If you thought schizoposting was bad now, just wait until we get to the "guys, guys, Bea joined X!! Listen, they sound exactly the same!" posts.
We'll become Sio-tier posters...

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>>36803275
>katawa shoujo threads from now on?
I'll tell you a secret I've been an op since almost the beginning I only made the risuna threads to talk about off topic if you want I can keep making them.

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goodbye bea....
/hfz/ wont have anyone to shitpost as the source of all their issues anymore...

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>>36803107
idktbh i kinda feel the same
the numbers were always running low, i wasn't an artist or a singer and too much of a coward to share my interest in bea with friends

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>>36803438
>spoiler
did you mean /p***/?

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>>36803438
she graduated so she can spend her full time harassing /hfz/

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>>36803511
It wasn't ever about the numbers, or the money. Becoming a vtuber was a fun novelty for her, but the novelty couldn't last forever.

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>>36803608
i know but there is this lingering guilt i feel

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>>36803082
based?
bear is really an artist that doesn't like stagnating
I respect that a lot

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>>36803660
Then next time you find something nice to be a part of, make sure when it ends you won't feel guilty. Even that feeling can be useful.

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>>36803511
People like bea don't stick around for too long, the brightest stars burn the fastest.

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>>36803107
Everyone "could have done more", you shouldn't blame yourself for having priorities. There are only 24 hours in a day.

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>>36803702
her cute hands....

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>>36803856
chihiros hands

[Anonymous No.]

https://youtu.be/R7fvexQQ2UA?t=1335
https://youtu.be/R7fvexQQ2UA?t=1378
She was unsure about if she should graduate, looked at the chat, and no one was telling her not to do it. She was obviously just seeing if dads still cared about her content enough, and no one seemed to do so, so she decided to graduate. Nice job, retardads.

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You know what really makes my blood boil? the bastards that started to say that we didn't do enough, god we did everything, for her this was a hobby and it was a miracle that she lasted this long.

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>>36803107
Is there supposed to be a causation between "I could have done more" and "this was unavoidable"?

[Anonymous No.]

I remember dads pretending during the break like it was several years later and we'd talk about the bear.. little did we realize.

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>>36803520
>lacks the critical information
there's a running joke in /hfz/ of /yah/ assassins and beatani in a truck running over things

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>>36803882
yeah, that's what it looked like to me too

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>>36803930
I wasnt joking when I was doomposting

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder what Chihiro would be up to from now on
I really wish her best in all her future plans (including drivers license)

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>>36803882
BEA DONT GO I ONLY WASNT STOPPING YOU BECAUSE OF SOME RESPECT OR WHATEVER
DONT GRADUATE PLEASE IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK RIGHT NOW

[Anonymous No.]

condolences from yubicraft, always sucks to see one go, especially when you were so big in the early days

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>>36803985
I hope all the ironic doomposting didn't push her to do it

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>>36804099
fuck you

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>>36803882
it was obvious she wasnt enjoying streaming long before the hiatus anon
you were just coping this entire time

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>>36802190
I'll remember her fondly for what is left of my life. She's left her mark on my psyche, and if this is the last I hear from her, I'll miss her, but for now I'll cope by believing she'll pop up again somehow/10

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>>36804116

[Anonymous No.]

BEATANI I LOVE YOU. I ALWAYS HAVE. SINCE THE VERY BEGINNING. I'VE BEEN A GOSLING SINCE DAY ONE. I PRETENDED TO SEE YOU ONLY AS MY DAUGHTER BUT I LOVE YOU. I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT LISTENING TO THE KARAOKES (especially 6k) DURING THE HIATUS. I ALWAYS DID MY BEST TO NOT MISS ANY OF YOUR FOOTSTEPS. I EVEN TRIED TO FIGURE OUT YOUR LOCATION USING VEGETATION, SERVICES YOU USED AND EVEN TISSUE PATTERN. I NEVER MANAGED TO CONFESS MY LOVE BUT THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE SO HERE IT IS. BEATANI, I LOVE YOU!!

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>>36804099
kys

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>>36803724
>>36803777
you might be right dads
>>36804099
don't break my heart like that

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>>36803702
I can respect that, which is why I have a hard time describing what I feel right now as "sadness", or at least, I would if it didn't seem like she was completely disappearing from the public eye forever.

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>>36804099
I'm not even a frequent viewer but this made me tear up. Fuck you

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>>36804062
will you tell tale of Beatan for generations to come?

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>>36804126
If there was a takeaway from that stream, it's that she wasn't enjoying streaming but she was enjoying us enough to keep at it.
You could go full cynic and say she was lying, but personally I believe it.
>>36804304
No. But I really will keep a piece of her in my heart going forward.

[Anonymous No.]

I'm a little sad but that's all, who are the most affected dads?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804304
I will carry the Legend of Kugami Chisato, otherwise known as "Beatani", into the future, so others will know.

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>>36804304
of course

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>>36804349
me im gonna kms

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804349
I've been crying for the past 2 hours

[Anonymous No.]

you dont have to quit.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804126
It's obvious in the last stream, and in some earlier streams, that she was self-conscious about whether her streams are still interesting. She wanted to keep streaming occasionally when she felt like it, but she thought dads were staying around out of obligation instead of due to finding the streams enjoyable. The fact that dads were not trying to stop her made her think she was right, so she scheduled the last stream.

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Bea shouldn't be surprised there were people waiting for her streams, who were still there after her break. Even if she would come back in a year, I'd still be there, because there is little else. Unlike her I don't have the strenght to get a driver's license or a job. She truly is impressive.

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>>36804099
I wrote this all that time ago and now she's actually graduating. It hurts

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>>36804304
I'll carry her seed in my dadwomb

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BEA YOU DONT HAVE TO QUIT YOU CAN JUST STREAM ONCE IN A BLUE MOON AND SHITPOST ON TWITTER FROM TIME TO TIME

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>>36804527
I was literally just typing the same message. She can play the graduation off as another joke

[Anonymous No.]

I still remember when she rewieved my shitty food
that was the first time I participated in such a thing with vtuber...
later on every project with dads and bea was a fun trip

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804527
PLEASE BEATANI

[Anonymous No.]

I'm going to miss her so much

[Anonymous No.]

いかないで

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804349
I knew that it was coming in the sense that I felt the dreadful feeling but I'm not affected in "that" way. Of course tonight I am sad though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36802190
don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened/10

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>>36804467
once someone reaches that level of self doubt/lack of confidence it's generally too late to turn it around. maybe if she found a new spark months ago it'd be different, but the final straw moment didn't happen today or even this month

[Anonymous No.]

WHAT THE FUCK I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S FUCKING OVER FOREVER AND I FUCKING MISSED THE STREAM.

IS IT ACTUALLY OVER???????

I was having zatsudan with my boss for the entire stream

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804667
There will be one more, well, one last.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804667
last stream on sunday

[Anonymous No.]

Its really sinking in that after sunday i'll never hear from her again

[Anonymous No.]

I still wish she sometimes shitposted on twitter but I guess for her that would be just another obligation
she wants to be free
our daughter grew up

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804527
This.

[Anonymous No.]

This feels so weird. When a vtuber graduates you usually can still check the updates of their roommate, unless they decided to just quit internet altogether. And even so, they are mostly just an entertainer for you, so you will be sad for a few days and then get over it.

Somehow this feels like a dear friend suddenly calls you to tell you that they are going to disappear in a few days, and you won't ever see them again. It feels bad.

Bea, you don't have to quit, you don't even need to graduate. Your streams are fun, but we also care about you. We don't mind if you don't feel like you want to continue streaming, we appreciate you and it would be enough if you could just give us an update of what's going with you every now and then

Just keep that in mind and do whatever you think is best for you

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804349
There was something looming in the air about this for months. So I was somewhat prepared, but I'm stilly crying like a bitch and drowning myself in alcohol.
I'm still hoping she's getting isekai'd somewhere. Almost praying for it, and I'm a stark fedora cringy atheist.

[Anonymous No.]

why wont you guys send her a mail begging her to not quit

[Anonymous No.]

Bea your streams have really helped with both of my reps, I'm taking the N3 in December and wouldn't be doing it without your stream. Thanks for all the laughs and fun!

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804467
Some did, we can tell her as much as we want that we only come because we enjoy it but she made her mind up. She wants a special end stream as a last good memory.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804768
I wish Bea has posted her roommate account
I just want to follow her and wish her the best
I just want to get a sign that she still lives once in a while

[Anonymous No.]

Bea was always in my mind in one way or the other for the past 2 years, i don't want bea to disappear like this...

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804527
Seriously though Bea, this please.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804815
because she had already decided a long time ago since the dirty dog and the hiatus.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804717
If you read the VN she wrote, "her", Beatani, is not just what chisato is writing in the book, there's a Beatani per person observing it. I know it sounds like cope but I think she wanted to make it clear. Even if you burn the book the world it links to keeps on going.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804869
instead of cope posting here about how she totally doesnt actually want to quit and is just waiting for someone to say no

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804655
>once someone reaches that level of self doubt/lack of confidence it's generally too late to turn it around
You don't know that. Her new job could completely change her life. Why does she have to make such an irreversible decision like that? She could just turn off the membership (if it makes her feel guilty) and stream when she feels like it.
>>36804845
She was subtly asking if she should continue, and dads didn't get it and failed the test.

[Anonymous No.]

I think dads should be on their best behaviour these last days
let's leave the best impression possible in Beatani heart before final goodbye
don't sperg out and be happy our daughter has achieved what she set out to do

[Anonymous No.]

>>36804768
I was just about to post something like this.

Of all the streamers I've seen over the years, a lot of them moved on to another project or such, but they were still around (outside of the ones that literally fukken died...)
There has been very few people I worry that, if they quit, I'd never see them again.
Haachama was one of them, Bea is another.
And I'd miss both of them dearly.
But even Haachama didn't end up becoming that when she went on her extended hiatus, she revived her personal account from years ago. (and occasionally shitposts on it by adding her hololive account kek)
Bea...

I can speak for most dads in saying that most of them had interest in you talking about random topics and having fun.
Most, if not all, were here for you, not the games, not the stream topic, nothing, just you having fun talking about anything that interested you.
I know some retards were cringe and should kys them selves, but not all of us were. (and most of them were knowingly raiders from other threads, as you expect on imageboards)

[Anonymous No.]

The only issue is how short the notice is.
I know, everyone always waits until the last moment to do things. But still, I had a few things I really wanted to finish before she's gone, I can't do it in 5 days... I thought she would end it on New year honestly then I'd have made it.
Dammit. I'm fine with her moving one but the notice is too short fuck.

[Anonymous No.]

I honestly do not know how I feel right now.

Beatani, we had a lot of fun together. It's hard to believe that the good times are going to end.

But at the same time I understand that a new job and many changes in life can make you realize that you have to focus on yourself more.

So I wish you the best! I am sure you will overcome all the challenges that life throws your way!

Dads, moms, brothers, sisters and friends will never forget you!

just don't nuke your account, it's not bad to let the happy memories live on

[Anonymous No.]

"project". She used that word as if to let us know that this was always the plan and she didn't just come up with stuff along the road

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805162
I still remember her NicoNico videos and goals she wrote there kek

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805162
>this was always the plan
What are you, a plan truster?
Next you are going to tell us this was her 4d chess move all along like a chud.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805162
yes, she herself said at the beginning of the year that she did not expect to have lasted so long as a streamer.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805219
what were the goals?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805328
彡このチャンネルは、
windowsXPの丘に住む孤独なクマ耳娘が、
リスナーのみんなとおともだちになるためのチャンネルです彡

おはだよー!熊谷ちさとです。
インターネットに閉じ込められている24才。
熊谷だから、べあたにって呼んでください。

現在うpしている動画
・Slay the Spire 介護実況(視聴者に教えてもらいながらディフェクトでアセンションあげ&心臓撃破プレイ)
・自己紹介や雑談など

僕の夢
ひろゆきと口論して論破されること
お姉ちゃんに許しを得てインターネットから脱出すること

僕の考えてる遊び
みんなが作詞して僕が作曲する配信(チャンネル登録1000人企画)
みんなでポケモンになって1年1組を作る(もうすぐはじまる!みんな来て!)

とにかくみんなと仲良くなりたいから、どんどん遊びに来て―!

好きなゲーム:Slay the Spire、マイクラ、クラッシュバンディクー、RPG全般

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805162
It was, dad

[Anonymous No.]

For some reason i don't really feel like drawing anything. I'll just write to her one last message....maybe in the future I'll draw something without the risk of ugly crying and post it on her art tag...

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805421
literally my thoughts

[Anonymous No.]

You now remember this
https://twitter.com/beatanichihiro
It was always a project.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805434
Tell me about your problems, dad chama!

[Anonymous No.]

Grey until the end

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805490
d-did we win? anon?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36802554
https://mega.nz/file/N5lSTCaR#kHuy98yh0RIU8d9RtJJg5GgGNikjdryP2o8RXjeUYIg
the zip with all the source files and the reaper project

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805162
>>36805321
Only initially. She wanted to keep streaming, but happy dads pushed her to graduation. They don't need her because they have other things in their lives, so they easily told her to go instead of asking her to make more content.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805525
I don't feel like we did...

[Anonymous No.]

So this is what freedom feels like. I had forgotten the sensation.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805567
Trolling or schizo?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805477
My daughter is leaving me forever

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805622
I think both

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805622
>>36803882

[Anonymous No.]

I hope these threads didn't make it too easy

[Anonymous No.]

We need a last aggie

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805665
nah, she found the meltdowns funny.

[Anonymous No.]

https://youtu.be/MrCZlEBkFZI
I loved it when she'd laugh uncontrollably

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805665
These past few weeks or months dads made it very easy with the graduation bait and doom posts

[Anonymous No.]

And a yup and a yah
Let's all fucking go have a laugh
At the window panes in our brains
Dotting the years past

With Chihiro, Risuna,
and even Momo too.
Join all the dads, hazy,
crazy or gone too soon.

Three cheers, it's a blessing to be sad
It drips from the moon down to my eyelids
Three cheers, it's a blessing I was here
It sinks up from my heart into my ears

And the rolling hills are kill,
The xp's leveled up
In the end a lonely cliff will
never a receive their bus.

The amp's turned down, and
the guitars start to gather dust.
And someone, somewhere,
Somehow starts to forget us

Three cheers, it's a blessing to be sad
It drips from the moon down to my eyelids
Three cheers, it's a blessing I was here
It sinks up from my heart into my ears

Three tweets, and a -chama, for old time's sake
Three tangerines, and an apple thrown your way
Three beers, and the yabs that would surface up
Three cheers, let's all give it up for clover club

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805490
Same

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omSSSPTCds8

[Anonymous No.]

it was genuinely noticeable that she wanted to stop making streams since before the hiatus

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805773
stop

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805657
meds

[Anonymous No.]

I remember being surprised by bea's laugh the first time i heard it, i thought it sounded weird. For some reason i got reminded of that feeling today for a second when she laughed. Just a random thought

[Anonymous No.]

After all, her job as Lui is hard enough as it is.

[Anonymous No.]

someone make AI Beatani bot

[Anonymous No.]

Bea didn't make me cry tonight but fucking l*** did, of all things.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805882
https://twitter.com/robotanichisato

[Anonymous No.]

Who would have thought that the 500th /yah/ thread would be the one about the end of the beatani project (aka graduation)

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805918
dont be gay

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805918
It's a great song

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805860
I keep thinking this

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805860
who?

[Anonymous No.]

Will she remember us in the future?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805779
She just didn't want to follow a schedule, but she wanted to make them when she felt like it. That feeling never changed, but she felt bad because dads were so active even when she was gone. She didn't understand that dads were fine with her only streaming once in a while.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806024
She will probably keep the letters and the art. Even if she spills coffee on them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805978
rrat

[Anonymous No.]

I will now proceed to post the OB artworks

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806067
>years later
>Bea is tidying her room, again
>she finds some old Beatani mail
>she breaks down in to tears looking over it
I'll do the same whenever I find any Bea files on my random scrolls through millions of images and find her again.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806127
I'm mad again

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806140
>>she breaks down in to tears looking over it
DYRBI?

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

The hokkaido bus tour could have been real if we had been Japanese.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806173
I do. Because she is crying right now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806174
this is the last I saw, were >>36806152 >>36806127 the only two OB posts afterwards?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806219
This is also OB artwork btw

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806127
do the member posts become public or do they stay hidden when she removes memberships

[Anonymous No.]

Here dads, https://youtu.be/XUyVdHTalxg
Listen to the beautiful voice of my oshi and have a nice day. Sorry about your bear

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806255
i will forgive you this time because i'm sad

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806251
They get deleted, that's why I'm posting them all now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806251
they are lost forever
save them now

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

post the oil balon japan trip plans

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806370
パソコンを使いすぎて目が痛くなってきたのでまた落書きをしました。
北海道バスツアーの絵ですね。

バスツアーの話に限らず、僕は時々このコミュニティのみんなで大規模なオフ会をしたら絶対楽しいだろうと時々考えます。もちろんXP hillを脱出したあとの話です。
しかしこの話を数人の友人にしてみましたが、頭がおかしいと言われました。
まあ、そうだな。あまり現実的じゃない。
このコミュニティが日本に根付いたものだったら、90%くらいの可能性で僕は実現させていたと思うけれど。

僕は今までインターネットを通じてたくさんの友人を作ってきました。
日本は狭いし、僕が知り合う人はだいたいが絵や漫画を描いている人やバンドをやっている人で、そういう人の大半が東京に住んでる。

ただ、僕は正直に言うと特定のコミュニティに所属するのがあまり好きじゃない。だから、気に入った人と個人的にゆるく長い関係を続けるというのが僕のスタイルだ。
ザっと頭に浮かぶ10人くらい。なにか聞きたいことがあったときや共有できそうなコンテンツがあったときだけ連絡をするような、そんな関係。

というわけで僕はこのようにインターネット上の知人と平気で仲良くなったり疎遠になったりしてきたわけで、オフ会をしたら楽しいに違いないと考えたのは自然な発想だ。

しかし驚いたことにバスツアーをするという構想だけがあって、なにをしたらいいのかは心にない。
僕はただみんなでバスに乗ってひたすら移動して、景色を見てビールを飲んで騒ぎたいだけだ。
北海道の一番の魅力は、単純に広いところだと思う。
僕にとっては例えば魚介類やジンギスカンなどの食べ物がおいしいとかいうのは二の次だ。
だだっ広い土地を感じられるということ自体が日本においては貴重なのだ。

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

post dm's

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806413
we will never become 2year beatani...

[Anonymous No.]

Will someone assemble a MEGA archive or just fend for ourselves?

[Anonymous No.]

That's all folks.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806386
You'll wake up one day expecting a bear stream and there'll be nothing, and it will hit you all instantly like a ton of bricks and ruin your day.
It will happen to all of us.
It will feel different to the hiatus because we know she won't be back now.
I don't look forward to that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806407
>OBs will have a bus trip
imagine my shock

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806386
This but 12:30

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806451
Post texts

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806504
it will never happen

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806471
this. The day of a graduation is not that bad, because there's emotions and content still. It's he void after, where nothing happens and you know nothing will happen that really breaks you.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806440
one of you will or I will never forgive you

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806440
It sounded like some people would prepare an archive. If no one posts it before I organize my folder I might make a torrent

[Anonymous No.]

I would appreciate one last balon post if you could Bea

[Anonymous No.]

>>36803882
>>36803973
>>36805567
Fuck you. If I had thought it would have changed her mind I would have screamed it from the rooftops for her to stay. I was just trying to be respectful of her life. She was busy switching jobs, who am I to impose on her during that. When she said she started at the new place I figured things would slowly start up again. The last couple of weeks have been comfy as hell with Bea streaming whenever she felt like it. I was absolutely up for things to continue that way.

I'd even be okay with just a stream once or twice a year on her birthday and other special occasions...

I don't want to lose her permanently.

[Anonymous No.]

I thought it was cold, I was shaking. It's not cold at all, and I have the window closed.
I guess her announcement hit me harder than I realized. Fuck.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806610
were very short streams, it was obvious that the end was near.

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVipspqQdDE

[Anonymous No.]

Don't forget all the downwell and other streams

[Anonymous No.]

I can' t believe the next one will be the last yah

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806655
Downwell were not streams

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806655
Dumb lazy bear never even beat Downwell

[Anonymous No.]

I figured that bea would always just do what she wants, that she'd slowly stream less and less if she wasn't feeling up to it or randomly stream daily if thats what she wanted to do
Making the clear cut decision to completely stop, however...

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806693
I want every Bea footstep possible

[Anonymous No.]

CHKNbros... what will we do

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806715
She's gonna beat it without us...

[Anonymous No.]

I was always a casual fan, but I'm sorry to see her go. Even if she's more or less satisfied with her Vtuber body of work, I can't really wrap my head around her ending her activities.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Bea, if you're crying right now, that means you don't actually want to go.
You don't need to go.
Fuck contracts.

[Anonymous No.]

Will... Will veggie chan return?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806876
mayhaps

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806471
>>36806536
From my past experience, it will feel fucking awful, and it will linger.
You will eventually seemingly move on but after a few days or weeks you will suddenly remember that she is gone and it will feel just as bad.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805918
I***?
what?
am I missing something?

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

The Minecraft world never got united

[Anonymous No.]

Dad couples, reveal yourselves!

[Anonymous No.]

Please don't leave beatani, I promise to stop baiting and doomposting

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806914
lazm retard, the dad who made a song for bea

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806914
this probably >>36805773

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807012
Which one?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807062
>>36805773

[Anonymous No.]

Oh god, oh no, dads, we won't be in the funny football any more.
Fuck. It feels even worse now.
It all comes tumbling town...

[Anonymous No.]

Beatani why are you throwing it all away for absolutely no reason? Just make streams and short videos when you feel like it.

[Anonymous No.]

BEATANI LOVE!

BEA PLEASE STAY IF YOU CAN!

EVEN A RANDOM MSG FROM TIME TO TIME WILL BE FINE!

BUT IF YOU CAN'T STAY - THEN:

WHAT EVER YOU DO PLEASE BE HAPPY!

HAPPY BEEEAAAARRRRRR!!!!11

[Anonymous No.]

I finished it, I hope dads like it too

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807380
Looks amazing, great job!

[Anonymous No.]

I'm not hurt or surprised very much. She didn't had any menhera meltdowns lately and focused solely on irl stuff.
She groomed me, but also abandoned skillfully. I wish I have more potential rapists like her

[Anonymous No.]

risuna until next stream and then nothing ok?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807380
Based. Baseder. Basedest.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807443
agree

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807380
I should finish my felted figure as well, but now I'll never do it.

[Anonymous No.]

Is bea merch worth buying? I don't want to buy something that's low quality.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807598
You can make your own.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807598
This is your only chance to get it before the shop closes.

I've bought some just to put on my shelf.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807598
It's decent quality but buy it for the memories

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807380
thats fantastic anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807443
I'm staying here forever

[Anonymous No.]

Dads are going to do that thing again aren't they? Where they pretend there is a stream going on. A group tulpa if you will.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807380

[Anonymous No.]

>>36807924
risuna for months? no, it's already clear that she won't come back if she makes any stream I will quickly do a yah

[Anonymous No.]

>>36805490
I was fucking made green the last MONTH she was streaming
so close to being a forever grey....

[Anonymous No.]

The yabbit hasn't noticed yet. I don't think. Or knows already. Or doesn't care.
Pick one, I'm going to cry myself to sleep.

[Anonymous No.]

yakuza games now make me cry, I'm going to miss bea a lot.

[Anonymous No.]

Asians don't have feelings. If they did, she wouldn't be graduating.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808049
who cares, it's better if it's something with the community, you pc faggots piss me off.

[Anonymous No.]

I will now only watch genki Japanese girls who don't stream in English.

[Anonymous No.]

My life will be very sad without that cute bear in it!

BEA I LOVE YOU!

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808113
I don't even watch her. I simply checked.

[Anonymous No.]

eira's thoughts on this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36806219
It can still be real

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808049
She'll send Bea an email and maybe watch the last stream

[Anonymous No.]

I guess I'll go to Temako

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808276
gross our last moment with bea and those whores will ruin it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808311
You can't save her either.

[Anonymous No.]

dads remember! :

IF YOU WANTED TO SEND BEA SOMETHING NICE BUT WERE TOO SHY TO DO THAT - SEND HER AN EMAIL WITH YOUR BEST WISHES !

[Anonymous No.]

i guess i'll listen to her internet overdose cover one more time

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808384
I'm going to send her a letter full of my thoughts and feelings and its going to be so unbearably cringe she'll print it out just to shred it

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808384
bea's "last" stream will be a review of dads' cringe letters
played again

[Anonymous No.]

The final stream will be her breaking all our gifts

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808436
Her singing... that's the thing I will miss most. She is a legit good singer.

[Anonymous No.]

no original song no chihiro onigiri

[Anonymous No.]

JP dads...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YrZdU8MWUo

[Anonymous No.]

I have a confession, the other cup was for Beatani

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808633
rocks are fake chocolate rocks
a low-effort imitation that doesn't even taste good

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

I'm still crying

[Anonymous No.]

I not abandon Bea so why does she abandon me?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808178
I think she knows.

https://twitter.com/eira_ch/status/1590148560200179712

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808899
she will miss bea's massive cock

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808384
What's the email, the review one?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809036
Yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>36808178
>>36808899
I could care less about her, because of her fucking fault we lost a lot of potential streams.

[Anonymous No.]

Is it normal that sadness turns into deep hatred?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809256
its because you're bitter

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809256
It's part of the grieving process

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809140
and I also remember how you and bea called us incel on your secret server fuck you.

[Anonymous No.]

I wish she would keep streaming even just one hour a week so I would have a reason to wake up in the mornings

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809256
what are you thinking?

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809326
>bitter
a lot

[Anonymous No.]

my eyes kinda itch and burn but tears don't come out

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809470
you care about Bea, that makes you a good person, and since you are a good person, then the world gets better with you in it every day!

don't gib up dad!

[Anonymous No.]

She graduated because now dads could find her in Japan and it was too creepy

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809524
she did a lot of horrible things if she knew it would end this way anyway, why did she do them?

[Anonymous No.]

She's graduating to focus her time on her couple's channel

[Anonymous No.]

I can finally kms. Thanks Bea, thanks dads, it was a ride.

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809572
that's allergies

[Anonymous No.]

>>36809572
when was the last time you cried dad?

even if tears dent flow your feeling are true and that's what matters

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>>36809599
for fun also what things?

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>>36809667
A long time ago, before I started taking SSRIs

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BEATANI FOR EVER LOVE!

I WILL NOT FORGET MY DAUGTHER1

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>>36800664
Can confirm that if you use the code FLASH right now to get 10% off.

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It's going to be a long week. We'll get through it though

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MATANE DADS!

BEA I LOVE YOU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>>36809774
would have saved me 10 bucks..

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I hope I never wake up

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Beabea

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no

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I don't want to go...

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>>36802394
don't do it dad!
bea's wish was for us to LIVE heppily!

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>>36805108
Tom Scott did it right, but in his case it's his job.

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All that's left is the final /yah/ that awaits us.

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>>36802394
wish i was as brave as you anon

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>>36810584
see you in risuna until the next stream

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>>36810584
This makes it even sadder

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good bye yah matane bea bea

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>>36803352
>>36803357
I'm not going to make the threads for that long

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matane I love you all!

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nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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Matane beabea. It's going to be hard seeing the last corner bear

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BEA LOVE FOR EVER

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>>36806948
I kind of want the backup but exploring it again would just bring sadness

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posting creative reps while I can
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7IO_keuYzw

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11

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beabea

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>>36809385
she did? Sheep no....

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I love you dads and Bea

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matane dads