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I can understand that. If you're not feeling negative about it either from your own feelings of inadequacy (IE you think you HAVE to do this but can't and feel down) or just in the disruptive nature of simps to the streaming content (I hear this a lot, too), then you're sitting there thinking about the people who make those donations trying to figure them out in vain.
Take Zen for example. For the last week there has been one particular guy who has continually donated $100 (or more) several times during a stream. The first time, the message they sent with it was just "hello" and Zen basically asked them if that was all they were going to say after donating that much and later the guy sent another $100 donation with another short message. Eventually this rolled out of control and the guy was just donating $100 with one word messages or small inane shit and Zen had to take to ignoring the guy because she didn't want to promote it anymore (plus it drew copycats). Thankfully, the guy has chilled out a bit on that. It was good for a single stream luls, but it started to get a bit disturbing. You start wondering how much money this guy has. Is he rich? You hope so. Is he giving away his rent money? God you hope not. This kind of shit starts bothering the girls, too. They don't mind getting a huge donation with a nice story attached to it so they can get context that you, the donator, are okay and just showing appreciation with some spare money you had around, but they worry that their simps donate too much.
Anyway, simpery is generally positive in small amounts, even if it is a bit too frequent for some people's tastes, but when it gets out of control nobody really benefits, not even the streamer's mental health. I have seen some streamers (Silver has done this) return the donations if they start getting too much. Don't mindbreak the waifus with donations, simps!