I had really tried to feel less parasocially in love with Ina. But honestly, this is a fruitless struggle. Even when I know how it is something that isn't really healthy, even when I know that Ina would bot appreciate me feeling this way, and even with all of her direct distancing from """GFE""" actions I can try to keep my emotional distance, it just takes one stream of her being, well, like she is, to push me over the edge again.
I know I am preaching to the choir here but I love this dope.