Confess

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Hololive has given me a crippling Hag fetish

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>>30530761
I cry whenever I listen to Noel's ASMR and always end up sucking my blankets while imagining her nursing and promising me that everything will be alright.

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>>30530761
I killed my neighbor's dog when I was 8. I didn't mean to. I just didn't understand the concept of drowning.

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I used to hate Kiara. I love her now.

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>>30530761
I masturbate thoughts of Gura being fucked by ugly bastard but I'm in gura's POV

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I hate this blue /r9k/ board and its politics so much but pissing off unicorns makes visiting here worth frontloaded Schizo mental drain

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>>30530936
whats a unicorn anon, i havent used this site before

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>>30530761
I read that new futa Marine doujin and I really liked the the rape scenes

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>>30530761
Sometimes I like to lurk /trash/ with desuarchive to know the most degenerate fetishes of the fanbase I share oshi with, some of them range from NTR to blacked and even scat. The worst part is that I'm not attracted to those genres but seeing them avatarfagging makes me very excited despite the level of degradation they get.

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I want to bully saplings

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>>30530761
I've jerked off to so much hentai voice works over the past few years that I get bored listening to vtubers "lewd" asmr.

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I eagerly wait for streams that interest me and then fall asleep when they start

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>>30530761
i pretend to like vtubers to look cool, i've barely watched them

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I want my oshi to groom me.

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>>30530761
I want Miilkywayz to rape me in my own bed then infantilize my ass and live the rest of my days as her good boy. Most of this is horny, but there's a part deep within that just yearns for unconditional love and breastfeeding.

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>>30530761
Nowa has strengthened my affinity for zatsudan to such an extent that my tolerance for other streams has declined, especially my oshi's game streams that serve as soft replacements for them. I definitely think the shift's more based on the zatsudan format rather than the topics. I also have a hankering for some biggles.
I write AI generated smut a lot, mostly of the hololive girls, and got swayed into reading hololive smut from both AO3 and /wg/ because of it. Lamy's tits are succulent and plush.

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I rip and share paywalled content, because fuck it.

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>>30530761
I just can't watch ame... it's so boring...

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>>30530855
Holy shit. You know, if you still haven't, you should apologize to your neighbors if they're still around. I'm sure they'll forgive you.

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>>30530827
based and same

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>>30530761
uuu

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I'm starting to hate my oshi because she's not improving and she's actually starting to sabotage herself unconsciously and I actually ended up writing an anti post
I literally started crying after I did it just thinking how could I have done that to her
I'm a fucking schizo

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>>30532568
>I write AI generated smut a lot

Recommend me a program that doesn't have privacy concerns

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>>30530761
I can no longer tell if I'm grooming my oshi or if she's grooming me. And I don't mind either case.

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>>30533496
It's pretty normal to get so invested in your oshi that clear cases of self-sabotage and complacency make you angry. Just try to catch yourself the next time you have an anti moment and be a good fan that doesn't showcase his schizo menhera tendencies. She doesn't know you did it.

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>>30532902
Damn shotacon hag! Impregnation correction is needed!

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>>30533496
>only a post
>not a thread
>not continously spamming the general for months
You are fine. You'll do it a lot more but just dont turn it into a habit. I have no place to discuss my oshi anymore because of that type of behavior.

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>>30530761
I kind of wish Reine and Pochi had dicks and would dominate me.

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>>30534274
yeah, by me
like 10 years ago...

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>>30530761
I like to imagine scenarios with my oshi yet I don't have the skill to write them out.

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>>30534078
NovelAI (due to 6.1) or KoboldAI (assuming your computer has the specs for it and you want to go through an installation process, not the Google Colab version for obvious reasons)
More information can be found on
>>>/vg/aids/
Note that there's only one prompt on vtubers there, assuming that's what you're interested in, so you'd have to write it yourself.

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>>30530761
I will never take complaints about streaming seriously. It's the easiest "job" in the world. If you can't even do that consistently then you don't deserve support.

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>>30530761
Takane Lui is such a ball of cuteness and wholesomeness that I just can't get my eyes off. My feathery hag addiction gets worse everyday yet I can't even beat my meat to her.

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>>30530864
Anon you're gay

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>>30536525
Nice, thank you for the recommendations.

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>>30530761
I only watch vtubers I've fallen in love with.

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For the past 5 years I have made a point of saving every image I need as png because autism
thing is, just changing the extension at "save as" won't do it and I just found out a while ago
I have a PC with several hundred GB worth of images and I'm scared

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>>30530761
I keep harassing /hlg/ whenever there's a new drama

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>>30530761
blog post incoming. You don't wanna read it? Call me a nigger and move on.
I've been /here/ a long time, May/June 2021 iirc (Can't remember exactly, but around LazuLight's debut. I also remember being here for the original /become/ thread when it was an actual schizo behind it and that was around the timeframe I listed.) and I feel it's fucking ruined me as a person.
I've tried my hand at other social media sites before. Twitter had me getting into retarded arguments 24/7, leddit's nothing but a hugbox where you're banned for saying anything negative, Insta's just for ethots and teens (I had to join a group chat for a class of mine, I didn't really make an acct because I wanted to, i had to for that instance, but you get the point). I don't remember how I stumbled upon this board, but I remember just checking this site out for the first time and getting interested at the prospect of a chuuba board, so I joined, and continuously fell for the shittiest bait and schizo threads, still do. I don't know, I sort of take solace in that I'm talking with people who are just as retarded as I am (diagnosed autist, always sucked with friends), and I've been telling myself for ages to get the fuck off this board (and this site in general) because of how fucking unhinged everything is. When I'm not threadwatching, I'm just playing vidya, eating, or doing chores. Maybe exercise every couple days. Even then, sometimes I scroll here while I go outside for walks and shit. This site's swallowed me whole. I want to take this site out of my consciousness, it's like I'm fucking addicted. I know I have things I actually want to do besides shitpost here, but I'm often on here for hours at a time, constantly refreshing the catalog.
I know this isn't great for my mental health, but I've always struggled with mental health, and vidya/internet had always been a coping mechanism I've had, so this just becomes an endless negative feedback loop.
Maybe someday I can break the habit that is constantly scrolling this board.

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didn't read

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>>30530864
Based and same

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>>30543222
>This site's swallowed me whole. I want to take this site out of my consciousness, it's like I'm fucking addicted.
Same, but I've been here 15 years and I've completely fucked up my life because I have no self control, spent every free second of my life shitposting, watching anime, vtubers, playing video games, anything besides bettering myself and now I have a dead end job that only allows me to break even every month. I've never made a donation or joined a membership in the three years I've been watching vtubers livestream because I can't afford it. I don't understand how people pull themselves away from things they enjoy to study bullshit for college or whatever. Are they just really bored with nothing better to do most of the time? Can they not enjoy their hobbies as much as I do? If there was a reset button for life I'd press it.

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didn't read

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>>30530761
I enjoy a vtuber more if I know she got beaten or spanked during her childhood

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I used to make fun of foot fetishists then my oshi gave me one

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I've been genuinely enjoying an EN vtuber's streams

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>>30530761
I was a yesmyqueen fag but after discovering /vt/ I stoppend liking my oshi's tweets and streams, no live chat, no comments, no vod, just watch her lives and now I enjoy her more than ever

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I opened my phone at the gym the other day, forgetting that I had a picture of Suisei giving someone a footjob opened. My friend definitely saw and I've been too afraid to mention it.

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>It was my birthday yesterday
>I'm a hiki with no family or friends, the only thing I had to look forward to that day was a VRChat stream my oshi was doing that same morning
>It's a small channel on top of it being a members only stream, not even 10 people participating at most, so great opportunity to get to interact with this woman I've been a Gosling for
>Spent a good chunk of the night before installing everything I'd need & importing models
>It's now the following morning/my birthday and time for the stream to start
>The game goes unresponsive & hard crashes my PC everytime that I hit launch all of a sudden
>Can't participate... that's painful, but at least I can still type in chat
>Use a membership superchat saying I couldn't play, but was still excited to spend my birthday watching her
>She's not reading chat because she's already got her VR headset on, so I couldn't even get a Happy Birthday, for I am speaking to The Void
>The few other members join and everyone's having a great time, while I can only silently observe
>Start feeling really depressed after about an hour of watching, so I just say I'm tired & going back to bed, but hope everyone has fun, turn the stream off and lay back down
>Hadn't cried in years, but proceeded to cry myself to sleep at the realization that escapism isn't enough, and that life's gonna be like this forever
Pic related.

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I anti'd my oshi who I'm deeply in love with because i was having a joker moment and my bait is still sometimes copied to try and ruin threads

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>>30549728
anon...

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>>30549959
The only pleasant thing that happened that day was that I read the entire manga for Welcome to the NHK in one sitting once I woke up later that morning, since, for obvious reasons, I'm a huge fan of the anime. Great read.

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>>30542409
Scared of what exactly?

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I torrent/emulate games instead of buying them because I think they are too expensive.

But I am okay to spend money on memberships or aka supas because I want to oshi to notice me.

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As retarded as it sounds, a vocaloid song and my oshi just prevented me from attempting suicide tonight.
I don't think my mental state will improve anytime soon, but I really want to watch their birthday stream and receive the goods I ordered last month.
I'll live a little longer and maybe things won't be as shitty as they are by then. My severe autism may be strong but the need to see my oshi succeed and live happily is stronger.

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>>30551192
good for you anon

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>>30550281
You should read the original light novel if you haven't already

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shit written on this site has made me think Gura literally hates her fanbase and only streams out of spite or irony

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i daydream of having lesbian sex with noel

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I have an armpit fetish

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>>30551539
I have it, so I'll likely knock it out in a single sitting fairly soon while the manga is still fresh on my mind.

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the last few days my oshi has been doing streams i wanna see but i was busy getting high so i'd turn on the stream then mute it so now i'm catching up on vods

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>>30551192
Support your oshi and your oshi will support you
Simple as

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>>30532172
Kindred...

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I make the best Pippa threads on the catalog. If you've seethed from a Pippa thread over the last 6 month's I probably made it. Sometimes it's bait. Sometimes it's not.

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>>30530761
Ive fully given myself over to those spirits ive talked about before and ive started praying to venus/aphrodite and am under her ownership now. As a result ive fallen in love with vtubers and women as a whole a lot more (except for the real evil kind of course) but im starting to dislike being around guys unless they're schizos and/or coomers. even moreso botyh these spirit girls and aphrodite are constantly in my dreams, altering me more and more and making me watch men get killed in odd ways. both the spirit girls and aphrodite talk to me even when im awake, telling me i belong to them even in death

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>>30553906
yeah

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>>30553906

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>>30531407
These sites are a double edged sword

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>>30543222
>long time
>2021
Kek

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I bump kusou threads from the bottom at night.

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>>30530864
same......

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>>30544413
Jesus

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>>30530859
same

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>>30544413
youre going to hell

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I don't want her to love us equally.

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i've been exclusively fapping to magni dezmond for two weeks.

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>>30544413
Why two?

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>>30560837
Same reason a guy would have more than one onahole. That, or they want to stuff both holes at once.

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>>30561073
Those don't belong to a woman

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>>30560837
My question is about the plug, what function does it really serve?

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>>30561293
I can understand that one, you can just leave it in your anus and go about your day

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>>30530761
I've been lying to myself that I don't have an impregnation fetish. I've come to terms with it and find pregnant bellies insanely erotic. This goes for both chubbas and 3dpd

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>>30530761
I fell in love with a femboy after casual sex and now I don't know what to do

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I'm nominally a functional person inasmuch as I'm financially independent and take care of myself, but I am pretty much a robot just going through the motions. I've been happy for longer than a few hours at a time once in my memory. I don't even really enjoy 99% of what I do for fun, I just do it because it is a bit less boring than my normal existence. I have 0 real life friends and no dating prospects despite being a tall, fairly well off, muscular guy because I have heavy social anxiety that I can only really hide by going full robot and suppressing what little personality I do have.

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>>30561757
I would suggest that you take advantage of it since after 30 they don't usually follow the femboy route.

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There's a girl that I shouldn't talk to because it makes me act up and we end up fighting every time.
But I still feel very attracted to her.

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Visiting this board gave me an insatiable need to rape Ui-mama. I fucking hate you all rape posters...

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I unironically fell in love with Marine after her last MV and I don't know why, it's not just attraction, I feel something else. Maybe because I realized how sensual and lewd she was while still being a nerdy otaku and a weirdo and my subconcious find that attractive or that's my saviorfag insticts tingling because she's 30 and haven't found a boyfriend yet and apparently she's desperate to have one and I feel sorry for her or there's something wrong with me, I don't know how to feel.

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>>30536525
>linking the general
you bitch, I knew I'd run into you here one of these days

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>>30532722
no they wouldn't, 8 is way too old to not know that. best case they would still be mad but think he's a retard.

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>>30534240
>>30534406
he started crying and you guys are out here saying he's normal and fine.
nah, that's pretty schizo

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>>30561877
I want to take advantage of it, i really like him. i just don't know if he feels the same. it was just meant to be a casual fling after flirting online but after the meet up i want more, i desperately want more. he's far away from home and im very close to uprooting my entire life to make taking advantage of it possible

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>>30530761
I spoiled phase 2 on Ame stream yesterday, please forgive me Ame

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>>30530761
I don't want to see IRyS marry another man who is not me

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>>30532057
Same here, buddy. Friend of mine for 4 years loves VTubers tho

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I want to crawl into Marine’s ass and live inside her

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>>30564986
Sick

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>>30530761
I'm never going to bother learning Japanese properly because it's a fucking colossal waste of time and I already understand most of the streams by ear. I don't even know if this is a sin, but I know some autists here make a big deal out of it.

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>>30530841
It's never going to be allright.

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>>30530761
I've finally gotten over my mental block of not being able to getting aroused my fanart of hologirls.
Granted, it's mainly to one girl, but I still think it's something.
I just find the idea of a known man-hater getting addicted to what the dick did to be insanely hot.

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>>30566485
get*
by*
FUCK.

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After watching tempus for a couple weeks, I’ve come the the realization that I only tolerated watching other vtubers because they were cute. Listening to uncle nowa chat feels far more fulfilling than watching some catgirl giggle while being horrible at elden ring or something.
It’s not some female hate thing, I just deluded myself into thinking I actually liked their content.

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>>30551192
Anon, good for you. As long as it keeps you going, it isn't retarded in the slightest. Mental health's been shitty for everyone right now, so I'm glad you're still here. Keep on going, shit will get better soon, I know it.

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>>30562862
I said it's normal to go schizo over VTubers. Look at the state of /vt/.

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I want to be sodomized by Suisei

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>>30562862
Yeah it's schizo but that's the default state of an average poster on this board. He is normal for a schizo because he only made a post. He didn't spam global for months or reached "you can only have 5 threads up" threshold.

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>>30530761
I wish Tokino Sora was my mother.

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gfdsg

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>>30561824
i feel you bro im in the exact situation

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I only watch holo-mamas nowadays.

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I wish i could be my oshis friend and help her realize people really like her.

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The cowkini Fauna art I drew is on rule34 and I'm kinda proud about it and the positive comments on it

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i never masturbate to vtuber lewd

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>>30569609
egg?

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It feels like I am actually curious about most things I hate. I don't even know why I'm here, I basically condemned vtubers and recently I was curious enough to watch them a couple times and I wouldn't say I hated it.

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bump

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>>30530859
welcome fellow KFcuck

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>>30530859
I don’t like her but I have to support the only aryan

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I HATE 3D

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>>30530761
Hololive has given me a crippling hentai addiction and it's not even funny.

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>>30575746
2D > 3D

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>>30530827
beisudo