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I'm here because I'm lost, absolutely devastated.

I was hoping I could still go on watching her like nothing had changed but now I don't know. Her kayfabe has been broken and I can't suspend my disbelief anymore. Her inspirational song, Pippa the Ripper sounds so hollow now. When she said she'd tried to make it ironic I thought she'd failed but I guess I was wrong, she knocked it out of the park. I used to tear up at the second verse, as I related myself to her stuggles.

Her pleasant laugh has become grating, her cute tones sound calculated, the kind and wise words she gives chat are just pandering, the tears during her anniversary karaoke only make me bitter, the encouragement she gave after reading my kudoboard letter is nothing but patronizing. Sometimes while watching I can forget for a moment but afterwards I always end up remembering and it hurts. I look back at every word of encouragement I've typed for her and I can only think of them as wasted and foolish, she never needed them, least of all from from me, from any of us.

If this was a page it would be stained with tears and blood. I still love her. I felt excited every time she reads one of my messages and superchats. Her terrible singing makes me smile. The song she sang for us during her twitch stream still made my heart soar. I want to go back, I want to be a hopeless gosling again. Please just take me back to that Overwatch stream on Wednesday when I could pretend she loved us and needed us even a bit as much as I do her. Before I made that mistake of telling her to learn Traditional out of fears that I wanted to protect her from Kson’s fate.

Please, just let her say something, anything. I'll take any cope I can get. I will do anything. Let me go back to her streams being the highlight of my day. Please, let me go back to Pipkin being the substitute for my alcoholism and meds. Please, let me go back to when I can talk with her and relate with her menhera struggles. Please, let me go back to her being the shining star to light my way.

Please, Pipkin Pippa, my Kamioshi, my philosopher, my therapist, my Saviour, my love, my messiah, my friend, forgive me.

>> No.30429205

>>30429009
she has a boyfriend
keep giving her condom money

>> No.30429277

>>30429205
>boyfriend
*tranny groomer
And honestly, with that hairline of hers? Anything outside of a convicted serial pedophile probably counts as marrying up.

>> No.30429336

>>30429277
Finally a chuuba within my league

>> No.30429683

Did u try rember happy day?

>> No.30430209

>>30429277
those pictures were fake though

everything else wasn't
don't care, still watching pippa
won't pay for superchats though, fuck that

>> No.30430831

It's OK anon, I'm sure you can find a chuuba with a better hairline.

>> No.30431072

The worst part about pulling back the curtain on Pippa is that she's still one of the most fun and entertaining people in the business. Take a break, you'll be back.

>> No.30431205

>>30429009
All the rrats were already btfo, op. You can breathe a sigh of relief now.

>> No.30431405

The only 'rrat' that was 'btfo' was that she's a balding woman in Russia. The rest of it isn't recent information but when you're pushing dox you tend to refresh everyone's minds.

>> No.30431449

>>30431405
All of them were disproven.

>> No.30431860

>>30431449
I hope you waited until she was 18 you terminally ill loser.

>> No.30435014

>>30429009
>Please, Pipkin Pippa, my Kamioshi, my philosopher, my therapist, my Saviour, my love, my messiah, my friend
jesas

>> No.30436592
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>>30429009
Kiki is the cure to the pain
She has many of the qualities you listed Pippa had, I think you'd love her videos and she'll do the same thing Pippa did for you
Watch her, you won't regret it.
https://www.youtube.com/c/KikiCh-/

>> No.30437708

>>30429009
Oh, hey there Ikari Tenri. After banned from Kiwi, you came here?

>> No.30437773

>>30429009
I honestly don't get how people can be surprised by this. Do you not know anything about the world?

>> No.30437872

>>30429009
Sorry Ikari, you got BTFO’d by your own oshi on twitter, you deserve it

>> No.30438707

>>30437708
>>30437872
sorry pippafags, it's your problem now.

>> No.30438920

>>30436592
Kiki is 100% the same. Maybe it's not proven yet but it will be. That's just how the world works.

>> No.30439505

>>30438920
NTA but you're gonna need some hard evidence for that

>> No.30440666

>>30431072
>the worst part
Not exactly. You should be watching her for entertainment, not becoming a gosling for a self-admitted disgusting, autistic, menhera, white trash MMO gremlin.

>> No.30441493

>>30438920
nah, her bf chow left her, so she's free right now afaik

>> No.30442262

>>30436592
kiki doesn't need political schizo fans

>> No.30442516

>>30441493
Lol that was an artist and regular, not a bf but ok

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