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Who are the most scarred vtubers? Ones with the most setbacks in life and had a shitty upbringing pre debut.

>> No.29736661

Watame's father said she was useless and caused him to consider suicide merely because of her presence.

>> No.29736672

Aruran

Homeless and his dick fell off

>> No.29736708

>>29736519
If these girls had to resort to LARPing as an anime girl for money then I’m pretty sure they all got issues

>> No.29736915

>>29736661
Damn is she that ugly

>> No.29737000

>>29736519
Most of the ones with "tragic backstories" make that shit up to milk superchat money.

>> No.29737096
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My indie oshi.
Picrel.

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World's least fortunate dog

>> No.29737217

>>29736661
sauce?

>> No.29737402

>>29737217
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaAS3xYGOkU

>> No.29738222

They just talk about it to make pity money.
The ones who actually have trauma in their life never ever talk about it.

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>>29737402
Oh…

>> No.29740141

>>29736519
qrd on pic? i heard some nasty stuff happened to her

>> No.29740580

>>29736519
Kronii was molested by her own dad
Mumei is neurotically ashamed of having to sue a wheelchair and takes extreme measures to hide this (FDR syndrome)
Ame was semi-homeless and a former heroin user but cleaned up in rehab before joining Holo.
Kiara has been fighting with eating disorders, either anorexia or bulimia, and that's why her RM is so skinny like she just walked out of Auschwitz

>> No.29740744

>>29736519
>>29740141
This anon summed it up pretty good >>28205348
She is a target for misfortune, just keeps pushing on though. She keeps putting out good content and doing her best.
Not to mention shit like her being a real schizophrenic (on medication) her father abandoning her once her brother was born because he wanted a son and her earliest memory being him throwing her at a wall. And one of her mom's later boyfriends assault her unknown how bad. She also dropped out of school when she was 12 due to her schizo getting worse and teachers mistreating her for it (doing shit like sitting her facing the back wall in class) and she's been full NEET since then, except when she got a job at the only place that would hire her (McDonalds rejected her) a few years ago for a couple months and they stole her pay and probably would've trafficked her or something since she discovered the place had a history of smuggling immigrants and she wasn't allowed alone with male staff members. She also struggles with anorexia and was so thin a few years ago that she couldn't walk upstairs without taking breaks and most of her hair fell out.
It's almost comedy. She tells lighthearted jokes about all of this and lets details slip here and there, she's a streamer that talks pretty much nonstop so if you watch her for a while you just keep learning more and more misery.

>> No.29740837

>>29736519
Amelia was homeless at one point, poor family, abusive step father and neglected by her mother.

>> No.29740909

>>29740837
she also used to be addicted to meth

>> No.29740962

>>29740837
if you watch that clip compilation of her takjing about her childhood accidents and injuries it sounds really cute and tomboyish at surface level but it also gives you a glimpse..

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>>29740744
Wtf

>> No.29741137

>>29740580
>Kronii was molested by her own dad
Never confirmed it was the dad, was it? Based on what she's said I still think junkie older brother is more likely.

>> No.29741164

>>29736661
Then she's awfully friendly, considering she comes from that kind of background.

>> No.29741281

>>29741164
The chuubas with the most fucked up backgrounds tend to be the nicest. Shondo is also incredibly kind to everyone and genuinely cares about her audience, she did a confession stream today for memes and ended up leaving in a few super edgy ones because she wanted to give genuine advice and reassure the fans who needed it. The broken girls are genuinely the sweetest and kindest. They've been through awful shit and nobody was there for them when they needed it, so they do their best to be for anyone they can.

>> No.29741315

>>29741137
Possible. It wasn't specifically stated, I assumed the dad was the most likely one but you may be right.
>>29740909
Are you sure it wasn't horse instead? I thought the hypo needle props she has are a reference to that, as a sort of victory medal for beating it.

>> No.29741368

>>29741315
it was something. she lost teeth and was a skeleton for a while

>> No.29741380

>>29736661
japs consider suicide after a bad day so that's not saying much

>> No.29741465

>>29740909
>>29741315
Seriously?
Sometimes I can't tell if something is actually plausible or just one of /vt/'s many ridiculous rrats

>> No.29741580
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>>29741465
Schroedinger's Rrat is both true and false at the same time, until you collapse the wave function.

>> No.29741589

>>29741281
Women who have faced genuine hardship are the only interesting ones, normalfag foids never had to build character in order to be liked and get through life so they're incredibly vapid.

>> No.29741836

I've also heard that when she was younger, Bae got in trouble multiple times for underage drinking and even went to juvie at least once for being a delinquent

>> No.29742182

>>29740580
Any rrats about Fauna? She seems so mentally stable that it's offputting to me. There must be something wrong with her.

>> No.29742268

>>29742182
From what I know she's from a rich family but her parents are divorced. Pretty sure she went to private school.
Really clean by the looks of things.

>> No.29742330

>>29742182
The most shocking thing I can think of about Fauna is that she probably cheats with her "vegan" diet, but pretty much all "vegans" have to cheat or they'll end up severely malnourished.

>> No.29742471

>>29742330
being vegan isn't just a character thing?

>> No.29742685

>>29742471
If it's just a character thing then I give her a pass, despite it being against nature because humans are omnivores and evolved to hunt I can see how her character would think it's "being kind and gentle".
I don't know actually if she is one in RL or not, but if she is, she most likely does cheat and consume meat/dairy and then try to hide it.

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>>29740580
Moomers uses a wheelchair?

>> No.29742789

>>29742687
You're about a week late.

>> No.29742991

>>29742471
She's talked about it on stream before but also mentioned that she tries not to be the annoying ones that everyone hears about. The food she does mention tends to fit with vegan diet so it's plausible. Imagine the farts,

>> No.29743004

>>29742789
NTA, please spoonfeed me. I've seen no evidence of this.

>> No.29743022

>>29742789
I'm usually much more late than that

>> No.29743068

>>29741281
it also explains why she cries at the drop of a hat when something happens with someone else in hololive. They're probably something of a family to her unlike most people who would see each other as coworkers

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>abandoned by her father
>lived a poor life

>> No.29744695

>>29742471
Gura used to be a vegan in her PL and quit being one for reason unknown. Fauna was afraid of being hated for the vegan stigma but after she learned that Goomb also used to be one, it made her more relaxed on the topic.

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>>29736519
pic related has a bunch of illnesses that kept her bedbound
>Ehlers-Danlos syndrome (EDS) fucked up her tendons and ligaments, has to wear braces on her hands so the fingers don't over splay and get fucked up, dislocated her hip on accident
>has arthritis, combined with EDS it forced her into a wheelchair
>was on hiatus for almost the entire first half of this year because she was bedbound, lost a bunch of weight because she'd puke most food out
>celiac disease so she can't eat gluten
>has depression, probably because of the above illnesses keeping her from doing normal people activities
>>29741589
absolutely right

>> No.29745402

>>29736519
for someone so "scarred" she sure is amazing at inflicting just as much pain to her fans with her boyfriend shit

>> No.29745715

>>29745141
If she cared about her fans she wouldn't have cucked them.

>> No.29746135

>>29741580
True chaos theory in function.

>> No.29746217
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>>29736519
She is scarred by my massive cock

>> No.29746241

>>29736519
>Ones with the most setbacks in life and had a shitty upbringing
why do you need someone as fucked as you to be interested?, get over it ffs

>> No.29746240

>>29741465
I'd bet this is true. Typically good vtuber models are a representation of their true character in online media form. So i'd bet a good 100$ on ame being a former user and her current avatar having references to that

>> No.29746439

>>29742685
As it always ends with vegans. 5 years until the vitamin dificencies REALLY hit you and you realise humans aren't supposed to live such extreme lifestyles for long.

>> No.29746639

>>29745715
Shut the fuck up unicorn.
>>29746241
Shut the fuck up nigger.

>> No.29746869

>>29740962
Kinda like Helga from Hey Arnold

>> No.29747238

For the Twitter tourists, don't believe anything here, you fucking faggots.

>> No.29747310

>>29747238
>anything
And I mean ANYTHING.

>> No.29747401

For the Twitter trannies, GET THE FUCK OUT

>> No.29747489

>>29744695
She's anemic so that's probably why she had to start eating meat again

>> No.29748523

>>29738222
It can be both. Saviorfags eat that shit up if you're a woman, because cute anime girls being weak makes men feel protective.

>> No.29751318

>>29736519
i mean kiara had some pretty cringe moments during her japan arc

>> No.29753551
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>>29736519
gomi : https://streamable.com/nopx6a

She tried to kill herself live by OD and barely survived, she has an history attempted suicide. She cuts herself all the time, on stream and post the pictures, taking anti-pain meds to be able to cut deeper.
Has womb tatoo, into ryona and hitting herself with a hammer.

Her dad brainwashed her as a kid into thinking her that her mom was a horrible and disgusting person to the point it got engraved in her brain. Now she hates her without knowing why - at 11Yo she wrote in her journal about wanting to kill her mom in details. Parents later divorced but her dad kept her while completely neglecting her like she doesn't exist.

As a result she's a complete shut-in and school drop out, diagnosed with severe bipolar disorder, started weed/drugs at a young age, bedroom is a dumpster with cockroaches, can't keep friends as she always thinks that friend is shit talking her behind her back etc.

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>>29753551
Why did I open this thread

>> No.29754119

>>29738222
I don't know, actually cutting yourself and being stuck in hospital because you tried to kill yourself on stream, that seems like a lot of effort to get the pity of 10 viewers >>29753551

>> No.29754167

>>29753551
God, poor girl. I hope she takes her meds and gets better

>> No.29754389

>>29753551
why are so many breeders like this

>> No.29754466

>>29753551
Pic of her womb tattoo?

>> No.29754673
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>>29740744
Shondo... No...

>> No.29754809

wasn't there a chuuba that tested positive for huntingtons disease like her dad

>> No.29755049

>>29741465
No, the drug one is fake. Ame shows no signs of it's usage, i researched it a bunch.
This one is real unfortunaly >>29740837

>> No.29755066

>>29740580
Kiara's RM is gorgeous. She has a huge mouth, but I like it.

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>>29754466
There are many but I don't save that shit, this one isn't the best but can see it. Scroll through the medias of her twitter for that, it also has her cuts and stuff
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1536533928265261058
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1536542914691665920
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1536536218292436993
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1534789445458677761

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>>29755349
Enough internet for today.

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>>29755349
fucking hell

>> No.29755743

>>29755349
Tattoo looks kinda scuffed but she has a nice waist, is she /here/?

>> No.29755800

>>29755066
It's meh

>> No.29756168

>>29736661
>>29741380
>>29737402
Not a jap, but I have a friend who is a chink who told me one time either fathers day or her dad's birthday or something how happy she is that her dad didn't just straight up abandon the family because she is a girl because that happened to her friend
And then gooks wonder why their women prefer white cock
Also Bae and IRyS both have Unicorn's for Dads who want them to have lesbian sex. DadRyS sent IRyS to Japan so there wouldn't be any white cocks for her to jump on and Bae's dad makes her live in a cuck shed now since she collab with homos and got her braces so she couldn't suck cock

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>>29755743
She has mentioned posts from here yeah, although doesn't self-post
/meat/ started posting her sometimes
Got her channel and discord banned many times, because she posted loli guro/amputation/ryona and similar stuff
Also this is her room https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1416265313650417665
There's lot more fucked up stuff

>> No.29756627

>>29755349
God I wish I were her father

>> No.29756639

Wasn't Subaru born with a potato for a heart or some shit?

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>>29755743
>>29754466
Maybe this shot is a bit better

>> No.29756821

>>29755349
oh shit, is this the new stealth /meat/ thread?

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>>29755349
Well her drawings ain't so bad at least
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1502463999027253248
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi/status/1494669752291119106

>> No.29757025

>>29742182
Not Fauna herself, but considering how rich her family is and how she has a private jet to fly from the NYC metro area to LA to NYC and stream again the next day and then fly back out a week later to hang out with Bae and Mumei, I am sure at least some of her relatives have been to Epstine's Island

>> No.29757133

>>29738222
I'm sure there's plenty who would make that shit up and lie, but consider this: a shut-in girl who never had any friends or anyone they could confide in, never having experinced what it's like to be loved, is suddenly showered with love and attention from her viewerbase. Parasocial relationships go both ways, and some streamers have genuine feelings towards their chat and might feel comfortable opening up to them, despite how absurd it might seem for them to blurt these things out to multiple thousands of people at once.

>> No.29757161

>>29756627
He doesn't abuse her sexually though if that's what you were going for.

>> No.29757334

>>29757133
>a shut-in girl who never had any friends or anyone they could confide in, never having experinced what it's like to be loved, is suddenly showered with love and attention from her viewerbase.
Yup, it can get pretty bad with 2views especially. That girl >>29753551 posted got attention in /meat/ and started cutting herself more more as a result, given the positive reactions there

>> No.29757499

>>29742471
pretty sure she's actually a vegan since she also talked about how her whole family is vegan and how they're worried about their food being non vegan when they eat out

>> No.29757691
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Gets dumped by her own mother as a baby, father is dead, forced to live in a shitty foster family, ends up homeless after that, chronically ill.
Shit cards but she rarely brings it up and seems to work hard. All the best for blue waifu.

>> No.29757922

>>29736672
>his dick fell off
isn't that a meme?

>> No.29758025

>>29755066
She has a nice body, but her face is fucked due to her nose and forehead. She used to have fucked up teeth too, but it looks like she gave up on the jap fucked up teeth fetish and got braces at some point. Any picture where her face looks cute is either because she knows what angles look good on her or due to photoshop

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And if anyone's asking; Yes. Gomi is one of the /meat/ vtubers.
We're taking over this thread now.
>>29736519
Pic related. Akira Mazono.
Recently got betrayed by a close person she was taking care of, getting raped anally.
Her husband left her after he could not handle Akira's traumatic tantrums, possibly taking the kid away too.
Her disability certificate expired, longer has access to healthcare and welfare.
Copes her trauma by doing a reenactment ASMR.

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>>29757334
She even cut a cockroach onto herself just for us. Concerning, but at this point she's basically unsavable, she even said it herself.

>> No.29758465

>>29746869
linda kike heyga from hel arnold

>> No.29758648

>>29758418
do you think she'd post a crotch pic with the womb tattoo for a donation

>> No.29758727

>>29758183
Is it really rape when it fits into her fetishes?

>> No.29758829

>>29758648
Yes, please donate to her. She does pictures and videos on request, just send her a DM on twitter.

>> No.29758933

>>29758727
people bluff about their rape fetish all the time, but still get traumatized either way

>> No.29758949

>>29758648
Yeah you can buy nudes and fucked up stuff directly if you want. She has 0 self-esteem, so if morals aren't a concern for you go ahead.

>> No.29759002

>>29758418
She's savable, don't be a faggot. Everyone in her situation would call themselves that. You wouldn't have depression and BPD and be cutting and thinking "yup, things are looking up". Her dad has been getting better and is offering to pay her to take the equivalent of a GED test and then reward her with an overseas trip to visit friends when she passes.

>> No.29759129

>>29758648
Btw she literally just shaved yesterday so now would be the perfect time, don't wait.

>> No.29759219

IF ANYONE ELSE SAYS MY COCKROACH WIFE CAN'T BE SAVED I'M GOING TO CUT YOU INTO CHUNKS AND FRY YOU UP

>> No.29759324

What the fuck is wrong with /meat/

>> No.29759326

>>29759219
she can be saved, but not 100% saved. I admire the positivity though

>> No.29759381

>>29758933
Naw, I doubt it given the shit she is into. She probably enjoyed it.

>> No.29759400

>>29758933
it's not even a bluff necessarily. hard core masochists can still find pain to be uncomfortable, but they have an easier time reinterpreting that pain as pleasure the more they learn to handle it. it's a mindset you need to put yourself in.
>>29759002
i wish her well in that. as much as i enjoy watching her suffer, i also want to see her struggle her way out of it and make a better life for herself. people like akira do it for pleasure and as therapy, i would like it if she could do it like that, but if not it would be better that she not do it at all.
>>29759129
ya, i was almost not sure if i was seeing the same person before i realized she did that. nice pictures and videos indeed.
>>29759219
don't worry anon, salvation is inevitable one way or another, but i hope she finds the end of the tunnel before that comes.

>> No.29759437

>>29759381
i'd argue it's a 50:50 ratio of pleasure and suffering

>> No.29759455

>>29742182
Has a husband

>> No.29759458

>>29736519
Marine went to a Japanese Catholic school where she was forced to have gay sex

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>>29736661
Damn her dad is based.

>> No.29759525

>>29759326
No one with BPD will ever be neurotypical if that's what you mean, but she can still improve leaps and bounds. She is already way better than she used to be in many ways. She's not going to off herself. She's going to get better and her therapist is helping her. I don't know what you think "saved" means precisely.

>> No.29759532

>>29759458
Such is the way of the heretical doctrine known as Catholicism.

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>>29758648
>>29758418
Enjoy this feeling while it lasts. Not blaming you, I started watching her from her first month, out of twisted curiosity/enjoyment, encouraging her antics.
After more than year of following her struggle though, I'm just left with concern and feeling sad to see her like this. Had to take distance avoid the mental toll, I just hope she get better someday, even if unlikely.
>>29759002
It's not the first time "things are looking up" only to crash even further down shortly after. But I hope you're right anon, I really do.

>> No.29759665

>>29740580
>Mumei is neurotically ashamed of having to sue a wheelchair
I don't even watch her but I really hope that's not true.

>> No.29759677

>>29759219
Good luck anon, personally I gave up.

>> No.29759748

>>29753551
>>29754119
Heres the thing tho: have YOU seen it happen?
This is not me shitting on any specific vtuber or anything, I just want people to not be that gullible because its very easy to be on the internet, create a fake story, with fake photos and everything, and have people believe it.
I dont care if I am seem as cold or inhuman for this, but I have been lied to before by women so this is coming from experience.
You are free to feel sorry for the person and all that, but if you actually give your money to someone because of some story they might have manufactured and never presented actual proof, then you are just dumb.

>> No.29759754

>>29759571
>It's not the first time "things are looking up" only to crash even further down shortly after. But I hope you're right anon, I really do.
nta, look at drug addicts. they relapse all the time, until they don't, and things start getting better for the long run. whether or not someone relapses is up to them and their ability to take it. encourage her to get better, and make her feel supported, have patience with her, and she will always have a chance as long as she lives.

>> No.29759809

>>29758648
>>29758829
>>29759400
Btw she was a minor when she started doing this.
She said she was 18, yet months later celebrated her 18th birthday posting pictures from a casino. So you're not in trouble (now).

>> No.29759866

>>29759571
Yeah, BPD has cycles. She just had a pretty bad crash and recovered. I don't want to give any details but I am definitely hopeful.

>>29759677
I totally understand and respect and thank you for your efforts, anon. I won't give up. The only thing she can do to lose me is to stop streaming and deleting her discord.

>> No.29760020

>>29759748
That's like 10% of it but she does "cutting requests" where she cut herself depending on what's asked or names of people. Countless IRL videos too, always the same room and body. Unless she kidnapped someone to use for it, honestly...

>> No.29760040

>>29759571
gomianon...

>> No.29760101

>>29759866
You think money can save a chuuba?

>> No.29760106

>>29742182
There used to be a schizo who said she's actually a sociopath who used shondo like she's using Gura rn to increase her own views and the whole nurturing personality and full unity thing was just an act and the EN GIRLS ARE IN DANGER from her

>> No.29760210

>>29760106
hello shondo

>> No.29760256

>>29759866
Not sure since when you've been watching, but last autumn there were a few months of unwatchable streams with 2 fps and extremely scuffed audio, barely 4~5 viewers, followed by no stream for >1month with no news. She deleted her discord about 4 times too.
Maybe with the attention she won't disappear again.

>> No.29760295

>>29760040
I FUCKING LOVE GOMIIIII
GOMIIIIII

>>29760101
No. However gomi specifically could really use money right now. But there are times when it can have the opposite effect and be a negative.

>> No.29760363

>>29760295
>give money
>she buys more drug with it
Ain't doing that unless she makes a wishlist of useful stuff

>> No.29760365

>>29742687
am i remarded

>> No.29760383

>>29760256
By stop streaming I mean throw the gomi gimmick away and move on with her life, not actually stop streaming.

>> No.29760410

>>29760363
That was pretty much my concern, if you check her throne it's just plushies and shit.

>> No.29760468

>>29759129
how do you know she just shaved?

>> No.29760475

>>29760363
>>29760410
Yes, that's the negative side. However at the moment she's saving for things that could actually improve her quality of life and future so donating would actually turn out as being a positive.

>> No.29760593

>>29760363
Also she has tried but the country she lives in doesn't allow "online gifts" so her Amazon wishlist is pointless for anyone outside her country, and her throne just gives her the money.

>> No.29760660

>>29740744
Thank God Fauna managed to get away from her.

>> No.29760798

>>29760468
Gomianon...

>> No.29760866

>>29760468
check her alt account

>> No.29760951

>>29753551 This. This is the result of our super advanced civilization. We came aaaaall this way, we invented the Internet, vaccines, meds, psychiatry, aaall of our modern world and now we have young people who need professional help for their own brain and who will be given hyper chemical meds which will never cure them from disorders springing directly from our sick modern ways, and we are fortunate enough to share an intangible world of ideas and where young, traumatized boys and girls can lose their absolute mind sharing self-harm pics and reenacting their deep trauma as scintillating sexual ASMR, and forget the outside world as their minds progressively rot and make them incapable of work, friend and all social activities which could cure them. And we WANT it. We ask for it, and encourage it, thinly veiled by wishes he or she "gets better". The funniest thing is, when you look at cultures with longeve, and supposedly "happy" and "healthy" population, they lack the structure we've built over the years looking to achieve that very status. As if simplicity had always been the answer we didn't want to acknowledge. At times it feels like we're going the exact opposite way. At times it feels like we are fucking cursed.

>> No.29761004

Considering the amounts of insecurity, whoring, doing whatever for money, drama, breakdowns, taking advantage of others, etc, in the industry, I'd say most Vtubers probably had some kind of event in life that fucked them up during development. That, or they're just all autistic.

>> No.29761053

>>29760951
Normal society still runs on. You're only looking at the very, VERY bottom of the barrel. I'd argue this is better than the alternative of being cavemen.

>> No.29761094

>>29760798
>>29760040
is there a story here?

>> No.29761145
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>>29760951

>> No.29761411

>>29736519
>dog died
>nooo i'm scarred forever :'(

>> No.29761433
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>>29759571
Dude...
There there. We're all in pain together.

>> No.29761434

>>29761094
she posted a few videos and an image. they look very nice, one of them even a bit cute, but i definitely can't show it here, and i want you to find it yourself anyways. it's more fun that way.
>>29761411
sanalite, i....

>> No.29761582

>>29758183
>gets raped and lost everything
>still makes content and moved forward
meanwhile, hologirls stop streaming because tommy hort, dog ded, uuuuuuuuu insert excuses here like Ayame. What's your excuse?

>> No.29761753

>>29761094
gomianon has DPD and his ex had BPD and killed herself and he's posting in this thread right now

>> No.29761774

>>29753551
Time to hunt down the father

>> No.29763071

>>29740744
You simps will really fall for anything.

>> No.29763106

>>29741281
Why are Shondofags like this?

>> No.29763135

>>29758183
the fuck is a /meat/ vtuber

>> No.29763181

>>29760106
Give it up Shondo.

>> No.29763301

>all these made-up stories in this thread
>faggots just falling for it no questions asked
No wonder narratives are so fucking popular in this board. You idiots will eat up anything.

>> No.29763308

You guys act like you like menheras with tragic backgrounds but it's never cute irl. I dated a weaboo chick who had all sorts of issues stemming from being diddled to getting hospitalized for getting beaten up by her ex. Anyways our relationship ended when I found out she was not just using again but fucking her drug dealer

>> No.29763348

>>29736915
She's actually really cute (and small). I say this without being affected by yellow fever.

>> No.29763394

>>29763301
These faggots do not realize they're playing a character and have free-range to say anything without repercussion. They all do it for sympathy points and donations, there's been many other vtubers who have exposed this already. even Korone has done it

>> No.29763403

>>29763135
lol
lmao

>> No.29763553

>>29763135
/meat/ is a thread. we are taking over this one because jannies keep killing our threads for some reason. we usually post a list of chuubas in whatever thread we are taking residence in, but that list isn't updated, and i wanted to include the link to our reorganization threads over in gc.

>> No.29763581

>>29755349
>wrist cuts
Jesus fucking Christ, why I can look at actual real gore but this shit makes me feel physically ill.
The idea that someone does it to themselves just fucks me up worse than anything else.

>> No.29763587

>>29763308
It's fun at first but if you get attached you're just left with worries and seeing them continue their cycle feels depressing, streams stop being fun, and you take distance to save your own mental health. Personally I would never want to get close, even if I was asked, I mean it. Hell I'd honestly hope they find someone solid enough to handle that and disappear from internet.

>> No.29763629

>>29763135
Someone who would have been better off if they weren't born.

>> No.29763634

>>29763308
Good thing that we're not dealing with these people IRL then.

>> No.29763715

>>29763581
It's honestly not that bad, I tried it for fun a while back but did it on my arm so that it wouldn't show in public. It surprisingly didn't hurt much, though it took like 8 years for the scars to heal idk if that's normal.

>> No.29763745

>>29755349
I never went to /meat/ before but I can't forgive them if they encourage shit like this....

>> No.29763759

>>29763629
they're not even harming anyone, only themselves in the process really.

>> No.29763780

>>29763587
I recently started talking to some onlyfans whore recenetly. She told me how she tried to commit suicide and I just didn't care. Shit like this makes you jaded.

>>29763634
lol yea haha

>> No.29763881

>>29763715
I broke up with a gf when she started doing that shit and wouldnt stop when I told her to.
Its not about pain, more about why the fuck would a sane person find pleasure in cutting and losing blood like that.
You are damaging your body and it makes no sense to me.

>> No.29763890

>>29753551
>https://streamable.com/nopx6a
lmao!

>> No.29763929

>>29754389
41% :)

>> No.29763975

>>29753551
>>29753947
>>29755349
Anyone else just don't care anymore about stuff like this? Even if it was someone close to me if they started breaking down in front of me threatening to kill themselves I'll just wanna talk them out of it because I wouldn't wanna be questioned by the cops about it

>> No.29763999

>>29736519
>pic related
She's the one who peed herself on stream while laugging about it, isnt she?

I saw that clip. Honestly, I'm just impressed. The kind of person you would have to become to reach that level is so totally unobtainable for me, that I can't help but just be impressed.

>> No.29764036

>>29742687
>>29743004
No. We don't know. It's just a fan theory based on conjecture.

>> No.29764084

>>29763745
she's been doing this even before she recognized /meat/, and even then most of us just want to save cucaracha from her shitty situation

>> No.29764100

>>29763308
You got the wrong idea anon.
If there's one category of femchuubas you'll barely find any gosling or people wanting to date them, it's this one. They're often trashy, unstable and degrade themselves in public. At worst it's just
a fun plaything to drop later, at best it's compassionate saviorfagging.
Most people have no desire to touch that IRL.

>> No.29764229

>>29763975
Thing is, you can care, but it's better if you don't care too much.
You can't help people like that through internet, and in person, you'd just hurt yourself.
Since what you can do is so limited anyway, it's better to keep a lighthearted approach if you can.

>> No.29764304

>>29763999
I require proof of this for research purposes.

>> No.29764475

>>29764100
Well, these girls at least manage to drag themselves to the internet and put some effort to entertain people on stream and try to gain some value for themselves. I would put them above the absolute bottom of society. Perhaps, it's the only way for them to find some purpose and salvation as they are unable to function in society in the current state. At least they aren't on drugs in some street corner and have some schizo rant. They might never quite function normally, have a normal relationship, but they might get a bit better every day to keep going.

>> No.29764532

>>29764229
Understandable.

>> No.29764547

>>29764304
In fairness, she wore a diaper that apperently worked well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AFkGny7gBw

>> No.29764799

>>29763553
On it!

>> No.29764834
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Ryona Musume Club
Indie circle of ryona and guro themed v-tubers
https://ryonankoclub.wixsite.com/website
>Mai Yumemino
Immortal maid from Mai-chan's Daily Life. She will fulfill your dark desires
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvNrOOjEoxOKsGlmcj_Nsag
https://twitter.com/yumemino_mai
>Tsubaki
Vampire cursed with a revealing outfit. Dorky hag
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2MWjTYjMRDFwUc8KGkzuNg
https://twitter.com/d_tsubaki_

Sandbag Institute
Indie circle. A facility for experimenting on ryona guinea pigs
https://virtual-punchingbag.com/top.html
>Akira Mazono
Failed immortalisation test subject that wants to be beaten and eaten
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUD1u_sg-459lO1Dy9xcXYw
https://twitter.com/ryonaxlove
>Furokawa Ryona
Young boy wanting to be tested on
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnI8I67HTiMUgkBLd9rDmwQ
https://twitter.com/ryouna_ryona917

Hotcake Yakiagarimachi
Indie circle. Visitors from a dark dimension established a confectionery to harvest negative emotions
>Dentata Comma
Magical plant girl disguised as a human. Performed horrifying experiments on herself.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81S6bzX1LfaWRbztdZmfJg
https://twitter.com/commav9413
>Tsutsuji Gashiya
Skeleton golem girl disguised as a human. Hurt her throat from drinking
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcmxB7P6VhOsOmGfvls1nuw
https://twitter.com/gasiyatutuzi

AwA Family
Indie circle. AwA and her doujin creations brought to life.
>AwA
Pastel guro doujin artist. Makes chocolate with her own blood
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuVcdNat7S4hydNm0U5wuJQ
https://twitter.com/awa7_cat
>Minori Natsume
Ryona AV idol married sheep. Loves guitars and watermelon
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSn2V8SOK4f1tEnVT4Ft9pw
https://twitter.com/minori_72me
>Kaihou Rukuna
Alternative punkish girl with ribbons sown into her skin
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzIei6B2_0-IR9NXVohE86w
https://twitter.com/xho_697

Solo Ryona Vtubers
>Kyusai-Chan
Suicidal respawning angel. Cute singer and loves weirdcore
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCm1WEigamQya7cIHkcWYMmw
https://twitter.com/kyusai_nehan
>Mitsuro
Broken bratty Miyazaki-accented artist. Will bite you
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQ3owMPmIjp3JELxlaJyz9g
https://twitter.com/326thv
>Eganagu
Ryona doujin artist. Drew fun materials
https://eganagu.wixsite.com/smile
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF3u-FAkJcvduBX3qDvPkKA
https://twitter.com/eganagu
>Zonbko
Cute zombie daughter. Thematically guro but wholesome
https://twitter.com/zonbko
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzZVy9bmPS-2nyxtDv8Wx2Q
>Gomi Kukara
Psychotic hispanic cockroach. Addicted to weed
https://twitter.com/kukaragomi
https://twitch.tv/kukaragomi
>Hatoba Tsugu
Not a ryona vtuber, but always be the victim in their fanworks
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGaUWM5OQ7hU1JwbqvNBR4w
http://tsugu.org/

>Fanfic Archive
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pBG8xHkf8nToLH19O5KnoOB2mNi_F1a8Q34r6TeIkM8

>> No.29764945
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Offshore Account:
>>>/trash/49720902

Upcoming streams:
>Minori
https://youtu.be/nHctr49VlLI

>> No.29765158

>>29764547
That's not the OP pic's vtuber, but thanks for sharing anyway.

>> No.29765167

>>29764945
>>29764834
we were having a discussion about what to add to this. i think we should add the gc links in the format it has been done in, and there are a few more chuubas we need to add to the list.

>> No.29765504

>discussion
https://dis.guro.cx/dis/koko.php?res=935#p2093
>images
https://boards.guro.cx/g/koko.php?res=98641#p99205

>> No.29765563

>>29765158
Ah, no problem, sorry for the confusion.

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>>29763975
No animosity here and I can't speak for everyone, but realise there are countless people like that in the world, everywhere. You don't have any responsibility to save them. There are many people starving to death, people trapped in prostitution rings, some with chronic illnesses, homeless children, most of them are invisible. When you hear about some war on the other side of the planet ruining many people's life, you won't feel much despite the suffering it brings.

A few of them like >>29764475 said put themselves out there and you can get to learn about their life and feel empathy. But you have no duty to help just because of that. You can if you want, but you won't be able to do much and you could hurt yourself in the process.
It's also fair to avoid interacting thinking you don't wanna encourage what they do, but honestly it won't change anything, they're already broken and having an audience, even if it's in a twisted way, keep them active and not completely isolated. I won't pretend it's some act of charity, but it's not evil either. Some just enjoy the entertaining part of it knowing there's not much to do anyway. Others are amoral and get entertainment where they find it.

>> No.29765755

There was that Vtuber that stapled up her
vagina
does that fit here?

>> No.29765805
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29765805

Thread subsumption complete.
Welcome to /meat/

>> No.29765887
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>>29765755
Komma? She's very stable actually. A medical student even. Only does ryona out of curiosity, wanting to push herself to her limits.

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>>29765887
>stapled her hoo-ha shut
>stable

>> No.29766113

>>29742182
She did groom shondo

>> No.29766165

>>29765933
the question of why she does that kind of stuff is worth keeping in mind. some harm themselves because they hate themselves, she harms herself because it's fun to test her limits. people who regularly release their emotions by engaging in situations that would activate their fight or flight responce, including controlled violence or injury tend to be the least violent according to statistics. people who play violent videogames tend to also be less violent, generally speaking, but it is better that the truly violent people be preoccupied with violent video games than being outside, committing actual acts of violence.

>> No.29766280

>>29765887
>medical student
>self abuse to find out the limits of the human body
She's 100% a future serial killer

>> No.29766379

>>29765748
More or less yeah, armchair philosophy moment maybe but I feel it's relevant to the topic.
If you start caring about the suffering of everyone in the world and how you affect it, you won't be able to live. Many common things in life are in some way at the expense of other people. Getting money often isn't so glamorous and is done at the expense of others. Or even the obvious stuff you hear like buying those clothes made in the 3rd world is supporting the exploitation that goes there, buying from Amazon contributes to garbage work ethics etc.

Most people will rarely have the opportunity of impacting other's life in a meaningful way without sacrificing themselves. For the most part, you don't matter. You'll be happier if you accept that and enjoy what you can.

>> No.29766399

>>29765887
Using the information I've gathered so far, I tried my best to find her online and I wasn't able to.
Did she dissappear?

If not, I'm guessing she changed her social handle and only streams on bilibili or something.

>> No.29766890

>>29766399
her parents found out, so she started trying to lay low. hopefully she will return at some point, though.

>> No.29767983

>>29766890
Ah that explains it. Frankly, it was probably for the best.

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>>29766165
based and psychopilled

>> No.29768382

>>29766280
The next Josef Mengele/Shiro Ishii

>> No.29769292

>>29768382
those two don't compare at all to comma's cuteness.
also, nevada-tan did nothing wrong.

>> No.29769488

>>29740580
>Kiara has been fighting with eating disorders, either anorexia or bulimia
Not even an uncommon thing in Austria. Kiara is slightly younger than and there were a lot of reports of eating disorders when I was in middle school.

>> No.29769530

>>29764834
Does any of those keep it to safe ryona?
I find light masochism hot but I dont want them actually damaging themselves or worse.

>> No.29769599

>>29769530
akira and minori are the only ones still actually active but neither are doing much ryona stuff currently

>> No.29769772

>>29769530
most of them do. actually, a lot of them just do guro/ryona content. for example, mai-chan is the wife of the guy who wrote mai-chan's daily life, and is a mangaka herself, same with awa. kaihou is a skin seamstress. as for the ones that do physical stuff, not many do it on stream besides akira, comma, gomi, and occassionally a few others. all of it is safe besides gomi, even comma, who enters the more extreme side of things, is usually well prepared for whatever she is getting herself into. granted, you might prefer the ones that are less extreme, judging by your question. most of them are pretty responsible, so please enjoy.

>> No.29769784

>>29763745
I'm a /meat/ fan but I hate cutting. Meat began as 2D cannibalism and vore with a good portion of ryonafags, transitioned to mostly ryona and extreme shit like stapling vagoos. Gomi came along much later with her trainwreck of a life.

>> No.29769985

>>29769784
we still do 2D stull. jannies kill our threads when we do it out of /trash/ and /trash/ bans us for absurd loli accusations but consider going there and posting all the vtuber ryona and guro you have. also, please consider using the image link here >>29765504

>> No.29770036

minori live

>> No.29770049

>>29763348
eh, her feet are really fucked up. i could understand being disappointed in that as a father.

>> No.29770219

>>29755066
I too love her big ass mouth. She also has great hips and ass but her face isn't really my type.

>> No.29770305

Is /meat/ attracted to suffering or something? I swear everytime a thread discusses something extremely negative on vtuber lifestyle they just wander in

>> No.29770409

>>29763071
as someone who watches her a lot and considers her my oshi, there are a lot of small things in her stories that simply don't line up. whether it's exaggerated for effect or just hazy memory is unclear. normally you'd say it's part of the character, but since she keeps insisting that she doesn't have a character you shouldn't separate the two even for the sake of an argument. yesterday for example she was talking about how she has only ever kissed and held hands with two of her female friends, and that's it. no mention of her boyfriend that she used to have openly (OPENLY, MODS - NO DOXX). she also insists she's asexual, thinks sex is gross and didn't even know sex was a thing until the started streaming despite being heavily into lewd art and even drawing it herself. she only does that because "it's fun" according to herself, but why would it be fun if you had no particular feelings whatsoever about it? i don't think she's as mysterious and intelligent as she wants to be. i realize i sound like an anti, but i do love her and want to protect her even with all of her flaws. if anything they just make those instincts even stronger.

>> No.29770558

>>29770305
ya. guro and ryona. have you seen our threads?

>> No.29770621

>>29764945
i have no idea how this game is played. anyone want to give me a rundown of what is going on?

>> No.29770697

huh, so this is what happened to meat. i was wondering why it disappeared.
i correctly assumed the move to trash but i didn't want to go there as an occasional lurker.

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hey /meat/heads tried posting on /trash/ but captcha wouldn't load for me

wannabe chemistryfag here with the meat alcohol rentry
https://rentry.org/59zmt
seeking further feedback on the process, talked to a chemist from the other thread and adjusted based on their recommendations but want to get your ideas for a possible way to magically or herbally induce Cyclic adenosine monophosphate production without starving the individual you are harvesting.

Any ideas appreciated, also working on rare/unique fungi of /meat/ so throw ideas at me for some fucked up plants if you're willing

>> No.29770819

>>29736519
I think Rita from Prism grew up in an orphanage, she's nice

>> No.29770911

>>29770724
Thanks!
Will get to it in the main worldbuilding thread

>> No.29771087

>>29770724
1) i'll link this comment to the /trash/ thread. 2) there is a process people go through during certain forms of fasting that makes them burn fat and muscle and what not to make nutrients, but idk enough about it to know how it does that, but maybe that could help with your problem. as for other fungui, we have at least two, one from the rentry, and one that was mentioned in one of the risuner stories. besides that, we could go many routes, but maybe give a few examples of your favorite mushrooms if you want. (btw, our new /asp/iring chuuba is based on "ophiocordyceps unilateralis" so do with that as you will.)

>> No.29772308

>>29771087
Ketogenesis?

>> No.29772451

>>29772308
not sure. maybe. hearing that word makes me think it is probably a completely separate subject, but i might as well ask if it or anything related to it would help at all with the problem.

>> No.29773366

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xgiLyVHBSY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEngCw2-5BA

>> No.29773640

>>29773366
>zombie on crane
Oh no

>> No.29773781

>>29736519
Salome is a real NEET autist before she join Nijisanji

>> No.29773824

>>29770049
what ballet does to a girl(s feet).

>> No.29773926

>>29746439
Been at it for somewhere around 12 years now, no cheating and I'm in excellent health. I'll agree It's not for everyone but that's a complete myth, our bodies evolved to process complex amino acids and proteins found in meat from other sources during times of famine. You'll do fine if you just know how to get a diverse enough nutrition profile out of your food.

>> No.29774190

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9--32tbegUM
i am pretty sure this chuuba has done ryona before, and she streams with tsubaki. not sure if anyone agrees with my reasoning, but if you don't mind, i'll post this here.

>> No.29774235

>>29773781
Proof?

>> No.29774428

>>29773781
>Salome
so, serious question. when she debuted she showed her intestines and people here were very excited about it, i haven't been paying too much attention to her, but anyone here who has, was it just a one off thing, or does she do more stuff that is, if not actually /meat/worthy, then at least /meat/ related? showing pictures of her intestines wasn't all that big of a deal for me, btw, but she did seem ind of cute when i watched the stream.

>> No.29774561

>>29766165
Does this mean that Women who like to be slapped around and choked during sex hate themselves?

>> No.29774585

>>29770409
Shondo is my oshi too and you misinterpreted the handholding thing. She said she held hands with her friend and her ex-boyfriend. Someone outright mentioned Pyro in chat yesterday and she said she never kissed him. She’s said she held hands with one girl, the friend she kissed, and one guy her ex many times now. If you mention him, she won’t dodge it, but people rarely do. She’s transparent.
As for the lewd art can’t help you there, she’s probably confused about her feelings. She basically said yesterday she’s never masturbated and thought most people didn’t also until recently and it was just something done in media and maybe by a few people, not the common population. She’s something for sure.

>> No.29775014

>>29774561
they do it because it pleasures them, though some of them enjoy it more if they feel degraded. women like that are engaging in that behavior for pleasure, not out of self-hate or attention seeking.

>> No.29775021

>>29774585
happen to have a timestamp for when she mentioned her ex? must have said it while i was doing something else because i didn't hear it.

>> No.29775129

>>29775021
It was right when she was talking about the handholding and kissing. Someone in chat said “what about Pyro” and I was like Oh fuck. Then she directly replied to it.
She’s been transparent and said she’s held hands with a guy before but never kissed one multiple times now, that never changes. I don’t think she likes to talk about him for obvious reasons but she doesn’t like lying to her audience either, she’s clearly stated she did have a boyfriend once online and they met up before but I don’t remember which streams, likely months ago. She is a good girl.

>> No.29775363

>>29775129
when comma gained internet fame for stapling her cunny, shono and pippa talked about it. something like "ryonachads stay winning" or whatever. i don't think she would count as a /meat/ chuuba, but i like her. i've seen some of her content and it seems like she does do some ryona-related stuff, i just don't think it's the same as, say, comma.

>> No.29775404

>>29775129
listening back to it and watching chat she doesn't address the pyro comment at all. she just talks about the sleep over where she kisses a girl, and then adds "i also held hands with a friend, those are my experiences" and the pyro comment drops in while she says that. unless you're referring to something else in the vod i think you're misremembering things.

>> No.29775417

>>29775014
It's so strange for me because I've had a thing for Gentle-Femdom before and it was all about being wanted so bad that I wouldn't have to put in any effort for sex to happen and too know that I'm attractive enough to be that desirable. I can get the point about wanting a partner to test boundaries around trust as in -hurt me but don't do permanent damage- Yet moreso, I find myself miffed, I've been exposed to a lot of domestic violence and there was never anything erotic about it. Being around it did something where it put complexes around violence in a kind of framework as being something normal and routine. So I'm sure I'm not alone in that I've trained myself to only respond with violence if It's absolutely for self-defense or too protect others. So seeing that there are Women who want me to bring that into the bedroom throws me through a loop and acts as a huge turn-off.

>> No.29775452

>>29775404
Alright I’ll find it

>> No.29775458

>>29736519
Not the most but botan's sound weird
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4rjn_9mBzs

>> No.29775585

>>29775452
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1548389158?t=2h16m22s
this is right after she described the sleep over where she kissed and held hands with a girl
>i held hands with my friend as well, so i've held hands with two people before

>> No.29775602

>>29755066
with that nose she should be happy she wasn't born half a century earlier

>> No.29775780

>>29736519
nyanners definitely comes to mind

>> No.29775816

>>29775585
>>29775404
Right before that https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1548389158?t=02h15m58s
She's talking and sees the comment and instantly replies to it, it's really quick. Look at the chat on the screen not the chat replay it's behind. She calls the person who said it by name and says "no I did not Noidest, trust me, no. We held hands, but that was it." THEN she says "I held hands with my friend as well, so I've held hands with two people before", the other person being Pyro. You got it right except missed the part where she saw the person ask about Pyro and switched to talking about him.

>> No.29775954

>>29775816
ah, sorry. i looked at the chat replay. that's what had me so confused lol. thanks for clearing it up instead of just berating me (like i probably deserved to be).

>> No.29776000

>>29775954
It's alright I got confused the first time watching too as I was looking at the chat replay also. It all goes down really quickly but those few words completely change the context of the conversation a lot.

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>> No.29776147

>>29776029
CUTE

>> No.29776212

>>29763181
>>29760210
Fauna and Shondo are on good terms now. That rrat is buried.

>> No.29776541

amelia has a clip from her past life where she talks about how her mom constantly had new boyfriends. wouldn't be surprised if her siblings had different fathers too.

>> No.29777051

>>29773366
so, is anyone else watching the crane video? how does it work?

>> No.29777241

>>29777051
controlled from your browser
holo chuubas did some crane streams too

>> No.29777403

>>29736519
I'm not a pedo but I wish I could help Shondo, I want to protect her.

>> No.29777727

>>29736519
Ironmouse.
Had an okay extrovert life, did some ballet training, breakdancing, opera singing training, drew some stuff too (has tumblr still).
Then CVID, throat infection with no voice for a year, lung problems ("imagine breathing through a straw, constantly, I couldn't sleep"), some percent of muscle atrophy because of constant laying in bed, mother tried some shitty herbs to cure her that she got from some scammy religion people (and I think other stupid methods too), regularly has to get plasma transfusions, has/had an oxygen tube in her nose I think?
Got better now, but in the past had really shitty moments for a very long time. Couldn't eat any normal food until recently too.
Apparently dies from heat now, because AC potentially means the danger of infection from the outside.

>> No.29777819

>>29777727
>because AC potentially means the danger of infection from the outside.
What shithole is she living in? and don't they have bloody filters? I'm sure they do, I see 'air-con filter cleaner' sprays for sale.

>> No.29778069

>>29777819
Well I'm not sure about this one, that was the conversation in one of her recent tweets.
Also she was planning to move, but the house she wanted to buy turned out to be shitty upon better inspection. Was a big bummer.

>> No.29778591

>>29742330
>>29742685
>t. fat americans with cholesterol clogged arteries smugging about how vegans are malnourished
holy kek.

>> No.29778685

>>29773926
>during times of famine
How's it a /complete/ myth then? Our bodies, according to you, literally evolved the ability for when there was no meat, ergo, otherwise, would never have evolved it.

>> No.29778986

>>29778685
by the same logic, our bodies evolved to go without vegetables or fruits. moralfag vegans are such strange creatures, aren't they?

>> No.29779207

>>29777819
the place starts with a p and ends with an o and wishes it could be among 50 stars

>> No.29779293

>>29779207
poopoo?

>> No.29779944

>>29737096
Should be 2 eyes blind Haha! Hahaha! Hah...hahha....

>> No.29780446
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>really poor
>some brain problem or something (recent MRI inconclusive)
>really weak joints
>fall frequently
>knee disjoints frequently
>loses vision frequently
>constant headache

pinpon...

>> No.29780718

being a poor fuck with saviorfag mentality is hell

>> No.29782213

>>29780718
You're looking at it the wrong way. What they need the most is someone who legitimately cares about them and will try to help them, no matter how much they may get angry. Money can end up making them worse because most people are bad with it anyway and then their guilt and stress will redouble when they realize they've wasted more of it. All you can do is be there.

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>>29737402
poor baby

>> No.29783045

>>29780718
>>29782213
Money doesn't help
Assuming they have enough to live as a baseline anyway
money doesnt fix people, it breaks people.

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>>29761774
wood chipper-kun gambete~~

>> No.29784916

>>29758183
>reenacts her rape
Damn that's hot but fucked

>> No.29785568

>>29784916
she does other hot but fucked up stuff, it's pretty nice. hope she succeeds in coping with the stuff that happened to her.

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>>29766165
Has she unlocked 100% of her brain power yet

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>>29785736
no, she was at 101% before she had the opportunity to unlock any more of her brain power. she is currently approaching 10000%

>> No.29786649

>>29779207
The only thing "rich" about it is how they think they deserve to be a state.
>>29784916
Is it bad that the audio gave me a boner?

>> No.29787135

>>29786649
Where'd you find it

>> No.29788578

>>29740580
>Mumei is neurotically ashamed of having to sue a wheelchair
well....did she win the case?

>> No.29788703

anons itt are the real scarred fuckers

>> No.29789333

>>29788578
The wheelchair took everything she got, including the kids. It was devastating because it ran over the kids on the court parking lot. The cops were at a loss, turns out you can't incarcerate a wheelchair for running over a kid, so they put Moomers in jail for it. That's her real vtuber origin story.
She's vowed to take revenge on the wheelchair that fled to Mexico where it is living large with her money.

>> No.29789856 [DELETED] 

>>29788703
I clicked on this thread out of curiosity, and it's been a real eye opener. For how shit my life is at the moment, I will NEVER stoop so low as to entrench myself in mentally ill girl gossip like these fucked up anons are doing.

>> No.29790030

>>29789856
My oshi killed herself for me, imperials. Can you say the same?

>> No.29790931

>>29790030
>didn't even kill his oshi himself
pussy

>> No.29792229

>>29764547
Damn that's hot. I will now proceed to watch her streams

>> No.29793085

>>29745141
>dislocated her hip on accident
haha yeah accident

>> No.29793289

>>29776212
>Fauna doesn't follow Shadow on Twitter

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>>29736519
I can't save her from tiger parents

>> No.29793406

>>29774585
You're seriously delusional if you think Shadow traveled all the way to Florida to stay at her bf's house and not fucked once. Seriously delusional...

>> No.29793461

>>29741164
Women with daddy issues are people pleasers, women with mommy issues are psychopaths.

>> No.29793545

>>29770409
Yes anon it's all a gimmick granted she is on medication. Listen to her "ear licking" videos and tell me those aren't simulated bj's especially by how she does a reach around with her other hand.

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>>29742182
One of Fallenshadow best friends and her literally straight out her mouth words "a role figure that changed her life"

>> No.29793653

>>29793406
NTA but was in her discord when it actually went down and she went with her mom and they stayed in a hotel. Shondo can’t sleep in bed with anyone, she’s been saying this consistently for years. Most girls I would say that is impossible for, but Shondo I can believe. Did he try? Without a doubt. Why do you think they broke up after?
Shondo has consistently had the same story for years, no reason to disbelieve unless something that isn’t a shitty rrat comes out.

>> No.29793856

>>29793567
LL started making ASMR videos because of Shondo’s content, she was literally her oshi. She wouldn’t have started vtubing if it wasn’t for doing that first likely. Even if she’s not solely responsible, it’s not a stretch to say that Fauna is where she is today because of Shondo.

>> No.29793863

>>29764036
which conjecture

>> No.29793976

>>29793863
The Collatz conjecture.

>> No.29794172

>>29793856
And it's either
>she initially exploited or wanted too but she growth on her
>always liked her from the start
But she still also auditioned to hololive without telling she was considering it hence wht initially Shadow felt betrayed and used like a dirt rug by her.
Council debut happened during one of the most suicidial periods for shadow too so likely wasn't completly rational when she attacked fauna.

>> No.29794272

>>29793653
NTA but I'm many chubbas discord servers including Shondos and she never mentioned this. I even just searched her user profile comments anons and there's still nothing.

I like Shondo too but you need to stop schizoposting like this as it makes her look bad and just learn to ignore her antis

>> No.29794333

>>29793856
>>29794172
No one cares Shadow.

>> No.29794359

>>29794272
Anon this was in 2019. This was 3 discord servers ago and she had a different account then.
You gotta stop assuming everyone is schizoposting.

>> No.29794472

>>29794172
When isn't Shondo having a "suicidal phase" She's honestly become obnoxious about her cope posting but she continues it anyways because she knows simps like (you) will eat it up. She's unironically a cat that meows at her owners for food.

>> No.29794518

>>29794272
Shadow got two discord nuked and accounts banned because of schizo antis going hard on her for fuck knows

>> No.29794553

>>29794359
The absolute irony of your post

>> No.29794663

>>29794472
Ever since debutting as vtuber, being actually succesful and know more people.
She is doing relatively good now

>> No.29794696

>>29741137
>>29741315
Brother being a junkie implies that the father molested him too (case in point Hunter Biden). Is it possible that both did it or do we know it was only one?

>> No.29794832

>>29794663
Yea she's been making decent money and is fairly popular for an indie

>> No.29794836

>>29794696
you can be a junkie without having your ass split open by your dads cock at 5, and still have time to spare to molest your sister

>> No.29794910

>>29794472
She just has terrible luck and is extremely mentally ill. Everything keeps going horribly for her. Yet still she keeps streaming and pushing on. If you want a vtuber that lies to you and says she’s doing great when her family members die and she can’t breathe from COVID destroying her lungs and her mom has cancer and her cat dies suddenly go to a corp or something. Oh wait they take a month off for like 1/10 of that.

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>>29793653
>Most girls I would say that is impossible for, but Shondo I can believe

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>>29794910
I don't give a shit about your personal problems.

>> No.29795165

>>29794910
>muh covid
bitch i got covid twice it was just a sore throat and some coughing
swear to God all these chuubas act like getting sick is the end of the world and you fags eat it up like gabagoo

>> No.29795337

>>29778591
Cholesterol in the diet does not cause blocked arteries, that's a myth. Normally your body will break it down and use it as a nutrient. If it starts to build up, that's because the body has lost the ability to process and use it, and this sets in with age in a minority of the population. It's similar to type II diabetes or late-onset lactose intolerance in this respect, though I am not sure if there's a hereditary component or not.

>> No.29795354

>>29794910
>her grandpa died a year ago
>COVID is fake and gay
>her mother is literally going out in clubs and dating younger Chads
>her cat died from eating random shit off the floor

The absolute state of Shondofags

>> No.29795397

>>29795165
meanwhile /meat/ chuubas get raped, and betrayed by their loved ones and decide to not only keep streaming, but to do a retelling of it through asmr.

>> No.29795515

>>29795165
Dude she had it almost a year ago and her lung is so fucked the doctor said she sounded like she’d been smoking for decades and her oxygen levels are really low constantly. She’s an anorexic mess and it almost killed her. THEN she got pneumonia guessing because weak from COVID and was back to streaming less than a week later. Did a twitter space whilst bedbound and was wheezing like crazy. There’s a lot of bullshit you can pull on this board but pulling it on Shondo is unfair.

>> No.29795524

>>29795397
This

Shondo is just a normie friendly version of /meat/tubers

>> No.29795598

>>29795515
Consider this. she's lying

>> No.29795662

>>29795524
i wouldn't exactly call her "normie friendly" but she definitely isn't as extreme as /meat/ chuubas. she has her own niche to cater to, and she's cute and lovable all the same for it. not everyone can or should cater to /meat/.

>> No.29795710

>>29795397
>getting raped is worse than one of your lungs basically collapsing, one of your closest family members dying and your closest relative becoming terminally ill, as well as your cat who “saved you” dying, all the while being a schizophrenic anorexic and still streaming through it when many others would’ve thrown in the towel and gone on permanent hiatus (she absolutely has the simps to do that) long ago

>> No.29795856

>>29795397
>meat chuuba making rape roleplays
>gets raped
Oh no guys she got exactly what she was asking for! That's soooo traumatic

>> No.29795892

>>29795515
>source: her ass
Like. Gabagoo. Nx8kr

>> No.29796190

>>29795710
>raped, losing your husband, losing your kids, being put into financial turmoil since you don't have the simps to keep you alive.
please anderstan, her butt was very sore, don't make fun of her sore butt, please.
>>29795856
they say /meat/ is immoral faggotry, yet for some reason people who don't know any better keep insisting on stuff like this. we already explained the difference between having a rape fetish and actually getting raped, but a good analogy would be when parents would force feed their children candy until they begged them to stop.

>> No.29796194

>>29795710
learn how to greentext

>> No.29796302

This isn't as serious as the other things in this thread but I might as well bring up Pippa. She let mold spread everywhere in her room because she wouldn't clean up her dishes. She had trouble breathing if she didn't have the window open and had to sleep with her head in a drawer so she could vomit in it because she was constantly sick from the mold.

She also lived in a really bad neighborhood for a while too and had meth head neighbors and pedo neighbors and people breaking in. On multiple occasions her mom had her hold the gun in case her neighbors got in the house.

>> No.29796738

>>29738222
>The ones who actually have trauma in their life never ever talk about it.
That's such a bullshit generalization. Everyone is different.

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Thread hit bump limit, see you on the other side...

>> No.29797404

>>29797189
likewise, friend.

>> No.29797409

>>29793545
where can i listen to them?

>> No.29797510

>>29794910
I love how you can admit she's "extremely mentally ill" but still take literally everything she says at face value. That's pretty funny.

>> No.29797884

>>29797510
Not that anon, but being mentally ill does not mean you're a pathological liar. I don't know what that girl has, but there are plenty of serious mental illnesses which don't destroy your word.

>> No.29798086

>>29797884
>not that anon

Yea you can stop now we can all tell it's one schizo fag here constantly defending this schizo chubba. You're probably also the same one making antis threads about her too

>> No.29798200

>>29798086
I didn't even click back far enough to know her name. But okay, anon, have a nice day. Hope you get the schizo next thread.

>> No.29798210

>>29798086
she has a fair number of schizos who would defend her. don't underestimate autism, anon.
t. /meat/head

>> No.29800191

>>29780446
I don't wanna be scary but sounds like cancer that has developed metastasis into the brain.

>> No.29801367

>>29797884
She may not be lying from her perspective. You don't even know which vtuber we're talking about, nor do you know anything about mental illness. Just shut the fuck up, lol.

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