Confess

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I’ve been relying on rape fantasies to cope with some emotional problems lately. It’s all I’m good for.

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>>24999812
I ate a cookie on a day when we weren't given cookies.

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>>24999812
I've been throwing money at 3D women instead of my oshi.

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>>24999812
I only gave a fuck about Miko and Suisei streams, Ame mostly yes, and the rest of HoloEN I'lll just play in the backgrounds.

I'm trying my hardest to adjust and try to watch Kobo, however the indonesian language is tripping me off

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>>25001544
what the fuck

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>>25004572
>I'm trying my hardest to adjust and try to watch Kobo
Why?

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I have fantasized about fucking a cute Kronie or Sapling. I don't even like men, but cute needy femboys like them sound VERY appealing...

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>>24999812
I fucking love Ina so much that nothing does anything to me. I can’t cum to anything else but Ina. Every time I think about dragging my hard dick on her flat chest and playing xylophone with her ribs I cum buckets in seconds

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I unsubbed from all vtubers. I will forsake them. I was foolish enough to try to use them to replace my social need for friends but it doesn't work because at the end of the day they literally hit you with the 'who is you?' line.

It didn't help at all if anything it made things worse. I'm just gonna stay a hermit forever and deal with it.

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>>25012556
Let me guess, Nyannersfag?

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>>25013866
No. It had nothing to do with any GFE or 'falling in love' I just thought they could be friends but it's some weird pseudo entertainment spot which isn't healthy.

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>>24999812
I fucking hate vtuber music.

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>>24999812
I jerked off to Kronii's voice on her stream earlier and it felt great.

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>>24999812
I love big boobs Ina.

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I visited my friends on the other side of the country recently and it gave me a reminder that living out a real life is way more gratifying than continuing to live my life primarily online. I watched almost exclusively 2/3 views for awhile & spent a lot of time in their discord VCs talking to them and other fans, while now I am minimizing how much time I spend in their streams/other areas of interaction. I hope the best for them (both the vtubers and the other viewers) and hold nothing against them, but I feel like I've wasted years pursuing almost exclusively digital relationships between Covid and my own fears of being rejected or disliked in reality, completely ignoring how much more fulfilling those real life relationships are.

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>>24999812
I love Ina!

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I only watched one vtuber and basically stopped bothering since she now either does talk streams i don't care about, plays mobile tier shit or does very bad job playing real games despite being able to do way better. It honestly starts to feel like she stopped caring around february and only does the job as obligation.

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>>24999812
I met up with another chumbud and we had sex

It was ok

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>>24999812
I am tangling with a person who's probably trouble, but that person is fun to be around.
I've heard rumors of the previous drama and I know I'm probably making a huge mistake and I will get hurt but... I don't want to be alone anymore.

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i have an irl girlfriend but a lot of times i get annoyed when i have to stop watching chuubas to spend time with her

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>>24999812
There is no redemption

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I think my oshi is a human being and flawed like us all. So I went to 5ch and matome sites to see what the antis have to say about her, having in my mind some things that have rubbed me the wrong way. However, they did such a shit job at anti'ing, and were such whiny bitches about it to boot, that I ended up doing a complete 180 even on my initial misgivings and now think she has done literally nothing wrong, ever. I find myself hoping now she will grow bigger and more popular, not because it makes her happy or that she'd get resources to produce better content, but so that the obnoxious scum inhabiting those sites would be forced to kneel and seethe.

It's mostly the hypocrisy combined with outright malice that got me, they're full of the worst kind of judgemental pricks with zero self-awareness that make the wastrels of this site look decent folk in comparison. For the most part, they're not even funny, just mean. Several times, hundreds of posts of outrage and snark at "blind believers" for not raising a ruckus on Twitter and Youtube comments over something she strictly speaking never said, because the summary the posters over there blindly believed was not only taken out of context and presented in a misleading one, it was also mutilated because a full transcription would immediately ring alarm bells about missing context. She's said and done things you could legitimately roast her for, y'know? But since those don't get mentioned, I guess I've just misunderstood and made a mountain out of molehill inside my head, and they're not a real issue after all. And some of the falseflagging over there is so painfully obvious you could take a random poster out of an ENchuuba thread here and they'd do a more convincing job, the very existence of matome sites means that not only are they filthy clipwatchers, they're enjoying even their threadwatching clipped.

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I guess I'm a vtuber now. I'm on my 2nd week, I stream 3 times a week and I have two regulars.
Well, they're fellow vtubers that I also happen to watch, but you know, I can't believe someone is actually willing to put up with my voice.
It feels surreal, I wonder if I'm going to make it.

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>>25024578
were you both wishing the other person was gura?

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>>25024578
No homo?

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I want to be a cute girl and become a 2view who only streams major debuff games

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>>25032371
good luck bro

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>>24999812
I'm thinking about killing myself.

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>>24999812
Confessing to a wall is for jews, and I'm not jewish.

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>>25035176
Been there anon. Probably not worth it.

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>>25040843
We'll see.

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I jacked off to an indie chuuba who has a brain tumor and has trouble moving her hand because of it because she posted her irl legs pic.

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>>25032371
If nothing else it sounds like you've made 2 friends, so good job man.

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>>25043424
no shame in that, not like SHE was about to jack you off!

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>>25040843
I hope things look up for you soon. Keep your chin up.

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>>25043524
lmfao

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I kinda hate how big Lamy's tits are. Don't get me wrong, I like big tits. Watame's and Botan's like look particularly perfect! However Lamy's are too big and too pert for her frame, thus making them look like bad implants. If she was like, two cups sizes smaller, she would be a lot less visually jarring to me.

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>>25020940
I moved in with a friend and his family for several months in a place with no internet and wanted to blow my brains out. I swear normal people make more problems and work for themselves and everyone near them just because they're bored.

>lets drive to someplace and be stuck in a car for hours to do nothing!
>lets cut down trees and do landscaping at the edge of the forest where no one goes anyway!
>heavy drinking every night while having to walk on eggshells not bringing up any controversial topics!
>pointless drama making me hate people im stuck in a small house with and cant leave!
>bored out of my mind all day everyday with no privacy!

I imagine this was what life was like everywhere in bumfuck nowhere before the age of the internet. Never again, I've completely given up on any relationship I had. The internet is mankind's greatest invention.

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I no longer love my oshi.

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I am making a nursery because I like to wear diapers, watch Moona and pretend she's my mom, softly lulling me to sleep. It makes me really happy. I have a weighted blanket so it feels like she's hugging me and I drink from sippy cups.

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>>25053320
>weighted blanket
Kronii???

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>>25047069
they match her roommate

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I'm still upset that Peko never played Kiwami 2.

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I hardly ever shower, maybe 3 times a month at best. I like to think that certain vtubers are like that but they probably shower more often.

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>>24999812
I like council
I hate myth

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Every time my oshi says "I love this, I love that" I say "and I love you" in a low voice...

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>>24999812
I'm gonna kill my neighbours parrot. Fucking cocksucker is screeching from his balcony at 5 AM

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My feed is full of vtuber shit and it's honestly grating. Doesn't help that clips are usually garbage.

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I'm having a schizo phase. What if she's a slut.

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>>25032371
I'm envious of you anon. You're where I want to be but every time I hear my own voice I think that I can never attract anyone. I am a holofag to my friends but Niji is where I would want to be if only for the purpose of having bonds like they display.

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>>25061994
>if

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>>25061994
That's the secret, anon. Everyone is, now that you can possibly dodge a huge bullet start treating them only as a source of your entertainment. Not as a waifu that becomes your only obssession or some shit.

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>>24999812
I've fully embraced those witch spirit things I mentioned before in these threads and let them fully claim me. I no longer feel bad about not being able to click with girls on a romantic level anymore plus they're super possessive over and I said belong to them alone, even in death. Though they said they are fine with me falling in love and watching vtubers however. They're the only ones who will love and accept me outside of my oshi and that they are the only ones I can truly love