/shondo/ - FallenShadow General

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Live ASMR now!

https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow

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I love my imouto wife!

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>>23861400
Sauce for the full pic?

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>pneumonia
rip shondo

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worried about my workaholic imouto daughter wife lads... want her to rest up and feel better

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>>23864889
I'm really getting tired of it. I thought we made some headway a few months back when she realized stream quality was dipping from her reluctance to practice self care, but she's right back to this shit where she feels compelled to please everyone at all times and neglects her health

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>>23864840
https://gelbooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=7143291
skeb addiction

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>guys I probably won't be able to speak much this'll probably be a short stream where I just do triggers
>3 hours straight of nothing but talking

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god i love high shadow. i want to hug her and i want her to be happy forever

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>>23861400
Has she reposted her old ASMR yet?
Because no watch until they are back up.

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shadowmom clubbing while her daughter is dying, sounds about right

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I've been trying to figure out Shondo's other measurements since she has already given us her waist size at 46cm. I tried referencing her model with this sheet and attempted to use pixel measurements to get her other sizes by assuming her three measurements were all roughly ellipses, and finding the semi major and semi minor axis' of her waist for reference. After finding those I used the conversion of about 16 pixels a centimeter to find the other semimajor axis’ and estimating the semi minor axis’ based on other artwork. After finding those and calculating the circumferences I think I’ve gotten a good estimate of her three sizes now. With the estimates of the missing two roughly being bust 50cm and Hips: 63cm.

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How do we save her. She's literally unstoppable.
>>23869479
Holy autism. I'm pretty sure that was her real waist size though, unsure if it would match with the model's. It's exceptionally small but she is anorexic.

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>>23872610
She's anorexic? I remember watching that one youtube vid she posted a long time ago where she showed herself on camera and she didn't look it

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>>23872910
Was she cute?

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>>23872910
Yeah she's talked about it here and there. If you mean the one for the merch I remember thinking how thin she was at the time, she was wearing really loose clothes but her legs were like twigs. I think the video was taken down and I don't feel like a vacation for doxxing but there's still pictures of her skelly legs up on twitter somewhere. She said she was over 40lbs underweight at one point and is now about 10lbs underweight. I don't really believe her when she says she's recovered.

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>>23872985
She had one of those horse masks on so you couldn't see her face. I like to believe it's highly likely she's very very cute.

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>>23872610
>How do we save her. She's literally unstoppable.
we can't do shit, she even teased the fact
it's seriously wearing me down watching someone destroy themselves who you have no power to influence

>>23872910
recovering, look through archives there's a pretty bad photo of her twig legs from one point
in just the past few months she's gotten a lot more open about eating, even eating snacks on stream where before she thought she'd be too anxious to
although at one point she said she was dieting because she gained back too much of the weight even though like that same week she said she spends almost nothing on her own food

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>>23872610
She's anorexic but I doubt her actual waist is that small. That's pretty tiny and I remember her sperging about her measurements back when her anorexia was at its worst. It wasn't the same number and considering she says she's doing better and gained weight I doubt it's that.

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Not dox jannies, from her public vtuber YouTube.
Her hands are 12cm as she's said many times so her legs are clearly really thin. At the end of the video she crawls through the arm of that chair and you can see the huge gap between that and her waist so I wouldn't be surprised if her waist truly was that small. Unsure if this was at her lowest weight, I doubt it since she said she was 40lbs under at her lowest and couldn't walk down the stairs, she's thin here for sure though. She's probably not this thin now.

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>>23873858
She's also said her thighs are where she gains weight the most out of anywhere, so if they were this thin you can only IMAGINE how scrawny the rest of her was. I really wish those clothes weren't so huge on her... ToT

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>>23873858
cute...

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>>23873858
>>23873920
(Both me)
Also her hands are extremely cute and I want a handjob and handcam immediately.

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Oh yeah I also remember Silvi sperging how she likes thin bony arms and Shadow sent her a picture of her own arm supposedly, Silvi freaked out and started audibly concernfagging on stream KEK

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>>23874183
silvi's just like us bros... we need a truce

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>>23873858
T o T

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>>23873858
UOHHH SHONDO FEET

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>>23873920
also said she hates the feeling of her thighs touching
considering her being anorexic though I'm not sure if I'll actually believe that they get that fat more than the typical woman
also since some people might be new a fun tidbit is she used to eat sponges; she didn't link it to her eating disorder but I think the connection is fairly obvious

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>>23873262
I don't think we should concernfag too hard, her family seems to even be aware of her bullshit. They forced her to cancel streams this week and forced her to visit the doctor. I think if the situation is dangerous they'd step in. I'm pretty sure she even said the reason she recovered is because they forced her to with the threat of inpatient if not. I've seen anons shit on her mother here for not really acting like one but Shondo is an adult and it does seem like they keep a watchful eye on her. She did make it this far, after all.
Getting stressed over her isn't good, Shondo wouldn't want that, her talking today whilst she was high as all hell about how she just wants to make people happy is proof of that. I don't think she even intends on making people concernfag.
Her eating more on stream is good though, I was glad when she ate that cheesecake during the charity stream, and then during the date stream she was nomming on popcorn. I don't usually enjoy watchalongs but it was unironically one of my favorite streams. I wonder if this is just the normal effect they have and my problem is just that I'm not usually goslinging for the 'tubers...

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNZK8_c7T9s&t=11340s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8MYNlFwW6w&t=8426s
https://youtu.be/Yu-AUMJakYU?t=8170

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>>23867873
commissioning own lewds puts her in a special category of based

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>>23874707
>I don't think we should concernfag too hard, her family seems to even be aware of her bullshit
I have to imagine this was the case with the meds incident too, not that there's an easy way to figure if she's on them or not other than being pretty stable compared to then
I suppose I'm more worried that she'll still do everything in her power to neglect herself for others and people being there to intervene won't fix that long term. She was starting to take better care of herself if only because she finally connected the idea that her mood affects stream quality and constantly led to deleted vods, but this feels like a bit of a regression.

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>>23875256
in case you wonder about the one skeb with actual sex attributed to her, that one was a fluke where the artist when beyond her intention
it's not that she minds but she only cares for risque skin showing type of stuff and has negative interest in sex
honestly makes her even more based that she defends lewding when she doesn't even take it as far as sex herself

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If this is wrong bros, I don't wanna be right

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>>23876472
anon wants to live a quiet life I see

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>>23876564
THESE ARE THE HANDS RUBBING YOUR EARS
THESE ARE THE HANDS PATTING YOUR HEAD
THESE ARE THE HANDS CLICK CLACKING ON HER KEYBOARD

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I like her thank you messages on her skebs

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>>23876871
WHY IS SHE SO CUTE AAAAAGGGH
(Does anyone have emo Shondo?)

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>>23876962
I don't watch shondo but you guys have a very cute and sweet oshi, take care of her.

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>>23877040
I wish I could get the degree of reaction she gave renpc for that art... I'll work harder and hopefully someday

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>>23877040
Thanks anon, we will try…
>>23877161
I get that bro, she’s really nice about everything but you just know she really loved this one. Can’t blame her, she actually showed his Fauna art on screen because she loved it so much, I can’t imagine how she felt when he drew her in the same style.

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Rrat hours, Shondo said she had a dream last night she felt bad about. In this dream she said she had a sleepover with two people, one of them someone famous and the other a friend (?) of hers. Apparently she beat the shit out of the famous person out of jealousy, but not the reason one would expect her to feel jealousy. After some prompting she then revealed she was jealous of them because of their relation to her friend. Sounds like schizo nonsense to me, could it mean anything though?

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>>23877741
I feel like the simplest explanation is just that she's jealous holos can spend time with fauna?

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>>23877161
Keep up the hard work anon, you'll get that too

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>>23877820
That was my first thought too, does this mean she’s beating the shit out of Gura or something?
She implied the famous person was someone she liked and admired and she didn’t really feel that way, but if she dreamt it…
I can’t think of an explanation that involves any other friends, if this is what it truly is that’s actually really sad.

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>>23877981
>shondo and gura fighting
Do we have any artbros in the thread? I feel like skebbing it would probably be a bad idea since she feels bad about it

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>>23877544
>>23877883
yeah, if nothing else it's still amazing she gushes so much over every level of fanart and will write out a whole reply to anyone who does
shondo love!

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>>23878156
I love that she never seems to comment on the quality of the work, just picks out parts she likes for everything and thanks the artist. Feels good. Gotta keep up those reps, I wanna make schedule or thumbnail art some day!

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>>23878137
Shondo and Gura fighting over Fauna… Shadow’s lean corrupted mind is genius.

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>>23878278
I definitely think her own art journey informs that a bit. Hearing her philosophy on it and how she motivates herself and learned to just draw for enjoyment is something that'll stick with me from some of the draw streams lately.

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I wonder if she has an inferiority complex and body image issues from spending so much time around anime culture her entire life and feeling disgusting compared to 2d drawings

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i havent been watching her regularly for awhile (mostly cause of time). how's she doing bros? the pneumonia thing had me worried about my daughter-wife, but she seemed in good spirits today (minus marley being a butt)

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>>23879217
she definitely wishes she were a loli, which can be wanting to be small or wanting her childhood back or wanting a big man to hold her I'm not a therapist

>>23879297
she had that 1 week "break" to work on merch/youtube/planning that turned into 2 weeks because of trying to fix the stutter problem with her pc
that led to some schizo moments but she was fine after she got back to streaming and pneumonia is the only big thing since then
she's been pretty productive outside of that too but her desire to keep that up is getting in the way of recovery right now...

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>>23879452
I feel like larping as a loli online and fixating on this alternate identity is probably bad for her mental health in the long run, I unironically think she would be happier and more functional if she had irl friends and obligations outside the internet

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>>23879631
I don't necessarily disagree but she hasn't interacted with the outside world much for many years so it would be difficult. And for now she has no transportation and lives in the middle of nowhere.

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>>23873858
Force feeding correction needed.