>>21980240
I remember one time a guy blew up at me after I asked him to cool it talking about future plans, we had been prepping for an art site thing and working all day, my first time doing it, and he's already talking about next year and when I say I'm not even sure if it's something I want to do he flipped the script and started shouting at me that I was ungrateful and all the effort he'd put in, I dunno he was one of the few people I COULD call up and make plans with so I thought he was a close and good friend, but even after moving on from that it was clear he was full of shit and being his friend wasn't healthy. At least for me here it was just that there was a connection and it hurt more to be alone than be around someone who didn't care how I felt