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Where can I find some codependency? I'm a lonely man, I just want to feel loved by somebody, without it seeming like some staged kayfabe lipservice to get money. Is there a single chuuba out there that is genuine, that would be willing to go all in with their fans, not out of a need for validation, but out of a necessity to live? I don't care if it's crazy, I wanna lose myself in codependency.

>> No.21053460

>>21053372
just pay some whore

>> No.21053590

>>21053460
I want a real connection anon, if I wanted to pay some whore for lip service I'd watch Melody

>> No.21053607

>>21053372
If you find yourself that lonely, then seek that irl instead of through Vtubers. If you feel you don't deserve it, then become someone worthy of it.

>> No.21053628
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>>21053372
Fallenshadow is a useless weeb that didn't make it past middle school, doesn't leave her room, can't leave the house by herself, has no IRL friends, can't do things like use the oven or tie her shoelaces. She's also the sole breadwinner of her family despite not even having her own bedroom and has said many times she has nothing to live for besides streaming. I went on vacation and missed a week of her streams in January and when I came back she noticed me in chat immediately and told me she missed me. I'm not even a gachiwhale, just a regular prime sub.

>> No.21053733

>>21053590
do it raw then

>> No.21053754

>>21053628
Is that her real voice?

>> No.21053765

>>21053372
you should try dmt

>> No.21053804

>>21053754
It never drops, she sings for 12+ hours and it doesn't dip once, when she does funny voices she defaults back to that one and all other voices she does sound massively strained, so yes I believe so.

>> No.21053851

>>21053372
if it really needs to be a vtuber go groom a 2view

>> No.21053903

>>21053372
>Is there a single chuuba out there that is genuine
No. There isn't. No matter what anyone says about X chuuba or how genuine they appear to be when you watch them, they aren't. If you want codependency, vtubers isn't it. So unless you're willing to go and try to find codependency irl then you're shit out of luck, sorry.

>> No.21053948

>>21053372
What you're describing is Rushia anon, she was the only real one, and we killed her

>> No.21053994

>>21053903
Why? Why can't there be a single genuine vtuber? If women like that exist IRL why can't they also exist in vtubing?

>> No.21054074

>>21053372
Have you tried going for other men?

>> No.21054097

>>21053994
because you cant be genuine to 10s or 100s of people simultaneously

>> No.21054131

>>21054074
Women cannot possibly understand a man's loneliness

>> No.21054152

You've made threads like this a few times. I mean this with no malice, get a job. Part time at a movie theater or something. If you have a job and don't feel some sort of comraderie or connection with your coworkers, your job is draining your soul.

>> No.21054229

>>21054152
Other lonely men have probably made this same thread, but this is the first time I've ever made a thread like this. And I have a very fulfilling job. But all the money and peer validation in the world isn't going to fill the void in my heart.

>> No.21054312

>>21053372
You gotta find a menhara vtuber like me who can match ur own menharaness. This is if u want a real unhealthy toxic co-dependency bond

>> No.21054355

>>21053372
Literally go to cabaret clubs if you desperately want that dependency. Tons of broken 9/10 menhera girls out there working in strip joints and clubs waiting for you to save them.
>b-but those are whores
Yeah if you treat them like whores. Treat them as human beings and engage in conversation and they won't look at you as just another ATM

>> No.21054364

>>21054312
Who are you? I don't care if it's unhealthy

>> No.21054390

>tfw no miko poster itt yet

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>> No.21054424

>>21053994
Vtubers are fundamentally a fictional identity. Even if a vtuber represents 100% of the person behind them in personality, interests and opinions, the identity alone creates a line between a vtuber and the viewer.
Any connection you create across this line is inherently flawed. Even if the vtuber genuinely wants to connect to their audience, as little as two viewers means that you're already failing to have genuine interactions with them. If your vtuber is isolated and you cross that line, odds are better than not that it's an uneven relationship of either simping or grooming. Even in some REC-esque fantasy where you meet your favourite vtuber in real life and hit it off, you're inherently participating in a dishonest lopsided relationship.

A connection with a vtuber can never be genuine. Give up and go look somewhere else if you want something real.

>> No.21054447

>>21053804
It’s not her real voice at all. I watched her many years ago and she just sounds like a normal British girl

>> No.21054459

>>21053372
I can only recommend you JPs as western women are too far gone to be considered sentient. A lot of the JP girls have what you're looking for even though some of them are more subtle than others.
If you want full codependency go for either Rushia or Polka. There are ones who are more subtle about it but they still are, like Nene, Wamy, Watame and I think even Miko is to some degree.
and if you want a whore then go straight the Ayame route.

>> No.21054539

>>21054152
NTA but I had 3 jobs and never got any connections with coworkers. I was always glad when I was getting back home. No one was mean to me, they has just been always annoying. And Im not some social outcast i always had group of friends in school/uni

>> No.21054569

>>21054539
Coworkers and friends always seem to go away in the end so what's the point

>> No.21054624

I feel you op. hope you find something

>> No.21054785

>>21054424
>Give up and go look somewhere else if you want something real.
Like where? Outside? Kek, that's even worse. What OP wants is less delusional than what you suggest,

>> No.21054787

>>21053994
>Why can't there be a single genuine vtuber?
Because a vtuber is just trying to snare you in the trap of making you think they care about you when in reality all you are to the vtuber is a number, a name on a screen and a potential source of income. That's it.

>> No.21054791

>>21053851
how do I find and groom a 2view?

>> No.21054880

>>21054097
That's a pretty retarded take

>> No.21055107

>all of these normalfags posting about shit they don't know about

>> No.21055362

>>21054785
>What OP wants is less delusional than what you suggest
It's really not though. You have a better chance of finding someone who can be genuine with you outside in the real world than a vtuber whose sole purpose is to make you think there is a connection where there isn't one. Not to mention the only way for a person to get the connection they want out of a vtuber is to throw money at them. It's a purely transactional relationship that isn't genuine at all because you're literally paying to get treated the way you want to be treated.

>> No.21055405

>>21053628
This is genuinely cute and terrifying

>> No.21055533

>>21054791
>Vtuber tag on twitch
>Sort by lowest views
>Find cute 2 view and begin
Alternatively just use vtuberuprising and go to recent on twt

>> No.21055952

>>21055362
And how is that different from what you do outside? If you want to go on the transactional route then everything is transactional. If you want a woman irl you need to invest money in her and you keep investing money afterwards; it's even more expensive than a chuba. The older you get the worse this fact gets.
The only real difference is that with a chuba you get a genuinely fulfilling lie and with a 3DPD you get a disgusting reality. People nowadays went far and beyond hedonism; if you want to find love right now you need to either lie to yourself or willingly let others lie to you.
And the minuscule case you find that one person who is not a massive piece of universal waste is almost as feasible as getting to date your chuba irl: realistically it's not gonna happen.
Pick your poison. There's no correct answer. You have to pick which misery fits you the most and go through.

>> No.21056325

>>21053590
Then get a gf

>> No.21056469

>>21053628
DYRB

>> No.21056579

>>21056469
>Terminally online since 2016 when she was 14
>story never changes
Yes, she told this dramatic sob story about the one job she ever had and I didn't believe it, went back through her twitter and in 2019 she was saying the exact same things whilst she was actually working. Her story doesn't change. Unless you're telling me this childlike neet that doesn't even know what spooning is, is some manipulative mastermind... well, watch streams nigger.

>> No.21056597

>>21055952
Consider suicide

>> No.21056637

>>21056469
I don't think I can ever beliebe again

>> No.21056697

>>21056597
He's right

>> No.21056804

>>21056597
This is the loser, easy way out. Don't.

>> No.21056818
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21056818

>>21053372
Wamy. She's waiting for you.

You can understand Japanese, right?

>> No.21056840

>>21056579
>doesn't even know what spooning is
You've got to be pulling my leg. She's got you wrapped around her rrat that tight?
I only watch jp

>> No.21056937

>>21056840
Mate, the JPs are the same, you just don't understand japanese

>> No.21057031
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21057031

Literally kill yourself, you’re too far gone and too much of a pathetic coward to try and better your life
What you’re asking for is someone perfect to just step into your life and save you, while you have literally nothing to offer in return
You’re lower than a whore, because at least they have some use
The only way you’ll be happy with the mindset you have is when you’re rotting in the ground, so grow up or livestream your suicide, so at the very least you can offer some entertainment

>> No.21057039

>>21056937
I didn't say they weren't. I vtubers as entertainment, not as some schizo gf replacement.

>> No.21057071

>>21057031
what a lovely prize you are anon!

>> No.21057177

>>21057031
But I am trying to better my life, why do you think I made this thread?

>> No.21057244

>>21053372
Be part of any community
I've been suggesting Church lately

>> No.21057299

>>21057177
Try /pyon/, they seem pretty close to their chuuba

>> No.21057495

>>21057177
Are you fucking stupid?
>Hey 4chan I’m sad where can I find someone that’s perfect and exactly what i want that genuinely loves me as a person but they can’t be fake at all they NEED to be obsessive over me, an anonymous viewer

>> No.21057802

>>21055533
then what. what is grooming exactly

>> No.21057925

>>21057495
Nice way to put words in my mouth, my request was simple, vtuber looking for a genuine codependency (or was genuine as something like that can be with an audience).

>> No.21058049

>>21056937
>the JPs are the same.
t. delusional EOP.

>> No.21058563

>>21053628
All i know about her is that one of her mods was her ex boyfriend

>> No.21058570

>>21056597
This is the argument when they get told the truth, kek.

>> No.21058574

>>21057925
It’s called reading between the lines anon
You specifically want a chuuba that ‘goes all in with their fans out of necessity to live’
You will never get that genuinely. Do you ACTUALLY think someone who puts on a digital mask genuinely cares about their fanbase as individuals? If they’re that broken, do you really believe they wouldn’t drop ‘chat’ as soon as they find something better?
You’re fucking delusional, maybe MAYBE if you’re lucky you might get noticed if you’re a paypig, or a talented artist
But don’t lie to yourself, either accept that you’re just buying into a fantasy, or preferably kill yourself

>> No.21058614

>>21053372
Visit /pyon/

>> No.21058800

>>21053372
If you're looking for a real relationship you won't find it from a streamer. Not only are they doing it for money, but they also have to pretend to care about everyone in chat and not just you.

>> No.21058901

>>21058800
B-but anon rushia actually loves me, I even got an engagement ring and everything. All the other ones are fake but mines real

>> No.21058937

>>21058574
Why is that so unrealistic? I can foresee somebody being desperately lonely wanting to use vtubing as an out, as a lifeline to connect with people. Maybe they have physical or psychological reasons why a traditional relationship could never work out for them. There are lonely and hopeless people out there that have no hopes of ever maintaining an IRL relationship anon.

>> No.21059010

>>21058800
They just need to treat chat as one hiveming bf, and people will be happy to be part of that hivemind, it's no necessary to acknowledge specific individuals.
Are chuubas out there doing this?

>> No.21059071

>>21053628
damn i wanna find a male chuuba like this....

>> No.21059137

>>21053372
Not gonna name names but my oshi is co dependent and the relationship os parasocial both ways, she's been through a lot irl. And so she says we are her source of happiness and if we were to go away she could die. She's actually crazy so I can actually see her dying cause of it.

>> No.21059202

>>21058937
Holy fucking cope, you’re pathetic

>> No.21059203

>>21059137
Who?

>> No.21059204

>>21058049
日本語上等、かかてっこい

>> No.21059235

>>21053590
Get a dog, they love their owners no matter what, you will never get unconditional love from a woman

>> No.21059284

>>21059235
>tfw you got into vtubers first as a cope after your dogs death

>> No.21059293

>>21056840
You might think so but this was in her 2view friend's stream chat whilst she was watching as a viewer. Silvi asked her if she was the big spoon or little spoon and she asked what she meant. Minutes later she said she was googling it and understood now. She's really that sheltered.

>> No.21059347

>>21059293
I checked her out, I just don't know if I can get into the baby voice

>> No.21059399

>>21059293
uwu anon I’m so pure and innocent what does kissing mean uwu pwease keep giving me money

>> No.21059403

>ctrl+f lamy
>0 results

Watch Lamy, OP.

>> No.21059447

>>21059347
Watch for a while and it stops being obnoxious and hard to understand and starts being cute. Yesterday she was doing an actual baby voice and when she switched back to talking normally it was like her normal voice is...well, normal. I used to watch Gura and now Gura sounds like a hag to me. Taking the Shondopill was the best and worst decision.

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21059454

>>21053372
2views

>> No.21059534

Are fallenshadowcucks worse than fandead? They’re at least more delusional

>> No.21059598

>>21059203

>>21057299
>>21058614

>> No.21059625

>>21059284
Then stop coping with vtubers and get another dog, use your brain anon, vtubers dont care about their fanbase for them their fans are just pay pigs, if they seem to care is only cuz they know their entire gig depends on forcing that image.

>> No.21059674

>>21059534
Probably. I just want her to be happy, it's less like GFE and more like daughter experience. She deserves her own bedroom so that she can have the ASMR setup of her dreams, she works hard for everyone. She's the Guts of indie vtubing someone said, things never go good for her.

>> No.21059688

>>21059598
Le 4chins meme rabbit
Thanks for the (yous) kind anon

>> No.21059717

You gotta look harder. My indie oishi has dmed me multiple times worried about me when I don't chat in streams, and her discord is pretty much just her chillin with viewers when she is there.

>> No.21059748

>>21059204
翻訳機くせぇのら。

>> No.21059891

>>21059454
Feel free to list some

>> No.21059972

>>21059717
How many views?

>> No.21060150
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>>21054390

>> No.21060413

>>21059972
Average is around 100

>> No.21060467

>>21060413
How much do you pay her

>> No.21060796

>>21060467
In the thousands for sure, not that much though

>> No.21060904

>>21060796
Oh yeah she definitely cares about you and not your money at all

>> No.21060915

>>21059534
im watching her needy streamer overload vod. she seems insane but then again i havent seen anything else.

>> No.21060964

>>21060915
She's a real diagnosed schizoaffective disorder. She's also extremely unsocialised and lives in her bedroom. She's insane.

>> No.21061028

>>21060964
OK, I think I'm sold now, I'll check her out

>> No.21061069

>>21060964
I can fix her

>> No.21061083

>>21060904
I'm just saying OP can find someone who seems genuine

>> No.21061121

>>21061069
No you can't the last moderator that tried ended up flying over to meet her and not even getting sex

>> No.21061169

>>21061121
Jesus are all of her fans this pathetic?

>> No.21061535

Shadow is based
https://clips.twitch.tv/SmoggyTenuousFriesAMPEnergy-Yg3ienR-hgzAdkgk

>> No.21061581

>>21059748
こっちの方初心者くん
https://itazuraneko.neocities.org/#learn

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>>21053590
it's not codependency when the person you're depending on doesn't even know you exist.

if you want a real connection you have to go out and meet real people instead of watching vtubers.
think about your hobbies and find something nearby that relates to them. maybe join a fine arts tutorial course and learn to paint or whatever and meet artsy girls/boys. I think you should definitely just start off with making friends.

nobody here is really ever on your side. that's what anonymity does to people. good luck and stuff

>> No.21061651

>>21053372
go out there and meet real women anon because chuubas can never be genuine

>> No.21061729

>>21053372
I understand the desire for that and I watched a girl with that mindset for two years and ended up getting hurt. Fortunately my oshi is a good person and made me understand the truth in a gentle way. The worst case scenario is that you fall for an evil manipulative bitch like Rushia and end up trapped up in her web forever even after it becomes obvious what's happening like the poor fuckers in that /jp/ thread.

>> No.21061822

>>21061535
>>21060964
i like her. Following as of now bois

>> No.21061900

>>21053628
That's fucking wholesome and creepy at the same time

>> No.21062191

>>21053628
ok, I'm sold, I will now watch your chuuba

>> No.21062312

>>21061729
Your oshi was worse than Rushia because she gaslit you into thinking something isn't real when it actually is real

>> No.21063284

>>21061729
>manipulative bitch like Rushia
Perfect blend between EOP, redditor and lack of meds.

>> No.21063352

>>21061729
I can understand those guys, and that orca, imagine not having a reason to live and trying to fill up that gap, ahahah...

>> No.21067602

>>21053628
>streams on Twitch
No thanks

>> No.21067999

>>21067602
Guaranteed if you want to be an indie and not a 1 view. If you can’t grasp that by now I think you’re retarded anon. Or you just don’t like websites that make it easier to interact with your streamers?

>> No.21068090

>>21067602
this

>> No.21068147

>>21067999
Twitch is a horrible website with an even worse userbase. No chuuba is worth being on there. I would rather take a corpo or a 1view on YouTube.

>> No.21068221

>>21053372
If you're an office worker try Pomu.
Watching her on the days I work from home is honestly the only thing that's stopped me from quitting my current job and ruining my career.

>> No.21068395

>>21068147
It’s not about you though it’s about the chuuba. People like Shadow who do this fulltime really have no means being stuck as a 1 view on algorithmtube

>> No.21068462

>>21068147
There’s no difference between the viewers on twitch and the viewers on youtube unless you’re watching people like xqc. If you are then what the fuck are you doing on a vtuber board?

>> No.21068638

>>21068395
Good luck for her and whomever is on there. But I refuse to watch the shit on there, which is what my post was about.
>>21068462
Twitch has a certain culture to it that I despise. It is distinct from YouTube, and I am not the only one to mention it on the board. I hate the website, and I hate the users. I never mentioned whoever the fuck xqc is. I don't watch streamers, outside of chuubas.

>> No.21068787

>>21053372
>Is there a single chuuba out there that is genuine
Not that does GFE

>> No.21069041

>>21068638
Twitch and YouTube chat are a lot more alike than you think (Verification not required.)

>> No.21069164

>>21053628
Jesus. If you ever left her irl she would murder you.

>> No.21069200

>>21069041
To be clear, I don't particularly care for YouTube chat either. I have noticed a couple quirks that Twitchfags tend to have that are distinct and annoying. Plus, there are things I hate about the site itself.

>> No.21069473

>begin watching a fallenshadow archived stream
>she makes a ligma joke in the first few minutes
Western vtubers were a mistake.

>> No.21069609

>>21069473
Shadow is more pure than all of your Japanese whores combined. I’ve never even heard her recognise penises exist nevermind mention them by any name.

>> No.21069883

>>21069609
>Shadow is more pure than all of your Japanese whores combined
DYRBI?

>> No.21069948

>>21069609
sometimes I wonder if I let myself be as menhara as shadow I would be more successful, I groomed myself to hide it though so its jarring to see people like her for it

>> No.21069952

>>21069883
After watching her almost every day for a year... yes, I do. It's pretty easy to gauge if someone is a whore. The sluttiest thing that'll come out of her mouth is her telling us she's going to powder her nose or implying she wants to be overpowered.

>> No.21070118

>>21069609
>>21069952
NTA, but he never even mentioned purity. I think he was calling her cringe.

>> No.21070229

>>21070118
Ok but even when she makes jokes like that it's mocking them. She had a whole thing where someone made a joke about people leaving so she started mock hyperventilating and was like "look at my thighs, don't leave!" she was making fun of shitty clippers and the irony is fucking Cooksie clipped that.

>> No.21070367

>>21070229
Good place to start with Shondo for anons interested, she has an incredibly weird sense of humour and a dedicated clipper now who clips her random bullshit. Will probably give you a good idea if she's for you or not. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz5C8kGBXSd3hRtxCwUQ3_Q/videos

>> No.21070498

To the Fallenshadow defense force that has populated this thread, you know that acting like simps on here is not defending her honor. It actively makes you look bad.

>> No.21070602

>>21057802
>Glowie post
Grooming is what the white house is doing with tiktokers

>> No.21070685

>>21061630
>reddit spacing

>> No.21070726

>>21070602
What?

>> No.21070759

>>21070498
This board loves simps, white knights, and cuckoldry

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>>21069609
>>21069952
I was looking at a stream of hers and saw her talk about this image she apparently drew. Your oshi literally drew her getting pregnant from a meme character. This doesn't scream purity to me.

>> No.21071087

>>21071009
That's not her dumbass, it's her mod. How are you this retarded. Making a stupid shitpost doesn't make you any less pure.

>> No.21071171

>>21071087
And her drawing her mod in this kind of way is a sign of high purity? It doesn't seem like it.

>> No.21071209

>>21071171
Your mother is a whore anon, I bet she was pregnant with you once.

>> No.21071409

>>21071209
>Your mother is a whore
This is true for most of you

>> No.21071502

>>21071209
My mother was not trying to get lonely men on the internet to give her money like your oshi is. If Fallenshadow were to get married and have a child while still doing this same kind of thing, it would be extremely different since she is still getting lonely men like you to simp for her. Regardless, you claim she is more pure than all of the Japanese vtubers combined and that she hasn't even given an indications she knows what a penis or sex is. But she clearly does. Why must you defend and lie for her so fiercely, anon?

>> No.21071831

>>21071502
Haha your mom's a slut

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>>21060150

>> No.21071903

>>21071831
I accept your concession that Fallenshadow is a whore.

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>>21071876

>> No.21072187

>>21058937
Females don't get lonely. And even hamplanets can get cock easily

>> No.21072993

>>21072187
They do. It's obviously a minority but not all girls can whore themselves to stop being lonely. Some of them have standards and won't do it, so they stay lonely.

>> No.21073057

>rushia either in OP either directly or indirectly
>fallenshadow is spammed to no end
like clockwork

>> No.21077238

>>21073057
I mean, Shadow is a Fandead

>> No.21080497

>>21053372
Literally every 2view.

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