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Confess your sins

>> No.18456166

I love shitposting

>> No.18456578

My indie oshi said she wanted to globalize to get better growth.
I told her it's a bad idea, but I couldn't tell her that she's getting foreigner numbers because Japanese are fetishized abroad. I don't know how to.
I keep thinking I want to drop her, but I never managed to do it, I always do a 180 flip the next good stream she puts out.

>> No.18456842
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18456842

I lurk on offtopic vtuber threads outside this board just to see if some schizo posts roommate photos and if no one posts anything then I'll rile up that thread and its schizos and force them to post doxx and because of that, my doxx folder has been very full for the last couple of months

>> No.18456886

>>18456041
My Oshi is not a chubba but i have realized she has imposter syndrome if we can force her to play obscure sandbox games and for her to love it through gaslighting...idk what i would do

>> No.18457048

>>18456041
I realized I'm as two-faced as the chuubas, given that I can both genuinely support them in other places and rile up shitstorms on this board. Truly poetic.

>> No.18457155

>>18456041
I think being a vtuber fan is like having a less debilitating crack addiction, but I still watch them anyway.

>> No.18457240

i found Mito 4 years too late

>> No.18457453

>>18456041
I don't hate women

>> No.18457456

>>18456041
I am no longer entertained by the 2view I gave lots of time and money to and I don't know how to cut ties

>> No.18458063

>>18456886
Are you watching a flesh streamer?

>>18457456
Post a tribute under her art tag, that should close all doors.

>> No.18458070

>>18457155
DUDE DRUGS

>> No.18458107

I tell every vtuber I watch that I love them. I don't love any of them.

>> No.18458124

the luna schizo is made up. it happened once and never again

>> No.18458390

>>18456041
I fucked a girl who I found out was a semi-popular vtuber last weekend. She actually likes you guys.

>> No.18458454

>>18457456
DENNIS her

>> No.18458459

>>18456041
I saw someone post a tasty looking smegma pic on the cum tribute discord server and now I'm into it.

>> No.18458500

>>18456166
fippy bippy

>> No.18458584

>>18456041
I use vanced on every stream or when doing my vods.

>> No.18458635

>>18456041
I love women

>> No.18459462

I have been accused of being a falseflagging schizo and a spreader of misinformation for talking about something a chuuba said during an unclipped and untranslated moment a while back or providing – to the best of my ability – accurate summaries of what was said during the recent stream and making effortposts that I double-checked and tried to ensure were factual. On the rare occasions that someone actually bothers to point out where I'm wrong instead of just insulting, I usually catch the stench of an EOP clipwatcher, although I have been proven wrong by someone with better Japanese every now and then.

Meanwhile several of what I would have thought obvious tongue-in-cheek shitposts and lazy zero-effort trolling attempts have been taken at face value, people reading them have thanked me for effortposting and two of my posts have in fact been screencapped and are presented as good summaries every now and then.

>> No.18461170
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I can't help concernfagging for my oshi's roommate since he started deleting some of his YouTube content last month. Doesn't help how he's been tweeting more than usual just to say depressing shit like how he wants to die at the age of 30 and something about sleeping pills 20 minutes ago as I'm typing this. I just want him to be happy.

>> No.18462416

>>18461170
DM him and tell him you could give him some dick to cheer him up?

>> No.18462446

>>18456041
I hate fanbases more than I hate chubbas

>> No.18462482

>>18458390
Nia?

>> No.18462521
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sometimes I roll up one of my sweatpants legs up my leg and pretend I'm okayu

>> No.18462666

>>18456041
As much as I hate gachikois, the Rushia drama made me realize that, even on the internet, I don't enjoy punching people when they're down, and that I have more empathy for the mentally ill and unhealthy than I thought.
But that did absolutely nothing to stop me from shitposting the fuck out of it on /vt/.

>> No.18462700

I don't hate Rushia, but I lack empathy and was constantly excited she would an hero just to see how the internet would react for my own amusement

>> No.18463123

>>18456041
I feel bad for fandeads, even though my oshi doesn't do GFE she's still affectionate so if something like that happened it would be a lot "faker" afterwards. I will take my meds.

>> No.18463296

I watched some femdom porn and I got really turned on.

>> No.18463790

>>18456041
I've started losing interest in my oshi because more of her streams are being moved from an evening slot to before the sun even rises in the morning hours as she slowly tries to ditch her increasingly annoying English speaking audience for a JP one. I don't blame her but I can't be bothered to wake up that early just to miss over half of it anyways when I leave to go to work. I started watching indies in the evening instead. I just haven't decided whether to end my membership and move on yet.

>> No.18465283

>>18456041
I Love Kiara of HoloLive English

>> No.18465450

>>18456041
I shat up my own home split by confessing the sin of wanting to fuck my oshi's roommate

>> No.18466160

>>18465450
I want to fuck Kiara too, but you didn't have to post that one picture ripped from a website full of her images.

>> No.18466173

>>18465450
Is she cute?

>> No.18466251

Even after all this drama I still love Rushia and will support her no matter what. I also think the only thing she did wrong was having a personal contact on the account she streams on.

>> No.18466389

I've gotten so deep into learning Japanese that the only English vtuber content I watch are Japanese subtitled HoloEN clips.

>> No.18466445

>>18456041
My sin is hypocrisy and being a schizo.
I fully believe no one else's oshi loves them but unironically believe mine loves me to the point my dreams of dates we have gone on are now reality to me.

>> No.18466593

>>18456041
i confess that kiara doesnt look remotely close to a huke character

>> No.18467995

I've fantasized about cucking my oshi and marrying her mom.
Her mom likes me too, I might have a better shot.

>> No.18468297

>>18456041
I enjoy Rushia drama way too much.

>> No.18469213

I have watched a GFE vtuber & considered her my oshi for a few months now. My life is fairly well put together, but I'm retardedly autistic around women after awful experiences in high school & college. I had a waifu for almost 7 years before I got addicted to being able to actually interact with chuubas & went all in on a smaller one who does GFE.
The Rushia news fucked me up really hard. I was so in fear that my oshi would cuck me that I finally grew the balls to ask a girl out for the first time in almost a decade. I have the 1st date of my life this weekend & I'm mortified.

>> No.18470988

>>18469213
Good luck anon. She said yes, so try to take that and give yourself a little confidence.

>> No.18471265

>>18469213
What's the worse thing that could happen

>> No.18472051

>>18469213
Good luck anon! Even if you fuck up it's a learning opportunity that will actually result in you getting a woman.

>> No.18472206

>>18469213
GO ANON GO!

>> No.18472377

>>18456041
I've fapped to Gura anal fantasies more than I'd like to admit

>> No.18472559

>>18466389
I wouldn't watch english vtubers even if i wasn't learning japanese

>> No.18473382

>>18469213
You betrayed your Oshi and should apologize.

>> No.18474228

>>18473382
Rrats say she has a boyfriend, might as well protect myself.

>> No.18475602

>>18456041
I have a nun fetish, but Kiara turns me off

>> No.18475715

>>18456041
I've been membered to all of HoloEN as a whole and Myth for over a full year, but I legitimately don't like Ame's streams anymore. I appreciate all of her effort she puts in behind the scenes and how helpful she is for the branch as a whole though, so I figure the membership is enough to justify it without choosing to watch her.

>> No.18478005

I lied about finding Suisei unattractive. In reality, I find her extremely hot but at the time I felt like shitposting and I baited a lot of people. It was pretty funny, I would do it again

"I'm not a faggot. I lift weights, I have a balanced diet and run 3km 3 or 4 times a week." Yes, that was me

>> No.18478577

I know I would be better off dropping vtubers and making any effort to better myself, but instead I stay up until 3am watching vtubers I don't particularly like because I feel bad that they're not getting enough views then I wake up in the afternoon and do it all over again.

>> No.18478907

>>18456041
after all this boyfriend news and luxiem debut, i cant bear to watch any vtuber anymore without feeling like a naive cuck. now i cope recently by cyberbullying people who defend/continue watching these girls on /vt/

>> No.18479038

>>18478907
Why are you threatened by luxiem?

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>>18456041
I fapped to pic related

>> No.18479462

>>18456041
I hate the Chinese and SEA so goddamn much.

>> No.18479550

>>18479038
its not so much threatened but a realization that these girls regularly socialize with guys who are richer, more popular, and have sex. it seemed like they were isolated from that world in their streams, but i guess not. its likely they have a decent body count themselves. i get enough of girls talking about their boyfriends and partying in real life, thought i could avoid it here. maybe its not as frank, but its to a point where i can't relate to or enjoy the girls streams anymore. i have too many bad experiences with normies

>> No.18479591

>>18456041
I’ve never referred to OP posts as “Oh Pee”. Since my first days, I’ve always phonetically called it “Awp”, and I only learned the difference during a certain Z**e period. I still say “AWP”, though.

>> No.18479649

>>18456041
You're not my oshi anymore, I love you but I don't have time to watch more than one chuuba consistently

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>>18456041
I think /vt/ is the worst vtuber community filled with bugs, antis, schizos and /pol/lacks and would much rather browse vtuber subreddits filled with fanart, videos, and positivity. But I still keep coming back for the yabe happenings and to rile up the zhang gangs.

>> No.18480212

>>18479992
>would much rather browse vtuber subreddits
The subreddits are just as bad but in the opposite direction. They literally shut their ears and yelled LALALALA like children when Rushia's thing happened. It's one thing to think she did nothing wrong and positively support her, it's another thing to try and completely shut out any discussion about something big that happened within Hololive.

>> No.18480475

>>18480212
>just asking questions!
>saying what we're all thinking!
yeah nah the constant negativity here just gets tiresome after a while

>> No.18481128

>>18479992
>But I still keep coming back for the yabe happenings
Congratulations on contributing to the same shit you get turned away by.

>> No.18481150

>>18479992
Good. Go back and stay

>> No.18481412

>>18475602
I think Kiara is pretty, but she can't do a nun like Marine can.

>> No.18481506

>>18479992
I can't stand the forced positivity in other places. I much prefer my oshi's split, even if there is baiting and shitposting. Because there is also constructive criticism and genuine support.

>> No.18481604

I like Futakuchi Mana and I think communism is pretty neat.

>> No.18486910

I masturbate to my oshi's friends but not her.

>> No.18487101

>>18456041
i got easy access to opioids while in the hospital, now i abuse them while watching my oshi, i'm worried i'm going to become addicted but quite honestly sometimes the pain is just too much to deal with. i'm actually quite scared about this.

>> No.18487963

>>18487101
Opiates make any pain, mental or physical, harder to deal with without them the longer you take them and you end up an addict before you even realise it. If you're abusing them rather than using them as you're supposed to you either need to man the fuck up and deal with the pain, talk to a doctor about non-addictive alternatives if there's still a medical reason you're in pain or accept your fate as a junkie, switch to heroin and learn how to shoot up, it takes the pain away much better than just swallowing pills

>> No.18488963

I dug too deep into a room mate and now I'm constantly thinking about ways to netori them.

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>>18456041
I'm a suisex worshipper and Miko is like a little sister/daughter to me.
I used to get stimulated just by listening to her pure sex voice to the point of having internal UUOOOOO SUISEX inside my head and I lewd her quite a lot.
But a few months ago, I was lurking around during the peak of Christmas war (pkmk and miC0met, turns out MiKorone is the winner kek).
At first I frequent pkmk and mcmt threads because I thought the posts and two ships barking at each other are amusing, but somehow I got tangled up with the whole mcmt thing and now I'm a mcmtfag, I got too invested that I found myself making shitty edits of mcmt and write some long rrats. Yesterday, I even wrote a 1000+ words rrats about mcmt because of the kaomoji they used (and I'm still struggling to finish that one).
When I make shitty edits like this (pic related) I'm not even thinking of lewding Suisei and the recent official illustration of mcmt's Animal is pure sex, but I'm not excited about suisex, instead I'm excited because mcmt is having a cover collab.
But ironically there are times I got excited like UUOOOOO with Suisex swaying hips and I still think her voice is very hot.
Now I feel conflicted, I don't want to feel like those dads in NTR hentai, but occasionally I still lewd Suisei, although nowadays I'm lewding her significantly less compare to before I'm a mcmtfag
Sister, what should I do?

Oh and I like to shitposts sometimes and unironically I like to mix my shitposts with my true thoughts sometimes.

>> No.18489904

I always find myself being the one person left out of large group things to the point I'm pretty sure that it's deliberate, but I have 0 idea what the hell I'm doing wrong and noone has ever said anything to me about it so I can't even try to correct it.

>> No.18489946

>>18456041
I think my hag fetish stemmed from almost being raped by a hag when I was like 13...

>> No.18490036

>>18456041
I report every offtopic shitpost thread
The janny does nothing

>> No.18490162

I regretted hating on Kiara because I didn’t realize Mori is a cunt. So I’m glad I unsubbed to Mori and became a KFP which is actually an enjoyable experience to be a part of

>> No.18490283

I'm not exactly sure what sins would be appropriate for this (obviously VTuber related but besides that) so I'll just go with this one

I dislike going through the effort to actually sift through information to find out a VTubers alt and such because it makes me feel slimy, but I still am interested in the information so during the very limited time im usually on here I am constantly trying to bait out hints that will eventually just straight up give me the answer

>> No.18490358

I feel bad for talking shit about chuubas because I feel like karma will come to bite me in the ass one day

>> No.18490542

>>18490358
Try saying good things, maybe karma will tongue your ass instead.

>> No.18490760

>>18489904
Just throw random naruhodos and make nippon onomatopoeia until you blend into the group

>> No.18491048

>>18456842
I mean, there's other sites that have roommate shit in spades. No need to scrounge for crumbs here. Hell even YT algorithm will give you more than /vt/

>> No.18491111

>>18457456
I stay away from 2views for this exact reason. I know it would be too hard for me to "abandon" them

>> No.18491303

>>18456041
I'm a failed normalfag that's way too old to be obsessed with holos. Hypothetically Botan would be an acceptable age gap for me to date

>> No.18491364

>>18456041
I like Mori's music

>> No.18491438

I shitposted as a Mori anti, even though I find her music and personality cool, watching her roommate's two hour talking stream, thinking she did nothing wrong, and finding her response to the cuckbeat kanokari tweet funny. I just cannot resist anti shitposting.

>> No.18491657

Every night for the past two weeks I've had very vivid dreams where I get married to a chuuba. I'm talking about the proposal to our final days together and it keeps fucking me up because it seems so real.

>> No.18491827 [DELETED] 

>>18479550
Don't take this the wrong way anon but it kinda sounds like you're giving yourself bad experiences if that makes sense. I think you need a change of perspective

>> No.18491874

>>18456041
I once fell asleep to a Subaru stream and dreamt about us cuddling on the couch and her accidentally brushing her hand against my hardon and then we shared a longing gaze. Then I woke up and membered her

>> No.18491934 [DELETED] 

>>18456041
I'm going to move to Japan and date my oshi or die trying. Even if I die trying, I would die happy

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>>18479992
>and would much rather browse vtuber subreddits
You started off so strong too.

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I got too invested into Formula One.

>> No.18492062

>>18479992
Just accept the fact that you can't stand the sanitized culture of reddit and can take the bad with the good

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I like to ask petra-Anya global the reason they have the same thread so posters on that thread have a reason to bump themselves

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>>18456041
I like to get drunk and make /vt/ song parodies but I never post them.

>> No.18493272

I send a marshmallow with a pun on my oshi's name implying that she was a cheap woman, on a day when I was angry.
She did not find it funny. It was a good pun though.

>> No.18494276

I'm a fairly successful young professional who lives super cheaply and got a fairly substantial ($14k) bonus this year. I have been kicking around the idea of becoming a vtuber & have a lot of friends into vtubers who'd probably at least give me 5ish pity viewers. Unfortunately, I am terrified that my voice falls into the "virgin male gamer voice" that people here make fun of, all of my friends said they're too biased to give me an assessment of what character type my voice lends itself to, and I don't have any sort of networking skills & feel like I am unlikable to people I haven't done a lot of atuff for in the past. I have no good idea on what I should do or if it is worth spending the $ on.

>> No.18494431

>>18494276
make a vocaroo and let us judge

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>>18456041
Forgive me for wanting to penetrate Gura's cervix, and pour my cream directly on her ovaries. I don't care if she gets an ectopic pregnancy

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>>18456041
I didn't watch Rushia but bought her dakimakura around last year because UOOOH.
Since the recent drama, I can't sleep well with it so I bought a Towa dakimakura.

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I've been clinically depressed for a decade or more. My oshi reading my comments in chat and replying is some of the only dopamine I've had in a very long time and it increases my self loathing even more knowing that I'm like this.
I now crave those miniscule fleeting moments that the words I put on her screen have her attention and I despise myself for it. I just want to feel happiness from something innocent that doesn't crutch on a needy desire for attention or the infatuation with her.
But I'm completely numb to most things and real women wouldn't touch me with a 10 foot pole and I don't even blame them.
Man, I can't breathe.

>> No.18494791

>>18469213
>I was so in fear that my oshi would cuck me that I finally grew the balls to ask a girl out for the first time in almost a decade.
You became so autistic you looped into being a normie.

>> No.18494879

>>18494674
I felt the same way anon. I managed to keep improving at my life despite the depression because I kept telling myself it was the one thing I needed to get a gf (it never was). I'm in some ways sadder since I started watching her, but she gives me the inspiration to keep working and trying to find someone who makes me as happy as she does, as unlikely as it is.

>> No.18495034

>>18491048
Going to a repository and getting everything in a single OP file is much less fun than lighting a spark that burns a thread, sours opinions, and potentially plants a seed for others to continue whatever schitzo rrat came out of it to begin with.

>> No.18495412

>>18494879
I hope you get there. People keep telling me I need a gf to be happy, they can't understand the idea of loathing yourself and being your own baggage.

>> No.18495489

>>18494431
https://voca.ro/1gkGjY6X0Z3x

>> No.18497104

Bump

>> No.18497202

>>18495489
seems like a pretty normal voice to me

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>>18456041
I have be come a dealer of sorts. I aquire, and distribute images of cute nuns accidentally pissing themselves

>> No.18497303

I'm so bewitched by my oshi that I often fantasize about being serviced by her and her roommate in a threesome.

>> No.18497340

>>18456041
no
https://twitter.com/RyumiVt/status/1493006979974975489

>> No.18497436

>>18456041
I stopped watching one of my favorite vtubers because she started heavily embracing coomerbait clips and clickbait video titles. Otherwise she really hasn't changed much at all, she's the same as she was in her actual streams but for some reason seeing her do that shit soured the whole experience for me.

>> No.18497559

>>18456041
Was playing Jackbox with a bunch of people I didn't know well and one guy submitted Korone as an answer. Not only did I pretend not to know who she was, I pronounced her name "ko-roan" to really sell it

>> No.18498545

>>18497559
Some sins cannot be forgiven. You will burn in hell for all eternity.

>> No.18499552

I'm not sure why my oshi hasn't banned or blocked me yet.
I leave a passive aggressive comment on most of her tweets.

>> No.18499583

I care if a vtuber has a boyfriend. I am well off & like sending some $ to support a streamer I like. I likely would not drop them if it came out, but if I know they have a boyfriend I just think "eh, 2 income household, hopefully she picked a guy with $" and don't see the point in supporting them beyond maybe a membership that gives me more value in return.

>> No.18500947

I've tasted my own cum before. Not bad. To be fair it was to win an argument. Something about a girl saying that straight man don't need to swallow. NO EXCUSES NOW, WOMAN.

>> No.18501179

>>18500947
same, it was salty

>> No.18501300

>>18500947
Mine was kinda bitter, alkaline, but yeah, they're all exaggerating, it's not that hard to swallow

>> No.18502550

>>18500947
>>18501179
>>18501300
fuck you fags are hella gay

instead of catching ropes in your mouths catch a rope around your neck

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My oshi just picked moderators, I need to warn her that moderators are usually groomers and doxxfags hiding their intentions, playing the long con.
I also need to explain to her that Japanese women are fetishized abroad and that's why she gets foreign viewers even though they don't speak Jap.
I might be a shabby N1, but I struggle to find the words to explain this in Japanese so I've been putting it off.

>> No.18503701

>>18502894
Done, now I've likely burned every bridge, but it's for the best.

>> No.18504105

>>18503701
You did the right thing anon.

>> No.18505272

>>18504105
I know but now she probably hates me
And deep inside I wish I could have groomed her instead

>> No.18507972

>>18465450
t. Deadbeat

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>>18494276
>Unfortunately, I am terrified that my voice falls into the "virgin male gamer voice" that people here make fun of,
Check the second comment, unless you always act like that in your streams then yeah.

I also hope that you don't get doxxed by your friends anon... well if your viewers even care about your roommate
>>18495489
Looks neat to me anon, just the mic quality. What did you read btw? heard this line too "How does a man decide in what order to abandon his life?".
>>18503701
I salute you for that fellow anon, I hope she appreciates you for that warning.

>> No.18508418

I've been watching vtubers live for two years and I've never sent a message in a chat or left a comment on a vod.

>> No.18508436

>>18498545
I know

>> No.18508602

>>18497559
Have confidence.

>> No.18509794

>>18508015
I just read the synopsis from the back of 'No Country for Old Men'. I read it on my phone since I didn't want to turn in my pc when I was planning on going to bed soon, but I should upgrade my pc mic anyways if I go through with it.

>> No.18509888

>>18509794
With the way things have been heading, it wouldn't hurt to own a good mic anyway

>> No.18511177

bump

>> No.18511413

>>18509888
I game enough that it probably warrants an upgrade from the headset I have been using for years. It would suck to get doxxed, but I have to imagine that those first couple viewers would be the hardest to get so I feel like it is worth the risk. I'm mostly worried about hoe much of a sperg I'll come off as since I've only had a handful of IRL conversations in years and don't know if I've picked up any autistic habits that could weord people out.

>> No.18511730

>>18456041
I simp for Rushia.

>> No.18512564

>>18499552
I usually send a small corpo I watch often Gosling tweet replies. I can't tell if I come off as too annoying but she hides it or if she likes the attention/affection.

>> No.18512613

>>18456041
I grow impatient for the next feet thread every time it gets archived...

>> No.18515577

Bump

>> No.18515614

>>18495489
You sound okay to me anon. I've heard worse vocaroos on this board before.

>> No.18515655

>>18456041
I don't actually watch v-tubers

>> No.18515744

>>18456041
I sent a tribute to my oshi and she blocked me from twitter

>> No.18515753
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I only watch indie vtubers. Mainly ones from Europe.

I don't know what led me here but I'm okay with it.

>> No.18515922

>>18515753
I want basedapoya to blow up this year. She really deserves much more success. The amount of work and love she puts in her streams is amazing

>> No.18516030

>>18515655
I come here for the Watamelon threads

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>>18456041
>IRL girlfriend
>we fuck
>constantly
>watching people freak out over being NTR'd by their favorite oshis
>don't give a fuck
>keep plowing the weeb recluse gf
>there are anons who will never know this joy, only the pain of their oshis

>> No.18516356

>>18516094
Being an incel seriously sounds godawful.

>> No.18516785

I love my oshi a lot. My love motivated me to return to take classes, learn to cook, and get a job. 2021 was great thanks to this love. But after reading these current events, I'm worried about my obsession. Not because of dating, my oshi's love life is none of my business and he never made a point to say he'd refrain from that sort of stuff, I expect him to have his own life. But human beings are not perfect. People fuck up. People can be forgiven for mistakes. I am worried I just placed the motivation for being the happiest and most stable I've been in my life in the hands of my admiration for a person who can one day just quit, or be uncovered in a lie, or anything. I thought about this while seeing people be upset and feeling tricked. I don't want something similar to happen to me since I really do base my motivations on "I love my oshi, I should maintain my health and lifestyle to better enjoy following his activities". Not even my family could motivate me.

>> No.18516900

>>18516094
How do you fuck constantly when you live at home? My house is small and my mom has a bit of a hoarder mentality so I don't like the idea of bringing girls home. I'm actually terrified of bringing someone and being judged harshly

>> No.18517042

>>18516785
I think it's a good sign that you even have these concerns. If you can, you need to reframe your newfound motivation. Sure, your oshi served as a catalyst for these changes in your life, but it was ultimately you who made the decision to use him as a catalyst for those changes. You should give yourself some more credit.

>> No.18517380

>>18516900
>how do you fuck constantly
Go out for walks together, watch anime or movies together, foreplay and tease for hours on end
>i'm terrified of being judged harshly
Your fear and setbacks are your undoing. And autismo like me had to learn to pretend to be social. To put on a mask and make the best of things. And that paid off in spades.

>> No.18518088

>>18516094
I don't even know where to meet reclusive weeb girls

>> No.18521636

>>18516094
>>18516900
Do you both still live with your parents?

>> No.18521676

>>18515614
I had a friend of a friend not talk to me for about 10 years because he thought my voice was that annoying so I'm really self conscious about it

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>>18456041
I've been "watching" vtubers (or rather discussing them and shitposting, most of the time) for over a year and... I don't even like them? I... actually kind of hate them?
I only gave them a go because I though they were the FotM and because I enjoyed the idea of karaoke streams (some girls are admittedly good singers) but I never liked that they're basically like regular streamers, but more fake and bitchy with their rules while making a shitton of money with something they simply consider a side gig (and I roll my eyes whenever something is a covert metaphor for why capitalism is oh-so-terrible, but for some reason thinking about how much some of these people earn makes my blood boil). There are other things I'm missing but I'm not good at writing well-structured, thesis-length ramblings, so most of my frustrations will remain bottled up.
tl;dr and moral of the story: if you're quitting facecam streamers, don't fill the void in your life and in your youtube recommendations with other types of streamers. Sorry for everything I just wrote.

>> No.18525125

>>18456041
I don't watch streams, I just come to this board to see some spicy gossip and maybe do some stupid joke now and then, also to analyze what's the deal with the schizos getting super salty about everything. Hell, I don't even follow the clippers.

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>>18456041
I was the one that posted that wrestling video.

>> No.18527540

>>18525307
What video?

>> No.18527686

>>18527540
The wrestling video

>> No.18528062

>>18527686
What wrestling video?

>> No.18529110

>>18528062
The one

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>>18529110
Ah, that one, I see

>> No.18529432
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I'm a fucking faggot

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>>18521676
He's a cunt, some people are weird like that don't mind him anon.

>> No.18529582

>>18501179
>>18501300
It depends on what you eat actually, avoid tobacco and coffee and eat pineapple for better taste anons.

>> No.18530362

I don't like vtuber ASMR streams.
Not because they don't work on me, but because they do work, and they turn me on a lot, and I don't want to end up jacking off to a stream.

>> No.18530578

>>18530362
Yeah, it's kind of fucked up jerking off to someone's heartbeat

>> No.18530660

>>18530362
give in and bust a nut. join the other side

>> No.18530964

Bae's horror streams are the only ones of hers I watch because I enjoy watching her gradually break down into tears

>> No.18532448

>>18469213
>I have the 1st date of my life this weekend & I'm mortified.
I'm proud of you anon. 1st dates are supposed to be FUN so don't feel like you have to make some kind of connection or anything, just enjoy each other's company for a while.

>> No.18532735

>>18492044
Gimi

>> No.18534071

I can’t stop cooming to Lui.

>> No.18534157

>>18456041
I pushed two indies into graduating because of shitposts about them on this board

>> No.18534736

Kiara filtered me hard because she reminded me of a manager I had at KFC that took that corporate loyalty way too seriously. She actually liked me cos I was probably the only worker that wasn't an ex-con and had an IQ above 100 but she was seriously cringe and made me hate every moment of being a wageslave there.

>> No.18535047

>>18492616
Become like Viedo Gaems, song anon.

>> No.18535092

>>18456041
My beloved Tenchou-Nun; I only read /vt/ because of Holofightz.

>> No.18535164

>>18497559
NO CONFIDENCE!

>> No.18535293

>>18534736
I know what you mean, fast food work is some bullshit.
I had to quit after I had to be an actual tard wrangler for two weeks. Fucking government quotas and assistance projects.

>> No.18535300

I FUCKING LOVE /VT/ HOLY SHIT I'VE BEEN MORE ON THIS SITE THAN ACTUALLY WATCHING VTUBERS. THIS SITE IS SO FUN, I LOVE THE SCHIZOS, THE ANTIS ARE SO ENTERTAINING. KEEP BEING YOU /VT/ NEVER CHANGE

>> No.18535354

>>18535300
I can't tell if this is irony or not, but I also spend more time here than watching vtubers and I hate this place.

>> No.18535446

>>18535300
>>18535354
You should browse here while you watch vtubers, double monitor setup

>> No.18535633

I can't stop cooming
https://files.catbox.moe/fas7ub.png

>> No.18536212

>>18535446
I used to have a second monitor set up, but I put it back in my closet because I would have three streams playing on holodex at all times and I was focusing on none of them. Even during big collabs I'd only be paying attention to my oshi's stream while ignoring, and muting, the other streams on my second monitor. For me, there was no point in keeping it plugged in and after letting it sit there powered off I got irritated by the light reflecting off of the screen. These days I only watch my oshi and a few others and even then I'll skip most streams. Vtubers as a whole were taking over my life. Even now I feel like I'm watching too many streams and with all that said being in this shithole all day is even worse.

>> No.18536361

I don't care about Japanese stuff or anime, I'm not really into all that shit, I just watch vtubers because I'm lonely. I have them on so I can hear a friendly human voice talking to me.

>> No.18537517

I've never forgiven Hirano Aya for what she did

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>>18491048
Finding doxx on yt or on google that easily is like cheating. I dont know if its a schizo autist thing but finding info like those is like finding a gemstone in an african coal mine. You gotta work hard for it. Also what this anon said >>18495034 is pretty fun if you get the hang of things.

>> No.18542141

>>18534071
imagine getting jerked off by her head wings

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