Confess

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Confess to your friend!

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>>17790200
my oshi is a heterosexual woman

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>>17790200
I love your sly face friend, it's erotic

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I have not watched a single holox stream. I have actually never heard any of them speak. I dropped half of council predebut and the rest of them shortly after.

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Before watching 2views I used to be able to distance myself from the rrats & schizos on this board and just laugh at them. Now, even though I keep it all in my head because I know noone here cares, I'm one of them. I can't stop worrying that she actually hates her fans (and me in particular) despite having 0 evidence for the this belieg

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>>17790538
For this belief*

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>>17790200
Friend is so erotic...

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I always spread the latest drama of my oshi before any other anon has any idea about it.

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>>17790538
I know what you mean, I keep worrying that she has a boyfriend she's fucking after every stream.
I really love her.

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>>17790989
I’m pretty sure she does, anon. Put that in your mind at all times so you won’t get upset when the bomb dropped.

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>>17790529
Please please tell me Mumei and Fauna are among the ones you dropped

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>>17790200
I tried to binge watch all of my oshi's content, went on for about 15 hours of content but at one point I came to the realization that she won't ever care about my existance, no matter how many scs or how many months I have on her membership, so I don't watch her streams anymore.
I keep paying membership, though.

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>>17791206
I think I'm going to tell her that I hate her and try to move on with my life. It's really been weighing on my mind, all the schizo delusions.
Just not sure why I'm doing anything anymore. I learned Japanese because of my previous oshi, 2 years ago, and I started learning 3D modelling because of my current one.
And I'll probably keep going out of habit.

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>>17791482
It's actually Kronii and Sana. Not sorry.

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>>17791717
>I think I'm going to tell her that I hate her and try to move on with my life
Genuine question. What would be the point of telling her you hate her?

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>>17792438
Attention. Mentally ill people like me crave it.

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>>17793505
Just take your meds

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>>17790989
My sister's fiance's sister is an ugly NEET who cannot even drive 2 miles from her home without having a mentao breakdown and she found and married a guy that lived across the country who she met on discord. When I heard that I went full blackpill. I cannot comprehend how any woman is a femcel now and feel like any woman who has any interest in dating/marriage can easily find someone if they just exist online.

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>>17793662
They're trying to control us

>>17793730
And my oshi is perfect, she's not even a NEET

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>>17790200
I developed a nun fetish because of Fubuki and Marine. I cant cum to anything else anymore than erotic nuns sucking cocks like its the most delicious thing in the world.

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>>17794052
You're going to hell

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>>17794245
This entire board is probably already going to hell anyway, may as well have fun in the meantime.

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>>17794245
He'll probably just develop a devil fetish, there's no point.

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Fubuki is the best fox.

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I don't think of friend as having a human being playing the role of a vtuber.
She's become an actual fox in my mind.

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>>17795098
Twap...

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I hate the "people" who use their own language in a JP vtuber's streams.
It's already rare enough for a Jap to speak English, what makes them think they can understand Spanish, Portuguese and Indonesian?
But I also hate the vtubers that will go through the effort of translating those comments. Those thoughtless retards don't deserve that care and attention.

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>>17794245
Np, we will met Marine there, and probably all the JP branch due to being heretic. Mori rejected her Christian upbringing, so the only who one who would to heave for sure would he Gura. Don't know enough about the others, but Austria is a Catholic country so maybe Kiara's soul will be saved

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I just want to be happy

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Bump

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Why do I do it? I thought by taking this path, and making them happy, I might garner some measure of happiness myself. I see glimpses of things getting better for them, but the goal posts continue to shift every time I address all of their needs.

I've maintained the charade for over a month now. Forsaking my own joy, health, and sanity all for them. I did so, and never asked for much in return, only for them to maintain the illusion, and to never abandon me.

Now I'm at a crossroad, I can choose to walk away as they fade into obscurity without me. Or I walk the other path, the one that brings it all crashing down and nothing but suffering and misery for all involved.

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Ever since reading those Shion doujins, I have grown an obsession of wanting to violently rape Shion senselessly that it has become unhealthy. Everytime I hear anything remotely related to Shion, I start to replay those thoughts of filling her with my cock and seeing it pierce her belly. Manhandling Shion so badly that she can't stay conscious. The thought of this happening has caused me to be disgustingly stared at by my erotic actions and I want to personally commit the same action to Shion.