潤羽るしあ / Uruha Rushia

[Anonymous No.]

潤羽るしあ / Uruha Rushia

>Iris (Original song)
https://youtu.be/NtRpDpfE69Y

>Goodbye Sengen (Cover)
https://youtu.be/mEs80XOSSHQ

>Hana ni Bourei (Yorushika Cover)
https://youtu.be/UBSx4qqeikY

>2nd Anniversary merch!
https://hololive.booth.pm/items/3100289

>Hololive Fantasy 1st LIVE FAN FUN ISLAND
https://fanfunisland.hololivepro.com/

>Previous
>>13620159

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DkyqZBuYa6s
Kanarushi Shiny Magikarp hunting!

[Anonymous No.]

Beat me to it OP
luv Rusher, luv necks, luv flat chests, simple as

[Anonymous No.]

Anybody here get their daki delivered yet btw?

[Anonymous No.]

Hey Rushianiggers, just heard about what happened to your oshi. Just wanted to say I wish you and her all the best.

[Anonymous No.]

>Rushia is back in her usual time slot
It was fun having her after work, but I'm glad she's going back to a more normal structure in her life.

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia has always been one of my favorites and I hope she takes the time to mourn her cat. I've seen some of her videos and saw how deeply she loved and cared for it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13882363
Thanks anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>13882363
Thanks anon, i wish you and your oshi the best too.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13881874
Did no one get the archive? That thing is definitely not going to get put back up.

[Anonymous No.]

I love this necromancer

[Anonymous No.]

I'm sorry to hear this happened to Rushia, you can tell how much she cared about her pets though so you know they had loving happy lives. Glad to see she is strong and working through this. Hope the collab goes well!

[Anonymous No.]

Stay strong Rushi!

[Anonymous No.]

>>13885234
I missed the stream and want to die...

[Anonymous No.]

>>13886310
It's probably not just that, since Rushia doesn't seem to have made a fuss leading up to the live knowing that everyone had worked hard (Marine's month off to rest her voice so she would be good for it and such), Rushia seems to prioritize others a lot. She makes those tweets and then deletes them because she doesn't want to burden others with her issues, existing in a state where she takes all her pain onto her own shoulders. Right now her dealing with grief seems to be to keep going, her chat keeping her mind off of things. I don't know how wise that is but I've never been a vtuber before.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13889835
It'd probably be best to get help from others, seeing as they'd be more than willing to help. I do the same thing, but due to having no friends and being antisocial. I don't see her seeking help though, so distracting herself through streaming is the next best option.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13889835
Going by her thank you speech during the 100 questions session though, looks like the other 3rd Gen members knew about it beforehand. So hopefully she wasn't completely alone in dealing with it at the time.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13882289
Yes.

>>13889778
I watched the stream live and i definitely don't want to see it again.

[Anonymous No.]

In the title she says it's going to be an endurance stream, but I guess she's stopping for Aqua's birthday.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13894702
>制限あり耐久

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder if this is just a point that clashes with the japanese mindset, but lately i've been thinking that i'd rather have a thank you from her for being with her at those times than an apology. There are some sleepless nights and tears shed, but she gave me much more happiness than that and i never thought of her as a burden.

Also read the rest of the thread and i think that a lot of those things (like people talking about changing oshis) are fine in isolation though if their mental state isn't the best anyway it's not. Rushia tends to overthink stuff which can be a spiral where looking logic it doesn't help. She should know that a lot of people are serious in what they say, but in a weak mental state you still might end up at the "but what if those people also leave me?"-state even with knowing and believing that this isn't the case. It probably doesn't help that it's hard to communicate some stuff just with words. I know that my feelings for her won't change though how the fuck do you even communicate to another person that you're that kind person? Anyway i'm looking forward to the stream and if she wants me to smile and have fun i will. If she wants to talk i'll listen.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13895474
>I know that my feelings for her won't change though how the fuck do you even communicate to another person that you're that kind person?
I wonder about how I could do this every day

[Anonymous No.]

STARTINGU!

[Anonymous No.]

Off to a good start I see.

[Anonymous No.]

God bless the tenshi

[Anonymous No.]

She's so cute...I'm glad she seems in a better mood now!
*windows notification sound*

[Anonymous No.]

>>13896386
I carved る onto my arm, but that's way too menhera for me to ever share with her.

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia please don't move your stream schedule so much.

[Anonymous No.]

I'm happy if she's happy, but if she starts her streams any earlier than normal I won't be able to catch them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13899649
If she does it earlier I can't see it either.
Anyway she has said to do it several times and never does. Currently she gets up just before the stream so I highly doubt she does it earlier. If anything at 6/7 am to bed when she usually does it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13889778
this might be it
>>>/t/1092511

[Anonymous No.]

welp someone got her payment card info..

[Anonymous No.]

>still playing pokemon while calling the bank

[Anonymous No.]

just stopping in to wish you and your oshi well, hang in there anons.

[Anonymous No.]

now we're up to 7 things with her just now noticing her card info having been stolen

[Anonymous No.]

>>13901664
It's really not that bad when it's just one of those prepaid cash cards

[Anonymous No.]

>>13901810
wait, what happened?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13901495
Thank you anon!

[Anonymous No.]

>>13901836
She saved her card info when she was playing uma musume on the pc. A couple of days ago she couldn't pay ubereats with the card, now she had a shitload of virus popups and kanatan mentioned payment shit. She did check her statments and there was money withdrawn for something when she was at the sankisei live that couldn't have been her. She called the card company while streaming and the card is blocked now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13901953
so it wasn't that serious, right?

[Anonymous No.]

Hopefully Kanatan does end up coming over tonight, she definitely needs the company.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902049
When you enter CC details somewhere you usually list your address and name too(or well, the one associated with your card) If whoever got her details got all that info, it's really serious

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902049
Probably not it wasn't a credit card and she said it isn't connected to her bank so it will most likely be one of those prepaid cash cards a lot of people use there. So only the money which was on the card is gone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902121
she mentioned she only put numbers

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902121
It's not a credit card and you don't need any personal information with those payment cards. Even stuff like conbini pay is anonymous there.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902169
that's good to hear. I hope Kanata and probably Coco will be there to comfort her. she really needs it right now

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902767
She still needs to fix the problem asap though. If the card info was from her computer there might be someone who has still access to it. It doesn't seem like a target attack on her and just something that scrapes payment info, but if someone gains access to her discord/youtube accounts that's not good.

[Anonymous No.]

...came here to pay respects, find lolibaba PC woes instead
rip, F

[Anonymous No.]

So she has said she is going to continue with the Pokémon story around noon?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13905611
Um in the end it was undecided, but probably maybe

[Anonymous No.]

>>13906051
But has she said if it's going to be one-off streams or does she plan to move her entire schedule?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13906323
She was pretty much just thinking out loud and she probably doesn't know herself yet.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13906323
There was no complete decision it was just brainstorming and could be limited to Pokemon or extend to all streams, she also thought about morning streams (not gonna happen) and night streams (greater chance), nothing was set in stone, there's like maybe a 50% chance she streams at 2pm tomorrow instead of 4pm is about all I'd be willing to say.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13906515
Sorry 2pm instead of 6pm* hit the wrong number

[Anonymous No.]

>>13906515
I honestly don't think she will do it, I don't see her getting up early just to make stream.

[Anonymous No.]

I find it very cute that she wants to buy a car for her parents.
I hope that soon she can go to see them and bury her cat.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

love

[Anonymous No.]

I think her wish of us watching other holo's is as contradictory as she thinks. I could really relate to that even i don't watch much of the others i still think they are good people and do interesting streams. The whole watching other holos = infidelity is kinda i don't know too broad? harsh? Though i think it definitely can be and the problem is that the line isn't as obvious just from the actions alone. What i mean is that from the outside both is me watching a stream, while if it's a stream by her i'm spending time with the person which is the most important to me (which i will obviously tell her) and when i watch someone else it's just an entertaining stream (where i would obviously don't say the same things). Let's be honest is there really anyone who wouldn't watch a stream with Rushia just because it's a collab with another holo?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13915904
What are you trying to say?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13915904
I think your drunk anon. Anyway I think she hasn't had a consistent opinion on it & whether it bothers her or not and to what extent fluxuates. Though it seems to mostly stick around just being slightly jealous but understanding and wanting us to enjoy her colleagues as well (but not to cheat romantically on her obviously).

[Anonymous No.]

i can understand her being uncertain of how she feels about it. it's a difficult concept. a lot of her fans do really feel that way about her, but because of how impersonal the medium of streaming fundamentally is it's pretty hard to feel secure in returning those feelings. that goes both ways too.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13917513
I'm not drunk, but i'm considering getting drunk. Okay, i was definitely rambling a bit. I can't quite make up my mind on this. It should be straightforward and it should be ok.. but maybe it's not?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13919043
I mean I think it should be straightforward but sometimes Rushia's feelings get the best of her and other times it doesn't matter. I think she both wants us to not mind and also to mind. It's kinda hard because her own feelings are sort of contradictory at times. Ignoring all jokes about watching other girls, in terms of seriousness, a fair amount of the time her opinion seems to be on the inside she doesn't really want us to watch other people but ultimately wants us to be free and wouldn't judge us (just be a tad jelous and just would prefer if we willingly only watched her), I saw her one time straight up be legitimately unhappy witu no joke about it at just watching other girls, there's a decent amount of the time that it seems that it doesn't actually bother Rushia at all one way or the other and a bit of the time she actively encourages to watch the other members. It really depends on her mood. There's a contradiction between what she thinks is the right thing and what her selfish feelings want; and those feelings aren't always consistently the same strength. Which leads to the seeming contradiction.

[Anonymous No.]

https://twitter.com/uruharushia/status/1466174526274748421
I wonder if she was playing with Coco and Kanatan, I'm glad she had a good time though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13925070
>https://twitter.com/uruharushia/status/1466174526274748421
I think that's the most likely case. She definitely wouldn't ask to go to KanaCoco house on her own and her asking us to not bother anybody else with her problems meant that she would only go in Kanata asked. Blessed Tenshi.

[Anonymous No.]

You know, 22:00 would be fine for me. I prefer 20:00 because it means I can probably stick around for the whole stream but at least with 22:00 it means I can be there for the first 2 hours before I have to bail

[Anonymous No.]

>>13925070
>>13929577
she probably went to noel's place.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13915904
I like possessive clingy girls so I have no issue but I can see where you're coming from. I think part of codependency is feelings of insecurity.
>Let's be honest is there really anyone who wouldn't watch a stream with Rushia just because it's a collab with another holo?
I mean, this is pretty much the only other time I watch other holos nowadays

[Anonymous No.]

Love Ru. Simple as.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Such cuteness should be illegal

[Anonymous No.]

>>13902076
>>13902767
>>13925070
>>13929577
>>13931430
https://twitter.com/ksononair/status/1466172828940595202?t=kwdVnjIxsINjQZvmjEAydw&s=19

>>13917513
Hey friends, I'm Sukonbu. Came to wish you the best for you and your oshi. Hearing your take on fidelity, I'll voice my opinion seeing how Fubuki treats us.
Fubuki doesn't want us to call her wife specifically because she knows we watch other Holos. Sometimes she jokes about being jealous, but most of the time she encourages us to support and watch others. It makes sense because before being coworkers, they're friends. Having said that, she wouldn't like it if we abandoned. I feel like Rushia-chan is the same. She wants you to have fun watching other streams as long as you always go back and have her as your top. Fubuki loves letters and I've sent one with a Pokemon card, so maybe now is a good time for you to send Rushia one too since it would cheer her up. Anyways, have fun in her ASMR stream, I'll probably see you there (I have Rushia's membership too)

[Anonymous No.]

>>13944581
>kson tweet
so? how does that confirm it's rushia?
her tweet said she had fun with other holomens, noel's nabe party makes more sense

[Anonymous No.]

>>13944796
>so? how does that confirm it's rushia?
NTA but my takeaway from the tweet is it implies that kson's talking with Rushia today ( and not yesterday night)

[Anonymous No.]

>>13945029
so it's not relevant to rushia's morning tweet

[Anonymous No.]

>>13944581
Thanks for the tweet report and wishes anon, hope Fubuki gets that gold Magikarp soon!

I agree with you on the second matter, in the end Rushia loves Hololive, and probably wouldn't mind us watching and having other favorites to watch among the other members, with the yandere skit and stuff being banter and for comedic effect. What she wouldn't like is when people go too far and end up being rude both to her and other holomen.

Sending cards is a neat idea, too bad I don't collect a game she'd be interested in.

>>13944796
Besides Rushia saying she wants to visit their place after the stream, I've no doubt she would insist on still calling kaichou a holomen. Regardless of which place she went to though, I'm glad she's more willing to call for help from the others when she needs it now. And spending the night with loved ones was definitely what she needed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13946148
i still think she went to noel's place because she wants to do asmr today, but well as you said it doesn't matter as long she had fun,

[Anonymous No.]

I feel like we can just ask her where she went later

[Anonymous No.]

>>13947432
"to visit Kaichou"
I wonder if she would tell us. Kanata still talks about Coco so maybe.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

https://twitter.com/hololive_goods/status/1466214157519228928
https://twitter.com/uruharushia/status/1466322382834966531
>lottery
The most expensive cutting board you could ever own.

[Anonymous No.]

Mengen ASMR later
https://youtu.be/SHJgH64VN9g

[Anonymous No.]

>>13935509
No, that post might've made it sound like there is an issue, but it was just full blown insecurity on my side. I think both options are true at times for her. Overall it should be fine what i do, i probably shouldn't worry about watching the occassional other stream even more so since my heart only belongs to her. I used to watch a lot more other holos, but that was partly before finding her and when rona started it fucked me mentally to the point where i couldn't concentrate on reading so streams where a good distraction.

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia is in hololive and won't stop talking about other members. She is not fucking serious about not wanting you to watch others and doing so doesn't make you a better fan even if you might believe that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13946148
Yea, it's definitely a good thing that there are people who will talk to her for hours and be there for her. There is obviously stuff she can't talk to us about no matter how much she wants to. Even shit like complaining about youtube fucking up shit or managment doing something dumb is not really anything she could do on stream and sometimes you need to blow of some steam even if it's about small things. Plus it's probably a good idea to talk about how she could tell us what she wants to tell us with someone who isn't managment but someone who can understand her position.

[Anonymous No.]

Who is she welcoming?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13953916
kaichou you baka there's an american flag

[Anonymous No.]

>>13953649
I had made a comment on the matter earlier but I wasn't referring to the joke yandere bits. I do watch all the other members of holopro & smaller corps & indie vtubers so it'd do me no favors as a fan to argue that sometimes she's legitimately jealous, I'm just noting that ocasionally she does legitimately express those feelings even if she doesn't think its right and doesn't want to be annoying of casting a burden on her viewers of only watching her especially since it also hurts her friends. Of course the thing she thinks is right is that you should also support her friends and typically after collabs (or having fun with them irl) she's most endorsing of watching the other members as her friends. Humans are contradictory and don't keep a straight consistent internal opinion across time, and even hold contradictory feelings at the same time. I'll continue to support all the members because I love Hololive and only romantically love Rushia.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia's rushias

[Anonymous No.]

There are quite a lot of new members joining. Also funny how there are always eops who can't figure out that it's a membership stream they can't watch. I just wish the spam about that fucker wouldn't be there, but i guess showing her weak side will also mean that those anti fucks show up.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13959030
Hopefully people expecting a normal ASMR stream won't deter her from talking what she wants to talk about, it is a zatsudan stream after all. Also I don't see anything, so it's probably some asshole I already blocked and is too dumb to make alternate accounts to spam with.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13959472
Yea, should be a bit different from normal asmr, but i'm not even sure what people expect from her membership. I generally report and block them though i guess sometimes there are accounts that i overlook. There was def. worse spam before other streams.

[Anonymous No.]

she went to noel's place

[Anonymous No.]

that's one happy cat

[Anonymous No.]

I swear she has a telepathic connection with this cat. It always shows up at the best times.

[Anonymous No.]

this Rushia and Nyanko-sensei combo is too much
im in heaven

[Anonymous No.]

that was nice

[Anonymous No.]

That was great. Sensei a cute and good cat

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>13965805
Hey. No.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13967129

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>13968645
You're killing me, anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>13968645
I like the way Japanese fuse words together.

>atsuku+takai=atatakai
>"high temperature"=warm

[Anonymous No.]

>>13900744
It is. Thank you.
That's a weird board, I've never been there

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

おやすみ

[Anonymous No.]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYy76OhEZrs&list=PLojpy0RfW3vJnqeke6VqHhwzpOhqjmss7&index=14

[Anonymous No.]

>>13971042
Good night!

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

rushia love

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia dropped by Lamy's morning stream in her chat, and there's probably some behind the scenes talk at around the 1 hour mark if anyone wants to have a listen.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13992793
That was the first time Rushia and Lamy met, right? maybe we'll get a collab soon
Looks like the reunion at Noel's was pretty fun.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13968730
That one's just a coincidence. It's あたた (same origin as 温める) + か (suffix showing a state, as in 静か or 豊か) + い to make it an adjective

[Anonymous No.]

I love Rushia!

[Anonymous No.]

I've always wondered, is it possible to send something to staff as gifts for Holos?
I doubt it but I think it'd be fun to get Rushia a couple packs of that favorite snack everyone bought up like crazy long ago.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13992793
Thanks for telling me anon! I saw somebody mention it like once in the archives today and I wondered what it meant but nobody else provided context
>>13994957
I hope we do. I think Rushia and Lamy can probably talk to each other in a way very few members can.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13994957
They both played in the big mario kart collab here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM5ZWzK1MXg
Though they only had one round together at around 25:30

[Anonymous No.]

>>13997802
Not anymore thanks to the new tracking device thing from a few months back. You can probably send thin card-like stuff like the sukonbu friend above suggested though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13999331
>tracking device thing
Wait, what now?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13999527
While apple promised it can't be abused by stalkers, Cover just want to be extra careful. these things are small enough to be planted on conspicious areas, like inside stuff toys.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13999647
Plushies were banned right from the get go, they were never something anyone could send. What happened was people could just register as a seller on Amazon and hide those things in the package.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13999647
>>13999781
Good tidings once again foiled by possible badness. Well shit. Guess a letter with a gift card or whatever would work fine though

[Anonymous No.]

>>13999647
Shame, would've loved to see her get more relaxation stuff so she can get some better sleep. Or more Mintia, which holy shit it's almost her birthday again and the previous batch still isn't gone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13992793
What time does Rushia sleep?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14004587
Well tonight it was 10am...
Typically 7am. She's always been a night owl, but in case you can't understand JP since I doubt it'll get clipped, she explained she can't sleep recently because the cat that died always used to sleep right by her head. So whenever she tries to sleep its an active reminder her cat's dead.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14004791
I know she usually goes to bed in the morning, but I'm surprised she was watching a stream at 10 am.
I guess it will take some time for her to get used to being without it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14004955
Hopefully it's a case of her managing to sleep a little bit in the morning before waking up around 10 instead of not sleeping at all. Unlikely, but still.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14004791
The cat also spent most of the time before she goes to bed with her. I think what makes the situation worse is that even long before this she thought that she was neglecting neko-san. It's also weird how i noticed that neko-san wasn't there where he should've been, but instead of my usual going to worst-case scenarios it was more like yea the cat is probably just sleeping or whatever and everything's fine. I even miss that cat..

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Seems it was correct to predict the Full Live was in March (just confirmed) given how she described being busy till April in that twitcast over a month ago

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia on Day 2

[Anonymous No.]

>>14009943
She also said after the concert that she was still going to have lessons.
I guess the busiest she'll be right now is planning her birthday (if she's not already recording it).

[Anonymous No.]

I really love when she get's to do live stuff like this, but then imaging that this also means streaming less...

[Anonymous No.]

>>14011195
She had to remember 4? 5? New songs during this live, which is understandably difficult. Maybe this time there will only be 2 new songs and 1 old song, so it'll be less of a burden on her, ignoring whatever stuff she plans on doing for her birthday.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14011522
I guess we can only wait and see. Which reminds me of her bringing up her sleep schedule and thinks like that why marrying her would be bad, but even if the schedules clash just being with her for a couple of hours each day seems like heaven.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>13881874
luv rushia

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>14017438
Always.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia please stab me

[Anonymous No.]

>>13881874
The white cat, yes, my white cat I had
Sometimes I miss her

[Anonymous No.]

>>14026036
That misses the point of the tweet completely. Context of exactly how she mentioned thinking of meeting her cat again in the privated pokemon stream +
Read it vertically

[Anonymous No.]

>>14026226
I'm at work, haven't watched her archive yet

Holy fuck i want to hug her. I didn't notice!!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14026226
Welp that's pretty much the last thing i want her to say, but i can totally understand her. I just wish i could do anything for her right now.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027041
We all share that wish.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14026360
I'm assuming you're going to watch the torrent (or auto-downloaded it yourself) someone linked earlier since it's the privated one. To save you time for the exact line, 25 minutes, what she mentions right before 会いたい for wanting to meet her cat. Or you could also just figure out the other way of meeting a dead pet that isn't necromancy. I mean I recognized it immediately because I had the exact same plans once regarding my own cat. It took me a second to realize to read it vertically because of the weird spacing.
I don't even know what to do to be honest. I understand her feelings exactly. I just hope one of the holomembers notice and dms her and keeps her company.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027079
I lost my cat five years ago and sometimes I hallucinate her still. It's never going away, you just learn to live with the pain. Rushia's probably going to work on digesting this for a while. All we can do is be there for her and show up. I think some normalcy in her life will help getting back into the flow of things.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027079
I have it downloaded by I've been putting in too many hours at work that I haven't watched it yet.
Most likely, since she deleted it so quickly nobody noticed.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027079
Which one? The one where she cried? Wouldn't that be before she tells us?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027857
Yes that one. By that timestamp she had already mentioned her cat's death, it was the hamster's death she didn't mention until after 40 minutes in.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027079
There really isn't anything we can do besides what we do anyway. Just being there for her like usual is probably the best we can do. Also there are no real bad red flags so far. She is just missing her cat badly which sucks.

>>14027200
Yea, stuff like that never goes away. I still get depressed around the same time each year without even thinking about it and it has been nearly 20 years though not a pet. Still miss all my pets and especially the one that used to sleep in my bed and just never came back..

[Anonymous No.]

I want to hold her and tell her that everything will be okay. That life, death and the world can hurt her, but as long as she's still standing, the only thing that can finish her off is giving up by her own admission. To be strong for her cat, and remember her friend warmly. That they'll always be together in her memories, and it's going to be okay. I love this necromancer.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14028182
No, there are plenty of red flags. The only reason I'm not panicking is because nyanko-sensei is still alive. Otherwise I'd be freaking out.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14028314
I really hope she goes back to living with her family before that happens. Or find a good housemate.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14028314
I meant i don't see her pulling back from and shutting out everyone at least now. You could still feel that everyone besides her cat was also important to her in the last stream. I mean nyanko-sensei is still there and she loves him the same as neko-san. Fuck it isn't good that she has these thoughts to begin with.. I don't know what to do either. The first time was hell and i really panicked the last thing i want is losing another person this way.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14028182
I had to put down my cat that was with me from middle school through college and it took me an entire year before I quit tiptoeing down the hall at night thinking I didn't want to kick him. Can't imagine it's easier for Rushia who's had her cat for much longer

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could do something for her

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>14027079
Re-listened to the line. This wasn't the context I wanted to learn a new Japanese word with

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

I'm starting to freak out

[Anonymous No.]

>>14046177
That's no good.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Saw a random tweet yesterday that said the MariRushi sleepover will be next week, and there will be an upcoming Subaru collab too. Anyone watch the other two channels to be able to confirm?

[Anonymous No.]

Rushi cute! I hope she is doing alright and we are all worried for nothing! I'm sure she can feel we are all here for her!

[Anonymous No.]

Leaving a hint to >>14058419 here since some might have missed the tweet

[Anonymous No.]

>>14058464
Which one of you fucking retards feels fine about sharing that info in fucking /hlgg/
the hell?
Her tweets are meant for us not the fucking masses to gawk at, especially this sort of tweet of all tweets
Fucking any other way of presenting this information is better than posting it in /hlgg/ and then deleting. what the hell. I would've done an explanation and a copy paste behind a password locked pastebin where the password is some rushia trivia or something. Anything but putting it in the open like that. Do you think she made that tweet deleted in 8 minutes to be seen by the retards at /hlgg/ or by us who love her? Seriously.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14059421
Is there a place more private than this thread?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14059421
I doubt a fan did it, that's for sure.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14059785
The Rushia members' Discord; they check your membership every month.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14059833
the only one I know that checks memberships doesn't allow talk about anything IRL
is there another public server because I can't find it?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14060481
not public, no, and I'm not about to drop a invite here and let randoms fuck our place up for the cost of a $5 membership

[Anonymous No.]

>>14060595
where the hell do you draw invites from then? you have to either draw from the main server or twitter or something in which case I'm actually offended I never got invited from either

[Anonymous No.]

Why do I feel as though there's a really nasty underbelly to the Fandead that I don't really want to know about?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14061741
its the result of any fanbase this deep into parasocial hell
see: literally every single indie or small chuuba. They have all kinds of insane discord shenanigans and schizo groomershit

[Anonymous No.]

>>14059421
I know Reddit spacing is a meme, but unironically it might be a tourist or a lurker of some kind
>>14061741
I'm sure there's that kind of stuff for all holos anon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14061890
>insane discord shenanigans
I'm slightly worried
>groomershit
who tf would they even be grooming, we're dating Rushia what

Parasocial relationships are not supposed to be a cult

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063124
You know I can't even find any fandead servers that were linked once in any of /jp/ or old vt threads, the general hate of discord here; and given the low activity of the number of public discords or invite discords that are about Rushia, the seeming lack of knowledge of it here, and given I have a fair grasp of which active fandeads know both English and Japanese to a reasonable level and what communities they interact in, that discord would consist of like less than 10 people, be lacking a translator and EOPs. Or someone's just bullshitting.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063124
>>14063287
I dont know anything about any alleged fandead discord server, and I wasnt saying people are grooming her. I was just using groomer shit as an example of the myriad of weird shit that goes down in discord servers and they (multiple) exist for every chuuba
A lot of these people are repeat offenders and their names are basically known as huge red fucking flags whenever you go to different chuuba discord servers because they're always up to some kind of shit. So if that server is real, I would bet money that it's full of red flag names

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063124
>Parasocial relationships are not supposed to be a cult
This. I'm there for her first and foremost. I guess i post here and there is at least some connection to other fandead, but i would always choose her over anything else. I hate this grooming shit, because it's just manipulative bs and i just want her to be happy. Seriously anyone who doesn't want her to be happy first can go fuck themselves.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063287
>that discord would consist of like less than 10 people
100%, even without that much info. Such servers have a tendency to die and/or veer drastically away from their original intended purpose. Which isn't a bad thing perse t b f but if your main goal is to discuss rl stuff it seems like it's a lot of extra baggage

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063503
This is true. I think I feel some sympathy to fellow Fandead simply because I know what it's like and al

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063754
...what it's like to feel in the dark, and also because us schizoposting here means she has less worrisome tweets to come back to from fans. Plus it feels nice to know and get confirmation sometimes that somebody is keeping an eye on her when I can't. It's why I want to stay healthy and hope other Fandead stay healthy too. I think it's the idea that it's the least bad news possible for her. But it's still about her obviously. Or maybe I'm overthinking basic human empathy

[Anonymous No.]

How loud can Rushia get? I've been watching some clips and her death screams are insane.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14065038
Pretty loud, she actually physically draws back from the mic for her screams to make them quieter (to a distance where if she starts speaking normally it sounds like she's whispering).

[Anonymous No.]

>>14063839
Sadly a lot of people lack basic human empathy. I try to be there whenever i can, but i there are times when i can't and i feel bad about that. There are obvious limits to the relationship how it is which i'm fine with though it means our time together is limited. If it where different she would be a person that could literally call me at anytime to talk. My most happiest times are when she streams, when i get up i think about her instead of other stuff where just going back to sleep would be one of the better things. I know that she want's us to be happy in those times she isn't there and i will do my best about that for her. Yea, i'd rather post some of my worries here than on twitter considering there is a chance she sees them and feels bad.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14065126
Some people quote-retweetd that last tweet with "Don't say that" and I wanted to tell them to shut the fuck up. Her feelings won't change whether she says it or not; all you're telling her with that phrasing of "don't say that" is "shut up I don't want to hear your problems".; it's best she gets it out and has a fanbase where she can say all of her problems and confide without worries. If we're that worthless to not be able to handle her problems, than what's the point of us fandeads. I really hope some holomember actively tries her best to give Rushia a space to talk and not be alone. Please, anyone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14065038
>>14065078
It should be let known that the loudness of her normal talking voice is due to her talking only a few centimeters away from the mic, and the screaming is done maybe two fists away from it, which is still pretty close (disclosed during the recent smash bros stream). She's one of the softer spoken holomen if anything. I mean, she did send that voice controlled game character all the way to heaven when she played it, but still.

>>14065279
Man I hate those tweets. "I don't want to see you being sad" is literally just rejecting her current emotions just so they can feel better about themselves and not have their day ruined with sad thoughts. Worse part is some of the super chat regulars say it too, which has to be doubly disappointing for her than it is for us.

Also the gall of people who can quote tweet and dm her stupid shit. Giving her a like and talking to myself in hopes she sees it is like the limit I could bring myself to do in terms of invading her privacy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14065279
I think a lot don't get that the tweet was literally just an expression of her feelings without the intent for action. It's better for her to express this and talk about it then her being completely alone with this. Someone who is actually going to do that won't talk about it and keep it a secret. If we lose that connection to her where she just keeps quite about everything it will be to late. Sure hearing this stuff hurts, but i told her i will be there and listen to what she wants to talk about. Personally what hurts the most is when she asks wether she's weird, because she isn't and her feelings aren't either. Still telling her to not talk about this has the fucking opposite effect of what they probably want. That's why i keep telling her it's okay if she makes me worried, i rather know what is going on to be there for her instead of being in the dark. She is no burden at all compared to all the happiness she gave me already.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14066037
>If we lose that connection to her where she just keeps quite about everything it will be to late.
We're already dangerously close to this point. The repeated situation of tweets being deleted coupled with her pussyfooting about saying what's wrong show her unease. I understand that she really wants to avoid disappointing us or going off-schedule to keep her Fandead happy, but I worry that she sees herself as being this unable to be honest with her fanbase, be it on Twitter or be it in a YouTube community post with more restricted access.
Big fanbases are terrible and this is an example of why; I don't think this is fixable at this point, but would be more than happy to be proven wrong.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14065639
I think with her it's better to write stuff that doesn't have any ambiguity and tell her straight what you mean. "I don't want to see you being sad" this could also come with an unmentioned ", but i will be there for you anyway.", because japanese tend to be really indirect. It also might not and even if this is the case i don't think she's getting the message. It should also be obvious that anyone who cares about her would rather see her happy. Still it makes me wonder if some of them even realize what shitty message they are sending to her. She sees us as her partner and yet a lot are trying to send her away at those times she needs us the most. Thinking about how she has to deal with this stuff alone hurts way more than anything else.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14066876
>her pussyfooting about saying what's wrong show her unease
I think it's less unease and more not wanting the fandeads to worry or be sad, going back to her not wanting to be a burden to anyone. This is on top of her not being able to accept her loss quite just yet and likely being afraid she might break down on stream.

>>14066955
Best we can hope is that the right messages reach her instead of the bad ones I suppose. I'm sure she's doing alright during most of the day when she can take her mind off it, it's just the times that she can't also happen to be the times when our voices reaches her the least. Hopefully the holomen she meets and talks too are willing to spoil her a bit until she gets through this.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14066876
It's pretty clear that she wants to tell us. I just want her to be happy which will in turn make me happy anyway. Talking about this might be sad, but it will also be what makes it possible for her and us to be happy in the future.

[Anonymous No.]

Looks like Rushia will be a guest on Shion's birthday live

[Anonymous No.]

>>14069174
can't wait! should be fun
shion got fucking buffed

[Anonymous No.]

>>14069281
Shion really did take a part of Aqua.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

ohayorushi

[Anonymous No.]

>>14075999
Good morning!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14076070
How's it going? Today looking any brighter than yesterday?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14078254
No Rushia social media sightings in 24 hours now. But I believe that she's doing fine! Maybe she's just out with someone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14078288
Not 24 hours, 22 hours and 50 minutes, I'm counting the time until I start going insane from the silence, my head has started to hurt I just want a Rushia tweet

[Anonymous No.]

>>14078369
So Twitter displays the date instead of the hours passed before 24 hours are over. Every day I learn something new. Thanks for that!
Ganbare, Fandead! Become a great listener who will not succumb to insanity.

[Anonymous No.]

Now that i think about it, maybe she went home today? Going home on the weekend seems like the best option after all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14078945
I think the last time she did a complete media blackout was when she went home and immediately came back the same day, so hopefully so. Either that or another massage day.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14079145
I hope that when she went back that her brother somehow could make time to meet her considering that they didn't meet last time.

[Anonymous No.]

24 hours since her last tweet was deleted.
I hope we hear from Rushia soon

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081571
Believe with all your heart!

[Anonymous No.]

It's also 4AM in Japan so let's all be calm and await the sunrise and hope she is getting a good night's sleep.

[Anonymous No.]

I diagnose all of us with a case of acute Rushia withdrawal. Everyone is hereby prescribed a dose of VODs of their choice.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081599
>>14081571
>>14081693
>>14081076
>>14079145
>>14078945
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sH0y82XZGCM
Pokemon stream!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081571 (me)
Well that was soon

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081647
>hope she is getting a good night's sleep.
lmao

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081895
I'm so glad...

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081895
YES!!!!!!!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081895
>at 4 am
I'm happy to see that she's alive, but I'm still concerned about her streaming at this hour. Let's hope that everyone's going to be on their best behavior.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081895
She wasn't kidding about being super guerilla stream, but fuck yes

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081916
That's why I said hope even though we know it is not true :(

[Anonymous No.]

I've never felt so happy about a stream announcement in my life

[Anonymous No.]

I feel like Atlas having the weight of the world lifted off my shoulders!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082186
It ain't over yet. Just because she can paper over her issues enough to make a stream announcement (at four in the morning) doesn't mean she's fine in any sense of the word. This is crunch time for us. I'm contemplating actually typing something in chat for once just to have one more positive voice.

[Anonymous No.]

>1k waiting in minutes
Guess everyone else was holding their breath too huh

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082275
Even /hlgg/ was concerned except for one guy being a dick

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082265
>typing something in chat
The old problem of choosing between broken Japanese risking something being lost in translation or English risking something being lost in translation if she even takes the time to read it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082349
just fucking type I love you or something like a dumbass there's one SEA kiddo who's entire life consists of just saying 好き repeatedly without understanding japanese and to be honest, it's kinda endearing

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082302
You should go back.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14081895
Nice! Just in time.

[Anonymous No.]

>Streaming at 4:35AM JST
What the fuck

[Anonymous No.]

Rushia sounds fine on the surface! As long as nobody steps on a landmine, this might boost her spirits!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14004587
Sleep?

[Anonymous No.]

I am more amazed by the number of nips that are still awake in the chat.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082962
There are people who have set their phones to wake them when Rushia tweets. Never underestimate the power of obsessed fans.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083035
Phone notification sure. But how do you set an actual alarm?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083035
>streaming at 4 am was all a ploy to get only her most devoted fans

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083109
And every stray European.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083164
>Europeans
>Understand Japanese
Doubt.jpg

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083190
There are people like >>14082502 in every part of the world.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083256
Who the fuck types suki instead of just using the heart emoji?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083035
>are people
Me. Tweet notifications, youtube notifications, twitcast notifications, I'm trained to wake up at a moments notice to catch every tweet and stream, no matter when I'm sleeping.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083306
People who watch Rushia but don't understand Japanese, q.e.d.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083164
Americans are the only foreigners that understand Japanese.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083337
I see more kusa in the chat than suki. I think SEA kids spam kusa nowadays.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14082502
>just fucking type I love you or something like a dumbass there's one SEA kiddo who's entire life consists of just saying 好き repeatedly without understanding japanese and to be honest, it's kinda endearing
kek, that's pretty based

[Anonymous No.]

>NT$ repeating the boin boin meme DeepLing into English
It's all so tiresome

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083035
Are you implying you don't do this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083190
ドイツ人ですけど

[Anonymous No.]

I hope y’all don’t mind but I’ll be marrying Rushia.

[Anonymous No.]

how do I kiss rushia

[Anonymous No.]

>>14086292
That's my wife. Sorry.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14086834
That's our wife, sorry. I won't let you decrease the number of lovers she has, that will make her sad. She is going the harem route.

[Anonymous No.]

Uohhhhhh I want rushia to sit her cunny on my lap

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>14083306
men using the heart emoji is not appealing in any circumstance
saying suki randomly is also not appealing but there are situations where it's appropriate

[Anonymous No.]

I'm so happy.
I'm glad I met Rushia

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Just waiting for her tweet and then it's off to bed..

[Anonymous No.]

>guerrilla stream starts 30 minutes after I get to work
>ends 15 minutes before I leave
FUCK this is the first Rushia stream I’ve missed in months

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>14093102
My girlfriend loves it when I drop the <3 on her. Bitches love it.

[Anonymous No.]

Rushi cute! Rushi cute! Rushi cute!

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

It's great to see her all happy and bubbly again.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14106625
>My girlfriend
I hope you're a tourist or talking about Rushia

[Anonymous No.]

>>14115133
Considering he's talking about "bitches", I think he must be a tourist for no one Fandead would dare use that word when referring to Rushia?

[Anonymous No.]

My daily routine is late by 2 hours and I don't regret it one bit. Rushia love!

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>14115133
>If you have a girlfriend, you cannot like vtubers

[Anonymous No.]

>>14123343
Ever since two Fandead got hitched, you can't be a Fandead with a girlfriend who isn't Rushia.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14123385
Rushia has reviewed Twitter accounts of fandeads who are clearly attached

[Anonymous No.]

Don't forget to report that korean anti!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14124145
Anybody want to help me dox him? I have some leads. If anybody knows Korean it'd be helpful.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14125421
I'm not that smart but I'll support you! Go get em anon!

[Anonymous No.]

>>14125421
Post leads

[Anonymous No.]

>>14124145
Can you elaborate on this

[Anonymous No.]

I'm glad that i could help her at least with this problem a bit. I would think that this kind of shit would get to anyone when it just goes on for long enough. If nothing else we did show her that she has a lot more support than anti shitheads like that. I'm a bit mixed on all those obvious accounts in her replies, but i guess that can't be helped.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14127281
Just read her tweets?

[Anonymous No.]

You globalshits really need to fuck off.

[Anonymous No.]

>one schizo faggot make a board and use like his own blog
>the others faggots screenshot that and DM to her

nobody know who DM to her, but if she request the site manager to block that board, it will be accepted maybe

[Anonymous No.]

>>14127361
I was asking because I didn't see it on Rushia's feed and didn't feel like digging through Mikeneko's menhera shit, retard

[Anonymous No.]

>>14127825
fuck you and fuck off

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Looks like the account is not frozen anymore..

[Anonymous No.]

>>14127758
I couldn't find any contact formular on the site besides one which seems to be for ad inquiries, but i just put some mtl'ed korean in there. Maybe if enough people complain it will be taken down. https://nstatic.dcinside.com/dc/dcad/w/ad_qna.html

[Anonymous No.]

>>14130887
>formular

[Anonymous No.]

>>14130995
*form
i'm just tired cut me some slack for mixing languages

[Anonymous No.]

>>14131044
I'm cutting you all the slack in the world, it's just adorable

[Anonymous No.]

>>14130887
she request the closure by herself, not you japchama.....

[Anonymous No.]

>>14131535
I don't think it matters who complains about the harrassment. I guess unless this is all completely legal in korea which i doubt it is.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14131929
>antragsdelikt

[Anonymous No.]

>>14132143
>antragsdelikt
Okay, i guess then we need to wait till she or cover does something.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14132329
Maybe try sending her a DM with a link to the board and what should be done so she can refer it to their lawyers?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14132455
I'm not going to DM when she already said plenty of times to not DM her. I'm sure she is already aware of that site and i'm not sure of what should be done anyway. There should be a better way for a lawyer to contact them than through a form for ad inquiries. I just can't find anything else on that site considering how i can't read korean and using google to translate the site to japanese isn't helping that much either.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14132889
I was thinking she was directing those messages to fucks like these and not to the nicer people, but I guess that's fair. Plus looks like the guy blogging is different from the one on Twitter anyway, and if the latter is Japanese maybe they'll have likelier chance of being able to do something with it. She really should just make a separate untraceable account specifically for work related DMs and turn off DMs for this one altogether though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14132889
>jp lawyer
one kop will be more helpful than lawyer maybe

[Anonymous No.]

>>14133935
I think it is mostly directed at those people, but i'd rather not DM her unless i would have a lot more information besides a link. Dude on twitter isn't japanese either writing リプレイ instead of リプ is def. not something a native would do. Probably meant to write reply in katakana, but wrote replay instead. Besides some other weird stuff in his japanese. Well yea i guess having the DM's open on that account isn't the best idea overall.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Fandeads, I need to know. How is Rushia this cute?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14143249
She was born this way

[Anonymous No.]

>>14143249
Isn't that blashphemy(?) we shouldn't ask but just accept her cuteness.

[Anonymous No.]

>>14144329
What if it's to see how many people say it's just how she is?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14144376
Is that really necessary?

[Anonymous No.]

>>14144983
Tell Rushia to name a number and that's how many times I'll say she's cute

[Anonymous No.]

(｀・ω・´)