Has getting into chuubas made you do anything extremely autistic or embarassing?

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If so, what?

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Donated over $1000 to a chuuba…

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>>12238879
I've been autistic all my life, and vtubers led me down a path of no return.

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>>12238879
literally tear up after her stream because she said don't miss her too much

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If I miss my oshi stream I literally cry and feel as being cucked

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>>12238879
Bought merch, does that count?

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>>12238879
Coming here

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>>12239107
/thread

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>>12239107
This

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>>12238879
Yes, I spent time watching chuubas.

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not yet but i think i will probably live for at least another 60 years so who knows what this blade runner future holds

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>>12239107
Now that i think about it yeah me too

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I dont know, is hugging your pillow and rolling around on the bed autistic?

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>>12238879
I now draw every day because I want to be like Ina and I masturbate to Hura every day because I love her personality and I love shark cunny.

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>>12238879
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h2ffyGVUGwg
watch this

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>>12238879
I now draw every day because I want to be like Ina and I masturbate to Gura every day because I love her personality and I love shark cunny.

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>>12238879
Whenever she asks a question I pause the stream and answer out loud.

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>>12238879
Commision tons of porn images of my chubas.

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>>12238879
It made me consider becoming one, luckily my PC died so I had to postpone it

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>>12239107
Biggest mistake of my life.

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>>12239041
yes

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>>12238879
Have a mental breakdown in a superchat
I know, I hate myself too, there was approximately 5 minutes of mental illness where I thought sending it was ok, before and after those 5 minutes I reverted back to my normal state

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>>12239107
Yeah

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If anything it was the opposite for me when I started watching over a year ago, then during this year during a period of not watching them I started being some autistic recluse again, but I wasn't watching them due to being busy with shit and I blame the stuff that made me busy for bringing me acting more like a spastic. So I don't think it's actually related but for me, I have been acting less autistic when I have been watching vtubers more.

At some point this is going to develop into some mental illness though probably, but idc anymore.

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>>12239107
Fucking newfags.

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>>12238879
I am learning nihongo, as my oshid did. I will become my oshi someday...

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>>12238879
I joined memberships

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I not only started to lurk /jp/ and later /vt/, but recently started to post here too. I'm a diagnose sperg and this easily the most autistic thing I did in my life.

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>>12238879
No. If anything watching Vtubers has mellowed me the fuck out and I've become more normal than I was beforehand.

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>>12239107
coming here
*cums on you*

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>>12239897
That's not autistic anon, good on you for doing drawing reps

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>>12238879
Well I did just spend two years learning Japanese, every god damn day.

That aside, I interacted with my former oshi and online under my real name for a long period of time.
My reasoning was that I have nothing to be ashamed of and that I should be responsible for my words. Which worked, I never anything about licking armpits or feet. Now I'm more in touch with my true emotions, 腋!

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>>12238879
I showed some Artia and Korone clips to one of my best friends last year. I'm not sure why I did that, and I am still sort of disgusted by myself for it.

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>>12239733
>i will probably live for at least another 60 years
you're either a ridiculously underage newfag or you're grossly overestimating your life expectancy
i don't see anyone who had ever posted here making it further than 50

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>>12239107
Pretty much.
Well, posting here, to be more precise.

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I joined a /here/ vtubers discord to practice talking to people (especially women) outside of work because I haven't spoken to a non coworker or family member since Covid started

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>>12238898
why......

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Post on here regularly.

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>>12252085
>/here/
>women
anon-chama.......

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>>12252138
If they are able to convincingly sound like a woman and don't sound obviously SEA then the illusion is good enough. I am not schizo enough the think that anything will go beyond a casual conversation with them anyways.

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>>12252085
>>12252138
What are femanons(female) like anyway.

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>>12252268
They're like Anons except without the intrinsic downsides of being a man in 2021. I don't even mean that in a misogynistic way they're just a legitimately weird existence where they can behave autistic and tell autistic stories like any Anon would and then turn around and talk about some normalfag shit they did they other day. I've met one IRL and interacted with several others online.

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>>12239897
Sex with Gura.

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>>12252373
Are they cute?

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>>12252435
Uh, my standards are kinda low but yeah most of them were. The one I met IRL had fat tits.

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>>12252465
How the fuck did she agreed to meet you irl, also where do you even meet them?

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>>12252520
We knew each other from a general and I threw shade at her for six months until we decided we liked each other and met up. She ended up living nearby. If you wanna meet femanons NOW in the age of like Discord nonsense and shit it would probably be next to impossible. I don't recommend it another way of looking at my original post is they're normal women with Anon autism sprinkled on top.

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>>12252632
Wouldn't discord make it easier to meet femanons, also what ended up happening with her, did you guys break up.

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>>12252682
No, Discord makes it easier for femanons to collect orbiters and reduce your chances of establishing a proper connection with one. I won't go into too much detail so I'll just say yeah we broke up.

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>>12252373
Femanons I know online from not /cgl/ were semi-autistic. I feel like it's fairly hard to be super socially awkward & autistic if you're a woman because you'll probably have been socialized well enough to pass as a normie, but they usually have a similar sense of humor & are easy enough to get along with as long as you don't have a crippling fear of talking to women.
/cgl/ ones are fucking terrible. I've had the displeasure of meeting a few in real life when I used to attend anime cons pre Covid. I'm pretty easygoing and can get along with most people, but they are all mentally ill enough that even I want to get the fuck away from them. It doesn't help that the men and most of the MTF trannies on the board all want the mythical cosplay gf so the girls from there can be extremely obese and deliberately be acting as cunty as possible and people will still fight over them. They're the easiest to meet IRL, but it is never worth it.

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>>12252740
Was she schizo any chance. Als9 there has to be girls out there who don't want 50 orbiters. What type of discords do people meet femanoms in.

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>>12252809
Eh, kinda. It's hard to distinguish between a woman acting out and real schizo behaviour but it wasn't great. I don't know anything about Discord meetup culture man I just use it to keep in contact with friends and some general gaming communities.

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>>12248897
same anon.

I guess watching vtubers made me think., why am I reacting so ADHD for shit that dont matter. chill the fuck out

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>>12252809
>I want to become an orbiter of a femanon
Dude, just stop.

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>>12253031
Exact same feeling. My way of thinking about a lot of important things did a complete 180 when I discovered my oshi. So much shit in this world is not at all worth being eternally mad or sad at. My motivation and consistency has taken a bit of a hit since then but I don't think I'll ever slip back into that disgustingly dark place I was in before.

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>>12238879
Pay $30 in shipping for a $10 item

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>>12253087
I wanna have the experience, just tell me what discords femanons hang around in.

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>>12253174
>>>/soc/

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>>12239107
Fair. Even thought I was free from this shithole of a website for a couple years.

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>>12253123
What did you buy though anon

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>>12253121
That's what happened to me when I first watched Aria who knows how many years ago. Watching the girls reminded me of that, being positive brings in positivity a lot of the times.

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I think I became a twisted person with mental issues.
Or the coating got stripped. Now I'm faced with how I want to live.

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sometimes I ramble on about chuubas when I'm with my friends/peers and drinking, they don't know wtf I'm talking about and probably think I'm a pedo or something

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>>12238879
More like due to /vt/, but I started saving chuuba and meme images, lewds and hentai (especially cunny) and a few other things in a SD card
The thing is that I share a sole PC with my parents and sometimes would stay awake until late night/almost morning, and sometimes I would fall asleep and leave many things open and I would wake up with one of my parents sitting in the computer. There was also the time where I had the SD inserted and my uncle (someone I look up to) decided to put his USB but ended up looking at my folders instead, which were mostly filled with lolis getting dicked or in revealing outfits. But thankfully, my family knows it's only cartoon porn of anime girls and not the real thing, so I never had to make explanations

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>>12258718
>I think I became a twisted person with mental issues.
>Or the coating got stripped.
That happened to me and I can't tell either

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>>12238879
Sometimes I just play videos from Vtubers I like playing on a muted tab just to make her numbers grow.

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>>12259192
Who's your oshi?

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>>12238879
Donated a bunch of SCs as a drunken joke larping as a cartoon character a year ago, then some clipfag made a video.

Over a year now and the shame doesnt go away
https://youtu.be/E9lqbILbWs8

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>>12260464
shark

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>>12261448
You could have said literally anybody else and you would have had my support.

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>>12238879
>have major depressive disorder
>when I feel like being a cutfag I just watch a favorite vod of my oshi or her 3D debut then decide not to

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>>12239107
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>>12253349
touch grass

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I was already autistic way before I started watching Vtubers so nothing has really changed. The only thing that has changed because of Vtubers was getting into Gunpla because of Ina talking about it and people suggesting the entry level RX-78 as a starting point.

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Saving this thread from page 11

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>>12238879
Aqua's hyperventilating when she's close to cracking up from laughter has become a habit.

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This is now a buzzword

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>>12238899
This but unironically

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>>12261448
you probably are a pedo anon

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>>12238879
Ate bugs

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>>12238879
Not really. But the last thing I would expect from getting into vtubers is how much I have been jacking off to their roommate content.

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>>12282846
noeruchad

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>>12239285
huge regret

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>>12264072
Make me fag

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>>12238879
I started using facerig and then live2d when playing D&D or Cyberpunk over Discord calls and paid an artist $800 to do my two OCs for both campaigns.

Friends actually think its neat as hell and now two more did it themselves but I won't pretend it isn't autistic.

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>>12238879
I've become free.
Free from liking what I want
Fun is fun.

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I think I talk more, if shouting into the void is talking.

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>>12238879
Probably think about what i would do if i was a chuuba and a woman

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Stop larping

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The most autistic thing is that I watch women pretending to be anime girls with varying degrees of roleplay involved in their character, which they technically aren't playing but also yes but at the same it's not an act but it is, do you feel me?

I used to make fun of /vt/ and people who watch streams but I get it now; I would never tell this to anybody IRL and I'm now more understanding of people who watch vtubers, it's like the same people who watch shit like K-ON! or Nichijou it's to calm the nerves, relieve stress and what not.

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>>12239107
thats a good one

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>>12238879
Watching pic related

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>>12239107
We are all stuck in Tartarus together anon

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>>12249457
>Well I did just spend two years learning Japanese, every god damn day.
Thats not autistic or embarrassing, good for you.

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>>12301300
>I watch women pretending to be anime girls with varying degrees of roleplay involved in their character, which they technically aren't playing but also yes but at the same it's not an act but it is, do you feel me?
Yeah I get what you mean, the way I see it is the messages are genuine but the flair they give (Pekora saying peko, Luna's baby talk, ect.) to communicate the message in an entertaining way is the act part.

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>>12253031
>why am I reacting so ADHD for shit that dont matter. chill the fuck out
perfectly put