I can but it's very long, so I don't expect anyone to bother, I'd probably not myself.
Some friends of the giu that girl worked with are active here and if they get wind of it will flock to push their narrative to protect him, so I waited for thread to be less active.
>get familiar with small-ish indie
>get DM'd about technical stuff since I'm in audio works
>branch in casual talk surprisingly well, hit off naturally, lot of common interests
>however she's completely mental and twisted but I'm not that much better so can't complain and actually like that, it feels liberating
>her vtuber character is a teen but she confirms multiple times she's herself adult and has the cultural references and vocab of one. She is however into ageplay (past abuse? didn't ask) and would ero roleplay as her character in later weeks.
>but before, she starts becoming too schizo, I wake up to a giant walls of text, she get crazy if there is no reply under 10min. Later she says it's messing up her sleep and can't control herself and decide to cut off everything at once and block
>unblock one week later, back to normal more or less. Then same block/unblock later.
>14 february she sends me a big fanfiction of me kidnapping, rapping and killing her
>I don't know how to react and a bit pissed by her completely chaotic attitude and random blocks, a final block, then silence for a month
>2 of the vtubers I recommend her as good/stable role models (better than my schizo mind) accepts to look out for her, which is good news (I thought)
>Slowly I start being told not to come to their chat, so she can comes and not be triggered. Then I get banned, then told to not be around in general "for her mental health", those places were key centers of the community and I got projects with the guy which got cancelled.
>He stays vague when I express my worry about being slowly pushed away, says she needs a safe space and it's under control. But as time goes more vtubers I was working with (as musician) start cancelling projectsn I never get any answer as to why, and just feel everything is closing around me with no explanation.
>One day I just & bring it up in the thread. At this time I still believe her "protector" was honest. I just wanted explications. But as a result, the guy drops with no warning on twitter a documents with a tons of screenshots, calling me a danger and a pedophile, it get instantly rewteeted trough the whole indie community around and further. Quickly people are searching my IRL name, family pics, they contact IRL friends to tell them, it's hell.
Most screenshots were either out of context or edited. The doc claims she was the age of her character or even lower and that I was aware of it. That schizo girl wanted me out of her mind and universe at all cost and made a plan for it.
Between online harassment, my own IRL issues and losing everything I invested in, IRL assoc asking for explanations I shut down completely mentally. Later I slowly start doing a response document, but 40000 private messages (2/3 from her) to go trough, some deleted, so many things to reply to. I hate even touching the doc
it disgust me. Combined with grandparents becoming senile and insane at the same time and taking my time and head. Slowly I manage to advance and collects evidences and pictures, rewrite it multiple times, worried about it going to court since we did share some loli doujins, and I was also supposed to report all the death threats I got even if I thought those weren't real. About a month after doc release (too late, I know), I read my response on stream and show my discord live, scrolling trough it and all to show the real messages.
Few people cared to follow all of it, but the few who do start raising concerns that someone innocent was just harassed and cancelled. Whether the guy vtuber was fooled by fake screenshots or helped her for other reasons, he was already too deep in it and a few days later showed his own video of going trough logs altough not showing the login part, saying I edited everything. At this point everyone instantly sided with him, he had some influences and many friends to support him. I show another video of me logging in in the application, verifying the account and scrolling trough log loading up live to disprove his video, but no one care anymore.
The key element, the girl's age, was never proven ever, as the girl just stopped vtubing after my response and completely disappeared forever and no proof was ever shown just when it was the most important.
Ever since I'm blacklisted almost everywhere by indies
Vtubing community was really everything I had a the time and my nickname was the one I had for 15 years than, IRL friends even called me that, same for IRL gigs. Changing it would aknowledge the slander and I would have to constantly fear slipping up and someone linking it back to me.
Here's the response doc https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CNb3YE905AhATGQPYPHNORUBuW4kM7Hq/edit#