Marine is an actual pedophile who tried to groom her colleagues kids:
>I probably have never talked about the time I was a shotacon seriously on stream.
>It's true! I've been over that. I can't say for sure that I've been graduated from BL, but I have actual proof that I'm not a shotacon now.
>You see, when I was a highshcooler, my mental self was still in elementary school, so it's natural I was sexually attracted to elementary schoolers.
>However, now my mental self is a JK gyaru, so elementary schoolers are now too young for me.
>"but you still like shota, right?"
>I like them, but I used to only watch shota as bottom when it comes to BL doujin, and now I also accept watching highschooler as bottom.
>When I was in highschool, I was with my friends on densha. And there were elementary schoolers(on the way to their school), you know.
>Their legs...were so nice, and I can't stop staring at them.
>My friends then told me that: "you're staring too much. I wouldn't be surprise if you get arrested one day."
>When I saw shota walking in front of me, I was always imagining about what lines should I use to hit on them, like:
>"Are you interested in Johnny & Associates(Japanese male idol production company)?"
>I also like to imagine having a younger brother who loves me so much that he'll follow me to my all-girl school because he was so lonely.
>And then the my classmates will all go "who's this cute lost little boy?"
>I'll then proudly claim that he's my younger brother. Imagining stuff like this makes me feel so good.
>After I start working, I barely have any chance to see a shota.
>The wonderful train ride with shotas became a distant past.
>But then there were two elementary school boys(coworker's kids), they came to the company sometimes.
>I don't know if I should say this, but I always want to be the ideal oneesan for the shotas, erotic and gentle. I even bought 30000yen Youkai Watch goods for them.
>"you'll cause them trauma"
>No! If there was a kind, pretty oneesan with big boob like me around you when you were a shota, you would be happy, right?
>Those two kids even came in my place sometimes, and I totally did nothing to them.
>I did imagine a lot of things though.
>One thing I imagined is luring shotas with strong cards(TCG), but I know nothing about card games so I stopped.
>"nothing bad happened, so I guess it's all good"
>My coworkers got a free babysitter, they were happy.
>The kids got free presents from me, they were happy.
>And I got to fool around with shotas, I was happy.
Source (starts at 32:00):
Translation (longer than mine):
All the other shotacons and lolicons keep it in the fantasy realm. Marine is deranged
Before you spam based why is it bad when Suisei, FBK, Mori etc. talk about it in a fictional setting but when Marine does it to actual kids its good?