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Has anyone else noticed autistic changes in themselves since becoming obsessed with streaming anime girls? For me it's:>started talking to myself a lot more while playing games>subconsciously apprehensive about singing anywhere because I don't want to get copyright striked>became much more sympathetic to male vtubers after starting to have daydreams about being one>these daydreams are more complex than I'd like to admit>I've gone through 4 different character designs>I have loving fans and genmates>all in my headkowai...
>>10326640I've gotten a lot more paranoid at the prospect of women having bf's.Also I may or may not consume more ntr doujins now.
I'm way more conscious about my blinking than I used to be and I noticed I clear my throat a hell of a lot more often too
Ive become less (more) lonely
>>10326640>Started a diet>Started drawing>Started doing JP reps>Wanna start learning the pianoI thought improving for women was a meme but I see her and I just wanna IMPROOOOOOOOOOVE
>>10326863Forgot japanese. That's easily the biggest one for me. For some reason chuubas are pushed me into taking japanese almost on a whim, despite almost exclusively watching EN
I wish I could sing, never cared about that before vtubers
>>10326640I actually study Japanese daily now, something I've been putting off for years.
>>10326640yes. it gave me a shit excuse to run from my responsibilities
>Pick up art reps>Play around with photo and audio editing>Started cooking instead of buying takeout>Learn indonesian>Schedule my day instead of doing whateverThe only downside is I read fewer books and podcasts. It's all consumed by vtubers now.>>10326863Based. The hardest reps to start is art reps/diet. How do you do it?
>>10326640Started lifting for my oshi, then dropped when she starting yurishitting. I no longer care about oshis, i just wanna get bigger. Have you lifted today /vt/?
>>10326863>drawing>pianoalmost ready to come out of the closet
>>10326863>yeah i see this anime octopus girls and i totally wanna be a better personWhere did this society go wrong?
>>10328632when w*men started being allowed to vote
I start taking care of my looks more, purely because I don't want my oshis to be uncomfortable if we ever met in real life.
>>10326640are you me
>>10326640Dont worry anon, being a little bit autistic is fine if it doesn't interfere with your daily life or ability to be a functional being. Just think in Kiara, that idiot wanted to be an idol despite not knowing crap about Nippon land and she finally succeeded almost ten years latert.KFP
>>10328360I lifted to attain a body similar to Kiryu, because goddamn does he look cool
I keep trying to improve for my oshi but I keep slipping back into suicidal depression
>>10326640yes, the worst is when I do mental gymnastics trying to convince myself that my oshi is not a whore
>>10326640feel ya, though the thought of being, perhaps something like a male vtuber and having to deal with the workplace relationships of other vtubers really bother me. It's the thing i think most about.
>>10326640other than the picture of my wife ina that i have at my desk at all times, mostly positive stuff by most standarts.>Doing far more art reps than before>Am gonna make it. whatever it takes.>157 day streak on duolingo. No shitty weekend amulets or streak freezes. Simply doing it 毎日 and starting to become as autistically nihongo jozu as mori. >Even started reverse-engineering it and doing the japanese to english course.>Couldnt start lifting due to moving a lot and gyms being expensive, but i'm studying how to work out a home and trying to eat better.>Tough still depressed, life is slowly getting better.I'm very thankful for the whole holoEN, but even more to mori and ina. I wanted to do something to repay them, but dont really know how.in conclusion, my wife is a real dope
>>10336129forgot the pic
>>10328295diet and cooking are bound together, unless you really have a lot of money. Id suggest you try to start with the middle ground between your ideal dish to stay fit and what you eat now. Even if you cant do the change immediately, you can do things like switching soda with juice and avoiding sugar
>>10326640No… I might have problems but not these type of problems…
I started watching 2 viewer andy chuubas more recently.Ended up becoming pretty good friends with one of them and goslingI actually had to turn off their stream when they collabed with a guyHow the fuck did I fall this far. I used to make fun of these people I feel fucking retarded
>>10326863I lost ambition… but when I smoke…. I feel better.
>>10326640Most of these are ok but...>subconsciously apprehensive about singing anywhere because I don't want to get copyright strikedYou need help.(((Disney))) is in your brain.
>>10336322Do you bring it to work?Also checked
>>10336868>he doesn’t sing 80’s classic dad rockI can tell you’re a zoomer.
>>10336998No because i dont have a job right now.Despite most people in my country my family is not that poor so they still let me just study art for now.>but if i had one i would
>>10336726indiefags like to act superior even though watching small vtubers puts you at the highest risk of becoming a gosling, which is excruciatingly painful
I'm not really a gosling except for some lapses, but my oshi is helping me gradually get over my depression a lot, I really admire her and she motivates me to try more in general, plus I'm trying to have bigger ambitions with my stuff instead of being a defeatist (which was what I've been doing most of my life) because of her influence. I'm also trying to get into singing, have been doing 日本語 reps for a long time but half-assing it this year and stopped slacking to understand her and I want to improve my art enough she eventually at least sees it.Oh, and somehow my sleep schedule is less fucked now.
>>10337091What point are you trying to make?That 80s dad rock is copyright free?Are you actively retarded?Also everyone I know that likes dad rock is fat and early balding whereas my preferred music scene has a habit of staying svelte and attractive well into their 50s so nah I'm good thanks.
>>10337343You sound like a little faggot. As if I was ever interested in what you meant! I do what I want and do what I want to do!!!
>>10326640I had the same exact shit, but in middle school and related to superpowers and shit. Like that one fucking anime I forget the title of, where the girl pretends she has powers. I also never told anyone. I don't know if all this makes me autistic or not
>>10326762clearing ur throat too often aint healthy anon
>>10337529you were an undercover chuunibyou
>>10337507> As if I was ever interested in what you meant!Probably not. Suit yourself. Stop creeping on younger guys in public toilets though, that's weird as fuck.
>>10337885Straight as a line. I was never hitting on you. That’s how insecure you sound. Fucking nerd.
>>10328632It's always been this way you uppity monkey.
>>10337343Early balding is a side effect of high test, not that you would know
>>10337310I've never acted superior about hell I love some of holo JP and Niji ENIt is pretty suffering though because there's always that barrier between chuuba and viewer even though we always fuck around with eachother Said we'd practically be best friends if we had met outside vtubing
>>10326640>Picked up Aqua's sucking noise>Jp has improved significantly, almost don't need clips>Now have Korone's accent>Comment out loud when watching anime>Support smaller chuubas>Started making MMD for Haachama>Small drawings and memes>Regularly translate text for Hololive like memberships and tweets>Spent over $800 on Hololive goods>Never been into games except Touhou, now I want to start
>>10326640my habit of forming months long limerent obsessions with girls I dont know has worsened drastically.
>>10326640>started talking to myself a lot more while playing gamesI have done this. >subconsciously apprehensive about singing anywhere because I don't want to get copyright striked>became much more sympathetic to male vtubers after starting to have daydreams about being one>these daydreams are more complex than I'd like to admit>I've gone through 4 different character designs>I have loving fans and genmates>all in my headI have never done any of this.On a serious note: talking to yourself when playing a game is fine. Your brain is participating with you.
>>10326863why do you need japanese for a korean octopus
>>10326640No man, I was weird before all this.
>>10326640I literally chant "haachamachama" whenever I'm alone or doing nothing, I just can't help it
How often do threads like these get posted? I’m starting to sink into these feelings recently and I’d at least find solidarity that we all fell under this spell near the same time
>>10326640>autistic changesI bought my first monster hunter game, no joke.
>>10337666No, not that anime, the one with the short purple-haired girl, and her crackhead friend with long blond hair. They're all in highschool>>10337723Yep exactly. I knew it wasn't reality, but I genuinely wasted thousands of hours day dreaming because of how fucking cool it seemed compared to reality. So much time just fucked. Also the title of the anime had chuunibyou in it.
>>10340463Jesus . I am not the only one .
>>10326640Okay if it doesn't hurt anyone AND doesn't slow you down like depression does, it's not that bad right? But why do you gosling? You know there's a barrier between you and your oshi unless you're friends IRLYou KNOW the limits but you refuse to acknowledge it. So let me ask, WHY?
>>10326640it's fun and productive, until your oshi announce graduation
I think you should get another hobby. At least for a while.
>>10326681t. Travis touchdown
>>10336322Absolutely based and GMI
Shot dead by a white man.
>>10326863I tried octopus the other day. A bit disappointed that it wasn't disgusting or weird, just a bit chewy.
>>10328632The moment you came to this website faggot
I started playing Minecraft, and playing Minecraft alone is the most autistic thing I've ever known.
>>10348898Whats autistic about it? You sound underage btw.
>>10326640>changes>instead of acknowledging (you)'re already autistic AND schizoid from the beginning
>>10336129Literally me fellow Tako. Though ive been pretty slack with my JP reps and usually miss 2 days a week
>>10326640Reminder that you faggots need to grow up and stop obsessing about shit like that./biz/ here btwBuy btc
Stopped being a neet so I could send supas
>>10349442I'm still waiting the bottom
>>10349442/biz/ which coin do I buy? Is Binance alright?
>>10340463That shit is way too infectious, it's deep in my brain despite only watching clips of her, can't even imagine how bad it must be for stream watchers
>>10349925>/biz/ please scam me
>>10336129I'm so happy for you Takodachi anon! >>10328295Almost the same! Since I started watching Calli more> started to doing English reps more frequently > doing streaming and video editing reps since 2 months ago> trying to be less shy around people I like Hope you guys find inspiration or motivation on others cool chuubas too!
>>10350439Yeah. This song lit my fucking ass and I've picked up everything I can to see which one sticks.
>>10349925If you have to ask the just buy btc or eth and forget about it, sell after 5+ years.
>>10348988I suppose it's the act of building something grand without sharing it with anyone.>You sound underage btw.And why is that?
>>10350089anon her intro...I can't stop singing her intro whenever I find myself doing or saying nothing, whenever my mind just goes blank it becomes filled with chammers
>Began writefagging again>Tripled my workout resilience by playing Gura song compilations (100 -> 300 reps)>relaxing drawing meditation and VODsHad it not been for EN last year I would be an emotional wreck in UniChubas make me want to be better and have happy life
>>10326640Nope I've always been a desperate lonely autistic loser who wants a video game playing wife.
>>10351435>And why is that?Because its such an innocent game and >I suppose it's the act of building something grand without sharing it with anyone.Kids and teens have a strong evolutionary desire to be validated as they develop skills, its a reinforcement mechanism when they are doing something right. Adults tend to lose that somewhat and develop a sense of personal satisfaction when doing things, without the need of an audience.
>>10352674Well, fuck. I guess watching Hololive has made me a man child.
>>10353244Rest easy anon, its normal.
I don't enjoy video games anymore because I constantly feel obligated to entertain the imaginary Chat in my head, which is retarded because I have no intentions on ever becoming a vtuber.
I've stopped getting angry at video games.
Kiara made me start cooking at home more often. The thought of making nice home-made meals for us drives me to get better/quicker at it, and it seems KFP nagging her about frozen lasagna for one worked well in getting her to start cooking for herself instead of eating out all the time.
>>10353259Just kidding, the Hololive server is a disaster.They should've given the whole server to Flare and not allow anybody else to build int int.
>>10354016Can’t remember writing this but looks pretty based to me
>>10354484WE AREWhen did you start? I picked up cooking at home more often around April/May.
>>10354601I started in January but only recently (maybe June) got really into it.My problem is that I cook more tasty stuff than healthy stuff, so I probably should look into some more meals that check both boxes I remember unintentionally cooking a pasta dish during the lasagna cooking stream.The whole experience was a very surreal unexpected self insert gosling fantasy I can only recommend if you are into that, and off your meds
>>10326640Just like another anon said, I chant Haachama-chama alone in my room sometimes. I sing the first few lines of Red HeartI picked up singing lessonsI started Japanese reps, though they are not going too well.I also stopped going to the gym, so that's cool.
>>10326640When I scream… the pain stops…
>>10355094I asked in the members chat if she was gonna give us the recipe so we could cook along with her, but she wouldn't...
>>10356397That would have been amazing
This post has been flagged as misinformation. Autism is neither caused nor exacerbated by watching VTubers. It is caused by vaccines:
>>10326640I took a cia personality test I saw in an /x/ thread that basically said I have autism, so yes.
>>10326640>male vtubers>debuffing yourself before debutwalk the babiniku path no one will know your secret
>>10326640>all in my headDon't let your dreams be dreams anon! Become the vtuber you want to see!
>>10346188yeah, that's the one
Whenever a woman makes me laugh, I imagine them as a chuuba. I've introduced a coworker to vtubers with the hope that she would want to become one.
>>10336129>>157 day streak on duolingoHow good is duo for learning?
>>10326640The opposite. I've realized that it's completely fine to just watch the anime girl and that my adoration is sufficient. No more no less. I have noticed the actual schizophrenia of the schizos though. It's an entirely new level of schizophrenia.
I think it has caused some bad habits in me. I now regularly stay up to 3-4am to watch her stream. Iv spent over a 1k on hololive shit. It's would actually bother me if they interacted with guys. I think I use to be fairly normal before.
I fucking love feet now