/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

i miss mommy…

>>90642291
Reminder not to overly catastrophize yesterday fellow Saplings.
An era is ending and that's sad. You are right to feel disheartened by it and anxious about what's to come.
But really, it's not the worst that could have happened. Fauna is still alive and it sounded like she wanted to continue streaming.
There will be more content to come, with same goofy and silly person behind the model, but now with more creative freedom and ability to do what makes her happy.
Will it be the same? No. Collabs won't be the same and content will probably change too. But will it be worse? We don't know yet. It might be better for all we know.
In the end, what really changed? The Fauna you enjoy still will make content, still be herself (maybe even more so) and still will be there to have fun. There will be a change of appearance and collab partners, which will hurt, but you'll get used to it, I promise. At first it might take a bit for her to figure things out and for the community to recover, but all things take time. And who knows, maybe in a year or so you look back and all will be fine.
Feel hugged saplings, and stay thankful. For what we still have until January, for what we have had in the past and for what's still to come.

I wish I could turn back time
I'd tune into every single stream, FTS being at midnight my time be damned

i'm so fucking miserable rn..

always a chumbud huh

thank you to the letter helpers last thread.
I will seriously look into it. even if there is 0.1% chance she will actually look at it. i want to do it.

>>90642291>>90642458
>overly catastrophize
Mostly dramaturds and shit stirrers

Nursing handjobs from a flattie just wouldn't hit the same

>>90642755
I don't know anon, some saplings seem heartbroken. They could be false flags of course, but in case they are not, I just want to remind them that really, not that much changed.

>>90642814
I did say mostly

>>90642458
Thank you anon. I'm hoping Fauna will be happy this way, in the end, her happiness is what matters to me most. It's still painful, I'm scared and anxious about the future, but I'm glad my oshi will keep streaming, albeit under a different name

sorry for doomposting, but there is a 0.00% chance that fauna receives any fanmail
with the company being public, the shareholders will not approve $ to send fanmail overseas to a filthy gaijin who doesn't even work for the company

>>90642892
Stop being retarded, and piss off

>>90642893
Exactly. Let's wait and see what's to come and hope she is happy with how things turn out.

TOTAL CORPO-... eh... whatever...

https://files.catbox.moe/wtfk0u.mp4

We had it too good for too long.
Nothing ever lasts

>>90642437
No matter what some people say about her, she isn't against parasocial stuff. She knows how it works, and especially right now she will understand that some people are gonna get desperate and overreact. Just don't ask her to do anything unreasonable - she decided to leave, the graduation notice is up, it's done. Just thank her from the bottom of your heart.

my mind went completely blank for over an hour while stirring the roux for gumbo. doesn’t smell burnt so let’s see what happens…

>>90643165
past few months have been shit with few good streams

>>90643321
Every Fauna stream has been good

>>90643165
Nothing ever last but the length of something good is not something that matters, i enjoyed our time together, thats what matters

So... How were some of the early members watchalongs?
I was stubborn about membering for so long I'll never get the Golden Apple, just a little short

>>90643522
Should download them and save them to watch in January

i hope every single sapling will find a gentle and loving girl like fauna in real life. to kiss and hug forever.

i know it will happen, for a fact.

>>90642938
the en girls have been complaining for years with management fucking them over
contribute to one of the sapling digital projects, but don't have false hope that she's going to actually receive a letter you mail to japan

>read the replies to her graduation tweet
>cry again
Fuck

>>90643655

>>90642458
I know that, but I need to doompost a bit just to stay sane honestly. But thank you for the positive message

Bloody suit never....

>>90643191
Thank you anon. I know, I know. I probably just got a bad one. But it's hard to work up the motivation to try again after such a poor experience. Perhaps I will in time.
I think what hurt me the most is that this therapist came recommended from my brother and mother, who claimed she helped them. I just don't understand how we could have had such different experiences. I'm usually more mild-mannered than they are, which made it especially frustrating.
Anyway, I'm just glad /uuu/ is such a positive and understanding lot (in spite of some bad apples). Best to you and yours. I think things will become better once all this blows over and we're used to the new state of things.

>>90643404
Yeah, I don't know what to say. Feels like a lot of people either have a problem of judging themselves too harshly, or others. Perhaps my therapist thought I was in the latter category and needed a good scolding. I'm just so disappointed in a lot of people. I'm glad you found someone who works for you though.

>>90644074

if it makes it slightly better.
literally every single person i know that goes to therapy had to go through several horrible dogshit therapist before finding the one that clicked for them.

its a hard road but once you get there its so worth it.

>>90642458
Good post sapling. This is clearly the best course of action for Fauna. I wish it wasn't, I wish HoloEN was right for her. Alas, we have to cope with reality as it is, and not as we wish it would be.

I just can't accept this outcome anons
She was looking forward to 2025, so why the fuck is this happening

>>90642458

Fuck I hate this I should have spent more time with her I hate myself so much I should have been with her all that time

>>90642653
Do it anon. If you want some help, drop a burner email or something and I'll help you with feedback if you feel like you need it.

https://youtu.be/HIuGHMziKkc

>>90644299
>>90643947

>>90643561
A beautiful thought anon. If only the world worked that way.

>>90644032
That bloody suit man

btw there's no way anyone could laugh like this if they knew they were graduating so the decision was 100% made after this stream.

>>90644174
Thanks for the encouragement. I want to move out of this shithole apartment first this summer, but I'll seriously consider therapy after that.

>>90644074
>>90644174
Yeah I think I just got really lucky with mine.
All the other things aside, I know it might sound like empty platitudes, but things can get better. I had been in a downward spiral for a few years, then almost caught myself, then covid hit and it all went to shit again. In my case I had lost basically all emotion and consistently had a date in the future that I figured if I hadn't gotten things under control by then I'd kill myself. My lowest point was 1.5 years ago and it feels almost like a dream when I read my original notes from therapy, it's like it's written by someone else with how far I've come.
In my case it was cognitive behavior therapy that worked, but there's many different possible approaches and each one works better or worse for specific issues. I do from the bottom of my heart wish you guys the best, you deserve it.

>>90642755
only scenarios worse than this would be fauna being terminated, or saying she fucking hates saplings, or just dying. catastrophizing is appropriate

>>90642458
I'm not really concerned about the content. She wasn't doing anything outrageous before, she knows what her fanbase likes, I don't see her suddenly changing things just for the sake of it. She wasn't crying about muh freedom, it's just that even the bare minimum she expected got too stifling, and management wasn't there to help her. I'm still convinced some part of management just fucking hates Promise, and she got the absolute worst manager that never did anything positive for her. Death by a thousand cuts.

>>90642458
thanks sapling, that was comforting

>>90644548
>>90644032
Bloody suit haver here. It's actually really freaking difficult, even for a seasoned male gamer. If she ever gets it post-graduation I'll be sincerely impressed. (Especially if she doesn't abuse the Alt+F4 method.)
Seriously though, Hitman streams is what got me into Fauna. I think her first stream I watched was Hitman in late 2021

Fuck Miko Faction. FMF. Destroying Hololive. Marine and Pekora are the resistance. Fight the good fight

>>90644032
I got it so I was rooting for Fauna too
And I was unironically thinking that Fauna would've been able to get a Hitman sponsored stream, since she likes it so much...

>>90644553
This is true. I'm Fauna

This isn't a war

>>90644825
Her manager was a fuck up, and there was some bad blood, she probably wasn't on the radar to get sponsorships offered or organized to her, no matter how well her channel was performing. I always thought she is just declining things she doesn't like, but now I'm thinking she just couldn't get anything anymore, and in return she wasn't playing ball with stuff like voice packs and shit either.

Well I haven't slept for over 24 hours now...I wonder if I should stay up to see if she streams today or try to sleep again. I tried sleeping earlier but every time I closed my eyes my mind went crazy thinking about everything and my heart rate would just spike up making it impossible to sleep.

She's going to find Sana.

just shows the night and day difference between west and eastern work culture

I love Fauna so much it's unreal ;_;

>>90644686
I so desperately want to believe you anon. And I do, I'm just not sure if I can do the same. (Though I am sure a lot of people feel the same way at some point.)
Thanks for the words of encouragement. I mostly stay alive because I know my family would be extremely upset if I disappeared at this point and I'm the oldest sibling. I have to hold on. Life is hard but we just have to make the best of it. I'm sure Fauna would agree.

>>90645092
Take some painkillers and try to sleep anon. 24 hours is a lot. You'll feel better in the morning.

>>90645121
i hope they collab again someday..

>>90645092
Expecting a zatsudan today but we'll see

Art tag is just painful

Waiting for the inevitable Jerma collab

I’ve taken like 3 or 4 30 minute naps and every time I wake up it feels like a bad dream and that it can’t be real. I wish I wasn’t so broken that I could cry but I can’t. I want to cry so badly after seeing the announcement but I just straight up can’t

>>90645807
this is the pic that broke me

>>90645496
>I'm just not sure if I can do the same
That's normal anon, I certainly didn't think I could. Originally when I went to therapy I did it so I could finally give up and justifiably claim I had tried every avenue possible. The mere fact that you are still holding on might make you stronger than I ever was, I don't know if I'd have had the strength to try again.
Keep yourself safe anon and when you are ready, give it another try. I'm sincerely wishing the best for you.

>>90645895
>inevitable Jerma collab
The what?

>>90644206
Honestly I'd rather have her graduate at her peak than after a slow sad decline like it's been for others.

Welcome to /big/, saplings!

>>90646059
Sus guy.
That anon was rather direct, what's not to understand?

>>90642225
Sorry, I've been busy. Cars- cold air might be good for power, but it hardly matters when you can't use summer tires, and I don't care how "ultra high performance" the manufacturers claim their all-seasons are, their grip sucks at or below freezing. Plus I really don't want to be lying on my back on frigid concrete, draining fluids with the consistency of molasses. And don't even get me started on when they start salting the roads.
And I don't care what you tell me to wear, nothing is going to make high speeds in an open top pleasant during winter

funny how ive done japanese reps side by side with faunas streaming life and today anki gives me the 最後まで共にがんばりましょう。

>>90646059
They are both retired now

>>90646107
bigma balls

>>90646150
Well open air cars might just be fucked, I'm not even gonna try to argue with that. Time to wait for summer I suppose.

>>90646127
Didn't recognize the name. But to be fair I don't really know too many streamers.

>>90646107
big deez nuts

>>90646275
To be fair that anon is memeing, jerma retired this year, nor was he ever VTuber adjacent. He still does do streams but extremely rarely and only if he feels like it.

I'm sure you guys already know but it's likely the same guy trying to force a split
>>90628232

>>90646203
Now that I think about it, might graduations hit the talents harder than the fans anymore? Anyone in EN would probably have to jump through some level of hoops to collab with a post hololive fauna or ame, but fans can follow without questions asked. Sure they can still talk, but they don't get to work together anymore

Good thing poe is coming out so I can shut my brain off and play for 2 months straight

I listened to Our Promise... The lyrics opened up the wound all over again...

>>90646404
same, can't wait for friday and just go hard to shut my brain off when fauna's not streaming

>>90646107
I wish I could enjoy filian, but I really can't handle her being so loud all the time and her extreme reactions to some stuff (like going on all fours and barking when a woman uses a motherly voice) comes of ass extremely annoying to me. And that's as someone who kinda enjoys tenma. I'm sure she's a great content creator, but I never got her appeal personally.

>>90646398
If JP is anything to go by they can do it with a RM account, but it's never gonna happen with their holo persona.

I still find this stuff tone-deaf. I want to see if Kronii will cry for Fauna like she did for Ame, or is she gonna avoid looking her straight into face till the dead end.

>>90642458
don't worry bro's I'm sure she appreciates all the mone- sorry I mean memories you saplings have given her! she's just moving on to be independent so she can make even more mone- sorry I mean have even more freedom to say what she wants

I finally broke down and cried after looking at fanart. I know she'll be back, but it still hurts. To graduate so abruptly... I'm getting a pit in my stomach thinking about what could've happened behind the scenes. It's just sad and I'm worried about her. This can't be easy for her, I hope she's doing okay

>>90646517
You need ADHD or you can't relate

dooby and notfauna follow each other now as well as namie

>>90646107
Kill yourself parasite

>>90646517
>>90646749
Shill your literal who elsewhere faggots

>>90646749
It's weird because I like most zoomer humor / hyperedited content. Anyways I'm not losing sleep over it. Those who like her should watch her and I simply won't.

>>90646776
Your oshi is an indie whether you like it or not, Holonig. It's time to decide whether you actually like her, or are just a Holonigger.

>>90646942
Love Fauna and notFauna, your literal who is neither, so go back

>>90646942
Fuck off faggot, stick to your whores

>>90646980
You do realize it is virtually inevitable notFauna will collab with Filian

I think this was the moment it was over for me.

>>90646107
This isnt a team, theres fauna and notfauna

>>90647067
Beg elsewhere vermin

>>90645121
I find it funny that she came back just because she talked with Kronii recently

I will continue to watch Fauna and afterwards, LL. I will continue to watch the hololive girls. I will not start watching random ligger #8321 or #234.

>>90646404
Was going to binge her old vods while playing, I'm still going to do that but I guess I'll be sadder

>>90647092
It's not begging, it's basically certain. If you're in the Twitch vtuber scene, Filian will inevitably come knocking for a collab.

you know what.
i think im starting to ease a bit.

not feeling so deathly anymore, still kinda shitty.
but not sick.

go on a little walk around the block sapplings. take in some air.

LL will wait for us.

>>90647191
I was halfway through rewatching the 7dtd vods and it hurts so much trying to watch it now, especially with the way kiara is doting on her so much.

>sapplings

>>90647343
fucc you im esl to hell man.

also i cried too much today.

>>90647322
It's coming and going in waves for me. Kiara's chat in her members calmed me down a bit. But now I'm spiraling again.

I am back from my week long work trip, how is my favorite vtuber doing?

>>90647471
No complaints

>>90642458
The only thing I dread , is her prioritizing twitch over YT. Other than that I agree with you. Still hurts though...

>>90647471
Well December sounds like it's gonna be a pretty stream heavy month

>>90647252
Filian is not the police. she can just tell her to fuck off

>>90647471
You might want to stand up for this

>>90647640
I think she got used to YouTube, knows her fans are there, and not like twitch is doing great lately. It's also easier to save vods for vodgang. She will stay.

>>90647252
Dont care fag, you dont belong here, you already tried to shit on the other girls already

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHiBEqdD-Ck

>>90647782
She will stay on youtube and not get tied in with the twitch vtubers (I'm delusional)

>>90647924
My heart...

>>90647782
I hope so. Either way, I will be there, even if I don't like the platform..

>>90647816
I didn't shit on anyone else. I was trying to welcome you to the club, but clearly you're elitist Holofaggot at heart, even if you oshi is no longer in Hololive.

That's fine, we'll appreciate her for her, and not because Yagoo chose her.

I dunno why this one got to me

okay so i wanted to get a bit out of the depressive stupor.

so decided to see what other vtubers are doing.
i never watched ame nor dooby, but have you watched her latest stream?
actually some goofy stuff. in a good way.

family debut with dancing brother and singing mother and aunt.
and the tracking is actually peak too, just like people said. genuinely made me laugh couple of times.

if anything, it really did make me feel better in regards to fauna.
of course she wont do such crazy expensive stuff but as we all know our kirin likes to do little creative streams too.
and now she will be completely free to do them with no management hurdles.

(yes, this is me trying to distract you a little bit from spiraling.)

>>90648054
>welcome you to the club
There is no club, and if there is, you're not in it.

Do you think Fauna is gonna organize another Dota collab before she leafs

>>90647924
2 minutes i genuinely felt the waterworks come up.
i cant finish this video, not now. im too weak.

>>90648296
we'll find out what her plans are for her last month when she streams again. no point in speculating.

>>90647640
>>90647782
>>90647944
i hope she doesnt touch twitch but her Lily twitter profile has twitch.
twitch is a cesspool for me, the website, the company, the culture, the people, the roofing, etc.
its going to be faunover for me lads

>>90648204
I wouldn't mind if she just got a 3D model right away instead of live2D, and asked around for better tracking option than the stupid suit she has that always breaks or endlessly drifts off screen. She loves moving around in 3D, and it can be more expressive than 2D in regular use too.

>>90648296
I wouldnt put it past her

>>90648394
I think a good 2d is more important, but I hope a 3d model comes quickly becuse seeing her move in karaokes are the best

Wisp and former Pomudachi here to let you brothers know everything will be fine.

Here's to a future MintLeaf collab. I better see you glorious bastards there.

>>90648585

>>90648585
I dont like mint

>>90648585
>Here's to a future MintLeaf collab.
That would be nice, thanks anon.

>>90648585
Dude, I like Mint too, but this is not the time to be shoving other vtubers down our throats.

>>90648585
Mint sounds like a fine gal, but I don't like the way he talks.
It sounds kind weird.
Like Fauna has a very breathy voice and Mint kind of has a throaty voice

>>90648585
Looking forward to it. Seeing how mint went from super sad all the time to so genuinely happy now gives me hope.

I still can't sleep. 48 hours here I go

Guess I should get around to making a personal archive of her stuff instead of repeatedly putting it off.

>>90649205

unironically put on some old LL asmr to remind yourself she is our fauna.
and just relax for a bit with your eyes closed.

It will be different, but she is not going away.
you are okay. she will be waiting for you.

>>90646398
Even if cover goes giganiggercorpo and tries to block contact with exHolos, almost everyone in hololive has a past vtuber persona cover can't stop say shachimu from collabing with lemonleaf.

What's going to happen to snail waves?

>>90649423
Mein Fuhrer...

>>90643321
Fuck off man. Those months and years have been great.

Watame just mentioned fauna and summer time

>>90649752
The graduation seemed to hit her really hard from what she posted on Twitter. I Hope they manage to hang out either this month or in the future.

>>90648585
I watched Mint play that doll game the other day. I like her, if we get MintLeaf that'd be nice

Better get use out of your fauna folder now saplings, these images are going to get pretty dusty soon

Bro I'm gonna miss Fauna Sweep. That was fanmade originally, right? We'll get a new version, right?

>>90650035
Ill keep them in my heart forever and ill keep using them after

Any sign of life from Waterfox Sapling since the announcement?

>>90650035

>>90650183
He'll be back when she streams im sure

We're so cooked, saplings.

>>90650183
He posted saying he was dipping. Which is a shame because I'd always joked with him about him being my archiver for when Fauna graduated. Thought that'd be years down the line though.

>>90650189

CC to calm my nerves...

*graduates ur oshi*
nothin personell kiddo

https://youtu.be/Os-r-o5w6ig

Cece drinking a macha latte

i had just gotten the 3y badge too...

>>90650553
Years from now we will look back and realize it had nothing to do with management. League of Legends is really just that bad.

>>90650722
the league jokes help take the pain away, thanks sapling

>>90650690
At least you got it. I'm a forever golden apple.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AzsiE44Lz_w

>>90650553
First it was ame then it was fauna... she cant keep getting away with it

CC being sweet and hugging chat
Green woman good

>>90650943
Green woman BAD
Red woman good

>>90650943
off-topic?

The next 7DtD collab won't be the same without berserker Fauna

So what are we going to call this general after jan the 3rd and she resumes her pl channel activities?

>>90651107
Fauna is Green
Fauna is Happy
Fauna is Cool

>>90650943
Hmmm... Yep, looks like fauna to me fella's

>>90651185
uuulemon?

>>90651185
hopefully still /uuu/, since she still did that in her pl, it's just a vocal tic

>>90651107
You're supposed to post that when indie beggars come

>>90651185
just keep it as /uuu/ - LL general or whatever

>>90651107
Ill allow it

>>90651256
>>90651273
That works.

>>90651185
Well hopefully she keeps making the same noises. Lots of uuus and eeees.

I hate the silence... really hope we get a stream today.

anyone else taking off work the first week of january?

>>90646498
Listened to let me stay here earlier today. That one hurt...

>>90651205
>Fauna is Happy

>>90651352
Work helps me not think about things. Idle hands are the devil's playthings.

>>90651352
Yeah, definitely, not even a question.

>>90651352
I'm unemployed, or more like employed myself, still cant internalize the fact that i get paid for drawing after half a lifetime of physical work.

>>90651352
I don't think I could call out entirely, but I'll probably leave early on the 3rd.

>>90651552
Are you me

>>90651118
I don't think it's ever happening now.

>>90651118
I have a slight feeling that the 2nd season of 7DtD got shot down by management, and is what caused Mori do make that tweet a few days ago

>>90651636
No, but look behind you

>>90647640
>>90648370
Serious question, why do you guys hate Twitch? It's not so bad when you sub to them.

>>90651552
>>90651636
hows it going?
comfy as they say? grueling as they say?
how long did it take you to get here?
i would like to work like that so one day.

also mandatory-
have you ever drawn kirin lady?

>>90650400
i felt like a piece of meat turning gray, it was both an irrational post and stonewalling emotions

>>90651999
I hate watching vods on twitch

>>90651999
Try scrolling to popular clips in a game category and reply to me when you get there in about 4 hours trying to get through the dogshit featured clips section. The whole site is filled with absolute retardation like that.

>>90651118
It's crazy how good things were feeling just recently between enreco and 7dtd

>>90648585
I need her streaming with Dooby

>>90651999
Twitch is garbage and if she redubbed on twitch i would struggle to keep watching

>>90652141
I'm still in that state man. Like I can't find enjoyment in anything. I've just sat here existing.
Thank you. I think your pics will bring me some comfort when I'm at my lowest in the future.
I'm too weak to even watch vods atm lol.
Glad you're still here mate

>>90652045
I'm managing.
I'd rather go back to bust my ass for the safety of having a salary but on the other hand i don't have to commute for 2 hours a day or wake up at 3am or go to bed at 7am.
Best part of 40 years
You can give it a shot, not everyone has the same experience in a job.
Never, drawing for a living means little time to draw for your own pleasure.

>>90651185
She hasn't changed since her PL. So /uuu/ is still fine imo.

>woke up
>still feel dead

>>90648204
How has Aqua’s content been post-graduation? Anyone know?

>>90652572
I saw one clip of her playing TCG Shop Simulator and it seemed comfy. I was just browsing randomly and didn't even know it was her until I heard her speak and wondered why she sounded so familar. But she seems to be doing okay, looked and sounded like she was having fun.

I dont think I can go back to being who I was before nov 30. I'm just dead inside right now.

Can't look at holo the same way. I'll still support the girls and especially Fauna individually but at the day it really is a business just like everything else is. Not the wholesome disney dreamland that I naiively thought it was.

>>90651999
No vods, clipping blows, player is also shit compared to YT. And the worst thing imo is the culture of communicating through mostly emote spam and sound bit spam.

>>90651999
cause theyve never used it

>>90652837
That’s good to hear.

>>90652531
Are you me?

>>90647924
>>90648335
>>90647959
https://youtu.be/XZ4vq4vs-Z4
Watch this

>>90652837
As she has said, shes just taking it easy so shes just doing some streams here to there nothing big, though i think she mentioned plans for some stuff im not sure what they are

>>90652141
It's understandable

>>90652531
There, there sapling, you'll soon become a lemon and make the world a sour place

>>90652045
It's both grueling and comfy like everything else in life. I think young people romanticize being a creator too much. Don't get me wrong, I'd rather rather do this than wageslave, but I think it sets up the wrong expectacions. Took me about ten years to get here. I drew her feet like two years ago. Dunno is that counts.

>>90652209
Why? I honestly never had problems.
>>90652222
I never cared that much for clips, but her clippers will be on Youtube.
>>90652428
But why? Is it the culture?
>>90652856
>No vods
? There are vods
>sound bits
I don't think she would enable that at all. Most you'll see is the prediction stuff which she loves.

>>90651999
the culture is awful, chat especially, everyone spamming emotes and the same caps locks phrases, kinda kills the point of the point of watching live when all your messages get washed away by a sea of emotes and copy paste spam and watching vods on twitch sucks ass

>>90653455
How is it any different from the emote spam on her channel now?

>>90653455
>everyone spamming emotes and the same caps locks phrases
yeah not like youtube at all

>>90651999
I don't hate twitch exactly, but I've come to greatly prefer youtube. So twitch would be a bummer.
I also think it would be a genuinely bad move for her to switch to twitch. Especially now she has a heavily established youtube audience. None of the usually stated upsides for twitch don't really apply to her.

>>90653508
>>90653555
it's at least 20x worse on twitch than youtube and that's no exaggeration

>>90651999
I know jackshit about twitch other than it giving stupid memes like pog or being a safe space for ewhores

>>90653454
>But why? Is it the culture?
I dont remember who it was but a twitch vtuber talked about how the twitch audience doesnt take the streamer's feelings seriously or something

>>90651999
Because I'm on youtube anyway and having Fauna's streams VODs under the same roof is just so much more convenient.
Once in a while I'll find interesting video on youtube, and go "Hey, this guy have Twitch as well, let's check that out" and then maybe watch one stream because otherwise I never catch them live because email notifications are joke and I'm not squatting around on twitch watching random thots while waiting for streamer of my interest to show up.

>cece mentions taking a sip of her matcha latte
>actual pain
Its actually over for me

>>90653632
Hololive streams have way more spam than the Twitch streamers I watch
You virgins who haven't actually been on Twitch need to understand it's just a website, not a community

Gerald will be missed that was a great series of streams

Sapcucks

>>90653807
It's sapkeks, thank you very much.

>>90653683
Does it matter if she is gonna bring her own audience that already knows her and loves her? I still think she will stay on YT, just saying.

>>90653555
I mean it doesnt help that twitch emotes are site wide

>>90653753
>You virgins
not a virgin you fag
>who haven't actually been on Twitch
I have but ogey

>>90653807
is this ntr

Only productive thing I did today was go to the gym, in my Fauna shirt from the omocat collab, with Tears for Fears playing on repeat. Had a piece of bread for breakfast but that was literally all I could cram down, otherwise I have zero appetite.

I have a lecture tomorrow morning so life goes on I guess, I just feel so profoundly empty

>>90653753
I spent 7 years on Twitch before I moved to Hololive. I rather not go back.

Twitch sucks because they figured out a way to bypass adblockers. If I wanted to see ads I would prefer Fauna to shill them to me herself, otherwise I would have stuck with cable television. I don't want to watch shitty, obnoxious commercials.

>>90653454
I don't think she'd be in much danger of being banned, but I'd still prefer her not to be moderated by the actual trannies on twitch's moderation team. I also don't know any good vtuber mostly streaming on twitch and I'm not asking advertisements

>>90654433
Although what I love about Twitch is the built in theater mode that maximizes the video while having the chat docked to the side (or wherever you want to put it). You can't do that on youtube for whatever stupid reason.

Im starting to settle down bros, im gonna make it

>>90654553
Meant for >>90654379

>>90654379
You don't get ads if you member them

>>90654553
even youtube's theater mode docks the chat to the side in theater mode now

>>90654674
Thats a lie

>>90654553
You can with an extension, but yeah it's annoying that it's not native.

>>90654572
Yeah, the other girls streaming genuinely helped me make up my mind about sticking around with Hololive and Giving Fauna the best sent of possible over this month. And then looking forward to what she does in the future.

>>90654674
Hasn't been true for years. Shit site for performance, dogshit community, 30 days vods and reddit frogs
Pass.

>>90654719
No? I am subbed to a couple of streamers and I don't get ads for them.

>>90654785
>>90654572
I'm still in shambles anons, this is the first time I let myself get attached to something in a long time and my heart is in a million pieces. I'm absolutely terrible at dealing with loss.

>>90654860
I used to sub an indie jp vtuber and i would still get ads

>>90654927
Yea I get that anon. The person that got me into Holo was Coco, so I went trough it back in the day. The good thing is that time will heal, and we still have a month more of Fauna and then whatever comes after.

I should get over the cope that she or management will change their mind, but I like coping too much

Fauna, if some retarded reason you lurk these threads, don't listen to the twitch shill. Stay on Youtube, please.

>>90654785
Well good for you but I don't fucking care about holo anymore.

I don't think she'll use twitch tbdesu
I think she likes the permanency of vods, the comments that come with it, and the general sense of community from it all just as much as saplings do

>>90654927
I haven't felt this way since µ's Final Live in '16. Idk how long it took me to get over it and move on. It sucks that Wilds is a month after, dunno how I'll cope after Jan 3rd.

>>90651999
I want youtube because I already use youtube, and dont use twitch

>>90654719
>>90654817
>Thats a lie
>Hasn't been true for years
You are clueless and retarded, only the streamer can choose to run ads for the people who have subscribed(membership equivalent) to them and anyone who does is pretty much labeled as extreme greedy asshole so nobody really does it, you wont get ads if you subscribe to them

I hope Fauna isn't too depressed about this, I'm worried about her. This is harded for her than it is for us

>>90655290
>This is harded for her than it is for us
i doubt it

Looks like there’s no stream today so I guess I’ll try to sleep before hitting 48 hours of no sleep

>>90655071
Of all the people coming here I didn't expect some that kamioshi's twich
>>90655104
I think she'll stick to youtube. That's where the audience she's built is, and she must be used to it now after all the years. Mint also sticking on youtube helps improve the odds to I think

>>90655290
I'm not saying it's easy for her or anything but at least two people already killed themselves over this.

Man, here I was feeling pretty cozy thinking Fauna would have been one of the last members to go, if she ever even left. She seemed like she would be in Hololive forever, everything was so comfy. It's not like she's so ambitious that her dreams and ambitions stand in the way of Hololive's dream, nor is she particularly lazy or burnt out that she fails to show up to work/meetings. She seemed liked a great, great asset to Hololive.

Why do business people have to be such bozos. Most of the time they have no idea what they're doing yet they're always the ones calling the shots and micro-managing everything. And then they look surprised when everything goes to shit. You'd think people with money would try to make sound business decisions so they don't lose that money. Nope, let's just sabotage our own company for no reason lol.

>>90655506
I wish I was one of them

>>90655506
>at least two people already killed themselves over this.
actually?

>well never have another fauna swimsuit stream

>>90655506
??

>>90654785
>You can with an extension
Neat will check for it, I never even thought about looking for one despite already having a bunch of extensions, thanks.

>>90655620
She needs to break it out at least one more time...

Fauna, if some retarded reason you lurk these threads, don't listen to the management. Don’t graduate please.

>>90655687
management doesnt want her to graduate

I'm feeling better right now, but I bet tonight when my head hits the pillow and I'm alone with my thoughts my heart will start pounding and I'll just lay awake for hours again. I know logically that things will work out, but emotional brain is dumb and panicky.

Fauna, if you lurk these threads I need to tell you that I really miss you and need you to clean my ears one last time before you graduate

>>90655687
>don't listen to the management. Don’t graduate please.
it's one or the other buddy, that was her choice and she chose to graduate rather listen to and follow management's retardation

>>90655670
Been using this one for years with Hyperchat. Works great.

>>90655620
I'll never forgive Cover.

my only selfish wish is that she wont take too long of a break between the graduation and LL restart. or at the very least a quick announcement of a return stream.

right now we are eating pure depressive shit.
and probably will for like a month if not two.
horrible horrible depression.

but then, when she is back and stabilized a bit, the dust settled. before we start worrying about collabs and missing the old model and everything.
hopefully well get a good simple asmr for sleep from her, like the old days. just something cozy, like coming home to your own bed after surviving a war. maybe shell understand and give extra reassurance during the stream, lots of "its okay" and stuff.

that thought is what keeps me from completely crumbling right now.

It still doesn't feel real
I feel numb

I'm thinking of getting pissdrunk and not going to work tomorrow or something. I just want to force myself to feel the gravity of this and get it out of my system

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8flAWviTYM

>>90655518
Yeah I was settling in for her to be here longterm.
I guess I'm waiting for more info, but the idea that she doesn't want to leave but feels she has to or it's the better option somehow, is upsetting me a lot

>>90656123
Too depressed to even drink. Never experienced this before

so after the 3rd will we be reborn as seedlings?

>>90656142
It hurts.

>>90656086
>and probably will for like a month if not two.
stop being a fucking crybaby

>>90655279
>as an anonymous person
>telling people
Twitch is the better version of YouTube...
you are not going to build strong new fanbase with twitch prime affiliates.
VODs interactions are dogshit and absolutely useless. twitch emote culture = pure cancer.

What will her next stream be?

>>90655518
I really hope there's an actual issue with management and it's not a case of Fauna's autism acting up, because management issues are a lot easier for me to process. There is a lot of proof for management retardation, so it's mostly likely that

https://vocaroo.com/1emdCIstZu7X

>>90656384
Skyrim

https://x.com/ceresfauna/status/1863334255293575327
https://x.com/ceresfauna/status/1863334255293575327
https://x.com/ceresfauna/status/1863334255293575327

>>90656290
>stop being a fucking crybaby
I wish. also skyrim sunday uuuuuu

When she says baby she's addressing me btw

>>90656500
SHES BRINGING IT BACK
faendal my beloved

>>90655506
Fauna might be lurking, don't make her feel bad with such stupid lies.

FAENDAL

>>90647640
THIS. I hate Twitch and his adds.

>>90656632
No reason not to dual stream.
Plus with the ad shit going on at Twitch, I think staying/favoring Youtube is the smart thing to do.

Fauna really likes nostalgia...

god i really am Pavlov's dog for her.

>see the tweet and physically feel dopamine shoot up my brain. actual little burst of energy and happiness.
maybe because it was a little relief from all the silent anxiety from the woman herself. but still

Seeing her is going to send me spiraling again

Jesas good thing I didn’t fall asleep yet.

>>90655518
anon, it's gonna sound impolite but it might be fairly hard for some people to look at Suisei at Budokan, sololives in general popping out harder than ever, Gura at Dodgers' stadium, Mori opening for New Jeans, Pekora and Miko beating their viewership records, profits and share value skyrocketing and go
>man, why is management fucking up so hard, what is going wrong?
there are winners and losers to whatever changes are happening, for some reason or another Fauna felt more like the loser in this case, maybe cause she was never the big stage, big goals, big money girl and always more of an ascended fan - but saying management bad and that they're losing money/sinking the business when other girls and company as a whole is soaring is at least somewhat dishonest

>>90653922
Sapcucks

>>90655518
>Man, here I was feeling pretty cozy thinking Fauna would have been one of the last members to go, if she ever even left. She seemed like she would be in Hololive forever, everything was so comfy
I feel the exact same way. I always bet on her being a safe choice for a longrunner...

I didn't expect her to stream today...

>>90656500
FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA FAUNA

>>90656869
I think if/when she completes the World Tree that'll break me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tMokEZmVJ8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tMokEZmVJ8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tMokEZmVJ8

>>90656931
you're even dumber than a numberfag

>>90656438

>>90656782
she will become a radio host. Comfy Night Show with Lemon Leaf

>>90656142
seeing this in person was surreal
i was telling everyone in line that my dream was for the faumei orisong would debut at bd

>>90657040
this is surreal

>>90656543
Fauna literally doesn't know what a 4chan is.

Fauna in prechat

>>90656931
Not him but that’s on like the “bonus” side for me. Sure it’s nice they’re getting all these opportunities but at the end of the day I want an environment where everybody can be happy with their own little community like roboco… I don’t want to push forward with the change in direction if it means leaving our dear friends behind.

I really with we knew what it was that drive so many to leave within such a short amount of time because at the end if the day, it’s the relationships and streamers that are the importing part.

>>90657204
she means me btw

Can i please switch realities to one where she doesnt graduate cover isnt a fuckup?

>>90657048
the ad-hominem is incredibly convincing, pat yourself on the back

>>90657160
lol

>>90657204
>sending 3 :_love: while crying

>>90657264
None of that shit means anything if the talents quit

>>90655852
This is perfect, works great. Thanks anon.

>>90654705
I wish it removed the Youtube logo, searchbar and video info. I just want the video, some comfy cinematic black bars, and the chat, no other distractions.

>>90651185
/uuu/ the squeakquel

>>90651185
>PL
>we
Blend in better faggot

>>90651185
/uuu/

>My manager is a hook nosed jew, and I refuse to work for the kikes, so as of January 3rd I am graduating Hololive (more like Holokike).

What the FUCK is her problem? Why'd she say this bros?

Good vibes only saplings

Man I love Fauna

>>90657204
Fuck

>>90657430
yeah good vibes (writing suicide letter superchat as I type this)

it's faunya! (april 22nd 2022)

On the bright side you guys get an entire month as grim as that is. You have more time to make peace with it. I only had 10 days.

>>90657536
Don't send sad supas, don't make Fauna upset.

>>90657040
That damn smile.
Suddenly feel like things will be okay

>>90657430
writing my manifesto as we speak

I'll always be a sapling

>>90657337
No worries, enjoy the streams anon

>>90657641
I get the feeling Fauna is gonna take a longer time before she streams again than Ame though

I no longer feel sadness, only happiness

>>90657694
will she even turn them on?

No superchats?

>>90657746
I don't
She doesn't need to comission moronic lore videos or set up monkey bars in her streaming room

>>90657777
>>90657833
She probably forgot after previous stream, but if she kept them closed for a month I would cheer. Just more money saved for later.

>>90657833
Seems like it.

>>90657833
1. Don't want to people spend money on her.
2. Probably don't want to read sad SC.

>>90657777
I hope so, I'm planning on sending one (not a suicide letter, that one's reserverd for my family)

>>90657333
majority of them aren't quitting
a significant portion of those says they like the bigger opportunities despite the restrictions
and there's some girls that grew so immensely popular that if Cover/Holo didn't grown along them and established additional boundaries, they would not be able to support them properly anymore
as I said, winners and losers

>>90657630
lol, thanks waterfoxling

>>90657875
>She doesn't need to ... set up monkey bars in her streaming room
why not

>>90657630
Very cute, veru faunacoded

>>90657973
She's gonna need a bigger closet

>>90657942
EN is crippled at this point
Advent and Justice can't replace Myth and Promise

>>90657942
>and there's some girls that grew so immensely popular that if Cover/Holo didn't grown along them and established additional boundaries, they would not be able to support them properly anymore
It's amazing that people will literally invent stories to suck corporate dick

>>90658017
>Advent and Justice can't replace Myth and Promise
They already have

>>90657536
Don't be a little bitch and ruin the mood even more. Hope she turns them off, to avoid fags like this(even if he is trolling).

I know it will sound retarded but I feel like I'm going to cry during every stream. Should I skip the entire month?

>>90657875
Monkey bars was kino. Shut up.

>>90658142
You’ll regret it for the rest of your life to not give a proper send off

>>90658105
No they haven't
They aren't as popular
With Myth and Promise leaving they're going to lose fans, never to return

>>90657875
You're just mad you can't get the roingussy.

The "going public" and "forced idolization" rrats have been pushed ad nauseum but I really think it boils down to Fauna having her own work visa/project hope moment and realizing she had enough.

>>90658142
I think you'll regret it later if you do. Do what you have to do for yourself, but I know I intend to power through even if I'm not doing too hot.

What are the odds she keeps SCs off for the rest of the month?

>>90657875
Having a 1:1 setup from her VR Chat room to her actual room is fucking kino though

I want her to get her gold play button, she deserves it

The council has decided: NotFauna will install a monkey bar

Pre debut I thought her design was just a mid generic nature goddess, but it really quickly grew on me
I'm gonna miss the model

>>90658386
Does Fauna have noodle arms?

>>90658261
I think cover fucking over fauna and mumei for their MC thingy during the concert might have been one of the final straws. Since she was very irked by management

>>90653032
Man this song really hitting the right feels even though its about gay sex

https://x.com/SkylinesSunset/status/186327878671394832

Does lemon fanart go here or somewhere else

>>90658435
Tourist...

>>90657746
I dunno, she's already done a few shitpost videos. Ame didn't put anything out prior to her announcement and only put out tweets prior to her final stream.

>>90658436
I'm surprised that didn't get more traction, it really stood out to me at the time.

>>90658325
We will find out after the 1st stream or 2 if she has them on initially and schizos are being..well..Schizos.

>>90658509
>>90642723

>>90657746
Probably, she hate attention. But I'm also hoping she just start streaming again the day after (﹏)

>>90658509

>>90658509
Still a chance fauna will cancel her graduation so fuck off

>>90658142
The sadness is temporary, the regret won't be

>>90658654
take your meds sis...

>>90658654
dont be an idiot

>>90658325
I wouldn't be too surprised, but no snails for the month would be rough

>>90658261
Traveling with rumors Cover might require more, or even ask talents to move to Japan when she wants to stay near her family, in a country she likes.
Zero support from her manager.
MC problems.
Orisong might be cancelled at this point.
Who the fuck knows what else.

>>90658654
>>90658707
she might if you guilt trip her enough. not saying it would be good

>>90658211
>>90658303
Ok I will try my best

>>90658725
>>90658707
Fuck you I am not giving up until it’s over.

>>90658142
Embrace the happy moments you can get.

>>90658835
>giving up
She's going to stream on a new account
You aren't losing anything so you don't need to drag out this pathetic cope

>>90658920
kill yourself

>>90651999
I hate Twitch because of how it incentivizes its streamers to grow and how it incentivizes them in terms of ad-revenue. I still watch 2-3 streamers that I've been following from 2016, but I'd really hate making Twitch my main streamwatching platform again.

>>90658835
Why do you want fauna to stick around with those clowns in charge of Cover

It's been 24 hours since the tweet. My stomach sank as soon as I saw it and it hasn't been right since.

>>90658920
I hope she does a Dooby or a Doki and gets a remodel that incorporates some Fauna elements because it's a core piece of her identity now.

>>90658981
Why? For telling you the truth?

>>90658920
Stop threadshitting tourist, its obvious as day your not a regular

>>90658901
God, if she gets a redesign, i hope it's from the same artist and has similar proportions...