/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

first for gumping my jorts!

>>82808383

Y’all are giving me energy to keep going, even the drama schizos can’t wait to go live tonight with this energy

It feels like we are inside the boy who cried wolf and you know how that ends

>>82809393
>we are inside the boy
guh

>>82809521

thanks for shitting up the thread with drama yet again camui

Alright females of /asp/, I need to know. How would you feel about a male viewer who is super supportive of you? Catches almost every stream. Semi active in chat. Subs to you. Etc. Would you see him as a dumb simp and just try to milk more money off of him? Would you immediately assume that he has feelings for you and just hope to god he doesn’t act out on those feelings and confess to you or something? Would you ever feel creeped out by the amount of support that he gives you, or would you just be happy to have his support? What goes through you mind when you find a viewer like that?

Nursing handjob from fwofie

>>82809984
Camui didn't start it
He's finishing it

hitting fwofie in the head with a large stone until she stops moving

Medical bills rent student debt and car maintenence is literally ruining my life.

>>82810106
he never starts it. its always someone else's fault

>>82810017
i am happy to have the company and hope he never leaves me <3

>>82810106
someone blocking you isnt a free ticket to shit up the thread publicly retard

>>82810106
he should finish it by taking all of the dramaniggers down with him

>>82810153
I see you are getting the message. Good.

Holding Fwofie on a sybian that turns off if she takes my dick out of her throat

>>82810106
>Camui didn't start it
If anything it was Chrii with her tweet and Camui was completely silent
Dramaniggers brought him up repeatedly and now he's obviously putting an end to it so faggots shut up

i wish i wasnt schizophrenic. everytime someone follows me on twitter/twitch i get really paranoid and try to dig into their online history/real identity. found out a guy's name and occupation and city because he followed me on twitter so i dug through everything with the same handle i could find on the internet

>>82810017
I would treat him like I would any other regular, but I always have a bit of anxiety that male viewers or just male randoms on the internet will try to make moves on me, so I'd be slightly apprehensive (but could work past it if the person seems genuinely kind and not for superficial reasons)

but I'd never intentionally manipulate or milk donations from someone, gender aside

>>82810289
what the fuck is wrong with you

You aremt having enough sex. In fact it says here you are not having any at all. Why? The society of sex havers is growing very concerned. Its 2024. Literally anyone can have sex. Why are you abstaining on purpose? The only reason for your transgression is that you are choosing not to have sex on purpose. But the reasons are totally inexplicable. Dont you know not having sex leads to depression, crime, and death? Please just have sex.

>>82810106
Who cares, he's not even a vtuber. Shut up about him, he has no relation to this goddamn thread.

>>82810017
not female, but eventually she told me to leave

>>82810017
I would tell my irl boyfriend about how much of a simp that viewer is while he fucks me like a ragdoll. We’ll laugh at the fact that no matter how much the simp supports me, he’ll never get to fuck me and cum inside me like my boyfriend does every night.

>>82810391
male btw

Seriously considering blowing my brains out the top of my skull today, unrelated to anything that happened on stream, I just feel like if I don't say this I'm really gonna fucking do it

>>82810344
i was stalked and groomed b4 and i eally dont want that to happen to me again so i have to meticulously screen everyone who ever interacts with me. but im starting to think im getting too paranoid

>>82810485
I don't know why life is so miserable for me when I did everything right.

>>82810485
Need to talk about it, anon?

>>82810017
I'd go on as usual and try my best to have enjoyable streams, but internally worry about disappointing them and being someone unworthy of their support.

>>82810354
I don't want sex, I want long term love.
and also sex.

I want to delete everything. I want to say goodbye. It's too many good things happening to me and I have to make things right by destroying it. I do not deserve it.

>>82810354

>>82810354
someone who self identified as a shut in asexual made fun of me for being a virgin and basically said there must be something seriously wrong with me if I haven't been able to find anyone and they've lived rent free in my head for months now

YNGMI

>>82810719
Yes! Now Go Make It!

WAGMI

>>82810765
We aren't gonna make it...

>>82810576
There's no point, what is there to say, I feel like shit because I'm a fucking loser and a spaz, it's not like it's some great fucking mystery, it's been this way as long as I can remember, and it's no one's fault but my own. Everyone tells me "oh there's someone out there who will find you funny or charming or whatever, and whenever I fool myself into believing that shit or get comfortable with who I am I get ripped back down, I honestly don't know why I bother at all, if I didn't try, the results would be indentical, in fact they may even be fucking better

>>82810655
for some reason I constantly feel the inexplicable urge to burn all bridges and ruin my life and I have done it constantly. If I ever had a happy fulfilled life I would be so fucking miserable. There's truly nothing for me here anymore. There's nothing to even look forward to. Even comfort feels like needles to me

>>82810655
it's menhera hours, brother, just log off maybe go to a run if you live in a safe place and sleep, you will be fine tomorrow

I feel like Gen 6 is going to have a tragedy soon.

>>82810789
>people say ill find someone
>people say I'm so nice and likable and good looking and smart
>but these same people would never consider dating me even as a hypothetical
>they call me weird
>they literally never understand what I'm saying
>they dismiss me entirely from being a human
So I'm over 30 when was I supposed to find anyone

>>82810017
I'd find them cute and want to nurture them and kind of keep them as mine mine mine mine

>>82810344
he just said he was schizo so... seems on brand

>>82810535
my screen name is uncommon but there are several other people online that have it, so if someone does this to me they'll get a really strange picture

Thank God for Gumpai's Tummy!

>>82810903
who?

Did I miss this?
https://x.com/gumpai_/status/1822716169977266355

>>82810910
It's not even finding someone to love, finding someone who doesn't think I'm a piece of shit, or annoying, or bad. It's obviously my own fault, there is no other explanation for it, I AM a piece of shit.

Well its been a full year since I started making an earnest serious attempt at self improvement and being healthy and putting myself out there and after consulting my journal I have genuinely wanted to die every single day now. Yeah I'm physically healthier by some metric but there has genuinely been zero improvement. I started streaming as an outlet to socialize and all its done is underline how brutally cut off I am from everyone. I feel awful.

>>82810789
Anon, I don't know you, but you're not anything other than a perfectly normal human being, perhaps just one who's struggling with some painful feelings. Anyone who was put through the exact same situations you were would handle it all the same way. If I had to hazard a guess you were conditioned to care a whole hell of a lot about what other people think about you and maybe took some of those feelings on as your identity. You're not what people perceive you as, you're just another person doing their best to make it in the world and deserve to give yourself a little more patience and care. I'm rooting for you, buddy.

>>82811194
Only one solution for your problem

>>82811064
Yeah sorry we had a huge viewer sex orgy with gumpai where we gumped in our jorts until we bust all over her

>>82811194
>there has genuinely been zero improvement
>Yeah I'm physically healthier by some metric
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>82811194
the only thing exercise does is make me feel pain i feel zero fulfillment or happiness from it and i don't understand why everyone universally blankets it on anyone there's just nothing there

>>82811360
You can't be serious.

fuck I forgot what I was gonna post

>>82810664
>even shut in asexuals aren't virgin incels
>but you are

>>82810388
no one asked m*le

>>82811089
are you me?

>>82810903
There are a lot of people on the verge of ending themselves here. Myself included, but I'm too much of a bitch to do it.

>>82810017
Depends on the vibes. If this person just genuinely seems like a fan or might be a little infatuated with my voice or whatever, that seems natural. Would make me happy to see and chat with them. I'm not good at accepting gifts, so I would feel a little awkward about donos and stuff but it would still make me happy because I really need the money..
However if they were from /here/? Immediately no, because I already know they're going to do something cringy like vaguepost or traumadump in my dms about how sad and pathetic they are and how no girls like them. Yuck.

>>82811857
Cruel

>>82811466
Progress is progress, my friend, no matter how small it may be, check the things you think you could improve and try to be a happier/better person tomorrow. I know that feeling like shit is horrible, but the only alternative I can give you is to tell you to kill yourself, and since nobody knows what will happen next, and it could even be worse, I recommend that you keep shitposting with us

>>82810354
I have had sex with women, but now I crave the femboy bunda.

>>82810261
Camui is the only person in /asp/ history that cannot, for whatever reason, just leave shit alone and let it die

Notice how basically all other drama dies because the target does not interact with it but he just keeps adding fuel to the fire because his egotistically tendencies demand that he has the final word which will never happen because it's so low effort to bait him

>>82812000
It's obvious she is antagonizing him

>>82812000
you're just a seething retail worker

>>82811857
This is not a woman

>>82811967
No its not progress
Enough.
I don't value being healthy in a world I hate
And I was never unhealthy to begin with
You don't actually care about me. Just more platitudes

>>82811945
I don't have the energy to be a nurturing, fix me, 'heal all my trauma, mommy' chuuba, that shit was beaten out of my system after years of no one returning the favour. I'm tired.

>>82812041
This thread is filled with schizos and many dislike him, it's not obvious and may not even be happening

>>82812000
He was clearly trying to stay out of it but read the past several threads
His name was brought up repeatedly
He has not even alluded to anything until today which was still quite vague

Shut the fuck up already about all of these people who aren't vtubers anymore.

What happens if you don't have enough of a personality to be a personality and can't fake it
All my life people have had the impression im really reserved and need to open up...
But I'm not. I don't feel repressed at all. I'm 100% myself. But people constantly tell me to let loose or open up. But I am. So in a way they're saying the way that I am is not good enough.

I'm struggling with it. I'm trying to be a streamer but I just don't have a personality at all.

gonna be live in a few minutes playing portal 2 with a friend
https://www.twitch.tv/juicenoose

>>82812231
>His name was brought up repeatedly
that's not new around here, that's why he left

does any babi even do good besides LCQONG?

fwofie please give me a footjob just once

>>82812374
He didn't leave though. He was here like 2 days ago talking about killing himself.

>>82812154
>You don't actually care about me. Just more platitudes

I never said I cared about you friend, if you kill yourself tomorrow I'll never know and if I did I wouldn't cry about it. But I don't hate you either, so I'm just saying something I would do if I were in your position.

>>82812231
>he tried to stay out of it

And he still can by not interacting with it? Simply because your name is said doesn't mean you have to say anything?

>>82812551
You wouldn't cry? Thats awful

>>82812552
Why bring him up at all?

GENTLEMEN
Why are you all upset?
Tell me whats wrong

>>82812640
I hurt someone important

>>82812640
one of my relatives is literally on her deathbed

>>82812640
I can't see my forehead

>>82812552
It's really that easy. Schizos always yry to start shit with people and when they get ignored long enough they stop. Camui just has to keep the drama going or else people stop talking about him and he thinks he's becoming irrelevant.

>>82810017
all of these are fine. its when you ignore everyone else in my community is when i get mad. i had one guy who was constantly traumadumping in chat and when others would try to cheer him up, he flat out ignored them and only talked to me about how miserable his life was.

I'm so fucking bored and have zero intellectual curiosity in life. I haven't learned anything new in years. If there was any justice I would be smited and someone else could take advantage of my resources. If the average /asp/ie (let alone average person) knew what I had in reserves and the life I was wasting they'd be seething. They would hate me. I hate myself so much for not being worth what I have. I hate myself for not having any drive or ambition. Someone fucking take me out. I'm not having any fun. I fucked up my build. NPCs hate my guts.

>>82812716
why?
>>82812718
Im so sorry to hear that anon
Do you want to talk about it
>>82812726
real

>>82812736
>Camui just has to keep the drama going or else people stop talking about him and he thinks he's becoming irrelevant
This is the furthest thing from the truth
He was super happy not being mentioned here

>>82812590
are you joking? because schizos are obsessed with him and bait all the time

>>82812640
I'm being neglected.

>>82812314
Not everyone can be an entertainer. I dont like the toxic positivity that people enforce these days. If who you are is your full self and you genuinely dont feel you have it in you, then this isnt the career path for you. Not everyone can be a doctor, teacher, engineer, singer, professional sports player. We're all different and this is just another one of those career paths that arent for everyone. Don't beat yourself up about it, but also don't be so deluded by the people who keep telling you that you just need to keep trying.

>>82812790
>Do you want to talk about it
not really no

>>82812825
But I want this. Why are you telling me to quit what I love?

>>82812805
>>82812736
stop being so obsessed and fuck off already

>>82812805
If that was true he would stop paying attention to the threads and move on.

I honestly wish 1 person would DM me and check in on me and take any interest whatsoever in me and what I do and my life.

>>82812922
He rebranded entirely for the sole purpose of being irrelevant here

>>82812873
Pot calling the kettle black

>>82812812
Thats awful
>>82812830
do you want to talk about anything?

https://www.twitch.tv/cinnafaun
>open stream
>he/him
>female voice
bro

>>82811231
i wish i could stop caring, i would give anything to just be fucking lobotomized, im miserable, and everyone around me thinks im a cruel joke played on them, i far to much of a coward to kill myself, because id feel to bad about how it would make THEM feel guilty, and why the fuck should i care any ways? there the ones that make me feel like this

>>82812987
He said himself he's still lurking

>open stream
>he/him
>male voice
>female model
bro

>>82813038
I managed to get some decent pictures of the northern lights

>>82812987
But then came back to vaguepost and reply to posts about his appearance? That's not moving on and self-posting attracted the schizos again, as it always does

>>82812987
yet he came back a few days ago to shit up the threads with more drama. that’s why the schizos are after him. this didn’t start in isolation.

>>82812041
blocking and then not talking about someone sure is antagonistic huh, unlike your girlfriend calling someone out on twitter, which is totally unrelated!

>>82813117
THATS AMAZING
Care to share?

>>82812736
Just look at Haru, Fwofie, Iriya, Alpin, or any of the targets, they just don't respond to the schizos

>>82812787
>If the average /asp/ie (let alone average person) knew what I had in reserves and the life I was wasting they'd be seething. They would hate me.
Super untrue. My productivity comes from other people breathing down my neck and making me. I know that if I could, I would live a life of absolute laziness and sloth. Many would. I don’t have drive or ambition either and constantly give up on my goals. I get it. It sucks. The feeling of wishing you were someone who cared more is terrible. I get it, anon. If you ever want to talk about it, I can NameDrop myself and we can DM.

>>82813159
it has my neighbours houses in most of the shots so no

>>82813127
He vagueposted without naming names and asked someone to not post his face
This does not sound like someone that wanted to be high profile here

>11 subs on youtube without streaming there yet
we march forth....

>>82812870
If you love it then just keep doing it but do it for the enjoyment and not the numbers. If you care about the numbers then you already know what your weakness is, so figure out how to improve. Take classes, learn to act, create a kayfabe. If you have no motivation to do better then you dont really love it. You just want the fame without the work.

>>82813321
You're awful

>>82812987
he still lurks

>>82813173
My poor sweet Haru doesn't deserve it.

>>82813274
He shouldn't be here! Not after everything, what the fuck was he expecting? Yeah, schizos are trying to bait him again, big shock

>>82813044
>Nonary Games
BASED???

>>82813351
For telling the truth?

:3

>>82813044
I went by he/she pronouns for a little bit before coming to 4chan and dropped the offending pronoun to appear cis

for funsies, try to guess who I am

>>82813472
Post twitch

>>82813219
fair

I need _____ to do this to me

>>82813662
Damn
Hey can you explain this to me?
I dont get the whole pronouns thing

>>82813594
Autumn...

>>82813662
Jamie

I go by he/him pronouns but was born a she/her

I go by it/its pronouns but was born a they/them

>>82813662
the furry microbiology person

>>82813668
twitch.tv/uwoslab

>>82812314
I feel like having no personality (right now) is better than having a bad personality. Building a personality from scratch is at least possible, even if it seems daunting.

>>82813951
Knew it. You suck. Suck suck. You're a miserable bastard.

MOND IS BACK

>>82813951
>21k
>asp
why are you here?
Didnt you made it already?

>>82813683
iriya! but who do you actually mean? :3

>>82813807
You're right actually...well half right.

>>82813741
It's simply presentation.

>>82809521
>fuckingpantsuwiththis.jpg

>>82814170
Explain further please this is something im completely alien with and i want to understand it if i am to navigate the internet efficiently

>>82814255
There's no way you're not being facetious.

>>82814302
They are and im not being bothered answering it when I'm sure there's someone out there more passionate that's explained it.

>>82814302
I am actually genuinely honest
I want to understand why its being done because currently i view as at best attention whoring akin to saying "im non binary" and at worse living out a fetish.
But i cant ask anyone without having them launch into a frenzy and believeing they are being attacked or a tranny breakdown.
So im asking to understand

When is Camui dropping the doc? I'm staying up waiting.

>he deleted the tweet

>>82814022
>>82814102
i think its a skinwalker anon-chamas

>>82814440
NTA, but pronouns are a basic thing of language. There is masculine pronouns, He / Him in English, feminine being She / Her, and neutral They / Them.

It has always been a thing, anon. Pronouns in the culture of today are just what people go by.

>>82813207
Where do I DM you

>>82814597
Oh
Sorry
>>82814655
Thank you anon but im more so asking why does one feel the need to change them

>>82814739
Just as one would change their hair, clothes, etc. it is for self-expression and that's natural. You're not very subtle, Ramnor.

>>82814466
He doesn't want to do it because he says he can't hurt rottie and wishes rottie didn't want to hurt him

>>82814803
Im genuinely curious tho
Im not trying to be rude nor mean
This isnt something i understand but i want to

>>82814255
Not who you're replying to but I'll bite just because if you were to actually be honestly curious I don't mind answering. I grew up very very online and on IRC rooms centered around very male-centric hobbies (I'm a girl and was born female) and got called a dude 95% of the time. I just say I'm alright with both because I genuinely don't care what pronouns people use for me after having male pronouns used on me for so long. I don't particularly like they/them being used on me EVER though, most people who share my experience don't normally share that sentiment but it's just a huge ick for me. Doesn't feel right at all for me

>>82814440
Google it then I don't understand

>>82814817
It's always fucking nothing
Goddamn it /asp/ is boring

>>82813782
:3

>>82814440
I've never felt fully cis, as much as I want to be it's always been awkward and feels like a half assed attempt at being a man/woman. The pronouns were just a way to reclaim that cause my parent hated that I was so androgynous but it's simply how I feel and dress. As a Vtuber tho I fully present cis because of my voice and im fine with that since it's acting anyway.

>>82814739
A person identifies with certain gender stereotypes that exist within their culture. They decide they want to label themselves that gender and therefore want to be referred to by the corresponding pronouns that are associated with that gender.

>>82814440
It's people who have no personality because their lives have no meaning outside of consumption trying to create a personality out of things which require zero effort or proof to compel others to treat them a certain way.

Same with mental illness. It requires no personal effort or sacrifice but it gives the illusion of depth and personhood which is what makes people respect you. They want respect and adoration for being a human without the actual suffering part of being human. This however does not apply to genuine trannies who actively have their brain telling them their body is wrong.

>>82814885
>>82814979
Isn't that just a self imposed sexist thing? Just because you're born one way doesn't mean you have to act that way. I don't understand how not looking typical for your gender or not having typical hobbies for your gender can change your identity.

>be chuuba
>thought i was excellent with my opsec
>mfw i forgot to clear the steam aliases and someone found my main account and now im being fucking blackmailed for being trans
>im at a choice of outing myself publicly or letting some faggot out me
Fuck my life, fuck this stupid bullshit

>>82814817
How can he love her after she chased his viewers away stabbed him in the back and is in league with his schizos?

>>82814817
She probably isn't trying to hurt him, he should stop being stupid and believing everything he reads here
Move on with your life, stop self-posting and stop biting all the bait

>>82814885
Hmmm i see
>>82814927
Google didnt help hence me asking since i got the chance
>>82814979
Ooooh i see
>>82815013
I understand the practive. My question was more on as to why which these two anons answered
>>82814803
Was it the apology?
I do have to say i am asking in good faith, and i want to understand how to at least be inoffensive to different people

This is why you're not a reliable person Camui, you fold and go back on your word at the slightest inconvenience

>>82814817
i hope camuischizo adds this to the list after he drops a huge dm leak even though she's said literally nothing to or about him publicly since then

>>82815089
It's not self imposed for me ( >>82814885
). I'm a cis woman, I'm not interested in transitioning, I'm just okay with both pronouns on me. I'm very much so a tomboy and that hasn't changed at all

I'm researching Kurosanji shit and I still stumble on Miyu talking about her mom's death on unrelated tweets. How?!
https://x.com/miyuyus_/status/1819305250504757722

>>82815128
fwofie no...

I feel like if I say anything to the people around me Ill just be mentally torturing them. I'm self aware enough to know that when oush comes to shove I know I'm going to say some torturous BPD schizo shit that'll just hurt them. And I also know I want to hurt them because I genuinely resent them. But they're just normal people and its not their fault they have to be tied to someone like me. So I've been living as a mute. If you can't say anything nice don't say anything right? But at the same time I want to scream and shout
>I'm literally dying right in front of you if you cared you would do something about it why are you fine to have me obviously suffering and helpless under your roof I fucking hate you I wish I never met you

I'm going live tonight

This is my message to every fucking /asp/ie, CLEAR YOUR STEAM ALIASES

vtubers, in the thread about vtubing and growing your vtuber brand, what are you doing to improve your content today?

I'M STICKING MY DICK INTO MY WALLS AND COVERING KIJI WITH CUM AAAAAAAARGH

>>82815411
Stream and Scream

>>82815345
Its literally self imposed because you're just taking a simple mistake people made that you did not correct and now you've fundamentally changed your entire being

Thats like when CWC went to a mall as a kid and an anamatronic bear called him the wrong name so he insisted that was his name and had it legally changed

Thats literally you!!!

>>82814726
slushywater on discord

>>82815254
That's a good thing to walk back tbf
Feels like going back on that coupled with the vaguepost he made he actually loved rottie probably more than chrii who must be malding

>>82815635
Sent the dick pic

>>82815351
https://x.com/miyuyus_/status/1819340800347537448

>>82815716
Layla needs to get back on that alt and put her in her place again

>>82815516
Hi Coco!! Hope you’re doing well! I’m planning for an art stream that I wanna do in the future. Not tonight though. I’m going to play games with my brother tonight :)

>>82815716
she has legit brain damage

>>82815557
>fundamentally changed your entire being
Please tell me what part of my fundamental being changed by letting people online call me whatever they want? Lmao

Most chuubas would benefit from cognitive behavioral therapy (and potentially/probably medication.) When your thinking is so heavily distorted, you could be handed everything you ever wanted on a silver platter and still want to blow your brains out. You could suddenly become successful and charismatic and everybody loves you, and still want to blow your brains out.
A healthy environment obviously makes things easier, but the main issue needs to be tackled internally. Ideally you should seek professional help, but you can find resources online to assist with cognitive behavioral self-therapy. It's a difficult and long process and there will still be shitty days and horrible pits, but you'll come out better for it. It's hard, it hurts, and it sucks to confront the way you've been conditioned to think and process; but you will be better for it. Obviously it's easier said than done, but it can be done.
>But I tried improving myself and it didn't work
Be completely honest with yourself and ask again if you really, truly, put in an earnest and genuine effort. Set goals and stick to them. Set rules for yourself and don't break them. Disengage with situations that lead to/emphasize negative thinking or make you feel impulsed to react negatively.
Genuinely, if you have the chance to get professional help and the service provider doesn't have any serious complaints against them, take the chance.
>But nothing helps
This is the exact line of negative thinking that cognitive behavioral therapy is used for. You need to realize what thoughts are negative, and change them in your head.
"But nothing helps" becomes "So far, what I've tired hasn't lead to any improvement. Therefore, I have to search for something else that could help in a positive way / re-evaluate what I'm currently doing." It sounds cringe and lame, but you have to keep practicing and actively come to decisions that would make a positive impact on your life.
>But it'd be easier to kms
And you'd never be any happier. You might not like hearing it or might not believe it, but legitimate happiness is worth staying alive for, and it is something you can have.

>tl;dr
don't kill yourself. your brains fucked, but you can fix it. purchase cup noodles chicken flavor in bulk.

I just want to open up to a female and traumadump and bond with her regardless of ever being able to have a relationship with her. I just want a female to genuinely care about me in any way at all.

>>82815128
You act like anybody is going to give a shit

>>82815687
It says message not recieved bc file is too big. Try again.

>>82815771
You are fundamentally mechanicus transglormation of the divine light you have snuffed it out

Khubie is live playing Mabinogi
https://www.twitch.tv/khubie

>>82815716
this is such a morbid thing to say, miyu needs to stay offline if she's still this affected by it

>>82815763
im doing super well ty! watchlist situation is literally fully over yay :D :D
also i hope you have a fun art stream when you do! what sorts of fun things did you have in store?

hell your brother i say hi c:<

>>82815969
>hell your brother
*TELL
i meant to say 'tell' wtf i am so bad at sexpesting what the FRICK

>>82815969
I thought the feds got you

>>82815969
Coco I used to think you were cis but the trans allegations are too strong, sorry sister.

>>82815754
^.^
https://x.com/mariepossaaVt/status/1823159326954991888

>>82815516
I've started the process of actually drawing a new PNG after using the same one for about a year.
I need to actually think about what to do for new emotes.
For the time being, though, I'm gonna take a week or so off from streaming because internet hort and hour-long streams are too short for any party involved to get their fix. I'll try to put some of this freshly freed up time toward thinking of things I can improve upon.

>>82816118
>Marie Possaa is back
BASED

mariepossa is actually camui

>>82815788
Fuck your pills and sheltered advice

>>82815516
Art reps!

>>82816062
lol dork

Just to respond to the anon that said Suraya made it for selfposting their own thread. He got 9 new followers from the stunt since a few days ago, for a total of 136 followers.

>>82815969
I usually have a redeem where I draw a picture for whoever redeems it that costs 799 points. During the art stream I wanna make it cost 99 since I'll be able to do them a lot faster. Also I wanna just draw my Vtuber buddies which I normally do anonymously, but now I'll actually show it off!

>>82816118
My Portuguese Princess has such a sense of humor...

>>82816118
mariee can u plz call out kuromaru out for being a zionist thx

>>82816228
Why are you mad

>>82815788
Cognitive behavioral therapy is great, but it needs to start from the right place. People get exactly what they put into it out of it. It’s like the self-fulfilling prophecy of cognitive schemas. There are many problems it can help with. There are many it cannot. But if it helps at all, it will help because the patient wants it to help. If they believe that it can help. If the patient truly wants change. Please don’t represent CBT as a silver bullet for all of life’s problems. At best, it can help one react to some better and thus improve quality of life. How much? Who knows.

>>82816118
kek

>>82816228
Go back to r9k you fucking loser, come back in a couple years if you ever grow up

>>82816355
I deleted so I'd appreciate if you did too

>>82816266
Stop talking in third person about yourself

>>82816100
NTA but how did you ever think Coco was not trans? I thought they were very open about not being a cis woman. I swear to god some of you transphobes are so dense I almost think you secretly love it like your rock hardest fetish.

>>82815372
i laughed thanks

>>82816399
I just don't want to be a drug addict and talk to condescending bad therapist types. Also I'm very fatigued with the idea that I just didn't do the improvement thing right. I did.

>>82816448
Coco has always maintained the "biological woman with an hag voice" narrative

>>82815128
>He didn’t make a whole new everything for his tuber persona

>>82815788
The more I talk to Americans and Europeans that spend too much time on American internet, the more I think Americans need some serious therapy in general. Not just VTubers.

>>82816545
>hag voice
What the fuck are you on about? I swear to fucking god, you guys are lost.

>>82816448
She would always blame her shitty mic and health issues that made her sound nasally (stuffed nose iirc), but after being exposed to so many tranny vtubers now, there's no way she isn't part of them now.
I know fwofie also gets called trans, but her voice isnt really as clockable as Coco's, and I don't think fwofie is trans either she just has a soft voice.

>>82816448
I don't understand how she's trans at all

>>82816502
Some people need meds to live normally, so fucking what. This is what I mean by grow up. There's nothing noble about being less than you could be.

>>82816118
https://x.com/miyuyus_/status/1823159615670124590
You broke her.

>>82816077
i lived bitch also it'll make for a pretty funny story i think. it's very retard brain coded
>>82816100
ok cool
>>82816148
yo new png?! big! am in the middle of full rebrand and holy moly work. what ideas did you have for emotes so far? and what do you feel like your viewers often comment about you? i feel those two go hand in hand.
>>82816233
DRAW THOSE IMAGINARY BOXES BITCH
>>82816253
*teleprots behidn u*
>>82816267
frick ye c: that does sound cozy as heck, be sure you shill that one! i feel like you might want to limit the per-person redeem cap to encourage lots of new people to try
>>82816448
i dont say. two big reasons for it:
1. idk how it matters / if it even should
2. i dont wanna limit artistsfan art of me with a cock is kinda hot. this is the actual reason
it works out because my nasal whatever is super fucked up, will need surgery, i'm on a cpap machine etc so i have a dorky question mark voice anyways ezpz. but when i do get my sinus corrective stuff done, idk what that'll do to my audience because whole new voice where i can actually breathe but that's an issue for another day

>>82816448
Coco denies she's trans tho

>>82816809
Enough. Drop it. You're just hurting me at this point. I'll be gone soon anyway. Plesse just delete and call it a wash

>>82816834
No, she's using it for engagement and sympathy bait now.

>>82816545
Yeah that ain't no hag voice mate. He always came across as a cis guy that loved futa to me.

You retards can just ask her. She's right here

>>82816753
How is a poor mic making them commission futa art and acting like a bro?

>>82816902
Coco you are very cool to me!

>>82816902
>idk how it matters / if it even should
It doesn't matter until people start saying ridiculous things.

>>82816902
You're gonna get vocal chord surgery?
Don't do it, trannies who get it end up losing their voice and sounding like Mickey Mouse.

>>82815805
First things first, stop referring to them as females. Start seeing them as people with their own lives, rich experiences and their own wants rather than the holders of a resource you want to extract from them.

I wish I could sell my vocal chords

>>82816902
You shouldn't have come back

>>82816902
wait that shit is not a meme? you were in some watchlist?

>>82817302
I already do that I only said female to be explicit and I have a habit of using detached language to begin with. You misinterpreted my post.

>>82816753
If you listen to how Fwofie talks when she's excited, there's no way she's not a girl. Girls have this way of spazzing that makes it obvious and I've never seen a trans girl act that way.

>>82816753
You're right nobody is trans now they're all real women.

>>82817430
She sounds like a tranny that transitioned early in life, not when she was an adult.

>>82817493
even WIP?

>>82817507
You're really reaching buddy.

>>82817051
let the children play, they're having fun!
>>82817129
idk how i gaslit you into this but hey sure c: ty
>>82817285
>vocal chord surgery
maybe bait? idk
i need p extreme sinus surgery. my nasal airways have been basically useless my whole life, so this is how i learned to speak. close enough and it sounds kinda goofy, i dont mind it!
>>82817411
yes. i got in touch with staff adjacent to Homeland in an informal setting and learned i was making a VERY easy to fix mistake lol. it's p embarrassing

>>82814466
Probably never and it's another nothingburger like all the others

>>82817594
Just choose which it is. But I'm not going to indulge double standards by anonymous posters.

One thing after another, you guys are so fucking cringe. Only a matter of time before I take myself off the tierlist too and hope this place burns.

>>82817641
So are you trans or not? I'm fucking confused.

>>82817641
uummm i dont know you but i hope we can get along in the future

>>82817421
Well then, try talking to them. Have you tried that?

>>82817869
>So are you trans or not
Scroll. >>82816902
>i dont say. two big reasons for it:

>>82817430
>>82817507
No, it's obvious, sounds like she just transitioned and started voice training a year or two ago. She posts inconsistent voice samples because it's too new to settle.

>>82817953
What on earth are you talking about?

>>82817960
>I dont say
So dont get mad when people assume you're trans, tranny.

>posts inconsistent voice samples
Anon she streams for 8 hours at a time and does karaoke streams, what the fuck are you on about? Wait. I'm talking to a schizo aren't I?

>>82818075
Fwofie has never streamed and she only just arrived here to post inconsistent vocaroos.

>>82816902
I do a bit where I go on about why I'm bothering to "drink" water the first time a hydrate redeem is made in a given stream, so I might see about something in the way of a sip emote. Other than that, I'm not sure atm, I'm godawful at thinking about that stuff for some reason. Gotta consult my notes, maybe my past self had the presence of mind to jot something down lmoa

>>82817814
This was always obvious. Everyone is being disingenuous about it now because they don't want to be the one with the schizo attention.

Fwofie isn't real. Once you start taking your meds, she'll disappear.

>>82817968
We are talking about Coco not Fwofie.

>>82818075
You're not talking to anyone because you fear getting a response. The damage control says enough.

>>82818131
Does lying like this make you cum or something

>>82818235
Then Coco doesn't sound like any real effort was made on voice training. At least with Fwofie you can tell that she's trying her best to keep it up but should do opera singing vocal exercises to get better at it.

>>82817981
Talking to women. If you talk to them as people, if you're anyway competent socially you can make friends a girl

Inflammatory comments or questions which offer no constructive criticism are more often than not bait. New and old friends alike may find the following list of common trolling techniques useful in these trying times:
https://pastebin.com/Spr0cRkH

Gonna dream about cuddling with Autumn tightly

Coco and Fwofie fighting over who gets next turn at the Dilation Station while WIPlash is hogging it.

>>82818391
I don't thing you really understood my post man. This is getting weird.

>>82818188
I'm going to grab her, marry her and breed her.

>>82818446
Only one of them is allowed to be cis and they'll dip anonymous to throw each other under the bus. Who will win?

>>82817902
it's nice to meet you! i'm coco, gen4 lewd(?)tuber that's turning a new, more seiso leaf. my twitch is cocolust (short break because i was on a glowie watchlist until a week ago D: ), and i'm getting more pumped as i get the assets together for a BIG rebrand soon c: i've made lots of lifelong friends here, there really are gems in the dirt. look forward to seeing you around, fren!

Why are you like this?

>>82816379
Yeah, I should've been more thorough and specific with what I meant. It's not a miracle method and isn't meant for every situation and I didn't mean to imply the benefit would be a fix for everything wrong. I was more saying it for those who needed to hear it put in a less sugarcoated way, not anyone who had already genuinely tried and didn't get the results they needed.
The way I worded things was quite curt, people can be stubborn and defensive sometimes and not want to accept that they are able to do something about the way they think or react to things. But some people need to be approached more gently/logically or from different angles, neither is more or less correct, but a matter of what works.
I do still think most people with distorted thinking would benefit from it if given proper resources, but I realize resources are often very generalized if you only have access to the internet and not real world help. It definitely is not a fix for everything and mental health is something that varies wildly and solutions needs to be tailored specifically to the person.

>>82818532
I lean more towards Fwofie being cis.

Don't call it a comeback, I never left.

Horror Night Collab w/ Okami and the besties.

https://www.twitch.tv/cranevt

>>82818582
As a tranny, your voice gives trans girls confidence because we can sound just like a cis girl like you.

>>82817814
yeah, me too. i like my frens here but this is all just absurdly gay.

>>82818743
>Crane stream
FUCK YES, MY PUSSY IS GETTING WE-
>Okami
Duuuude, stop streaming with your gf all the time. You have a BFE voice, you have a good looking menhera model (Iriya 2.0), what are you doiiiing

>>82818582
I think i found you

>>82818581
The best method to keep a low profile is to not react and never sock puppet or have your friends shill you. You never hear anyone talking about the other girls despite that some of them have deep feminine voices or pictures of their horse faces on their socials. You don't say anything, you don't react, you don't push back and people won't care or think twice. You can't ask why when it takes two or more to tango.

trannyschizos really at it tonight huh?

>>82818582
Good luck on your rebrand Coco! You seem cool but the lewd angle was never really for me. Are you excited for Factorio Space Age?

>>82818469
>I want a female to talk to
>>have you tried talking to one?
>wtf weirdo?

Are you stupid?

>>82818850
Can you refrain from talking about your genitalia you're being gross

>>82818693
That's what Fwofie would say.

>>82818582
I'd rather see more camuischizo posting than you here

>>82818941
This isn't /soc/ man. Take it somewhere else. I'm not going to harass /asp/ies. Stop talking to me like I'm some insane incel.

>>82818925
I guess he got bored of camui

i wish WoW Dryads were feasable as a model basis...

>>82818916
The only girls we tranny voices are Coco, Fwofie, WIPlash and Autumn.

>>82818582
Take care coco you have interesting streams hope I catch more of them in the future!

>>82818990
No, she would say "Excuse me, I have 4 THOUSAND FOLLOWERS ON TWITTER, who think I'm cis"

>>82810130
It geta worse before it gets better.
Stay strong, anon

>>82819063
>This isn't /soc/ man
Take your own advice then

>>82818762
You can do a lot better too. The best voice I've ever heard was from a trained singer that was transitioning. She had such a feminine girl voice but an opposite guy voice she used to troll people. The ones I knew that were stealth for over 5 years sounded good too but had done voice training for so long that it hurt them to go back to their old voice. You have to put in the work or you just sound like a gay dude.

Stop responding to the trannyschizos. Just ignore them. They'll reply to themselves as well to get you to react. Just ignore.

>>82818850
>menhera
Crane is the most normie person here

>>82819247
Take yours, sperg

>>82815805
>>82819366

>>82819326
His model is menhera.

>>82819309
It's not schizos though. If someone talks about it others respond because they know it too. I bet you're false flagging trying to make it worse and get someone mad so they'll hold a vendetta and become an actual schizo.

>>82819460
It's Coco just trying to bury the truth.
Ignore him.

>>82812154
NTA but if you have the energy to seethe here, you have the energy to improve your life in a meaningful way

>>82819437
What's the point if you aren't a little bit spastic?

>>82819148
That can't be true. We're being told they sound and behave exactly like the rest of them and not like they have transition PTSD.

>>82819560
Rura tweeted out "sorry for not streaming, i got lazy" and got more likes and retweets that aspies here posting shit they've worked on for days, and still didn't came out of retirement.

>>82812640
I'm actually feeling pretty good.
The sad anons are probably upset they have to go back to school in 2 weeks

someone please give me a headpat

Question time!
I'm an idiot with no experience in livestreaming but have been wanting to try out vtubing. Does anybody have tips on how to NOT fuck up at the start? I've already created a dummy windows account where the only ties to my main should be my steam family share info. And on the OBS side of things, are these settings safe to use? Idk if they're default or I tried messing with them in the past, but they're what I have.

>>82819750
Post name

I know it hurts but ignore it. Always ignore until they get tired and never believe what you read here. You will be ok.

My plan was to go live after I finished the Undertale Yellow Genocide route, but now I feel like shit for killing everyone so I cant stream...

>>82819763
I hope you have a nvidia gpu if you're using those encoding settings

>>82819750
*headpats*

I'll put this on your tab.

>>82819859
Don't ignore it. You have to absorb it and reflect. Something you do makes people act like this, and your reactions spur their reactions on and on. When you ignore it they will keep responding. Reflect on why you think it would be so bad if people thought you were what they say. Then reflect on why many others that are the same also react like that. Ignore it and you will never move on in life.

>>82819750
pat pat! i'll pay off your tab from the other anon. you've been good, you deserve it.

>>82812640
I've become a controversial figure despite never harming or offending anyone.

hiii thread .w. i love you guys and wish i had less nerves to talk to more of you mwah mwah mwah, i go back to lurk

>>82819763
Make sure your Twitch account has VOD saving turned on

>>82819750
*pat pat pat pat pat*
Headpats and such will be provided for free upon request, citizen

>>82820108
Implying opinions of mentally disabled 0view 4chan heretubers matter
If you change yourself based on what anyone here posts you’re retarded

>>82816118
Imagine being such a piece of shit you harass someone for losing their mom.

>>82820149
you and me both, sheepie. you and me both.

>>82815516
VOD/clip editing reps, booking new collabs

>>82820050
3060 TI. I'm aware it isn't the best card right now, so should I be running another encoding setting?

>>82820232
welcome to 4chan

>>82820245
i just worry i come across as... weird or bothersome so i tend to not reach out often!

>>82820231
It's just accepting the reality that the biggest transphobes on 4chan are transgender themselves. They take crabs in a bucket to a new level of being a mutually destructive bloodsport. Blame schizos and always be vulnerable or accept the truth and protect yourself from it.

>>82815516
expanding the youtube channel
rigging my new model
practicing art

>>82815788
why would you lie like that? everyone knows beef is the only correct flavor

>>82820373
no that's fine, it means it will use nvenc

>>82820382
you come across very needy and attention whorey in these threads, which is why i avoid you but befriended the other gen 6s

>>82820215
Thanks for the reminder - my account had it defaulted to off :/

>>82815969
so how many butt plugs did it take for the TSA to give up?

>>82820490
fair enough! I'm a little stupid and needy so understandable :)

>>82816336
rent free lmao

>>82820662
FREE PALESTINE
FREE PALESTINE
FREE PALESTINE

>>82820546
i have TRULY marvelous stories to tell. saving for strem

Just jerked of to loli x shota

>>82820719
and im supposed to believe this is NOT a tranny ?

>>82820806
same, nice

>>82819750
*pat pat* please be well tonight.

>>82819571
What does that even meeeeaaaan. The words self improvement asked circled in my head so much but nobody tells me what that even is

I took a hiatus and transitioned mtf and now I want to stream again but I feel like its too late and my audience will be mad im not a bro anymore

so what are trump and elon talking about?

Why won't anyone collaborate with me

>>82821505
Namedrop

>>82821546
Nobody here remembers me

>>82820806
hi Alpin

I'm going to start streaming again as soon as I graduate highschool

>>82821612
>>82820806
Samefag

>>82821758
Miu...

>>82821758
I don't plan on doing any A levels so I hope to stream much more as soon as I finish up this required schooling.

>>82821580
Whose fault is that is you wont namedrop and instead sadpost vaguely like a pathetic loser? there is your explanation why no one collabs with you

I unironically want to reverse groom one of the virgin old men here. I think being a virgin is really cute. And old men are hot and it would make me feel so powerful doing that. Can you guess I'm a CSM fan?

>>82822069
im not a virgin, sorry

>>82821977
Sukadrii

>>82822069
28 isn't old, shut up.

>>82822265
Incel

>>82822069
I'd rather a man already know how to make me cum. that's right I like SLUTS that will also let me peg them a little

>>82822069
yes hello I volunteer I'm very old. near ancient, even. Can you guess my favorite character was himeno? 22 is old, right?

>>82822069
sorry I don't date whores.

>>82821758
Discord :3

>>82822484
no it isn't, it's CRINGE get the FUCK out of here

>>82821926
You would mess up your entire future just for a few more subs?

>>82822069
No same, I fucking love older guys and I want to make one of you my cute boyfriend. Just love me and make sure you don't make eyes for any other person!

>>82820490
To add on to this it's strange how she oddly always appears after the schizos are done attacking other girls. But don't take my word for it. Just an observation.

>>82822599
Its 2024 -what future?

Its not fair that man deteriorate so bad. I could deal with wrinkles and shit but losing my hair? What kind of horrible joke is that?

>>82822406
I’m a non virgin old man and pegging is my #1 fetish we are real

>>82822265
the sooner you resign to your fate, the better.

>>82822069
tier list your targets by groomability

>>82822069
Reverse groom? Huh? You gonna "groom" yourself and march into my DMs? Or are you just going to try to groom me? It's easier than you'd think either way, but you'll never find me

Sex with older men vchuubas

>>82822737
shave your head, get buff, grow a beard

>>82822800
Its reverse groom because I'm the young female targeting another man

>>82822484
you're a fucking infant lmfao

>>82822873
That looks so lame. I want to be myself.

>>82822838
I've been on this train for over a year now

Dating an /asp/ie would be fun especially if they're an older man

>>82822650
The one you will realize you've been living in 10 years and will continue to live for another 60 years.

Dating an /asp/ie would be fun especially if they're a younger man

>>82822650
this is the correct answer

>>82823071
Hahahahahahaha

>>82822944
Well "yourself" is balding so get used to it loser

>>82822944
weren't you just complaining about aging poorly?

>>82823071
ok boomer

>>82823139
fuck no, all the young male aspies are insecure as fuck and cannot handle you having an audience

>>82822737
I wish my hairline was the exact same
I wish I never grew body hair
It sucks so fucking much
I hate my body
Women have it so easy.
They never have to look in the mirror and see an alien

>>82823139
Please be a man

>>82823057
Please don't, you young people have a much better future. We would more than love to matchmake you with our juniors, but we're content with where we are now in our lives
t. wizard ojisan

>>82822937
I'm not that young im a grown ass man!!!!!!!
>>82822570
RUDE

Oji x young femboy is the only pairing that matters

I wish just one one time, they would love me back.

>>82823269
No we are not

>>82823296
I do.

>>82822644
my only real comment here is im usually always lurking thread from boredom on side screen if at pc

>>82823269
>Please don't, you young people have a much better future.
nta but this is a line ive read in my BL stories so much its insane
>>82823280
oji x younger guy is just great

>>82823209
The saddest part about this whole human society experiment is that as much as we're told to learn from the past, nobody ever does. Same old shit all the time, and nobody ever thinks more than one step ahead.

>>82823156
>>82823190
Whats your problem? Chill

>>82823372
Wow what anime did you get that from genius

I don't like the constant psychic attacks people my age do where they call themselves and everyone around them old like holy fuck. Why do you get off on this demoralizing shit? You make life sound horrible after 25.

>>82823330
I want to believe

>>82823439
>thinking a description of your npc behavior is from an anime

>>82823531
ikr? it makes me laugh. life after 30 has been great for me.

>>82823639
no nigga, look at the stock market retard. what fucking future

>>82823639
You talk like a monologuing anime. Go touch grass before you continue to embrace yourself posturing as a wizened elder sage at age 30.
NPC behavior as jf. You don't know me. You're making assumptions based on nothing.

>>82823531
everything you thought was bad or even got bullied for is now being fetishized and people are getting told that their bullies never did anything wrong (actually saw this a few days ago)

>>82823655
maybe you should read a newspaper.

>>82823655
Life after 30 genuinely doesn't seem worth living. I don't get what I have to look forward to.

>>82823806
Married life and kids.

>>82823837
Well I can't have that

>>82823837
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>82823861
Not with that attitude

>>82823896
Well I can't. You don't have to turn stuff around and kick me and 1 up me. You won i lost.

>>82823531
I find it more frustrating than horrible and only in a few instances. There are a few people here that make it part of their brand to be the old crotchety wise geezers. The problem I have with it is that I'm about ten years older and can't help but see them as especially immature dumbasses with their head stuck up their asshole. Like goddamn stop acting like you're world wise and helping people learn about the real world by being an asshole all the time. You're not helping anyone, you're just crabbing and projecting because you can't get out of your dead end low skilled job, can't move out of your in-laws, and can't get even 10 viewers.

just settle down with someone who has been run through by your entire town bro. don't think about how shes had your best friends dick in her though, thats gay. which is okay because its 2024 and actually you should invite him back for another round as a good friend

>>82823951
Why you cant

>>82823805
why would reading a newspaper change my life? you're retarded

I was so close to hitting the start strreaming button, but I have zero motivation to stream and talk to people... just gonna go back to playing overwatch

>>82823748
>the stockmarket, the stockmarket, this time it's the end for sure
>>82823749
>complete sentences is so anime now watch as I pull more excuses out of my ass crack

shes a good woman dude honest. she doesn't even think of the one dick she had 7 years ago that was twice your size

>>82823755
You're too old to be talking like this

>>82823992
Married life and kids doesn't sound good to me as someone whose been so fucked for so long and I'm mentally a kid. I'm not an anti natalist but for personal reasons it's demoralizing. Like what would I be signing up my kid for? I genuinely have no good memories from my life. And clearly if I've lived this long with nobody wanting to date me I'm just deficient. There's no point for me specifically. So married life and kids is just not an option. And the other adult achievements don't sound tempting at all either

>>82823951
Self fulfilling prophecy. I'm not one upping you bro. If you keep believing it'll never happen, it won't.

>>82823655
My twenties was exactly the same as my thirties. Fucking nothing and just doing whatever.
Whatever you're doing right now is most likely what you're going to be doing in ten years. And if that scares you then maybe you should get off your ass and do something today, tomorrow, next week.