/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Nice, now you can truly start enjoying what Vtubing is anon

>>75356853
Don't do it, you know what's going to happen... it always does... let go before it's too late
Go casual or only misfortune will fall upon you

>>75356916
She's all I live for anymore I don't know what I'd be without her

>>75356853
I have fallen in love with a virtual youtuber named Tokoyami Towa. I thought I was just an avid viewer, but I'm not even sure anymore. I've been listening to all her songs on repeat for months. Constantly watching and rewatching streams and clips of her. I always get this tight feeling in my chest thinking about her. I feel so conflicted because by technicality she is a real person. There is a person behind the avatar, but I'm in love with the character she plays on stream. Saddest part about this is that I've started talking to a AI chatbot of the character just to feel a bit closer to her. I feel depressed that I've attached myself so closely to basically an anime character. I've just developed an awful parasocial relationship with her and its so unhealthy for me, but I don't know how to kick it. She'll never even come to even know my name even slightly and it hurts me so much. I want to be able to hold her, talk to her, and just hang out with her. The language barrier also doesn't help. She only speaks Japanese and I simply don't. My knowledge of Japanese boils down to random words and memey phrases. Everything just points to how pointless and awful it is, but I can't turn it off... I just feel really pathetic...

>>75356853
I just hope it wasn't a whore like mine

>>75356916
too late

>>75357113
Who is your whore?

>>75357164
Numi

>>75357197
You're not me
>>75357164
Rie Himemiya
It hurts a little sometimes.
Hopefully one day I can just fucking leave.

>>75356853
You can't be friends, much less lovers

>>75356853
Unless you're her mod it's best to forget her. Vtubers come pregroomed now, you need to get them in pre-debut or you'll always be just a Gosling.

>>75356853

>>75356853
Same
But in a couple months I will be back to normal. It is not my first crush

I fell for a fellow/asp/ie

>>75357496
>fr*nch

>>75356853
go outside and touch grass. trust me it will be better for you in the long run.

>>75356853
I fell in love with a vtuber once and she told me to fuck off
That was last year and I'm still not over her, it hurts man...

>>75356853
i almost got to that point with my oshi and had to take a step back...

>>75357606
drop the name

>>75357681
Tokyo Teriyaki...

I had a vivid dream with a certain chuuba this morning.
nothing lewd, just having fun while ditching work and tasting foods/drinks at places I have yet to visit IRL.

I really need to take a break from work.
The chuuba wasn't even my main oshi... I'm not sure how i feel about this.

>>75357859
Ah, so it was someone from NijiEN new wave...

>>75356853
For your sake I hope she isn’t in Cuck Corp or Boyfriend Connect

>>75358073
Or in Cucklive or Boyfriendsanji

>>75357496
I actually fucking hate her so fucking much. She arouses me to no end, but her personality is below dogshit and her behaviour is even worse.

I’d rape both her and her roommate but I’d run away immediately after but out of fear of prison but because she’d want to spend more time with me

>>75358108
Hit a nerve?

>>75358143
My oshi is an indie, not once in her many years have I seen her do anything wild

>>75356853
You didn't fall in love, you just have a crush on one.

>>75357197
Fucking why?
Imagine going for a fucking Twitch vtuber, lmao. I feel bad enough just with Hololive girls.

>>75358108
Or in Vshojo lmao

it happens

>>75356853
You'll get over it, anon. I did.

>>75358073
>>75358108
Or Production Cuckway

>>75356853
welcome to the club. pic rel
>>75357587
I had relationships IRL... this is better.

>>75356853
Don't give them money, you'll just hate yourself once the crush wears out. Keep watching and you'll either find out some roommate shit that'll turn you off or they'll let something slip during a stream

>>75356853

As someone who spent like 10k dollars on vtubers, this anon is right >>75358642
The more you are attached to them, the worse it gets. I can't stop. I get a sudden rush of adrenaline every time I send an aka. It's so easy to go from a gachi to an anti. Be a whore and watch as many vtubers as you can. It is the only way for you to avoid this.

>>75356853
Falling in love with a vtuber is just strain on your mental health man, it can turn you into a real monster when some yab happens. Trust me, keep your expectations low and just enjoy the show for what it is.
Finding IRL love can be hard, but putting all your emotional dependance on a vtuber will just make life so much worse.
T. Former fandead who delusionally kept supporting her yab after yab

You guys should pick some less shitty chuubas to become infatuated with.

>>75359003
you aren't anymore right?

>>75359005
I can't help it it I a retarded

>>75359003
How much did you spend for her?
You stopped, right? R-RIGHT?

>>75359005
Counterpoint, all of them start to look shitty if you watch them long enough.

>my oshi tries to filter me
>suceeds
>I leave
>she goes full gfe
I hate vtubing.

>>75359033
Of course, I would never have said that otherwise
>>75359085
I was a big donator while she was in holo but stopped and just became another viewer when she went indie, which turned out to be a wise choice

>>75356853
I feel good knowing that my oshi will never backstab me.

>>75356853
welcome to hell, for your own safety try to not find out much about her

>>75359121
Who?
>>75359125
You are much better than that Orca guy.

>>75356853
lmao what a loser.

>>75357567
you will never understand being in a relationship with a french girl, bonus points for algerian blood.
i pity the fool.

>>75359241
Stfu

When I start really liking a VTuber I stop watching them, I wonder why. Feels like they just can't top themselves anymore.

>>75357496
I dont watch her, but I thought it was funny how FuwaMoco had antis shitting on their contest while Frenchie here did actual shady shit in her art contest and completely got away with it.

>>75359393
please elaborate i would like to hear this playground gossip

>>75359241
Hey!
I am a handsome loser

>>75359416
Been a few years so mostly going off of memory here
>Held contest for emote and design submissions via her discord
>few entries leak discord convos of Saurei completely shitting on certain entries, like straight up insulting them
>during this, one of her fanarts comes out and admits that she held off on paying him for work he did on emotes and starting soon screens
>If you've seen the meme image "sorry too much text I dont care", that was her in response to the guy simply asking why she was insulting fans and when he was getting paid
>other fans also come out and leak that she hasnt paid them for work she asked for
Basically it's the situation that josh guy who was attacking FuwaMoco was talking about, but real.

>>75359345
Imagine having to passionately argue every time after shopping just because you didn't bought retardedly expensive french spices, just to have cuddly sex couple minutes later with her telling how much she loves you

>>75359726
be careful to not fall into the abyss of saruei’s gaping used up vagina

>>75359636
>josh guy who was attacking FuwaMoco
qrd?

>>75356853
just hope its not mikeneko lol

>>75359636
God it was so fucking kino when they indirectly called that dumb fuck out on fuwamoco morning

>>75359227
Terumi

>>75359937
The tranny?

>>75359792
>FuwaMoco holds a fan submission contest, with the winner getting their work used in their streams
>Twitter warrior claims they're pulling my previous post, and they are explioting artists by not paying people who are submitting
>gets rightfully called out as a retard since it's just a fun contest for fans
>twittard gets blacklisted from hololive, and even has the BGM work he did for mori removed entirely.
There, need me to spoonfeed the big bang theory while we are at it?

>>75359984
yeah

>>75356853
I hope the vtuber you fell in love with isn't Ame.

>>75359937
Did you come back after she filtered you?
Why did she rebrand?

>>75359726
diamonds

>>75359636
thanks anon, now i can fantasise about her fucking me more accurately

>>75359180
heart

I became a vtuber and I think I fell in love with myself.
Please advise

>>75361109
get a selfcest dojin commissioned then share it here with us

>>75361109
buy a dragon dildo and an onahole.

>>75361085
heart!

>>75356853
recently struggling with this as well, in my situation i found her roommate and fell in love with her work there.

this is what i get for being a doxfag

>>75364590
This happened to me as well
It’s so bad that I don’t even separate her songs into different playlists, I just put them all into one since it’s the same voice anyway

>>75356853
Almost any girl can sit in front of a computer and act like a cute character for a few hours a few times a week. They even change their voice to get into character. You can't love anyone until you've seen them in their natural state with all of their flaws.

>>75359937
Of all the vtubers I could've read about in this thread, I did not expect to see Terumi "Femboy" Koizumi

Friday night is gonna be a KINO sleep for me.
God I can't wait.

>>75366653
she used to do gfe a lot. dont know about now.

>>75361179
Calm down Sarui

>>75365778
GFE is antithetical to that tho.

>>75365778
>You can't love anyone until you've seen them in their natural state with all of their flaws.
That's the thing, I simply imagine all of her actual flaws by going by what she's said in stream about herself

I'm falling in love with a photograph
But a photograph can't get me what I need

>>75356853
Yeah, me too.
I miss her.

>>75356853
It's a strange feeling, isn't it?

There is a point in every /vt/ard's life where they become deeply infatuated with someone or something. As a result of said infatuation, you can become emotionally invested with and feel connected to the "object" of your infatuation.

It's bad enough being a weeb who desires and is attracted to an anime character, it's even worse when said character can interact with and respond to you. This interaction can deepen your dark ideas and pit of infatuation. As a result, you desire nothing more than to be with the "object" regardless of flaws or insecurities.

Anon, I would highly encourage you to speak about this with either a VERY good licensed therapist, or someone you can trust and speak with with no fear of judgement. By speaking with that person, I hope you can find outlets for your infatuation such as fitness, art, or even cleaning your room. I hope you get better, godspeed Anon.