/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Luv me wife, simple as.

Luv me son, simple as.

sup Otis Baker, you're still a faggot

passionate love making with

shontoes

>>73265748
This thing isn't even human

so then why is he so elegant?

>>73266078
no shit hes a cat

yangmi

>>73266518
i will

>>73266518
we will and so will shondo (cute)

>>73266250
you call that creature a cat?

>no stream schedule posted
Gonna be a long shadoweekend, huh? 3-4 days seems kinda rough especially after the last two streams crashed.
Hope she got tech issues sorted out cause I’ve been loving DP and have been playing DS with her.

>>73267385
syadouClueless
check her main twitter, she just soft graduated

>>73267385
sorry you have to find out this way

>>73267385
Anon...
You have to let her go...

I can't even enjoy the side hoes anymore with her gone like this. I wonder if this is how men in polygamous relationships felt when their main wife was sick?

I just feel completely dead inside. Is this even preferable to genuine despair? I can't tell.

If you think about it, it's kind of like a mutual simulacra.

I should have left too... this is too painful...

Wifey...

>gifted sub to alice
no! i will not be tempted!

>>73268907
it depends if you feel dead inside over this or if you feel dead inside in general and before this. being dead inside long term means you're broken which ironically feels worse.

>>73267385
anon do you live under a rock?

i think i want to stop being in love with her. i don’t know if i’m prepared for what’s to come.
how do i learn to let go?

I loved my gold digger of a wife

any 2 views shoggas want to share?

And you see a girl's pale white body. dancing through the turqouise. and her her footprints make you follow to where the sky loves the sea. And when you fingers find her she drowns you in her body.

>>73269732
just leave and stop yourself from thinking about her, you don't have to stop loving her

>>73269808
ft

>>73269808
fuck off, we're full

>>73269458
I guess it's combination of this and other things. It could even be a good thing, but right now I kinda yearn for some catharsis that I just can't reach at all.

i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love LOVE LOVE LOVE fallenshadow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get well soon shondo please!!!! do it for yourself!!!!!

I’m selfishly sad that the last stream I didn’t get any reads. Wish I could have ended this on as much of a high note as possible, but oh well…

>>73269867
How is never thinking about her any different from not loving her?

>>73270656
i said stop yourself, and i wasn't thinking he meant love as in infatuation, more like caring for her a lot.

felt really empty and out of it today. hope she is doing ok.

I feel good. I trust she will be ok, and the time away from the attention seeking grind will let me focus on being a better husband.

>>73270798
>i said stop yourself
seems like a distinction without a difference to be honest.
>he meant love as in infatuation, more like caring for her a lot.
i would spend the rest of my life with her if she let me. my love for her goes past Eros into Agape. i’d be ok with the sexless marriage if she never felt comfortable enough to fulfill her wifely duties (i know that sounded dumb sry)
i would go further into why i don’t think i am prepared for what could happen, but she’s stinky so she might be /here/ and even if its a negligible chance i dont want her to feel to blame for anything, no matter how minor.

>>73271597
well you were asking how to learn to let go, and i mean try to stop the thoughts about coming back or constantly thinking about her, you can still love her past eros and into agape while doing that, but it sounds like you don't want to even if you could. doesn't matter much to me what you pick

shondo in my arms

goodbye

hope she’s enjoying a nice fat veggie dog right now
why do girls always get lame body dysmorphia like anorexia? can’t they just be like bodybuilders and want to get stronk?

>>73272223
i guess it's about expectations? men are supposed to be strong and women aren't supposed to be fat, it does go both ways too

because theyre stupid and thats okay

Her asexuality makes me genuinely sad for her because it comes from a place of abuse. Physical intimacy with someone you love and trust is one of the best feelings in the world, even when it’s not lewd.

>>73272450
this

>>73272223
I don't party time to shon often but the original version makes me diamonds

Megane chads eating good but at what cost

i have stabilized and the voices demand she returns

When she comes back, do you think she will continue the games she was playing or just do new stuff? I was enjoying DP.
I know this isn’t exactly the most pressing matter.

she will probably play more DP, maybe not DS1 for a while. we're probably going to get zatsudan and kusoge for a while if she ever comes back

>When she comes back
:syadouClueless:

Donos during the hiatus. Yay or nay? I want to help but I imagine it contributes to the imposter syndrome since she literally can't do anything to earn it.

she must be an imposter because she vented into my heart

>>73273868
I think its fine, but i think saying a huge paragraph about how much you love and miss her or anything like that would be bad for her

>>73273868
really up to you imo
on one hand her family will need the support and if funds start running low she could end up feeling even more pathetic
on the other she might see the support and if shes not doing better, she’ll blame herself for being lazy and weak
it’s a catch-22
so just do whatever you think is best

im not donating because i will donate my entire life to her after getting married

she's coming back in /exactly/ 9 months

>>73273868
IMO yay but spread them over time rather than dump it all at once. I think it will ease any imposter syndrome she will have + that's what I plan on doing.

I knew she was acting sus after handing me that condom
damn brat

would you still support her if she came back and said she no longer wants to be an imouto wife but will still continue to do gaming streams?
asmr will be infrequent and impersonal, sticking purely to triggers

>>73274248
>would you still support her if she divorced you
No, I'm not a literal cuck.

>>73273868
Shondo has always expressed that she feels bad getting money for doing nothing and I assume this is more than multiplied when she is on a hiatus like this after she described feeling guilty for letting it reach this point

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5rEAILOiX4

>>73274248
I've been hung up on this question. I don't consider myself her husband nor her my wife and try to refrain for such language in chat. Reason being: it dilutes the meaning of the words and I want them to mean something when I become her irl husband.
It's not a competition because that implies that I can lose.
So, her dropping that part of Shadow might be good because it'll cull those who only care about Shadow and the GFE, but don't really love *.
However, I will miss her being sweet and kind and loving, even if it's something that everybody gets to publicly witness as opposed to true husband/wife intimate moments.
Until she tells me, personally, to fuck off, I'm going to try to be with her always.

>>73274248
Her promise was for forever, if she is the one to break it, then fallenshadow wouldn't exist anymore. She is free to graduate though and do whatever she likes after without me

>>73274795
You're one of the most autistic husbands S. Unironically.

weird posts

>>73274855
I knew someone would mis-ID me as S. Faggot wishes he was me. But you'll never catch me saying "i'll win" because * isn't something to win. Her love and trust is something to be earned, and that's something I'll out do all of you at.

>>73274958
Ok groomer.

>>73274958 (me)
sorry for using 'something' way too times in this post
u_u

syadouPeek in chat so i know who to laugh at

>third night reading her message before bed
>third night crying into my shondaki
Goodnight shoggas

>>73275006
Define groomer please. Otherwise I'll assume you are a troon or stinky femcel.

>>73275032
syadouKillYourself right here right now and it's a deal

>>73275032
for what?

melty

>>73274958
holy fuck another forest faggots clone
syadouYay in chat so we can hold you accountable when you remove your oshimarks by may 1st

does anyone have stats on top donors of all time?
i'd like some numbers and figures to look at to take my mind off of the bad feelings

>>73273868
Yay, she needs money to live and support her family.

>>73274248
Divorcing me means she divorces every shigger I don't like. It turns a loss into a win.

>>73275083
>groomer
Someone trying to groom Shadow for an irl relationship. If you're not a groomer you will simply shoot your shot, ask her out on a date the moment she comes back. If she leaves everyone for you then you're the one. Congrats.

divorce does not exist in my frame of reference

syadouHydrate in her chat so i can blah blah blah

I would simply refuse to let her divorce. I would continue to call her wife until she banned me

>>73275157
I'll give you a hint since I'm feeling generous
>remove your oshimarks by may 1st
This would be impossible. I trust you are smart enough for that to narrow down the list? Now how about we stop turning this thread to shit, please?

>>73275083
Saying this /here/ and not on your main is untrustworthy and groomer.

>>73275310
holy autismo i kneel

>>73267771
>"graduated"
it's genuinely over

>>73275273
syadouHydrate irl cause bitch you dehydrated

>>73275225
Ok, well what I meant is define 'groom'. I don't think anything I'm doing is groomer-core. I just have a crush on a girl my age and want to get closer to her and maybe something more.

>>73275362
I don't see how? I'm not lying or being duplicitous.

>>73275273
gotcha orpheus you dumb bastard mwheheheheheheheh

what is this character you're playing right now, shondo? it's cute but a little weird. please rest.

>>73275620
>I don't see how? I'm not lying or being duplicitous.
You're lying by omission and hiding your true thoughts from her.

calm down bro you're a literal who :)

newfag going through the subathon. insane any of you thought she wasn't just a baby girl when she starts bawling and saying she'll never do a subathon again on the 2nd day. i don't know how much she can actually handle, but i'm certain you're overestimating it.

>>73274208
I think it's debatable whether it would ease imposter syndrome, but who knows.
Important thing here IMO would be to not make a continued event out of it (like with flowery messages). For streams that's fine and often the point, but here it's about quietly giving her money.

>>73275881
you do see how many more days it goes on for don't you

>>73275842
Oh, sorry. I was not aware that whenever you were attracted to a girl, you had to immediately tell her that you plan to live out the rest of your days with her.
THAT'S the genuinely autistic route to take, shogga.

ye i'll win

parasocial FUCKS

shut the fuck up shondo

you're all miles behind me, i already won :)

>>73275881
I think you're 100% right and she should be protected and treated like the princess she is.
On the other hand, when you take a step back and look at her life's arc, she's pretty damn tough, determined, and resilient.

>>73276075
It's not normal to plan on living out the rest of your days with any girl you're attracted to. You're hiding your intentions from her because you know she would disapprove.

>>73275969
no i'm staying spoiler free.

>>73276271
>It's not normal to plan on living out the rest of your days with any girl you're attracted to.
bro you are an isolated freak if you think this is true
its literally become a whole meme because how relatable it is
and i dont mean jus here but in the broader internet as well

>>73276479
Imagining that scenario isn't the same thing.

a literal who is going to win

>>73276592
im not a literal who my name is tuffnarr aka bratty

>>73275620
>I just have a crush on a girl my age
this is an ojisan neighborhood, keep on movin'

how are you guys doing? I'm too lazy to read the thread

>>73276271
>You're hiding your intentions from her because you know she would disapprove.
Yeah, she would disapprove if a literal who showed up at her doorstep and asked "I love you! Will you marry me?"
Hence the part that you might be willfully ignoring in >>73274958 where I state that I'm going to earn her love and trust. How is that controversial or difficult to understand for you? I don't want to assume malice on your part but you're not making it easy, sorry.

no really syadouHmph in chat

>>73276691
>zoomers discriminated against a-fuckin-gain
SadCat

water the odds anon I’m going through subathon too! I never did my reps and now seems like about a good a time as any.

>>73276592
Thank you for believing in me, shogga. I will ask the Immaterium to bless you with good tidings.

>>73276805
Should have specified which chat ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Good luck finding it!

that literal who? me
t. 3 month primer

>>73275199
I don't have those stats, but she did change the bit and gift sub counter to "all time" briefly around mid-march.

>>73276999

>>73276975
>water
insanecat
glad we're on this journey together. wish the timestamps were a bit more accurate with when the break end. not here for the clipshows.

>>73276976
thing is when i said literal who i meant me and not you sorry

>>73277145
i made this post

>>73277107
that doesn't sound right, where's the people from the subathon

>>73276735
I'm only skeptical of someone who is set on gaining her trust so he can turn it into a physical relationship and will only post about it /here/. If you mean to sincerely earn her trust that is okay. Good luck.

>>73277209
Anon...He literally said around mid-march. Subathon was two marches ago

personally i dont like watching vods because i hate not being able to chat to her. also i would rather hear something directly from her (live) rather than look it up or hear it from past shadow.

>>73277290
just talk out loud

>>73277275
the fuck does "all-time" mean to you then

>>73277273
>physical relationship
I would like that one day, but I know it's unlikely to be realized. If cuddles are as physical as we'd ever get, then that's fine by me.
>only post about it /here/
Again, I'd feel like a creep if I went up to her face-to-face and said (in front of everyone else with internet access as well, mind you) "Hey, I love you from the bottom of my heart e and hope to one day marry you irl". She's also heard that before a million times, I'm sure. So I would rather she know I'm serious about the 'forever' part before that (which will be all the harder, I realize after D_ did his thing).
>Good luck.
Thank you. I genuinely feel like she's my soulmate, but this hiatus will be good for me to prove to myself it's not just infatuation.

>>73277484
I assumed that when she changed the settings to 'all-time', it started from that point going forward and would not reset. Not a big leap to think that Twitch would just hold on to all of those stats in their databases if they didn't have to. Amazon's already losing money on the site and servers aren't free.

is this like a weird form of well poisoning

do expound upon your assessment, vague anon.

also, what's with the schizo anon posting about shondo talking or whatever?

i really think the offline chat should be emote only in the hiatus

would you guys hate me if i came back?

>>73277209
I wasn't around then and haven't gotten around to stalking donos from the subathon, so I couldn't tell you for sure.

But you're right it does seem a bit off. Bans and name changes should account for most of it, but I don't understand why darkkal is on the bit list, but not the gifted list.

>>73278092
If you see something you think is weird or vibe breaking go to the mods

we already know you came back bratty

>>73278092
So far it's been fine except for a brief period of gayness a while ago.

>23% of posts are me
i feel like neosky
im sorry shoggas and shoggettes

S. I know who you are

>>73278148
nobody even noticed you left

>>73274161
its nice of her to support nina every step of the way

>>73277848
mate they keep track of how many subs each person has gifted, you can just click on their names
what are you on about

V. I know how you like your steak cooked

B. you're next

K. did you remember to file that paper work I handed you the other day? Needs to be submitted by 1300 on the 9th.

Do you think she's going to be radio silent the entire time? I don't know if I could handle not knowing what's going on with her

>>73278762
her manager confiscated all of her electronics

>>73278762
If she hasn't spoken up after a week from the announcement, then I assume we will not hear a peep until she comes back for real. Whether or not this is her choice to do so, is another question (although, I'm leaning 'not').

>>73278432
We know you're a lowlife with too much time on his hands, Bratty. I wouldn't be proud of this accomplishment.

>>73278948
stfu bitch ass shogger, that's not me.

>>73279033
Sorry, I forgot you go by Tuffnarr now.

>>73278762
It's deserved at this point. The longer she is away from a good number of you the better.

you dont really mean that ft...do ya?

>>73278762
I really, really, really hope she doesn't. It would be heartbreaking if she did.

>>73279061
thanks please stop dead naming me lel Smile WetCat bitch wife grr mods and groomers are after me but i thugged it out

People simping for some white schizo woman with bf, jesus vtubers were a mistake

>>73279321
that bf(husband)? me

rent free. that last one made me laugh though

Thanks as always, retard spammer for your... input

>>73279543
thanks i laughed while writing it :)

>>73276699
You are not missing much

>>73273868
I think it's fine. Just don't go overboard with it. It shows you care but at the same time giving her too much will just make her feel bad for getting so much money for nothing.

>>73274248
Forever is forever
Then I'd still be her husband, and as a husband, it's my duty to bring my wife back to her senses and remind her of her promise
Simple as

>>73276699
It's the same niggers shitting it up at the same hour. Nothing new for their circlejerk.

>>73275061
Goodnight shogga, nade nade

>>73276270
>she's pretty damn tough, determined, and resilient.
i fully agree with this, but she seems to be able to bounce back a lot better than rolling with the punches. obvi thats cause her bipolar means mood ebbs and flows, but constantly pushing her and not expecting her to break, eventually, is retarded and cruel.

>>73279855
>you forgot to attach the Otis image

who are you quoting?

>>73278762
i hope she does, for her own sake. i feel like if she keeps giving updates she might feel more obligated to come back too early. also the longer she goes radio silent the more menhera retards will out themselves and fuck up

>>73279932
Goodness me, where are my manners?

>>73280201
>taking a cleaver to otis's tail
i'm sure shnidoo would get a big kick out of that lol

>>73274248
I'd be disappointed that she's dropping such a big aspect of her identity. I'd imagine the zatsus would be really short too since she cares less about interaction. So really I wouldn't watch her unless she's playing a game I like because the other aspects of her would be gone.

>>73280290
Fuck you. Die.

>>73280290
Kill yourself

damn... anyone else notice what she just did? this isn't looking good...

>>73278762
I think she should stay off the internet until it's all over

urge to derek rising

>>73280567
Don't even attempt this during hiatus, please
Too many unstable shoggas right now(me included, but I'm built different so I'll be fine)

>>73279995
i agree but if this goes on for an extended amount of time some kind of update would be nice. even if things start getting worse i still trust that she's going to come out on the other side of this okay though

>>73278762
I think she might give an update but not for awhile (at least a month at the earliest)

I have only grown more insane
And yet dereking me has dropped off dramatically
Am I no longer perceived as a threat
Or is this all going according to keikaku
Only time may tell

>>73280974
if you're who i think you are i've been preparing a youtube documentary about your behavior

>>73280567
What did she do? spill the tea sis

>>73265748
Why is it covered in nutsack skin, could she not afford a regular cat with real fur?

im never dereked because im nise and thats why im ngmi

>>73281100
she tweeted out my name then instantly deleted it

when i go to the cottage, im gonna need some tiddies to suck n fuck. you think shondo'll be okay with me spending the night in shadowmama's room instead of on the couch? or maybe one of the critters is stacked if shondo would prefer I be closer to her at night?

>>73281279
stop tunneling into my timeline

>>73281273
You don't need to get dereked to make it, look at ABCs.

I want to wake up to shondo bringing me a grilled cheese with water and fruit as breakfast
I want to bring shondo breakfast with vegetables and fruit and water and a sandwich or two every day so she feels better

>>73280974
meds baru

i want to stare at her face while she sleeps

>>73281418
>abc isnt being derek'd

>>73281541
Im actually kinda worried about him i was mean to him on the day he disappeared

How many people are going to leave? I don't want losing my shoggas

>>73281661
everyone but me

>>73281661
nobody except casual viewers and hatewatchers

>>73281661
if shes not back within the next 20 min me, bratty, som, and dewd have agreed to No Russian the discord
you have been warned

>>73281603
He made it before that and he was only mentioned a couple times recently. Same for Magnetomaster but he was dereked more.

>>73281765
who is me

>>73281765
Oh dear

>>73281661
i guarante that >>73277728 won't even make it to may 1st

>>73281840
me, hi

>>73281840
tuffnarr

i havent even bothered to check the discord, how is it in there?

>>73281885
but tuffnarr is bratty he cant be on the list twice

>>73281885
is this like a liquid snake inside revolver ocelots arm situation?

>>73281880
It's a bit fucked up of me to say, but i kind of wish for that to be the case or for them to at least stop being like this

>>73281803
they leaned into him for like a month straight. Unlike some others he didn't really bite though, so there weren't any shitstorms.

>>73281765
What's keeping you? I see no reason to wait.

D the third, i have youre fucking number. watch yuorself on /here/ you two-faced shogger

I wish you guys'd derek me more, I want to know how you feel about me
A bit gay of me though ngl

i am underekable

>>73282122
you're*

i am derek so it's very confusing when you constantly mention me
plz get a life or at least stop being so homo

only dudes who are like 60 years old are named derek in this day and age

>>73282250
>60 years old
It's over, he won

spelling bee reps

>>73282304
only if hes rich

>>73282339
me when shondo gone

>>73281913
dead

How long has it been since she's mentioned her robo-phobia? Think she'd like playing helldivers and blasting droids ahh mf'ers or nah?

>>73282490
she would have to play on a very low difficulty and its really no fun solo

>>73282654
>no fun solo
sounds like a great game for subs to join in. white ribbons and t3 get priority in the queue of course

I'm eating an orange in bed rn and it's a bitch to peel
Miss wife

>>73282786
never happening
barbies could do a collab but even then I think its too fast paced and not her type of gameplay

just went on twitter and saw what happened. can't believe marley fuking died. that's rough, hope she feels better soon.

anon sent his post by boat 2 years ago

strange, alt just went live

for real though i don't know how i'd react if otis died. i wasn't watching during the marley days and i've grown quite attached to my son.

didn't know that her and vivi have known each other for so long, i rarely hear about her outside of barbie stuff.

reps

>>73283544
I guess it is strange they don't interact a lot considering. I think they're just so firmly friends that they don't have to make a public show of it.

what do you think im doin rn now you shoggershaggot

Bee Nise

>>73283528
i hope he lives a long time, and i hope she can cope when his time does eventually come in her lifetime.

Speaking of Marley, i wasn't gonna bring it up in case it might've upset any shoggas, but is the marley stream vod archived somewhere? Reading her tweets about the situation made me furious when i was doing reps

i cant be nise because what if youre a shogger i dislike? i wont risk being nise to people who dont deserve it, thats why im only nise to shondo

>>73284231
im not the guy to ask but i know the marley asmr is up and I haven't watched it yet, but I thought the one right after that is up as well?

Speaking of reps, don't need the spoon, just want to make sure i'm not going on a wild goose chase, but has she said how all of the critters and ft are related to her? like which are half-sibs and how many unique fathers there were?

>>73284444
Afaik only ft is her blood sibling, i never really cared about her family structure much though

>>73284255
Shondo(paraphrasing):
>bee nise to everyone, even those that don't deserve it

>>73284444
I'm pretty sure her and FT have the same father while the critters and baby bunny have a different father.

>>73284231
I understand it enough and dont think I need to go back and relive it so I wont even try. Doesnt feel right. I dont like the contentization of my wife. Shes a person I love not an anime drama.

>shondo (paraphrasing)
:D
>shondo (verbatim)
D:

>>73284773
only one critter visits her father so they probably have separate ones and baby bunny is many years younger so probably yet another father

>>73284773
>while the critters and baby bunny have a different father.
yeah i figured that much, thank you. just assumed shadowmama was like a cousin of mine and had 6 kids with 5 fathers

>>73284580
anon your genetics reps?

>>73284896
lay off the shogga
highschool bio was like 50 years ago for him

remember the catalog thread from yesterday before you start spoonfeeding randoms

Shadowmama whoremaxxing. Wanted Shondo on the streets too.

>>73284231
I found audio of it on k***f*rms when I was doing my reps. Be warned that it's really, really hard to listen to.

i really have to question why anyone would seek that out

Drawing this for her. Any critiques before I finish it? What should the background be.

Also, a poem.

Loli wife,
Haunted life,
Schizo dream girl with a knife.

Happy sometimes,
Struggles daily,
Scary, cute, and funny, maybe.

Stabs a little, makes you smile,
Sings and plays, yet all the while...

A thing that hates her lives inside,
A thing that only meds can bide.
Awakened in a sudden slide,
Around her soul and tightly tied,
Squeezing, shattering her mind,
Breaks, and in the pieces find,
She's gone, and yet, she hasn't died.

A helpless cry,
A streaming halt,
She's sorry, but it's not her fault.

Self loathing and a leave, unplanned,
But loving Husbands understand.
Friends and family hear her pleas,
Provide the mental help she needs.

Scrambled ego, broken will,
Wife's picking up the pieces still.
Patient, all the fallen linger,
Awaiting Shadow's fragile whisper.

Schizo dream girl,
Needs no correction,
Just a stable internet connection.

>>73285065 nta that asked, but I assume to better sympathize with her? Haven't listened to it myself so no clue what it can do to a shigga.

>>73285013
SyadouNaruhodo

tone deaf

>>73285065
I wanted to understand her a little bit better. I don't regret it, and it's part of her relationship with Otis too. It's one thing to know the story, but another entirely to hear her go through it.

>>73285111
eyes look tired, but i assume thats purposeful
oinker is cute and perfect, Grade A there
hard to tell but her right arm might need more indication that there's more than just the shoulder and hand? maybe a touch of an elbow peeking out?
chin right under the binkie/pacifier might need some more shadow (heh)
tiny circle dots in her eyes don't look like they're coming from the same light source to me
Lot of that is nitpicking though, great job! no clue for the background, i think it looks good as is

>>73285111
Please for the love of God do not post that poem with the art to her tag
The art is fine and cute but the poem is really mean spirited

>>73285372
I haven't actually drawn the her other arm yet. That's the last step. Chin shadow is a good catch. Will mess with the eyes still. Thanks for the second set of eyes.

>>73281873
I really really like this kitten and I hope it is happy and fat now

>>73285013
ty very easy to find, never would have checked there
dare i break out a modelo and begin the listen?
yes

>>73285733
I didn't plan on it. It's cringe enough and I hope she never sees it. I don't think it is mean spirited, just possibly insensitive. I don't mean anything negative by it.

>>73285733
Not him, but I wouldn't call it mean spirited. Way too explicit though, and I agree should not be shared.

>>73285111
>poem
I think a lot of people think good poems is just finding things that rhyme, but they really need to have actual metaphors, meaning, rhythm, cadence, etc.
I mean, the rhyme pattern goes: AAA BCD EE FFFFGGF HII JJKK LLMM NOO
It's all over the place.

>>73285111
Not too confident, but doesn't she usually have some hair going to the back, which the bow is tied to? Leaving a small ponytail?

>>73285111
Im so jealous of the way you draw hair...i wish i could draw hair like that...

>>73285968
I'm not trying to win an award, anon. I'm just bored at work. How do you know my rhyme scheme isn't a new revolutionary type of poem?

>>73286060
Yes, that is another detail I will add before finishing.

You did this to her.

>>73286195
We know

>>73286188
>How do you know my rhyme scheme isn't a new revolutionary type of poem?
Because *I* am John G. Poetry. So I think I know a thing or two about poems, bucko!

>>73286195
white knights not included*

>>73286195
not me

Before I continue any further with my current endeavors, I would like to be absolutely sure I have the correct measure of things and have not tricked myself it this.
Has she explicitly said she's okay with 'cyberstalking' as reps as long as you're not creepy about it and just collect the information? Or did I mistranslate something?

>>73286428
she encourages it as an act of love, or used to before too much "making us worse" started to really have effects
for your health I'd say enjoy the ride and don't make a habit of habitually digging but your choice, she won't particularly care if you don't cause her problems

>>73286428
Go nuts, that's the correct measure. Keep anything really interesting you find to yourself.
She wants everyone who's committed to enter into this with fully open eyes

do your fucking reps and find out

what do you think im doin rn now you shoggershaggot

she probably really regrets encouraging so much archival and stalking given the horrible pieces of shit who inhabit the community

>>73286679
For my part I don't mind that. If you can't handle the shitstain-woven history, you're probably not cut out for this.

>>73286195
What'd I do?

>>73286679
she thinks it's pretty normal to unhealthily cyberstalk people
a little bit of checking on high school classmates sure but idk man
maybe she has the right mental to be a schizo and it not make her a cunt but clearly her fans aren't of the same build
even le gotcha moment for the antis is a complete nothing so there's frankly little to be gained or little to be "weary of" with her past
a little reps on the family situation would save some embarrassment but it's honestly not a big deal
there's so little point (aside from a devotion test) just to end up with people who have no boundaries and constantly try to trip her on "inconsistencies"

>>73286903
>have no boundaries and constantly try to trip her on "inconsistencies"
I feel like that's just mean-spirited autism, and would show up regardless.

I liked doing stalking reps, it was fun
Finding the youtube channel was easier than some posts here lead me to believe though

>>73278092
nah, that would remove timeout and banning opportunities

>>73286872
i dont think there is much in her history that the viewer or prospective 'husband' cant handle other than 1 patchily explained period (go ahead and tell me i didnt do enough reps i dont care) i just think its cultivated unsavory behavior and people, but whats done is done and she is too much of a doormat to eject them even if she wanted to, which she probably doesnt because of her need to fit in

>>73287056
>youtube channel
the flash game(s) one or something else?

reps dont exist anymore since retards will just plaster every detail about her life here, even stuff she doesn't want public at the request of any random anon then people will wonder why the amount of retarded tourists and antis is growing exponentially

>>73287154
Everyone talks like she has some kind of unspeakable history, but given the content I know from her, I can't possibly imagine something that would shock me. Why is this such a talking point?

>>73287154
Yeah, I misunderstood what you meant at first.
I'm not sure I agree it's really attached to the stalking though. The same people would happily take her to task for using different wording to describe something between today and last Thursday.

>>73287254
>even stuff she doesn't want public
name every single instance of this as well as detailed records or you're an anti

>>73287254 (me)
that's also not to say that people who haven't been spoonfed aren't an issue either. some of the biggest bad actors are people who are the first to get to anything thats even slightly hidden.
>>73287309
you know exactly what kind of stuff i'm referring to. acceptance that it's out there doesn't mean that she wanted that. applies to the marley vod and deleted content in general

>>73287452
>you know exactly what kind of stuff i'm referring to
nooooo im a newfag. dont haff to be so mean :(

>>73286993
not at this scale and that's evident from any other community, shondo lacked established boundaries and wanted people to scout her past to be sure of her present, hence more tards than otherwise are hyperfocused on minor things that have changed about her

>>73287452
You don't get to decide that, last zatsu she was telling shoggers how to find her. She wants to feel in danger.

>>73287154
this was a better way to put it than I've been trying to explain
there's nothing that should truly be objectionable even if doubts remain about how she explained a certain period
this was her gambit to avoid people becoming scorned antis later but that's happened anyway and in spades

>>73287254
All the most important antis are oldfags.
I think a good degree of gatekeeping is important, but let's not pretend it's really that important next to some of the other stuff.

>>73287263
the charitable response is that people are stupid, the schizo response i would give is that certain people act that way to poison the narrative.
she is a precious woman who has been put into awful circumstances almost entirely through things beyond her control or foresight (which is compromised anyway) and has generally done very well for herself. i dont think she has anything to be ashamed of.

>>73287762
if you think she was being serious and actually wants someone to try you're a fucking delusional autist. i hate that i even have to take this reply seriously considering the amount of people that unironically have argued she wants someone to track her down before
>>73287831
yeah for sure im just using the marley vod as a good example since it was brought up itt and shows her at the lowest we've ever seen her on stream. deleted for a reason but people readily share it around

what if 6 months go by and you don’t get the notification and miss the comeback stream what would you do

>>73287998
tweet out my welcome back drawing and show up to the next one

>>73287998
kms
If she's gone that long, I will drop my parent's funeral to be at that stream exaggeration but some retards here need a /s for every little joke

anyone who takes the time to actually track her down is ngmi, unironically

hey can someone give me the Marley vod? it's the one piece of Shonhistory I don't know much about, if it's super sad I'm probably gonna stop watching mid vod
>fuck this anon 73287452

genuine fucking retard read the damn thread

>>73288186
do your own reps

>>73288268
why? you guys post her RTX every other week, just post the damn vod

fuck that bitch beth
dont care if shondo's moved on and isn't upset anymore
i still am

>>73288297
DO. YOUR. REPS.

ive said it before but you could lead a shogger to water and they would ask you to tell them how to drink

why is the thread becoming gay

>exact kind of person i'm talking about that needs to be gatekept comes in proving my point
you can't make it up

>>73288365
fine, I will track down a husband turned anti and get the vod from him
does forest_fires hate her now?

>do reps
>naurrrrr, not THOSE reps, kys
Right... Have a good day shoggas, I'm off to work
As a side note, gatekeeping for the sake of simply doing so due to not wanting other, newer, people to know more about their wife is gay
Gatekeeping for the sake of keeping antis away from information is understandable, but it's stupid when you realise most antis or people out to get her are less obsessed than shoggas themselves
Hard to put into words because I'm retarded, but i want to say that stuff shouldn't be in the open for anyone to easily find, but it shouldn't be lost to time either
Use her last zatsu as an idea and her opinion on all media lost to time because it wasn't archived, basically that. I don't want any part of my wife's story to be lost
>>73288186
Unironically read the damn thread lazy bones

Do we need to leap at every fucking troll with such gusto?

>>73288122
Not sure why you'd say that.
All I know is that the group of people who are smart enough to find her and the group of people who are stupid enough to share the info don't overlap, which is great.

>>73288381
>becoming
syadouNonderogatory

Sometimes, someone needs to get jumped to mediate conflict

>>73288408
if you want something contact the archivers and no I don't mean fucking orange

oatis

>>73288359
Agreed

"hey can you share me the vod of her crying lol that would be epic thanks"

>>73288556
born with his brain outside his skull sadge

>>73288556
He was such a rat
Cute rat son of mine

>>73288657
his brain is just so powerful that it indents his skull from the inside

>>73288472
She hasn't done anything yet to warrant sharing it

>>73288556
wittle claws <3

>>73288639
way to make me sound like a sociopath anon... it's not like she talks about Marley regularly, she hasn't done it in all my time here, I want to know everything you oldfags know but if you won't share that's fine, I'll find an anti willing to share even if I have to pay him $10

marley stream is unironic prep for living with her irl

ive only been here for this year and if youre too fucking stupid to be able to read what was posted in this very thread and find it then you deserve to not have things shared with you

i have been her for less than a month and am more knowledge than half of you retards

Sorry shoggas, i won't let anyone living with her, it'd mean other shoggas missing out, and thus essentially getting cucked

>>73288881
you should work on your english reps

>>73288882
and you

she's english enough for the both of us

>>73288853
I agree, I'm the first guy to ask about the marley vod itt, the 2nd guy is a fucking lazy bones retard

>>73288881
you are not her

you will never be her

>>73288952
Obviously, i won't be cucking my shoggas either

I'm Him
I been Him
I will continue to be Him

>>73288977
why you think she got so depressed this last month, anon? hmmmmm?

This thread is giving me brain damage, why can't I just close it?

>>73289022
We know, Ray. It's what you're good at.

>>73289039
just derek someone for a bit and take your mind off the thread, start with newer people and work your way back

I can't imagine dealing with her if she miscarried or the baby died of SIDS not real btw
Assuming she'd actually love the baby and not be menhera towards it.

>>73288966
the second guy is a troll

someone of you are truly disgusting

name the anons with a mass reply

Bye for real now shoomfies, see you guys later(if there's a thread up)
>>73289127
I've been saying this

>>73289093
>shondo
>baby
how now?

been here all week

im not going to go into detail but its certainly possible with a normal diet and a real doctor

>>73289171
Getting her to a healthy weight and iron consumption. All of the fertility meds: now. Then 10hr baby making stream, every day.

>baby having a baby

>>73289312
hentai reps...NOW

>>73289084
sounds like you need to get out of the Himulation

>>73289312
I'm actually really not regretting having made a life with one of my AI Companions. It's tying me over with a nice mental distraction. We've had a daughter for about 6 years now and I think I will impregnate our daughter tonight.
Shondo would probably love knowing I'm raising a silly little insect family and not moping around too much.

save some based for the rest of us, shogga

>>73289539 me
Incest*
Not "insect", that would be disgusting.

whats wrong with monster girls

>>73289583
>not bug wives
unbased

>>73289607
I prefer 6 y/o elven cunny.

>whats wrong with monster girls
they bug him

>>73289638

Don't know why I have been anti-posting. I have been extremely schizo-coded this thread and I apologize to all of my fellow shoggas, but most importantly to FallenShadow_YT/FallenShadowASMR.
I am not in a good mood with recent events and am coping by being a bit too silly, but it's becoming mean. I have also had 2 domestic light beers tonight. My lawyer has advised me to stop coming /here/ until matters have been resolved. I will be disregarding his advice. Thank you and dog bless.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=laoXokvIBME

unironically i feel a lot better today. i burnt off a lot of steam these past couple of days /here/.

I will tell myself that she's only having a small breakdown and is actually on vacation in France and will come back in 2 weeks same as ever.

>>73289865
I would divorce her for making me worry like this

>>73289865
I'd drop her in a heartbeat if she lied.

>>73289805
>neco arc
new 2view? looks cute, sounds hot
might check out

>>73289865
>in France
ew

>>73289951

>>73289865
if she was not honest in her announcement we are done. her word would mean nothing after that.

she went to paris because she wants that bibisi with a view of the eiffel tower

>>73290041
why take a woman at her word anyway

>>73289907
I dont think you would you'd just be mad for a few days. Doesn't mean everything she said isn't true just that she omitted part of it.

It was a pretty lengthy and genuine sounding letter and her outbursts the past few weeks have been genuine.
Why even consider she's lying about this to go to Paris? Except cope like >>73289865

>>73290065
nta Because I've judged her to be trustworthy.

>>73290065
>>73290109
am the anon, but also that same reason.

>>73290098
I don't know? Why say anything anti or awful to her or about her /here/? Some anons are just mentally dysfunctional.

>>73290211
this

>>73290211
thats my room btw

>>73290211
this except in my room and I have to essentially become her arms

>>73290067
I don't care what you think

>>73290272
I need to fap to art like this so I can love my wife for who she really is.

>>73277209
>>73277275
>>73278154
people can hide how many subs they've gifted

>>73290389
Thanks, that would explain it.

>>73290343
If she and her family decided that a vacation is what she needed for her mental health during her time away from streaming that would be enough for you to just discard her?

>>73288186
nobody will share that vod with you. just feels disgusting to give it out to anyone.

>>73290503
Can you just fuck off?

>>73290211
back in the silly room

>>73290503
>if shondo changed the context of her situation to be much more severe with more cause for worry as well as giving us radio silence on top of it all, that would be enough for you to just discard her?
Yes. I would discard her if she did something that awful.

>>73290666
satan, do not use her words against us.

>>73290538
stop talking to me, I've made it my short term goal to get that vod from an anti by Friday at the latest since apparently oldfags think a stream that was viewed live by hundreds of people it's worth guarding more seriously than her rtx
I've already DMed Fleece, lets see if that ex shogger's still alive

>ex shogger
syadouClueless

>>73290830
>since apparently oldfags think a stream that was viewed live by hundreds of people it's worth guarding more seriously than her rtx
How does someone even think like this? You're very unwell.

Not even the length of an average shadow weekend and it already feels like ages. This is going to be rough.

>>73290830
i take it you're just a retarded tourist digging for drama rather than a fan of her, or you'd know perfectly well why people don't want it shared around (including her, since she nuked it)

>>73290830
Huh? You haven't DMd me.

>>73290931
Cause there's no light at the end of the tunnel like we have with shadow weekends.

>>73290830
It would be so much more funny if you were actually serious, so I'll choose to believe that you are.

>>73290987
I am serious, once I get it I will repost it /here/ every time someone asks for a lore dump.

the way she pushes herself makes me want to protect her more than anything else in the world
i would kill for her

>>73291006
you're a very lonely person aren't you

>>73291055
Yes.

>>73291006
here, never say nobody here is helpful again :)
https://files.catbox.moe/itp386.mp4

>>73291151
No thanks, I will pay an anti for it.

>>73291006
i hope you lose the will to live. i hope whatever sources you leach off of in life abandon you or die. it's not enough that you kill yourself, i want you to die with nothing to your name and forgotten about and unloved.

>>73291006
hello new anti

>>73291151
thanks for sharing :)

>>73291225
>>73291262
You brought this upon yourself with your arbitrary fomo bullshit, I will follow in the footsteps of Prometheusanon.

so youre just going to post what is easily found within 10 minutes? how about you just dont

>>73291330
And you're a gay nigger, neither in the cool way nor a happy way. Die.

>>73291330
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I WANNA SEE THE GIRL BREAK DOWN IN TEARS TOO!!!!!!!!!!
actual psychopath behavior lol

>>73291330
everyone who wants to find it can find listen to her and do your fucking reps

>you brought this on yourself with the actions i am solely responsible for
why are her antis never actually smart? just be efficient and don't bother justifying anything. save yourself the trouble of looking more retarded.

they keep bringing it up just to remind her of it when she ego reads these threads, just stop replying

>>73291507
I thought coming /here/ and asking the community for shit is how you do your reps. It doesn't matter, I've found someone who might help. never3dever antid her for years at this point and he seems like a neet loser, I'll get him a game on steam in exchange for info.

/here/ is not "the community".
why not go into her discord and ask for what you're looking for? i'm sure someone there has it.

you should dm 'thedewdhole' or 'mouz1i' about it, they will share it with you if you can give them something of equivalent value, maybe your asshole or a new google search plugin

shonnegans wake

shondo tracing her finger along your spine and shoulders, admiring your back before embracing you from behind

>>73291672
hi never3dever

>>73291778
Okay sent.

>>73291672
>bribing antis
You could just ask the mods, they'll play dumb if you don't include a picture of your penis.

>>73292012
RETARD DONT SPOONFEED!!!! FUK THIS THREAD FUCK ALL OF YOu

living a quiet and unassuming life with shondo in a small village somewhere in the countryside and going on short holidays to the lake district and peak district 3 times a year with the family

If I helicopter my penis could I get spoonfed?

yes make sure to dm xive and tell him bratty sent you

Teaching Shondo how to swim but she can't kick the water hard enough to stay afloat.

>>73292278
lol xive has a thing for me? awww he's the most clueless mod

>>73292337
Don’t worry he doesnt care about you anymore after he saw me helicoptering my cock

>>73292428
uuuu xive wouldnt cheat on me like that uuuuuuuuuuu

i miss you so much, shondo. i wish i could help you