/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>73063984
Yeah, my oshi.

>>73063984
I'm fighting feelings for hexa these days. she's hilarious and ... its as if my heart just decided on its own that I really like her a lot

>>73063984
No, because I'm not retarded
Yes, because I'm actually retarded

Not you, buy an ad this is 3 fucking days in a row you've shilled

>>73065216
based retard

>>73063984
Sorry but we hate whores on this board.

yes...

>>73065504
All Vtubers are whores

yea my oshi.

yes, my darling tomboy shark

>>73063984
Weird every time I see fushi on this board there's also >>73066166

She’s gigaretarded just like me. How could I not fall head over heels for her?

>>73066792
Makes you think

>>73066792
>>73066869
schizos anti gfe detected.

Yes. It hurts because none of them would even consider talking to me let alone love me back. I want to hate women but I can't. I still wonder if I'll find that special girl on day.

>>73063984
Yes. Don't do it. There is no good end, only varying degrees of bad end.

>>73067575
Good. It's time I had my character development.

>>73063984
I really, really try not to. But I'm lonely enough that it's hard.

>>73063984
a few times

>>73067487
>I want to hate women
Then just be a fag, faggot.

>>73063984
Yes. Not posting him since he's male, but yes. And love hurts. I wish it didn't happen but if he never came into my life I would be in a much worse situation.

>>73073979
Good for you Anon. You deserve to be happy. (´◡`)

>>73073979
aw yeah

>>73063984
maybe just once or twice
it is not wise to stay in love but you can't help it sometimes

>>73063984
no

>>73067701
I must be power leveling my character then.

>>73063984
unfortunately yes, it's just pain every day specially because she's been distant for a while now and I can't escape anymore :D

I'm generally pretty good at keeping everything in check, but Pomu's picrel stream right before she left for her surgery did irreparable mental damage to me. Hearing her talk about her passions and her similarities to me make it really, really hard to prevent myself from catching feelings to the point where I had to stop watching her.

Once. Never again.

>>73065216
i dont remember making this post

>>73063984
She's way out of my reach, and I don't mean it in a self-deprecating way, she's legitimately a fucking fleeting comet in the sky passing by compared to me, a grounded peasant here in the middle of nowhere just watching life pass until I can finally be free from responsabilities that were lent to me because there's no other man in the family left to take them from me, they are all dead and had no direct offspring. I'm the Last Man Standing to watch over what has been left behind.
I only believe in /x/ stuff about parallel worlds because I want to believe some alternate version of me by pure causality, early success and a lot of mumbo somehow has a chance with Suisei, and he's winning or already managed to get with her.
If true, good for that other me. Also, he doesn't have to worry about the other ME who didn't get there, we will be fine. We are not hopeless, just slow.
Keep walking.

>>73063984
LOL

>>73082553
This is one of the most schizo things I've read in a while but I hope the you in the world that's married to Suisei is happy.

>>73063984
yes, but don't do it

Love is natural. Don't try to fight it.
Just don't be an idiot.

I have, and I have nothing to be ashamed of, for she loves me back

>>73063984
How can you not fall in love with your oshi? If you don’t you are just a faggot

>>73083728
B A S E D

>>73073979
watching males is gay. but at least you turning that energy into something positive.

>>73083728
This. If you are not a unicorn, you ARE a homo.

>>73073979
Bros before 2D hoes. Well done.

>>73065106
Giga based, Hexa is fucking adorable and super sweet

>>73081617
she did you dirty anon
sorry

>>73065216
I posted this.

>>73063984
Yes but not romantically.

>>73063984
I was then I pulled myself from going to an unhealthy path

>>73073875
men aren’t cute tho

>>73063984
>He doesn't know

>>73063984
Yes, and I still am.
I miss her so much.

>>73063984
yeah. she's live right now too BTW

I thought I did with Ame, for a bit. Then I thought I did with Mumei. But it turned out, that feeling was just "oh wow, a woman who I could stand being around for more than ten minutes at a time!" - something I've mistaken for love before, with how rarely I experience it around women IRL.
And then I met Roca Rourin, and I learned what actually being in love is like.

>>73063984
Yes, but she betrayed me.

>>73063984
Yes, i love my wife very much and she loves me very much as well

>>73063984
I fell in love with my oshi and now we are dating.

>>73063984
towa…

>>73063984
Yes. Don't do it. They won't date you.

>>73065383
He's been doing it for weeks now. What's worse is he's also made threads about how she has a boyfriend and it "hasn't changed anything". A self-aware cuck who's truly obsessed. Also the one who created most of the /gfe/ splits.
>>73063984
Please use the same image when you make these threads so we can better track your descent into madness.

>Fushischizo returns

>>73083361
Every time she told someone else she loved them it was like a dagger to my heart. I'm glad i quit GFE.

>>73063984
no way fag

>>73063984
yes, vtubers are just so cute...

>>73063984
No, I have a fiance and we watch our oshis together.

Im falling for an /asp/ie

>>73063984
Yes. My Anyawife. Wouldn't recommend, I'm the type that wants a lot of affection and I'm not going to get that from anyer...

>>73063984
Is this the Frieren of vtubing?

>>73063984
Yes. It wasn't worth it in the end

maybe I have and I want to kill myself over it

>>73063984
you're a pathetic cuck

Can't say I really did, but when I watched pic related a few months ago, I felt a great disturbance deep inside. She's a cute nerd and has a charming positive character, but something deep inside was telling me to turn around before it's too late. And thankfully I did. Also her community is godawful, for some reason.

>>73063984
Yes and it took me almost a year to get over her after I decided to step away. I still like her and display her merch but it just didn't work for me.
Can't wait to find this feeling again. 3DPD just cannot compete.

>>73085512
That’s where I’ve been at. I’ve had crushes on Miko and Fubuki and it’s a thing were they make my heart flutter and shit like that. But because I’m not mentally ill, I realize that taking it more seriously than that would be fucking retarded. So, I just watch my idols and admire them for their cute personalities and admirable work ethic.

>> I do crank it to holomem fanart art tho because they got sex designs.

>>73088293
I'm not sure if they ever leave in the first place...

>>73063984
Yes, her name was Rushia...

>>73092576
How can love bloom in such a fetid waste?

>>73065216
retardation is our power, do not be afraid

>>73102409
Yeah
It was so bright back then

>>73063984
Never again...

>>73063984
eww

>>73063984
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHlUSxzXj3E

>>73065216
same desu

>>73063984
I fell in love with two. It feels strange and a bit nice to have my love openly accepted and embraced by them

>>73107700
They really love this medium.

>>73107452
Bea...

>>73063984
yeah!

>>73063984
Yeah but after 2 years she changed and I'm only sticking around out of loyalty. Falling for a 3d was a mistake, I now appreciate 2d a lot more.

>>73063984
I'm in love with at least four vtubers right now
I know I'm a whore but I can't control myself

>>73063984
no

>>73111287
Slut

>>73087924
I'm sorry to hear the news about Shondo

>>73081617
big busty brown space woman...

>>73111287
WHORE

>>73063984

>>73063984
Unlike all tards in this thread, I'm not validating your mental issues.

What you're experiencing isn't true love; it's more like a crush on an idealized version of a character, not a real person, it's all in your head. True love involves mutual understanding and affection between real individuals.

Try spending more time with real people and forming genuine connections. You might find true love, but even if you don't, that's perfectly fine.

>>73122381
If it makes me happy then I'm okay with it even if it's not real love
t. tard in this thread

>>73122381
Faggot

>>73063984
Maybe

Who ? Really, who, she super cute

>>73122652
Da wose...

>>73065216
I made this post.

>>73065106
Isn't she a druggie?

>>73063984
yeah and then he graduated. never again.

>>73126453
What kinda drugs we talking about here?

Vtubers have forever changed me. I am now attracted to autistic women.

>>73063984
Anon...not that one.

>>73126524
b-but. . . I could be your Oshi, a-anon.

>>73122652
My rose wife Rosemi

>>73063984
sometimes it just happens

>>73122381
Everything you said is correct for most people. The ones spending their lives on the internet, watching vtubers and posting in threads like these aren't most people.
Asking someone trapped in a pit of loneliness why they don't just go out and meet others is like asking someone who's homeless why they don't just go out and buy a house.

>>73137877
Low-income Market-Rate affordable Section 8 Yellow Super Romanacable Oshi's hitting our local expanding neighborhood subdevolpment when?

>>73139332
Soon enough to give you hope, long enough for the election cycle to end

>>73126453
dont believe anything you read in /pcg/ bud

>>73133644
I know Black Clover isn't a great series but there's no thorn girl x Rosemi fan art.

>>73063984
She had me almost immediately. Half a year later I covered for her lying about her boyfriend and it was the start of the worst two years of my life.

>>73143636
>I covered for her lying about her boyfriend
Anon... My condolences...

>>73063984
Yes

>>73063984
yes

>>73063984
I love Miori the queen of NTR!

>>73063984
>so many "yes"
Grim.

>>73065216
kek

Oh never all.
Why fall in love when you could do so much more?

I love detective girls so much it's unreal

>>73150998
What are you suggesting anon? It's not like we can become our oshi or anything...

>>73065216
I was looking for an Oshi then i found an Oshi
but heavens knows i'm miserable now.

>>73151111
Why not though? Hell you could even become a chuuba and love yourself

>>73152038
if I was Lamy the things I would do could be considered "loving myself"

>>73063984
I fell in love so hard with my oshi that I actually managed to find the proximity of where she lives, found her schools and the swimming pool she used to visit frequently.
I stopped doing that though, as I realized that was not healthy, and I would simply just be a creepy stalker.

I fell in love with the idea of my oshi. By the time I realised, the spell was broken and I was left feeling empty.

>>73151005
she's good

>>73063984
Who?

>>73151163
Really? I'm happier than I've ever been. Even now.

>>73157259
Miss Fushi. She's probably lurking this thread right now

>>73063984

ive watched vtubers for years now and still haven't found one to truly be my oshi, and it makes me sad

>>73158981
So she could see your cuck fantasies? Pretty funny from my POV but if I were you I'd pray she wasn't /here/

>>73159015
Fandead...

>>73063984
>watching vtuber
>suddenly she starts giving me more attention than the rest
>start liking her way more
>realize I cant stop thinking about her when she is not streaming
>stop watching her and leave fanbase because I cant control my feelings anymore
Happened a couple times in the past few years. Its a problem. Thats why I prefer to just watch coomers vtubers cuz then its just lust.

>>73063984
No. But I think Miss Fushi is based and cute.

>>73159015
ouch...

>>73063984
I don't know, but this dumb girl keeps haunting me even after I left her months ago. And now that she's gone my heart aches once again.
I really don't know how to fill this void

nyoom

>>73063984
Yeah, after +30 years of not understanding or caring a thing about love. But man this thing does hurt, better to keep it buried in a dark corner of my heart.

>>73063984
If you have, then seek help.

>>73137877
Sorry, but no, that's a bad analogy. What's stopping you from getting a house is money. What's stopping you from getting new friends is your own insecurity.

>>73164698
>just stop being depressed bro

>>73165654
Unironically yes. Tell yourself to stop being depressed over and over and it works

>>73063984
It's complicated

>>73165654
Correct. Force yourself to do things.

>>73122381
>True love involves mutual understanding and affection between real individuals.
Almost but you left out some key details
>True love involves mutual understanding and affection [of God] between two members of the opposite sex.
That's the real definition

I don't know what love is
but I miss her a lot.

>>73063984
Yeah unfortunately. She likes to talk with us a too. Sharing so much of her life, intimate moments, and her missing us to the point of her crying when she comes back on stream. When she’s gone it’s a never ending longing that can’t be fulfilled and you just know you that it’s something that will never work out even if you’re in her DMs. Don’t let it happen to you bros. If you’re really desperate and it doesn’t hurt you, go for it. Otherwise, step away. It can really take a toll on yourself if you let it. I’m starting to realize it too late because I’m a hopeless fucking retard.

>>73165741
A great mindset to have. you’re right. It’s unfortunately not an easy fix for people who are in the deep end though. There are people who are super successful in life with families, great careers and once strong passions and yet they still succumb to the worst parts of depression up to taking their life. I still think this is a great mindset to have but be aware that it’s not always simple.

>>73063984
Of course, my oshi is the light and dark of my life.

>>73158385
It just that this is the first time that ive ever felt so invested in a vtuber this much, doesnt help that i am a loner who never had a friend in the 26 years ive been alive, never knew what having an Oshi felt like so with this have come alot of feelings that i didnt know i could experience, emotions that i had learn how to deal with and come to terms with some truths and it hurts sometimes.
I dont know where i would be without them and i am happy, it just that it pains me sometimes to think that the people who i have this level of connection are two vtubers, You are a gosling you must understand me you know?

>>73063984

>>73152038
>become chuuba
>stream for your audience (mirror-kuns).
>endless love cycle
>profit.

Could be the gayest shit on earth anon. where do I sign up?

>>73174877
What fag you love OP

>>73171873
Not the same anon, but y'know, sometimes I look at having an Oshi the same way one looks at having a doctor, a chiropractor, a therapist, a banker, a lawyer, etc.

It's like having an essential societal service in these dark times. I'm not going to say you can never make it, but if the point of having a local service worker (say a firefighter) is that you're glad they're there, hope they never end up coming to YOUR house, then one could look at an Oshi the same way. Someone to love for the loveless as a stand-in for real human connection, because at least something is better than nothing. I suppose. Grim implications yet again about the future of society, but hey, I've already come full circle to getting ready to embrace our Black-Mirror AI overlords anyway, so. . . y'know.

>>73175158
What fag you love Anon

Yes I have and I honestly don't regret it.

>>73159015
She lied t6o everyone man, even herself

>>73122381
>my definition of love is the only true one because...IT JUST IS OK
also 3DPD
also multiple forms of love
also sour grapes
also kys

>>73179273

I don't know, man. Parasocial relationships aren't healthy. You're falling in love with a person who doesn't even know you personally, and barely realizes your existence. You are just another face on the Internet to them, and that is all any of us will ever be. Not to mention, it paints an unrealistic expectation of people around you in the real world. Loving a character (because that is what it is-- a constructed persona designed to be lucrative) is, for one, only setting you up for disappointment when you realize they would never have interest in you in the real world.

>>73175363

This. An entertainer is just that: a service designed to while away a few hours and escape from our cold reality. If you start falling in love with an entertainer, it 1) sets you up for disappointment when you realize they could and would never love you back, and 2) could potentially violate the privacy of the entertainer. I've seen countless cases of online stalking before, and they've all been lonely men stalking online celebrities.

>>73063984
Yes. It's like she was custom made to be my perfect woman in every single regard.

>>73063984
Nah, i know it's all for show like movies and wrestling. I roll my eyes when a vtuber is clearly flirting is doing something to sexually rile up their viewers. "Alright, collect your money and let's move on to something actually fun" is my usual reaction to these moments or streams. That's why i end up really enjoying vtubers who don't really do that stuff like Rin, girl_dm, Luna, Subaru, Neuro, Kronii etc as well as a couple dudes from holostars. It's been pretty fun so far. The most I do is gush out over how cute Luna is

>>73180358
The thing is, it’s not parasocial in a lot of cases. Especially with indies. There is tighter knit communities where the streamer knows all her fans names and knows their personalities and talks to them on a regular basis outside of streams. Once you get larger that’s harder to maintain but there will always be fans who stick out more who are remembered.

>>73180358
>>73180358
What layer of love is one supposed to stop at? Im not gonna go full retard and say any 2d/3d character streaming as a profession should be a replacement for romantic love, but outside of actual soulmates relationships will always have limits and secrets. Some cant handle that and price themselves out of the market and others are barely on a first name basis for decades. Ill readily admit im parasocial for some of em probably for reasons you mentioned as well, but even if my kamioshi and I met thered be absolutely a completely different interaction versus the online and id be a fool to expect otherwise. Instead, I just enjoy her company while enjoying the things that drew me to her. I love her in ways that i love my friends and companions and too many people deprive themselves in their search of not being forever alone and its a fucking shame.

>>73063984
My 2view bought me a game so I could play with her and I’ve been riding that high since

>>73180643
>could and never would love you back
This is why I'm waiting on fully-consensual Vtuber-to-AI-Robot-to-Full-Skinsuit corporitizations.
Once one brave chuuba makes the sacrfice, huMANity will finally be saved. or some bullshit like that I dunno

>>73181803
Seems you've got at least a seblance of the right idea then.

>>73182131
Very nice, anon! Very nice.

>>73110504
I'm sorry for you

>>73063984
I'm currently in love with Towa-sama

I'm afraid to get close to people so a one side love via a parasocial relationship with a chuuba is the best I can ever hope for. I even go out of my way to not watch 2views since it would be too close for comfort.
>bro just stop being afraid and connect with people
No I'll just embarrass myself.

>>73063984
Yes. Her stream schedule overlaps with my work, though, meaning I mostly watch vods, as there's only one day out of the week that I'm off to be able to interact with her live. It's awful and sometimes makes me feel even more lonely than I already am, but I love her enough to have suffered through it for 2 years. I've tried watching other girls who align with my schedule or who are more openly affectionate with their viewers than my oshi, but I just don't feel anything for them the way I do for my oshi.

NAKADASHI!!!!

>>73159015
strongest retard in the thread. all the power to you anon