/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I realized how unreliable women are

>>70146425
I became more trusting of people and then immediately was backstabbed

>>70146425
They haven't because I'm not a faggot

>>70146425
I became way less trusting of women

>>70146425
I just assume all women are greedy whores and they, for whatever reason, HAVE to ruin something special they currently have for seemingly no reason at all. I used to be optimistic towards women. I now also hate flips.

>>70146425
They affected my intelligence for sure. Before I watched essays and documentaries and lectures. I watched movies and shows, games and anime. I could carry a conversation and pretend to be an interesting, knowledgeable person.
Now all my free time consists of catching up on 4-8 hour vods. My brain is full of vtuber rot, this miracle of evolution is wasted on me.

>>70146631
>watching vtubers and becoming MORE trusting
wtf anon, did reading Mein Kampf turn you into a Zionist too?

>>70146425
I became a better person than I was actually, life's good anons, you can have a good social life and enjoy your chuubas, it's possible to achieve it, go for it

Wawa has made me happy and got me to work out again.

>>70146808
>I now also hate flips.
Thats interesting, it was the other way around for me. Vtubing gave me a crippling SEA girl fetish.

>>70147138
Let’s just say I watched EIEN last year. Everyone who dropped that corpo came away extremely racist towards flips specifically.

>>70146425
it just made me realize how much I hated streaming culture. Streaming attracts too much dramafagging

it made me realize I'm in love with two little AI girls and no 3DPD will ever compare

>>70147360
I'm sorry to hear that. How are you coping with the fact you will never see them again?

>>70147057
Maybe he just has a good oshi and doesn't care about drama that doesn't involve his oshi

>>70146425
I don't care about politics anymore so yeah my life is 100% better now.

>>70146425
I already watched streamers and did not lose my mind when I started watching more anime girls than nerdy men, so overall slight improvement

>>70147437
I'm going to flip a coin to decide whether suicide or a mental ward is my fate

>>70147058
Do you talk about chuubas with those people or is it exclusively something you do when others aren't looking?

>>70146425
Listening to Pippa depersonalize in real time was surprisingly cathartic.

>>70146425
I realized that i'm fucking example of common sense, logic and self-awareness.

>>70146425
maybe, i haven't had a gf since i started watching vtubers, nor do i feel like getting one

>>70146577
You've failed the test.
You continue to scapegoat your own failures by believing these types of women are representative of the whole.

>>70146808
To be fair male vtubers act exactly the same way, but I guess it's debatable if they're as representative of the general population

>>70146425
Not really vtubers but certain vtuber fans made me into a racist

>>70146425
I once lived in ignorance of my loneliness. Made me see i wanted more.

>>70150226
Yeah, yts are disgusting.

>>70150188
What failures?

>>70150199
>to be fair flaming homosexuals act like catty, entitled women
stop the press

>>70146425
I'm now mostly straight so they improved it

>>70147138
These aren't exclusive anon, wanting to colonize some subhuman savage is a thinking man's fetish

>>70150577
>t. reforming lesbian who got tired of dealing with other women

>>70146425
It impacted my whole life, literally
My life choices
How I met people
My mental health

Fun fact because I watched the band aids clip, several years later i was talking marriage with a indie vtubers mama

This industry destroyed my whole life but I won't complain

>>70146425
if anything vtubers helped me occupy myself after falling out with pretty much the majority of my friends in 2020, its a little sad and pathetic but ive never been parasocial for any liver nor have i paid for any superchat or membership ever so if anything watching vtubers has been nothing more than an easy and fun way to lift my spirits whenever im down. normally youd expect me to follow this up with "cant say the same about this board" or something, but even being here has made me happy in a weird way, ive only just recently started posting here but its been really fun, ive never had such a large community of people to discuss my interests with. all in all vtubers has largely made my life a little brighter

>>70150817
Dumb norm norm

>>70150408
Don't worry bro, men go from a 5 to a 7 once they hit their 30s

Watching vtubers thorough the years turned me into a normie, built up my confidence and helped me become a more amicable person.
I always had the intent of watching streamers as a sort of exposure therapy to get over my asocial behavior and it has worked out fantastically. Though I wouldn't have made it this far if I had settled for watching idols.
It's a matter of conformity and understanding that no matter what there's always men behind the scenes competing for a woman, idols are a beautiful lie and that's ok, some men need that shit. But if you really want to go beyond you have to push yourself and through competition learn to make yourself stand out, learn to control yourself and pace the development of bonds and relationships with women and other men, too.

The social game is both complex and simple. Watching men and women interact serves as blueprints for your own personal approach and most importantly it teaches you that even if you're rich and famous you're not irresistible, not invincible, to most women out there you have to be able to live up to your fame and prove yourself to them.

Lastly vtubers pushed me out of my comfort zone and facilitated me to connect with women in the community, women with whom I have sustained friendships, sexual relationships, and general companionship. I extended this by also reaching out to women I met IRL more often.
Overall it's been a huge net positive.
Here's Reimu's big bratty latina princess ass if you read this far.

>>70150188
projection

>>70147551
Yes I openly share it with them. I can just leave the Gura daki on my bed when a chick came over and she was fine with it.
Part of being an adult is to not give a fuck about your hobby.

>>70146425
Ame's tempus collabs made me go schizo for a while and I can't make myself watch her again. Luckily for me I guess she has been quite burned out since

>>70146425
I laugh at distorted pictures of mococo, so... yeah, but not in a good way.

>>70146425
back when I watched Vtubers I was a hard working upstanding member of society. now that I no longer do it I have instead become a disgusting NEET

>>70146425
Unronically yes for the better. After being betrayed by a woman I work with that I was in love with I became depressed. I came across a streamer I watched talking about vtubers because he would watch hololive while he was streaming, so I got curious and searched what a vtuber was and found some clips. Miko nigga, stay home, setting her house on fire, PekoMiko moon launch, Mr Koro English, just stupid ass clips and then I found myself watching more and more clips of other girls then found out about en and started watching Gura streams because I didn't get her hype at first so then I membered and saw my first member karaoke and I finally understood and immediately felt like I found my oshi and wanted to support her no matter what and basically owe my happiness to Miko and Gura because without them I probably would have offed myself.

>>70146425
this >>70146631 but I'm coping and not sure if it's real or not, either way things were looking great for a while

Positively, my oshi, Bae, restored my motivation and positivity after a combination of an almost life ending breakup and everything shutting down due to the quarentine destroyed my self image and self esteem.

>>70149322
Same, it's like I lost all romantic interest in real life girls.

>>70146425
I don't watch them but sometimes they make me think up depressed thoughts and it makes me want to cry.

>>70146425
I don't care about politics anymore and also I fucking hate flips. Win!

>>70160637
racism is political

>>70146425
i have a boyfriend now thanks to iRys.

>>70146425
They made me hate women and yet I desire their company and opinions 24/7.

>>70163454

>>70146425
I am very inclined to sex vtubers

>>70146425
1. started liking women again, as women, while appreciating instead of minding how they're different from men
2. stopped worrying about women outside my control: when a chuuba announced that she'd commit a temporarily very popular form of self-harm, my initial reaction was horror, then realization that there's nothing I could possibly do to dissuade her, then relaxation: I should reserve my protective instincts for people I'm actually in a position to protect

otherwise, vtubing is just entertainment. Even a faddish entertainment, like MTV's "Real World" after decades of strictly programmed sitcoms. But it's just genuine enough a form of entertainment to have done me some good.
I'm looking forward to VR GFE that feel like dates or dreams where it feels like you're sitting across from the chuuba in a restaurant, or next to her on a bench, and it feels like you're letting her talk your ear off. Uh huh. Yeah. Wow, tell me more.

>>70146425
whaet

>>70146425
Mostly I just realized how easily most women are influenced by their social circles(I knew this already, but it's different when you watch it happen in real time across dozens of people you observe directly and frequently).
However, I also realized that there are an extremely small number of outliers.
The caveat for this post, however, is the most important one; neither of the above points are inherently positive or negative. Positive social circles exist, and they can turn lives around, and in turn those women can help turn other peoples lives around.
Similarly, there are some outliers who are bad people, and not even social circumstances are capable of leading them away from being that way.
Mind you, I don't think they're programmable robots or something extreme like that. There's always some inscrutable sense of identity in a person. I've just ended up surprised at just how drastically seemingly well-grounded girls can come to contradict themselves. And it can happen so quickly.
I'm personally more of a staunchly ideological person, and I mean that to the point of detriment. But being who I am is important to me, so I accept the issues it causes in interactions with other people. But it does scare me a little when I see somebody change so much that I can barely recognize them.
It's made me think a lot more on the nature of identity as a whole over time. I'm no autist afraid of change or anything, but I am not so stupid that I can't differentiate between natural development/growth and abrupt and unsettling distortions in a persons behavior and worldview.

>>70146425
Negatively, but not by much. My mental health was no great shakes to begin with.

>>70146425
I have gone insane. Just having Doki confirm that she tried to off herself, threw my mind into a tailspin. On the other hand, I feel joy watching certain vtubers because of how cute they are or how good they are at singing.
I'm the kind of person who would have gone insane either way, so it is what it is.