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News:
Ike will be getting a figure: https://twitter.com/ike_eveland/status/1678776453553430528
Luxiem Kuji-Square collab releases November 2: https://kuji-square.com/luxiem-kuji.html
Shu at Cos-Mic November 3-5
Uki at AniAni Festival November 5th: https://twitter.com/AniAni_EN/status/1716062803784880129
Ike x Neox Graphite collab releases November 6: https://storelocator.pilot.co.jp/pilot_graphite_campaign2023/
Cooking Voice VP releases November 6th: https://x.com/NIJISANJI_World/status/1718809948896059837
Double Eleven Fair merch releases November 10: https://twitter.com/NIJISANJI_World/status/1719655573170552924
Luxiem, Sonny, Uki, Ver and Ren at Anime Creator Expo November 11: https://www.animecreatorexpo.com/nijisanji-en-2023ace
Heroes Half Anniversary merch releases November 15: https://twitter.com/NIJISANJI_World/status/1701068043684839458
OU-EN Cafe Collab begins November 20: https://twitter.com/OU_EN_cafe
Ike at CosCosSuki November 26: https://twitter.com/ike_eveland/status/1704827817169403928
Luca, Ren, Xsoleil, Krisis, Sonny, and Alban at Nijifes 2023 December 24: https://twitter.com/NIJISANJI_World/status/1687795587163537409
Outfit status: 6 weeks

Merch on sale:
Shu JeogSeoul Collab (Until Nov 5th): https://x.com/lipsjp/status/1709742751909359892
Sanrio Collab (Until Nov. 5th)
Claude Debut
Nijibear Vol. 1

Recent & Upcoming Projects:
Vox Movie (Nov 4): https://x.com/Vox_Akuma/status/1718260436687049163
Noctyx LEVEL UP!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaVLHFjJkIg
Ver Cover: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSEKdqt-s0c
Claude Cover: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXGLWbMtmtc
Fulgur Duet Cover (Ren is there too): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tb89QsZgHRs
Pio Duet Cover: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gY7FwAp0RMY
SUPER DUPER YEAH: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqGhG089yz4

BASED CLAUDE THAT LOVES BUILDING MODEL KITS AND WATCHING KAMEN RIDER HE IS /MYGUY/

Is this guy my fucking male doppelganger or something I'm starting to get creeped out about how similar we are

HOLY MOLY!!! Enma SHU-DONO, you're telling me you're going to be allowing my BODY through to the afterlife.... but *MY* soul will be CAST into HELL?!?! But...- WHAT??!!? My SOUL is so ROTTEN and RIDDLED with FILTH, that it can't SIMPLY be ERASED?!?! Instead I have to be CLEANSED by HELLFIRE!??!?! I will be BURNING in HELL for over TEN THOUSAND YEARS as my CORPSE gets to enjoy the REST of ETERNITY SUCKING AND FUCKING EVERYONE IT SEES!??!?! YIPPEEEEEE!!! AS I am WRITHING in PAIN, I will be able to TAKE SOLACE in the fact that BILLIONS of SOULS will be FUCKING me even AFTER my soul is permanently erased?!??! THAT SOUNDS AMAZING!!! I can SEE it NOW!!! My spiritual flesh will be BURNING off my BONES as I SCREAM and SCREAM and SCREAM meanwhile my body gets USED by EVERY SINGLE MAN WHO HAS EVER LIVED!! Not to mention that in the afterlife, EVERYONE has DOUBLE the stamina! I'll be JERKING off, whilst being BATHED in HELLFIRE and also will be BATHED in SPIRIT-CUM. I could GOON to just the THOUGHT of that! Well, there's nothing else to say, except YABBA DABBA DOOOOOOO!

Claude here.

https://twitter.com/Nyamyuring/status/1719807033434910765
cute ToTs dancing together

How can he be so based

>Claude is a manga reader
BASED. I prefer reading manga to watching anime.

I keep relistening to Alban's little brother halloween lines I don't want to wait until next halloween for him to literally whore himself out again, I want to hear people getting as close to the limit of what people will say as he's willing to go, starting to break down that boundary until he is taking explicit lines. Much of nijien are terrible at sticking to their lore and he's very bad at pretending to have the morals of a thief but he's sure good at sticking to the literal prostitute part of it.

>hated wonder egg's ending
BASADO OF THE HIGHEST ORDER

>wants to play Persona 3 Reloaded on stream
YESSS

>men with huge egos
>cute boys
These are claude's types

>>61758986
>I'm both of these
I have a chance!

bunnywife.....

>>61757230
Oh wow, congrats! Anon got into Niji

twink washington.......

>>61759988
I love my president

You play otome because of WHAT claude

First class trouble
Willy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scfWVJv5PQc
Alban https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esTUllv2U0Q
Vanta https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RemPTBr-Klk
Uki https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkXQQAMoDVk

In case anyone wanted to know what the kyo bear looks like

alban LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE !!!!
so many fun things today~~

>>61761635
The bears look cute and really soft, but I took one look at the price and put it very firmly in the "only if my kamioshi gets one" category...

vanta got kidnapped for organ harvesting.....

>this group is the ipad kid class
TTOTT

Claude is afraid of women.

>>61762802
At this rate I will confirm his fears (by licking his pits in his sleep)

This might be better than them just playing the game, honestly

SOON!! 3 days!
!!
!

>69%
LET'S GOOOOOOOO

claude wants to smash every boy

7 mins https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaVLHFjJkIg

audio sperging time

>>61763751
alive

Woah cute!

I love scripted content kek

That elira cosplayer saying this for scripted content

Jesus we're still on the audio tism

>no shota outfits mention
SHIT TASTE

CLAUDE IS AN OLD MAN

alban loves krisis drama....

alban is a kardashian....

ancient cleric

aruban is groping vanta

they're having sex in the bushes....

>>61766322
GAY PARK REAL?

alban keeps grabbing vantas dick....

alban is going to have sex with zalis warm corpse....

claude is being called an old man by multiple languages

cute jp claude

>fucking WHORE
KEK UKI

the fade to black is so fucking funny

noctyx drama.....

kek vanta and alban are a pretty funny duo

catching up on the noctyx show and it's been pretty fun so far, the fan interviews were cute.

wilson and alban shota sexxxx

>>61770461
anon, alban is like 2 meters tall

alban drowned......
>>61771027
wrong !

gdi uki I knew that was coming for you, oh well

tiny ver

ver how much you been spending looking at ren's lips
you got it wrong but still kek

>>61775152
the way he described him as depressed in art but cute in streams, i was really expecting him to say ike

auban goody little two shoes frame is up !
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCouKauVCqU

bump

>>61776013
Nice art, reminds me of CLAMP

ver was nice and pathetic tonight. so cute thank you for having them luca

>>61771452
anon, he's a long boi, we have to come to terms with it. the length enhances his dorkiness

ToT

Someone finally told Shu to fuck off from chat, about time

>>61781367
Why are you posting this here?

every wave has seen willy's willy... only TTT left...

>>61782538
What's with Luca's obsession with his dick anyways? Like he can't take his eyes off of it.

>>61782702
ToT TxT ToT

>>61781367
BASED

Two days!!!

Sex wife

Sani been alive for a while

>>61776013
auban start

aruban forgot his starting music....

this game is so pretty

>it's in japanese YEAHHHH
kek my japanese cat.....

so pretty......
apparently this game wasn't made in rpgmaker....it was made in unity

camellia keeps flirting with alban kek

10 endings.......

Aza collab with vox in 30 mins https://x.com/nekosaka6927/status/1720035092125667509

god this game looks so good

>>61781367
How about you fuck off retard

alban likes the mc of this game because it reminds him of himself.....aruban wants to be a cute girl too TwT

this perspective goes hard

>i learned hag from claude
aruban.....

>>61797722
Alban charms everyone he interacts with

so cute i want to draw alban in this

claude in auban chat

gote....

>the gays are winning today, we love to see it
kek alban

yesterday was bl today it's gl, we really are winning alban....

Vox playing fall guys with aza here https://live.bilibili.com/21696950

>>61798752
there he is

>>61798752
please tell me he's being a good boy, I got traumatized from his collab with Aza last time

>>61799170
What happened with Aza last time?

>>61799170
What happened? I thought the apex collab went well although I didn't watch it myself I've only seen like one clip kek

cute minigame
this game has such good visuals

>>61799170
He's in movie promo mode

Shu PR stream https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g8zIrjVRyxw

>>61799227
>>61799237
it's just my own personal problem, but it was in the middle of his infamous tv era if that clues you onto anything

>>61799625
that's good to know, thanks anon

>>61799709
>infamous tv era
I've never heard anything like that. Do you mean for Aza or for Vox?

>>61799709
The tv got delivered broken no? And he went in the middle of the collab to get it how was that a anything bad?

everyone wants to be elise's gf....

alban starved himself to death.......
my fat cat......

>>61799857
don't mind me, let's just say I have personal problem with it and I called it infamous because it's funny how unlucky he is

the ost is so good we're just gonna sit here for a bit

cuteee

holy shit this game has a song

i think he'll do good in this game

>>61802171
nice

kiss the rrat......

Zali suika https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9_fBaAPtjc

>welma?
>well ma mommy !
aruban....

I just noticed one of wifes towels...he's such an old lady haha

alban is so cute.....he's excited about the visuals so he moved to the corner so we could see better

alban really has a child's palate TTOTT

oh.....

Pero pero

>alban eating salad for breakfast
oh.........

>>61805207
Alban is becoming like my wife...soon he will start counting calories too

>>61805207
long cat will become even longer looking

>>61805331
>>61805347
well he's having it as a side to his ham sandwich so i think he's still far from fuuchan....but my fat cat might not be a fat cat for any longer....

>>61805526
Maybe he wants to be more in shape for 3d things

>>61805526
Fuuchan has a salad with a side of green smoothie like the skinny white girl that he is

>>61805777
that makes sense...i'm not actually upset i'm just being dramatic kek, i'm happy he's taking steps to improve himself health-wise and eating habits wise
>>61805858
fuuchan.......

otsu alban and thank you for the stream ! so many fun things today~~
first class trouble was chaotic and fun, you and vanta are such a good bro pair kek.....uki watching you drown in silence was so fucking funny but you deserved it for acting like a harlot and trying to 'steal his man'....i can't wait to see more little goody two shoes....the art direction and the vibes of the game is just my type....i really love when you play games like these...
please stay happy and healthy forever and always !
big big LOVE alban !

>>61805910
Don't worry he occasionally has half a turkey sandwich

>>61806201
without the turkey because he fed it to his dog

sad. i think ver's ygo cards didn't come in today. he was going to do a surprise handcam stream opening them if they did

another cute halloween present from ver though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OA6C8QswW9o

Can we use this for next OP

Uki https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZ7ug8MikVc

>>61808075
If no one else bakes, sure. Give me an image for the archive post too though

>>61808780
Just pick whatever you want

Doggo barking in the distance kek

>>61809188
Oh, okay...

>>61809351
Gay Villion is a fucking slut

>>61809372
You can use this if you so desire

>>61808780

>>61809705
Cute!
>>61809780
Kek, poor Ver

>>61809584

>>61810297
Stop smiling like a WHORE!

>>61810569
anticipate me fucking ver's puppet when i get it!

>>61810871
show pics when

>>61810871
I can't believe your dick is as small as Ver's...

I've been seeing more folks on my TL finally get his celebration merch in, when's mine coming... I know it has to travel all the way from Japan, but man

>>61811653
kek i will. i have a few ideas of what type of pictures i wanna take
>>61811891
i'm the opposite of what ver wants in a man. fat, small dick, not outgoing the humiliation and disgust he feels knowing he'll have to sleep with me makes the sex better

>>61812446
i hope you get it soon! post pics when you do if you feel like it

>>61812731
Hey at least your white! Ver loves white man dick

>>61813113
I'll try! I don't want to accidentally dox myself though kek

>>61813859
i used to be worried about that too but as long as you avoid reflective surfaces, should be good. you can use litterbox and have the picture expire within a certain timeframe too. it's up to you!

Soon

zali 3600 but still no double suika

>>61812446
What did you buy?

>>61804929
>>61816732
I’m gonna cum and cry on Saturday I think

>>61818911
If the kindred theories are true It'll be the same for me

>>61818982
Which theories?
I’ve seen the ones about what if he was accidentally the cause of the clan demise via burning the castle down and I will definitely cry if that’s the case ;_; I get emotional enough at the New Cydonia video….

>>61819133
That's the one I'm talking about, It would be so kino and I can see it happening

>>61819227
There’s a fair amount of pointers for it. Manifesting

>>61819864
If he can improv most of mad scientist I can see him and the writing team doing something like that. God I'm so excited

>>61814273
Oh that's a good idea, I'll try and remember that
>>61817672
Celebration, his pape, and nui. And some other miscellaneous stuff

Did we get noctyx nuis yet

>>61820909
probably for anniversary

>>61820400
Same
Please can it just be Saturday now I can’t bear it

Keeping everything crossed for CuteHorrifying trueform demon in his movie

Cute trueform demonhusband with so many rows of jagged teeth that your brain can't comprehend how they fit in his mouth despite its unhinged jaw
Adorable demon with far too many eyes, and limbs springing from where they shouldn't be

Bbygirl little pookie demon who's skin is constantly shifting as though something is writhing beneath it, threatening to burst through at any moment

Cute :3

claude soon

just catchuped with the vod and psyborg is just the same like always........ anyways! I do agree with uki with one thing, wife is getting softer giving out lots of free kissies unprompted.

>>61823553
what's mr claws up to tonight

>>61824022
ape sex

>>61823553
he pushed it back again

>>61824117
I won't be able to watch at this point... My president...

>>61824088
ah... solo queue ape sex yay
damn it I have the perfect image for this but I won't post it because off-topic kek

fuuck I'm getting brainworms about the theory... It totally tracks with how at the beginning of the project production, he said that people would see him differently. FUCK I hope it happens

>>61830269
SEXXXXXXX

I miss my husband

claude pls stop with the jumpscares https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjM04hggqlk

>>61831883
I respect his tardwrangling

claude is so based for tardwrangling his chat this early on. i just hope his chat listens

>>61832202
talking is good but he needs to back it up with moderation for it to stick. actually time people out when they break rules

>>61832202
He needs to show that he means it though, maybe not with an iron fist like Fuu-chan can get unless he wants to, but don't let rule breakers get away with only a little chiding

>>61832202
hopefully he can get some mods. Ver has like 4 and they keep the rules pretty tight. nowadays about the only thing they delete is when new people put too many emojis. and then Ver will remind people to stick to only 3 at most after he sees what has been deleted

Apex with Aster soon...

>>61832405
wife talks a big game when it's a tourist but he's soft on his regulars that he recognizes, and those are the people who tend to cause problems.

>>61832327
>>61832405
>>61832617
does he not have mods? i wish he'd add a rule about not bringing prechat retardation during the actual stream too, the prechat nickname thing is getting annoying really fast

>>61832754
i don't know his mod situation but i hope he'll update the rules as we go if he's as adamant about his boundaries as he claims. keeping prechat in prechat and no off-topic side convos are good rules to have. i mean some guy said bye at the start of stream and over a dozen people said bye back, any relevant chat message sent then would've been washed away.

Willy when he doesn’t beat his suika score

>>61832663
Cute Fuu-chan... That's unfortunate though. I don't tend to chat much when I do watch him, but he's still surprised me by reading a couple of my comments

>>61832754
if they're silent it'll be hard to know. but I know Ver has said before a lot of people in niji don't even have mods.
but hopefully he can add them as he gets more into things like not bringing prechat to the actual stream, no side convos, no @ people in chat and things that distract from the stream. might be case where it'll get fixed like a month or so in though when it's brought more to his attention that some people find it distracting from the stream

>>61833392
it's not too big of a deal and he addressed some of it recently. i did feel bad when he said it hurts to see people announce they're leaving as soon as stream starts...
it's a great feeling, claude has read more of my messages than he's missed

>>61834038
>people announce they're leaving as soon as stream starts...
I still think this is the most retarded shit, like are they underage? I hate seeing this in stream chats. There's no need to announce when you've arrived to stream or are leaving... just chat like normal. The only time I ever say bye or hi is when the streamer is ending/starting.

>>61832202
It's refreshing to someone who doesn't want his chat to be a free-for-all. I've been a fan of Wilson since debut, it's been three months and his chat hasn't improved since. Just the same one or two jokes repeated ad nauseam. He himself was personally told early on that his chat was the worst out of Krisis, and I'm baffled he hasn't done anything. When compared to Doppio's, Ver's, and even Hex's, it's almost night and day in terms of moderation.

>>61834299
don't know if that's worse or the people who send supas apologizing for being late. there's only one possible acceptable response and it's the liver telling them it's fine, don't feel sorry.

>>61820465
Nice nice hope you will enjoy merch
(* ´ ▽ ` *) (I waiting for the shirt).

>This is so resident sleeper
Twitch boy...

Rip mr claws, 3060ti for $700 is painful

i really hope this means we can get a boys' subunit soon, especially with claude here now

>>61837647
>subunit soon, especially with claude here now
i wouldn't count on anything soon if you're including claude in it. season 1 boys + iluna at most maybe
could be why ren was there so long compared to like half of iluna

>>61837858
>>61837647
i want picrel to be a subunit

>>61837858
he could be featured in other programs too, being a singer and all. it's just my wishful thinking, i want an ike/ren/claude singing unit

ENTER WIFE, SHU AND WILLY

Aster in Claude's chat.

>>61834809
At least with the supa they get money, with a chat it's just annoying kek

>>61810871
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh look at his cute little butt

>>61842052

wife and willy died together

Claude is talking about subunits in EN.

it's not fair... i want to rest my head on mommy's chest too...

>>61843681

oh maybe claude has silent mods after all. i just saw a pat pat message get shot while he was talking about not wanting to be babies kek but it could also be self delete idk

shugur rape

G'nighty anons, I hope Fuu-chan's vod can survive tomorrow so I can watch later

>>61848663
so do i, i'm gonna miss part of it. goodnight!

Vanta doko

>>61848132
Poco pio needs a live2d

Valo thingy https://x.com/opaloparu_vr/status/1720284159434956994

We deserve a subunit that has all the va autists and they actually get to do VA work for games. Maybe have them make streams where they voice more vns. Essentially the touchstarved boys + Vanta and Claude. If most boys can’t sing that well this is the next best thing

>>61852569
they could write their own scripts and release drama CDs, i know wife was disappointed he didn't get to do the butler/master one with his brother

>>61853020
Yeah, and with lore autist lambros there’s tons of potential for original content. Hire me riku I know how to make buckets of money

>>61853286
Yeah except vox won't do anything because he's a lazy cunt

Krisis papes cute

catching up with claude apex zatsu vod and why is he so, in his words, oomf-coded. why. why are our tastes the same. he said he's "just some guy" but no some guy has this type of taste. and i do feel like he's still hiding his power level. fun. excited to see more of his contents. i missed this feeling of finding a new oshi...

Froggy and sonny soon

>>61853020
He has to cope with making ASMR streams instead.

Finally demon will cry soon

>>61854788
where is this?

>>61854806
Beijing https://x.com/nekosaka6927/status/1720336053679362238

son of brisko
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vETr6ehKggY

Fortnite is adding a Mint Ice Cream variant to the new Banana skin. Even in my games, I cannot avoid mintfag

>>61854788
and I will also cry soon (when he starts streaming regularly again)

>>61853915
same anon i cant believe how relatable he is i love how the tastes r so similar that he feels more real desu i watched him a bit in PL n only saw the brotuber parts so i wasnt expecting to oshi at first this was a pleasant suprise

>>61837647
>>61838161
The subunit KEKZ
(C)laude
Sh(U)
Lu(C)a
Sonny Bris(K)o
Ren (Z)otto

>>61860450 (me)
Lmao I forgot about this filter

Shu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6hOv6sY648

OH YEAH

wife soon

Froggy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igTCGLyvyTQ
Fulgur https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0394XDYfeA

>>61855942
hehe I'm everywhere (>^ω^<)

The sheep explosions are so cute

archive anon i'll be counting on you for the vod

>>61865482
I'm archiving it, at the very least.

>>61865580
doing god's work

im gonna nut i love dmmd and i love wife

>I thought this would be romance and slice of life
Fuuchan....

but who will fuuchan like best

>>61866907
i think on the demo alone: clear
if he played through the whole game: noiz or mink

what would fulgur think of slow damage?

i do not like koujaku, too much of a bully

>>61867424
wife is going to wet his pants over this man then

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctWMRLwFYyA [Embed]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UU6oeVIc4Jw [Embed]
doppio and ver

>>61867382
sexo

mizuki is hot

Ver has never heard of Clannad..

>>61869630
>doppio sings dango daikazoku
>ver: that's how the song goes!??

ver and doppio just broing out. cute

wife is peeing cutely

ver really is just a scared little ToT. can't even watch cartoon network or nick

>>61870057
He's been peeing cutely more often lately... his weak useless bladder

I hate that wife doesn't let us see his cute afk pissing face...hmf

i can't tell if ver and doppio actually go to each other's places often or not.
realistically i assume not but it would be cute to think so

We really need to give every boy a shota model, there are absolutely no downsides to it, if they don't like it they won't use it

how long is this demo version of thegame?

>>61870985
he said 3-5 hours

>>61870520
>my cord is above the stove
>ya i remember seeing that
ver moved to a new place in august....hmmmmmm or he just remember ver's old place

based wife correcting chat's use of parasocial and saying he'd smack a girl that touched him without consent

ok i'm starting to warm up to koujaku now

>>61872026
He's gay he gets the woman smacking rights

TTT feels like they've always been there, it's weird that they're a week old now

>>61872350
TTT more like ToT haha

i listen to music like that literally me aoba

>>61872851
Honestly they could get away with TOT like Trio Of Troublemakers

ENTER CLEAR

ver and pio were cute today. very fun stream with them just bouncing off each other over nerd shit, anal juices and raw dogging. cute boys

knovid sex room is up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeDglU1qSpk

we're getting so many good wife moans

fulgur's fondness for Doppi is so cute lmao hes not like this with many people

>>61878204
his brother gets special treatment and i feel wilson wiggling his way in

fuuchan is a noiz fanboy…

>>61879196
his brain is full of noiz cum

wife has been such a whore this stream. really, really hope he gets to play the R18 version of some of these. how? no idea.

Man I completely missed demon with toaster, I never really stayed in em anyways. Nice to hear that he got a new mixer

i know there's no sex since it's just the demo but i feel blueballed all the same that this stream will end with no sex scene

Oh, the rape scene really is in the demo huh

so many people hating mink because of the rape scene like why would you even interact with media like dmmd or most yaoi if youre going to be this rigid of a moralfag even with fiction. It's nothing serious or anything, but you're sort of shackling your enjoyment of media or appreciation of these characters

>>61883200
People hated mink even back in the day before twitter moralfag rhetoric started taking off, I think most people just aren’t fans of rapey characters

>>61883543
The rhetoric was just on tumblr back then. I don't know, I feel like people's evaluations of a character are too unjustly affected by their perceptions of the character's morality instead of how well the character is written or the role they play in their story. A rapist character can be a good character.

>>61883200
>most yaoi if youre going to be this rigid of a moralfag even with fiction
is it really a yaoi story if it doesn't even rape at some point? i grew up reading about so many men falling in love with their rapist kek

>>61883874
I understand where you’re coming from. Maybe it’s my bad because anti shit seems so much worse and even more stupid than now than it used to be but I do remember people being rather reductive back then + complaints of the fan translation kind of screwing over Mink’s character

>>61865191
I will banish the skin to the archive because of it. Not really. I might not like mint as a flavour anon, but you aren't that bad a person.