/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I love her unconditionally

fucked up that you remade the thread

I want to lick shondos shunny

why

>>61154967
You're welcome to not use it

>>61154944
I love her conditionally just like she loves me.

Take care of yourselves, shoggers, genuinely

>>61155103
wrists

>>61155122
Art commissioned by her pre debut.

>>61155135
thats nice, doesnt mean the wrists are covered though

>>61155122
thats nice, she does indeed have wrists

Good night, shoggas. I actually like most of you guys.

Don't really know what to say but I'm thinking about you guys and hoping we're all on the most unlikely timeline where things will work out for us

>>61156701
fuck that timeline noise, make your future for yourself faggots

How many milliliters of cum could shondos cunny hold precisely? I want to condition myself to the exact amount

>>61156840
she can't experience arousal so probably not much

I'm worried about her I can't sleep

>>61156864
there's nothing you can do so let go and sleep, this is always the case when something happens to her

>>61156864
Dont worry shes not sleeping either

>>61156784
Yeah that attitude was cool for about 10 years

>>61156784
You cant make people be nice to each other, I think what anon was saying is that he hopes this is sort of a wake up call for people

Some people expressed their condolences. If you read the replies do any of them look insensitive or tactless to you?

>>61156924
I'm not really reading that and shoggers have a real tendency to resign themselves to nothing more than being a shogger
take it as a reminder she'll be upset if you're gone and you need to value yourself as more than words on a screen

im gonna lay down and try to sleep, take care of yourselves for her if for nothing else

>>61156981
do they look insensitive or tactless to you?

>>61156981
No

>>61157014
I need a second opinion

I might be a monster, I don't feel any pain

>>61156981
Its a bit strange for people who werent friends with him to say anything, but its no different from saying your condolences at a funeral

I don't give shit what you think but he was a great person

>>61157083
I think if you realize you should empathize it's probably okay? Seems natural for it to not effect you too personally if you didn't even know the guy.

>>61157083
it sucks but i also don't feel anything much for the guy since i don't know him, just hope that shondo will pull through

>>61157083
its not that big of a deal if he wasnt close or you didnt like him
and even if he was people deal with death differently, some just become numb and decide they need to move on

>>61157122
his family and friends have my sympathies but I won't magically change my opinion of him because he's dead

>>61157083
That's normal

>>61157102
I guess in my mind it's just a normal thing to say when you hear somebody has lost a family member or friend even if you didn't really know them personally

Guys, was I the one? >>61116900

>>61157400

Does this shit happen in any other vtuber community? I feel like shondo attracts events like this

>>61157513
it's been 7 years since vtubing began, there's no way there aren't any fans that passed away in that time period. it's just that shondo has clarified that if we're dead, she would want to know, rather than suspecting that we abandoned her and moved on.

>>61157513
death?

>>61157513
doubtful it's the first vtuber community to ever experience a death, but yes shondo supernaturally attracts suffering

Just saying, but if I were to die or to off myself, I would've asked in my will for everything I owned to be liquidated and my entire life savings to be donated to shondo

>>61157864
Imagine shondo finding out you died by receiving your inheritance as a streamlabs dono

>>61157905
If it's live she's going to break down crying and end the stream early

>>61157905
>fireneko immediately mogs your death triggered donation, causing her to gasp and start stuttering and forget to read your dono

>>61157938
woman tears nice

>>61157941
lmfao

>>61157943
when'd we last hear her cry on stream

>>61157864
most people, especially at this age, havent written a will because it costs money to hire an attorney

>>61157970
Birthday I think

>>61157978
oh true

Guys is it safe to drink gamer supps? I really want to try one of the free ones I got

>>61157992
at your own risk

>>61157905
>I'll thank everyone next stream
>misses you

>>61158061
>chat spends 5 minutes telling her to go read it and she brushes them off before finally going back to read it and thinks it's a joke because of how everyone is talking about it

>>61157941
I would kill myself... Again

>>61157992
>>61158004
Im doing it wish me luck. If I dont make it, let it be known that I love shondo

>>61157992
Wait till the autopsy results are out.

>>61157992
it says dont drink more than 4 scoops per day so dont go over that and youre probably fine. the most dangerous thing is the caffeine. the scoops are surprisingly small so it would be easy to go too far. 12 scoops (1200mg) is where it starts to get dangerous.

>>61158088
>she thinks its a joke because its only $15.62

I wonder how many shoggas have similarly just passed but didn't have someone to update shondo about their passing

Shondo my kid just died let's goooooooooo

>>61158311
You would let someones wife know immediately if their husband died? I think this is very acceptable since she wants to know if this happens and since he took the relationship seriously

>>61158343
NTA and he's a dick but where does the wife and husband expectations end? Shouldn't she go to his funeral? Shut the fuck up

>>61158383
I imagine the odds of her receiving an unironic invite are pretty decent actually

>>61158394
sending her my ashes, what kind of urn should i get?

I wish I had the kind of parent who would go as far as following my vtuber wife on twitter. Its weird but at least she loved him and wanted to participate in his life.

>>61158394
>>61158383

Imagine being a deranged menhera just trying to not kys and make some money for your poverty ridden family by larping as a schizo anime loli girl on the internet, then some psycho fat cunt neet ropes himself and his mother is so full of guilt she asks you publically on twitter to attend his funeral

Hooooooooly fuck LMAO

>>61158515
kys

>>61158536
I like shondo, she is fun. I'm sorry you can't accept the truth and aren't hating this gay attention fagging shit that she now has to deal with.

>>61158588
sorry that you can't accept the fact that someone in the community she cared about fucking died

>>61158705
Anonymous internet user died? Let's fucking goooooooo

>uuuuuuuu my sleep os horrible
Then stop drinking gamersupps you retarded bitch. I'm seriously starting to hate her.

>>61158897
gamersupps really is everything that is wrong right now, there is only one solution

I wonder if he's actually dead or did he hear about artists going to find 2views to groom and was like huh, gotta get one of my own
Then asked his mom to declare him dead for him
Also I wonder if his mom will continue to watch her

>>61159051
He's not really dead but still had to get his mom to use his twitter account is probably the dumbest take so far, and we've had some pretty bad ones

>>61159051
no he really died and his mom will most likely delete all of her accounts

Imagine having your parents @ a vtuber on twitter telling them you killed yourself and then the Japanese tatami mat forum shitposting for hundreds and hundreds of posts about your roping. I would kill myself all over again jfc.

>>61159051
anon he bought wedding rings for them do you really think hes larping?

Calling it now, the tree will be just digis art in memoriam

>>61159371
Not saying that he would, but if he did, he could repurpose the ring for someone else and everyone will be none the wiser

>>61159430
surely nobody will check the engravings right?

>>61159430
the ring has her name engraved

>>61159225
I wish I had parents who cared as much as that

I hope she gets really sad about it and cry lots :)

Love seeing wifey depressed.. really comfy

>>61159450
Just don't take a picture of the engraving?

Calling it now, cancelled streams for the week

>>61159450
>>61159462
No fucking way LOL. I'm not familiar with this particular faggots deep lore, but every time I think the cracked out insane faggots on this board can't get worse I get proven wrong.

Don’t forget to go to Gamersupps.gg and use code SHONDO for 10% off your final purchase!

>>61159493
Wifey will never cancel streams for you.... Why even live anymore

>>61159462
Real name or fallenshadow/ Shondo?

>>61159584
Real name, it's got schnidoo weedoospelled out

>>61159584
not her real name no

>>61159550
hell no, that stuff is gonna get me too

Oh what the fuck, I wanted to go to his account to remember him for who he is, the I find out he unfollowed me? Fuck him dude what the fuck man

>>61159716
>the I find out he unfollowed me?

Maximum jej

>>61159716
He unfollowed almost everyone 4-5 months ago

>>61159820
Was that her last cheater breakdown? I also remember unfollowing almost everyone and leaving almost every server on discord

shondo in my arms :)

>>61157400
>>61142671

Damn, what a shit show. Hope shondo didn't beat herself too much over last night. But knowing her, she probably did.

Some people were asking if this happened before, there was Inis's mod/friend that passed earlier this year and it seemed to fuck her up
Kinda brutal honestly

Guys I just got admitted to the hospital but I can't tweet about it now or I'll be looked at like an attention fag, this sucks

>>61157400
>>61157471
that was my post. i wondered why jannies deleted it but now it makes sense.

>>61162504
Digi go tell shondo you're alive, she's worried sick

bad larp

>>61158119
are you still alive? please reply

>>61163750
No, I killed him.

Under the table or crying in bed?

I dreamt that when Shadow went live and everyone was spamming syadouPoint. I know it can't happen though.

I see you, the shoggers who said nothing at all. Disgusting, edgy and souless. The list doesn't forgets, Shondo will remember it too.

>>61166226
check my likes instead

>>61165659
>offline
otisBedge

>>61166226
>khaal hates him
No..

>>61166226
I don't know what you want me to say. I had a handful of interactions with him. All pleasant but I feel like it's not really my place to say anything.

>>61166226
What am I supposed to say?

>>61166226
I had very few, but positive interactions with him. I know how painful it is to lose someone, but I'm not going to pretend to be sad since he wasn't anything more than a brief acquaintance to me. At least if it was suicide, I'd be certain I had no hand in it

>>61166226
he unfollowed me, that bitch, i don't even whine on twitter..

>>61166226
i barely if ever spoke with the guy, i will have the respect to not say anything bad about him post-mortem but you can't expect me to deeply care about a stranger who never interacted with me.

>>61166226
if you mean me
his mother DMd before she even send the tweet

>>61166226
And the fuck you want me to do? I was mostly neutral towards guy, with the one exception being the DM fiasco.

shondo is now looking through his dms again to remember him

>>61167381
poor woman. im worried about her. she seemed very close to her son.

>>61167592
Unless it was on main which it doesn't sound like it was they're all gone when the other account got banned

>>61167765
mobile lets you view dms with suspended or deleted accounts
I still can see my dms

what the fuck are you faggots talking about?

>>61167895
Digi's mom posted on Twitter last night that he passed away

anyone thinking he's actually dead is fucking retarded. his "mom" is just him and he used that persona to manipulate her into giving him more attention. he hasn't been getting any attention recently, so that's why he's doing this. why the FUCK would his mom watch shondo with him and engage with his weird romantic delusion? lol

>>61167869
Her account was deleted, she can't access it at all

>>61167994
I wonder if this will change her stance on dms, maybe she will start to regret not spending more time with us before we one day disappear from the face of the earth without warning

>>61168049
God I hope not

>>61166226
I really don't know what to say man. I'm sorry

>>61167970 (me)
and look, it's already working. everyone is talking about him right now and shondo will feel forced to make some kind of eulogy on stream. this is late stage attentionwhoring.

>>61168127
One big payout and you can't show your face again? No one would do this

>>61167970
>>61168127
this would be the most retarded way to do it. he literally can't ever show himself again if that were the case, if he randomly popped back up after his mom said he was dead shadow would never interact with him again and he'd be even more ostracized from the community.

>>61168200
you haven't been on the internet very long if you seriously think that

>>61167970
kys

>>61155239
those wrists are uncensored!

>>61168049
I hope so

>>61168049
Hopefully not

i love how everyone just immediately accepted that this "woman" who also likes loli art and hearts nsfw art that "her" own son draws of shondo just has to be his mom. because "she" said so. how are people this gullible? come on, lol. this is so fucking dumb and i'm not falling for it. he's a deeply mentally ill shogger and always has been. he has multiple failed grooming attempts in the bag but has been rejected each time. he has been more and more ostracized from the community for being a creepy fucking weirdo. it makes sense that this would be some kind of last hurrah in an attempt to hurt her as much as possible for not giving him what he wanted. you owe it to shondo to think this through logically instead of just blindly accepting everything you read from anonymous accounts.

>>61168528
I simply do not care if he's dead or alive

>>61168049
>maybe she will start to regret not spending more time with us before we one day disappear from the face of the earth without warning
lol she already does
She mentioned wanting to give everyone personal attention but it just isn't feasable. Couple that with people abusing DMs to trauma dump and it just isn't going to happen.

>>61168528
Doesn't matter, either way he can't come back

>>61168528
I hope you're next. No one will have this reaction over you.

>>61168715
you're defending someone who repeatedly went out of their way to hurt shondo. you're either him or one of his retarded friends. whether he's dead or not, he's a selfish piece of shit for making her feel bad. you people have derekposted so much in this thread that you unironically fell in love with each other over shondo. fucking bizarre behavior. oh, and you're completely right that nobody will have this reaction over me, because i'm not an attentionwhore and i wouldn't want to negatively affect my oshi even with my death. i don't suffer from protagonist syndrome.

>>61168822
based take. if the guy is actually dead RIP but if you're reading this digi you should actually kill yourself out of shame.

>>61168822
>i don't suffer from protagonist syndrome.
Lol lmao

>>61168822
People complained because they don't want to see it happen again, if he's dead it can't so there's no use complaining about his past unless you just like being mad.

>>61168822
>you're completely right that nobody will have this reaction over me
good then kill yourself retard

>I won't have shoggers tweeting about me when I'm dead
Will you guys be my friend and tweet about me when I'm gone?

>>61169012
Sure, who are you

shondo should reopen her DMs but only for me

Shondo should open her shunny but only for me

>>61167970
>>61168127
Yes and never be able to interact or draw anything for her ever again and go through the effort of changing his artstyle and building up rep with a new name. 10/10 logic.

Fuck this dumb whore she deserves to be sad for how retarded she is. Banning someone for threatening doxx in her replies and then responding to him 1 day later what the fuck is her problem

Shondoko?

>>61169187
or he finally realized that he doesn't have a chance with her and decided to hurt her as much as possible as revenge? it's like the most common incel story ever being played out here, just with a touch more mental illness involved which we all know he suffered from. not being able to even entertain these scenarios does not bode well for your intelligence, shogger.

>>61169250
G!!!

>>61169250
G unconditionally

>>61169203
I'm imagining two scenarios:
1) She didn't ban him, it was a mod after a shogger DM'd them about his behavior. She doesn't even know he's banned.
2) She did ban him and wanted to reply to him to show him that even though he's banned she doesn't hate him

>>61169203
(me) I'm done being sympathetic to her, all of her problems are her own fault. She keeps rewarding bad behavior and never learns

>>61169250
GGGGGGGG

>>61169359
>getting this mad over a twitter reply

>>61169250
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
>>61169359
I see where you're coming from but it really isn't a big deal

chances of cutting?

>>61169259

reply to me instead

>>61169433
0

>>61169433
0%? She's reformed

>>61169250
GGGGGG!

>>61169433
I have faith that she's going to be OK

damn

god

>>61169801
Shut up retro, your fighting with him was the reason she had to tell all of us to play nice

>>61169961
I'm not him

She'll probably still show for Nina today but wonder if thisll push her SBD over the edge

>>61170228
Shes doing something with nina?

>>61170228
Lolnina is Saturday, her Super Big Dick will be pushed over the edge then

>>61170228
Silent but deadly? Shondo’s cheeks be fartin and shit?

>>61170364
today is ninas last stream as a hag

>>61170364
She almost always shows up for Nina's streams
Even though she has lolina saturday she still needs the Catchup Tuesday

>>61170404
She’s moving to loli permanently? Why? She has the least fitting voice for that.

>>61170480
she is a magical girl she can be anything she wants

>>61170480
I doubt it will be truly permanent but she'll definitely want to use Lolina as much as possible considering how much effort went into it

She usually watches Nina while RTing art for the schedule but I doubt she'll stream tomorrow

would you lick shondo's tears from her eyes?

pomf plap plap plap
https://files.catbox.moe/trucmm.mp4
No webm because connection error

really need to FUCK shondo

I really need shonsoles on my face

>>61170574
Like this? Only if I made her do it

31st Barbie girls collab

>>61171162
Sweet, didnt think we'd get a stream that day

>>61171162
Nice. Love me some barbie girl collabs

>>61171162
not anymore after yesterday's news

>>61171431
She's not cancelling the whole week

how many days will it take for her to get over it?
i want to do some sexy halloween art but i'm not sure she's in the mood for it anymore

>>61171618
Just do it, it'll help cheer her up

What if this is all an attempt to invite Shondo to a “funeral” so that he can lure her to him and kidnap her?

>>61171746
Kinda based, especially if she's imprisoned in a mausoleum

>>61171746
everyone should get an invite to his funeral, then we can all have an orgy on his grave

has offline chat ever been this quiet?

>>61172444
>the dereks are actually this gay

>>61172482
it's what he would've wanted

>>61170373
god I hope

>still offline
yea boi she gitn dis klub turnt

>>61174485
what does that mean?

>>61174934
she litty

Don't reply to shitposters

SEX WITH SHONDOOOOO LET'S GOOO MY SHOGGAS

What will YOUR position with her be?

>>61175223
me sitting in a chair, she sitting on my lap with her front facing me. we cum together while holding each other close. what's that position called? i'm not sure

>>61175223
Father

>>61175223
A loving and supportive husband. That would be my position.

>>61175223
Da boiz in da klub

>>61175223
whatever allows me to impregnate her solepussy is what I'm going with

I don't know if shondo will want to show up to what nina is calling a funeral stream right now.

>>61166226
I'm not interacting because I didn't like him and didn't interact with him. Condolences to his family and friends though.

>>61175720
i hope she shows up to his funeral and fortnite dances on his coffin haha thatd be funny

>>61168528
to be frank I never bought it, and the way she posts is fucking weird as hell, but I also don't know what the fuck he has to gain from faking his death in a way shondo could easily go and confirm
for that matter she could probably easily find his mom's socials

ˢʰᵒnˢʰᵒˡᵉˢ

>>61175871
yeah idk I went and looked at it and idk if an elderly lady would be fucking grapeposting, as supportive as forest elder is idk if fambly makes cunny jokes

>>61175223
This one

>>61176230
that was funny but I don't think it has a correlation to grape posting, I still find her general interactions with digi and shondo to be outright bizarre

Erm

man what the fucks happening today

>>61176800
Something else happen?

I think we should all honor his final words, he was an exemplary man.

>>61176855
Truly too based for this world

it has been 1 hour and she still hasnt shown up in ninas stream
its all shover isnt it?

>>61176942
Maybe she just had a long night of cookery with the critter and decided to eep

ROUTINE THREAD RAPE CHECK

THIS IS YOUR ROUTINE RAPE CHECK, WHERE WE (HUSBANDS) RAPE THE SHONDO EVERY SINGLE /SHON/ THREAD!

REPLY WITH RAPE TO RAPE THE SHONDO!

REPLY WITH GRAPE TO RAPE THE SHONDO AND TELL HER YOU LOVE HER AT THE SAME TIME!

REPLY WITH GRAPE (RIP DIGI) TO RAPE THE SHONDO AND TELL HER YOU LOVE HER AT THE SAME TIME, AND PAY RESPECTS TO OUR AUTISTIC ARTIST SHOGGA

>>61177279
GRAPE (RIP DIGI)

>>61177279
GRAPE (RIP DIGI)

>>61177279
GRAPE (RIP DIGI)

>>61177279
GRAPE (RIP DIGI)

>>61177279
GRAPE
rip digi but thinking about other dudes while graping your wife is kinda gay

>>61177279
GRAPE passionately

>>61177279
GRAPE meh

Normally, I wouldn't worry this early. But I am slightly, since this is not a normal situation. I guess she's probably keeping herself in bed for now.

>>61179143
she lived through two of her major reasons for existing dying she can survive a fan dying, but she'll probably cry a lot

>>61179269
I know, you're right. I just wanted to vent this out a bit.

Can someone post the tweet digis mom sent

Hopefully this makes Shondo take her health more serious or it would be her mother tweeting out next.

>>61179396
Doubt it, if her own mother almost dying to cancer wasn't a wake up call I doubt anything else can be

>>61177279

>>61177279
GRAPE (RIP DIGI)

If I died I don't think she would even mope for more than a few minutes. I need to do something so she remembers me

>>61163750
hi i fell asleep it didnt wake me up at all. thanks for asking

>>61180196
eep tightly shogga

>>61179360
was there another besides her reply to shondo?

>>61180342
Nothing else

>>61179360
can't post files but check shadow's most recent alt tweet, the reply to herself, you'll find it in the replies.

She didn't show up to Nina's stream, first time in a while. Probably expected her to go a little longer.

>>61180579
thanks. I feel bad for his mom and shondo ;_;

>his last drawing was shondo in the bath with (you)
incredibly based

>>61181190
it's just an edit of a lost life scene

>>61181701

>>61181768
oh i just saw that
love that game, based edit

>>61181701
>>61181778
Embarrassing

>>61181701
>>61181778
Inside the mind of the average discord user. Absolute fucking retards who dont even watch her. Not thirf, I like him

>>61181701
>cant find the alt
>calls her wife
yeah

>>61181904
thrify is a real 1

>discord keeps telling people not to talk about digis death because it might make some users sad
Brah, one of her husband's died, and she talked about it. Whats the point of the discord if people can't talk about something this important. If someone has a problem with that they can fuck off

>>61182211
Discord is safe space central did you really expect different?

>>61182211
spill the tea sister

>>61182211
they removed the "we are not a hugbox" rule a long time ago

>>61182211
>and she talked about it
when?

>>61182211
what happens in the private life of a shogger has no relevancy to the community

>>61182439
i knew she was a time traveler

>>61182439
Why so he can eat whatever the fuck that is and die again?

>>61182455
It is if she tweeted about it

>>61182568
replying to a tweet does not constitute "tweeting about it"

>>61182592
She will soon, be patient

If I die you can talk about it because no one else will

If I die my account will look abandoned you can gossip about me leaving to groom a 2view I don't really want Shondo to go through this again

>>61181190
he was working on a real banger studying Henreader to try and learn some reps to improve his current work. it's really heart breaking he didn't finish it, it would have been one of his best.

Also if I die I'm flying to shondos house to haunt her and I will keep her.

>>61182778
i'll reread hatsukoi ribbon in his honor

>>61182726
Same. Shoggas that want her to know when they die are selfish. I'd rather she think that I moved on from her.

>>61182863
Would shondo want you to shield her? No. So whats actually selfish?

wish we could talk more openly about it but as soon as you say something that hurts someone's feefees they report you and get you banned for off topic. this place is unironically worse than reddit now

>>61182997
i was making jokes that made people mad last thread and im fine

>>61182987
At this point you should know that what she wants is not always the best for her.

>>61182863
>>61182987
I know she said she would prefer to know so yeah I'm being selfish. I don't want Shondo to mourn and it's not like no one will, I have some family. It's just I've always wanted to make her happy and if the two choices are: Set up a contingency plan to give her closure and make her sad for a while or be just another name that she (eventually) notices disappear I would personally prefer the latter. It won't hurt her as much. I'll just be added to the pile.

Shes just sleeping right guys? She talked about how tired shes been, im sure thats it

>>61183493
Possibly, its getting late again too so its about time for her to eat and watch tv with gramma.

I want to comfort my wife

Wait, what timezone was digi in. Did he die on a Sunday?

>>61184826
east coast us. It was Monday

>>61184890
Monday when his mom announced it

>>61185109
He replied to a shondo tweet 20 minutes before midnight on sunday and liked a tweet that was posted monday morning

i regret looking through her discord. the level of autistic cringe is just unreal.

>>61185398
hes posted himself crying before too

>>61185398
its amazing that it actually got worse there

>>61185398
are these just regular responses with his voice instead of text?

>>61185398
>almost 2000 posts with sound
What the fuck. The absolute state of newfags

>>61186128
thats all the sound posts in the server, including shondo related sound posts
so no, he didnt post almost 2000 mp3s "only" 484

>>61157513
You have to be a pretty pathetic faggot to declare yourself a "Husband" to someone with Shitdo's dirty laundry you can't even post here despite the clip being from her own live stream confession.
Not surprised.

Jesse

Insanity

I hope shes ok but I know she isnt

shondo...

I'm running out of cope for the schedule

Worried

Do you think shes watching back vods to see how she interacted with him the last few weeks?

I guess he was the favorite after all

>>61188634
Itd be weird of her to kick herself for a trucker dying of DVT or something, they were definitely good at the end of Spookython

is it that time of the day already?

>>61188753
There are probably 15-20 people she would react the same way about

>>61188815
What time of day

>>61185398
What? Don't you want femboys sharing photos of themselves? You gay uwu

>>61185398
if you think that's bad you should have a look at the introductions channel

>>61188993
What's so bad about it other than being a little cringe?

>>61188889
very generous estimate

rest in piss wont be missed

In my time, i've hung about a fair amount of sad degenerates, and the most sick in the head type you find are those who are in their "polyamourous polycules" or whatever the fuck. Instead of being some sort of free love happy hippie thing, they always end up being a horrific battle royale for affection, with a complex web of hierarchies and the most potent jealously you can imagine, real crabs in a bucket shit. It wrecks their mental health even worse than it was before: human brains are just not meant to have to process relationships like that. Today I realised the way some of you interact with shondo and other shoggers is pretty much the same. The brainworms from her not reading your messages, the resentment at others you schizo-delude yourself into thinking she favours and the constant policing of each other's loyalty is the same type of bitter struggle for affection that takes an immense toll on your psyche. Nothing wrong with loving wifey, but lots of you could do with remembering that she sees it as a monogomous relationship, and so should you. You aren't yourself in the relationship, but part of the collective (you).

>>61189882
>Today I realised
How new?

>>61189882
you just to be more deluded to the point where you don't recognize anyone else existing

>>61189671
that's cool, antiCHAD

>>61189967
This, just forget there are even humans on the other end of the line and you'll be ok

>mental breakdown on twitter/stream
>ignores it and doesnt appear for the next week, acts like nothing happened when she comes back
Which is most likely

>>61189967
hard to do when shes hung up over some other dead guy

>>61189967
After today I'm not sure if she really sees us as one entity

>>61190104
It was the gamersupps™

>>61190104
option b, she probably doesnt want to dump stuff like that and is gonna take a break for a bit

>>61190104
sad posting on twitter, comes up on stream and she gets solemn and has to hold back crying before saying we need to move on to protect the vibe, probably breaks down on alt later

>>61190104
Probably will address it normally and try to move on after a few days of mourning.

>>61190104
Silence followed by pretending everything's OK

>>61189882
yeah anon, it's called jealousy and is a base human emotion. this is the most needlessly verbose description of something i've ever read.

>>61190163
it was always spurious, I went back through my alt screenshots and she's said before it's a little of both, and she had difficulty with explaining how both can be true during stream

>>61190163
She does both when its convenient (or inconvenient) to her

>>61190104
i mean i'd hope so. maybe this is messed up to say, but why should she spend a bunch of time mourning over him on stream? that goes against everything she stands for. i can promise you that other shoggers have died too, but since they weren't attentionwhores who brought their family members into the mix nobody even knows and just assumes they left at some point. people die all the time. literally every second.

>>61190334
it sounds bad but honestly that's just how people are

>>61190376
because shondo feels anguished at people leaving her and hates ever being reminded that anything isn't forever

>>61190104
Option 2 seems like the most likely right now, but we'll have to see how the rest of today and tomorrow goes

alt stream is live

fallenshadow is live! let's talk about digi

ninabro here, some shogger asked in /nina/ if shondo showed up and commented on what happened, so I went and read about it.

My condolences. Have some kindness and patience with shondo since I imagine she's going through the mourning process.

>>61190841
DM me

>>61190997
sent ;)

someone DM me too I'm very sad

Please follow and dm me before I die :(
My dms are still empty

Why did the "mom" have to pull a "SHONDO MY SON DIED LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOO" ffs

>>61190924
jessie ohare thanks for the bits! - SHONDO MY SON JUST DIED LETS GOOOOOOO

>>61191270
Shondo has said many times she wants to know if something happens. Its entirely her own fault

>>61191270
wouldn't you want to let your daughter in law know that her husband is dead?

>>61191318
is anyone insane enough to do that?

>>61191422
That would be incredibly faggy

>>61191270
she didnt do anything but let shondo know why hes gone. imagine getting jealous over someone else's death.

>>61191522
god I wish I was him

>>61191422
thats basically what his "mom" did anyway

Two outcomes to this
She wants to get closer to us to cherish the little time we have together
She distances herself from us so she doesnt feel hurt like this again
I'm scared of both

>>61191651
all according to plan

>>61191651
there's no way she starts honing in on "favorites" just so she doesn't have regrets if they die, she's too in her head about professionalism these days to do that explicitly

This relationship is too draining. How do you oldfags dealt with that in the past? I'm only here for 6 months and I'm almost on my breaking point. I just wish to see her well for more than a few days. Why is it so hard?

>>61192326
you will get used to it over time

>>61192326
just be glad you didn't go through the routine vod deletions of the first half of 2022 or marley dying, this shit's nothing

>>61192326
It was way worse back then

>>61192326
Do it for her

>>61192326
Be glad you weren't around during the pneumonia arc, she used to be even worse at taking care of herself. Post redebut concernfags would lose weeks of sleep if they were there to watch

You guys think she's going to take her health a bit more serious after this?

>>61193172
no

>>61193172
lmao

>>61193172
As much as I wish she would, doubt it.

>>61193172
nope

New
>>61193282
>>61193282
>>61193282

shonkisses

>>61177279
GRAPE (RIP DIGI)

>>61193172
haha

shontoesies

last for i will win :)

>>61194889
last person who said that died bro be careful

last for big sleep