/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>6082785
>Share your VTuber addiction stories and experiences.
I masturbated for the first time to Kiara.
I know most people here make fun about fapping to them but it's something I didn't wanna do out of respect. But now, I think I crossed a line of just watching a vtuber and feeling sexual attracted to them. I haven't done this before and I kinda feel guilty. I'm not sure what to do...

>>6082785
Based Omaruza schizo

>>6082907
wank again

>>6082785
I'm very emotionally affected. I know I shouldn't feel this extent but I love Polka so much and I love all of the hololive girls. I really don't like it. I want to draw art for Polka but I don't think my level is good enough to do her justice yet. I will keep practicing.

>>6082907
I know this feeling. I almost did it once but I stopped it. If you feel like you're crossing a line, it's probably a good sign to stop. Though I don't think it's bad to have sexual feelings for the girls, I think we owe them a bit of respect if we want to do a little more than fantasize. I don't know how to deal with this yet. Obviously, asking them via Twitter is out of the question. You know what, maybe I can ask them in my dreams. Though it will be difficult because lucid dreaming is inconsisten for me.

>>6083014
>>6082907
Some of these girls have literally done fellatio asmr for hundreds of thousands of viewers before and you're afraid of jerking off to them?

>>6082785
Damn I love Polka too but you're on your way to becoming an actual schizo my dude. Just do your best to make up for what's lacking: make some art even if it's grade-schooler tier, spread the word on her translators instead of yelling at clipniggers.
Best of luck

>>6083067
I do not acknowledge roommates and even so respect is still something we owe them.

>>6082785
I REALLY LIKE this picture from Polka's tweet earlier. It's very cute and she looks comfortable. But I can't help help feel that she might be lonely. Good thing Flare is around. They seem to really click. I love Flare. Miko is also part of their stream earlier. I like her too but not as much as Polka. Sitting alone under that tree, I would do anything to sit beside her.

>>6083159
She deserves only the best. I refuse to give her half-assed work.

>>6083245
>She deserves only the best. I refuse to give her half-assed work.
You should give her YOUR best, not an experienced artist's half-assed attempt, even if they end up looking the same. The fact that you put in the work to do it out of love is what makes it worthy to stand among the others in the art tag.
But otherwise sure, just be another schizo in 4chan. Clown love.

>>6082943
Polka looks cute in this picture but it bothers me that the chest isn't the right size. The smile isn't quite right either.

>>6083361
>You should give her YOUR best, not an experienced artist's half-assed attempt
I guess you have a point. But as I see it I can still improve and I want to improve until I can finally something acceptable. Something that will make her smile. That goofy smile she has. I love it.

>>6083448
Can't believe I find myself quoting Calliope but "If you quit while you suck, you'll suck forever". I think if anything people would find it neat to see how your style evolves as you work on the same subject. Ganbatte, schizoanon.

>>6083448
>>6083245
She's retweeted bad art before so I wouldn't feel bad. She's probably just happy people love her enough to draw her.

>>6082907
I know how you feel. I don't masturbate to my oshi because I feel like it would be disrespectful to her.

>>6083560
She's very kind. I'm tearing up from this thought. Thank you.

>>6083553
>"If you quit while you suck, you'll suck forever"
This is cool. Maybe I should watch Calli more. I only watched her TTRPG sessions so far. Don't really like her personality that much but I don't hate it either. Maybe she's an acquired taste.

>>6083758
I can't quite watch Mori for too long, but she's alright in small doses. Do make sure to post your work if you take the advice to heart, god knows we could use better bumps than the same 10 images and the SEA architect.

>>6082785
If you love Polka you would like to check out Oda Nobuhime!

Maybe if she was a better Vtuber she would get more fantastic. But she's just being carried by the "hololive" name at this point.

>>6082785
Polka doesn't really care about the numbers outside fleeting moments of weakness, omaruza, and neither should you. They are ultimately meaningless, like grains of sand in a vast desert. She just wants to do her best and entertain anyone who would watch. Her lowest lows always come when she feels like she let omaruza down, isn't working hard enough, or when she feels like she left a bad impression on non-fans during collabs. She's very critical of herself, overly so. That's why she needs your vocal support to let her know she's being hard on herself and is all the things you see in her.