/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I have less sins then this child predator.

>>5963097
What happen to 1, 2, and 3? Am I cute like gura?

>>5963097
i tried to make a last cum tribute for my oshi Coco before her graduation but looking at her lewd fanarts made me cry

>>5963097
I jerked off to Ame and Ina stepping on people in titan fall 2.

>>5963097
i think coco is a nigger

>>5963097
I don't even watch vtubers but got in a parasocial relationship with one after posting in her thread for days as a joke the lamy transformation thread I don't even watch her what the fuck man

>>5963097
i rape p''''eople'''' who diss my oshi

I jerk it to Noel's roommate more than I do to Noel.

>>5963097
I've ringed one of my Fubukis in Azur Lane

>>5963097
I saved the clips of Fubuki crying despite being told not to.

We already have a confession thread
>>5956879

I don’t find marine sexy and actively avoid her fanart

I jerked off to a guro fanart of gura twice

>>5963097
i was the one driving
im sorry
it was my fault
she will never walk again

>>5964833
I'm guessing you're the bloodbath tub Gura anon?

>>5965174
He's not. And I know that he's not because I am.

>>5963097
I hate Gura. :(

My oshi is Ame but I almost exclusively fap to Marine.

i have three oshis

I never cared much for Coco

I orchestrated Coco's graduation to prevent HoloES.

I think Chammers is actually a little dumb.

>>5963097
the behavior of fans on /vt/ has negatively affected my ability to enjoy several vtubers

I have 1000 waifus

>>5964422
Thats next level man

>>5968595
If you have multiple oshis, then you have no oshi at all.

>>5963097
I only fapped to Sora and Ame

I'm trapped in my own head and I just desperately daydream about becoming a cute baachua or something but instead I'm stuck in this shit.

>>5964530
But is gura going to bless you in that thread?

>>5963916
They're in a retirement home

>>5968788
ya te vi nimu

>>5963097
I am jealous of gura

>>5963097
Gura the FBI is looking for me letsss goooo

I left polkas membership because it feels I get too close to her emotionally and I can't handle that

>>5975223
I thought that was why people got memberships in the first place.

I fap everyday to anime girls

>>5963097
I really hated huge tits. I prefer smaller breasts but Coco is proof that there's more on a huge bosom girl than their huge bosom.

>>5963097
Every time I come across someone with KFP in their name and pronouns in their bio, I send a death threat to Kiara on Twitter.

I fingered my GF while she was streaming once

>>5977871
Thank you for your service anon.

>>5974793
You're such a numberfaggot Kiara
Bend over, i'll fix your issues

>>5977917
Based Indog cucker

>>5977871
based

>>5977917
Connor?!

>>5963097
I'm the one who posted the video about Ollie getting fingered on stream

I don't fap to gura

I actually jacked off to Chammer's KFC asmr.

Im a huge paypig for my oshi whos an indie. She got worried about me for spending so much on her that i decided to make multiple accounts to keep supporting her from

I have consensual sex with your oshi in the missionary position for the sole purpose of procreation

>>5977917
So you're the one who fingered the zombie
Thx for the entertainment anon

>>5963097
I think annoying orange is better than gura

>>5981121
He is

I draw porn of my oshis

watched Hololive for about a year now mostly just for fun and to relax
never once had a dream about them until Cocos grad announcement which hit me quite a bit harder than i thought it would
had about 7 or so dreams all about Coco very standard depressing dreams relating to death and letting go
ended up watching Fubuki for the last 3 weeks or so to try and cope since she always seemed to strong and upbeat regardless of whats happening
Ends up working out and feel better over next couple weeks watching her
Cocos grad happens I feel somewhat sad only but know it'll be alright in the end
Fubuki starts stream and cries and causes me to break down.
First dream I have afterwards is sexual one with Fubuki, first holo that wasnt Coco ive dreamt about

all in all i think i formed an unhealthy emotional dependence on Fubuki over the last 3 weeks and probably need to get the fuck out

>>5963097
I cheated on my wife Botan with Choco

>>5979332
Dad?

>>5977917
Ok jim

>>5982436
I am many peoples dad at this point

>>5979332
Why are dads so pathetic?

>>5982053
If it helps you anon, I’m sure some japense guy it’s fucking the real fubuki

>>5977570
i'm too emotionally stunted for that, I don't like gfe or whatever it is called

>>5979332
lol wtf

>>5982532
it kind of doesnt help because I already know there was never a chance rationally. I just need to slink back into my old mindset of this is just for fun and to relax but the Coco grad triggered something in me that makes it hard to go back to that.

>>5978205
>> expects numberfag Kiara to learn anything from your 4 incher
kek

>>5964422
Bold of you to assume anyone on /vt/ actually watches vtubers

>>5963097
i fap to your creampied cunny, and falseflagging

i confess that i miss haachama

>>5974787
Ah tenía que ser Nimu.

I sent death threats to several indies. Didn't even hate them or anything, just did it for fun.

>>5964454
i know what you mean anon

>>5977917
shit was hot keep up the good work

Been mega falling out of watching any vtubers for the last like month. Yet the compulsion to constantly click on holotools to see who's streaming has not stopped.
Also I missed Coco's graduation stream despite being awake. I did watch the full archive today though

>>5982053
I had a dream once where korone and okayu were accusing me of being behind 9/11

I mostly just watch clips because I don't have time to sit down and watch a 2+ hour stream without much of interest happening

>>5963097
I haven't watched an Ame stream in over a month, yet I'm still a Day 1 member.
I just watch the clips instead

>>5984082
Fair enough for gameplay focused streams, but zatsudans and minecraft SHIT you can just leave it on in the background when you're trucking or something

>>5984159
Should’ve been there for the classical musical zatsudan

>>5984353

Gura is the reason why I socialize with people, so I can make friends again

I avoid threads of my oshi because they're all just rrat filled shitflinging and I don't think they should even exist until she comes back

>>5964422
you are stuck with us anon

Outside of Coco's last few streams and a handful of Risu and Kana ones, I have not watched any chuubas since Haato went on her current hiatus and only visit here out of habit. I don't even enjoy visiting here without watching anyone and don't know why I keep coming back when anything else would be a better use of my time.

I like them all and want them to succeed and be happy but recently I have started to favour Marine. Im seriously considering becoming a crewmember.

I dont even watch any vtubers I'm just here because I want to learn about the fanbase and curious on why you guys love vtubers so much because to me they're just reskinned streamers

>>5987621
I'd legitimately welcome an study of why this place is so addictive. People study memes, but I wonder if the glowies have an study of what would be the time necessary for this hellhole to trap you, and whether other factors influence that time.

>>5989716
I like both. But in average, I tend to prefer male streamers and female vtubers.

>>5989716
It helps motivate me to do my nihongo reps

>>5970383
Yes.

>>5977871
Send death threats to kfphaggots instead it'll scare them shitless

>>5999251
i know this is a confession thread but meds

>>5963097
I've been here since the split in /jp/ and I still love Nyanners. I've spent a significant amount of time posting about her and defending her on a mongolian basket-weaving forum.

>>5963097
I still haven't watched a single vtuber stream, archive or even a clip after Coco's and Lulu's graduation.

>>6000601
All the pictures in this series make me feel it in the gut and probably will for a long time. And most of the tributes, but these especially. So much love.

i've started waking up early for the sole purpose of watching my oshi

>>5963097
I was going to watch Coco's graduation stream live but then I fell asleep

>>6001097
I just skipped out on it entirely because I'm too mentally weak to deal with it.

>>6001174
It was less dramatic and sad than I expected. The yonkisei segment was really emotional, but all the other gens before them were pretty lighthearted, and the live afterward would've been totally standard if it wasn't her last performance. When you're ready to see the end of this chapter, it won't be too hard on you. All the best anon.

>>5972918
Even if you go full hako oshi?

>>5963097
I poop with the door open

>>5963097
I didn't recognize my oshi's voice right away when a musicbot played one of her karaokes. I will not forgive myself for this until I have atoned.

>>6001174
as another anon said, it wasnt that bad except for the gen4 segments in the later part, and her last performances with gen4 are pretty emotional if ur invested in them. the hardest parts for me were honestly pekora pre-karaoke before it, and the couple of streams after especially fubukis unarchived talking stream she did

>>5963097
Since my time in jp and vt I've become legitimately racist against SEAniggers and chinks.

>>5963097
After my oshi's graduation I fapped to Nanking and Unit 731 while listening to Weather Hackers and Fansa.

>>6008069
>especially fubukis unarchived talking stream
I want to suffer, clip?

>>6009731
Harsh but based.

>>5964680
You and me both
She really does seem like a very miserable person

>>5977871
Schizo but based for doing it unironically.

>>5963097
If I suspect a vtuber has a boyfriend or dates/has dated while a vtuber, I get really jealous and unfollow/stop watching her.
I don’t blame them for dating or having a life outside vtubing, I just get legitimately upset and choose to remove myself from the situation. I don’t like being this way but don’t know how to stop. If I had a girlfriend irl I might feel differently idk. I know i’m a severe unironic autist beta male who’d never have a chance with them anyway, I guess I feel like they’re supposed to be like me because they like anime and games, so them seeming like virgins helps me feel like I can be at ease with them because “we’re the same” so to speak, and so when that illusion is broken and I realize we aren’t the same I feel hurt and lose interest (and get angry, and feel sick in my stomach, and feel like crying etc). When Connor was hitting up HoloIN I don’t even watch them and it bothered me because i wished I could be like him.
Also i actually fear that the vtubers i like would see me as disgusting or a loser and beneath other men (like the ones they date), and the thought that they would (and part of me knows deep down they would) crushes me.

>>6014720
>Also i actually fear that the vtubers i like would see me as disgusting or a loser and beneath other men
you? for sure

>>6014720
Do yourself a favor and stick to Holo JP. The line in the sand is much more clear for them. ID and EN are too loose with that shit.

I don't want to watch ks*n, she's too actually beautiful. Combined with the facts that she'll get so much of Coco's love, and gets to do whatever she wants to do and will probably succeed, and (most of all) literally gets to live with Kanatan, she's such a blessed presence it hurts to gaze upon her

>>5963097
I watch multiple GFE streamers...

>>5963097
I post horny Gura pics, TuT Cute and Funny as a reply to why I watch Gura but I actually don't find Gura sexually attractive at all. I love Gura like a little sister. because it's harder to admit that I watch the shark just for cute sister experience so I just reply with simple cunny posting.

>>6016704
blessed
I think that's why I watch Gura too, but I never have a sister so I don't know...
and just like >>6015840 I'm in a whirlpool of emotions when I see her talent and natural cuteness, and goslings in /ggg/. So far I've managed to eliminate a majority of the malicious thoughts, and transform my mindset and perception towards a more positive light.
Now I just scour 4chan to see whether if anything breaks my illusion or if my mental gymnastics were solid ground for anything...