/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

try closing your eyes

I didn't watch

>>5936985
Kanata's letter hit like a truck

when they all left coco alone singing on stage

>>5936985
Botan breaking during the ARK collab is the only thing that really got to me.

>>5936985
It was in and out of tears starting with the yonkisei discussion.

I was starting to tear up at Luna's drawing.
Then Kanata calling Coco family... that did it.
I was able to jump away my tears dancing to the SSS performance, but Kiseki Musubi brought them back for a little bit, and they dried during Weather Hackers (because I was paying attention to the new/clean lyrics), until >>5937770 happened. At that moment my eye glanced at the time and I knew it was going to be the ending...

>Kanata's hands shaking
>Watame crying
>Towa breaking down during the song

>>5936985
I teared up when the first Suisei, Miko, AZKi, Sora and Roboco asked her not to leave.
Then when the letters came in and Towa started crying, then when Kanata read hers and then when Towa cried during SSS.

>>5936985
I have not watched it all yet I watched the idol part at the end (literally I had it muted/minimised but I’ll watch it over time bit by bit).
But from the little I watched it was the end when they go off stage.
>watame first makes that noise like realisation this is real and it hurts
>Luna hugs quickly and does weird walk like she doesn’t know what to do
>towa being the most normal since she probably prepared herself the most which makes me think how much she must been thinking about that moment
>kanata just crying and looking at coco one last time (btw I bet there’s fanart of this frame already or will be soon)

>>5936985
the final bow in the end. that's the deepest stab to the heart for me

>>5936985
When watame said that Coco deserved the most to be happy...

>>5938160
luna just looked sad as fuck to me there. Mostly because she was looking down and it’s weird to see them act so realistic. luna hit me more but I think it’s because it was unexpected.

>>5936985
Once the stream ended.
That realization that "this was it... She's really gone now"

>>5936985
That moment exactly. All of the other girls had me tearing up, but as soon as Kanata paused and said that it made me shed a tear. Even just seeing the caption again makes me choke up.

Also, I didn't get a chance to ask in the sticky since I was focused on the stream: did they cut Ollie's talking section out? There's just a sudden cut after the sexy body comment and her time was much shorter, did they have to censor something yabai?

>>5938817
Yeah. For me it was when I went to my subscriptions and realised that's it. All done. I'm subscribed to a channel but the lights are off.

When they transitioned to SSS I cried.

>>5936985
Towa & Watame crying and Kanata saying "I've seen you put on a tough face and try to shoulder everything alone." Hearing Fubuki crying during her stream after got me for a few minutes.

Holy shit though, there is not a better way Coco could have gone out. Despite all the bullshit she went through. This was a woman leaving on her own terms and making sure she is never forgotten.
That whole concert segment at the end had my face hurting from smiling.
Knowing these girls interact in real life, or even live together, makes it hurt so much less. Knowing that Coco and Kanata wrapped up the stream and then went home together. It's okay.

>>5938956
They definitely cut out most of what Ollie said.

When Suisei started singing after.

>>5936985
"And my family" almost cracked me just like Kanata. Luna in yesterday's stream also got me, she was so low energy, I thought she was still in denial that all of this was happening.

Nothing. I'm dead inside.

Kanata made me cry!

>>5936985

None.

>>5937770
man...
when kanata was leaving you could hear and see that she was crying

>>5939097
Coco hates the indogs as much as we do

>>5936985

>>5939077
>Knowing that Coco and Kanata wrapped up the stream and then went home together. It's okay.
This makes me feel better to think about. Knowing that Coco still has her loving friends, knowing that they'll still stay in touch, knowing that she'll always have Kanata. I like to think that they all smiled and hugged, then went home for their own streams, and when Coco and Kanata get home they would just share a long, silent hug and smile before getting ready for the rest of their day.

>>5936985
Literally the same moment. She was so well composed until she said "family". Just shows that Kanata values Coco more than as a friend, instead as part of her family

>>5936985
This. but do not fret. Lots of consolation sex tonight so its fine.

>>5939603
And remember that Holohouse is close to the studio, they can drop whenever they want, Suisei lives in the same building, Botan and Noel live close too and most importantly, everyone can speak about Coco whenever they want and the door is open for her to return whenever she wants. She still has it really good.

>>5939761
I wonder if they booted her off their Discord. Probably did.

>>5939814
Yeah, it's probably managed by Cover, but I'm sure she has private Discords of people she talks the most to

>>5939814
From the official one? Sure.
They can still talk on their own discord channels though.

>>5939814
Most probably, but is not like she doesn't have everyone's LINE including Yagoo's.

Strangely enough i got through the letters part OK-ish, but Tilapia's voice breaking during the live performance got me

>>5938956
>>5939097
>nobody cared or cares about Ollie
Damn man, even at this event.

I've grown cynical after going through multiple retirements, so I didn't cry. However, FBK's midnight drawing for Coco put me in a weird mood.

>>5936985
I tried to resist my tears as much as I could, but when Luna showed that drawing to coco ... how can you resist that?
By the time Kanata started crying, I couldn't take it anymore

>>5936985
>Which part made you cry the hardest?
I didn't even watch Coco's streams, but man I teared up whenever Tower started breaking down.

>>5936985
Kanata's letter broke me, just like it did to the other girls who had at that point been holding it pretty well. Also at the very end when Coco began walking offstage.
Miko's hand drawn "Legendary Dragons" story on her after stream made me cry too.

Them all wiping their eyes during the letter readings was bad. Towa's voice crack during the singing and then Kanata trying to say something before finally leaving the stage but just crying instead were probably the worst for me.

Watame's dogeza during Coco's solo was pretty funny though

>>5936985
Suisei stream after it. I managed to power through the entire stream without a single tear, but hearing Suichan emotional singing broke me.

Towa has a direct shortcut to my tear ducts.

>grown men crying over an anime girl
Stop worshipping false idols.

>>5940399
Towtruck choking up got me too, and I'm not even a fan.

>>5940479
>i don't enjoy the simple things in life
I bet you don't even cry at double rainbows.

>>5939097
she probably starts moaning out of nowhere they have to cut it out

>>5936985

For me it was the family part too. I heard that part and the waterworks started.

The second part was looking at the doorway after Coco left. I didn’t even notice the lights go off before the stream ended, it’s just burned into my mind.

>>5940399
same

>>5940479
Because they are living beings. Unlike you, who are completely dead inside and trying to fill the void with anger.

>>5940494
>Towtruck
That's a new name for the books

>>5940479
Name one (1) real idol

>>5938956
>>5940573
This stream seemed very much controlled by management. Even during the live bits Coco controlled herself. I was expecting a big "goodbye motherfuckers!" at the end but it sounds like her voice was cut immediately after her last note.

>>5940691
Pekora

>>5940399
This moment right here was what established this for me.

>>5936985
When Luna pulled up her drawing I started fucking bawling, nothing else in this stream made me feel so much.

>>5940479
I kinda get where you're coming from.

I used to see people worshipping idols and constantly using their reaction pic annoying

And now I would watch clips of the girls sitting or sneezing and have a dedicated folder for pics

>>5940801
I couldn't be sad since her translation was run through an uwu filter and i was laughing too much.

>>5940746
>Still thinks Pekora is an idol and not comedian

>>5940479

>>5936985
Probably waking up tomorrow, when all the fanfare and good vibes wear off and the realization that she's never gonna stream again will hit me.

>>5940041
Reine had more soul in that stream. JANC*K

>>5936985
Aren't they still living together? She isn't going anywhere

>>5936985
It started when they began to read they letter to her but I cried the most when the stream ended.

>>5936985
when gura appeared on those photos. It made me think that maybe I don’t like shark anymore

the Gen4 letter segment was pretty hard but I broke down during Fubukis unarchived talking stream afterwards when she started crying, i felt like i powered through the graduation just fine but that just fucking destroyed me.

>>5941134
this is what confuses me they literally live in the same building she's not dead. kanata could just walk into her room after the stream is over

>>5936985
This did it for me, who knows how many times Kanata has seen her cry these last 9 months.

>>5939567
Fuuuuuck

>>5941177
It's all pretty fake, a lot of them live in the same city even so they can just keep hanging out.

>>5936985
Her actually leaving the stage hit me the hardest...

It didn't make me cry like the 4th gen letter segment did, but this part really struck a chord with me.

Wait if this was live, then how were they able to have translations ready to go?

>>5936985
I surprisingly started losing it a bit at the start, but I really started to lose it when Towa started talking. She was having trouble holding it together. I thought I was gonna be fine after sheep kept it together. Kanata losing it as well got me.That part where she choked up when singin as well was pretty gutting.

Honestly this was a great sendoff. I don't think anybody can have any regrets and that's what coco would have wanted i think

>>5941319
pre-recorded and heavily edited

>>5941318
This was sad only because I know EN holos won't be able to do what Coco did unless they're also ready to graduate too. Mori has already complained "hololive is a bubble".

So is Haachama still alive or was this recorded before she died?

Didn't watch it live because of work. Will watch it live and cry like a bitch and proud of it.

Shit like this always get to me even if she wasn't my oshi. I know she meant the world to a lot of people.

Post yfw
>Are you really not gonna be around from tomorrow?

>>5941556

Fuck...I mean I'll watch the vob later.

>>5941578
Oh I skipped that part because I don't really care about Towa. I just cared about the EN girls and Kanata.

>>5941428
Honestly it felt like they just stitched together some of her previous voice clips to make it sound like she was there.

Twice. When it dawned on me that yesterday night's Minecraft was really the last time we got to see them stream, and today when this didn't play the stream out.

Stop crying for every small thing you fucking faggots.

>>5936985
Zhangs literally won.

>>5936985
I had to rewatch most of the end because by the time SSS rolled out I was legally blind.

>>5941034
Oi.. Yamero..

>>5941707
The Changs have nothing.

>>5941682
Great, now i'm crying because you called me a faggot

>>5941707
There was nothing to win anon. Everyone lost a bit.

>>5941637
As if an EOP like you would be able to tell. It's not, retard. Maybe trying learning Japanese first before opening your mouth next time?

>>5941578
The wording did nothing for me, but as soon as any of them start (genuinely) crying it's over for me.

>>5937770
I swear I heard Kanata whisper "ganbatta" as she exited too. Fuck...

I don't care

>>5941259
Their VA does and it's not all fake. The feeling wasn't. I don't know how to explain it well, but It's kinda similar to when you're invested to a character for too long, you kinda feel emotional when that character leaves. It kinda reflect irl too. Like for example, Jiraiya and Naruto. You can't help but feel that his death was something tragic and sad even though it's just a character and it's doesn't exist. They're all paying respect to Coco, but never realized how emotional it could become.

>>5941848
> Watame randomly going off when the pressure finally blows up.
> The angry grunt she does as she fight back tears because its clearly making Coco sad.
I kneel Watame.

>>5936985
Watame
>I'm surprised she didn't burst into tears, but this is still really cute. She's obviously super proud of Coco and looks up to her.
Luna
>Holy fuck that's so fucking cute but I can handle it.
Towa
>FUUUUUUCK
Kanata
>GOD DAMN IT

And that's basically how it went for me. I thought I'd be a stone cold autistic retard throughout the whole thing, but Towa made me get teary eyed and Kanata just added on top of it. Towa may have autism, but she clearly fucking adored Coco. And I don't even have to talk about how much Kanata loves Coco.

>>5936985
When Fubuki started crying.
That girl is usually the one doing her best to make the other girls and especially (You) happy, while doing everything she can to protect them.
Hearing that girl completely break down... Fuck, it absolutely destroyed my heart.

Friend's deleted tweet.

>>5936985
Towa and Kanatas letters hit me like a fucking truck, Lunas picture did too and Watame sounding like she'd been holding it back for weeks was all just hell on my tear ducts. If nothing else you can feel the love these girls have for each other is beyond just genmates, they really are family, they are sisters. And this was just hell on my emotions.

>>5937792
Jesus Christ, her saying she really regrets not contacting Coco to collab more while breaking into actual sobbing hit like a sledgehammer to the face.

>>5936985
Ah yes "family"

>>5941179
>who knows how many times Kanata has seen her cry these last 9 months.
Not enough.

>>5938160
Watame also left the stage fast. Likely before she ended up sobbing.

>>5940479
gasoline
asap

>>5936985
When they all started leaving Coco one by one during weather hackers.

>>5940479
It's not your fault.

The only part that made me cry was laughter from all you fuckers seeing your whore go.

I'm going to open that cold beer and enjoy.

>>5942809
Here's your (You) you're looking for.

>>5942026
>Hearing that girl completely break down...
Was she just crying and sniffling, or was she a full on sobbing mess? I kinda wish I watched the unarchived stream now.
>>5942029
It's so simple but you totally know that she wrote it full of emotions and tears, that's what makes it hurt. She's yearning for something she wants but knows she can't bargain for.

>>5936985
When Botan cried
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDX7PvvLgcg

>>5941772
>one guy jokingly said "Maybe we can go play WoW?" and the others dogpile him saying the new patch looks like shit.
In another timeline this is us.

>>5941833
POV: you’re two weeks into duolingo

>>5943021
When she was singing she was fine, but then once she started talking, it was complete silence as would struggle to talk and just be crying. There were times she would seem fine and then she'd fall back into crying again.

>>5941318
>No Gura
Good.

>>5943126
That's actually a pretty funny reply, ngl. Nice one mate.

>>5943214
She was after HoloEN (for some reason)
Was kind of awkward but the two almost never have interacted with each other.

>>5939077
>Hearing Fubuki crying during her stream
Is there a clip of that? The stream wasn't archived it seems.

>>5943414
you'll have to dw the whole stream from /fbk/, someone posted a link

>>5943414
She specifically asked for the stream to not be clipped (or so I've heard, I missed the early minutes of it) so I doubt it's going to show up on Youtube or get translated.

>>5941833
YWNBJ

>>5943382
Looked to be technical difficulties so they had to do hers separate. Coco comments that they "lost another one" as EN's part ends. Likely stopped there because of the technical difficulties. No idea why but for some reason whenever EN tries to collab or do anything with multiple people, they always run into problems like this.

>>5936985
Shit was cringe af, didn't even feel sad.

COCO DIDN'T LOSE
COCO DIDN'T LET THEM HURT A SINGLE OTHER MEMBER OF HOLOLIVE
SHE FOUGHT TO THE END
SHE PROTECTED THE OTHERS TO THE END
IT WAS THE ZHANGS WHO LOST
I'M GONNA SING GURENGE KARAOKE IN COCO'S HONOR

>>5943998
Coco is a legend and I'll always love her

>>5943998
ok

>>5941707
a hollow victory

>>5936985
didn't watch just sent $100 and went into wage cage. don't plan on watching either.

>>5945055
Based, if blank akasupa.

I didn't even watch because I don't care about coco

>>5936985
Was able to hold out until Towa started crying and then Kanatan crying just straight gutted me. SSS with Towa's voice crack, Kiseki Knot, and then Coco's first and last live performance of her original song left me so emotionally exhausted I cried myself into a nap. You'll be missed, Kaichou.

towa crying mid song
sheep

I do not understand why /vt/ is so obsessed with Coco.
Her humor is literal reddit tier cringe and otherwise her content just seems to be Vhojo-tier "haha look at my lewd poses" trash.
What exactly is so good about her?

>>5945412
Based.

>>5936985
Watame's birthday vid and her sobbing during the whole thing

>>5945540
They can't explain. The real answer is that they thought they got an EOP pandering mutt in but she ended up almost never speaking english anyway so it made no difference. But then the China thing happened and they had an enemy to fight, a cause to rally around and the freedom to be racist all the time without any pushback. Without that Coco would have ended up like Haato with people slowly losing interest.

>>5941772
I won't be satisfied until each of them are dead.

>>5945540
I don't think that everyone sad here is necessarily a Coco fan, but is learning the truth of mortality. We all fear for our own girl's eventual demise.

>>5945540
why do you know what reddit humor or v-shoujo content is like? faggot

>>5936985
TMT, Kanata and Watame, and TMT while singing

>>5942005
Watame did burst into tears eventually after everyone read their letter, when she told Coco she (as in Coco) deserved to be happy

Will we ever see the cut content?

>>5941179
too many

>>5945540
I can't take you seriously when you pair your ranting with that image

>>5945813

Because you need to first look at something to decide you don’t like it, unless you want to be a retard who only listens to rrats and doesn’t watch streams. Like you.

Saddest part was when Anya was forced to publicly show her ugly cow tits on her cute loli body. She must have felt awful.

I made it all through Coco's stream without crying, but Suisei's karaoke afterwards got me. Hearing her voice shake while she was trying not to cry was like a punch to the stomach.

>>5945949
Based loli enjoyer

>>5945933
So you eat shit too?

Teary eyes:
>when I woke up and did my singing reps, sang some sad songs to let out at least some part of emotion
>when Pekora literally couldn't sing the last song in her utawaku because of tears
>when I opened the stream and saw a fuckton of people waiting, the endless river of messages and supas of love and support, and realization that she's still graduating inevitably hit me
Then I cheered up and laughed a lot, because all the talking segments were fun and lighthearted. Then teary eyes again every time someone from yonkisei cried or when Coco wiped her eyes. Didn't expect Kanatan to cry this hard, man, that was painful.
>a bit of tears during SSS, poor Tower...
>started fucking ugly crying during Kiseki Musubi, literally was eating my lunch at the time and had tears in my soup, kek
Weather Hackers was kinda cheerful at first, their kneeling was funny. Then when they all left obviously crying, and Coco left too after the last chorus, and it faded to black all tears were gone and I just sat and stared. Okayu tweeted that she was doing the same, just sitting and staring in the void. It felt so fucking empty. Then Sui-chan's utawaku, no tears, just pure pain. I didn't feel the strength to watch Friend's zatsudan after that.
That being said, I went outside and touched grass, unwinded a bit, and it's honestly better now. I will do my best not to blame Cover, Yagoo, chinks etc, because Coco wouldn't want that. Instead of focusing on hate we should probably focus on doing our best in whatever we do. This month carried a simple message: give your all while you can, support your oshis while they're still around, do what you want to do so you won't have regrets later. Coco wasn't my favorite by any means but I will always respect her a lot for making literally the most possible out of this final month and going out with such a bang. Can't imagine what will happen when my oshi graduates but for now she's inspired to do her best every day so I'll try to do that too to the best of my ability.
Thanks for reading my blogpost, what the fuck, didn't expect to write this much

>>5939567
fuck.

I didn't get to say goodbye.

I started tearing up with Luna's drawing and it was all downhill from there just like the rest of the 4th gen. Still managed to more or less keep my shit together when the live started.

>>5945540
Try watching the stream and all the Holos will give you a ton of reasons. To sum it up: her humor was often cringey to me, but she's seriously an amazing person who helped and supported almost every Holo at some point. Her energy and confidence is something to respect no matter how much you dislike her content. Without her there would be no EN and current vtuber boom, maybe you would argue that would be a good thing, but listen to what the girls themselves say. They think Coco made Hololive what it is now, revolutionized it, and they're all inspired by her and love her.

I would hope Coco doesnt move and leave Kanata behind.

>>5936985
Got teary eyed with Towa's "Are you really not gonna be around from tomorrow" and some tears started rolling when Kanata mentioned how Coco has always put up a strong facade and trying to stay positive even when things weren't alright. I was alright during the Concert until the others left, then I got teary eyed again and some tears rolled down my cheek when coco left. I'm glad I didn't share this moment with anyone IRL, because I probably would've bawled my eyes out if I tried to talk about it in the moment.

>>5943108
Damn that was hard to watch

>>5940746
>naming a war criminal

>>5943541
As if that's going to stop the scumbags.

>>5939567
I lost an friendship and it was hurtful how it happened but I never allowed myself to go through the emotions of it, so when that happened it all hit me like a ton of bricks and man it fucking sucks. I miss my friend and I will miss Kiryu Coco :(

>>5940219
>>5939567
>>5940494
Towasamachoke...
https://streamable.com/gikemj

>>5945949
Yet she fucking did it. She knew it'd be awkward to try to hide it but she still went ahead for Coco

>>5946449
bless them

When times are sad, think happy tiem.
>>>/wsg/4013871

>>5945540
Maybe try watching an actual asacoco stream back from the first half of 2020, she even subbed them for EOPs like you.

>>5947003
wen day is dark alway rember happy day.

>>5936985
So did they scissor afterwards back home?

>>5940691
All of Nijisanji

Aqua unironically sounded like they grabbed a VA that could do a similar voice, but it was still different AND spoke differently too, almost speech-like.

>>5936985
>Which part made you cry the hardest?
Finding out that I was getting fired since my entire branch is being shut down during her graduation and missing all of it. The long fall down from my balcony never looked so inviting.

>>5937792
If you make Botan of all people cry yeah... That's too much

>>5947483
Yeah and they used the buttplug tail as a double sided dildo. It was really hot! I wish you could see it.

>>5947689
Lucky. I'm thinking of quitting my job too. Coco has given me the courage to not spend my life being miserable.

>>5947973
Maybe it's a good thing. The work environment sucked ass and it might be easier to get a job in my field now that travel is fucked due to covid. I'll miss Coco and her shitty memes.

>>5941179
Kanata always tries too hard not to cry on stream.

>>5937792
I still haven't watched this after reading that Botan cracked. I don't like it when Botan of all people cracks.
I'll watch it in a few days when my defenses have recovered a bit.

Couldn't watch this stream. Knew I'd be sobbing like a bitch. Will watch it tomorrow when I've had some drinks in me to numb the pain.
Fuck chinks forever

>>5941165
link, anon?

>>5941179

>>5948453
Good night motherfucker.

>>5945842
They should release the director's cut on bluray.

>>5946170
>Without her there would be no EN and current vtuber boom
But that would be better.

>>5946170
>but listen to what the girls themselves say
Of course everybody was licking her ass during that stream. Wtf were they supposed to say in such a situation
>uhm yeah I do not think you were such a big deal or whatever. bye bye.

>>5936985
When Watame started reading her letter. Just that

>>5936985
>Watame: Please be happy you deserve it more than anyone.
>Coco: I ALREADY AM!
Kino

>>5940761
Damn, it must suck to break your thumb during your 3D debut.

>>5948391
theres a post in the fbk thread that has it archived for less than a day before it expires, has a text file thats timestamped with translations (at least what the live tlers did)

>>5940691
Ba'al

>>5948657
Their licking her ass because its true. No hate against any holomem except mori, but if mel/rushia/flare basically any member that isnt coco or fubuki graduated, they wouldn't talk about how they were so important to the company's growth and development because it wouldn't be true

>>5948664
That was kinda the weakest. Not that she didn't have anything good to say, but the surprise Watame comic from birthday cocostream took out all the oomf that a letter would have delivered.

>>5939504
Yeah, it hurt.

>>5936985
Luna's obviously being plastered so she doesn't get too emotional and then start drunk crying. Kanata's letter is probably the saddest I have ever been for any piece of entertainment.

>>5937792
>>5948333
>known to be stoic as fuck, and rightfully so
>laughs in the face of damnation
>cracks and cried not from the start, but the middle of the sentence about how she regrets being late
Shit was honestly hard to watch

>>5941163
Kek underrated post

>>5947689
Sorry for you anon

>only started really watching vtubers a few months ago
>never watched Coco outside of her presence in other girls' streams
>still tearing up watching this from the outside
What the fuck man, this shit ain't fair

I went to bed afterwards, I remember Miko and Suisei kinda crying on their own streams but I'm not sure who else.

>>5943382
Gura was apparently having technical difficulties. If you rewatch the stream, you'll see Gura's lines and hear her a few times during the group meetup with HoloEN.

>>5940479
Jesus Christ and Momosuzu Nene can both be idols in my life, and I will be more successful than you could ever be, little bitch

>>5949167
based

For me the worst part was being reminded that all things end and some end much sooner than you expect. People move away or they die and disappear forever. There was a time when Coco fans could be happy every week and watch her streams without a care but now we're here in this time and it's all gone. Eventually all the girls will graduate, Cover will shutdown and new vtubers will replace them or the industry will die and nobody will remember it.

>>5941578
I was like this for the entire stream.

I literally could not care less about this whore

>>5943414
https://streamable.com/1mq695

>>5949422
490K+ CARE ABOUT THIS WHORE! NO ONE IN YOUR LIFE COULD CARE LESS ABOUT YOU!

>>5949460
as much as I wanna be some faggot and tell you to respect her wishes, no decent amount of people browse this place anyways and this fucking killed me live

>>5936985
stream end made me wobbly
miko storybook made me tear up
kanata tweet made me cry
then i got the opening song from her debut in my head by midday and started bawling

>>5949460
Thanks. ;_;

At least none will hurt as much as this unless it is my oshi.

I think the only parts that made me sad was the Gen 4. Especially hearing Kanata say she was wondering if she deserved to be considered an equal due to Coco's exploding popularity. It must be really stressful to be either friend in such a situation and I've seen it happen before. It's always rough.

>>5938057

Why was Luna the only one to keep her shit together. Makes me suspicious that her entire baby persona is just an act.

>>5940479
50 points have been added to your Social Credit Score.

>>5949829
Luna was shitfaced, and you can barely discern baby noises from soft crying

>>5949506
you must be at least 18 to post here

>>5949904
I am 18

>>5949829
nah, I assure you she's a toddler IRL

>>5949829
It's amazing how you'd expect her to be a crybaby but it's actually all her other Gen mates that are.

>watch vinesauce
>he retires
>watch Coco
>she retires
am I cursed?

>>5941259
>>5941177
They can keep hanging out but they can't work together again. They were all a cohesive unit living the same lives in the same gen. Now one has left and is going to do her own thing, its just the start of the eventual drift. Coco works hard so whatever her new venture is she'll be doing it alone and won't be able to collab and be in the loop with her genmates.
The VA for Coco isn't dead sure, but Coco the character is. She will never collab or bring everyone together with her antics ever again.

>>5949895
>>5949829
Am I retarded or something? Luna was obviously crying at several points. Was I imagining it?

>>5950040
She probably was but I didn't hear it. Not all crying is audible

>>5949829
Some people just aren't the type to be very overt with their reactions. I'm pretty sure in roommate POV there were tears but because it wasn't audible and visible crying like the other gen 4s it wasn't as obvious.

>>5950026
Forgive me for autism but I believe that all these people having imaginary personas affects them far more than we give it credit for. It probably does feel like a funeral.

>crying over e-celebs
I bet you "people" donate as well

>>5947689
Damn dude...

>>5950016
At least with Vinny it's a "soft" retirement as he keeps making content and I wouldn't be surprised if he came back to livestream once this whole shit blows over.

>>5950016
go watch gicuck, use your powers for a good cause

>>5950091
It's not really that much different from a traditional idol graduation. The person doesn't actually stop existing but they can't do any idol activities anymore with those who are still in the group. It just feels more pronounced because of the added layer of an anime avatar and the kayfabe surrounding the roommate-avatar disconnect of it all.

>>5950016
Stay away from Gura Gawr,

>>5950101
Only ever donated once in my life and it was to this stream. Anyone who can stand up to china is deserving of a bit of my money. It sure as hell isn't going to John Cena

>>5950101
amanekanatach....

obba pop

>>5950091
Its not autism. Hololive is what brought a lot of these girls together and brought them success. It most likely changed the lives of many of the girls who were either in a financial or social rut. Coco was a rising star that helped the hololive brand with publicly who also ended up becoming a dear friend to many of her co-workers.

>>5936985
Pekora breaking down in her utaw,

>>5947595
Hello schizo.

>>5936985
the part where her unexpected retirement dawned on me the realization that my oshi's impending graduation can be just around the corner ready to unload a cascade of nostalgia coupled with weeks of non-stop related content that will just fuel the dread of the eventual unfurling of the happening.

i'm just tired, mentally and physically
think i'm gonna go back to sleep

Aloe being unpersoned. I didn't expect her there, but at least say "Holo Five"

>>5950322
I don't get what's so hard to believe about the girls being sad over this. If random spectators who don't know these people in real life could get this sad over it, of course people who know her in real life will be impacted more .

>>5949829
Hime practices stoicism. You can hear her close to sobbing for a few seconds but not as obvious as Towa or Kabaya.

>>5946018
We were all kneeling.

>>5950522
It will happen to all of your idols.

>>5950525
Its just Antis and socially stunted/retarded dumbasses here who have never belonged to a group or formed any kind of meaningful relationship. Schizos who say HAHA SHES NOT DEAD WHY ARE THEY CRYING? Don't understand they all started together and rose to success as the characters they play. They only think its fake because they play up a character and get paid for it. Even if you play a character you can still become good friends on screen AND off screen. They're not only losing a valuable member of their team, they're losing a friend.

>>5936985
looking at the fanart

Botan breaking down while explaining how she regretted not reaching out and spending more time with her was specially hurtful for me because I took a hiatus from watching vtubers during most of spring.
Now I'm spending the night watching her last streams, but it just feels so empty.

>>5951102
Is that Aloe? And?

The stream itself got me down but the thing that finally broke me was Miko's storybook.

>>5952453
This. Putting music box version of Weather Hackers as a BGM is devilish. And those simplistic, childish drawings made me think I was watching an ending for some tearjerker anime. To be honest, last week and a half really felt like last episodes of anime, with Coco trying to catch up and create her last memories with more rarer members and her fellow 4th gen. This is one of the reasons her farewell live stream is so heartbreaking.

Why are you niggers miling emotions?

You guys are massive faggots, specially when coco acts like a deranged whore regularly

Im glad shes gone and I cringe when i see you retards milk all of this for the sake of some emotion sad pills or whatever, subhumans

>>5951176
should've stayed anon, the spring of your youth will turn to autumn soon enough, leaving the bitter taste of ashes in your mouth
should've stayed

I fucking hate these distancing measures from the chinkflu, the girls really needed a good hug, especially Watame after Kanata's letter.

>>5936985
Kanatan's song afterward

>>5953084
>coco acts like a deranged whore regularly
She was OUR deranged whore.

>>5953320
Ahh, yes, another way the Chinese have made shit suck

IMAGINE CRYING AT A FUCKING V TUBER LMAO, GET A GRIP YOUR PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIPS ARE NOT REAL YOU ARE ALL COOMERS WHO FOR SOME REASON HAVE GROWN ATACHED TO THE 3D AVATAR OF A DRAGONGIRL WITH RIDICULOUS TITS!

I HATE ALL YOU COOMERS

>>5954198
Based and redpilled.

>>5954198
based

what was the bgm during the opening of the goodbye coco stream?

>>5954198
Imagine being a narutard AND a stupid frogposter
Unironically kill yourself

>>5956535
Idk anon, I thought it was pretty funny since it fits the whole shitpost style of the whole all caps message.

>>5939097
>ollie
what about pekora's whole segment? when she was next it just cuts.

>>5946018
Thanks for writing. You put it very well.

>>5936985
I didn't cry but if i did it would be when Towa and Kanata were reading their letters. And when Gen 4 was leaving one by one during Weather Hackers

>>5953084
>emotions
a bug wouldn't understand

>>5939149
that hit really hard
i'm ashamed to say I was too dehydrated to cry tho

>>5943382
>that /vt/fag who got assblased

I started crying off and on during the intro for the stream.

>>5936985
towa's letter and pekor crying during her karaoke stream

>>5936985
>Nene sang Tenshi ni fureta yo
Cried
>5-Kisei and 4-Kisei segments
Cried
>4-Kisei 3D live
Cried
>Kanata's cover after the live, Suisei's singing stream and FBK unarchived stream
I no longer had tears, just an emotional void

>>5941578
yeah, she's not gonna be around for us anymore
but not for holomem, it's not like she has to be coco for them to hang out

I didn’t really feel anything initially, but for some reason the whole ordeal just now started hitting me.

>>5959021
A subhuman would fall prey to its emotions, what do you think marvel movies and all that garbage are for? you

>>5936985
When she was left alone on the stage, and then, she started to leave as well. There isn't a lot of anime that could make me cry like a bitch but this was one.

>"People will only see four members of gen four, but there's always going to be five members."

>>5961367
Are you supposed to be a robot or something? Maybe you're just alexithymia.

>>5936985
>>5938956
>>5939077
>>5941318
>>5941578
>>5942124
jesus christ you faggots need to kill yourselves. she's not even leaving let alone dead; she changed her avatar to get more money from mentally ill degenerates

>>5936985
kson is so fucking hot bros
reddit better not direct the chinks to her

>>5936985
Kanata calling her family had me on the verge but seeing mikos stream and that story book did it for me

/v/aggot here I finally figured it out. It's been bothering me ever since the graduation stream. This feeling that I couldn't identify. It's the same feeling I got when I finished Hotline Miami. That bittersweet feeling of being a part of an exciting adventure but now it's over and the hero(oine) is dead and gone and you're left sitting in the dark with this empty feeling of "what do I do now?". It's like being at a funeral, the deafening silence and shock in everyone's eyes. What do we do now? Where do we go? You can't stop it, you can make someone come back to life or un-graduate. Time just moves on and crushes you underneath if you don't get out of the way. And it's the same feeling I have now. I don't have a clue what to do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IW1yCDcpTJk
Maybe I just drank too much of the parasocial kool-aid.

a deadbeat

>>5963310
You wouldn't get it.

Kanata calling her family, the Ark stream where Botan broke down caught me off guard, and all the other gen 4 interactions in that last stream.

LET TOWA CRY!!! I got kind of annoyed when the rest of her Gen told Towa "Don't cry!". It's healthy to express yourself so let her do that.

I guess they were meaning to be supportive or maybe there's some cultural context my EOP self is missing.

>>5964298
Yeah, "don't cry" is not the most emotionally intelligent way to support someone, but many people just aren't good at handling a situation like that.

I almost got there with the minecraft stream because it was the last actual live one and she was barely talking. It felt like a criminal walking to her execution

>>5964298
Probably a mix
-japs aren't fond of overly expressing emotions in public
-they didn't want the mood to be too sad, as its meant as a sendoff not only from gen4 but also the viewers. It could be more difficult to come to terms with the departure if even her genmates were bawling.

>>5940479
They're not crying the fact that it is an anime girl but rather at the fact that there is a person there that they have to say goodbye to, even if that person still exists, something significant to many people will never return.

>>5964298
Towa...

>>5936985
I don't cry. You're a fag if you cry over this

>>5948391
search フブキ on nyaa

>>5963965
You just, keep on living life Anon... You've lived a life before Coco, now all we can do is learn to live a life without Coco. Keep on supporting her genmates because that's what she would want out of us and remember, tt's better to have loved and lost than never loved at all.

>>5941319
It would be difficult to get everyone to appear live and make sure they didn't say anything management wouldn't like to let Coco "go out with a bang". The song at the end was likely live though, since it's simple enough to play subtitles with music.

>>5950092
based

>>5936985
Pekora getting destroyed in her karaoke before hand really took down my defenses, and I thought I was ok through most of the grad stream until towa started reading her letter and couldn't hold it together

>>5945540
I like her friday/saturday singing stream and terraria streams

>>5939097
>>5957307
I feel like they probably cut out a lot of people bursting into treats, because otherwise it would have taken a long fucking time to get through everyone.

>>5964298
Its the Idea that you shouldn't cry until its over, try to enjoy the time you have, and cry when you no longer can

>>5945949
you know the bulges to the side are part of the original art right? The rigger just estimated the size based on that, as well as some tips from the designer.

>>5939567
>tfw you realize Coco really isn't coming back

It's Subaru's birthday soon!

Subaru really showing off her ability to constantly have the worst things happen to/around her, huh.

>>5940696
its not a stream. just a prerecorded live "premiere" of sorts. Heck even the subtitles have been edited post production

>>5967493
i wish i could have 1/100th of her optimism and energy
but she needs that bit to get through all the horrible shit that happens to her

>>5945540

/co/ please return to your isolation ward

>>5939567
This and "as my family" did me in
I think it was the abruptness of each cry, like how they were holding it together but then just fell apart

>>5966955
You have to be over 13 to post on a blue board, anon!

>>5953084
Experiencing emotions around human relationships a very human thing to do. Your desire to look down on other humans comes from a twisting of the basic need to discern which humans you could make a productive relationship with. Both are natural human behavior. Neither is better or worse than the other.

>finish watching the graduation
>held back tears
>youtube auto plays miko's coco storybook
>the music box version of coco's song
That's not fair, youtube.

>assholes in this thread lashing out at people because they feel something you wish you still could
i would give you sympathy but you don't deserve that either.

>>5967318
i really would like to see the full recording of all that everyone said

>>5967493

>>5967742
First Youtube recommends me dox videos and now this...

For anyone currently sad here's an funny article about coco
https://www.animemaru.com/kiryu-coco-joins-millions-of-graduates-looking-for-work/

>>5942029
Same.
And letters from Towa and Kanata.

>>5936985
I was crying a bit but that made me cry harder.
Wasn't able to catch most streams live but I remember seeing her debut live IIRC, or watching the archive of it very shortly after. Was in utter disbelief when I watched that serious announcement last month-ish, shit's still setting in a bit but I think she had a pretty good sendoff.
Glad I could shitpost with you niggas on /jp/ and here a little bit the past few months too, will probably still do so but I need a little while after this lol

>>5945540
you can literally never watch any of her streams and still see the impact on every single other girl.
I know this is bait, I'll still say it: I I kinda agree about her humor. But reducing her to that is clipfag-tier, you only ever watched maymay review then. Holohouse-arc is fucking kino, her drinking streams where she gets more serious are really interesting, you can like ARK or not but she paid the fucking server without ever questioning it (even having another on up for viewers, all on her own payroll), she encouraged others to realize their collabs and ideas. In mikochi's case, she was a major part to a confidence boost in her which really made her one of the strongest holos mentally. We didn't see melancholic Mikochi in over 2 years. And that's just ONE of many examples if you look at the whole roster. We don't know too much about the EN interaction but watching Ame's reaction feels like someone huge is going who did LOTS behind the scenes. Fuck, even the "coco took the Taiwan blow for Haachama" rrat sounds believable in context, although it is fully up to debate.
Reducing her to her weird sense of humor does her dirty, she's so much more.

I don't if I have a defect but I just didn't cry. Just felt depressed and empty.

>>5949829
She's been through this shit already, and she's arguably the most experienced in the industry. Still took a toll on her.

>>5967493
you're forgetting someone. Her birthday is July 1st...

Do you think she wonders if she made the right decision?

>>5969805
Of course. I think everybody does when they make big decisions like that. Sometimes leaving a job you like that is holding you back will end up with you being at a job you love that lets you flourish a few years down the line. I don't even know if she NEEDS to stream anymore considering all the superchats she's gotten. If that's the case then working on things she wants instead of things she needs really does seem like the superior choice even if it hurts us the fans.

>>5969363
Some people just react differently to sadness. Your reaction is perfectly normal, but one day you'll find something that'll break you and it won't be pretty.

>my genmate
>my colleague
>my friend
>my... family

>please be happy you deserve it more than anyone