/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I don't hate mori

>>57587435
I don't watch streams

>>57587435
i'm a clipfag

>>57587435
I want my 2view oshi to incline but also a part of me secretly hopes she doesn't so that I'll still be able to chat with her

I’m in love with a viewer

>>57587435
i think im a cuck coz i still watch moona regardless you know what

>>57587435
I believe every rrat about Ayame, and I am madly jealous of being able to live such an easy life.

>>57587435
I hate my oshi of many years.

>>57587435
I wished for the destruction of all Homostars.

>>57587468
liar

I shitposted about sana but then got sad when she graduated

I cannot sleep without Watame's voice as background noise.

>>57587706
anon…

>>57587706
Why? She was useless.

>>57587435
Why do you have a screenshot of your photos? And why do you only have an ogey and pepe?

>>57587435
I shit on trannies any chance I get, but deep down I wish I was born a cute girl, I'm not delussional enough to chop my dick off though

I hate Baelz, but I often jerk off to her. I hate Mori, but I often jerk off to her. I hate Ame, but I often jerk off to her. I hate Kronii, but I often jerk off to her.

I hate Shiori, and I have luckily resisted my urges. But I know one day, I will give in. Why does it feel so good to coom to those I hate?

>>57587435
I stopped watching nijien when they started debuting homo wave after homo wave

>>57587435
>>57588189
I pity Selen, but never watched her, just the reports of kurosanji stomping on her projects on this board makes me feel bad for her.

>>57587435
I want to hear more about your gura jealousy. Is it just a number thing?
What would you do if you were in her shoes?

>>57587435
I used to furiously masturbate to earlicking asmr(s) when I first discovered it, but now it doesn't even get me hard
on the bright side, I now really like the sounds for what they are so it unironically helps me relax and sleep faster

>>57588724
Take them off and sniff them

>>57587435
I don't really hate any member, but I like to shitpost because I find the memes funny.

>>57588750
wtf? unironically same
except i find earlicking to be a bit noisy, like girls that are fucking slurping up my ear im sorry i no longer find it hot and i also can't find it helpful for my sleep

>>57587435
Prior to oshihening to my new oshi, I called her a whore once out of jealousy for how she was lauded and used for comparison to bring my old oshi down.

>>57587435
I don't watch them anymore. I filter generals and read news here instead.

I used to think Mori's music was good.

>>57587435
I genuinely like most vtubers, regardless of affiliation, as long as the content is entertaining, or nice to listen to if not.
I don't mind vtubers taking breaks, because I typically have plenty of others to watch.
I fall for bait threads despite them being obviously bait, because I genuinely enjoy this hobby, and I want the people who actively shit it up to go elsewhere.

>>57587435
I am yet to know how the voices of Nerissa, Shiori and Bijou even sound like

>>57587468
I used to hate mori.
But now, she's not that bad.

It's really easy to say my opinion, sometimes I realized this and I'm like "wtf, why do I hate her if I love her content"

I fapped to a doujin of my oshi. I feel remorse and shame as I am a unicorn

I don't want Myth to do an anniversary collab, I feel like it would be forced and awkward. And I'm saying this as a unityfag who loved them in the first year.

>>57587435
yeah, it's fucking obvious with how many retards keep making redundant Gura hate threads daily on the catalog.

>>57589768
this is the most milquetoast confession i've ever read

>>57591023
Deadbeats surpassed her as more annoying. Used to pity them back during her yabs. Now that she mellowed out and stopped chasing cock so much the roles have reversed.

>>57588750
I'm not at that stage with Noel's rm, that shit is illegally hot

>>57588143
same reason why hate sex is hot

>>57587939
same, I wish I was born a cute lesbian, I could just do cosplays and make bank. Any troon that thinks they can pass without implants is mentally ill, and even then it's not worth the ROI.

>>57588143
I can understand the first three but I truly believe Shiori is the most genuine and sweetest girl in EN and she's not my oshi, maybe like 6th favorite in EN.

I shittalk my oshi to try to make her antis look bad.

i don't know how to soundpost and i'm too scared to ask

>>57587435
the only vtuber i actually enjoy is (bel)phegora

>>57587435
I shit on unicorns all the time and call for their total death but I would be a little bit sad if I knew some male is making my oshi happy off stream and it wasn't me

>>57591700
odd strategy, hope it works

I would fuck Towa even if she was really a boy

>>57591814
>>57591430

Myth ruined Hololive for me. I had such high hopes for Hololive but in English when they were first announced but I hated all of them on debut. The fact that they basically became the gold standard of EN vtubing for years almost made me quit the hobby.

>>57591700
hoshiyomi...

I unironically liked Luxiem at first, when they all thought they were speaking to a primary male audience. chinksisters ruined everything.

I hate that youtube is much worse than it was 10 years ago. Everything is so much worse. Especially vtubers.

>>57587435
I used to be a huge Niji EN fag. I was even ok with Etherya but it all started going down hill for me when Luxiem debuted. Not because of them being males but because of the insufferable piece of shit that is Luca Kaneshiro. Especially with me immediately realizing who he used to be. So I straight up quit Niji EN. I unsubbed from all the girls and don't watch them at all now. I have returned home and am giga holofag again. FUCK NIJI EN AND FUCK LUCA.

>>57587435
I really dislike Pippa. But I've jacked off to her feet a few times.
Despite having many reasons I dislike her, I would probably forget all of it just for feet.

>>57587435
I need to poo
but I don't want to

i used to be part of the group that shitted on GFE, rushia and fan deads in particular.then pekora and the cold chicken shit happened and i went full schizo believing she was banging jun. its not till her rust arc that i finally got the schizo/anti out of my system and forgave her.

since then i've been more sympathethic to GFE enjoyers and the shit they go through when there oshi breaks keyfabe.

You are all insanely unfunny and should give up on making jokes and stick to gossiping discussing and reacting to vtubers. You should heed this in real life too.

Browsing this board and constantly talking about how unattached you are to vtubers over and over and how much of a chad you are isn't convincing anyone.

Nobody who makes a post that contains an exclamation mark has made a good post.

Aimless sex posting is gay. You're gay.

>>57587435
I lost most of my enjoyment for vtubers last year when Ame threw her fit and chose to be a cunt
I could drop the vtubers I watch now without a second thought and all posts I make about missing or loving them are hollow and only done out of habit
I only bother because I wfh and it's still the better option than podcasts/music/silence

>>57592893
>Browsing this board and constantly talking about how unattached you are to vtubers over and over and how much of a chad you are isn't convincing anyone.
Everything else you said is true but this one is a bit schizo, there are a lot of anons who come and go. I keep wanting to get into vtubing, then hear about xyz drama or get burned by certain tubers and then come here to vent. It's usually to the annoyance of that vtuber's fans who are unsympathetic, which is why I have never stayed here much. This board is extremely mentally unwell and kind of proves the type of people who can't attract women IRL, because they are ugly on the inside.

>>57592692
Shit yourself, NOW

>>57591877
Wouldn't we all? Towa is THE most fuckable holo
>>57592597
I like Pippa but she has very unattractive feet

My oshi deleted her account and vanished. I feel empty now.

>>57587435
I don't really watch Millie since I dislike her personality, I don't like her humor and I think she's a dumb idiot at times, especially after *that* stream. But her ASMR combined with her cute design messed up my brain enough that I can't stop fantasizing about her. I want to hug her, kiss her and spoil her back and forth with some occasional loving vanilla sex.

At this point I don't know what I am anymore. A schizo? A coomer? A fucked up unicorn? I think it's time to get away from anything related to her, but I don't know what to fill the void with instead once I go cold turkey...

>>57593773
>but I don't know what to fill the void with instead once I go cold turkey...
Try the ASMR thread.

I love Kiara to death and I think she's genuinely funny, talented, hard working, caring and a solid person but despite that, I think her head is too orange and round so I can't fully commit to making her my kamioshi

>>57591857
It's gotten better over time so I assume it was at least in part useful, anyone who hates her now gets accused of living in Jakarta usually.

>>57587435
I was shitposting shiori but she won me over

>>57587435
I just goomed to futa gura

>>57593617
An indie that i wanted to become my Oshi did 2 streams, then quit because her aunt fucked her over by not actually using her mortgage payments to pay the mortgage, making her homeless for a while. Now she just draws incest porn for her discord because Twitter keeps kicking her out. Streams were very comfy.

I don't give a fuck what this board says. I'm a Kronie and I will always be a Kronie, no matter how many times this board brings up her yabs.

>>57587939
Same, i never will pass (i think no one really pass IRL, photoshoped or manipulated angles don't count)
If tomorrow i wake being a little girl (a full one, irreversible overpowered eternal loli) i probably act shocked and distraughted, but deep down i will fucking celebrate and enjoy it.
So in reality i will never troon out because everyone, even the young ones will result in a disgusting, self-hating, suicidal abomination

>>57587435
I shit on holoen post bait even but deep down i know my oshi will never be as successful as any of them and will forever be tied to that shitcan of a black company.

>>57587435
I have a playlist of Mumei's karaoke that I fall asleep to

>>57587609
I don't, could you tell me?

>>57593480
Her feet are ok, I've seen worse. I have a fetish for smelly, disgusting feminine neets. I'm also a sub, so the girl being a cunt is a turn on too. So her feet are sex to me.

>>57587687
A a anon???

>>57587435
I member multiple GFE at the same time

>>57587435
I wish to try being a vtuber but at the same time I'm aware that only females sell.

>>57594899
I have it on good authority that male audio work is more profitable than female. Depends on what you're interested in doing I suppose.

>>57587435
I wish Ame's passion for streaming and doing creative stuff was reignited. It feels like she lost her mojo and is just streaming a game whenever she feels like it. If you looked at her schedules when she used to make them, she would often have a lot of streams planned and she would stream for long hours. The yab with Tempus, I frankly do not care, she dropped her gfe stuff (which was very life too) pretty quickly in her career. And I wished she stopped eating food that she knows will make her sick.

i seethe 24/7 about males because i know my dyke ass would have way even less chance of getting with any of these girls than them

I used to not be affected by their voices, but suddenly I've been starting to catch feelings. Now I'm worried I'm going to chase real girls and ruin my life just to experience something like that in person.

>>57587435
I'm jealous of the passion I see here, from the ecstatic highs of a live show to the suicidal lows of an oshi breaking kayfabe. I can barely understand it let alone feel it myself, I do enjoy vtubers but anons here, even the schizo antis, make me aware of how much I'm missing out

I'm a mentally ill unicorn and get really sad and hateful when a holojp girl I don't watch collab with males
I'm a normal person and can hang out with my friends and do normie things everyday, nobody knows I'm a mentally ill vtuber fan
if it's my oshi or one of the girl I like who collab with male I might commit suicide

>>57587435
Ever since FWMC's debut, I've felt like I want to change oshi again

>>57595016
>I wished she stopped eating food that she knows will make her sick
You know, you could probably find a correlation between when gluten started affecting her badly and her streaming going downhill. Losing a whole load of food she liked and having to be more mindful of the diet and health in general probably had quite an impact on someone as stubborn as her

>>57595405
Whore.

>>57595415
You have a point. And Ame is a pretty stubborn person which is how Ame Way became a thing. And it must be hard living a gluten free life because even foods labeled gluten free could still have traces of it.

>>57587435
I skip all collabs with females, even if it's a kino one with my oshi. I just can't stand woman voices.

>>57595804
>a post from bizzarro /vt/

>>57587435
I want to have sexual intercourse with robocos raptor feet

I really loved the early days of tempus and watched all the streams in the first few months because they seemed really close and entertaining. It was kind of depressing to see everything fall apart as time went on.

>>57587435
It's not much of a confession if everyone knows about that already, anon

I have a saviour complex and always gravitate towards vtubers that aren't getting much recognition.

I dislike gura bec she wasted her potential, being at the top yet barely done anything. Especially the constant fanbase ghosting

>>57593773
Why are you in denial Anon? That desire of yours makes it quite apparent that you like her

>>57587939
I'd Def want to try to feel what's it's to be a cute girl, probably easier, but comes with its own sets of problems, but I'm more than fine with being a man too. I was talking with my friend about he is like "duuude same", because of all the hustle being a man, people expect too much from you.

>>57596181
This is the whole business model. Sometimes it feels worse than a porn addiction lol.

>>57587435
I'm so fucking lonely that my chat is the only lifeline I have when it comes to interacting with people who can actually stand my presence. I get menhera beyond belief when my numbers go down but can't show it unless I ruin my cute magic. I refuse to get better or go to therapy because I'm convinced that if I just succeed here everything will be alright but in reality I know I'll never be a big streamer

I actually like Shadow and I'm not a pedophile.

>>57597644
She is not a child, so I don't see the problem.
>>57597592
Depends on what is success for you, if you love in some poorfag country you can probably live like a king or queen while being middle or even low 3 view

>>57587435
I've starting to watch less streams and becoming a clipfag

>>57589768
There's probably over 100k vtubers by now. Genuinely liking most of them is impossible.

>>57597704
In from burger land, and my ccv sits around 50. Already been doing this for a year, probably missed my chance to catch any vtuber publicity

>>57597918
50 is very nice...you know yesterday I got recommended by YouTube some JP chuuba with lisp, 46 views on the VOD, I checked her channel 500 subs, she's been doing for over a year, all of her vods are 200 views, I felt so fucking bad, because probably a lot of those views are just random algorithm by YouTube like me.
Anyway do you do shorts? It seems like a lot of chuubas blew up from shorts.

I actually make up shit on this board for the purpose of creating rrats with a couple of them becoming long lasting and common knowledge.

>>57595846
>being so coombrained that you actually think heterosexual women don't exist
Seethe more, I don't watch females.

i spend more time browsing this board than i do watching vtubers. they're just boring to me now. here i get unlimited supply of amusing unhinged people behavior

Kiara's new song Pineapple is catchy and the music video is great despite her being a mid singer

I'm both jealous and elated that Gura is who sehe is and how she got this far

I spread fake confessions to make antis look way worse

I liked orange woman and watched her regularly
cc: gaym4p wtffff

the only thing i really care about in a vtuber is their voice

>confession thread
>no nun in the OP
Horrid

>>57587435
I'm thinking about killing myself, but before I do, I want to do something extravagant out of appreciation for my oshi. I was doing the math, and within the next 3 months, I should have enough cash to be able to send her on at least a week's vacation to somewhere she's been dreaming of going for as long as I've been watching her. It would be just in time for Christmas, and there's no better time to be able to repay her for all the happiness she's indirectly brought my gloomy existence, so it's perfect.

I want to have vanilla sex with de gozaru.

>>57587435
I don't even like streaming as a medium

>>57587468
I dislike Kiara more than Mori because she prefers to watch normie Netflix shows over anime. At least Mori is into Japanese culture.

>>57600543
Kiara is such a high level web she starts watching normie shit like the Japanese do.

>>57587435
I only care about the vtuber. I don't give a single shit about her roommate life and don't want to hear about it on stream.

>>57595972
It really was. The first three months were perfect. I detached from the fanbase when vg debuted (nijisisters flooded man's) and vesper went menhera. So much wasted potential.

>>57600543
Anime has been shit for the last few years

>>57601194
Can't be any worse than Handmaid's Tale which Kiara has been recommending

>>57600543
>I dislike Kiara more than Mori because she prefers to watch normie Netflix shows over anime
What kind of loser watches anime in the year of our lord 2023? Netflix is ass but it's unironically better.

>>57601328
>What kind of loser watches anime in the year of our lord 2023

I dunno, most Hololive vtubers?

>>57587435
I have conflicted feelings about Kronii. Sometimes I like her but I hate her whole "depressed" facade.

Sana's graduation gave me a depressive spell.

>>57587435
I dropped hololive after fes4 and got into indies instead since my then oshi seemed lukewarm on her position after 2.5 years and the rest of holoen was also pretty boring to me.

>>57601359
Most Hololive members are unstable women who can barely leave their houses and function in social situations. You're kind of proving my point here.

I don't actually like any EN outside of Ame and Ame doesn't like streaming anymore. I haven't watched an EN outside of collab since council debut.

>>57602158
Not really. They have to socialize in front of tens of thousands of viewers without spilling spaghetti everywhere and I think that's probably more than you can handle.

Sometimes when a JP chuuba does something cute I imagine a middle aged japanese lady doing the same thing and it makes it even cuter desu

My ex-oshi is retarded and I stopped watching her. Now I can't watch Vtubers regularly, although Advent is now reigniting the flames that I once had.

>>57587939
While life would be easier externally as a girl, I do not want to deal with having girl parts, less testosterone, or a female brain, no thanks

>>57602089
Why not just do your reps?

>>57602395
Id rather not put time into learning a language for the sole purpose of MAYBE enjoying streams in a different language since the caveat of it all hinges on actually enjoying the streams after learning it.

>>57600363
That's really sweet, in a morbid way. Don't do it anon.

>>57591665
untrue.
My confession is that i can never forgive any chuuba.
if they ever say something distasteful or unironically mean to audience or other chuuba I just start hating them hard and can never watch them again.
Even if i try really hard, even if years go by, i just cant get over it.

I liked Pineapple.

>>57588143
Nothing hotter than turning women you hate into cumdumps

I fell for bvtm's astroturfing campaign and hated Shiori first, then started hating Nerissa.
I then watched streams and found out how retarded I was.

>>57587435
I dont even dislike Shiori, but all the seafaggot sycophants around her made skip her entirely.

None of the really big vtubers deserve the massive amounts of money they make

I fingered Gawr Gura at a party while Mori Calliope was streaming in the other room

>>57598127
Based crazy femcorn. Please keep threatening female vtubers on Twitter, it's a hilarious genre of post.

>>57603496
I've been lingering around in a pretty empty life for years now, and there's a tinge of regret I feel behind all of the times that I've resisted the impulse of doing it. I think she's wonderful, and I just want to go on a positive note by helping her reach a kind of happiness that I haven't been able to find for myself.

i hate 95% of the posters here and it has directly effected my enjoyment of vtubers in that when i see a vtubers fanbase being shitty toward everyone else i cant help but associate that behavior with the vtuber herself
everyone says to stick to generals but the truth is most of those are absolutely dogshit and out of every vtuber thats ever had one ive only found two that are worth visiting and one of those is on constant life support for better or worse

>>57606694
corpowarsfags have ruined this place for anyone looking to enjoy groups like that

>>57592597
Pippa is the shit test I use to find mild autism, if you can't disentangle internal doubt from outright fraud you're a low tier analyst. Women might internally yearn for a unified world but they're not incapable of understanding why one can't exist. The "liberals" don't understand that holism doesn't get them out of any difficult spots, you can't just do "You're old, I'm new so here's my holist spew!" and the argument is actually over, it's just over for you, the person emitting the thought terminating cliche the way a toad might puff itself up to keep from being swallowed. Man, watching her evolving discomfort with personally, psychically living with our version of the world is the entire point. If Pippa goes globalist then that's it, women's actual greatest champion at the moment in the industry will have fallen. If Pippa can't be based then no vagina can, that's the experiment.

>>57587435
My life sucks and becoming a vtuber gachi didn't improve any aspect of it even by a little (even just strictly emotionally speaking) although i had fun some times.
I often talk about how great vtubing is, but i know the reality is different.
Chuubas (even corpo ones) are, mostly, just not that funny or charismatic lazy e-girls with avatars (japanese ones play their character sometimes, western ones don't) that got lucky by leeching other streamers or getting selected by whatever random process corpos do that doesn't really search for quality often.
And now by basically acting cute and bothering to show up to work (work means mainly playing videogames for a few hours) from time to time they will have a legion of loyal yes-man, endless fan-arts, continuous love and appreciation, and more money that most people will get in a lifetime.
This usually aggrandize their ego, fucks up with the mental illnesses they often have, makes them believe they're greater than most people and can do no wrong (they stop feeling relatability with us lonely fucks that are a big part of their audience). If they're corpo like an holo they basically stop having any real goals since they made it big already, will stop trying and caring except a few special occasions per year and will eventually start disappearing due to "extra off-stream work". The summary of all of this is that this is pretty much bottom of the barrel of entertainment is probably not worthy at all to get attached to any of them.
And all of this includes my former and my actual oshi. Have fun guessing both.

>>57606694
My oshi's company general is easily one of the worst on the board, but I don't think that's any reflection of her or the company she's contracted to. It has, however, altered my perception of the state of men as a whole these days. Many of them act in ways that'd be stereotypical of women, but to caricature-esque extents with all the gossip and made up drama they spend so much time, actually years at this point, spewing, not even just about the talents, but about each other, too. You just have to ignore all that shit. Don't let it atrophy your enjoyment of something, accept this as an interest you can't really share with others, and focus on why you like your oshi and why you're there.

>>57607376
Don't worry baby. I'm a real man who would never gossip about you /;]

I dont love my oshi as much as I used to but Im staying because of sunk cost fallacy and some of the remaining love I have for her

>>57607426
It'd be nice to be able to talk about how much I like my oshi and her massive tits, and share the dumb edits I make of her, but her general's more chatter about namefags than any of the girls in the general's OP, so I suppose that's asking for too much.

>>57607900
Your problem is your a tits guy. If you can become an ass man you'll be welcomed into the oasis of true discussion.

>>57597918
Don't think so, there's many holos that grinded the streamer/vtuber/utaite shit for many years (some even more than a decade) before passing the audition.

>>57594477

>>57608214
>screensnip of google image result
bro....

>>57596857
>That desire of yours makes it quite apparent that you like her
I don't want to hear that ;_;

>>57598001
>over a year
That's nothing

I don't really care about male collab streams. If you really lean into GFE content though, you should probably know better.

>>57602586
You can also consume Japanese media in their native form which is both faster and just better

>>57587435
I don't lust after anybody vtubing, I just really wish they were my friends
I'm too paranoid to join them even though everything in my life is telling me to audition
I also sincerely wish those in /vt/ living in pain could feel better

>>57607900
I think we have the same oshi and the same problems. I wish you well, anon.

>>57607369
Meds.

I anti in my own oshis split to toughen the retards that support her up

>>57602344
fandead?

I've probably jerked off to Nina, Scarle, and Kiara about 400 times. Also I stalk some 3 viewer girls for the soul purpose of gaslighting or grooming them for about 2 years now

>>57611404
Hero

I fell in love with a 1 view

>>57594477
I don’t understand what I’m looking at. Are Pippa’s feet even anatomically correct? It looks like a perfect, flat square with super tiny toes.

They also LOOK like they smell

I like watching vtubers in happy relationships like Nyanners and Vei, because I lack the ability to get deeply attached to others myself. I'm envious of people who can get upset when their oshi interacts with a male, because I've never been able to feel that emotionally connected to a streamer and wonder what it's like.

>>57587435
I'm an ex-chumbud who realized that I don't really think Gura was ever a good streamer. I went back over her streams starting at debut and honestly feel that she has done more boring one-off game streams and disasters than she has done actual entertaining ones. Off the top of my head you have things like her Elden Ring and that shit new Sonic game streams that were genuinely just bad to the point that even she seemed to know they were not going well at all. The other issue being her extremely quick dropping of games is a pretty large one as well. Seeing her try and join in on the MH:Rise streams, try to play charge blade terribly because she had zero idea how to play it but thought it was really cool, then just completely stop playing it before ever learning felt like getting blue balled as everyone was clearly rooting for her to learn and get good but she stopped before it could happen.

I never anti her or anything as I do think she is a very sweet girl but she really did disappoint me to the point of looking elsewhere. Recently she did a stream of one of my favorite games of all time, outer wilds, and as much as I would like to join her in completing the whole game I won't get my hopes up of her actually finishing it.

>>57611130
It's very possible, so likewise.

>>57587435
I hate Mori but I think she could be good if she just stopped forcing jokes and being an ass in collabs. She just needs to take the time to improve her social skills but probably never will.
Also she needs to focus on drawing not singing. She's a talented artist, but not a musical one.

>>57612848
>Gura was ever a good streamer
I'm pretty sure Gura doesn't think she's a good streamer either so you're fine. Her ideal streaming environment was a small group of chumbuds, enough money to have a future and not have to have a job outside hololive, and a small corner where she could do what she wanted, make some friends, and not have anyone else bother her. Instead she became Gawr Gura.

>>57612848
Her crippling lack of motivation, manic depressive behavior, and absolute aversion to any conflict or stress, it's an absolute miracle she got as big as she did. She does not have the character to grind it out like other Chuubas, and really just struck lightning at a time when the market was primed for someone with her personality.

>>57611404
Sounds like some cope reasoning for shitting up your oshis thread in an attempt to make a name for yourself with the attention it gives. Neck yourself

>>57613672
You're one of said retards that needs to toughen up. You'll be better for it

>>57613772
Neck yourself

>>57594336
I'm in a spoonfeeding mood today.
https://youtube.com/shorts/OKT7h6ppxfY?si=hLubEvk91vAiBuLT

>>57592778
Whats this pekora thing about?

>>57595016
Words can't express the emotions Ame has sent me through with the constant absences, unfulfilled promises, and general dead atmosphere of her channel over the last several months. I want to change oshis is but I know that i have and always will love Ame

>>57613672
NTA but this describes me lol. I became a thread celebrity and they gave me a name and will accuse everyone with an opinion they don't like of being me. They even accuse me of being other shitposters that were around long before I started! It's the most fun I've had on /vt/.

>>57614059
Missed a christmas stream in 2021(?) which traditionally is accompanied with KFC (well, xmas in JP at least). So the joke is her members just waited with their buckets until she started streaming. Antis and schizos love to postulate that she was stuffing other holes with meat instead of chicken in her gob, so go make a thread about it or something

>>57614228
Based, niggers need to learn to ignore schizos not make them celebrities

>>57587435
I am not sexually attracted to my oshi even though I am a straight male, and I avoid all of her ASMR. This doesn't even have anything to do with her RM.
Suisei is hotter

>>57614228
Because its not uncommon for each long standing general to have named 'schizos' which are almost always just attentionwhores looking to kill time and rile people up for fun to the point the shit you said starts to becone regular, its why ill never use schizo names since it just validates the retards doing it. Also neck yourself.

>>57593840
>I think her head is too orange and round
My fucking sides. Shit is so random

>>57587435
I'm a Tako, and I'm fucking sick of Pikmin.

I subscribe to every holo, yes even the boys but i dont watch most of them. Ame was thr first one i got into because of karaoke. Then fauna for thr same reason. Maybe i have a type. Also I genuinely get mad when people shit on ame, but especially people who say they dropped her for stupid shit. Ill be watching her til she graduates and after i have no pictures of ryan gosling so someone post an investigator one for me

>>57615110
Based

>>57614059
>>57592778(me)
https://www.cnn.com/travel/article/kfc-christmas-tradition-japan/index.html

https://www.forbes.com/sites/adelsteinjake/2017/12/19/why-christmas-eve-is-the-busiest-day-of-the-year-for-japans-love-hotels/

https://youtu.be/zs-sn4v_ZiA?si=p7UAnF-RZhmCcOqS
im trying to remember the details but heres the gist. pekora a couple days before christmas asked her fans what there doing for christmas then said "you can come watch me if you want, ill stream". took a day off, then went silent on twitter on christmas day, showed up to subarus stream for a bit then showed up the next day like nothing happened.

the "cold chicken" joke comes from her free chat where people were waiting for her christmas stream and started spamming there KFC chicken is cold from waiting for her stream.

back then there was also a rrat that jun, a big japanese youtuber, was dating the bunny which was a disproven rrat even back then. i bought into it hook line and sinker back then though cause i was stuck at home alone for christmas cause family was out of town. so i kinda snaped thinking she lied to us and peko peko was tooo busy getting pako pako that night. made me go anti/schizo for a while there lol.
sorry for the wall of txt

>>57587435
i dropped fwmc already and fully returned to jp

I'm addicted to this song and Iroha's new look. She's hot.

https://youtu.be/lnlyZlIRO1U?si=6R3PJjfvY4z9RmmX

>>57606514
dont you wanna see her happiness then? Just live for her so you can keep getting your instances of joy

>>57612040
Yeah... dumbass necromancer.

>>57606514
If you live you can eventually give her more money than if you just dumped it all then killed yourself.

Between yabs and doxxes, I'm convinced that all women are actually insane and I'm better off just enjoying them behind a screen than in real life.

I rarely like game streams and only push for my oshi to play "buff games" because I don't want /#/ to shit on her.

I don't care for zatsus and prefer seeing chuubas' reactions to games I enjoyed

>>57620851
Stop being retarded. Don't let a thread rent free in your head, nobody cares.

Is it fucked up that I kind of don't want my oshi to succeed or at least not succeed too much too quick? After watching all of holomyth get instant fame their streams don't feel as special to watch since there are thousands of people and don't even bother trying to read comments. The numbers are good but it just brings Numberfags and normal fags that don't even care about if the streams are good.

My oshi hates me and I still watch her even knowing that, I can't move on

>>57587435
I want to marry Pekora.

My oshi is spineless to shitters and it actually disgusts me, the majority of chat would be banned in anyone else's stream

I'm struggling to get into female vtubers for no known reason, Every one I've watched just looses my interest within a few minutes even if i like her voice/personality and I don't have this issue with the guys.I can watch Shinri stream for 10 hours doing practically nothing yet I can't watch a girl for more then a haft hour before getting turning them off. The most success I've seen with watching a girl is Ironmouse and I don't know why cuz I find her kinda annoying and yet i watch her but can't watch Nerissa despite loving her personality/design.

I also find it kinda dumb that people take vtubing so seriously and get violently mad over mixed gender/mixed company collabs cuz like people can be friends without wanting to fuck each other and people from different companies can want to hang out it isn't that serious.

I don't like livestreams.
I prefer edited content.

>>57623885
Can you please teleport me back to 2016-2019? Those were the good old days where we got lotf of edited, translated vtuber media. None of this stream crap.

>>57619494
I definitely want to hear about her trip when she gets back, as well as give her the other thing I'm working on as an additional Christmas gift to her. But as for me, I think it's really hard to get by only experiencing brief flashes of happiness. It's like I'm living life with the gas light on, it's not enough to be sustainable. And it's not like there's an end goal of actually being with her or anything either, since that'll never happen. Like >>57620530 sorta depicted, I'd just be a really sad ATM, and she's got other fans who can do that.

>>57623926
No

>>57587435
I hate Noel.
I love Noel.

>>57624091
Are you her brother by any chance?

She's such a toxic mess, mentally and socially... I kind of want her to fail. But her laugh makes me smile.

>>57587435
As a StarsJP fan I didn't bat an eye when Magni and Vesper graduated. I never asked for an EN branch and just like I predicted, the biggest issues came from it. What a bunch of fucking faggots for tarnishing the name of their senpai.

>>57623873
We know your sexual orientation. In case you don't you just need to accept it.

>>57624471
I don't like Stars generally, but I can respect this. It's the ENs that have been the issue. I did like Kira back when he was around though.

filian is my favorite vtuber

>>57592778
>Forgave her
You schizos never actually get better

>>57587435
I'm pretty much anti-lewd at this point. If anything lewd comes up during a stream it just kills my entire mood. I can watch lewdtubers just fine, but that's because they know how to distance themselves from NSFW content. I'm not even referring to sex jokes, but basic innuendo like calling another chuuba a "bottom" or doing smutty stuff with the models that doesn't necessarily violate ToS. You know, talking about which Pokemon they want to have sex with, stuff like that. It always comes across as awkward or pandering and doesn't ever sit right with me.

>>57587435
I used to watch stars EN and actually enjoy their content but their fans are the most retarded beings on earth and disgust me so much that I dropped all of them, also Vesper is a cunt but that's not the point.

I debuted as a vtuber before Myth did and I am still a 2view because I keep giving up and not believing in myself. Also probably because I’m a bad streamer

>>57587435
I'm not actually a racist person but the more time I spend on this board, the more I feel like I'm learning to hate people from the South East Asian region. It's gotten to the point where I'm constantly aware of the timezone in Jakarta.
I worry that if they did add flags to this board it would accelerate the process.

>>57627443
There is nothing like living with minorities that make you hate them.

>>57627368
Post link

>>57587939
i think deep down every man would want to be a >cute< girl, or at least wouldnt mind if they were one, just because life as an attractive girl is so fucking easy.

ffs even midly attractive girls have it easy, one of my female friends from highschool had this simp that lived on another state who would just simply pay for everything she asked for, like, she got a brand new ps4 with 10 games ON THE FIRST WEEK they started talking.
They never even met in person at all, nigga was spending THOUSANDS for a few nudes and discord calls

>>57627612
I already get posted in the /wvt/ generals sometimes but I don’t want to be known as /here/. It sounds like a recipe for getting anons to post weird shit about me

>>57592372
10 years ago Vtubers didn't even exist

I'm only in love with the concept of being in a relationship with a girl. In reality, I lack the experience, love, and intelligence needed to maintain and love someone. I'm trying to slowly build that up, but it's still difficult cause I get really tired from talking with people all the time. I know I'm capable of loving someone honestly, but I need to remind myself to not violate someone's boundaries and to be calm.

>>57623873
One of the reasons why people take Vtubing so seriously is due to the amount of time, money, and effort they've spent on it. Getting too attached to the Vtubing sphere can be harmful to the mental, social, and physical health of someone. Understanding that Vtubers are people is important. I'm not saying that you can't be supportive, but try to be understanding and aware that they are people. One more addition, there seems to be a lack of "professional" etiquette in Vtubing as well which is what makes some people so irritated.

I like nijisanji

Although I consider vtubers as a nice treat of entertainment, I can't help but think that they are just a stepping stone that will get us closer to fantasy. Closer to Virtual Heaven. I just want to be free.

I love my oshi but I wouldn't date or marry her, I can do better

I hate all you schizophrenic r9k niggers but I can’t help myself from coming to this board and trying to save you fucks from yourselves by calling out your delusional fantasies and immersion and your absurd superchat spending

>>57587435
I don't watch vtubers, I only masturbate to them

>>57587435
I have said "that's me" wrt having sex with various vtubers when I have, in fact, never had sex with a vtuber.

>>57587435
I am convinced Gura stopped streaming because she's in a witness protection program
source: dream I had

I wuve nene

>>57614201
I feel you anon. Deep down, there's a reason why I stuck with Ame instead of the newer girls from council and advent. She's just the one I vibe the best with. I'm still an amebeliever

>>57587435
I'm so commited to appearing as a normie, that I never even unpacked my Holomerch. 5 full sets of Towa merch lying there in closed packages

im done watching vtubers but i still follow and check what my oshi is doing from time to time.

>>57627997
Make a thread where first post would say buy an ad.

Vesper’s 2.0 was the first vtuber model that made me horny. I almost thought about rewatching him but obviously that’s not going to happen. RIP to a sexy model.

>>57600363
>>57606514
>>57623948
sentiments from people like this always make me think you really haven't thought hard enough about death. No one - and I mean literally no human being in all of history - actually knows what happens after you die or what death is really like and that fact should absolutely fucking terrify you and make you wanna stay alive and away from death as long as fucking possible.
You're just assuming that death will be peaceful and a comforting relief from your life now when you really don't actually that this is the case. You don't actually know that you will 'stop existing and stop experiencing things forever' or that even if you do what that will be like.

What if Hell really is real all along you get sent to it for wasting your God given life? What if death is like your mind being trapped in a black box mechanism and you are forced to relive the moment of your death over and over forever? What if death is pure nothingness and void except you are aware you're in it forever? Waht if your heart gets eaten by Ammit after not being lighter than the feather and you become a wandering soul? What if the afterlife is some horrifying nightmarish eldritch dimension beyond understanding? What if it's like Nieztche's eternal recurrence and you relive your life over and over indefinitely and can't change anything about it?

Nobody fucking knows, so don't risk it.
There is no guarantee that what comes after life will be less suffering than your life now.

>>57587468
same

>>57587435
I don't watch streams and I exclusively just watch clips from time to time. Most of the vtuber-based entertainment I get comes from shit posting /here/. I don't feel bad about it, and I don't think I ever will.

>>57628355
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/Ami_Yamato

WRONG

>>57627825
>this post
Yikes, so how long until you get on HRT?

>>57587435
I'm not a virgin.

>>57601194
This
Post-2020 anime has been mostly sleepers so far

33 year old incel with a good job here. Watching HoloID for the past couple years made me attracted to Indonesian women and I've signed up to a couple online marriage agencies there. I also found out quick that a surprising number of Indonesians aren't Muslim. My goal is to find a wife within the next year and bring her to my country.

>>57587939
I always knew all along that the most hardcore anti-tranny types who obsess over trannies and 'troons' and see them everywhere are actually just like this themselves and in denial. Thanks for confirming the stereotype. Same shit every fucking time.

>>57631171
you're no better than the rest of us, failed normie. The fact that you do come here regularly proves that you're on the same level really. You're not better, you're just less honest. And you will never save anyone, especially not yourself.

>>57641698
I've thought about it plenty. I'm not religious at all, so if I had to assume, death is like reverting back to the same kind of nothingness that was there before you were even conceived. There's nothing to be experienced, no sensations or anything, you simply aren't there.
Even if there were such a thing as an afterlife and you did devoutly follow a religion, there are so many religions out there that you have to be pretty bold to assume that you're practicing the correct one. You could be a devout Catholic, but oops, it turns out the Protestants were actually correct, and now you're damned to their version of Hell. It's such a dice roll, it wouldn't be of any concern to me even if I were a spiritual person.

>>57587583
Hi Marine I didn't know you spoke English you can DM me anytime

>>57648235
>so if I had to assume
exactly, you're just assuming. You assumption isn't actually based on anything, it's just taken for granted that 'after death is nothingness and you won't experience anything' in the modern secular world - except nobody actually knows this because we still don't understand consciousness yet or what your sense of self - and what happens to it - even is.
Also you said
>reverting back to the same kind of nothingness that was there before you were even conceived
except you don't actually know that there was nothingness before you were born either - it only seems like this because your memories only starting forming around 3 or 4 years old in your brain. For all anyone knows, you actually did exist in some form before you were born.
>you have to be pretty bold to assume that you're practicing the correct one
my point isn't that you should expect a certain kind of afterlife or live in accordance with a specific religion but just that you should stay alive and stave off death for as long as possible just to avoid whatever freaky fate might be awaiting you after you die.

You say it's 'such a dice roll' to believe in a certain afterlife but I say it's an even bigger gamble to kill yourself and shortcut your way straight into what could be a realm of suffering and terror infinitely greater than however sad you feel in life now. Like imagine you kill yourself and suddenly you're in a screaming eldritch void hellscape forever and you're thinking 'oh fuck why the fuck did I just do that' imagine the crushing regret.
Literally everyone who tries to kill themselves and fails and survives always reports instantly severely regretting it when they are near-death btw

I live a pretty empty and depressed life myself - 30+ year old virgin schizoid autist who lives alone in a shitty apartment doing a menial job that gives me no fulfillment, with basically no emotional connection to my family, no friends anymore and watching vtubers is basically all I have besides alcoholism. But even still I find the idea of death so fucking scary that despite how depressed and unhappy I am I still could never bring myself to commit suicide.
I am convinced people that kill themselves literally all only do it in the heat of the moment and don't even really believe they'll actually die or just haven't truly thought about death.

>>57647831
based, good luck getting that wife anon, godspeed

>>57592778
>keyfabe
it's KAYFABE WITH AN A you fucking retard

>>57650126
>>57592778(me)
confession thread, i forgot that it was kay lol

>>57600543
>calls anime japanese culture
kek

>>57614015
…well atleast she has never done GFE…right?

>>57612575
>spoiler
Now your getting it.

I am jealous that gura is more popular and successful than my oshi but I know that is a dumb reason to hate someone so I pretend to hate her fans, even though it's her I hate. It's pure jealousy

>>57649499
You just sound scared. That's fine. Not everyone is like you.

>>57600363
I've thought along these lines too, the fact YT doesn't let you dump a lump sum might be the only thing that's keeping me stuck in this flesh prison.

>>57587435
I posted multiple confessions in this thread false flagging as various kinds of shitposters, as if they had come here to atone and explain why they do what they do.
In reality, they're all just mentally ill, as am I.

I dislike Mori, her voice, her content, her music, everything she does, and irks me she's basically the top EN in the eyes of the JPs and that she's having so much success, recognition, achievements while the chubas I love are nowhere even close to any of that.
Also this is the first time I've said anything negative about her, and the only one, because it oppens the door to antis, fuck them, I have even defended her just to fuck with discord faggots because I hate tem.

bump

>>57587435
I honestly believe that Mori really regrets what she did in her early years in Holo.

>>57648091
Alright, you can tell us called you "sir" today

>>57587435
I only see vtubers as pixels on a screen and feel nothing if anything happens to them

>>57656858
She should say it then

>>57606694
I'm glad to have a general that is pretty nice and rarely ever feeds drama or shit. They're chill, help to understand streams when I don't get everything, and is a pretty cool place to talk about the vtuber in question. The only shame is most of the time it's an image thread but that's about it. Maybe it's a byproduct of like streamer like fan because she has a pretty good fanbase overall but I've seen some other generals and god can it get bad, feel bad for anyone actually hoping for good discussion. Godspeed anon.

>>57652550
yeah I know not everyone is like me; some people are irrational and stupid instead. Anyone who isn't afraid of death is a fool going against their own survival instincts for retarded petty emotional reasons that couldn't possibly outweigh the gravity of death.

There's nothing cool or brave about not being scared of death, it's just retarded and if you really do go through with suicide you deserve no sympathy, not because of 'think of how muh loved ones would feel' but for the same reason you wouldn't feel sorry for some idiot going to pet an alligator and getting their arm bitten off when there's a sign in front of them saying 'do not pet the alligator.'
Life isn't a video game and death isn't just a video game mechanic either. It's not a release, a quick exit, a convenient nope out option or something that is overrated in its impact. It is irreversible and you have no idea what it will be like or what comes after it and how bad it will truly be.
So why risk it just because of 'muh sadness?'

Life isn't even about being happy all the time anyway, that's childish thinking. I might be scared of death but you are even more scared of being alive and just not being happy, how weak is that?

>>57587435
i hate fwwc solely because of their rm

>>57606694
I am forever trapped in a cycle of
>smug kfpiss makes an inflammatory post and attaches her as a pic, making her face feel punchable and prompting me to block her channel
and
>my oshi collabs with Kiara and I realize she's actually quite entertaining and just a good lass trying her best

>>57587435
I haven't kept up with my oshi because of elon musk and wow hc.

>>57589758
彼の音楽は今でも良いと思う

>>57615110
Incredibly based

>>57658690
>i hate fwwc solely because of their rm
What the fuck did the roomate do? turbo slut, scammer, or something else?

>>57641698
fuck you anon now i won't be able to sleep tonight

>>57598127
Newfag