/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>55562456
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1406 Shiori!

Shiori penis

>>55562456
Aww she's so cute

SHIORI~N LOVE

>>55562486
Next stream: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehbTci8o8NA
Schedule: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkqwIcO3YN8
Debut: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwGAcKnE-y4

I miss our bri'ish femanon. You creeps probably scared her off.

>she's rather have all black hair than all white hair
Doesn't she realize how beautiful white hair is?

Shiori is absolutely Argentinian fr fr

>>55562686
she's still around, but she toned it down a bit

>>55562724
Can confirm
She is a part of La Familia now

>>55562686
Yeah, some of the regulars started complaining about namefagging. I bet she's still lurking though.
Librarian-chan, if you're still here you don't have to reply, but I appreciate you.

am I kenough for Shiori?

>People worried about a 10 day Shiorin break
I was a lil miffed at first too but now realize the positive, I can spend my days more productively and get ahead on my work so I'm more free by the time she gets back
I can also work on setting up better exercise routines and such without the hours of stream time taking up my day

>>55562932
i hate women

4chan is a text-based board for a reason. be a female, I don't care. but fuck off if you think you're going to become a celebrity because you have a vagina.

Shiori~n Love!!!

Shiori~n! Let's do our best today! Okay?

>>55562872
Is Messi a Novelite?

Also >>55562653
kek

>>55563013
Yeah, I think you're the one who scared her off.
I'm not really interested in debating you, but I'll just say that I don't think she's interested in being a celebrity. It's just nice to have a little variety when we're like 99% young depressed and lonely dudes, you know?

I feel that she was just trolling about not knowing Ryan Gosling, I have never heard anyone refer to him as just Ryan

>>55563149
that was my first time posting anything related to a female besides Shiorin here.

>>55563013
Based, if she wants to be a celebrity she should go back to r*ddit. This site is anonymous for a reason

>>55563149
>young
half of us are ojisans

>>55563182
She did say she didn't care so much about Hollywood.

Finished watching the only up vod and also read the previous threads, i see that some people got filtered? That was fast

>>55563149
>young
Grass

Im in love with this woman.

when's shiorin gonna read a real book
like blood meridian

>>55563640
I made this post. This is my girlfriend.

>>55563640
Why is she so comfortable to listen to… this is some siren’s call stuff…

>Shiori pops into my mind several times a day
I hope this honeymoon ends soon, I can't function properly. I should know better by now, but this goth shit got me by surprise. I feel like I'm in my teenage years again.

>>55563640
For the first time ever my heart skipped a beat seeing an image of her

>>55563640
She doesn't even know you exist.

Oh, these parasocial mfs?
All me.

>>55563640
If you love her so much, explain the relevance of the nyakuza

>>55563640
Weird, I don't remember making this post.

>>55563010
Tbh I don't care about the break
I just want her to ham up the GFE to make me FEEL while she's gone.

>>55563406
You have to admit though, it's disappointing she has cut back on the affection

>>55563013
>4chan is a text-based board
It's an image board, you mong. See this completely relevant and on-topic collection of pixels to the left of the text?
Anyways, text boards are usually more prone to get infested with name/tripfags.

>>55563807
That's weird. Did my Mr, Hyde just post? Because that's (Me).

>>55563985
I loved that Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde reference
It's my favorite book

>>55563807
>>55563985
yeah, me

>>55563149
To be fair, thread celebrities made /infinity/ into the worst general on the entire board. There are a lot of ex-Kronies here so it's reasonable to be cautious about letting our general fall to the same dark fate.

>Shiori has never played a Yakuza game

>>55563043
Yes

Good morning I still love Shiorin.

>>55563807
You aren't a real parasocial mf until you start hating GFE because it's degrading

>no previous page in the OP
why? Mistake or?

>>55563423
>>55563298
It's all relative. I think you're still quite young. (At least judging by the level of maturity on display.)

>>55564268
What a bitch

>>55564303
SOVL
He's the GOAT for a reason

GFE is good if she does it because she likes it, and not just as a cynical ploy for money

ACTIVATE HER NEURON, ROLL NOW!

>>55564364
OP here: sorry I was just busy having sex with Shiori

>>55562600
You're just like Moe!

>>55564453
I don't think Shiori thinks about sex all that often

>>55564303
yeah, me

Today's her first one-on-one collab! I hope she goes on lots of fun tangents with Nerissa!

>>55564386
Thanks gramps! I love you too

>>55564489
>I don't think Shiori thinks about sex all that often
DYRBI- yeah that's probably true ngl

>>55562456
I love this Filipina girl

>>55564435
ROLL

>>55564588
Nah she's an argie
trust me

>>55563942
No, you don't understand! He'll prove his love by being the strongest novelite.

>>55564167
Library-chan is like the most laidback person in this thread and hardly anyone replied to her anyway. I don't really see how she could pose a risk. Let's just chill. I'll be right there with you if there's an actual problem.

>>55564646
do you think her grandparents... you know...

>>55564719
100%

>Shiori talks about Jon & Kate plus Eight last night
>Get a video recommendation about how reality tv fucked their lives and the consequences of daily cataloging your life
What in the FUCK is this sorcery. I did watch that trash growing up though, fucking insane how many people love looking into others lives...

>look into prechat
>they all have cliques and remember each people's names
not sure if good or not

>>55564923
Likely a bunch of people from the stream looked them up and watched that video. So Neal is recommending it to everyone else who watched the stream.

>>55563400
bugbrain so cute...

>>55564972
bad

>>55564719
>'ze bugs'
yeah

>>55564972
Close chat unless you are sending a supa. Its already enough having them fly across the screen.

Librarian-anon was cool. Even librarians-simps anons were amusing.
We get a lot of shitters though. I tend to not even speak during prime time because of how much of a clusterfuck it is.

>>55565315
FUCK namefags

>>55563298
im 25...

>>55565399
Okay namefag anon

>>55565454
Old fuck ojisan, accept your role

>>55564972
More retarded because it's very obvious what they're trying to do. Which is special treatment for their little group but it's not going to work since it's most likely comprised of actual weirdos. Only the "normal" ones will get some attention if they're regular SCers. t. Novelbeat that dislikes Moris prechat superchatter circle jerk and has been through this before.

>>55565503
no, im still super pichi-pichi!

>>55565604
pichi pichi is a filipino dish

Never really cared enough about a vtuber to comment on one of their generals.
But she's cute sounding. Makes me feel paternal feelings.

>>55565503
>>55565454
Show them, Ojisan.

Show them our role.

>>55563908
As the saying goes, "distance makes the heart grow fonder." We're just going to want her all the more when she gets back.

>>55565672
goth girls are a nightmare for fathers

>>55563640
Why is she like this?

>>55564435
Rollin for squats

>>55566205
holy fuck what engine is that

>>55566269
>69
I'm gonna squat till my legs are strong enough to do 69 with Shiori while I'm standing up

I want Shiori to fuck me up mentally and emotionally.

>>55566205
and I'm now sitting at work with a raging election thanks to this....goddammit anon

>>55566423
>raging election
STOP THE COUNT!

You guys are all dorks btw

>>55566409
man, do I have great news for you

>>55564972
It's very bad, but not much can be done about it since Shiori has given them her blessing.

>>55566494
Thank you Shiori, insult me more please

>>55566494
Fans reflect their oshi.

>>55564268
RGG stream when?

>>55566205
I... I can't work out at the gym in this condition, Anon

>>55566494
This is the least insulting thing I've ever heard on this board

>>55564435
Rollin' rollin' rollin'

>>55566494
Hi Shiori!!!

>>55566588
I wish Shiori called us like that

>>55566205
This girl will be the end of me

bros... I dreamt about shiori last night and I've never had a dream about a vtuber before in these 3 years

it's so over

>>55565579
Former deadbeat here, haven't watched Mori in like over a year but I assumed most big corpo prechats were like hers, a bunch of T3s or would bes if other chuubas had em that get actual alone time with the chuuba in super dedicated member hours or pre-chat interactions, people giving away their life savings till they go ghost like that one kid seemed to or obsessed artists like the one who made that cowboy hat thing
Is this actually atypical and something only really occurring with Mori and Shiori? If it is I'm really betting its got to do with the old T3 system and the baby crew it enable to exist in close isolation and Shiori doing something kinda similar with the random drop in conversations

>>55566494
I love you too Shiori

>>55563799
Yeah she does. She liked one of my tweets.

I hope your day goes well

bros, I watched a tiktok about fucking a girl to the barbie song and now I can't stop cumming thinking about fucking Shiori to the barbie song

how do I fuck Shiori to the barbie song?

>>55566611
Have glasses gone too far?

imagine their interaction if she returns

>>55566907
No such thing

>>55563799
I don't care

>>55566780
What the hell? I never realized Mori's prechat was like this. I'm primarily a sapling and Fauna's prechat is cancer, but it has avoided forming cliques. Instead, it's all just automated "hello" bots waving at each new username that say something, all because Fauna said she found it cute one time 18 months ago.
Motives are all the same though, trying to catch the chuuba's attention in any way possible.

>>55567001
Okay honestly Advent is fun but I'll confess I'm using them as cope until chammers returns.

>>55566890
>tiktok about fucking a girl to the barbie song
Show me

>>55566129
Maybe. But I feel like she'd be a sweet, dorky daughter. I want to take her to hot topic and pamper her.

>>55564972
EXTREMELY bad

>>55566780
The formation of a clique around a chuuba is inevitable.

>>55567147
You're probably like 25 years old. Isn't a bit weird to fantasize about being the father of someone so close to your own age?

>>55567001
I kinda don't want interactions desu, I like Shiori by herself quite a lot though Advent collabs are fine too
Might be quite alright if she did a collab with moomers tho just to see true autism and moomers patented brand of bird autism combine

Bros... I want more kisses...

>>55567130
i miss her too, she's one of the very few who likes to stir up something crazy

>>55567130
Quite a few Haaton refugees it seems

>>55567248
im 25 and my paternal instinct is off the rails
i want to protect half the teenage girls i talk to

Is it Novelists or Novelites? I think I may be retarded.

I'm mad at Shiori and I'm being passive aggressive to her, but then she asks me with sincere kindness and worry if she did something bad or rude to me, which she didn't and I'm just being a whiny faggot, and her kindness makes me feel guilty for acting this way

>>55567302
Anon... that's your biological cue to breed

>>55567239
There are steps a chuuba can do to counteract, or at least avoid encouraging it though. (The most important being never acknowledging them.)
I get it though, she's a former 2view used to much closer interactions with her community. She just does it out of habit. Maybe she'll learn in a year or two.

>>55567325
Novelites, as in "novel elites"

>>55567302
>Man doesn't know that's his biology telling him they are worthy of breeding and their wombs are to be protected

>>55567325
we are called chokerz

>>55567268
too bad anon, haachama has always messed with ENs and she WILL interact with them. she is the first EN in hololive after all.

Shiori is...

>>55567404
NOOO
in a fatherly way

>>55567302
glad I don't feel this way & instead keep thinking about needing this mythical nonexistent woman who's assertive but not a normie but also can put up with my autistic shit by some miracle

>>55567302
You understand that she's probably older than you, yes? Imagine how patronizing it must feel to have someone younger than you think they're fit to be your parent.

>>55567284
I love when a girl got few screws loose!

>>55567248
I am, but I've been raising my much younger siblings with my full time job for years now. I think that's why I feel like this. Beats me why Shiori activated that tho, I feel like it would have made more sense with gremlins like Gura or Watson

I want to put my penis in her and ejaculate

>still no shiori insect rape hentai on pixiv

>>55567519
Women don't mature mentally past like 15 so it still works

>>55567542
but that would make her pregnant...

>>55567606
Stop it Shiori... Why are you looking at me like that?

>>55567561
Your mom must be quite a strange person for you to feel this way.

>>55564435
Rollin situps

>>55567519
I have an older virgin friend who I started out just gaming with on my off days and now he tells me all about the little successes he's made from advice and propping up I gave him. I think age isn't a good metric for being fit to mentor.

>>55567547
I don't agree with this man's taste but I don't doubt for one second that he both believes in his cause and reports it earnestly here.

Godspeed, Shiori bugrape anon.

>>55565036
>>55566578
>>55567194
Why are cliques bad exactly? Aren't they basically a fanclub? When random fans gather in a group/server they can initiate some cool projects, like birthday presents.
And isn't it good for a vtuber to acknowledge their paypigs, so they keep paying? It's business, after all.

>>55567629
>>55567519
>>55567248
femanon rape

>>55567624
>He doesn't know he's about to be punched in the face

>>55567302
Crank it if you feel it because once you pass 30 it's harder to get into it.

>>55567691
Being a good father for novelite femanons!

shiori loves rape scenes in her novels

>>55566780
Well you had Kroniis little circle jerk pre chat too that had actual schizos that came over from Mori when she stopped doing those silly "Date streams". I suspect they were ghostlings that were unrealistic in their expectations, but yes it is atypical. You'll find it more so in smaller corpotubers chats. I don't worry about Shiori though, she likes the chat interaction and hasn't leaned heavily towards any 1-5 people specifically. She is definitely being impartial, I think. Shiori does have good sense on that part. I agree that the T3 system Mori had, which was probably forced onto her by Jchad and her pon self going a long with it, was part of the problem.

>>55567678
Tyranny AWAY

>>55567663
thanks anon

>>55567534
You should probably get that checked out if you ever want to have a romantic relationship. It won't go well if you start treating a partner like a baby.

>>55567678
Cliques care more about their clique than the talent, which is annoying as fuck for anyone not inside their circlejerk

>>55567757
>What is moderation
I don't treat my loved one like a child, femanon. But remembering their happy things and important dates from my tendencies has done me dividends. I think you might be projecting a bit here.

>>55567691
I'm a dude, sorry to disappoint. I'm just not an idiot.
I just don't get why people have this cope where they refuse to be sexually attracted to someone and replace it with pretend-paternalistic feelings. "Oh, she's not my waifu, she's my daughterfu! :D:D:D:D"
It doesn't make it sound any better. Just own up to your feelings and accept that you want them.

what is it like to kiss her

>>55567937
Damn... the typical incel who's literally unable to form relationships with a female that aren't based on sex.

Crazy.

>>55567937
wear this wig

>>55567937
>Man, why would you ever want to protect a girl? Just fuck her bro, you wanna fuck her bro, go fuck her already man, just be honest my dudeski
10/10 bait.

>>55567678
It's my understanding that outside of those fan projects, almost nobody in those cliques are paypigs, just attention whores, thus they're only cool for 364 days, or 363. Birthday and Anniversary.
The rest they're just there trying to clamour for attention.
I could be wrong. Maybe Shiori prechat clique does paypig quite hard, but other chuuba chat member cliques have shown them to be greyfags of all things.

>>55567473
Perfect

>>55568059
Almost like to be a paypig you have to actually spend a large portion of your time working...

>>55568059
Shiori is /here/, this is her, and she's begging for money to consider you valid.

>>55568059 (me)
I butchered that since I just woke up but they're not cool for 363 / 364 days of the year is what I meant.

>>55567678
>Why are cliques bad exactly?
Are you serious? Because they fragment a community and make favoritism and therefore jealousy actual problems. If it gets bad enough, the regular viewers start feeling like second-class citizens, like they're just sitting in on the inner circle's interactions. It's not fun and ultimately leads to people leaving.
Look at Finana from Niji for a practical example.
Also, the cliques' members are not necessarily even paying members. It's just another avenue to get attention without paying a cent. (Popular among NEETs who have no income but plenty of time.)

>>55567998
I don't care about sex, just having a sister type of dynamic is perfect.

I missed last night's stream. Was it kino? Did she talk about her break?

>>55567738
Kronii has bigger issues now, with an actual discord clique mod squad. That's ten times worse than any amount of prechat attention hogs.

>>55567817
>>55568059
>>55568199
That indeed sounds pretty bad, thanks for the explanation.

Shiorin will never lactate her beautiful mammaries to fill into your bowl of bran flakes for breakfast.

Feeding Shiori cookies and sweets until her tummy is full!

I want to go to the restroom with Shiori. We can use stalls next to each other.

What would her secret fetishes be?

>>55568268
https://files.catbox.moe/qsaiu0.ogg Yeah. sounds like this were generated.

>>55568268
Attempted gameplay that turned into another of her adorable rambling zatsus. Also clarified that the break is due to familial obligations. (strict asain parents, plz understand)

>>55568141
Just say it; you think she's a gold digging whore (which is not true at all. In fact, it's quite the opposite). Why do you feel this way?

>>55567992
Her lips must be softer than charmin given how often she showers and takes care of her skin and body.

>>55568268
Yes, she’s really energetic last night and very cute.
Yeah and the break? She is getting married with me. Sorry!

>>55568268
something about family being important
and yea it was nice
she talked pretty much nonstop for 3 hours

>>55568433
Mutual consensual brusing

>>55567998
I have female friends and that's fine. It's just so transparent when someone is actually really into a girl but try to twist it into something else because they can't deal with their own feelings.

>>55568028
There's no contradiction there. But no, I'm not saying you should always be trying to fuck a girl. I just think you should be honest with your feelings. That doesn't mean it's always the case of course.

>>55568433
I think she laid a couple bare yesterday.
Namely hitting her when you need her to tighten, choking her affectionately before you cum so she screams like https://files.catbox.moe/qsaiu0.ogg

>>55568447
You missed the opportunity to also include her singing as she fell that can be interpreted as her autistic post nut clarity

>>55568540
I didn't make this soundpost or any of them but kek

>>55568527
If I'm choking her no sound is coming out

>>55568268
Last night stream was very fun and she was being very cute, especially in the beginning when she showed her gloves and that she had 2 fingers in one finger glove www. Definitely watch it, she was super chatty and answered a lot of questions and is going to make vlogs that she's going to edit herself to put up for us during the 10 days she's gone.

>>55568268
https://files.catbox.moe/f69bgi.ogg
https://files.catbox.moe/uofg08.ogg
https://files.catbox.moe/tvvon0.ogg
https://files.catbox.moe/qsaiu0.ogg
https://files.catbox.moe/qbt7bk.ogg
My favourites probably the third one.

I can't believe Shiorin was secretly the developer of the hit video game Bugsnax...

As someone who listens to ASMR to sleep, I'm genuinely afraid of what will happen when Shiori does her fanfic reading ASMR.

It probably won't be good. It probably won't make me tingle.

But if she knows how to whisper into even just her shitty normal mic, and prints out the paper and shuffles it around, I might fall in love.

>>55568839
Her ASMR experience is pretty good.

>>55568839
I still hope to one day convince her to take up Polka-style bed time story reading.
If she ever asks for membership content suggestions I will ask and all of (You) will see me practically doxxing myself

>>55568839
she has a good bit of ASMR experience from her former gig. I think you're in for a treat anon.

>>55568807
Proof?

Is this Shiori in the room with us right now?

>>55569112
Yeah.

>>55569112
She is here.

>(You) are now aware that there was a tiny glimmer of saliva on her glove after she ate the bug
Do (You) want to lick up that saliva knowing what it had just touched?

>>55569112
She isnt real.

>>55569149
Why is the thing in her shoulder always crying?

>>55569023
"Go the fuck to sleep" is my favourite

What are your guys favorite and least favorite book genre?

>>55569112
Tell us your will Shiori

>>55568839
>>55569023
she was the reason I even found out what GFE asmr was in the first place like 4 years ago, she sent me down this path of degeneracy...

>>55569283
Favourite mystery or murder myster
Least sci-fi. I prefer seeing it in film than imagining it through worded description.

>>55569255
you don't even need to ask, I'm absolutely disgusted by touching and eating bugs but I would suck her finger regardless of the insect residue

>>55569283
Well my favourite books have always been ones about looking inwardly into the person's heart and their complex nature so psychological? I avoid adventure books so they're my least favorite

>>55569283
Sci-fi best, romance worst.

>>55569283
least favourite is YA Dystopian like Hunger Games, Divergent (Maze Runner is the one exception)
Favorite is anything, but usually fantasy or sci-fi with philosophical undertones like Metro, We, Slaughterhouse-Five

>paid the least attention to Shiori since Advent debut, mostly absorbed in Biboo and BAUBAU streams
>finally set aside a night to watch one of Shiori's streams
>tune in last night and she's giggling to herself putting Japanese candy and fried bugs into plastic easter eggs while wearing goth girl striped sleeves with gloves wrong (two fingers in one hole)
your oshi is an absolute creature but in the cutest way possible, sorry for not watching sooner (still need to finish the vod as I had to sleep for work shortly after her getting into the game)

>>55569823
I beg you, please don't. There is no way back.

>>55569283
I just like books that are imaginative. Those that blows your mind every once in a while. Part of the reason I don’t really like history and non fiction.

>>55569823
Watch her unarchived karaoke stream too that was kino.
Im sure some anon here still has a link to download

>>55569823
I'm proud you took the time to check out and understand

I'm still in disbelief that such a specimen of a real sheltered, literature loving, lonely shut in degenerate of her level actually got into hololive

>>55569823
Keep going, she's perfect and that stream has been by far her best one.

I still can't over the part of the stream where she went full autist about character ai, talking about her preferences for getting AI husbandos to flirt with her and then training the bot of herself

>>55569721

>>55568749
Not the fifth one? For shame

>Know multiple autistic girls irl, all part of the same friend group
>One of them even used to be really into reading when they were a kid and every time we speak it's an hours long philosophical debate, also has straight up said she's into me on some occasions
>Not one of these girls is dateable
>All of them are extremely mentally ill and also either drug fucked, uber whores with 100+ bodycounts or both
>Most have some half-baked tranny dream where they wish they were born as men instead
>The one common factor between us besides the tism is all of us have no fathers, most have mentally ill fucked up moms too
>Realizing that all of the vtubers I watch including Shiori seem to have a loving family with both parents involved, even if divorced
Seems even if they were born with some kind of problem, if a girl is to be a good one and wife worthy tier, they really just need a dad
Does this make it impossible for me to be husband material?

>>55570493
Only because it was on her phone mic.

>>55569112
After she said she didn't know who Ryan Gosling was, I no longer believe she's /here/... how could she be? It's truly Oriover

>>55570554
Step the fuck up nicholas cage.

>>55569823
welcome anon, there is no escape once you start
you should also check out rissa too though, she exudes alot of cute dork energy

>>55566205
Bro... post card and what model you're using pls...

Would Shiori agree to eating shark fin soup, or would she get all hippie and butthurt about it

>>55570899
nta but I saved their card. seemed fine on GPT4
https://files.catbox.moe/2fhxo1.png
I didn't get very far with it though, I tried adventure mode for the first time and it felt weird.

>>55570523
...100+? I normally have the attitude that body count only matters because the notches are yellow flags, but 100+ is actually crazy. That goes way past red flag and into STD paranoia territory.

Anyway fatherless behavior for guys is different than for girls. Lots of fatherless guys become school shooters unironically. Thats a minority. The majority (with adjustment issues due to being fatherless) are just kinda pussies. I assume you haven't and aren't planning to shoot up schools, so just don't be a pussy.

>>55570523
>Spoiler
Nah, it's very hard to take care of autistic women, especially if you are too.
I'm the opposite where I'm soon to be married to an autist with adhd that has to take meds to function properly and she has menhera moments where I have to take care of her because she's a sobbing mess and the voices in her head told her that I'm mad at her and hate her but I love her to bits all the same, though she has no father issues.

>>55570947
Anon do you think a chink cares about eating shark fin. It's like asking if a Nazi is afraid of saying hurtful anti semitic remarks.

>>55570006
Lmao you really must have never read any history books or you'd quickly learn the meaning of the phrase "truth is stranger than fiction".

>>55570523
it works different for men.
Boys growing without a father or a father that is away frequently tend to be more mature and pick up the slack to help the mother too.

All of my best friends grew up either without a fathers presence or very rarely saw him. and I've always been envious of the character my friends developed because of it.

Shiori has medium tits.

>>55571972
they're big

>>55571041
Fwiw art fiance anon, I'm the usual ADHD anon you talk to around this time, and while it seems like you two have a great handle on things I have some stuff I learned about my own ADHD that you might find useful. I've spent an absurd amount of time trying to figure out the paradox of how OCD and ADHD can possibly be comorbid when they seem so contradictory, and trying to relate this to the phenomenon of hyperfocus. One day when I was doing Theravanda meditation it hit me that two types of neuroatypical individuals with quite orthogonal or even opposite cognitive issues would display very similarly from the outside. Someone who has strong fixation tendencies and attention switching issues would act very similarly to someone who has impairingly diffuse attention. Basically, the first would be like those rooms in Link to the Past where everything is dark except the small circle immediately around Link. The individual can only see one very small thing at a time. Their way of coping with a small but bright attention window would be to move it around very fast to try and see the whole room. Ironically, despite our issue being seen as lack of focus, it could really more accurately be described as too much focus and an inability to do the other important forms of attention: vigilance, alertness, relaxed awareness, and so on. Anyway, obviously she may be quite different from me, but the way you describe her sounds very similar, and I have really bad intrusive thought issues. I've always been able to compartmentalize well because I'm highly verbal so I never imagine the voices in my head as repressed feelings but instead as just cognitive audiation ticks that I can't help. I do struggle with it still, because a brain that says random shit like "you deserve to die" when I'm in the right (wrong) focus conditions can be pretty unpleasant. But at any rate, I really can't stress Theravanda meditation enough as a way of beginning to understand one's own cognitive processes. The meta awareness that comes from being able to see your cognitive mechanics is incredibly freeing, well before you can even really do anything about them. And the thing is if sitting down for ten minutes is extremely hard or nearly impossible and painful it's a. Sort of even more necessary to ones mental health and b. Like I was telling an anon about fitness yesterday, it's getting back to minimum baseline normalishish that's really the most therapeutic. The same way getting someone with a traumatic injury back from not being able to press a twenty pound bar to being able to press a normal 45 pound bar is extremely important and therapeutic. It might seem incredibly dispiriting because it takes months to get back to what is less than zero for most people, but in terms of personal benefit it's absolutely gigantic. It's 100% growth. For people like us, meditating for thirty minutes can be agonizing and painful and make us feel worse many times than when we started meditating. But going from being unable to meditate for five minutes to bring able to do it for thirty minutes is 500% growth. Anyway, just wanted to share something that at least for me was extremely impactful on my mental health

https://poal.me/ihcdmt

>>55572132
Those are pretty limited options.

>>55572132
>>55572307
Agree. I'm not super hard attached to the GFE angle although Shiorin is convincing me of it's attractiveness with each new stream.
At least for the moment I'd lean more on "Good but GFE agnostic"

>>55572307
I hate this daily dose shiorin.

>>55572461
That's tough

>>55562934
Yes anon

There’s nothing wrong with gfe. Just try to control yourself.. or don’t. That’s the magic

>>55572094
Yeah she has this thing where she finds it physically painful to sit completely still and do nothing but she's been seeing a therapist who I believe has mentioned trying to force her to sit and think for a while.
I'm unsure if it's 100% the same as what you're suggesting but it's really nice of you to go out of your way and bring this up. Usually with suggestions like this though I kind of have to nudge her into it moreso than outright explaining or forcing her into it, so it may be weeks to months before any of this sees any light, but I will definitely keep it in mind. though if she asks where the idea came from she'll probably laugh and find it unbelievable that it came from a 4chan anon of all things since even I'm having a hard time believing there are some anons out there like you. God I wish there were more then maybe this board has a slimmer of hope

>>55572637
>There’s nothing wrong with gfe.
only if you like to see goslings suffering

>>55564435
rolling squats because my arms will explode if keep doing 50+ pushups for 5 days straight

>>55572637
I'm an idolfag. I can appreciate fan service but wouldn't want it to be the core of the content.

>>55572132
is it weird that im both fine with gfe and normal streaming stuff, since she feels like a good buddy I once used to chat to ages ago about anime and manga
We lost contact a couple years back due to work related things and I couldn't find them again

>>55572132
not a gfe fag, still think shiori is good.
Still think Shiori's content is up to her.
Just hope Shiori content doesnt lead to her own gabe situation and if it does I'll immediately change my stance to gfe bad.
>why let one person ruin the experience
the same way homo collabs ruin them
>but you just said you dont care about gfe
I care about content and homo collab content brings nothing for either party UNLESS ITS A SONG COLLAB.
Males stay with other males, females stay with other females.

>>55571824
average novelite

>>55572132
I personally like her gfe and non-gfe stuff, just because I like hearing people be passionate about the things they enjoy. Gaming streams I don't enjoy so much but her pension to go on tangents makes it more than bearable.

>>55570899
https://www.chub.ai/characters/ap08542663/shiori-novella-c11a629c

GPT4 and his jailbreak

>>55572695
GFE is like alcohol. Sure, it can get out of hand but there's nothing wrong with partaking a bit to soothe the pain of existence.

I have been informed Shiori is pinoy.
Tell me, how good are Filipino's at the gawk gawk?

>>55572931
I agree, I'm just not interested in male tubers or watching them. It just holds no interest for me. All males interesting enough to make it, do so as flesh tubers or twitch streamers anyway. I'll watch Vinny for example.

Have you done your daily reps yet Novelite?

>>55573043
some people are more susceptible to substance abuse than others...

>>55573068
Eh, I can enjoy Bettels content on the side the same way I can enjoy Tomato's content.
>>55573059
What the fuck does this even mean? Explain

What do you do when you feel vaguely menhera about some shit & not even sure what it is

>>55573059
For the last fucking time she's chinese.

>>55573059
That's just the usual SEA navel-gazing. We don't know her ethnicity beyond "asian".

>>55573179
Spend hours trying to understand what it is. Unironically.

>>55573176
you know, the gawk gawk

>>55573179
ignore and hope it goes away

>>55573159
Yes, and you wouldn't ban alcohol just because some people have a drinking problem.

>>55573254
I have no idea what that has to do with her being or not being pinoy but if you want the fanfiction then she's going to look hot with the mascara running down her face either way.

>>55573233
Someone I know said she could be singaporean and I haven't recovered since.

Shiori makes me wish I had passions or interests. I love hearing her geek out about things and I can't say I have anything I'm nearly that interested in.

How do people upload their fanfics to Twitter? I'm writing a short one RN but I have no idea what to do with it once it's finished.

>>55573176
Don't worry I speak Zoomer anon.
Pinky is just a slang for Filipino, don't worry about that.
Gawk gawk is him asking how good are Filipino's, in this case Shiori, at the pic related

>>55573179
Use your brain. Think! Introspection is as uncommon as it is important.
And if that fails, try talking with someone you trust about it.

>>55573355
eh my personal theory is malay or singaporean.
I get that the whole flip cake thing might lead anons to believe she's also flip but her demonstrating a lack of ability to roll her Rs suggests otherwise.

>>55573075
Walked about 3 miles around my neighboorhood today.
>>55573399
She said on last nights stream to just upload pictures in full.

>>55573399
What I did was just uploaded it to any form of text site then went on to take the link and paste it onto twitter along with her fanfic tag

>>55573381
I have surface level interests I barely know about and could never explain them in depth to anyone; things I'd like to do but I don't have the skills & not nearly enough grit to learn them; desire to do creative work that is thwarted by some general distaste to humanity and Earth (i.e. I'm retarded and jaded)

>>55573432
Refer to >>55573352
Mascara running down as she's being forced to throat and loving the forceful nature of it is my headcanon regardless of ethnicity.

>>55573355
I don't get why people are so interested in her real-life ethnicity. She's clearly american now and committed to speaking english. There will be no "native speech" streams.

>>55564435
>>55572709
too low, rolling squats again

>>55573381
my passions and interests are unironically vtubers in general

>>55573444
I would say she's probably Hokkien Chinese Singaporean if she is singaporean. i might be wrong, but hokkien doesn't really read like other dialects do, it's a mainly speech based language. Her saying she can speak but not read her mother tongue would then make sense.

>>55573592
If she was singaporean there is a non 0 chance I have met her at some point because our island is the size of the average singaporean's penis.

>>55573179
while I can't fully empathize, ive helped people I know get over it by having them to describe their thought process and analyze it, which leads to them dismissing it as ridiculous, or having them work to fix it if its grounded in reality

>>55573381
You probably have plenty of interests, you just don't consider them "worthy" for whatever reason. Like, do you play video games? Bam, there's an interest.
>n-no, that doesn't count!
Yes it does. You may not think it's a very cool interest, but it's clearly what you enjoy doing. Don't be ashamed of it.

>>55564435
>>55573601
come on, rolling squats again

>>55573075
yeah, someday I'll look like me from the movies

>>55573712
I'll roll for you

>>55573679
>>55573436
>>55573243
The thing is I think I'm really good at introspection, and don't lie to myself. But I can't place the source of these feelings I get often, or even describe them. Closest thing I can think of is some sort of betrayal, or being alone, and a distaste for people doing certain things.

>>55573712
kek

>>55573756
thanks anon
>78 total squats
lets do it, feel so real my shiorinergy

>>55563848
Please forgive my wife, she is very forgetful

>>55573679
I think Shiori and Nerissa should have sex

>>55573381
You do anon, you just haven't found yours yet.
I've been in the same boat for a while, and while I can't say I have some outlandish passion, just trying out new things help keep me motivated and not go down the spiral of negativity.

>>55573869
I'm drunk, but since I rolled for you I'll do it with you. Let's get it

>>55573444
I still think half-flip half-chinese, as I don't think Singaporean and Chinese accents turn out that way when weakened. Both accents are very tonal, which I don't think Shiorin's is.

>>55573796
If it helps, keep a journal about things that happened around the time you get these feelings, which can help put some light on it and may help with realization

>>55573904
As a jailbird and novelite I agree

>>55573796
Human beings are irrational and our bodies imperfect. Sometimes you might have a chemical imbalance that causes you to feel weird shit without it really meaning anything. You might wanna talk to a psychiatrist about this. They can help you identify the problem and possibly prescribe something that can help.
But that only applies if you're 100% certain you've thought things through properly and cannot find a logical cause.
Either way, you should probably find someone to talk to, like a parent or a friend, and explain to them what you're going through. Other people can help give you a new perspective on things.

Is she actually into /ss/?

>>55574031
I'm no expert, but I'll just say that her speech bears some similarities to known chinese Nijis to me. You gotta keep in mind that she's been in america for most of her life at this point. It's not like she's fresh off the boat, so a lot of different local influence is to be expected.

>>55574031
Knowing some singaporean chinese who've moved early, it definitely can. At that point, though, you can ask the question of is she really singaporean if she moved away early enough that her accent doesn't mirror her native culture's. At the same time, I've lived in sg almost all my life, and my accent is nowhere near a singaporean's.

>>55574176
Probably not. Her taste in men seems to be calm and cool ikemen anime guys, preferably with a dark past or some sort of inner conflict. (Girl likes her drama.) I wager her anemo boy fixation in Genshin is more due to personality than age.

>>55573523
I can relate anon. I habe some things I'm nominally interested in doing, but the $/time/concentration investment is too high that I'll never actually be good so I never get past the "spending a few hours dicking around before giving up" stage.
>>55573699
Most of the things I do I hate. I exercise regularly and I play videogames, but I don't really have fun doing so. At least with exercise I have the fitness cope. I've played vidya damn near everyday of my life and Elden Ring was probably the only game I've enjoyed in the last 3 years or so.
I guess technically I enjoy traveling, but my financial situation doesn't really allow for that right now and that enjoyment very well may just be me glad to escape my day to day life.

Thoughts on Shiori?

>>55573075
I've done about 90 leg raises, 2 minutes of plank and 78 squats and I'm pooped for today.

>>55574294
>>55574031
Why would she be specifically singaporean? The way she talks about her past it sounds like she's from a really poor background and my impression is that Singapore is a rather affluent place. (I get that wealth inequality exists there just as anywhere else, but we're talking about bathing in a bucket and borderline favelas here.)

>>55574324
>dark past
well, the darkness won't go away...

>>55574464
I guess that's something I forgot about. My and other people's thought process was the hokkien thing and the fact she lived in a dense city.

>>55574324
I was just joking with the question silly anon but really interesting answer

>>55574436
>I've played vidya damn near everyday of my life
Then you definitely have an interest in the medium, come on.
>Most of the things I do I hate
Then what do you like? If you got a billion dollars right now, what would you spent it on after the essentials?
What do you do most of the time? Just sit still, head empty? As long as you're doing anything, that's probably an interest. I get that if you're depressed, the world can seem gray and every activity boring or meaningless, but that doesn't mean you don't have interests.

>>55574537
I think from what we know now, it's still pretty up in the air. We need more information to find out (and no, a haiyah does not count.)

She is Serbian and she can't read cyrillic. Her past is miserable since she grew up as a child during the war. She didn't stream on Saturday in rememberance of her fallen Serbs (operation storm). You can't debunk this.

>>55574735
the only rrat I believe

>>55574735
If she was Serbian she'd have already played HoMM3 like any good European.

>>55574844
>balkan
>europe

>>55574464
>favelas
I got the impression she was talking about a slum area more than an actual district like this. The bathing in a bucket thing is something I went through as a little kid though so it's not really exclusive.
t. singapoorean
>>55574735
She can play piano and serbs can't.
Link a single serbian that plays piano with gloves on. I'll wait.

>>55574462
keep some strength for the tangent pushups my brother in advent

>>55574735
She hasn't played Serbia Strong on stream yet.

ROOKIE NUMBERS. PUMP THOSE DIGITS UP.

>>55574877
Anon, sooner or later you'll find out the truth about Holoslavia.

>>55574735
That's bullshit but I believe it

>>55574872
You think the balkans are asian or something? lol

>>55575208
Turks are asian yes

>>55575208
Africa.

>>55575251
I'm talking about the geographical region you dumb ape

>>55575282
this Anon is correct, culturally talking

>>55575299
Genetically speaking it's true

the weapon of mass destruction
https://twitter.com/shiorinovella/status/1688573207295533057

>>55574735
Was that a GTA IV reference?????

>>55575566
Don't make me post the 30 minute long gif again.

>>55574640
>Then you definitely have an interest in the medium
Maybe in the sense that I find it better than staring at the ceiling with my thoughts, but I genuinely struggle to motivate myself to even play vidya half the time and when I do I usually end up quitting feeling eithet more bored, depressed, or angrier than when I started after an hour or so.
I do like traveling and I'd be on the first flight to Japan tomorrow if I had functionally infinite $, but I don't have much of that right now.
I work, do chores, exercise, browse imageboards, play videogames, sit alone with my thoughts, and sleep. That's well over 95% of my waking hours. None of it is particularly fun, exciting, or interesting (more like requirements to live or habits/addictions), but it seems like few things are to me.

>>55575566
argentine wife

>>55575566
Goes hard

>>55575620
lil cheetus?

>>55574324
>with a dark past or some sort of inner conflict
SHE CAN FIX ME

>>55575566
I think she should wear jackboots

>>55575681
no it's some yuri holocaust shit that redditors love to freak out over

>>55575467
Let me guess: You think "Europe" only consists of small pockets of blondes living in secluded enclaves in northern Sweden and Iceland.

>>55575566
Hey now

We don't take kindly to burning books

>>55575681
Kar 98 x Negev manga

>>55574324
would she be interested in this geo boy?

>>55575681
>ring ring
simpler times

>>55575637
Sounds like textbook depression. Go see a shrink if you can. That's the source of your unhappiness, not that you don't have any interests.
And you also seem like a weeb, which is a perfectly fine interest to have.

Hey novelites, did Shiori joked about a character named Hancock compensating for something or did I dream that up? I'm sure she mentioned it but I can't seem to find it.

>>55575877
He wasn't on the list, but I wouldn't be surprised if she likes him too, just couldn't find the space for him. (Would be a bit much with 4 Genshin dudes.)

>>55576009
Every Shiori stream is something you dreamed up. She hasn't even debuted yet.

She would like Dr. House

>>55576009
She did mention Hancock and found his name funny. Can't remember much beyond that, or a timestamp.

>>55576009
In fact you are still dreaming. You can do whatever you want. Run outside and grope a hot woman, it's just a dream after all.

>>55575566
my Argentian wife can't be any cuter

Waiter, I would like some fresh bread, please.

>>55574561
I enjoy answering any and all joke questions with a straight face.

>>55576059
Unfortunately Dr. House is way too old and unshaven for her. Personality might work, but I think she prefers less bitter and cynical people. (Think more angsty, less asshole.)
Plus, he's not even an anime character.

>>55576334
>he's not even an anime character
>implying House isn't a shounen
It even has a tournament arc (season 4)

>>55576334
does she prefer shaven or unshaved when it comes to facial hair?

>>55576451
>>55576451
Turn at your leisure.

>>55576378
Obviously shaven. (or just without natural facial hair in the first place.)
To be clear, she hasn't explicitly specified, but it's pretty obvious from her examples.

>>55576334
>I enjoy answering any and all joke questions with a straight face.
Well said king

>>55576489
I can deduce from this that she doesn't have daddy issues!

>>55576639
she was depressed throughout her childhood because her dad never molested her leading to great insecurities
so no, there are daddy issues just not the traditional kind