/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

God I love her

Doesn't one of the forest critters scream in her sleep? Will we hear it?

>>52216559
I'm assuming that's the one that's away. That or we're going to get our ears blown out.

No schedule today, I guess. I hope she doesn't feel bad about it.

What did she say about the reason for this stream? I missed the first 5 mins and heard only the last few sentences.

>making a thread for a short guerilla stream
>being this desperate

>>52216848
no antipsychotics = can't sleep
coping that she's going to trick her brain into sleeping by doing work as she stares at a screen

>>52216848
No meds, needs to trick herself into sleeping

>>52216848
She has her meds, but they only start to actually work after a few days, so she has problems sleeping, and her brain is playing tricks on her. She just wants to feel like she is doing something before she gets to bed.

>>52216938
>>52216953
>>52216960
I see, thanks.

the old late night streams went fine, I really don't know how her sisters stay asleep with their dumb weeb sister making weird noises

Bros we fucking suck at this

>>52216575 (me)
Well guess I was wrong

how longs it been since vivi's bday that this was supposed to be like a silly gift for

What happy meal?

>already been 30min

CUTE

>>52217699
my sausage combo

She really spoils us

>>52217821
No lewds yet?

>>52218288
I mean it's just normal Shondo but smaller

How do Shadowmama and Shondo have opposite taste in men (at least in age/gruffness)

>>52218722
the slag that wants to recapture her youth vs the nutcase that wants a father figure

>>52218288
tempting

>>52218451
Exactly

Mormons are real fucked, used to know a Mormon dude and his dad has 2 separate families and he's super uptight about sexual stuff

>>52219688
ogey

>>52219723
rrat

what do you mean she's not actually falling asleep watching videos and talking to people

This is making me eepy

I can't watch ASMR with flesh people in them it makes me nervous

why not just... watch cooking videos

>>52220380
Anon you know you're a flesh person right?

>>52220456
Nuh uh I'm a shadow monster like my wife

>>52220525
post tentacles

>>52220759

>>52220831
lewd...

I get announcing leaving but do other chatters really have to acknowledge

>>52223009
TuT
Also good to know it's not just me buffering

asmr is truly an enigma to me

>>52222836
Would you prefer everyone ignoring your message pushing it further up so Shondo possibly misses it?

>>52223009
TvT

>>52223132
how slow a reader do you think she is

Her art really has improved a lot

>>52223338
it's part inspiring that she doesn't do much in way of studies but then she posted some shit and was like "this was a year after I started drawing" and I think maybe she's just actually talented

>couldn't even reach 30 minutes
She HATES us

>>52223278
She doesn't even read it... so many autists write out a paragraph saying goodbye and she never reads it all

I missed this fucking stream bros...

I love her so fucking much. Can't wait until she can do more of these at night.

That was so nice I love her so much

I love her

>>52223524
she says goodnight to people who say they're signing off, not sure what you're on about
and if she doesn't read it despite people replying, maybe she just wasn't going to at all?

>>52223625
Not much happened, but vod will stay up. It's nice and comfy.

that was nice, see you around lads. can't wait until she has a room and can do more of these

>>52223009
Slightly bigger

>>52223890
And a last one.

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu I missh er

Is there anything special you have to do for twitter to actually send alerts? Twitch app and twitter app failed to send me this stream and I found out by reading the fucking bait thread luckily

>>52223890
I wanna take a bite out of those thighs, my god

>>52224306
Get lucky

>>52223890
Thicc lolis are the best, I love my wife's taste in little girls

>>52224306
hi fleece

>>52224375
Guess again anon, but dm me this time

>>52224306
Twitter alert worked fine for me. I'm on PC. On my android phone it's very hit and miss and with my backup iPhone, they work flawlessly. But the one thing that warned me about the stream was chatterino, so yeah.

>>52224306
it always sounds like bullshit but legit since "twitter 2.0" shit is just an absolute crapshoot if/when you get it

>>52224306
Chatterino pinged me and sent me a windows notification when she went live
Be warned though if it's been open for too long pings can bug

Sexo

And a shitty waifu2x upscale, because it's too low res.

>>52224867
Loving all the straitjacket art

>>52224906
What a figure
Holy shit

waiting for the straitjacket art that takes advantage of her only having her feet free to use

>>52225659
I wish we had more porn artists when shit like this appears
There’s so much potential. Feet, use her hair as handlebars and fuck her senseless, rape her mouth. She’s utterly helpless, it's hot as hell.

>>52225832
fuck I feel shit for being so behind on reps

>>52225659
She still hasn't posted proper reference material for feet

Man I really need to start doing my art reps, making a straitjacket in koikatsu is borderline impossible

I just woke up. I missed the stream.
I want to die.

>>52232040
you can watch the vod

>>52225832
I'd draw it for you if I was a degenerate or if you paid me.

>>52233758
it's not the same

So did she actually end up opening DMs?

WHAT DID SHONDO SEE LAST NIGHT

>>52234404
what did she "see"?

>>52234404
My naked body.

>>52234601
I don't know that's why I'm asking, she said her minds playing tricks so she's keeping all the light on and doesn't want to talk about it

Fuck why did I think I could get away with sleeping early last night. I missed an entire stream. I guess I'll kms at this point

>>52235768
She said that you're a freaking nerd for missing the stream. Hehehe.

>>52235768
>go to bed at 8pm because no one I watch is on expecting to catch up on sleep
>9pm my oshi hangs out in discord till midnight
>finaly go to sleep
>wake up at 3am and see shondo is live
>watch her till 5am
>sleep till 7am
>get up
What a fucked up night

>>52234404
>>52235671
Doesnt necessarily mean shes hallucinating, though if she is shes probably seeing bugs. She could be paranoid about her family trying to kill her. She could be afraid someones gonna show up at her house. She could be having delusions about us or other vtubers thats giving her anxiety.

>>52235950
>9pm my oshi hangs out in discord till midnight
She did?

>>52235987
hes a cheater please understand

>>52236041
d****** her golden boy

>>52236041
I've never called shondo my wife or said I love her. I'm anal about those things, I never throw it around or tell streamers I'll be there forever if I don't mean it, unlike certain shondo viewers.

>>52236095
That's very reasonable, carry on friend.

>been traveling a lot, barely able to watch stream
>She's not tweeting a lot when I'm around anymore
>Miss this late night stream that's more intimate
>No response to my DM letting her know I'll miss streams because of work but I'm still hers forever

She's forgetting about me and it makes me want to die

>>52236095
>I've never called shondo my wife or said I love her.
doesnt make sense why anyone would lose sleep over someone who is "just a funny streamer" when the stream is basically just her asking for us to sit with her and keep her company until she can fall asleep.

>>52236218
You should renew or tip between streams, that will guarantee that she at least reads your message even if she can't respond.

>>52236383
Because she's my number 2, I do see her as my wife snd I do love her, I just won't tell her that out of respect because she's not my number 1.

>>52236218
she answered some DMs they day they opened. there were too many. she has been sick and in withdrawl since and its too much for her right now. i have one pending and i would prefer she not even read it while her mind is in a bad place

>>52236514
Your number 1 must be a whore if you're calling another woman your wife.

>>52236514
yeah. a cheater, like i said. just a manipulative one. you got BPD?

>>52236432
how does that guarantee anything

>>52236601
She'll see it as soon as she logs into her twitch account.

>>52236552
his #1 is alice or neppie

>>52236514
Whore. Why wouldnt you make your wife number 1 then? You are beyond retarded to have another oshi if you see shondo as your wife. Do you see your oshi as your wife too?

>>52236516
>>52236218
I feel bad for potentially holding up her DMs, my timing was bad and I gave her a lot of work to do with my DM right before she opened them up again and got withdrawal. I told her I'm not in a rush for a response so hopefully it didn't add to her stress too much

>>52236552
She is

>>52236650
Shes my bratty little sister and I'm married to Shondo to hide the fact we're in a sexual relationship

>>52236674
I saw a few replies saying that they dmed her because they felt like they were missing out. I would assume most are like that. Pretty sad that important things that she actually wants to know about are getting buried for trauma dumpers and needy husbands. Like you said it's also a bad time since she's not really herself off her meds

kill dmers behead dmers roundhouse kick a dmer into the concrete

>>52236936
I will never fully understand trauma dumpers. Sure, I want to share my experiences with my wife but only if it's relevant because otherwise I risk bumming her out for no reason. Imagine bringing up your molestation story out of the blue. Why? Just why?

>>52236956
You know she wants dms if it's important right? I've never sent her one but the anon who isnt around is right to send her a message about it so she doesn't worry. She's specifically said if it's important to message her, otherwise she wouldn't have opened them on the alt alt

>>52237368
important yes, but 2 of the 3 posts that people made mentioning dming her seemed like the sort of shit she doesnt want to see and will just stress her out

>>52237212
I imagine its more like
>wifey i love you i cant live without you im going to kill myself please tell me you dont hate me
and not
>when I was 9 years old i was brutally molested by a guy with down syndrome everyday for a summer. thoughts?

>>52237646
>That anon who ruined maros because someone here told him to kill himself
Its actually pretty cute that she was still reading them up until then, even if she wasn't responding

>>52237646
Knowing how autistic some husbands are it wouldn't surprise me if it was like this: "when I was 9 years old i was brutally molested by a guy with down syndrome everyday for a summer. You were also molested right???? How do you feel about those memories? Did you ever get over it or do you still have some scars like me? Please remember it for Me. Me. Me. Me" Selfish cunts.

I asked her a one sentence question, one i imagine was already asked, basically what did she mean by this

>>52237468
What do you find important enough to DM her about? Letting her know you'll be out of contact for a while? Asking her about her old screenshots like that one anon dmed her about on her main? Asking her to clarify something she said in stream?

>>52238418
DM her to ask what is important enough to DM her about

I've found something interesting, hahaha it's good to know that wifey still takes a few minutes per week to be a normal girl.

>>52238571
ogey

>>52238418
yes

>i dont wanna go to sleep by myself
i dont know if anyone caught her say that but it was cute to think she feels better if she knows were going to sleep at the same time.

>>52238418
this is what's so funny to me. the people that complain about trauma dumpers in these threads also DM her random shit, increasing her anxiety and workload for literally no reason other than to satisfy their own selfish need for attention. it's so fucking dumb.

What kind of alternative Shondo outfits you'd like to see? Personally I think she'd look great in a black JK autumn school uniform, that way she could even incorporate her iconic ribbons into the design. Pic unrelated.

I just had a dream that woke me up where I downloaded and clicked play on a membervod(I am not a member) then shondo manifested and started to doxx me with shit like 30 year old lego sets I made as a kid and bringing up recurring nightmares I have
I don’t even watch her that much please let me sleep

>>52239237
it looks like shes drooling

>>52239258
There is no escape, join the cult.

I personally dm her about the catalog bait threads

>>52239258
anon, the last time she had a "stalking" session she clicked "for you" on twitter and liked people's tweets. you're gonna be okay.

Tips on what to post for the Twitter algorithm so I can get into her for you page?

>>52239476
As you should, when something like that happens she needs to prep herself in case retards ask during a stream and she draws a blank and makes herself look bad.
>>52238418
Catalog threads. If you plan to disappear for longer than a month but desu I refuse to believe that anyone can't watch her for a month straight, ffs even Ukrainian soldiers have internet. Asking about old screenshots. Basically everything except stream clarifications, you can ask that on twitter or during a stream.

>>52239463
>>52239489
I liked some of her tweets, going to see if I can get some more sleep in without being spooked

Quick im in the shop, why color shirt do I get that she would like on me? I have pale skin and brown hair

>>52240041
Something used and stained.

op is a faggot for making a thread for a stream that he knew wouldnt go on for long

>>52240041
The only good colors they had were offblack and navy so I got one of each. The others were all bright which doesn't work with my skin tone and style. I'll get button up shits another day

>>52240713
I look so skinny in this, I'm 65kg which she thought was laughably small when talking about guys.

Boomerfriends how do I get my wife to sing my favorite boomer anime ED

shondo love

>forget about your mentally disabled sister's antipsychotics
>put her through 30ish hours of mental hell
>buy her an I'm sorry milkshake
>she's the one apologizing to you for being mean
Forest Tree really is a sigma male.

>>52239237

in Shondo's whole community there isn't a bigger cuckfaggot than CptFleece

>>52242403
He knows his sister well

What do husbands do for art reps? Draw geometric shapes for hours or just try to draw her?

>>52237368
Problem is that tards are incapable of judging the importance of their mental diarrhea

>>52244756
I'm not a good artist, but my whole process is basically:
>Open up Shondo's reference sheet
>Look for artworks in the pose/costume/theme I'm interested in drawing
>Alternate between making lines and Ctrl+Zing until I get something that's not too bad

It's a bit weird to know that I would've never loved Shondo if she didn't have severe mental illness. The last time I fell in love with someone was in my teens so chances are that I would've went my whole life without loving again, normal women are unappealing even when they're conventionally attractive Stacies. All it takes to filter me is hearing them talk for a solid minute.

>>52244756
I tried to do "fundamentals" at the start but now just draw when I have something that I want to make for her. Fundamentals were draining and I hated it. I think just sketching generic poses as practice would be the best way to improve, but I've been too lazy for that. I only started in May and have been pretty happy with the few pieces I've drawn for her

>>52245653
>>52246692
Thank you for the replies. Did you get a drawing tablet from the start? I've literally started doing reps today with paper and a pencil.

>>52246824
I would say give it a month on paper to see if you really like it before investing into a tablet. I was lucky and had a laptop from work that was touch screen and worked well enough for drawing before buying a tablet

>>52245653
>yamdere

>>52247270
Yummdere!

I am so in

>>52248525
You've put the tracker in right?

>>52248546
Of course

Did anyone record the vod for the stream last night? If not I can do it in a few days once I'm back at my normal setup

>>52248587
I did and there are no muted sections on the vod. So nothing to worry about, it's safe to download from there.

>>52248569
I'll help but the FT is mine. Deal?

I miss her

>>52248992
1 more day anon, we can make it. The quick stream yesterday was a good boost to the shondonium supply

I missed it
I'm a shitty husband

>>52249359
It's likely to happen again so just get over it

>>52249359
It's ogey if you work for a living, it's unforgivable if you're a hikineet.

>>52249359
I missed it too. My twitter notifications are fucked up for her new account and I only get alerts for like 1/3 of her tweets. They worked just fine for shadowchama and her main twitter but for some reason I barely get notifications for it

Get more notifications

>>52249555
Turn on twitch notifications. Those work for me.

>>52244756
>just draw shit but try to flex a little creativity
>ideally still have reference for the pose
>draw the same idea a few times over if you actually want to make it into something you "finish"
>accept that the output is shit but you put some effort in
or
>deliberately choose something to study
>could be drawing 3d shapes, could be a type of clothing, could be a part of anatomy
>draw that a dozen times from reference
or
>find art you really like and try to copy aspects of it
>this isn't for posting, just for trying new techniques and trying to get in the shoes of an artist you appreciate
the first and last are more fun, and having fun with it means you'll stick with it
you'll want some of the second to improve quickly but it's most likely to make you hate the process, so balance it with enjoying yourself unless you're a learning junky
I'm shit so take it with a grain of salt, pic not related

Wife big eep

My beautiful ballsack son

>>52250717
yes, in my lap

notifications never work for me and never have, whether it's twitter, youtube or twitch. i don't even know what a twitter notification looks like lol. it sucks. i'm always late to her tweets for this reason so she never responds or likes my replies. :[

>>52251379
If you're talking about the new alt, she's not tweeting/replying/liking as much as she used to on shadowchama. I wouldn't worry about it too much, I think she's just hoping to get chama back and not investing too much in this new one

>>52251476
i had the same issue with her old alts and her main. you pretty much have to respond within the first 5 minutes to get an interaction with her in my experience, and i'm often several hours late because i never see any notifications. i don't blame her for it, i just don't understand how these notifications work and it's frustrating.

>>52250025
I'm definitely in the 2nd category, it's meditative to draw a cube from all angles while listening to something. Although my brain power goes down quite a bit and I make mistakes.

>>52251108
I want to cuddle Shondo under those sheets. And no, I don't care if she's touch averse. I'd force her.

>>52251476

I wonder if she sent some more appeals and not just that one.

>>52251612
Same.

>>52251612
You can tell the last 2 days she's been in one of her moods where she wants physical contact. When she took her pain killers she wanted to lay on our laps, and she would have definitely been in the mood to cuddle after stream. Last night she said she didn't want to go to sleep alone, and would have been in the mood again. Moments like that make me really happy but also overwhelmingly sad knowing it will never happen

>>52251733
>but also overwhelmingly sad knowing it will never happen
But it did happen, she was sitting in my lap during that loopy stream. Take the schizo pill.

>>52251612
Same. I would make her hate it even more by nibbling on her ear and tightly holding her.

>>52251612
Same

>>52251476
At least this time she's not following a select couple hundred fans, the ones who jerk each other off most getting the most attention due to algorithm shit going "hey a lot of people you follow interacted with this post!"

>>52251881
>a select couple hundred fans
Do you know how dumb this sounds?

>>52251881
>a select couple hundred fans
All you have to do is be active for a couple months, or just make fanart. If you can't do that you aren't a fan.

>>52251612
>>52251687
>>52251844
>>52251880
I would do the same expecting that one night she'll go to the bathroom while I'm asleep, have a menhera episode and pour boiling water on me. Worth it.

>>52251881
very funny post

>>52251972
>Shondo horribly injuring you so you get more scars
dastardly

>>52251881
We joke about 80k husband's but in reality she only has about 200, the people who show up for her alt stream even when she anounces it. The rest don't care and won't even miss not being in the inner circle

>>52251881

She literally followed anybody that regularly replied to to her tweets and had her Oshi marks in the name.

>>52251881
>>52251922
>>52251956
>>52252050
>we joke about 80k husband's but in reality she only has about 200
220-245 to be precise, these are the only husbands that matter.

>>52252050
You still have to be around for over a year for her to truly trust you. Lowering the number to probably around 100-125 she considers her true husbands

>>52252110
>light mode
What the fuck is wrong with you

>>52252134
I'm not a coward who ruined his eyesight.

>>52252110

I was kinda surprised how few people actually joined that stream considering she literally announced that she would continue there and even linked it.

>>52251956
>>52252092
thanks for only reading half of the post anons

>>52252354
It wasn't a very good post so there wasn't much point to finishing it

>>52252303
she didn't announce on twitter like most other shadowchama streams, although I'm surprised more people aren't notified just from following that account
girl's greedy, if she can find a way to subtly cull the numbers she will

>>52252303
We're the only ones that actually care, maybe add an extra 20 who couldn't make it for legitimate reasons.

>>52252303
Its common and I don't understand why, saru streamed in main with 2k, raided herself on her alt when stream ended, and only kept 400. Vie gets 1k out of 9k on her alt but she nocams on it so that's diffirent. The only person who didn't drop of on an alt was nyanners, she went up to 3k on her alt when she had 5k on main.

>>52252354
I did read your whole post, it's just retarded. I never interacted with other fans, only with her. Not even a whole lot, and she still followed me. If you can't be bothered to like her tweets and reply every so often, then you just aren't a fan.

>>52252303
>>52252110
>220-245
That number is consistent with the R.R. connoisseurs if you remove all the antis.

>>52252519
I uh think by "following" he might mean "stalking" as in the people whose tweets she was liking even if they weren't related to her? Nevermind I actually have no idea what this clown >>52252354 is talking about

>>52252412
feel bad for her fellow eurokeks needing to share sleep schedule of going to sleep at 7am if they want to ever catch her most intimate and vulnerable activities
>>52252465
as your channel grows I imagine the proportion of actual viewers shrinks more and more as it becomes populated by bots, category tourists, people there on random recommendation, so on
the core viewerbase still grew but like, subs only attendance is only probably like 50% more than it was when she was smaller and fan to viewer ratio was more in favor of fans
shadowchama streams filter for basically the active portion of subs which is like half of them, the people who actually follow her

>>52252519
>using your sample size 1 anecdote to draw conclusions from
>calling others retarded
anon, i...

>>52252519
you might want to read more carefully if you read that as "the fans that interact with each other get followed back"
they simply get promoted more on her feed among people who she already follows, a phenomenon that only occurs because she follows fans

>>52252687

Me. Im kinda hoping she slowly starts sleeping at "normal" times.

>>52252092
no, she didn't.

This seems like a good time to bring this back out

Reminder to all schizos that you are doing better than 99% of husbands and shondo cares about you if ANY of the following applies to you:

>She replies/reads 1 message you send in chat per stream
>She replies to you on twitter once a week - she doesnt reply much on the new alt, but you can count when shadowchama was active
>She follows you on twitter - Shadowchama is currently dead but you know if you were followed or not
>She has replied to you on Discord when shes talkative there (not including her shitting on you for doing something stupid)
>She has replied to you when shes in pre-stream chat
>She has liked a tweet from you not related to her
>You have made a singular piece of art for her
>You have been there for the last few chama streams

>Bonus: You are an 18+ Month sub/12+ Month tier 3 sub. This is if you dont meet any of the other requirements

She is a sweet girl that cares about you and is trying her best

>>52252687
For both video watching alt streams I put her on and went to bed listening to her while I sleep

>>52252786

Then either you had really bad luck or maybe you engage in a lot of arguments or talk about politics? She said she didn't like that.

>>52252687
This. I wouldn't worry about it, she would have to literally double her followers and subs for the number of *actual* husbands to maybe reach 300.

>>52252687
>feel bad for her fellow eurokeks needing to share sleep schedule of going to sleep at 7am if they want to ever catch her most intimate and vulnerable activities
yeah this has been hard to cope with for me. it happened almost every day during her subathon and i was working so i couldn't change my sleeping schedule. it's really not the same to re-watch these moments on a vod. in fact, it makes it feel even worse since you're feeling cucked instead. then we come here and are called fake fans by newfags despite having been a loyal shondophrenic for almost 2 years. it's just suffering all around lol.

>>52252786
Either you are muted or just missed a few tweets before she started following people

>>52252949
>>52252875
bro, she didn't even follow digikun until a few months ago despite him interacting with her constantly (including drawing fan art of her). she just wasn't as generous as you guys think with the follows. not sure why that's so hard for you to accept?

>>52252880
Sorry brother your version is out of date now, screenshot the new one if you want to shitpost with it again

>>52252837

>>52252922
yeah I feel for fuckers who actually do follow her closely and miss out on her little devotion "tests" like playing her ARG for secret accounts, ribbon-tan was probably fine but RRK was so time sensitive with the hint

>>52253009

On her second account? Maybe I was just really lucky then lol

>>52253009
She follows people in waves when shes feeling the most lonely. His timing was just unlucky

>>52253009
If you have shit takes, politics or lolicon art on your timeline she'll be VERY hesitant to follow you unless you're a good artist.
>>52253044
I will only screenshot new versions if I agree with them, I happen to agree with your revised version though.

>>52252922
To be fair things like the extra streams won’t work at any other time, she isn’t going to do extra streams before her regular ones because she’ll feel too tired, and from what she’s said even when she has her own room she wants to keep the current timeslot.

>>52253113
Im glad the council agrees with the changes. I cant really think of anything else that should be added but feel free to add your own additions

people just making up rules now, there's plenty of political and lewd fucks that she follows but probably mutes
she followed people in waves rather than actively, girl is just hesitant to expand the "inner circle" (I'm not saying it like it's a bad thing)

>>52253176
of course. i'm not saying she should stop or that it's wrong that she's doing them. i just wish people on here could at least be a little more considerate.

>>52253207
The muting is just because she feels bad about unfollowing people, she doesn't actually follow you if you're some alt right loli crusader.

>>52253048

Can you explain that a little more? What was the ARG about and whats a RRK? Im somewhat new

>>52253251
Oh of course anon. I agree. But even yesterday Shondo kept saying it was fine if you couldn’t make it and of course she understands when she does guerilla stuff. She doesn’t expect everyone to show up.

>>52253319
She also said "imagine not being here right now" in a joking way, but I think she actually meant it at least a little.
I was asleep and only watched the vod so I'm not trying to say im better than you if you didnt make it

>>52253207
There’s definitely people she dodges like that acuddle weirdo who is vehemently anti-lolicon and thinks she is too and acts disappointed when she does anything that indicates otherwise. He’s been following and interacting with her for almost 2 years and she doesn’t follow him, rightfully.
You have to be a crazy level schizo for this though.

>>52253309
Anybody?

>>52253360
Half joke-half truth, she's lowkey bothered by the fact that most of us have a life outside of her. Cute!

>>52253456
>life
I was asleep...
I want to die

>>52253450
She liked a tweet on shadowchama instead of RRK, and people found her through the recent likes on that post afterwards. At least thats where the first group found her. After that it was all from people leaking /here/

>>52253502
If you missed it just make it up to her somehow. Be extra active in chat and on twitter, draw her something, dono with a sappy message (dont be cringe and talk about missing the stream, just say you love her a lot)

>>52253502
>sleeping
>ever
Imagine being this guy

>>52253456
I was getting stronger for her and notications cucked me... INGMI bros...

A lot of you are a bunch of sad sacks, and she can tell by the way you post and interact with you. This is one of the reasons you arent in her "favorite group" not because you miss a single stream.
Be better for shondo, she doesnt need this extra stress of her husbands being whiny mopey pussys

>>52253456
I mean outside us and her family… she doesn’t do much else.
Can’t blame her for jokingly being a little pouty that there’s normies in her audience

>>52253513

Was "RRK" some other account?

>>52253705
yes stop asking search the archives
almost everything was posted /here/

>>52253671
>Be better for shondo
It's all RNG, I got a follow for some low effort memes.

>>52253782
>>almost everything was posted /here/
Everything interesting was discussed but almost nothing was actually posted

>>52253309
Since it's in the past, she tried on two occasions to have a third twitter where she can feel more at liberty to share heavier stuff knowing fewer people were following because people had to go out of their way to find it. I think she's done with the idea now.

>>52253582
That's the issue, my sleep schedule is fucked up
I feel asleep at 1pm

>>52253915
Damn, hope you get that fixed soon

>>52253892
That was such a retarded idea. What's the point of her so-called friends if they won't even listen to a 5 minutes menhera rant every once in a while?

>>52253915
rookie numbers

>>52253456
that's sad if so, I want for her to have something resembling a life too and I'm happy she has genuine friends now since I understand we can't really be the emotional triage for when things actually go down for her
I like to think she'll be happy for me if I start moving forward with aspects of my life which may or may not mean less time with her; it's clearly something which she is two minds about

>>52253892
I was even already following her back then but I guess I missed that stuff.

I actually saw archived posts talking about tweets I didn't see and wasn't sure if they were making stuff up. I honestly feel kinda vindicated that I wasn't shizoing out over nothing,

>>52253993
>I like to think she'll be happy for me if I start moving forward with aspects of my life
She won't, just like how you wouldn't be happy if she started talking to guys.

>>52253966
the idea is more that her account wouldn't get reported, which didn't work out anyway and now shadowchama got reported for the most minor of shit anyway
it's sad but I think she's never going to make this idea work, she just genuinely needs friends who are open to her schizo shit and to accept that twitter will never be the place for it

>>52253892
I was actually just a clip watcher until ribbon tan, and fell in love with her once I found her account. She definitely shouldn't have a 3rd account with how many issues it causes but I'd love to know how she's feeling at all times

>>52254109
Yeah, she needs to pick up a phone and call one of them.

>>52254165
it kinda pains me to think there's a side of her she won't even share with the barbie girls and only will share with her parasocials
we know nina didn't follow her on those accounts, and it's anyone's guess if she just knew and didn't want to see that shit (fair) or if shondo completely keeps her in the dark because she's worried it would strain their relationship whereas we're kind of stuck with her for better or worse (not literally but you know what I mean)

>>52253966
I think she would never vent on her friends, that’s a lot of pressure to put it on them and I just can’t see her doing that, even to those who care a lot about her.

>>52254009
If it's much consolation she rarely posted to either, you'd have missed on some of the guro shit, but life details was stuff she would just overshare at a later point anyway or it was stuff heavily implied and already assumed in the community.

>>52254318
>vent on her friends
Yeah that's kinda sus

>>52254318
Alice followed the original third account so there's always a nonzero chance at least one of them saw

>>52254253
I think she started opening up to the barbie girls around the stalker arc but she probably still don't tell them most of the bad stuff out of fear of being hated
I hope she gets over that, she needs real friends she can be open with

>>52254480
She definitely confided in Inis at least a little about how she was feeling about people leaving her

>>52254318
she's afraid of people ever leaving her and with how important her friends are and how few friends she's had just in life generally I think she really would avoid ever sharing things with them that she thinks would turn them off from her
we signed up for this shit and are unlikely to leave her, she might figure casual fans following shadowchama would leave too if she started talking super disturbed shit

>>52254165
Nina strikes me as much more mature than she lets everyone on, I'm sure she could listen to her for a bit.

>>52254480
I really hope she doesn't get betrayed by one of the barbie girls, that would be weeks of mental hell.

>>52254581
They're all too nice to do that

>>52254570
if anyone knows much about shondo's tortured life it's probably nina, so I doubt nina would leave her just over knowing the darker parts of shondo resulting from that existence
I still have the expectation that shadow keeps that away from her but I think nina would be caring and understanding

>>52254581
imagine the meltdown if one of them joined hololive?

>>52254592
>>52254633
Keep in mind that God hates her, everything bad in the universe has to happen to her.

>>52254633
If they dont drop contact with her im sure she'll be fine. EN3 is coming up sooner rather than later so there is a small chance one of the gets int

>>52254633
Meh, couldn't see it. Inis is too unhinged for a corpo and clearly doesn't need to get any bigger, I don't think Yagoo is looking for church girls at the moment, Tanya is too attached to Max to let them go, and Soya, Nina, and Oli just don't seem the corpo type in general.

>>52254671
>EN3 is coming up sooner rather than later
I unironically expect a new Valve game before EN3 at this point.

>>52254758
I dont follow vtuber culture much anymore since finding shondo, but didnt they just announce auditions for EN?

This has been a nise thread, wonder if the trolls also take the shadow weekend off?

>>52254758
>he doesn't knows

>>52254815
>but didnt they just announce auditions for EN
Haven't they done this multiple times and all that happened were new homofag gens?

>>52254829
They are in a bait thread at the moment. Just check the catalog.

>>52254920
>Just check the catalog
I'll pass, better they waste their time there instead of here.

>>52254592
nice girls can be the meanest and vice versa, but I do trust that particular group of girls

>>52254920
Maybe we should always try to keep a bait thread up so they don't come here

>>52254920
I dont check the catalog anymore for my own mental health. I only visit /shon/

>thread convulsed why a women would be closer to her SOs Than friends

>>52254084
you can improve your life without fucking other people

>>52255073
Shondophrenics are are inherently cuckolds please understand, we want wife to find comfort in the arms of her friends and other men.

>>52255073
>convulsed
she's closer to them than us, that's just reality and I'll never ask for that to change because there will always be limitations to our relationship with her
the only dimension where we get an edge is she's unafraid of sharing a darker part of herself with us because a subset of us are too invested to leave over something like that, and if we did it would hurt her but she fully expects most of us to leave sooner or later
she won't risk this with her actual friends because she cares more about them not leaving; to imply otherwise is just denying reality

>>52255164
Don't you have a bait thread to be posting in?

>>52254433
this is not true at all. she shared tons of stuff she never said anywhere else, especially on rrk. INCLUDING STUFF ABOUT HER STREAMING. that's part of what almost turned me into an anti because she promised she wouldn't do that but did it anyway.

>>52255073
Shondophrenics are are inherently autistic please understand. This is actually true.

>>52254665
kind of fucked up to expect everyone else to hold themselves back to avoid potentially stepping on her toes. that's a protagonist syndrome and a half.

>>52255215

What do you mean exactly?

>>52255294
Shondo is the protagonist though

>>52255294
>hold themselves back
Imagine pretending you're depressed about a dead pet in order to ghost your friend, all because you got into Hololive. How is that protagonist syndrome? Leaf was a cunt.

>>52255387
we were talking about barbie girls joining hololive and how that would be awful because it would make shondo sad. expecting them to sacrifice their own dreams for her is protagonist syndrome. i don't know why you're bringing up the LL stuff when nobody even mentioned it, but okay schizochama.

>>52255215
off the top of my head
>behind the scenes stuff about rucaco that she shared in subs streams/discord
>stuff about her father's abuse that she literally just talked about some two streams ago in similar detail
>everything about the above not said explicitly recently was heavily implied if you've followed her long at all
>her being a virgin and only trying to masturbate once were both said on stream, the only thing that happened on rt/rrk was fags pressuring her to do it again and to talk about her hymen
>confirming things that are obvious by her fucking design requirements, which she also heavily implied on stream
shondo overshares far too much for anything but her art to have been a legitimate secret

>>52255469
>expecting them to sacrifice their own dreams for her
No one said that.

I'm not ready for Shondo to show us how flexible she is, god I can't wait

>>52255469
>expecting them to sacrifice their own dreams for her
>talk to wifey on the phone for 5 minutes a week
You've never had a true friend and it shows, a bro willing to drive 3 hours in the middle of the night to pick up your drunk ass.

Otis has become an alt right fascist symbol and nobody can explain why.

>>52255687
He looks naturally evil

>>52255687
He will gas the pitbulls.

>>52255489
>stuff about her father's abuse
That wasn't about her father. I thought about it the first time she opened up about it on rrk and it just didn't fit. It's most likely the older critters father.

>>52255763
Otis has a panic attack over seeing a female cat, and doesn't understand birds, if he saw a dog he'd drop dead on the spot

>>52255651
are you fucking brain-dead? WE WERE TALKING ABOUT JOINING HOLOLIVE, NOT A FUCKING 5 MINUTE PHONE CALL.

>>52255817
What part doesn't add up? She shared the same details about him having police connections and grave robbing her grandfather. Actually what struck me is that she confirmed in the recent discussion on stream that he never even married her mother. If her father wasn't her abuser I doubt she'd be so insistent on calling her grandfather her only true father.

>>52255931
Her joining Hololive wasn't the issue retardchama, it's the way she did it.

>>52255974
thankfully shondo is more mature and understands NDAs now, this whole discussion is stupid

I like how we dont even need the anti to start having the thread go to shit

>>52255931
Shondo is joining Hololive??

>>52256018
>Hey I'm joining a corpo and can't really talk about it, and I'll be busy for a while
Thats all she had to say

>>52256034
Sadly but she at least gets to keep her model like Sui.

>>52256034
No Shondo is already part of OTIS corp

>>52256169
What happened to her contract with Soler Live.

>>52256226
All the talents got conscripted

>>52256063
Young girls are dumb and hololive management is atrocious it's entirely possible they would have penalized her for using her old accounts for anything. Look at the aloe shit do you really think it's unreasonably cautious to discontinue all communication from past accounts until you actually debut? EN was even worse about insulating the talents from their friends who were still indie or in other corpos.

>>52256226
Otis made them an offer they couldn't refuse.

>>52256226
That corpo imploded but the talents kept the models like Tsunderia

>>52255964
Well the older critter doesn't add up. Her mother has had multiple boyfriends over the years and shondo said only forest tree is her full sibling. So her mom had older critter but she was still with shondo's biological dad? Besides she said her partial loss of hearing was caused by some other person when she was even younger. That in my opinion was her dad

Can you guys stop playing the 'guess which old man diddled shondo' game? It's pretty gross.

it was me

>>52256381
Fuck off to Discord you mongoloid, even she said that she's thankful a place like /shon/ exists.

>>52256381
There's only one old man going to be assaulting Shondo and it'll be me

>>52256381
fuck off if you dont like it

>>52256381
It will be me

>>52256313
Maybe I'm not looking as closely at the timeline as you are but I figure all this could've happened before they "rescued" her mom from shondo's dad and then the oldest critter was born with the next guy. Isn't the oldest critter only barely a teen right now? Pretty sure specific reference has been made before about specifically her dad "wrestling" with her mom, and also the fact she gets her schizo from her bio dad, which would line up with all the sociopathic shit she described him doing.

>>52256381
You're lost

Can we keep the general up until tomorrow please? Genuinely stops me from being tempted to reply to bait

>>52256716
Literally just don't reply to bait

>>52256716
Art reps instead

>>52256716
No. Just learn to ignore bait, retard.

>>52256501
Have a post i wrote up and intended to send here the first time she brought it up in twitter, but abstained because I didn't want to prolong the topic. If you can convince me I am wrong somewhere then congrats, you win

"After reading everything again i have come to the conclusion that the person she was talking about wasn't her dad. Firstly she told us that when she and her mom tried to press charges they were dismissed on the grounds of being mentally ill. That line of reasoning woudn't make much sense if the accused was also mentally ill, which her dad is. Secondly, she said that the person in question had her mom institutionalised and that she lived alone with this person plus her brother for a couple of weeks. This made me think of the story she told us about how her pregnanat(!) mom "escaped" from a mental hospital and they sent a helicopter after her. She also mentioned that the person is still related to a family member(singular). Thirdly, she told us that her partial loss of hearing was when she was 2-3 years old and done by an entirely different person (i think THIS was her dad). Lastly she also said that the person took away her meds, but i don't think her dad was with them anymore when she had to start taking them(might be wrong on this one).
Considering all of the above i think that the person she was talking about is the dad of the older forest critter."

Wife alive!

>>52256462
She's thankful because it's a containment zone for her faggiest fans.
Myself included btw. Happy June.

>>52257045
That's what I said 90 IQ.

>>52257045
I can't believe we didn't get Sho ASMR

>>52257089
You seem to have trouble with nuance because you didn't include the fact that she actually fucking hates you. She said it was a vent space. But we all know what she really means by that.

>>52256803
>Firstly she told us that when she and her mom tried to press charges they were dismissed on the grounds of being mentally ill. That line of reasoning woudn't make much sense if the accused was also mentally ill, which her dad is.
Obviously he's working the judge/cops though, he has the community connections as she said, it's obviously a bullshit defense it doesn't matter that it would apply to him. They were the ones bringing forward the case either way, so they are the ones who need to bring reliable testimony.
The rest I can follow your reasoning. It seems pretty far fetched that her mom left the schizo for an actual sociopath but shondo's life is farfetched in general so I can buy it. I do remember the thing about her pregnant mom escaping the institution which would support your point most as I am remembering she was stuck with that person alongside her brother during all that. And the wording that they're still related to one person in the family checks out now that I read over it again.

I can't believe her 2020 stream vods actually exist I thought you guys were lying to me

>>52257591
DM me the link

>>52257591
The bait thread is over there

>>52257655
Mods are actually doing their jobs and it was deleted, that's why he's posting that here now.

>>52257680
Unfortunate

>>52257591
Shondo started streaming in March 2021 but okay.

>>52257204
she called rrk a vent space too, so i'm not sure what you're trying to say exactly. i think she genuinely understands that spaces like these are necessary since there's no other place to actually talk about her.

I need to smell the shondussy
Just a whiff to keep me alive until the next stream

>>52257793
she was streaming on youtube before that. very rarely, but it happened a few times.

>>52257848
that was a vent space for her, this is a vent for us
Big difference

>>52257793
anon she streamed on youtube before, for years prior to twitch

>>52257204
>she actually fucking hates you
Ok? All women hate me, at least Shondo does it secretly. I respect that.

>>52257655
>>52257793
3rd is downloading so thumbnail hasn't rendered and I blurred titles so you don't find it easy
I didn't get spoonfed I won't be spoonfeeding

>>52257897
well yeah, but the function is the same so calling it a "vent space" isn't something inherently negative like you made it out to be.

>>52257860
Shondussy.... do you guys think she grows hair down there when she's off the meds?

>>52255190
>she's closer to them than us
I don't know, as a group she actually spends more time interacting with us than perhaps anyone else in her life.

>>52257961
no, she keeps it smooth for her forest tree

>>52257961
Why would her meds affect that?

>>52257927

Give me the fucking spoon ><

>>52258051
Wincest? Even if it's true I aint even mad.

>>52257927
based

She obviously hates her flesh body and the vtuber model is her ideal self, as such I wouldn't be too quick to believe that she doesn't grow body hair. That's just what she WISHES WAS TRUE.

>>52258181
Even clip watchers know that this isnt true, come on now

>>52258035
they watch her streams too you know, meanwhile they talk all the time offstream, play games together, and this includes on her days off

>>52258112
The thumb pic is the same as her old ASMR videos. Even if it's real though what's really more interesting to find is the interview with the scummy therapist who groomed her.

>>52258181
She said her mom doesn't either, it's probably just genetics

>>52258223
>>52258248
Don't be retarded, do you expect me to believe that she didn't know women grow armpit hair?

>>52258276
The only women around her are her mom who she said also doesn't grow hair, her little sisters who are hardly old enough to have any, and her grandmother, so yeah

>>52258276
She stopped being around girls her age before she hit puberty so why not.

>>52258323
>>52258332
As a man I didn't know that other men, you know, watched porn and stuff until I started browsing /shon/. Haha. Porn's so ewww!
Do you believe me?

>>52258248
ah yes, genetic like her "inability to regulate temperature" and living in a room that's supposedly 45 degrees celsius 24/7 during the summer before getting her AC. she just doesn't want to admit to sweating or to grow hair, because that doesn't f it the image she has of herself. you people believe her to a point where her fantasy trumps the laws of physics. it's really fascinating.

>>52258248
her mom's on a lot of meds too probably, although she's been pregnant recently enough and would've been off them so who knows

>>52258358
>>52258367
I choose to believe Shondo over schizo retards on 4chan

>>52258413
>believing in thermodynamics is now schizo
current year, ladies and gents

>>52258367
that's all because she's anorexic, although the hair could also be genetics

>>52257927
Spoonfeed us this at least, hoardnigger.

>>52258455
if she can't regulate her temperature and the room is much higher than her body temp, she'd literally die anon as her body temp would reach the same temp as her room. is she dead? answer truthfully now.

In other news, I'm happy with this.

>>52258497
You may be dumber than Shondo is which is impressive, go make a thread about it to whine about how totally everything is a lie because anything you don't personally understand can't possibly be true.

>>52258524
tell me why thermodynamics or biological reality doesn't apply to her.

>>52258510
Are you guys sure she's only 12.5% Jew?

>>52258491
I don't have it and honestly I don't want to find it

>>52258491
That stream is nowhere to be seen. That faggot was nowhere important to have anyone archiving, unless someone did it for just for Shadow or that faggot himself archived it. I deem that one just completely gone.

>>52258553
I'm not wasting my time arguing with a retarded anti, I'm sure if you use your big boy brain you can figure it out yourself

>>52258583
his vod with LL is still up, so i dunno why the shadow one isn't. maybe i'll contact him and ask about it.

>>52258620
I don't get why you'd even want it

>>52258649
Are all shoggers this dumb?

>>52258605
>asking a question about something she said
>ANTI! ANTI! YOU'RE A RETARDED ANTI!
lmao. i hope you're a femanon, because men shouldn't be this hysterical.

>>52258620
Isn't he that guy who was so bad to Shondo on stream that she decided to never do male collabs again?

>>52258722
Shes said he was fine on stream but it was what he was doing behind that scenes that turned her off of male collabs forever

>>52258510
i wonder what she means by hurting her family. i'm sure trying to help them could be considered hurting them from her perspective as it might have resulted in them splitting up for example. has she talked about this on stream?

>>52258510
>>52258772
The person she's talking about here is one of her sister's dads and her abuser

>>52258772
it's been discussed in this thread

>>52258772
I assume it's the same guy that she talked about on stream a few days ago.

>>52258510
I assume this is oldest forest critters father?

>>52258772
>trying to help them

>>52258762
>what he was doing behind that scenes
He probably tried to fuck her. Can't blame him we'd all do the same.

>>52258819
Don't think so

TIL /shon/ can't tell the difference between wifey's silliness/lore and reality.

>>52258872
gaslighting is really effective against people with sub-average IQ, please understand.

Yeah this is her sister's dad for sure
Kek gottem

>>52258868
I just thought that saying 10+ years was a weird way to put it if it was her bio father

>>52258872
I'm pretty sure she can't tell the difference either at this stage. She's Fallenshadow 5 hours a day most of the week.

>>52258950
>5 hours a day
From her mom's appearance on stream, it's pretty obvious she's become Fallenshadow completely.

>>52258872
I did notice she kept talking about 'being real' recently and it stood out to me because she normally just says she doesn't have a character. Seemed like a contradiction.

>>52258982
Chris-chan is dead, long live Syadouchama

>>52258995
I think shes getting worried about getting older recently with her birthday coming up

>>52258995
do you never "real talk" with the bros, it doesn't mean you all are playing characters it just means some topics aren't meant to be brought up in casual conversation

>>52259028

I was honestly thinking the same.

>>52258950
She has an excuse or seven. What's /shon/'s excuse for ignoring thermodynamics?
>>52258995
It's just zoomer lingo, I wouldn't look too much into it.

>>52259028
I can understand this but she's got at least a decade before she'll start aging, probably longer since she doesn't leave her house and isn't exposed to the sun etc.

>>52259028
Hooly frick that's true.
We have less than a month to get a taste of teen Shondo cunny. Very last chance.

>>52259054
I think its cute, but shes definitely worried about everyone leaving as she gets older. I wouldnt but she wont ever believe me if I just say it. I'll prove it by being here for as long as I can be

>>52259088

I think its more about the psychological concept of not being a "girl" anymore but more of a "woman" in her 20s.

https://twitter.com/syadouchama/status/1673762774051069961

later losers

Do you think she likes everyone being a decade+ older than her because it means even in what, 10 years when she hits hag age, we'll all still be a lot older?
>>52259135
I wonder if Shadowmama saying she wasn't a lady and just a girl since she's a virgin actually made her happy?

Spoon the yt vod archive before the thread dies

Thread went to shit unsurprisingly, last night was comfy though

>>52259155
Her MSPaint shit was so fuckin kawaii, I wish I had bought her old merch.

>>52259062
>What's /shon/'s excuse for ignoring thermodynamics?
Women produce less body heat than men. Shondo is also borderline anorexic. Why are you being such an obnoxious anti cunt?

>>52259172
I always think about how I was starting college when she was 10, makes me feel so oldge
>>52259219
Just remake it yourself brother, it cant be that hard. there are websites for all of that

>>52259177
Just dm me bro

>>52259247
>>52259208
Wrong post sorry

Shondo's tight teen cunny
UOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SHONDUSSYYYYYYYYYYYY

>>52259219
>Women produce less body heat than men. Shondo is also borderline anorexic.
Then I guess Shondo also doesn't need to breathe, she just defies the laws of physics by being woman + anorexic.