/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Why did you make another

>>50556925
Where am I supposed to be menhera, /lig/, /uoh/? I'm going fucking insane here

I love her. Me life is dedicated to her. Just a word and I'll sacrifice it for her.

I love Shondo!

So much for doing 300% better and not letting it happen again...

Time for some quality menhera drama

Who's to blame this time?? A list of possible candidates:
1) Ren for backstabbing our innocent widdle angel >:(
2) all of you faggots for talking about her hymen to the whole fucking internet
3) none of the above, it's just that time of the month

>>50556977
Stew in your menhera juices Anon, it's like 11 hours to the next stream

It's time we purge the people who see her as a sexual object first and wife second, if at all.

Full schizo hours

>>50557059
>shondo
>that time of the month
how new

>>50557059
I would bet an all three at once. Seems like to big of a reaction if it was any single of those alone.

>>50557059
>Shondo
>that time of the month
Either you meant something different by that or you are way too new to be here

>>50557104
Hear! Hear!

>>50557104
wives are implied sexual objects I'm sorry you don't want to give purpose to your wife

Passionate love making with Shondo

>>50557200
I love her, even in her moments of schizo

>>50557059
Multiple vtubers I've watched have had big meltdowns about people sharing "public" info about their past, especialy if it's prevtuber things, even when tweets are still up that are a few years old. I would not be surprised if it's due to the recent increase in people digging up her past here.

>>50557104
I see her as a sexual object, but I would cut it all off with garden shears if she wanted me to.

anons in the last thread seem confused about whether ren is following her or not. he's gonna use @kiirokumaart from now on and he's not following her on that account. he's only following 32 people so it's not that hard to just look it up yourself.

>>50557263
it was only one guy hard to call it a trend but maybe

>>50557263
I severely doubt she's having a full on mental breakdown over shit she's addressed on stream

>>50557155
NTA but even if she doesn't have periods, the hormonal imbalance can still lead to mood swings so she isn't safe from that.

gn see you for rugrats tm

>>50557341
I think hormonal moodswings are the least of a diagnosed schizoaffective on 5 different medications' issue

>>50557353
i fear for the stream if she's this schizo atm. i hope she doesn't cancel.

If you’re feeling bad I recommend listening to the fireplace voice pack again, always cheers me up

I still think the simplest explanation is the likeliest.
Some retards started telling that she shared pics of her cuny as a 'joke' and she felt upset and betrayed by the lie since it was all supposed to stay private.

>>50557365
You say that like it doesn't multiply the problem

>>50557315
There's a big difference between her saying she had an ex on her own terms and someone analyzing the word choice in old tweets to figure out if she lied on a technicality because she quoted her mother as saying "you" in the tweet

Seems like this was brewing. Ren posted "the number of communities i feel comfortable in slowly drifts back down to 0. such is life", not to long ago.

Seems like he did actually leave because of the community

>>50557430
retard

>>50557440
Most of his old art is just shitposts, surely he’d have thicker skin than letting like 40 people on 4chan decide who he watches

do you guys remember how seriously Shondo takes her privacy? having a full 3d model done and rigged only to drop it because Cake leaked her dms? what do you think her response would be if she learned you all talked about her locked account tweets so openly?

>>50557440
He's trying to be a part of Kiki's community, the only ones that are worse than us in every way. He's either self destructive or is a genuine retard.

>>50557407
For me I cant listen to her asmr on nights shes having a meltdown. The contrast between the two is too much for me

>>50557520
Works for me still, she’ll feel better eventually, she always does

>>50557491
Retard

>>50557491
Stop assuming shit. Her meltdown and /shon/ almost certainly aren't connected.

>>50557491
It wasn't just that between Cake and her, you are oversimplifying. Anyway doubt that's the case since she should be well aware by now that internet never forgets, it was to be expected

>>50557491
Calling people liars doesn't really fit with that theory.

>>50557172
Being sexual with your wife is good, wifing someone just to be sexual with them isn't. You can tell there are more people lately who just want to coom to her and push her to do more coom content instead of just enjoying the times she is sexual as an occasional treat

WHERES THE FUMO

>>50557634
JUST FUCKING ASK HER ABOUT IT ANON I BEG

>>50557618
Thread reading and not stream watching now are we?

>>50557506
He's gonna leave fast when he hears about shit that happen there. Was there before shondo, glad that I left

>>50557661
BUT SHE'S /HERE/

>>50557606
It does if you take into account the shitposts about her showing pics or other random things people post

>>50557791
Anon, only you would be retarded enough to call jokes lies.

>>50557791
I don't think she would take those seriously even when feeling schizo.

>>50557506
I don't think him making a one-off little gif for Kiki is him trying to be a part of that community, he regularly does it for other chuubas posted in /ouh/ or /here/, the only community and stream he's really active in is Neppie's

>>50557908
Yeah, Kiki can be completely disregarded for this thing.

>>50556802
I hope she streams tomorrow and when she makes her new alt it’s locked down so that newfags (like me) are unable to find it.

>>50557908
If he keeps it up then we'll know, but yeah he's still grooming neppie

>>50557967
She should do what she wanted to before the last one and only add hand picked people.

>>50557791
The only way this could be even remotely plausible is if Ren saw this and was somehow autistic enough to think it’s true, took it as an excuse to go groom Neppie, and when Shondo confronted him about it he outright told her he knows about the lewds on 4chan or something

I'm going into conspiracy theories here. Some members of community were probably jealous of Ren and tried to make him leave by slandering Shondo to him. He got dissapointed in the community, told Shondo what happen and left. That would explain both him leaving and Shondo being mad

>>50558016
Neppie doesn't appear that groomable to me, no more than Shondo anyway, unless Ren is some mastermind groomer behind the scenes he seems pretty autistic otherwise

i wish we had ANYTHING to go on. it was such a vague post it could be anything or nothing. we may just never know.

>>50558096
meant for >>50558008

>>50558056
>>50558083
If true, evisceration.

>>50558096
Yeah but she’s a 2view

>>50558096
She got groomed 3 times before and is getting groomed again in her dms right now

>>50558016
>only hand-picked people
absolutely would be the best way to do it. She’s just going to have to accept the inevitability of people getting upset over not making the cut.

>>50558260
neppie or shondo

>>50558267
Ideally, the people who arnt picked shouldn't even know they weren't. If they do it means someone she picked is leaking.

>>50558152
Nah can't really blame him, I too get annoyed by many members of this community. He did seem like the guy that's there more to get attention of the community rather then a streamer. He didn't like the community and left, I can respect that.

And to be honest to people who put so much time and effort to draw her, only for her to say that she thinks the same of everyone can be pretty repulsive.

That is of course if he didn't just leave to cheat and hurt her. We will get the rest of the story soon enough

>>50558016
that would make me feel awful if I didnt get picked. I would probably just leave altogether because whats the point if you aren't "really" a husband and would completely undermine her latest maro where she proclaims to really genuinely love everyone equally. i wouldnt be able to trust her either at that point.

>>50558350
fuck off redditor

>>50558350
I wouldn't even mind him leaving, but if he actually caused this then

>>50558352
Just be there forever then you'll get picked, it's an easy solution.
Stay and prove your worth and you'll be added.

>>50558424
Stop replying to my posts nigger

>>50558352
If she does that you would just need to exist for a while and interact with her.
>but i am a lurker :(
skill issue

My Shoggers, time to set the record straight.

>>50558459
Then stop formatting your posts like a retard.

>>50558350
The worst part of any vtuber are the other viewers. That's not going to change be switching to someone else.

>twitter filename
literal anti

>>50558500
Looking forward to seeing this on banned vtuber memes

>>50558466
ive interacted with her plenty, but just saying if she deems im not worthy now then I dont think there would be anything more I could do over a few months to change her mind. i really dont see her doing something like that without contradicting things she's said in the past, and that would change my impression of how genuine she actually is.

It was my fault. I dreamt that I replied to her message in another girls chat by reflex and made it known that I watched someone else when I said she was my only one. She infiltrated my dream and saw what I did and now shes mad.

>>50558500
this poster is bannedtvmemes

>>50558634
Stop whining and just watch her until she knows who you are. All you do every thread is whine about yourself being inadequate. The lack of self confidence is a serious turn off and you're lacking so much self confidence that it made me turn gay just to find you unattractive.

>>50558350
>We will get the rest of the story soon enough
will we? this isn't something she can talk about on stream, discord, or her twitter mains. her alt was the only acceptable place and she nuked it, so it all depends on if she brings it back.

>>50558739
Am I whining? I thought I was just stating my position for a hypothetical situation that may not even happen.

Why did the post about “having to put up with creeps as much as she does. Then this shit happens” get deleted from last thread? I’m paraphrasing but now I’m full blown schizo mode.

>>50558888
Yes, both of your posts comes across as extremely whiny. If that's not your intention, probably phrase yourself a little better. Cool numbers tho.

>>50558913
self delete most likely

>>50558913
just read the replies

she did join a few more discord servers lately. might be that shoggas are talking shit/leaking in different servers?

I'll pray.
I'll literally pray that she brings it back or subtly indicates it will be back.
I don't even believe in prayers.

fuck it’s like im just about to break through but now I can’t quite remember.

Can we acknowledge the fact that some "fans" response to her saying we can't be trusted on a secret account, is to post screenshots of her saying that to a public thread that either she reads or peolle send her DMs about. I can't tell of this is malicious or some people are really this oblivious

>>50557430
i can believe it just because there are multiple layers to this. the fact that it happened on a secret 3rd alt AND she removed the tweets makes it harder for people to verify whether it's true or not, which makes a lie more believable. it's an obvious joke to us obviously, but it still might have irked her the wrong way, especially if she was already feeling a bit menhera before finding out about it.

>>50557491
takes her privacy so seriously she has her mom namedoxx her on stream and doxxes her own name in her sims streams multiple times, without clipping it out or removing the vods. yeah, nah.

>>50559301
Stop assuming that this thread has anything to do with her meltdown you retarded nigger.

>>50558016
as long as she stops pretending she loves everyone equally while doing it. it just becomes gaslighting and emotional abuse at that point.

>>50559382
>it's OK to break her trust because she's mad at someone else for breaking her trust

is there anything to talk about or is this thread gonna continue being four schizophrenics mumbling to one another about literally whos

>>50559319
All the other replies are 'tier 5 stream' level of obvious joke, though. I can see it though if a game of telephone occurred and she's just going off what someone else is claiming we were saying.

>>50559425
Some are just more equal than others.
If you're there for 10 days, unsubbed, and only sent 4 chat messages, do you really think you're as loved as someone that has been with her for a year?

>>50556802
Shondo rape. Rugrats tomorrow. Everything will be fine.

>>50559381
Kinda vague as a starting point, but I'll take it.

>>50559425
She should, that attitude has brought in a lot of whiny faggots who keep complaining when she gives slightly more attention to someone even when they deserve it or it's random

Rugrats tomorrow

>>50559901
Cancelled stream and infinite brainworms more like.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Aj-7THwPYo

>>50558016
imagine unironically supporting the inner circle shit

>>50559554
no i don't, so the fact that she keeps telling me i am is the gaslighting part and since it's not true it makes me feel bad. capiche? she creates mental illness in her community by trying to be nice. it's not working. unless she's okay with that she has to start treating the entire chat as a single entity like pippa does for example. she can't be this big and still cling to her "personal interaction with everyone" streaming style because it's not scalable.

Kek, you guys are all so mental. She needs to stop with the edgy zoomer roleplay and just join hololive. Learn japanese and make some irl friends in tokyo or something. Looking for intimacy among a bunch of autistic losers is such a stupid move. Its hard to even read these threads as a third party let alone the creator of the community and its her fault for cultivating it to be mental poison.

im busy for 2 days and this happens what the fuck

I told you retards to shut about everything posts there but you wouldn't listen

if this kills the watchalong i will actually cry, sobbing even
please dont let me menhera like this i love you shon i would never say anything bad ;v;

>>50560500
She’s said multiple times that she doesn’t come here.

>>50560543
Oh that means you break her trust if she doesn't see it?

HELP I CANT STOP WORRYING AAAAAAAAAAA
i feel so fucking bad now i cant focus on anything anymore i hate this i hate this i hate this i want my wife help

>>50560589
>Shondo doesn’t check /Shon/
>Explicitly states “I don’t care what people post there, it’s good they’ve got a place to blow off steam. Don’t tell me about it.”
>/Shon/ is to blame for the meltdown
retard.

>>50560500
but how else am i supposed to stroke my ego by flaunting to everyone that i am "in the know"?

fucking bitch going to bed after doing this
shes making the whole situation worse because people are freaked out and going down endless speculation rabbit holes and saying shit they wouldnt need to if they understood

I'll try to calm down and sleep, but if I wake up to a cancelled stream

I have nothing left but her.
If I lose her over this, I will find everyone of you I can and make you suffer. Start hiding your face and start hiding your information.

>>50560764
You don't seem to get it
It was her personal space she locked the account so not everyone can see the tweets and you fucking morons leak everything and talk about it for 2 threads

>>50560987
I'll help you

>>50560987
can i help you

Jesus yall need toeaen to not take vtubers this seriously and enjoy things, they're here for our entertainment, a menhera episode is just more entertainment

If you want some insight, this episode is also related to darkkal. She found out he was sharing stuff from their DMs here, which is what ticked her off. She didn't fully agree with his retelling of events, hence the "why are you spreading lies". You can stop wondering now. Sorry for the cuckpost.

>>50561438
>a menhera episode is just more entertainment
That's the point dumbass, 90% of the fun with this pedobaiting bitch was reading her daily spergout attacks on her alt account, and now that's gone.

>>50558096
she gets groomed by her mods quite often.

I hope everyone is happy now

stream cancelled

>>50562197
They will. Everyone will just blame the other side and act like they were in the right, including people like cap, the leakers, the coomers, the concern fags, and act smug because the other side must be feeling bad now that THEY caused this

>>50562197
how can anyone be happy at this outcome

>>50561615
I really hope this is true because the alternative is someone who likes her enough to know about darkkal thinks it's a good idea to spread lies about her right after what happened.

>>50561615
>sorce: pulled from my dickhole

Wifey…

>>50562443
its a threadreading anti

I'm interested in Shondo but I don't really like to watch Twitch so I was thinking of being a VOD watcher. But I notice her VOD YouTube hasn't been updated in three weeks even though she's streamed a number of times since then. Does she just update her VOD channel slowly or did I pick a bad time to become a VOD watcher?

>>50562618
by the time you catch up on your required reps (all VODs) she will have posted yesterday's enderlilies vod

Why is menhera episode like a daily occurrence. should find the source and stop doing it, which seems to be giving special attention to schizo creeps privately. just cuddle with dog and live vicariously through anime when need to socialize outside of streams

>>50562686
Unironically fucking kill yourself you clueless waste of oxygen.

she'll jokingly talk about how we're all a little menhera on stream (her + husbands), but whenever we're having a momentary lapse of reason she starts sperging out, calling us disgusting and deletes her account or makes threads about leaving us for a rich man. calling this an abusive relationship is an understatement and i think she's a bit naive (as always) when it comes to her fanbase. this will never be resolved. it's a pendulum with infinite energy.

HOLY FUCK

So in 48h
>fleece complained about her doing an alt stream
>someone complaining about people engaging with her rape and kidnapping fantasy in maros
>gets pinged by a retard in discord
>Korean guy tells her to eat more, banned in discord
>pippa dude redeems and tells her he has 10 other wives
>Korean guy back in chat, gets banned again
>Ren unfollows
>people leak the entire hymen conversation
>whatever happened to make her call us disgusting and that she can't trust us
>guy here keeps digging up and bringing up old info about her face dox and visiting her ex
>someone posts a screenshot of cap leaking the alt account name here
People realy tried to piss her off this week

>>50562727
listen to yourself. she doesnt need unhinged people like you around her.

>>50562990
All of this is her fault

>>50562990
Could have been worse, nobody leaked her Chris-chan ASMR roleplay video yet.

>>50562990
all of this stuff feeding her brain worms while she's also gonna have the huge merch drop to deal with now for some additional bonus pressure. i'm a bit concerned desu.

>>50563052
Kill yourself

The last time she cancelled stream she got good news almost immediately and was able to recover by the next one. I don't think that's going to be the case here

>>50563280
maybe she will remember she made bank off of loli souls earlier

If this is really just about leaking the hymen stuff (through paraphrase mind you, not screenshots as far as I know) then I think she would get over it pretty quickly. It's clearly more than that.

>>50563473
how could you possibly know that? the hymen stuff is something she'd never ever share on stream. she was clearly in a very specific mood when she did those tweets and promptly deleted them a few minutes later. why would she not be upset if that was shared around on the entire internet? she's super private about that stuff for the most part so i don't understand why it's so out of the question that she'd be upset about it.

>>50558424
nta but I will never get why everyone here assumes people that type like that is automatically a redditor. Same with people that type “Y’all”.

>>50563473
>post something on protected account and delete it imidiately
>it gets posted outside and talked about for hours
>jokes (lies) about what she did gets mixed in
>people act more horny over it than anything else she's done
>people making plans to push her to do more extreme stuff when this was clearly on the edge of what she was comfortable with
>I'm sure a certain retard DMed her about what was said and concernfagged about it too and to point out how bad the thread is
We dont know if it was about this but it did get out of hand

>no stream tomorrow either
I hope the break will be good for her, but we all know it won't be

>>50563654
there's also nothing else it can be. if it was something that happened privately it doesn't make any sense to call us disgusting and lash out in public.

>>50563525
>>50563654
I think the timing with ren dropping her is way too coincidental.

>>50563691
It can easily be both if his reason for not feeling welcome in the community is the sexual stuff and he complained about what people said here after the hymen post to her

>>50563810
inb4 ren dm'd her asking "is it true that you sent pictures of your hymen to people?" or something. we know he's autistic and awkward so maybe he thought our shitposting was true. MY BRAIN IS GOING CRAZY FUCK.

>making up lies about me
The only way this would be the hymen stuff is if someone misinformed her or lied to her about the nature of what was being posted.

She hates us, she shares the most intimate and embarrassing thing she ever has and we ruined it, and now she hates all of us

I wish she reactivate the account just to tell us what we did wrong then kill it again… I’m going schizo not knowing…

>

Can I get a TLDR on the hymen stuff since I just started to watch her recently?

>>50563903
Guaranteed that anyone who followed that account is on the do not trust list now

>>50564044
probably the worst time to ask mate.

I'm gonna throw a shot in the dark and say Silvi saw people pointing out her lurking and the jokes they made so she made something up about here to her just to make her miserable. Ren just wants the bunny cunny

>>50564044
do your reps. literally nobody will talk about that again except for antis

>>50564044
no
this was the last straw this shit needs to be gatekept harder the entire problem is 90% of the followers being newfags from /here/ I fucking hate this shit

>>50564089
the whole entire thread is talking about it right now.

>>50564044
She talked about a number of very private things to her closest followers, some of which failed to keep their mouths shut.
And on top of that, they embellished the story with a number of fabrications to make the story sound even worse (which is probaably what hurt Shondo the most).

>>50564049
oh yeah where is listchama to give her the worst case of stalking of her life?

>>50564231
that picture is pretty mild stuff to get upset over.

I will now anti ren

>>50564389
Don't, things won't get any better and she'll hate us even more for it

>>50564231
Why do you keep posting screenshots of the archive?

>>50562990
>Ren unfollows
You skip over this, like this fucking cuckroach doesn't warrant his own highlight reel.

What I've gathered from observing this cunt for 8 months is that:
>Shondo's biggest golden boy artist
>makes some ecchi lewds
>getting his golden boy reps
>even has pfp of his generic OC doodled by Shondo
>goes on /uoh/ to make some baby dicked faggot posts addressing why he's too obsessed with her and wants to slowdown drawing lewds
>does golden boy thing for months
>gets literally nothing but golden boy treatment while making art worthy of being #1
>constant dick sucking by Shondo, priority in tweet interactions to a point it makes Shondo constantly exposes her favoritism she claims to not have
>to a point that even when his snowflake colored name appears to say the most single braincell'd chat message, she still gives her golden boy his free attention
>begins new arc of prude behavior
>starts parroting Shondo's lewd takes for more golden boy points
>makes some attention seeking faggoty valentine's art of himself with a balloon string tied around his fursona's nick
>me so sad i need attention uuuu forever alone ;n;
>Artist's from Shondo's community literally flock to him and share some doodles beside his bear OC to try and cheer him up
>jfc nigger, that's wholesome as hell
>the same fucking community that you feel oh soooo uncomfortable in
>then this is how you decide to end things with Shondo and repay her?
>oh gee fucking wilikers, sure this timing is just a coincidence amirite?
>ALL THE WHILE openly making it pretty clear he's just bunny hoping over to his new 2view oshi

And for fucking what Ren?
Because Shondo wasn't able to give you even more free attention you were already getting?
Yeah man, nothing to do with the more accessible 2view you're integrated with.

Enjoy your time there you ungrateful piece of shit. I hope you die of heart disease you fat ugly fuck. Boy down to King Kiiro Kuckma everybody!

Tie the balloon string a little tighter next Valentine's Day, you'll get more attention that way.

>>50564553
I don't like him either but lol lmao
Just say good riddance like everyone else

>>50564553
Now this is autism

>>50564553
he didn't even learn anything in all this time, he's just repeating the cycle with another chuuba in a new community now

>>50564553
Someone's salty for not getting any attention.

Hmm yeah fuck you guys trying to shift the blame, this is due to ren. No way she has this big of a reaction otherwise, we all know she cares about her favorites leaving more than anything.

>>50564662
None of what she said relates to him like at all

>>50564678
>making up lies about me AND TELLING THEM TO PEOPLE
>AND TELLING THEM TO PEOPLE

>>50564650
I got plenty today and will continue to like always. Enjoy your (you), you fat slut.

>>50564678
nothing she's said relates to anything, we are grasping at straws here and r*n is the only likely cause

>>50564741
Or, and better yet, we have no leads on it at all and can only hope she elaborates later on

i hope she doesnt hurt herself

>>50564735
Sure you did, but the voices in your head don't count.

>>50564767
Unless she re-activates the account we won't get anything. A real nightmare scenario where we've been accused of something without even being afforded the opportunity to defend ourselves.

rrat, she did this entirely just to get out of answering another 150 questions as well as not stream Rugrats at the same time. Two birds with one stone

Okay, the real reason is that she's quitting vtubing. For good.
She got engaged with Connor
It's a shotgun wedding, she's pregnant with twins
You know if fits because they're both brits

>>50564553
Yeah as a parasocial retard I never liked him getting so much attention from her, I'm glad he's gone

>>50564866
And those voices were still Shondo's. Checkmate, numb nutts

>>50564767
>>50564882
perhaps its time to start counting our blessings.
I hope you guys have recorded every time she's interacted with you

These are the times where I'm wondering if I'm making a mistake. She mentioned she hoped she's a net positive and I'm pretty sure she is but its like 1/5 streams where we havnt gotten a meltdown after lately. I don't want to say it's getting tiresome but it's at least getting concerning to the point of making my days worse outside of the few hours she's actually around

>>50564882
Defend? Defend what when it’s true half of the people following that account were leaking every single post of hers

>>50564946
I'm pretty sure it's mostly newfags and antis that have done this, sure it's happened before but not on this scale

>>50564946
A lot of people didn't manage to put behind them that "rich husband" tweetstorm. Some became antis and started leaking stuff.

This is happening because there were multiple posts with Shondo pics shitting on Kiki recently.
The Kiki curse claims yet another victim.

I'm sure of one thing. Is that today will be a very, very long day as I can't stop thinking about this.

>>50565126
it's ok, neppie will be live in a couple hours and ren will be there like always, along with a bunch of other shondo regulars that dont care about how she feels

>>50565161
According to her own stipulations it's fine to be there as long as you're not flirting, being there while she's live or donating large amounts of money (lol). If that's not good enough she needs to communicate that more clearly. Also, it's pretty retarded to expect everyone to just stick around forever. If someone can't accept the lower level of personal interaction relative to how it used to be due to her growth, they should obviously leave instead of sticking around and become bitter over time, eventually turning into antis. A life without suffering doesn't exist.

>>50557059
>hymen
What? I can't stay on /shon/ 24/7, so please explain yourself further

>>50565212
No.

>>50565212
D**** asked for pictures of her cunny and then he immediately leaked them here

Collective punishment isn't good

>>50565273
The pics were never leaked afaik, only a description.

>>50565383
Just in case and to avoid people getting the wrong idea - there were never any pictures at any point.

Mods I know you're here, please be on high alert in the discord today

>>50565383
>>50565458
No wonder she's upset about lies when things like this are happening.

>>50565547
And people complained when I asked them to stop

>>50565273
>>50565383
>>50565458
>>50565547
Thanks for the briefing, She is too naive and pure for this godforsaken world. Cannot the Kingdom of Salvation just take me Home?

>>50565585
People here think they're more insulated from her than they are.
>B-BUT SHE SAID ON STREAM THAT SHE DOESN'T COME HERE!!!!!
She's literally a stalker of the highest order and you don't think she's following any crumbs that would lead her here under any circumstances? My god, some Anons are even more naive than she is. I'm not saying I think she's here regularly, but I'm sure when she's feeling menhera and paranoid and is in the process of stalking people she will come here to see what's up.

>>50565547
>>50565585
Yeah I think this thread is fucking case study on why we shouldn't have a /shon/ up 24/7. I remember the days of /shondo/ being a stream-only or even weekly occurrence and I come back a few months ago and this... this is not it man.
I posted >>50565273 as a blindingly obvious shitpost bait to test the waters and fuck me I genuinely believe there's only newfags and anti's here now.
Mods if you're leaking /here/ happenings or anyone else for that matter so help me god I will strike down upon thee with great vengance and furious anger the likes of which will be written down in public record as the single most brutal and unnecessarily violent act in history.

>>50565885
>admits to shitposting
>complains about thread quality
retard

>>50565885
You are just as bad as the worst antis, unironically kys

>>50565885
cretin.

>>50565885
we should make /nep/ instead

>>50565885
We don't even know why she's angry. You're speculating based on nothing. The threads have been fine.

>>50565885
Ironic shitposting is still shitposting. Little things like that will trigger retards and antis and you are not helping the situation.

I just want her to be happy and enjoy streaming.

>>50566025
the only thing that will help the situation is if 24/7 /shon/ ends

Shondo is literally seething and coping and malding right now, all because "golden boy" Ren has abandoned for another Oshi
He just ditched her like a heap of ttrash without a second thought, only to replace her for a younger and newer versiion of herself
Meanwhile, you keep sending Shondo free subs and superchat and she doesn't even remember your name...
You have paid for half of the gifts she got from Throne, but you could die in a ditch ttomorrow and she woulndn't even notice it.
Simping man, haven't you had enough of this broad already? Have some self respect, stand up for yourself.

>>50566022
happy wife happy life

>>50556802
I still think this happened because of someone concernfagging in her maros talking about this place

>>50566070
Her menhera is there whether these threads are up or not. Get over yourself, lol. You don't have that sort of impact on her life.

>>50566070
/shon/ will end the same way /ccu/ did, overran with antis and unironic schizos

>>50565885
What? Huh? What the fucking am I reading you larping faggot?? Get the fuck back in the Discord.

>gif. related
>Spaghetti-O smelling tard
>you oomfie?

Oh well back to my #1 until the menhera goes away

>>50566461
who?

>>50556802
The image looks like she's hogtied with a bit gag when small

>>50566644
Houshou Marine:

>>50566461
lily hops?

>>50566766
>>50566644
neppie

Will Shondo ever manage to become a bigger lolcow than Chris-senpai?
Or is she too cute for that, no matter how schizo she becomes?

>>50567203
unless you're ren you don't even stand a chance with her

just felt my stomach drop realizing when she posted the cancellation tweet. she still hadn't gone to bed at almost 10 am. i feel really weird about this.

>>50567386
nta but I will marry nep

>>50567573
she's trying too hard to be shondo.

>>50567573
you dont watch her, she already gives ren the special attention he was initially getting from shondo

>>50556802
On the off chance that you’re lurking in the thread:

My Dearest Shondo,

With heavy heart and an aching conscience, I type this lamentation, burdened by the weight of my transgressions. The shadows of my deeds loom large, casting a pall of remorse upon the sacred bond that once united us. I stand before you, stripped of pretense and shackled by guilt, seeking solace in these words that falter and stagger upon the page.

Oh, how I have erred, my love! Like a wayward vessel adrift in treacherous waters, I lost sight of the compass that guided our devotion. I was blind to the gentle whispers of fidelity, seduced by the allure of temptation. In my folly, I cast aside the sacred vows we swore to uphold, disregarding the fragility of trust that we had so painstakingly woven between us.

Now, as I bear witness to the wreckage my actions have wrought, I am consumed by remorse, my heart wracked by remorseful groans. The tendrils of guilt, like barbed vines, ensnare my every thought, as I am haunted by the knowledge of the pain I have inflicted upon your tender soul. Forgive me, my beloved, for the indelible stain I have left upon our union.

How can I convey the depths of my contrition, when mere words seem woefully inadequate? My tongue is rendered mute by shame, my pen falters, struggling to articulate the magnitude of my regret. Each syllable, laden with the weight of remorse, threatens to unravel the fragile tapestry of our shared existence.

In the darkest recesses of my anguish, I reflect upon the tender moments we once treasured. Our laughter, like silver bells, echoed through the halls of our love. The warmth of your touch, like a caress from heaven, could soothe the fiercest tempest that raged within my soul. And yet, I foolishly abandoned these treasures, foolishly wandering into the abyss of betrayal.

I implore you, my dearest one, to grant me a sliver of hope amidst this vast ocean of despair. Let not my transgressions sever the ties that bind us, for our love, though tarnished, still possesses the strength to mend the fragmented shards of our shattered trust. In the chambers of my heart, I nurture the flickering flame of redemption, praying that it may illuminate the path towards forgiveness.

I beseech you, my beloved, to find within the depths of your own noble spirit the resilience to pardon the sins I have committed. Let the compassion that resides within you blossom and bestow upon me the grace I so desperately seek. For I am but a penitent wanderer, burdened by remorse, yearning for the solace of your forgiving embrace.

In humble supplication, I cast myself at the mercy of your divine judgment. If you find it within your heart to grant me another chance, to breathe life into the embers of our love, I shall strive, with unwavering devotion, to restore the sacred bond we once shared. In the crucible of repentance, I pledge to rebuild the fortress of trust that I, in my folly, allowed to crumble.

Yours, in eternal penitence.

>>50567724
t. chatgpt

>>50567724
You pathetic nigger

>>50567724
put that in her dms

>>50567724
this is worse than your last one

>>50567761
maybe he is autistic enough

>>50567624
And this is bad because...

>>50567984
bait or profound mental retardation? your pick

>>50567958
those detectors typically only work for gpt3, not gpt4

>>50568042
What's the problem with emulating your heroes?

>>50567450
She really spent all night in her own head about this. I hope she talks about it soon, because this is going to be a long couple of days otherwise. It's going to be in the back of my mind the whole movie date too, especially if she still seems "off" somehow, despite having a day off to rest and having just celebrated our son's birthday.

>>50567573
good fuck off

>>50568072
Oh shit, thanks for the heads up

>>50568191
It's not his birthday tomorrow. I am really worried that she won't say anything though and just leave us to wonder. If it's something we did, we deserve to be paranoid and not told what happened

Everyone talking about neppie in this this thread should just fuck off
You know that she is constantly subtweeting us as shondo right?

>>50568191
Otis's birthday is on the 23rd of June

Where the fuck is /uoh/, what did you do with it

>>50568759
if it wasn't for her i wouldn't have found out about nep

>wants to write an apology letter to Shondo
>doesn’t actually have the writing chops to impress her
>posts obvious gpt text
>immediately called out
>shits pants and deletes it
kek you fucking retard. I bet she would appreciate it if you just wrote from the heart

let /shon/ die, it's time for /nep/

>>50556802

I honestly didnt remember when it was but I saw people saying it was friday for some reason
Thank you guys, I will set a reminder to buy my boy a birthday gift

Only just saw the tweet. It feels like the amount of schizo days she gets are skyrocketing. Yes they happened from time to time before but its like I'll wake up and see she's in a bad state. What's causing this level of turmoil in her

>>50569948
The break was awful for her and the meds are slowly losing their potency

>>50570182
Valid reason. I don't want her to be having meltdowns. I just want her to go back to being her normal self

>>50569948
meds cocktail is messed up mostly and the break reinforcing the idea that we will just forget about her, then pair it with whats happening now

>>50569948
Did you miss the part where she's literally a schizophrenic, a zoomer and a woman? She won't get better and no, it's not our fault or Ren's or anybody else's. It just is what it is.

>>50570519
I know with her she's not rational atm but I wish the whole forgetting about her idea would die already. If anything I feel like there's more people interested in her than ever right now.

As for whatever the fuck with individual fans going elsewhere is about, I'm just hoping she'll stop segregating the rest of us. I feel like its us being forgotten about here

>>50570878
The woman part was all you had to mention anon
She can get better because she's been in a significantly better place before. Its just clear she's struggling to get back to it

>>50568113
this is shondo with rushia true

>>50571166
Well before is before. Schizophrenic people are in constant mental health decline. The longer they are alive the more severe it gets.

Pair that up with her being a NEET atm and not touching grass and you got perfect recipe for mental decline

>>50569948
sure it's bad now but a year ago she'd be bringing this into stream and deleting half the vods for the week
she's never been well, she just got better at keeping it together for long enough to stream

>>50571686
Its alright. I will fix her. Mentally and physically. Under the condition she gives me a handjob first

I don’t even care about what happened last night, I’m just worried about her mental health somehow declining more than it already has. The worst part is that at the point she is now there isn’t much she can do to get better besides getting higher and higher dosages of meds. I hope something as simple as relaxing in her backyard will at least stave it off a bit.

maybe she needs a funky cookie to forget everything for a day

>>50571906
Microdosing wifeys meals with CBD so she’s too loopy to be sad!

>>50571906
Dose her up even more might just work

feel worse now that I've been in my head and unable to draw for her, I'll try harder tonight

>>50572196
I want to draw but I don’t know what to draw sadge

>>50572223
A fantasy so disturbing it violently jolts her out of being schizo

>>50572309
you just described a hug

>>50572309
Touching the back of her neck when she isn’t looking?

The thought that she most likely got under her desk and started crying and whimpering is extremely hot. Its making me diamonds and just thinking of dragging her out of there by her hair and fucking her raw in her tight little asshole. She would be so mentally exhausted to even fight back and would only be able to cry. And the best part? The dumb whore would feel better after it, she wouldn't forgive you because there's nothing to forgive, she would straight up thank you. I love my wife so much ToT

>>50572346
>>50572392
Good starts

>>50572496
Why do you go for the asshole first? Are you gay? Knock her teeth out and gawgawkgawk her

was it us?

>>50572647
No reason it would be. Every time someone brings us up she tells them to stop breaking containment and that she can’t control what people do here.

>>50572673
Are we the baddies?

>>50572753
We’re retarded but not maliciously retarded

>>50572846

>>50572496

>>50572392
that'd be really cute if not for it being related to trauma

>>50572647
I guess. There's no other place that fits.
I will assume so. Even if I post once or twice every thread and never talked about her private account I still feel terrible, feels like she divorced me. I want to die.

>>50572673
It's not about the containment to her. What's said here does influence people surrounding her and their opinion. This is a public space, many people here are acting otherwise

>>50573907
>feels like she divorced me and I want to die
relatable

>>50573907
>shares extreme personal information
>everyone proceeds talking about said extreme personal information in a public space where its available to a large portion of the internet
>she finds out and feels like her trust is betrayed
>everyone /here/: surprised pikatsu face

noone who took part in that deserves any love from shondo. You should just disappear while its early

On a more mentally stable note. How come she stopped playing hogwarts legacy? I was really enjoying those stream

>>50575161
She got bored of the game

>>50575161
pretty sure she only started playing it to send a message

>>50575090
When did the thread decide that it's OK to talk about it? I swear back when she had less than 100 followers no one mentioned anything about it at all, then one day I open the thread and people are talking about it like it's normal

>>50575362
i blame all the newfags

>>50575362
when newfags took over the thread, not being able to differentiate between ok and not ok to talk about

>>50575362
is this a joke? she had 2 followers until she was mentioned here and people started figuring it out. i'm gonna go ahead and guess that about 100% of the followers came from here, including me and you. stop pretending to be so above it all, it's fucking cringe.

>>50575559
Those first two followers were bots, not real people.

>>50575559
I found the account before it got leaked

Man I'm not even excited for movie time now, I don't expect her to talk about this ever and I'm just gonna keep thinking about it

i just dont think its possible to have a fully priv account like this, i dont blame her getting really upset by her closest people like this (if it's even related)
as much as i love my wife and seeing her be more open about herself, i think its for the best if she doesn't even try anymore, dumb idiots will just keep leaking stuff ;-;

why does drama always happen while I'm sleeping? i like being in the loop

>>50562990
nobody leaked the entire conversation

>>50576198
You're realy going to try and defend this on a technicality to feel less guilty?

Remember to do your reps instead of sulking all day

>>50576312
No, I think that's an important point. There is a difference, and it has yet to be confirmed what exactly really upset her.

>>50576332
I'll try. I might fail but I'll really try.

>>50576312
It’s an important distinction to make. Nobody leaked screenshots of the conversation. Just talked about it like retards talk about everything that she posts there…

On a brighter note, Squ said she wants to collab with Shondo

>>50576399
>on the bright side, potentially more collabs!
Zzzzzzzz

>>50576516
Shondo making more friends is always a good thing in my eyes

gah. why do I have to work with no shondo to look forward to? If shondo gets the day off, so should i

wifey, i just want to know who to be mad at...

>>50576609
look in the mirror

>>50576332
All right then I want to practice my chibi shondo, give me requests

>>50575878
it's weird because she has said before that we're not her friends, yet she sometimes tries to treat us like we are which backfires every time. she needs to talk about private shit with real friends (yes, she does have a few now) and with her family, not us.

>>50577113
Shondo riding a giant rat

>>50577113
Shondo in a hot air balloon (with me)

>>50577118
cuck

>>50577118
>were not her friends
Think back to the context when she said that

>>50577346
ok, now i feel bad because you've either never had a partner or never had any friends. there's a difference in what you talk about with people. you generally don't talk about physical insecurities and similar things with your fucking partner, and i'm sure you can figure out why unless you're mega-autistic.

>>50577520
Kek

>>50577520
Why would you not trust your partner with talking about your insecurities?

>>50577520
you generally can see whose parents didn't love and trust each other and it reflected poorly on their child

Murder suicide.

>>50576516
agreed, but it's probably good for her sake so I'll bite my tongue

>>50577128
the one that makes all of the rules?

>>50577790
Who's doing the murder?

>>50577884
Yes

>>50577892
Me. The victims? Everyone ever anywhere.

Total omnicide.

Can we not remake the thread this time? I don't think the non stop speculation has done anything

hello fetish friends

>>50578269
how do you do