/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>50429021
Lick tummy

>>50429021
Love his art, I wonder if Shondo did message him

she's not my oshi but i come here to jerk off

>>50429112
Imagine.

NTR futanari reminder
https://www.twitch.tv/lilyhops/clip/PeppyElegantMooseKlappa

>>50429111
He was in the thread earlier.

>>50429210
I know, I don't think he mentioned that though

>>50429282
He said he'd leave a message to shadow in his next art.

>>50429282
It didn't sound like they've talked, since he was going to add a message for her on his next upload.

>>50429149
What the fuck am I supposed to be imagining here? That an orange fuck would be feeling up my wife?

>>50429370
Well he definitely would, but I don't know why you would want to imagine it.

>>50429323
Is there a place where can I watch his artworks?

Wife doko?

>>50429370
The size difference.

Passionate love making with Shondo

>>50429452
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/94345854

Passionate love making with Shondo

Violent chokehold RAPE with Shondo!

Creampie sex with my retarded 140 IQ imoutowife.

I don't get all this violence and rape stuff, can't you just give Shondo a good spanking and then have sex with her normally?

Average chokehold RAPE with Shondo!
Imagine pinning her to the bed by the neck, lifting her shirt and sucking her nipples. Every time her menhera anxiety kicks in just choke a little.

Covering Shondo’s pristine doll like skin in purple bruises and bloody lashes!

Personally, I think the frog girl is cute and am looking forward to the collab.

>>50429682
She doesn't want that, she doesn't want the sex in any capacity. The only way you can bring her some kind of satisfaction is to completely take away her rights to her own body and turn her into a bloody, struggling mess. Being forceful with her is the only way you could realistically ever get her to actually consent to anything.

Hoping into my separate bed and calling a shondo a whore from across the room

>>50429750
Fear of men / sexual intimacy is extremely common among survivors of CSA. It's nothing unique to Shondo.

>>50429686
Imagine licking her cunny into her having her first orgasm and passing out from it

>>50429692

I'd drug and strip her but I wouldn't rape her or anything. I'd just pose her and stuff like she was my human doll.

>>50429883
>first
She's a degenerate.

>>50429693
Yeah I mean at this point Lily is either full blown eunuch or has a micro-penis at best so it's not a big deal to me.

>>50429944
A degenerate that’s never successfully masturbates

>>50430006
Do you buy that? Do you buy that she didn't know people masturbate or grow armpit hair? Come the fuck on, I can tell that you didn't do a background check on your oshi.

>>50430053
Am I meant to be surprised that someone so sheltered doesn’t know of things that haven’t personally happened to her?

>>50430183
>"shelterred"
>lost her virginity at the age of 4

>>50430183
You lack common sense. Do you really want to be spoonfed by a newfag that started watching Shondo after the Neuro collab? It would be embarrassing for /shon/.

>>50429750
Or you could help her overcome her past trauma with years of slow gentle affection and get her to stop being afraid of it until she feels safe and secure enough to want to try. This girl is barely 21 she's got her whole life to move on from this and reinforcing the idea that she's hopeless and incurable and that she's incapable of overcoming her fears is the exact kind of shit she doesn't need. Reinforcing a phobia with more negativity is fucking terrible after all the awful shit she's been through.

Would you love her if she was a worm?

>>50430426
Only if the worm could talk.

>>50430426
I would build a nice little terrarium for her and feed her whatever worms can eat and play the Saya no Uta soundtrack for her and pet her occasionally and let her have a view of a computer screen with her favorite vtuber streams on it 24/7.

>>50429953
So you don't have a problem with Shondo having a bf if he has a small dick? What kind of logic is that?

My internet is being shit please save them

marshmallow!!!

Where’s that anon that was doubting me when I said she’d do maros again?

I don't know what to ask

>>50430747
Can’t relate. I think I’ve already made like 6 posts back to back with questions I’ve had.

>>50430738
She read your post.

fuck now I'm on the spot and I can think of what I should ask her

>>50430800
Literally anything

>>50430053
Did you not see her genuinely upset posts multiple times that now she knows a lot of people do masturbate and not just a few she feels incredibly left out and miserable?
At least keep your facts straight, she never said she didn't know people did, just that she thought it was mostly an in-joke and people just said it, like people talking about sex all of the time. She didn't think the average person sits down daily and jacks off.

she doesnt know how erotic she is does she?

>>50430974
>she never said she didn't know people did
Wrong. Sadly I don't have the vod timestamp to prove it because I didn't think someone would be autistic enough to argue against that point.

>>50431096
Not a clue in the world

My wife is so clueless it’s amazing

>it was the very first question
I wanted to ask that too

>>50431178
I’ve been wanting to ask it since she drew it. I’m happy I made her realize how accidentally sexy it is kek.

kek

private again

I can't believe you bastards taught my widdle wifey-poo about segs :((

>>50431286
Confirmed for wanting to be raped and killed by choking at the same time

Shes horny bros

I don't even like that sort of stuff and I still found it really sexy

Asexual people can still have fetishes, one day she'll realize all these things were due to her being a fetish friend, she just couldn't properly associate it with penis in bagina and she'll have a crisis.

>>50431390
choking is basic bitch eroticism either way

>>50431428
When it's a bit of throat squishing, yes
When you choke a girl to fucking death, not so much

>>50431425
To play devils advocate, the sex stuff is an after thought. She’s (maybe) fine with you fucking her, just as long as it’s after you torture her and she can’t fight back.

>>50431425
I think her copes are airtight, like how she defines hate and happiness as things she can't feel even though there's clearly things that make her feel either.

Do you have to sign up to send her messages? There's a popup that asks me to login, but I can't tell if that is required.

>>50431457
The good part is that the girl doesn't have a say how hard you choke.

>>50431457
well you're not supposed to "choke" your partner to begin with but it's art, it gets exaggerated to actual windpipe crushing
I still consider it basic bitch stuff as someone who isn't into ryona or gore

>>50431570
Shondo doesn't want sexy choking in the bedroom though, she wants to be lifted up by her neck in some alleyway and have her windpipe crushed into little pieces.

>>50431489
Anyone?

>>50431635
yes

you know maybe she's the one that can't talk about reality without bringing in her fantasies

>>50431635
No you don't need to

>>50431634
we are talking about an image anon not what desires are meant by it

>>50431655
You’re just now realizing this? The same girl that doesn’t believe she’ll die old also can’t help but fantasize about things? Really?

>>50431635
Yes. I think twitter log-in no longer works.

>>50431749
Twitter log in works, I used that and one of mine were answered already

>couldn't think of anything at first
>already sent like 4 maros
The juices are flowing now boys. I'm gonna chill for a bit now though

>>50431777
If you already had one yeah, but if you try with a new account it wont let you. Tried to log-in with my alt.

can't think of anything, I think I know far too much already

Am I really gonna have to take a trip to Paris?

I'm so in

What did she mean by this

>>50429519
Many thanks

>>50432011
Why is there a downvote button?

>>50432011
Can you read? It says what she meant by this right there

last https://gofile.io/d/j6lh3H

>flights are expensive
shondo many including myself have spent well more than an international flight's cost on you

all of you talk about going to meet her, but really, are you actually fucking presentable enough to not disgust or scare her?

>>50432102
she generally likes disgusting men I don't know what you're getting at, they just have to have a fatherly or imposing vibe

>>50432102
Anon her biggest fictional character crush is a 6'6 corpse in a hockey mask that mindlessly pummels teenagers into dust

Wife is cute, I wish I had more dreams about her lately

>>50432102
I’m a disgusting little goblin

>>50432102
I’m tall enough I just need to build a bit more muscle and I should be fine

>>50432102
I look like a hobo.

Again, literally anything.

Do you guys think she really loves us?

>>50432287
Yes

>>50432287
dumb fuck

>>50432190
is he actually a bigger crush for her than hannibal (from the books) was

I am confirmed not a cheater.

>>50432209
Disgusting is okay but little really isn't

>>50432301
She's said Jason is her #1 crush now
I think book Hannibal is #2 now
OSHI SWITCHING WHORE

>>50432301
She made some very whore-like justifications as to why she isn’t cheating on Hannibal because she just sees him as a strong older brother and Jason as the person she wants to slam her against a tree in a sleeping bag, so I’d say so

>>50432287
depends on how you define love but I think she has a familial love for us and tries to steer it towards romantic now and again to mutually ease each other's loneliness (probably more ours than hers, doubt she feels deserving of romantic love and is going through the motions for our sake)

>>50432301
She wants Hannibal to be her protective Onii-chan (who then eats her)
She wants Jason to beat her to death
They are NOT the same

>>50432363
perfect for when I eventually cheat on her and tell her that she was just a sister figure to me

>>50432433
The darkkal approach…I like your style anon

>>50432011
She's such a hypocrite sometimes, she calls her audience "daddy" but god forbid someone flirts with a male vtuber for clout.

>>50432423
Why are western women so pig disgusting?

>>50432309
It’s so over

>>50432495
Go away homofag

i forgor

>>50432537
We have a new troon collab this week. Homofags are welcome.

>>50432287
At worst she is in a parasocial relationship with us and very invested in what we think of her.

I think I'll just lie if I disappear.

This fucking brat

no interesting questions or answers today I snore

She has a point how that I think of it, even these tweets get only around 30 or so likes, which I feel is a good gauge of her most “devoted” fans. Out of those 30 people who’d really be willing to fly to Paris to kidnap her? And how’d you do it with her sister there? And she’s only going to crowded tourist trap areas so no way you’ll get away with it.

Before you all tell me to fuck off and stop baiting, this is a genuine question.
Have you ever felt like you’re falling out of love with Shondo? Like you just start feeling less motivated to tune into streams and interact with her in general? And no this has nothing do with the nothingburger drama that has been going on the past few weeks, I couldn’t care less about that shit. I don’t really know what brought this on.
Obviously I still love her, but it feels like I need to dig deeper to feel what I used to.

I can hear imagine her voice saying these replies so clearly. She's so cute.

>>50432823
No

Alright anons are we gonna do that fr*nce meet up or what

>>50432823
I've felt like that for about a week, I only watched the beginning of the stream and casually stalked her twitter accounts. Eventually her cuteness made me feel warm inside again.

>none of my maros answered yet
Did they get eaten by the filter? I was a bit slow so I hope she just hasn't gotten to them yet. Everything worked fine the last time

>>50432823
Somtimes, but that feeling goes away as soon as I watch a stream again. I think it's just my way of coping when I can't see her.

>>50432957
Well what did you say that would get caught by the filter? It’s not hard to get around it

>>50432957
There seems to be quite a few so she may still get to it.

Who else here screen caps her answers to your questions holy fuck its great

>>50432823
Sometimes you just need a little break, in real love you won't feel 100% passionate 100% of the time. If you're relatively new it could just be infatuation after all and you never truly loved her. Take a break for a week or two, don't watch her, come back, see how you feel.

>>50432957
To give you an idea anon, the one she just answered was mine and the one before that was answered 20 min ago, there was maybe a 50 second gap between submitting those two

>>50433004
I've screenshotted all her tweets as a sort of personal archive.

>>50433004
I saved it as a text file. Maybe it will help me change my mind.

>>50432821
>Out of those 30 people who’d really be willing to fly to Paris to kidnap her?
None of you faggots will deliver so stop talking about it.

>>50433005
This is what I was thinking about doing, I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I’ll give it a try though, thanks anon

>>50433055
>kidnap
That's the tricky part, you'd need a car and at least 1-2 henchmen to pull it off.

>>50432999
It's possible that she skipped one of mine because I asked what she thought of being staked by people using chatterino, and I may not have been careful enough in my phrasing since its kinda stream related

WHOS TRYING TO BAIT HYMEN PICTURES?
keep going

>>50432823
she annoys me sometimes and I might not want to put up with her as much for a bit kind of like a real little sister
I feel more of a familial love for her regardless, something more than I could feel for anyone else who isn't family but I will hold out for romantic love one day
that's being true to myself and not trying to give her expectations that are unrealistic to the fact I have a life I want to live

>>50433055
If you don’t think one of us is fucked enough to fly to Paris and try to find her you’re delusional. This fanbase is just like Shondo, not mentally stable…Hell if I had the money I’d go myself

Newfags can't into marshmallows

>>50433310
Not even any cats...

Well if you guys aren't gonna go to france, you are at least going to the movies in 2 months to see barbie right?

>>50433359
You’re god damn right I am

>>50433359
Yes just not in England, her and her mama deserve a nice day out and I wanna see it as a double feature with Oppenheimer

>>50433427
I didn't even mean it as a stalking thing, I meant it as something fun you can sort of do with her in spirit

>>50433359
No. The outside world is scary.

>>50433485
Shondo's probably as afraid of us as we're afraid of her.

fuck yeah necrophilia

>>50433582
>afraid of her
??? I'm afraid of not being able to help when she needs it the most, if I saw her in the street I wouldn't hesitate to ask for a fumo.

She really does care about us huh

She can't stop me if she's dead.

>>50433646
Glad she liked my writing

>>50433700
She's such a sweetheart and a perfect vtuber in so many ways. You guys need to take better care of her.

>>50433801
She's unironically an idol.

>>50433819
Finally, a guro idol

Fleece BTFO
Shondo fucking hates him now kek

>>50433929
You’re a bit late

>>50433929
>making the most submissive girl out there snap at you
Fleece NGMI

I'll smuggle her into Japan in a briefcase against her will.

Wow I wonder who sent that one

>>50434123
That cunt cap?

>>50434123
Really makes you think, huh?

>that message
>right after she got done telling us how cute it is we want to do those things to her
Lmao. Whoever might have sent that one realy doesn't understand her

>>50434123
someone very new

>>50434150
>>50434156
The retard even replied to it calling it based as if it wasn’t him lmao

>>50434176
Uwu retards really want her to be joking about this stuff.

>>50434150
Nah, carp.

Gonna triple down on the rape posting now

literally begging for correction.

I'm going to forcefully hug her and sob into her hoodie while squeezing progressively harder as I have a mild episode!!!!!!!!

>In an ideal world would be kept pregnant at all times
L-Lewd

>>50434603
and barefoot, for some reason

>intimacy is scary so she wants to experience it by having her choice removed from the situation
I think she might be into getting raped guys

Damn i thought the same anon. I guess it was really just nothing.

>SEVEN

>>50434608
Isn’t that a common thing with pregnant women?

>7 children
Bros...

>>50434645
>>50434659
All me.

>>50434656
if I look it up it's apparently a stock phrase from grr I hate housewives feminists
and in reality you want to maintain good arch support while pregnant

I sent her like 20 maros and none of them were answered can you get shadowbanned on maro? Can you tell if a bunch come from the same IP?

>>50434761
Skill issue. She answered both of mine.

>>50434603
>>50434645
>>50434659
>barbecue one whenever a new one is made to maintain seven
pregathon is real

>>50432821
I mean... if I wasn't a neet and had the money to get over there I would at least stalk her a bit, assuming I find her... it'd be nice to kidnap her but she did make a point saying she doubts any of us could get away with it.

>>50434761
Yes, spamming flags all your entries

>>50434761
if she really wanted she can block you through marshmallow and you won't be aware yes
I'd probably wait before you assume that though

>>50434761
20? Out of those how many do you think are even worth her time you dumb fuck?
Mine were answered, sucks to suck.

On the night I had to sleep early, this bitch does this. Why does she hate me?

>>50434931
Lucky for you, they’re still up

im going to cum to that and she cant fucking stop me

She’s so pale it’s amazing

oh she didn't ignore my marshmallows, it's just that everyone sent just as many

I want to bite that vein and drink her fucking blood

Actually child sized ToT

>>50435029
i think i sent like 6? but she only answered the ones i sent like 5 minutes in so I figured she was really backed up

>>50435063

>>50434978
I saw what she said about it. Gonna start sorting through this mess now

I am glad that I didn't ask her about her opinion on "tributes" to her photos. I don't think we would have gotten this one if I did.

>>50435098
I don't think you could have phrased it in a way she could understand with mallows filters

>>50435098
We'll never get anything like that from her ever again if you mention that.

>>50435118
baby batter

I sent one 15 minutes, then another at 30m. No answer so I assume I was just too slow

Obviously she's very pale but her skin has such a strange, surreal, ashy grey tone to it that I figure is from her sickly state but gives her this ghostly ethereal glow. Truly she is perfect in every way, like a creepy little porcelain doll.

>>50435135
okay nevermind

>>50429370
Being put in a gas chamber like the **** you are. Heh.

>>50435098
Anon... why wouldn't she think it's weird?

>>50435156
It’s beautiful

>>50434862
I may have sent something that probably got me blocked months ago. Except I don't think I'm on the same IP and im not logged in??? I dunno maybe there were just too many and I started too late

has she talked about her visual / auditory hallucinations? yes I’m new and I think schizophrenia is neat

>>50435084
TToTT

>>50435241
Once, i think it was last marrow session

>>50435241
yes the wall spiders seem to be the most common, also a shadowy figure in the corner of a room, some other characters too
she made a cute little drawing of her different hallucinations once
she also once hallucinated her dead grandfather's voice and said she would stop taking her meds just to hear it; obviously she didn't go through with that
in the past when she was younger and not properly medicated she thought her family were fake and trying to kill her

>>50435177
It's just a thought that I had when I thought about her taking pictures of her feet. Like, "I wonder how she would feel if I posted a tribute to her IRL feet (or any other body part that isn't dox) on #shaduoh?". I know she is fine with any art you make, but does that apply to pics of her real bodyparts too? Considering how she pretty much is her model, I thought that this could be an interesting question, but I decided against it for obvious reasons.

>>50432102
Yeah I'm above average in looks and I'm quite fit

>>50435348
tributes aren't art dumbass, don't post it to the art tag

It's times like this I curse myself deeply for being too socially anxious to properly follow and engage with any accounts

>>50435241
She showed the drawing >>50435332 mentioned on stream somewhat recently. She also thought that there was some hacker remotely accessing her computer.

>>50432102
>>50435356
/fit/ check how many of Shondophrenics lift?

>>50435385
Should I post it in the meme tag instead?

>>50435348
Can you please fucking kill yourself? No one, not even her, cares about your tributes.
You are clinically retarded, please cure yourself with some sink cleaner.

>>50435447
you are fucking retarded
Kill yourself

>>50435447
Do a flip retard.

Nothing under https://marshmallow-qa.com/fallenshadow_yt and the shadowchama page is gone too, so what the fuck

Probably some more third account fuckery

>>50435441
I lifted for 3 years before coof, and then have been on it again for the past year, sadly not much to show for it.

>>50435491
We’re just having our nightly schizo attack, don’t worry about it

>>50435491
Nah, 14th account.

>>50435491
strange innit

>>50435491
Send dickpicks to the discord mods to access

>>50435491
i had a chat with her on the phone and made all the posts in this thread sorry

Even the vtuber who don't realy mind tributes DMCAd the tribute pic someone put in her art tag because it doesn't belong there, why would anyone think it does.

>>50433310
I get this tooo aaaaa what am I doing wrong she hates me ;_;

>>50435508
>>50435513
>>50435533
>>50435535
>>50435565
I'm beginning to think this community isn't very welcoming towards newcomers after all ;_;

>>50435634
Lurk and learn.

>>50435441
250 pr bench press

>>50435441
I was a D1 athlete in uni. I’m getting after it again.

>>50435609
Ah nvm it's the 3rd account.
This is what I get for not making a twitter alt...

>>50435465
>>50435475
>>50435490
>>50435569
Calm down you fucking retards. What makes you think that I would actually make or post that shit anywhere, when I didn't even ask her the question about it? I was just a random thought that I had.

>>50435634
Because more than half of you are fucking retarded and risk her safety by having zero social skills or ability to read between the lines.

>>50435667
Make one right now.

>>50435732
relax elon

>>50435667
I just follow them all on my main. The trick is to never interact with any of them.

>>50435697
She probably doesn't want to know like pretty much every other lewd thing

>>50435667
Anyone who gives a shit about her did. Really says a lot about you.

>>50435441
Yes but I’m a manlet so it doesn’t matter

>>50435812
It means you'll look more muscular relatively.
I'm a manlet too and should start lifting but I'm too apathetic.

>>50435725
Nigga what about the retard just above you who wants to tag his cum-drenched tribute pics with the art tags, did he get access because of his excellent social skills? If the gatekeeping is to keep Shondo safe from creeps, it clearly isn't working

>>50435810
nah

>>50435873
It's good to gatekeep retards even if it won't prevent all of them from getting in, regardless if you are one of them or not.

>>50435873
I can only suggest so much helpful stuff like what he should drink or how he should end his life, but he might be too slow to take the hint.

>>50435873
I do NOT want to do that you illiterate niggerfaggot.

she's getting more wrinkles, she's aging

>>50436024
shut up retard

>>50436047
I will, but only because I'm sleepy, not because you told me to.

>>50436027
rrat

>>50435810
I didn't think she would private it again so soon...

>>50435885
It does but keep coping

are people able to see what's on your Tweetdeck? I'm afraid I'm going to give away her alt if I add it to my deck

I want to cause mutual physical harm to both of us.

>>50436142
You aren't aware people can see that????
How many of you faggots in this thread started using the internet only tonight? Jesus christ.

i asked her some questions that were weighing on me. can't say any of her responses really reassured me. i'm going to tear myself to pieces staying with her

>>50430273
Or you could stop being a flaggot for two seconds. The fact Shondo is leaning into her menhera traits and unhealthy coping mechanisms as a part of her vtuber character, means she probably internalized this past trauma in a fairly sophisticated manner. Why do you feel the need to "fix her" or try to change aspects of Shondo's persona as if she doesn't have the autonomy or ability to do it herself? It's obvious her having the role of a helpless, damaged idol is played up as a part of her character. And while it maybe rooted in some real personality traits, it's being exaggerated as a part of Shondo's persona.
Really in my personal opinion taking advice or expecting strangers you never met to help you cope and work threw complex psychological issues isn't ideal.

>>50436208
She answered the one question I asked, but said she wasn't sure what her answer was.

when was the last time we had a good thread?

>>50436326
Today.

>>50436326
Never. Kill yourself.

>>50436351
i will at some point don't worry

>>50436382
that's not allowed

Hope yall are happy now, seems like she is completely of the opinion that she has to continue with the rape bait to keep her current view base because you all give her so much attention when she does it instead of ignoring it so she learn healthier ways to cope with her trauma.

>>50436503
Good, it makes me insanely horny. I will cum buckets tonight.

>>50436503
Fuck you. Who are you to decide what's a healthy coping mechanism?

shit tier bait try again

>>50436503
I am happy, thanks for asking, fleece.

>>50436503
>she is completely of the opinion that she has to continue with the rape bait to keep her current view base
She isn't wrong about that

>>50436503
If you want to be a therapist maybe you should get a degree instead of larping on the internet

>>50436545
Lol

>>50436503
>healthier ways to cope with her trauma.
Like what, sucking you off?

>>50436633
>hurrhurrr I was only pretending to be retarded guys got you! xD

Sever your arteries.

>>50436633
retard

>says his actual opinion
>"fuck off retard"
>i-i was baiting you
Every time.

>>50436633
haha lol

>>50436701
I never said that retard

Here's my actual opinion: there's a 95% chance that Shadow wiill have an onlyfans by the time she's 25

>>50436200
are you gaslighting?

>>50436840
You don't know what that means if you think I was, anon.

>>50436869
now this is advanced gaslighting

>>50436811
This post finally led me to Shondo's third account!
Thank you, based retard!!

>>50436214
>as a part of her vtuber character
??????? this has nothing to do with any character
>why do you feel the need to "fix her" or try to change aspects of Shondo's persona
I don't feel it is my job to fix her. But I do think that if she is looking to us for support that we shouldn't make her worse, or reinforce the idea that unhealthy thinking is good, or make her think that she's without hope. I do not want to watch her spiral into more abuse. At the very least I would hope the people calling her their wife would want to prevent more harm from coming to her.
> her having the role of a helpless, damaged idol is played up as a part of her character
No this is not the case at all, which you would know if you participated in the thing that just happened. Fucking faggot bait

>>50436811
you fucking retard

>>50436936
You'll have to wait but congratulations, I just hope you're not an anti.

>>50436811
Thanks

what should I have for dinner?

>>50437066
Fish with salad.

>>50437066
Broken glass.

>>50437066
*unzips*

when do we learn to report?

Jesus Fucking Christ, you're all fucking retarded. Not only you post shit you shouldn't, you act like fucking children. Fucking hell

>>50437026
half of her followers are antis already
what difference one or two more make

lmao, to think this is the way it gets out. fucking retard trying to namefag some random idiot

>>50436833
Shondo doesn't like lewd sites. She'd open a fansa instead.

>>50437237
>half of her followers are antis already
What makes you say that?

>>50437302
It's funny, but the account has been directly linked by some retards on this board already. (though not in /shon/)

>>50437302
i didn't deleted it lol
not banned either though just temporarily blocked
and out what? the antis already follow her, the account has been directly linked multiple times. these retards are so braindead they only found it after them

>>50437348
Hopefully she'll filter them out manually.

>>50437302
not as bad as getting posted to swarm adjacent drama tards on here

>>50437372
coping so hard

>>50437376
Hopefully, but it may not really be possible.

>>50437400
you are really clueless aren't you
of course you are being so braindead

>>50437427
i'll leave you alone now, come dm me once you feel like namefagging again

Any time she posts on the alt twitter the threads devolve into shit and people go insane prove me wrong

>>50437512
Well, who doesn't go menhera for their oshi?

>>50437512
Her insanity is contagious.

>>50437512
remember when I said the problem was not spoonfeeding but continually talking about whenever something happens on it so literally every passerby knows it exists

>>50437026
>>50437237
I'm not an anti but the satisfaction of finding her 3rd account was short-lived. If you read the content, it's even more depressive than her 2 main accounts. I'm starting to think the "sad menhera girl" act might be more than just a character.

>>50437512
Like she said, what's love without being a little insane

>>50437512
No, it's just a bunch of literal retards who haven't learn to control themselves. I'm going back to bed. You fucks piss me off sometimes.

>>50437548
retarded newfag

>>50437548
>I'm starting to think
Anon... if you listen to the way she talks in that old Q&A from 2018 you'll instantly realize she's mentally ill.

>>50437548
She's been totally transparent about being a diagnosed schizo on an insanely strong cocktail of meds. Why would you ever think ot was a character?

>>50437565
>>50437575
Don't reply to the retarded baiter. It's kinda funny how stupid he is though.

>>50437589
>Why would you ever think ot was a character?
Well, sad and vulnerable girls can be moe.
But the kind of constant misery she talks about on her 3rd isn't cute at all. This girl is plainly not having a good time in life.

I want to hear her every thought, even if they'll literally make me kill myself.

239 followers before the newest retards joins
Screenshotted her followers, anyone after those will be the new retards
Why so many private accounts? Actual antis? Might add them all to a spreadsheet. Should have done it after the first wave of retards though

>>50437781
what can you even do about me? dm her and whine about me?

if you all insist on continuing bringing it up it's going to go the same way as the last one went

>>50437781
>>50437819
He should do that unironically, tell her to keep the followers under 240 if she wants a comfy alt.

>>50437781
I'm not one of the newer followers, but I privated it just in case she would purge people who follow all of her accounts even if they have not interacted with any of them at all. Won't prevent her from doing it of course but makes it less likely maybe,.

>>50437850
i shall be the 240th

>>50437781
This annoys me because I knew about the account before all this, but only asked for a follow about an hour ago. Now I'm gonna get lumped in with potential antis...

>>50437439
sure, stay clueless though, you clearly weren't here when that happened

he was there all along

are there actually multiple types of hymen? whats the difference?

>>50437901
>are there actually multiple types of hymen
yes
>whats the difference
how much it needs to stretch, and whether surgery is required

>>50437876
why did you wait you colossal retard
>but it was public
you know well she privates randomly
you deserve to get lumped with the braindead group

Shondo's hymen is just a solid block of 3mm thick skin blocking access to the rest of her vagina. She doesn't understand sex and thinks its painful because she has a deformity. Source: I was there.

Would it be in bad taste to DM her a pic of me at a funeral because I think I look hot in this suit?

>>50438084
>Would it be in bad taste to DM her a pic of me
yes

>>50437975
>there's a possibility a surgeon will be required to cuck you
its over

>>50437899
Where is this from, don't see it on chatterino

>>50438096
She once asked for us to send her hot pics of ourselves, she never took it back so I assume it's still open.

>go to paris to stalk shondo
>follow her to her hotel
>find out which floor her room is on
>infiltrate the hotel
>wait for her to walk down the hotel corridor on her floor
>walk in the opposite direction of her so we meet before she reaches her room
>wait until we pass each other
>grab her throat and push her against the closest wall
>Smile at her while I harden my choke kabedon
>lean in and whisper "i love you... shadow"
>give her an audible *mwah* on her cheek
>release her and walk away
>"hope you have a good time in paris"
>exit the hotel
>stay in paris for the rest of her trip and snap photos of her
>send the photos to her from my main

rate my plan

>>50438130
Asked where

>>50438037
I didn't realize how easy it was to make an alt. Thought I'd have to make a new mail and stuff... and I only thought she privated it once after the darkkal incident? I can only hope she realizes I'm a long time sub by my name. I also doubt there were many who saw that screenshot who aren't already aware. I looked away from the thread for 20 minutes and missed it

>>50434978
they still up?

>>50438130
she said she prefer to see us as generic viking blob man with no features and she muted the fag who kept sending her photos

Retarded newfag here. So if Shondo's severe depressive traits aren't just an act, if they're not only there when she's in character - why don't you offer to pay for a therapist, a psychologist or something? There has to be at least one rich chad among you lot.
You all say she's your wife and you love her, but you seem a lot more concerned about talking about her pussy than figuring out a way that you could make her life less miserable.
Doesn't it make you feel angry and powerless to read her words and how unhappy she is?

>>50437781
>private account = anti
why? how does privating your account help with being an anti?

>>50438202
she said might keep answering them tomorrow. she wont, too many
>>50438223
at least you admit you are a retarded newfag.

>>50438223
im therapist

>>50438165
I think she just allows in any that wouldn't get purged, so you'll be fine even if she doesn't recognize you as long as you don't interact with her other accounts or have her oshi marks.

>>50438223
she's been in therapy, most of the bad things that happened to her were a long time ago
she has no transportation even if she wanted to go again, and that's a big if because she is far too stubborn to do something like that on her fans' urging

>>50438108
old vod i'm rewatching

>>50438223
She is too scared to leave the house
She cannot drive
The only person that could drive her around died
There are limited doctors around her and they're shit
She is already on 5 medications
She has been involuntarily committed for several months in the past
She has suffered horrible abuse
If only you knew how bad things really are

>>50438223
>bro just go to the therapist, they are wizards who cure your brain with magic instantly
holy shit you just solved mental illness. why did no one ever think of that?

>>50438223
she can afford a therapist and has been to one or more + I have gone to multiple therapists myself and they didn't improve my situation at all

>>50437861
Good, I don't think you're an anti just late to the party. Anyone truly dedicated is in the top 100.

>>50438364
I'm just mad I wasn't the first

Can she be saved?

>>50438364
*top 20

>>50438223
money isnt an issue. she recently bought a fucking chibi 3d model for $4k and is planning to buy a ku100. she does not want our help. the only way she would accept our help is if we kidnapped her and forced her to do things against her will

>>50438161
Giga based.

>>50438385
With prayer and unconditional love? Absolutely.

>>50438412
No way anyone actually believes in unconditional love

>>50438387
Just missed, it's so over for me.

I just thought about something -- do you think Dr K from HealthyGamer could help her somehow? He does all kinds of therapy for streamers remotely. She would have to want it though. But I feel like if he heard her story he could probably use his psychiatry connections to help her in some way.

>>50438387
*top 10

>>50438443
>wanting her to talk to other men
cuck

>>50438460
>He thinks her doctor is a woman

>>50438443
No.

>>50438476
Sadly he isn't, I don't want her chatting with any more men though.

>>50438439
how do you even check?

>>50438443
This is obvious bait considering the one and only male collab she had was with that creepy therapist mod which caused her to swear off male collabs forever.

>>50438387
nah
most of the people who interact with her are top 50 though, she could purge the rest just fine

>>50438449
i didn't want to go that low but i'm also in the top 10

>>50438501
I just scrolled down and counted.

>>50438476
There's a world of difference between a regular doctor and an eceleb.

>>50438520
I'm pretty sure the order isn't exact though, I've seen it randomized in multiple occasions

>>50438510
how does that even work? is it interaction based?

>>50438502
but Dr K isn't a creepy therapist mod
I don't mean as some kind of collab, I mean getting her proper resources. But her issues might be too severe for this I guess

https://www.healthygamer.gg/faq
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AC3AmMIlNbw

>>50438503
top 35~*
You can see most of her regulars around there
I am not sure if the order is he same for everyone though

>>50438569
fuck off.

What happened to cause her to go private? some antis being cunts?

>>50438547
The top can notable accounts she follows (though I don't think there are any for this), but the rest should be in order AFAIK.

>>50438554
Chronological

this is what we get having a neuro collab

I forgive her for the 'marrying some rich guy' comment. As I thought it was just her lashing out with the harshest thing she could think of. Still hurt me a lot at the time, though.

>>50438569
Tourist-kun what's your obsession with therapy?! Therapy barely works for depressed normies let alone schizos since kindergarten. Therapy isn't magic. Fuck off.

>>50438602
it's been ages since then.

>>50438332
its insane people volunteer to be her actual friends really

>>50438656
why?

>>50438643
yeah therapists can help as someone to talk to that can give you ways of coping, but they're not magic brain wizards like people seem to think.

>>50438642
It's okay, after that d**** shit I also wanted to put her in the ground. Fast, with a bullet, not in a way she'd enjoy it. My brain worms went away pretty fast though once I've realized that d**** it's literally me.

>>50438642
don't worry no matter how much she lashes out she'll quickly remember this is the best it'll get for her (at least in her own opinion, I'm not inclined to argue with her because I do think most people couldn't handle her)

If you're part of her inner circle - top 35, top 10 or whatever - and you don't use your influence to encourage Shondo to get help you are probably a bit of a cunt.
Therapy is no silver bullet but it's a lot better than only talking to online schizos as your only source of support.

>>50438804
go to therapy

>>50438804
It may not be more helpful though; I can tell from experience.

>>50438792
people always think they can. i thought i could when i dated one a few years back. it's hell, every small mistake is added to an arsenal that's fired at you every time she feels upset. it's great having shit that happened a year prior dumped on you because dinner had to be an hour late because there was a powercut.

>>50438804
According to Shondo playing vidya is better therapy than therapy, I'm not gonna pressure her into cookie cutter normie solutions.

>>50438804
is talking to vtubers counting as talking to online schizos
I think yes

>>50438643
>>50438687
No its not magic, but everyone around her is a co-dependent and enabler or incompetent. I'm not a tourist, I just don't want her to suffer anymore if there's a chance something might help her. And its clear that the care she's received thus far in her life has been dogshit due to circumstance. She clearly has cognitive distortions that could be corrected with proper CBT. It's not good to just hop someone mentally ill up on a bunch of pills and then leave them be, medication is only really effective when accompanied with therapy.

>>50438873
>CBT
yea, to yourself

>>50438873
If you're this concerned sub for 6 months in advance and tell her to get help.

>>50438873
Unlike most of the people here you seem to have more than 2 brain cells. I hope you're in a position to offer her your advice.

Guess we have a seething therapist here or something

>>50438804
you are a genuine idiot. just straight-up stupid. not as an insult, but as a statement of fact.
please just be quiet, your stupidity is dangerous if you are confident in it enough to call people cunts just for not agreeing with your stupid uninformed opinion.

>>50438656
i would fucking kill to ber her shoulder to cry on when she needed it. playing fortnite with her when she is bored. watching movies together. you wouldnt want that? what the fuck is wrong with you?

>>50438941
>therapy = smart
American moment.

>>50436326
Unironically it was during her break, everyone was talking all cutely about her and motivated to be creative for her. It all broke down when she came back and we've never recovered

>>50438944
Ignore the grownup talk and go back to discussing her hymen.

>>50438944
probably just one dude that saw all the normie youtubers saying that they all take therapy for their depression and now thinks he's an expert in mental illnesses.
can always bet on newfags backseating her mental illness.

How deep is her hymen?

>>50439079
yeah

>>50438917
I already did, and thats not really appropriate message for her streams. Unless she receives support from the group as a whole and a realistic plan she's not going to consider it anyways. Its disappointing how only a handful of people even want to entertain the idea of making it easier for her to get help

>>50439079
if she is as flexible as she says and has done splits, her hymen is long gone

>>50438988
Mental illness isn't Pokemon or Final Fantasy
If she had a rotting leg and did nothing about it, you wouldn't complain about people backseating her gangrene, would you?

Hey guys you know what's best? Paying someone to let you trauma dump when you already have a psychiatrist, 3-4 relatives willing to listen, a few good friends and over 200 obsessed weirdos willing to take a bullet for you. Muh therapy doe!!!

>>50439113
i'm guessing your therapist recommended getting (You)s on anonymous forums to solve your mental retardation

>>50439113
Don't you have an anti-parasocial thread to complain in? Go take your Dunning-Kruger normalfag takes elsewhere.

>>50439157
Does that help with retardation as severe as yours? Have another (You), just in case :^)

>>50439137
>analogies that aren't comparable
guess therapy doesn't bring back the schooling you needed after getting traumatized by your bullies

>>50439162
No I'm not anti-parasocial, I want to help my wife.

>woke up after the maros ended
>she actually wants us to come to paris and will be disappointed if we dont
>wants us to punch her in the face or give her a massive hug that hurts if we see her in real life
Its over, sorry paris protection bros, I've switched sides. I will find and give shondo the biggest, most painful hug of her life [spoilers] maybe a kiss too [/spoilers]

>>50439137
Therapy genuinely doesn't work for everyone. It COULD work for her but it very well also might not.

>>50439228
tell her in the dms
she's sure to listen
you can even do it in chat once she streams again, highlight your message and donate 100 bits

how do you do fellow husbands

>>50439113
>Its disappointing how only a handful of people even want to entertain the idea of making it easier for her to get help
If she got better she might decide to spend less time online, god forbid that happens.

>>50439258
There it is

"i can fix her" attempt #1042312

Don't remake the thread

>>50439250
I am completely aware of how she won't listen to one person.

make a therapy thread

>>50439335
I'll make /sho/ so we can all lust after his bussy.

>>50439327
"I will make her worse" attempt #1042312

>>50439348
be the first, be the change you want to see.
without someone spearheading the charge, nobody will follow in your footsteps. be the leader and watch the rest join in your cause.
you can do it, ganbatte

>I can fix her I can fix her
But can YOU be fixed?

>>50439382
Would I be here if I could?

>>50439382
She could fix me

ok, let me explain one thing: you can't help her, you can only listen to her and be there for her and that's all she needs. therapy does nothing for her

>>50439412
because shes only had shit norf england doctors in an area where even the police are corrupt and abuse her

>>50439382
i can't be fixed i just want to suffer with her

>has a good 24 hours
>THERAPYYYY!!!!!
God I hate newfags.

>>50439432
>even the police are corrupt
I dont think you understand that this happens literally everywhere on earth

people who don't understand her in the slightest are still in this thread, why do I even bother reading this shit anymore?

>>50439515
The Swarm have been a blight on these threads for months, they refuse to filter out when clearly shondo isn't for them. I hope she has a breakdown on stream that they can't handle and leave because its getting exhausting

>>50439545
>wishing for her to menhera hard again just for a better thread experience

All of her other schizo moments have improved the thread haha.
An on stream breakdown would also surely improve it haha.