/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

My wife is very cute and I miss her a lot but I will do my art reps and persevere while she is on break

Miss wifey already

who? i forgor

Where do you even start with art reps? I've drawn some tiny sketches but I just felt embarrassed with how fucking bad they were, do I just have to push through that?
That art reps comment is living rent free in my head yes

>>48473327
it's just a burning memory...

>>48473371
I'm in the same spot anon, no art experience in 10-15 years since grade school. I have no clue where to even start

>>48473371
No clue either

>>48473061
Cute

Shondo you adorable retard go to a doctor

I hope she does more maros during the break, I've been saving up a lot of questions

has someone archived all the koikatsu stuff that was made?

>>48476155
Most of it's on twitter

>>48476251
even the lewd stuff?

>>48476273
Yeah

>>48476295
doing a quick search i can't find these for example
https://files.catbox.moe/jwb7f3.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/eyl9q6.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/qeqsg1.mp4

>>48476438
https://twitter.com/weakestschizo/status/1652713627072319493
https://twitter.com/weakestschizo/status/1652453168565960704
https://twitter.com/weakestschizo/status/1652452751417147392

>>48476486
damn my settings were filtering it for some reason, thanks anon

>>48473371
>>48473808
>>48474139
just start drawing. if its bad, draw again, and again. the first hurdle is getting into the mindset that you want to get better, so it doesnt matter if things are bad now, they'll get better. the second hurdle is working on your hand eye coordination, cause thats gonna suck too if you havent worked on it, especially if youre doing digital drawing with a non-screen tablet. then you can get around to anatomy and colour theory when youre more comfortable drawing.
all the while, if youre drawing Shondo, she'll be happy with any fan art you draw of her and cheer you on your art journey.

>>48473371
Like >>48476860 said, just do it. The hardest part is being motivated and consistent enough to keep improving. As long as you keep drawing and get more comfortable with it, you'll start improving at your own pace

It's only just now settling in that Shondo is gone for 2 weeks. That's over 330 hours. Entirely without hearing Shondo's voice live. It hurts so much already.

>>48476860
>>48477330
I dont know if I should start by drawing shondo, or try "art basics." I guess since my end goal is shondo fan art I should do that, but I just get stunlocked on where to start when drawing people

>>48478110
This is an outrage. Need live twitter space.

Shondo is the most precious and beautiful thing I've ever found. Every day since I met her feels like this

Wake up in night
Weird daughter child doing this
What do

>>48480645
Exorcism

>>48480645
rape

>>48480645
Firmly grasp her arms and place them at her sides
Look her in the eyes
Hug her
Ask if everything is okay and why she's pointing
Explain that its just like one of her dreams got stuck in her mind while she was awake
Turn the light on
Ask if she still sees it
Comfort her again and take her to the doctor in the morning
Have a conversation about hallucinations and schizophrenia
Give her chocolate and medication

>>48481180
Fauna-chan...

I didn't like how earlier in the week Shondo mocked people that 'hate' specific vtubers. Why wouldn't I hate those that attempted to hurt my wife? (e.g. Cake, Camilia, etc).

>>48481290
Try to learn from her example and be a nicer person for Shondo

>>48481290
She wants you to be nise

>>48481290
Shondo doesn't want you to spread hatred. These people thrive on any attention. It's better to rise above it, laugh at any that catches your eye, report it, and move on with your life and concentrate on things that you love.
She's right. Hating a random person you've never met, who has never personally done anything to you, who you only know through the internet, IS silly.
It might seem like because they hurt Shondo that they deserve it, but even she doesn't hate them and she's the victim here. There's no point getting angry on her behalf.
Focus on loving Shondo and her friends!

uuuuuuuuu

I hope she does goodnight voice tweets

I keep listening to ribbon cage and getting sadder and sadder

>decides to draw wife for the first time ever
>ends up drawing sho

>>48483477
It's a damn good song for someone that can't sing all that well

AHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO ENGAGE IN PHYSICAL SKINSHIP WITH WIFEY I WANT TO FEEL HER BARE SKIN AGAINST MY CHEST I WISH SHE WAS MORE PHYSICALLY AFFECTIONATE AHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>48484256
>I WISH SHE WAS MORE PHYSICALLY AFFECTIONATE
i don't. because i know it'll never be me, no matter what. it's better that she doesn't want it at all, rather than wants it with someone else.

>>48485181
I just want more simulated physical affection via ASMR.

>>48483725
good job, now try drawing another

>>48484256
I understand your pain. It's a crushing, oppressive longing that reaches the depths of the soul. Nothing could compare to a single hug from Shondo, warm and sincere. The light coconut-tinted smell of her hair. Knowing that she will support you when you're down just as much as you would her.

Channel it, and persevere. Push through the pain, let it build you up. Work until you're too tired to remember why you wanted to cry. Cling to that dim hope that all you need is to be better, so even if the dream is hopeless you are stronger for it.

>>48484256
Same, it hurts knowing I’ll never feel her cold body stir in her middle of her sleep. I’d die happy if I could hug her just once.

>will never come home from a long day to Shondo’s home cooking
>will never have her excitedly run into your arms as she tells you how much she missed you
>you’ll never talk about your day over a nice hot meal
>you’ll never take a warm shower with her where she acts shy and giggly
>you’ll never fall asleep with her in your arms while she whispers sweet nothings into your ear
It hurts…

>>48486662
>you'll never be about to leave for work only to notice her about to break down in tears over it
>you'll never call off work and instead spend the entire day cuddling with her

>>48486662
>>48486881
please stop killing me. my heart can't take reading or imagining this.

Goodnight /shon/ please stay alive overnight, I dont want to go back to /uoh/

>>48487554
i pray for the same.... im withholding from posting too much rn because megadrun but ill really miss all of you deeply...................................

>>48486662
Clingy cat girl is one of my favorite ASMR videos, and gives these vibes

my dream is to lay in bed with shondo and have her do asmr roleplay in person. not even sexually.

I want to chloroform shondo and take her to my basement and then

>>48491180
make her stream while I watch and give her shoulder rubs.

I've had 'wife doko' pop up in my mind every 5 minutes at least dince yesterday. How can one woman have such a tight grip around someone's mind? At this point I need to buy her shampoo to have it close by for a quick SNIFF or else I'll probably go insane even just during the normal shadow weekend.

>>48476438
Adding to this, the no pan teabag one is lot up on #shaduoh. That one was heaven. I'd lose any fight to her if it meant she'd do that to me to mark dominance.

why did i rewatch the end of the stream?
i miss her ;-;

>>48473371
Find (good!) picture. Add it in a layer (1).
Make new layer (2) on top. Fill with white.
Hide layer 2 and stare at the picture you pasted for like a minute, focus not on the details, focus on the shape, the ratios, the distance between things and their directions, and the edges of those things.
Unhide layer 2 and try draw the picture to the best of your abilities.
Repeat this several times. This will force you to try remember those useful facets.
After you've done this a few times where you feel comfortable that you can draw various poses from memory fairly easily, you will now go on to drawing from scratch.

From scratch. Take an image you had used before, re-draw it in a different pose entirely.
So if someone was standing posing, arms to the side pointed out, sit them in a seat, maybe in a bed (seat will be easier for now)
Seat simply has the same general body pose but limbs bent at subtly different angles with respect to your POV.
Use some references of real people sitting on a seat facing the camera.
Do various poses of each picture you used in the last step.

Persistence, stress and repetition will force you to remember these skills quickly and longer. This is the good kind of stress, the one that forces you to adapt and learn skills under pressure.
Doing it with various different art niches, like nature in different seasons, abstract creatures, etc. has similar steps.

how are you even supposed to function as a human being after finding Shondo?
her existence alone rises the standards to such unattainable levels, that the already nearly unachievable task of finding a suitable romantic partner becomes certainly impossible. and even if it was still possible, just thinking about it now feels like an act of sacrilege and betrayal.
and you can never be with Shondo herself.
in other words, finding Shondo locks you into the life's bad end. you will die alone, your heart filled with longing and despair.
and that's the best case scenario, if you somehow manage to die before her while everything stays exactly as it is right now. i'm not going to even think about the other more likely outcomes.
how do you cope with that? how do you not go insane?

Good morning! I miss my wife.

good morning everything is going to be ok everything is going to be ok everything is going to be ok everything is going to be ok

I love her I love her I love her

I want to be that cat.

spent all night enjoying wifes kisses
skip first 30m theres some sadge stuff
https://youtu.be/8_emqVkzs-M

>>48497871
This is a good one

https://vocaroo.com/15lVwX7Zd1ar

>>48501095

>>48501095
and here i am crying again

>>48501647
We can suffer together

>>48501095
cant believe shondo graduated..

>>48501095
>The way her voice gets shaky when she says "don't forget about me, ok?"

>>48502973
I love her so much I miss her

>>48501095

>>48503991
It’s over…

Shondo really Saya’d me, I feel broken

I wonder if it will get easier or harder as the days go by

I WILL start my art reps today I WILL eat healthy and take care of myself I WILL be productive for the next 2 weeks. Wifey I will make you proud

>>48501095
She sounds so desperate I want to reassure her so fucking bad

>>48501095
Her voice gets shaky like that when she’s about to cry. She misses us as much as we miss her.

>>48506891
That's the spirit!

Her morning voice is too cute, it’s killing me

SHONDONIUM SUPPLIES
https://twitter.com/shadowchama/status/1653044278447468544

She's so fucking cute. Just imagine her waking up by your side with that cute voice. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>48501095
>...please?
Wifey ;__________________;

>>48508523
thats how i woke up just a bit ago mega hungover help

>>48510784
Remember to hydrate during and after drinking. The headache is often caused by dehydration because alcohol is a diuretic.

is she ok? i'm honestly very worried

>>48511691
I reaally hope it's nothing bad

Thank god the new Zelda game got leaked, at least I'll have something to distract myself from the dread

I love her

https://files.catbox.moe/ad2eeq.mp4

>>48497691
HAIR I SEE HER HAIR I SEE IT I S

Update she's unlocked the twitch chat and has talked a little. She put 1 week follower only mode on but it's otherwise open. She said that should protect it from anyone posting stupid shit.
She really does hate the discord kek

>>48513508
>She really does hate the discord kek
well there you go

>avoiding discord
kinda based tee bee aych

>avoiding discord
>dropping the hard r in offline chat
She's out of control

>>48513508
anything interesting? i cant view it right now

>>48514276
She said rigger and rigga in chat and said shes gonna be playing fortnite with some cute girls in a bit
Also just said she might stream on her alt a bit if she feels like it

My wife is getting silly

the spreadsheet is not real

>>48514276
She just confirmed there's going to be emo/goth merch

>>48514276
>>48514700
Specifically by this artist https://twitter.com/lbstranian

>>48514276
Was shocked that there's a Made in Abyss game. Said she will play the new peppa pig game when she gets her loliest model. That debut week will be nothing but baby games. She wants to get a really good rigger for it.

fuck I have so much to do today but I cant leave chat

>>48513508
what so we're doing the secret club offline chat shit now that she claimed to hate? at least discord I can search for what she talks about

>>48515412
>secret club
It is literally her channel. Nothing secret about it.

>>48515412
Just install chatterino and add a warning for whenever she chats

>>48515504
her words not mine, it's what she said when she locked offline chat and got mad at the people who bitched about it

>>48515538
Anon she's a woman this is what they do
It was probably locked because of the mods whining. She never had a problem with it until that and said "don't tell the mods" when she unlocked it

I'm so special, I'm in her totally 'secret' offline chat.

>>48515617
yeah sounds like it's just about the mods right
anyway gonna secretly chat with those exact secret club people unannounced and spoil merch shit

>>48515746
this but unironically.

>>48514335
>>48514700
>>48514781
>>48514981
thanks!

>>48515767
based wife taking a jab a groomer discord
anyway right after she unlocked offline chat today she said she always had the tab open, so not really secretive to her

>>48515767
post everything

>>48516083
>say you have to turn it emote-only because it's a liability to her channel and puts work on the moderators
>fuckers whine about not having their cool kids club
>she says she doesn't like the club shit
>clearly she's lying in the last statement to cover for her mods?

Man, that really brightened up my day. I love her so much!

>>48516256
Same. Just a little chat and things get good again, even if it's just text.

>>48516298
That's how long distance relationships work. Tbh the good morning voice before was a great help as well. She's god damn cute. I hope my house was one of the ones she looked at

>>48515767
i'm on tv!

>>48516447
fuck off to your discord

>>48516447
>tv
Wrong board, wifey.

>>48516447
I love you wifey!

>>48515957
if you're interpreting that as a jab at the groomer discord then why do this shit to reward those nolifers that jerk off in the usually emote-only offline chat
she bothers me sometimes with all the "had to be there" shit I'd otherwise not know about if not for threads because I gotta work and sleep and shit

>>48514700
>>48514781
figure she had to be in talks with the dude since a year ago because he randomly joined the discord and followed her that long ago but hardly interacts and hasn't ever drawn fanart or anything

>>48517147
go fucking sleep then instead of being in the thread no life jerk off

>>48517147
>I'd otherwise not know about if not for threads because I gotta work and sleep and shit
I'm only hearing excuses, stalk harder!

>>48517147
skill issue.
if you really cared, you'd be able to figure out a way to automate monitoring of every single place she could post in.
everyone has to work, sleep, and even shit, too.

>>48517147
You're such a faggot, kill yourself already

>>48517502
>if you really cared, you'd be able to figure out a way to automate monitoring of every single place she could post in.
How do you monitor discord for messages from her? I don't want to get notified every time someone posts a fucking sticker/gif

>>48517216
it's not nolifing to close the thread for most of the day and then catch up on what was posted at a later point kek, bit fuckin different from having to actively watch twitch chat before her messages get buried by the fan circlejerk

>>48517819
dont spoonfeed this dude please

https://discord.gg/hsetrnSV
https://discord.gg/hsetrnSV
https://discord.gg/hsetrnSV
''

>>48517852
No one cares what you think, she certainty doesn't

>>48517852
clueless technologically stupid retard that can't even read the thread he's in to gather information on how to accomplish what he's whining about in the first place, choosing only to bitch and moan instead of solving his problems. which happens to already be solved in the very thread he says he reads.

>>48517850
So there's no way. Got it.

>>48518055
nigger nobody needs to tell me what to do, but I wouldn't know to fuckin do it in the first place without reading the fucking thread because I'm not one of the offline chat circlejerkers

do your reps you lazy faggot show some dedcation to her

Are there really non-stalker husbands? You guys must be new right? I knew there were different levels of stalking but I seriously thought level 0 stalker didn't exist, especially not /here/

I set chatterino up so that I get pinged when Shondo types in one of the chats I have open. Is there an easy way to automatically save all of her messages?

>>48518264
Make a tierlist of the different levels

>flooded with discord shitters
it was fun while it lasted

>Shondo leaves chat
>Discord clique shows up
>Chat instantly turns to shit
God I hate you all so fucking much just stick to your subs only channel or super secrit ebin shondo discord

>>48518264
Look for any reason beyond husband purity test can you really say until now there was ever anything much of note you'd need to watch her twitch activity to see, unless it's that critical to see her gush over her friends or chat up artists

>>48518755
it's one person who wasn't there before

>>48518696
>>48518755
being /here/ doesn't absolve you also being discord shitters

Decided to refine the teabagging animation. Will post something more complete soon.
https://files.catbox.moe/gunq4k.mp4

>>48518454
no. just put her messages in a separate tab for easy viewing.

>>48518910
I'd bottle up the air and sniff it for weeks if I knew she visited a room I had access to for more than 1 second. Obviously her saying "aaaaaaaaaa" in another chuuba's chat is a highlight of my day

>>48519019
>https://files.catbox.moe/gunq4k.mp4
Keep me updated. This is the best

>>48519054
Do I need to do anything besides highlighting her messages? When I make a new tab with mentions it says that it shows all the messages that mention me.

>>48519338

>>48519421
I'm an idiot. Thanks!

>>48515957
>>48516083
>>48515767
you'll have to take my word for it, but i had a conversation with her in twitter dm's about the offline chat and i argued for why it should be open. i really don't want to screenshot a dm because that feels really gay, but she said there that "she doesn't want her mods to have to sit on it 24 hours a day, plus it's definitely cultivating a "secret community" thing which i really, really don't like". she's just dumb and contradictory sometimes. it's her streams and we're just followers so if we can't handle her changing her opinion from one extreme to the other then it's on us to find another oshi desu. this is who she is, deal with it.

>>48519726
>i argued for why it should be open
Why? Like what's the point compared to talking either here or the discord.

>>48494635
Not exactly.
Shondo powercreeps normal women standards and changes your expectations, yes, but what she offers is a better ending to the average perma-/here/ anon (having noone, ever). Not a good ending, but a better one.

She's like Madoka. Before Madoka becomes Kami, magical girl's unavoidable end is to die in despair, turn into witches, and ruin everything they tried to protect, making their life meaningless. With Madokami, they are still doomed to death and cannot live a normal life, but without the despair and ruination that comes in the end.

Shondo is an Internet Angel, a Madokami. We are the magical girls. We are still doomed, you are deluded if you thought otherwise, but now there's someone who's physically unapproachable yet believes in (You) and comforts (You) along the way. Just like Madokami.

>>48519726
Well I figure she's pulled two different ways by competing desires on this. She doesn't want the community to be fragmented and it start to cause issues in the broader community (for example, when she intervened on discord fags roundabout shaming unsubbed fans), but she also wants a smaller audience she can be more open with, even if that means "testing" fans in some way that semi-naturally fragments the community.

>>48518579
>0: No stalking
>1: Follows alt on twitter/joined discord
>2: Reads threads /here/
>3: Follows all her twitter accounts and reads /here/ but does not actually stalk. Takes info as it comes but does not actually look for it
>4: Has chatterino or similar setup to not miss any twitch communication. Most likely also follows her 8 additional twitter accounts, MAL and etc
>5: Spends majority of the day archiving and saving all possible communications with her. Has probably bought her shampoo and merch.
>6: Searched through her old now deleted twitter messages and old deleted youtube videos because current flow of information is not enough. Has probably also started to stalk her friends (steam friend list, early twitter follower list and etc)
>7: Have searched through her entire internet history. We're talking old forgotten accounts in other names than her current one as well.
>8: Same as 7 but to an obsessive level. Probably also knows at least some dox. Probably knows the identity of her groomer minecraft girlfriend. Has probably found her old wattpad account.
>9: Has all her IRL information and her IRL face/model (depending on taste) plastered on all surfaces of their home. Currently planning the kidnapping
This is just a base, you can probably fill in additional things you do on the different levels.

I think it's just for the break you're all reading into this way too much

WTF is all this drama? This is ridiculous

>>48520890
I'm between at an 8

>>48520890
>only level 5 creeping up to 6
I need to step up my game

>>48520981 (me)
i'm retarded i'm a 8

>>48520968
there is no drama? someone pointed out that shondo went against her own principles. some people has a problem with that while others don't care. the end. are we not allowed to have discussions about her?

>>48520890
holy shit anon, im only like a 4 at most

>>48520890
>Level 8
I need to step up my game.

>>48520968
we're all melodramatic here and have little to do but nitpick dumb shit

>>48520890
i'm an 8 according to this, lol. my autism comes in bursts though. most days she only pops into my mind occasionally, while others (like last summer in particular) i go on very long hyper-focused autistic marathons trying to dig into her as much as possible. i feel like i've seen everything there is to see at this point with my current skills/autism though so i probably won't do it anymore.

>>48521240
Congratulations. You are now back to level 7 again.

to be desu it's not really a big deal since it's just update shit she'd normally post to discord, I'll only really mald if she starts doing twitter spaces and I miss those

>>48520890
Ive done most stuff in 7 and 8 but I'm probably solid 6
>currently planning the kidnapping
That's not till the trip to paris

>>48520890 (me)
I'm somewhere between 8 and 9 by the way. Not being from the UK really makes kidnapping her harder.

>>48520890
This is me with fauna, not shondo. Only know about shondo casue of her. I'm down bad

Anyone else got an email notification that your subscription to fallenshadow was successfully canceled? I didn't do anything, and when I check it still says that it will renew in early October, which is the correct date.

>>48521900
based stalker husband

>>48521961
I got that when I upgraded my tier and my old sub ran out

>>48522010
Ah, then it must be that. Thank you!

why did giru stop drawing her? i miss his shondo art...

>>48523623
Check discord

>>48523623
He didn't. He drew her literally yesterday.
He's just backlogged by commissions

>>48523623
you did see her last schedule right?

>>48523697
Literally me.

>>48523721
yep, i sure did anon. drawing her less than once a month is a long way from drawing her daily like he used to.
>>48523678
>>48523697
oh, completely missed this

>giru mentioned
Shondo poster can be bought here: https://girutea.storenvy.com/products/36074998-the-catalogue.. Shipping outside US is fucking expensive though.

>>48523996
I was thinking of getting it but it's not signed and kissed by Shondo so I don't care anymore as much as I like the art. I regret not getting it when I had a chance.

>>48524204
Anon... this is the first chance you've had. The birthday poster isn't the same art.

>>48524264
Oh, I'm blind

>>48523996
>Shipping costs more than the poster itself outside the US
It's not the same art or even handled by Shondo, so I don't care.

>>48523996
>stock for Shondo poster went down
Congrats to the anon(s) who bought it

>>48524204
>>48523996
yeah this
money doesnt support shondo, poster not in contact with wife

>>48526054
Buy poster of wife->Support artist who draws wife->Artist keeps drawing cute pictures of wife
Simple as.

i wish i could talk to her without barriers. im sorry for not finding you years ago.

Shondo butt
https://files.catbox.moe/2p12oc.mp4

>>48528645
What is that jiggle? lmao

>>48528740
I didn't notice until you mentioned it, meant to cut it out. Weird error from the start of the timeline.

>>48528789
It looks good besides that and the hair clipping.

>>48528942
I wish I could fix the hair clipping in a way that doesn't just move the head in a weird way. I might just make a hair style specifically for situations where it clips like that.

>>48513391
cunny bunny ToT

That reminds me, I also did this but didn't really like how it came out, I'll think of something else related to being dommed by Nina while Shondo helps
https://files.catbox.moe/3n622w.mp4

>>48530031
Yeah, not a fan of getting something shoved in my dickhole, and the deformation of the dick looks almost comical. I like their facial expressions and the idea of those two servicing me though. Maybe Nina could coach Shondo? Teach her how it's done, or an anatomy lesson, or something like that.

>>48530031
>Shondo squeezes so hard the penis shrink
I didn't know our wife was that strong

>>48530601
or maybe the penis is just that weak

>>48531152
That guy must be gay if he isn't rock hard when he has those two beauties in front of him.

What are the chances she uses the secret twitter?

>>48531419
50/50

>>48528789
Just don't let the animation prewarm. That jiggle happens because of the body's different position at the end vs the start.

>>48530031
The dick warping is actually hilarious, you should make it even more exaggerated somehow, I want to see how retarded it can get
Gw making nice stuff though

>>48533567
crumchy wife

>>48531419
Did she nuke the old sekrit account and start a new one? I can't see the old one anymore after somebody snitched.

>>48533923
What do you mean by old one? Ribbon-tan is dead, but the one after that is still there, just privated.

Have to admit Im still buttblasted Im not getting the original run of the poster. Replacement is good and all but its not the same.

>>48533923
Nice try

>>48534140
She said she's signing the replacement ones with our actual names. I'd argue that's better. And there's the extra gift too (assuming the name signature is not it).

>>48534027
Yeah, I must have missed the boat on the new one, guess I'll just pray that she doesn't post anything to silly where I can't see it. Unless there's a way to find it?

>>48534292
Okay, you are making this too obvious.

>you will never be the ojisan that groped shondo at her waitressing job
Why even live

>>48534779
i don't want to be part of her trauma

How you guys holding up?

>>48536815
Pretty good after the small chat with her on twitch, but I was pretty miserable before that. The break is hitting me harder than I thought it would, and she isn't even away for longer than usual yet.

>>48536815
drinking myself to sleep

>>48536815
I'm saving my vod rewatchs until Wednesday so it feels like a normal schedule

>>48536815
im not

>>48536815
I have her ASMR to comfort me. I need more wifey art though.

>>48536815
Doing okay, just finished the teabagging thing.
https://files.catbox.moe/zoykhx.mp4
>>48519194
It's done. It's not POV, I preferred it this way.

>>48536815
I did some of what I wanted to do today, but not everything, so im beating myself over it a bit
I'll pick up the pace tomorrow, I really want to have something nice to tell her/show her for when she comes back.
Its hurting a bit, but im also feeling inspired
She showing up earlier was really nice too

>>48536815

>>48536815
Doing alright, trying to distract myself with art reps and reading VNs

>>48537484
What're you reading?

>>48536815
Still havnt plugged in my drawing pad that's been gathering dust for a few months. I Miss her, work can't even distract me because there's nothing to do

>>48536815
As long as I find ways to hear her voice regularly I will survive

>>48537501
Currently trying to finish up Subahibi, might also reread Saya no Uta if I finish Subahibi soon enough

>>48537721
I'd say read Saya first, it's pretty short

>>48537739
Yeah, I've already read it but it was ages ago. I'm just prioritizing a VN that I had never finished before, though it'll be fun rereading Saya after having fallen in love with Shondo

>>48537962
>not waiting for the Shondo as Saya dub

>>48537256
That's cool. Thanks Anon! I like all three of these actually for different reasons. If the first one didn't have the dress on all of them could be combined into a single video.

I'm so bored, watching other chuubas just doesn't hit the same

>>48539520
ART REPS NOW FOR YOUR WIFE

Wife in Tanya's chat

Out of curiosity: who here identifies as a "normal person"?

>>48541104
not me

>>48534383
Ok, i'll ask for anon's sake: What's the secret twitter?

>>48541104
lol

>>48541328
@shadowchama

>>48541436
Funny! Are you guys seriosuly so possive about it you won't share?

>>48538731
Redid them with the updated animation. Have fun.
https://files.catbox.moe/1t3w21.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/1otwte.mp4

>>48541500
People who don't know by now don't need to know.

>>48541104
I think it's perfectly normal to stalk your anime wife when she asks you to

>>48541545
Sad. You do you

>>48541104
all me

>>48541500
>>48541600
Reps, it is incredibility easy to find

>>48541686
I must be retarded then

I can't wait for my redesign

>considering drawing a girl (You)
(You) cunny... ToT

You guys are ridiculous. If this was a Hololive vtuber, they'd announce a two week vacation to some popular party spot with a 'special friend' and be radio silent the entire time. And when they did come back, it's be a one hour stream to collect donations before fucking off again for another week. Meanwhile Shondo's staying in communication the entire time and working on content that we'll immediately start to see the fruits of. Oh and when she comes back we'll get a packed schedule full of streams. You guys are too damn needy.

>>48542132
Yes

>>48542132
>You guys are too damn needy
It's her fault

>>48542132
Where do you think you are?

>>48542132
thats what happens when you have a chuuba that actually loves their audience and isnt just here to "collect donations before fucking off again"

>>48542074
are there are any female viewers?

>>48542339
Like 3 and half of them are trannies

>>48542339
theres one that draws her fanart nearly every day

>>48542132
Holy fuck I love her

>>48542132
And the best part is she loves it when we're like this

Good night guys! We can do this! We can all make it through her brake.

>>48542664
gn anon

>>48542664
Sleep well

Last one for tonight, I'm only now realizing that I miss her and technically the real break doesn't even start until Wednesday
https://files.catbox.moe/4bf6ij.mp4

>making us sexy now
Did the weed really do this to

>>48543648
Oh god

>>48541502
>https://files.catbox.moe/4bf6ij.mp4
Thank you so much. You are the best!
>>48543610
Based fellow anal enjoyer

>>48544151
im expecting something classy or something just horrible

>>48544151
please don't do this

>>48544151
What's a Tumblr sexyman? Is it some sorta skinny fashion conscious homo

>>48544383
Apparently its like male characters that get popular on tumblr
and after that last tweets im getting kind of excited for it

>>48544383
Turns out she doesn't know either kek

>>48544260
>>48544151
>>48544533
It's ok.

I think she's turning us into a weirdo serial killer type, probably dripped the fuck out.
I am very on board

Hope new (You) reflects us level 8 stalkers

>>48544624
Nice. I can bring the mommy issues, one of you has to bring the bloodlust.

new (you) should be a creepy back alley trench coat man

I wonder how much of this is inspired by Alice's mask

>>48545729
oops forgot screenshot

>heres the cool part: the mask is the og You face
>i greatly enjoy the ides of some guy slashin people to bits with a :) mask
THATS WHAT THE POINT OF THE MASK IS

>>48545888
He's literally me

>>48545888
She really is turning us into a femboy

I liked the original You

>>48546286
Yeah but he looks like a nigger

>>48545888
Yeah I'm not a fan of the mask idea, I'd prefer just the face being a smiley face

>>48545888
no...

>>48546343
I don't want him to become too defined, he should be vague because its supposed to be a placeholder for her husbands.

>>48546286
The horned helmet adds a lot of cool/silly factor

>>48546636
I'd rather be a cool placeholder than look like a nigger in all of the porn and shit

>>48546738
>shadows = nigger
You is literally just Antispiral

Its just gonna end up being Jason with another mask in the end. Calling it.

>>48547096
I'll be a bit disappointed if it's that. But I trust she won't just do that.

>>48547096
I hope we get a trenchcoat

My Miyune and Shondo commission has started.

>>48548445
Nice

I want to bury my head in Shondo's exposed crotch and take a deep breath. I desperately NEED to know what she smells like down there.

>>48548445
Based.

I like our new design

I prefer us just being silhouettes with funny faces, the mask just looks silly and she wanted it to be more generic on purpose before

when she said mask this is not what I expected

I don't see how this makes it easier for more outfits

>>48549950
Current You is literally naked he cannot wear clothes

>>48549950
no clue, never stopped fanartists before
now we're going to have to draw an awkward mask on instead of just a blank face

>>48549950
She has a mask fetish Anon

>>48550369
This
She likes masks

goddamint wifey why did you did this to me
I was midway in a fanart of (you) in human form but I guess now the old design doesn't matter anymore
guess I will just finish it anyway and hope she still care

>>48550427
She straight up said old You isn't going anywhere and she just wants more options and choices

>>48550427
She said the old design isn't going away. Use whichever you want. Unless you were using the one she just posted.

>>48550427
Of course she'll care stop being menhera

>>48550427
She said that both versions of (you) are valid, keep going anon. Old (you) will always be there

>>48550550
>only white You's get a new design
woah shondo slow down the based here

>>48550662
Wouldn't you be white for wifey?

Sorry blacks, can't be fans of shadow

I liked it a bit but looks like it's back to the drawing board

>>48552471
>>48552471
>>48552471