/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

i love eien

My cute and dorky wife, Riifu!
I lied about sleeping.

wasn't sado and maso on the I don't get it tier for Riifu?

>>47586071
His no longer suspended but still under a close eye wifi riifu

Any place I can watch it for free?

>>47586180
youtujbe

>>47586180
the high seas

>>47586180
it's on prime right now, otherwise, hit up /t/

If Riifu started a fight with you would you beat her up?

>>47586180
do your thread reps

Blessed mommeh' tummy gurgles.

>>47586219
>beating up women
why would you need to?

and thus WFH was invented

Damn this is pretty based...

>>47586219
>5'4 woman
now i'm not saying i could one-tap her but

>Beats himself up so he gets away with shit
You dont think Riifu...

>>47586219
Not with closed fist.

>>47586389
Stop thinking

Surprised how many seem like this is their first time seeing this. Are you all zoomers? This is a core film for disaffected gen X and Millennials

>>47586427
I'm the target age group for it, but I didn't watch it till fairly recently.

Jesas Riifu's increasing intensities of her breathing during the scene

>>47586219
I wouldn't beat her up, but i'd definitely beat it up, if you know what I mean.

I want a webm of the fireball crashing over riifu

>>47586427
I worked all my life and ignored movies

>>47586427
Isn't this film 24 years old?

>>47586427
I was never one to watch movies and that's all there is to it.

HOMESTEADING WITH RIIFU hoyl shit

If Brad Pitt has a gun to your head what would you say?

I wonder if she's seen my nasturtiums

I LOVE RIIFU SO MUCH BROS

>>47586807
But does she love you

>>47586835
Yes

>>47586835
Yes

>>47586835
more than i'll ever know...

I don't like this part of the movie as much. I get it, but it's not as fun. Never read the book, would you recommend?

she has face blindness? me too we are made for eachoterh

I love her cute dorky moments so much...

>>47587109
you would kiss anyone with green hair thinking its riifu

>>47587109
that's a sign of autism

>>47586807
We don't have her for long...

>>47587159
really? its so over

>>47587146
I can wear the Riifu wig for you anon...

>>47587259
Kronies please go back

>>47587259
>So, as joke...

Magic's gone

HIS NAME IS ROBERT PAULSON

On the subject of this movie, has Riifu mentioned Spec Ops: The Line at all?

>>47587585
Considering how she joked about WP earlier, I highly doubt it

He's a schizo...

>>47587681
Bruce Willis was dead the entire time
>Streaming BLOPS and this at a time like this
serendipity or a happy accident of the universe?

Riifu is so invested in the movie... it's cute

I pollinated in the clam chowder

Tyler and Marla is me and Riifu!

>comorbidity comment got jannied in the chat
I saw that

I have deep seated emotional problems...

helena's British accent coming out there

>riifu self inserts as tyler instead of marla
what does it mean bros

>>47588138
She understand men

>>47588138
she hates women

>>47588138
It symbolizes her split personality (+5)

>>47588138
Misogyny.

>>47588138
Autistic women generally understand men more than you'd think

>>47588226
that makes me uncomfortable

>>47588183
Having perused them, those all seem mostly the same

>schizo game
>schizo movie
>all with a schizo vtuber
>and her schizo fanbase
We are... perfect...

It feels weird seeing her have the movie right there, but it totally makes senses to sync right?

>>47588226
I don't like this post

>>47588431
it offers a perfect synchronization

i LOBR this song

everything cool then?

I don't get it

Kind of a bullshit ending, but I liked the schizo reveal.

Tyler was the least schizo riifling

kino

>>47588729
would have been better played by ryan gosling

>>47588757
idk brad pitt was a pretty good cast

>>47588757
jake gyllenhall would have actually been better, his nightcrawler performance was pretty good

>>47588757
ryan never could've gotten that ripped

her talking about shadow people are gonna scare me from going to sleep...

Do you think Riifu would hate me if she knew I was prescribed actual schitzo meds

>>47588757
Ryan wouldve been a fucking kid in 1999

>(You) and I are sound of mind

>chances are that you and I are sound of mind
Haha... yeah...

>>47588829
think shed be more interested in you

>>47588851
It was for literal insomnia as well unironically

>>47588777
Love that movie
>She's googling her problems

>>47588834
ToT

Unironically nothing scares me more than dementia and alzheimers

>Riifu is super interested in schizos
It all makes sense...

we should watch collateral next

>biology lesson
Are we finally gonna find out what sex 2 is?

>schizophrenia presentation
I think the entire vtuber community could benefit from this.

>>47588757
Ryan would be 17 at the time of casting

>>47588963
it's cancelled. Stay tuned for Sex 3, from the makers of Sex

How do we get her on the topic of her suspension?

This story explains even more about her...

>>47589029
we dont we let her be happy for a little while kys

>>47588963
>>47588998
You guys are actually Riitarded.
There is no such thing as sex in the first place

She's been muzzled so fucking hard.

I wonder if Eri, even for a moment, has thought that maybe she hasn’t been the best CEO? Do you think she unironically can’t see it and is on some feminist power trip? SHE knows the truth to everything and is treating the fanbase as if we have the same info and are still schizoing out, making things hard for her for the sake of it. Still don’t know where she got the initial money from as a Flip, so maybe she owes a lot and is panicking.

I have done m with a bunch of friends and none of us have ever felt horny

>>47589060
shut up schizo!

>Riifu's soul not crushed by food service job
>she recommends it to others
how precious

>>47589065
>>47589075
wtf isnt she talking about drugs rn what are you talking abt

>>47589060
A man can dream...

>>47589087
YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT

Ive only done weed

>>47589110
everyone should get humbled by it, itll unironically make them less entitled

My poison is VTubers.

She really is cuckoo for cocoa puffs.

>>47589110
Food service is great if you have cool coworkers, it's just super draining

>girl streams that long and she fucking dies
>we watch and nothing happens to us
Thank god im not a woman
Thats a genuine disability at this point

>>47589155
this and alcohol for me. the 5 hour asmr on the former was crazy

>>47589054
But I want the truth no matter what

>>47589181
ASMR, pornography especially the AI-generated variety

She has to look at a list of approved topics...

Yeah, the heart rrat sounds more viable now. Heart and lung problems? Really is here for a good time not a long time

>the karaoke is just delayed
>she told us before she was unsure
why did she do it bros? was it to outschizo us?

>Drunk karaoke is back
HOPE IS KINDLED

>>47589236
I'd give it time. If it really is something she doesn't want to talk about for now give her time.

WHY ISN'T SHE MAKING WITTY SEXUAL COMMENTS BACK

Cant drink alcohol. Almost punched my aunt in the jaw like three years ago when drunk

>>47589181
I wake up, have some coffee then watch vtubers all day. After dinner I start drinking, and then fall asleep and let it all start again. I've got about a year of credit limit left and after that idk what I'll do

>>47589358
Half a week is enough time already

If Riifu choked me out with her thighs I would pollinate

>>47589386
she just talked about smothering us with her thighs

lmfao

>>47589386
There you go anon, a whole bunch in a row

>>47589423
I can't put any value to anything she says until we know what's going on with her

>>47589485
based

One thing I find absolute hilarious about how the whole situation was handled is that people not only forgot both Eri and Riifu are women but also the kind of women to become a vtuber of course they are retarded

>>47589211
I used to work in food service and the coworker I shared most shifts with was a gay spic who's favorite music was kpop. It unironically helped my ability to drown out my surroundings and disassociate at work.

>my comments in chat pop up between other people after a significant delay
Did I get put on a mod's shitlist? Do they have to manually approve my comments now?

ready for six hours of post-movie zatsu to make up for lost time?

>>47589491
This. Having to endure a drugged-up lying gaslighter for two years made me far too paranoid to ever really believe in any good times. I need to know what's up.

>>47589539
are you on Top Chat instead of Live Chat?

Riifu's stinky braps..

>>47589434
>>47589488
Everything she says just sounds like bullshit now

>>47589539
switch from top chat to live chat schizo

>>47589404
Gabe....

my sister walked on her tiptoes for years...does she have tism?

>>47589590
>>47589616
I'm talking about the on-stream chat display. My comments don't appear starting from the bottom, they just pop in after a while halfway up the screen.

I am a sweaty fuck but I'm pretty skinny, what is the cause?

>>47589690
do not prescribe yourself to any condition at the suggestion of modern "doctors" (pill pushers) and their symptom lists. they can turn any mundane action into an excuse to medicate you with the most evil creation of man, ssri's.

>>47589766
>going to a doctor

>>47589760
real reason is anxiety, autistics are prone to be anxious

>>47589766
>he can afford a doctor

>>47589589
Just enjoy the ride while it lasts. If you can't do that, and do reps to keep yourself prepped for if the worst does happen, I don't know what to tell you.

I find the girls fun, and the streams enjoyable

>>47589760
9/10 cases are anxiety lol

>>47589744
I've got a similar problem to you, but mine is a very minimal delay, like half a second to a second. I've always just taken it as a delay from message to server and accept it. I also put the idea that everyone else has the same delay as me in my head to cope.

Is this technically 4 streams in a week? Hours wise shes actually still streaming more than some holo talents in a week

I want to hold riifu down and make her lick switch cartridges

You fuckers have a way to get on my nerves

>>47589868
cmon anon, you can't compare anyone to how little holoen streams

>>47589868
Where are the 7-day streams coming back though

>Punches the sac to get rid of the itch
smartest Riifling

Looking at Kilia's schedule it's hard to understand how she didnt make at least one of her streams this week mem only.
Also there was an incentive that T2 members and above could request songs for karaokes Kilia, we're still waiting about that one, it's been more than a month now.
That was my anti post of the day thank you for reading and good night.

How does she know so many of our secrets...unless she has a guy

>>47590006
You won't get them from schedules but in the form of guerilla streams
Riifu hopes you don't mind

>>47590139
Yeah, me.

>>47590139
Yeah, me

>>47590139
yeah, me

>>47590006
possibly never. whereas before she would seem a hop skip and a jump from leaking all her upcoming projects, now that she cancelled ALL of her collabs and her schedule she seems to be taking a very non-committal approach. I wonder if even she knows what she plans to do

>>47590139
yeah, me

>>47590139
>>47590154
>>47590163
>>47590165
Me too.

>>47590154
>>47590163
>>47590165
>>47590176
my hands typed thes

>>47590139
yeah, me

>>47590167
As ridiculous as her suspension and gag order already is, making her cancel all her collabs is completely over the line. What the fuck are they thinking?

I noticed she doesn't mention her mother much

>>47590246
That's been a constant since before the mega-yab

>>47590246
She said she has fat tits.

>>47590139
Oui, moi.

>>47590196
i must be tyler durden, because im sure i typed this, i just didnt remember it

>>47590139
Sí, yo.

>I pick a game and then focus on that game for a long time
>constantly drops games on stream

>>47590359
wasn't the game

>>47590359
More like
>My 'tism picks a game that I focus on a lot

>>47590359
I do the same thing. I one game, or one thing, hard for about two years and then I drop it forever and then hop around briefly before I find the next thing to latch onto

>>47590359
Only thing she's dropping is her fat arse on me face.

>>47590399
>>47590409
>>47590410
>hyperfixation
naruhodo

>>47590409
you mean my faceds4d0

>>47590409
She's also dropping her graduation stream soon.

>>47590433
>Facesitting reply sandwiched between the two real answers
kek

I use CAPSLOCK for sprint. Why am I the only one who does this?

>>47590052
I too am disappointed with no membership stream this week. Was hoping to at least get another asmr stream before the end of this month...

>>47590570
I dislike using a toggle as a keybind because after I'm done playing I won't know what it's set to until I test it out by typing.

>I was not supposed to stream this long today
rrat bros?

>>47590698
SHE'S GONNA GET YELLED AT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>47590698
supposed to be in bed with me sorry

i can't get horny for her anymore...im too sad

>Overwatch ASMR

>>47590698
>>47590720
It was going to be a little trepanation from management, now its scheduled for a full lobotomy.

>Eri is going to Mcree Riifu

>>47590802
>BO2 was her way of saying she is getting brainwashed

Riifu read over half of my comments, and two of them back to back. My trust levels have somewhat recovered to a stable 60%.

>>47590858
i tried to warn you 2 threads ago

>>47590824
>Twigu Evergreen

>>47590879
I thinks he read only 2 of mine out of both streams Im shattered

The old Riifu is shining at time...She's still there

i regret sending a specific maro

She is much happier now for sure. We must protect mommeh.

Anons, I dont get horny from her dirty talk, am I gay?

>Filthy Frank
so many parallels

are the riiflings ok now?

i told her to blink twice if they're watching her and she skipped all maros

>>47591014
no im very tried drank a lot tonight and heart still feels heavy io also work in 3 hours

>>47591066
She's been brainwashed.

>>47591014
doing better, but not okay still.

>>47590977
looks like your prayers have been answered because she dropped marrows fast
>>47591008
I don't either, but I enjoy hearing it

plans for christmas???

>>47591167
if i can skip out on ma familia? riifu lotr

Riifu should also read Futanari no Elf

>>47591086
Hi me

The singular Skylight delivered something to the Discord
https://files.catbox.moe/0qjs6e.png

>>47591167
Lotr watchalong, it was prechat she would talk in with riitards

>>47591206
Overrated. No insertion

>>47591206
is there penetration already
aside from oral

You guys are my social media /eien/...

>>47591014
Hell no. To be honest, I would have preferred her not to stream at all until she could talk about what happened

>>47590913
Yeah. She seemed way better this stream, like she loosened up and let her guard down more. I really wonder what the fuck happened. The way she was given permission to do the Fight Club stream seemed like she was rewarded for being on good behavior during the COD. Stream. I guess management wanted to see how she was going to handle her first stream back and she passed.

She's sorry for crying at the start of the BO stream. She wants us to enjoy streams and not worry about her. But I can't help it with how vague everything has been...

>>47591014
How surprising, letting Riifu talk to riiflings calmed down riiflings generally speaking. Not happy with the Management fuckery that's happening but I'm just happy to hear her

Hearing her talk about looking forward to Christmas is reassuring

>>47591243
>>47591238
Literally next chapter, he said he's studying sex scenes in other eromanga to make the perfect scenario.

>>47591303
The fact that it's impossible to tell if management is genuinely good and helpful or antagonistic controller freaks is pissing me off.

>>47591399
wamen in charge is detrimental but also being a chuuba herself should be beneficial. So six of one, half a dozen of another

>she won't talk in discord
why?

>>47591457
monkey's paw

>>47591457
so she can talk /here/

She won't be talking in "discord" but she will be watching. Be on your best behavior, and all

>>47591490
have you seen the previous threads?

>>47591457
Laying low, probably.

LFG SHE WONT TALK OUTSIDE OF STREAM WE DID IT ANON

Gabe what the fuck

>>47591490
My fucking names are different there she wont even know its me when I'm in stream everyday im retarded

>i'm super excited for collabs
to
>im not really looking to do collabs
it...is...over...

Good time, not a long one

Goodnight /eien/.

>>47591457
Because of you fuckers went schizo. Now she's scared of pissing riiflings off. Good job riitards.

>>47591619
she said this before the suspension. she started saying it right at the end of the Phasmo collab

>>47591671
Gnite anon!

>>47591399
Yeah. I don't WANT to blame or hate or be suspicious of management. I genuinely do not. I imagine it causes a lot of friction when a talents viewerbase are constantly antagonistic and making assumptions. I would like to give the benefit of the doubt. I just.... I've been burned too many times and I've seen this happen more than I wanted to.

>>47591677
It was fine before her break. She was chatting with riiflings in both public and members channels. This is something else.

Its Idol
Juna and Rin fucking said something about Riifu and Idol are threatening Eri with leverage

>>47591457
we finally won
she will have to talk here now

>>47591695
Being a veteran of the hobby is a bitch ain't it? Especially with Riifu inexperience.

>>47591727
>ok girls it was great collabing with ya!
>don't fall in an oven until we meet again get it

>>47591727
She barely talked during the collab though

>>47591727
>>47591758

>>47591619
She wasn't too keen on collabs in the first place but the management shenanigans will only make that stronger

>>47591727
>Chuckle at this rrat
>Check twitter
>Riifu doesnt follow Rin or Juna

>>47591727
possible that Idol management had no idea they were working with an AVTuber corpo until after the fact

I don't think she wants to end the stream.

>>47591808
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

>>47591834
I'm skipping work already so I hope she keeps going

>>47591834
she would go 24/7 if her body and management would allow for it

>>47591727
every time...

>>47591808
I just checked she follows Juna this rrats over.

>>47591834
now we just need people to stop saying goodnight to her so she doesn't feel bad and end stream

>>47591893
>she follows Juna
Wait wtf Rin what did my Scottish elf do to you?

>>47591931
I don't follow rin I'm to lazy to look further

>>47591808
she follows both of them
juna follows riifu and kilia

>suspended from elden ring online till september 26th
its over.

Oh goddamn it Nene is also doing Elden Ring buttrun.
I'm being tested

She says she wants to ease back into streams... prefers to focus on playing childhood games. This means she wants to play games that are comforting, nostalgic, she has fond memories of, and knows what to expect. She went from wanting to do collabs to having all of them uncertain... Also she is still avoiding reading the word "mommeh"...

What the FUCK happened?

>>47592032
just said it, begone rrat

>>47591931
I think Riifu said she was friends with June before Eien. Can't remember.

>>47592032
obviously a riifling went schizo and riifu doesn't want to talk about it because she doesnt want us to feel bad

>>47592032
>says mommy seconds after you post this

not a riifling, so not watching the stream
but i wonder if she's live reading the thread

>>47592101
She has too! we killed discord!

>>47592032
>As it's not family, health or termination.
rrat brain tells me it's some fucker from /here/ trying to stalk her irl or some shit. That's why the radio silence the plast few days.

>>47592138
Did she get dogbear'd?

>>47592101
Ignore that previous retard. No she doesn't.
She at least hasn't directly referenced this place in a while so there's that

>>47592138
I feel like its a discord person using this place as the excuse in all honesty because this place is easy to paint as a bad guy.

riifu is not helping the anti-doom...

We like the other girls and we support them. But we love you most of all...

I'll support the other girls if I feel like you're in a good place, Riifu.

your gut does synchronize braps with riifu right? How else can you call yourtself a riifling if not

>>47592250
what kind of autism is this?

Alright, time to cry.

>kisses to end stream
we're healing?

>not good morning good afternoon good evening
It's over...

NO RIIFU INTERACTION UNTIL TOMORROW LETS GO

I don't ever want to lose this smile again...

I'd sacrifice a goat to hear Riifu's braps. Or nurture it fully, because Riifu loves goats.

>>47592057
To be fair, I noticed it when she read someone's comment and she just straight up didn't finish it since mommeh was the last word. But since she did say it after I guess there's no hidden meaning.

>>47592279
Did she really pick up the Truman Show phrase as a signoff?

It was really worth being here with her today but damn Im still concerned I wish could take all the problems away

the deafening silence of an ended stream...

>audio anon was summoned
>bragged /here/ in a creepy way
>this drama happened
>haven't seen him since

>>47592354
I can hear the brap echoing across the sky

Same but this womans healing everything, i know im still worried but i know in time she will tell us, and it seems like she wont be gone soon. Ill see. Im hoping...ill work in two hours but ill keep her twitter like on my phone to get me through the week...im this petty yes

>>47592370
I'm pretty sure he posted random screenshots of shit he was working on for her like twice here?

>>47592370
He did appear yesterday, joking about making us cum secondhanded. Might have been a ruse though.

>>47592370
never trust audiophiles

I think she's definitely been told to tone down the lewd content on her streams. Just so awkward hearing her trying to tiptoe around invisible landmines that management has placed. The watchalong brought back some of her energy, but the free spirit has been caged. Part of her appeal was that she was an unrestrained ball of joy, but now you hear her suck in deep breaths whenever she has to shill the other girls.

>>47592408
>>47592419
damn, my rrat didn't last long

>>47592436
She's been pushed off the mainstream so many times, being seiso on main was not her strong suit

>>47592436
I hope she's at least allowed to be a little more loose with things during members streams

>>47592436
I hope that this isn't the case. I want to believe that the mood tonight was just weird due to everything that has been going on. It would be a shame for her to act less lewd towards us, particularly when Kiki continues to pander in this kind of way.

>>47592462
You guys have been getting nuked all night really quick lol

>>47592436
>another anon deflecting to lewd content to avoid looking in the mirror

Again with the "support the other girls, they'll go far" talk.

Riifu, I'm already membered to everyone. I watch almost everyone's streams whenever I possibly can, even having multiple tabs open. It sounds like you want us to focus more on the other girls and less on you. Why? If its not your health, then it has nothing to do with being here for a fun time, not a long time. If its not family, and you're not graduating, then the only logical conclusion I can glean from this is that its either an issue with management on how you conduct yourself, , which I find harder to believe given that you just said you'd fart in our mouths and all that, or, there is something going on with you outside of EIEN that has the potential to interfere without warning. Given that it seems like you were on a bit of a leash today with being given permission to stream the Fight Club watchalong, I'm leaning more towards management getting overinvolved. This reeks of when Pippa was wrangled too hard at the start of Phase Connect and she almost quit, until they hired an actually good and understanding manager to be the middleman who knew how to balance growing a company with giving the talents freedom to stream.

I need to know whether or not I should hate management. They DID suspend her, right? I feel like she would've said something like "please don't get upset with management" if they didn't do anything, especially since she said she's reading the discord so she saw people upset with them.

>>47590139
Yeah la, me ah bro, swee swee i her bf

>>47592621
She already scolded us in the past about management HATE when we didn't even really hate them compared to this. She said it made things harder for her and not to do it. And look where we are now.
Be a good riifling, be nice to mommeh.

I think this is an Okayu situation. She joined only for vidya and coom and didnt realize the company expected her to do other stuff and now shes have an emotional moment trying to regain her bearings

>>47592588
>Again with the "support the other girls, they'll go far" talk.
She was like this from the beginning but now it's scaled up for some currently unknown reason

>>47592032
Everything that can go wrong, went wrong

>>47592691
>other things
such as?

>>47592621
I don't trust Management but be careful how you distribute that hate. Riifu will be in the crossfire if you're not careful. Hell she's already taking bullets

The "support other girls" part did feel forced, but she might just have been tired or distracted by other things.
Just be alright Riifu.. You tell us not to worry, so I will trust you for now.

>>47592735
Having sexy lesbian discord calls with Eri.

>>47592735
In Okayus case singing. If you paid attention she was shilling her genmates songs and covers, Im certain Riifu is being afflicted with a bad case of thinking shes useless when it comes to skill and coom and feels like her genmmates deserve more compounded with emotional and personal shit in her life

>>47592665
How can we stop hating these fags (and whore) if they keep doing stupid things nonstop? Maybe we're not the problem?

>>47592436
I'm keeping my membership with hopes that she'll explain eventually. I'm setting a limit of 3 member streams. If we still don't get answers by the third one, then I'm out.

Numbers wise, things have normalized a bit. To what degree missing all those streams stunted Riifu's growth I can't say, but the other girls seem to be doing fine.

If you end up coming here Riifu here are some of the nasturtium I've planted for you. So whenever I look over on my desk they'll be there, and I'll always think of you. My personification of you sorry I'm schitzo, and I like flowers a lot.

>>47592811
it'll be water under the bridge by then anon, let time heal wounds

Was Riifu the only one who was effectively self-employed before joining? Kiki, Kilia and Skye have all been very open in their streams about currently working other jobs on the side or just before joining. I know Kiki quit after joining and I think Kilia is nearly a full-time streamer now. Not sure about Skye with her skill set. It could explain potential clashes Riifu may have had if she's used to being in total control.

>>47592588
I support her getting her own manager like Pippa 100% if things could go back to the way they were

>>47592845
Riifu talked in this very stream about experience being in the wagie cage

>>47592817
Cute!

>>47592817
Hello 2nd-plantanon! Great so see that it's still growing well.

>>47592621
Management is completely at fault here. I don't see any way that she could have been wrong.

I just can't help but worry. How do I put on a smile when she's near

>>47592878
Fair enough, I jwu. Hope she's doing well.

>>47592839
Nothing matters to me but the truth. I'll hold on to the pain and anger until then.

>>47592902
I'm the first one I've moved them from the original thing they were in to a pot on my desk lol. The 2 in this picture are the 2 I've shown so far

>>47592588
I think either Management is making her shill for them harder or Riifu for some reason feels responsible for them lagging behind(Although Kilia is similar numbers now last i checked). If it's the former, that strategy won't work as well as they would like.

I think I'll try writing a feel-good marrow. Is it possible to use one to send a pastebin link? I think Riifu should hear a little perspective on why people like her and I've got lots of words to type.

What was this about changing stream tomorrow?
Different game?

>>47592966
pay 5 bucks to get a 10k limit for a month

>>47592967
yes but i can't remember which game she wanted to change to

>started recording when she said she was holding in a fart
>until the end of the stream when she said she's gonna let it out after hitting stop stream
>the recording is 30 minutes long
Imagine the smell...

New rrat. Riifu understands (supports?) the backlash against management but doesn't want the other 3 to suffer from it, so she keeps telling us to support them. I'm probably wrong though...

>>47592967
It's my fault. I complained when that first ASMR was moved to a different day. Monkey's paw. I am so sorry bros

>>47592967
she says the game sucks

>>47592943
Ah sorry anon, we have many plantposters it's a good thing . It's really great seeing the progress.

>>47593014
needy streamer? I did play it yesterday and complained about it being depressive, maybe she noticed..?

>>47593008
I'm almost tempted to pay for that bullshit. The only talent I've cultivated in my life is writing.

One of these rrats in the past few days were written by Riifu and isreal.

>>47592967
I really think it might be a bad game for her to play right now.
>>47593051
Just write multiple maros and put like con 1/4 and some letter combo so she can find the connect maros quickly

>>47593051
>cultivated
that bullshit chinese game about cultivating chi might be for riifu

>>47593034
well she said "I might change tomorrow's game because it's a little" and did that mumble she does. Then said said she might change the game

>>47593073
it was the one about riiflings going schizo in the idol girls chat

>>47593073
what i wouldn't pay for a riifu authentic rrat...

Its great that she's back but I'm still concerned.
A lot of signs point to the suspension, especially with some of the things that were not said at certain points.
But Eri also mentioned the "personal reasons."
I feel like distrusting Eri if it actually was personal reasons would also be distrusting Riifu.
So even after that, I'll wait.
I won't be disappointed with less streams, I just want to hear it from Riifu that that's her plan.
I won't be upset if she doesn't want to share her personal issues, but at least hearing from her that things are going on would be understandable.

why can't anything ever be okay...i should've loved her with all i had before shit it the fan

>>47593086
She'd be stuck with tier 8 golden cores unable to progress

>>47592801
Riifu constantly questions why we stick around when she rambles about this or that and thinks that she's boring. Woman we like you for you. Not just for coomer shit. I think she will get that through her cute dumb head in time like Okayu did.

How did the poorfag cunny end up being the most mentally stable one?

>>47593194
I will second this I literally am just happy being there spending time with her I haven't once thought she was boring.

>>47592621
It was basically a hidden suspension. It would have looked really bad for them to outright say it. Firstly, everyone would have gone WTF? Secondly, we're only a month and a half in to EIEN, so for someone to get suspended in a new corpo that early would really rub everyone badly. Whatever it was, management did not want everyone thinking those things. The fact is that so far, at least from Skye, she didn't think Riifu taking a break seemed weird. Skye was also recently on a break herself, but it was pre-planned.

Based on this, I firmly believe management has a beef with Riifu over something she did that they don't like, but they don't want the other girls to know about it either, so they had to frame the announcement the way they did but toss in the usual "its not about her health or family guys".

My rrat is that this was retaliation from management, for having to close the VC's, because primarily Riiflings were complaining about it. When Kiki said VC's were closed in order for her safety, that may be what management told her, because they didn't want Kiki to know Riiflings were mostly responsible, and thus breed potential drama or resentment between talents.

>>47593098
Yeah, that game is very on the nose about streaming and parasocial relationships, even if it is mostly a parody..

>>47593268
I thought the fact that I never hear about Sky meant she was the most stable

>>47593268
less developed country
less developed mental issues

>>47593295
She's arguably the most menhera of the group

>>47593194
her enthusiastic rambling is beautiful and I can listen to it forever, even when she's all monotone and tired

>>47593086
I unironically would love to watch a vtuber play Amazing Cultivation Simulator.

>>47592811
You can handle this however way you want, but is her talking about it is up to her? Feels like she's been told to stay quiet, and she just got back from breakprobably supsension so she's wary.

I fell asleep mid stream did she say anything?

>>47593194
I'll make her get it through her cute dumb head.
I absolutely loved hearing her talk about the crows during black ops. She lit up and I felt some of relief in that moment.

>>47593194
riifu i would sit there and listen to you breathe for 8 hours. every day i get to spend with you is a blessing

>>47593359
nothing about the /situation/

>>47593359
Most she said was an apology for the Black Ops stream intro.
Otherwise nothing.

i think i'll write riifu a long sappy maro tomorrow

>>47593441
I wonder why she felt the need to apologize. Everyone can show emotions, no judgement..

>complains about discord groomers
unironically grooms her into not being able to speak to us because of the constant "do you hate us?"

As tough as it's been, I feel like we can get through anything at this point. Most of us are still here.

>>47593561
Until the end times.

>>47593561
I wasn't kidding when I said to hell and back.

>>47593286
Do you know that vc has a capacity of 100 people max? They may tell anything about safety and moderation and shit but if the corpo is planning to grow there is no place for vc anyway

be honest with me bros. its gonna be okay, right?...

>>47593561
I've been in this hole since 2018 when /jp/ translated chuubas streams. Riifu is special

>>47593194
thats like asking why ppl stay around for kiara suerchat readings lmao. Honesrly the random rambling and tangents is why i like to watch Riifu, the coomer stuff and dirty talk are ofc a cherry on top but i love her interactions with chat and how parasocial she is with us.
now for blog post time! so when she says about hyper focusing on games and other games just not sticking, i felt it. Ive got both high func autism and adhd as well and went to a sped school, so had frens and classmates who were either same lele or worse autism. I do sometimes focus on games for even 3 mohts every day, then once im done, i drop it for a year. I still have 3 games i play often having like 5-3k hours each, war thunder, overwatch warframe. And then some other games just dont hit the parts that stimulates the focus and its insta drop.
She's perfect to me. The more i watch her, i love the affectionate talk and love she shows us, and i wish her the best in anything she does. Imposter syndrome and self doubt are stuff that do hapen but shes entertaining and talented in her own ways. Talking about crows was the part where she actually sounded happpy in the stream, and the longer she hung out with chat talking, she sounded happier tho theres like a underlying issue she dosent want to share, which is fair.

>posts gosling ifunny memes to avoid thinking about the toxic parasocial relationship they inflicted on a tistic elf girl

>>47593709
She talked about the Christmas Lord of the Rings watchalong, it'll be okay.

>>47593709
She just needs to play with the riiflings again to feel pure joy. The contrast last night between Kiki and Riifus' streams was brutal.

>>47593785
inflicted? How new are you?

>>47593785
you have to go back

>>47593818
>>47593827
Don't reply to the faggot, he's been trying to bait for a while now.

>>47593818
do you hate me anon?
i missed you anon.
don't leave me anon.
ill cry if you go anon.

>>47593875
>do you hate me anon?
yes

>>47593709
>its gonna be okay, right?
It's very important that you consider this:
Her held back emotions were because she's happy to be back and the kindness (and even crazed support) both makes her feel appreciative, but also regretful that whatever kept her away for 3 days abruptly happened as it did.
Riifu was one of two people I saw come back from an unexpectedly long break yesterday. The other is a much smaller channel and she was gone for over a month (though on discord) but still got more people taking the time to be there than her usual streams.
So while she was easing back into it (kind of like Riifu said she was doing) it got to her at the end and she was thanking people for being back, only partially holding back the tears and change in her voice she's also autistic so she can't hold back fully if she wants to.

In the dead of night.
A black winged flight.
The crow calls out.
After a fearsome bout.

A crippled limb.
Wet beady eyes.
Feels so grim.
So small in size.

Saved by a kind lady,
though she seemed so shady.
Fed and loved,
by the elf who's gloved.

A second one has shown up,
another flawed bird.
With eyes like a crying pup,
and a bird-call like none you've heard.

She shows pampers us, so sweet and kind.
I'm so glad, this angel I could find.

Thank you, Riifu.

I've been struggling to coom lately. I get that post-nut feeling mid-way and just lose the energy and care to continue.

>>47593995
ED anon...

>>47593995
I've been struggling to get it up, as if nothing really stimulates me any longer.

I bothered looking into that tweet people were whispering about where it said "next year" and might very well have meant to be "within the next year". It's twitter, people leave out stuff all the time.
I'll grant you that I'm a noob so maybe I don't know something that makes that reasoning unlikely.
However, if she literally means "next year" then think about it: it must just mean she has big plans that require 8 months to properly plan out - most important of all is pacing herself between her roles.
And that makes sense, right? It's no different from working multiple jobs - your time is limited and you need to figure out the best pace. Sheer enthusiasm left unchecked leads to being worn down.
>tl;dr There are a lot of factors she's still learning to manage so chill and trust her because it's all up to here anyway

>>47594066
Depression + higher levels of estrogen will do that to a man. Are you gaining weight Anon while being depressed?

>>47593960
It's debatable if those were happy tears.
Tears from overwhelming emotions? Sure possibly.
Only reason why I say that is because at the end that superchat gabe sent made her tear up again.
She wouldn't tear up out of happiness to something she might not be happy about.

>>47594117
I've been feeling highly emotional these past few weeks, not so sure about the weight. Might be my age, or more likely too much porn.

>>47594149
No, what I was getting at is that it's not just sorrow. That in fact the happy elements make her care more about the bad parts, because it makes her feel bad about it happening/letting it happen, more regret. But even so it means she cares that much more about the situation and the various shows of support do mean something.

>>47594149
yeah, every question about the future also triggered this, it got a little better in the end but still

If Riifu's condition got worse and she was unironically dying now would you want her to let us know?

>>47593962
Alas, not my best work, and a typo in the too.
"She pampers us, so sweet and kind"*
How embarrassing.

>>47594362
"and a typo in the END too"*
It's too late for writing. I'm out.

>>47594352
Yes. My life experience taught me that truth is best learned early, always.

>>47594117
NTA but what are some natural ways to increase testosterone? I weight lift most days and am in good physical health, but due to being self-employed and working from home, my current situation makes it difficult to meet women. Dating apps are a woman filter for me so I don't want to use them. At my old job just having women physically around me really made a difference. Probably hormone-related. Vtubers kind of temporarily fill that void for me as it's nice to interact with them, but there's only so much you can get from pngs and audio.

>>47594238
I get where you're coming from, since she said her heart was beating out of her chest and she was nervous.
This was the first break she's had since day 1, so she might've struggled a bit with "how" to come back.

>>47594253
I feel like she really eased up during the Fight Club watchalong so I was happy to see that
I was also happy that she felt like talking for a while after that too.

Goodnight /eien/

>>47594647
Sleep well mr. Gosling.

luv me 'tist
luv me laughs
luv me good times
ate' no one
simple as

>>47594647
Look after yourself, anon. Do it for her.

Hey /riifu/
Did anything happen in the last third of the black ops steam? I fell asleep

>>47594693
I checked out after her first tea-break. She sounded a lot happier and more calm then in the beginning

>>47594430
Unironically working out, getting sunlight, sleep is very important, and getting more proteins help. Your case just sounds like depression because you're always at home inside? Try getting out more Anon, and hard lock yourself into an 8 hour sleep schedule for a bit see how it fairs.

riifu farm life <3

>>47594430
Take Tongkat Ali together with Fadogia Agrestis. They have a synergistic effect that boosts test production and makes more free test available for the body to use. You can also take KSM-66 to reduce cortisol, which has an inverse effect with testosterone. And then of course there's Zinc Picolinate to add to that. If you want to go even deeper, add Boron supplements to the mix. There's way too much info to put it all here so I recommend researching yourself.