/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>45877929
KIKI RABU

Kiki Love!

Kiki searchable game playlists: https://rabbalabs.com/vods/

I VERY love Kiki!

do not soak toe in a basin or anything that will make it worse. a rinse with normal saline is ideal, let it dry fully, small coat of antibacterial/antifungal ointment, gauze and tape it down. change dressing daily. would be the best way of going about healing your toe. band-aids are eh but if its all you got its better than nothing. just change it daily. please have a little more care for yourself. you delivered all that thinking i'd get a laugh but it just makes me worry.

Mind status: Unchanged

I LOVE MY LOLIBABA RABBIT WIFE

>>45878156
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4Gh11wjpKw
just pour some alcohol on it

i want kiki to rape me so fucking badly. i need it. i'm going to write in my journal about it at length with gratuitous descriptive imagery and then i'm going to schizodraw it for hours in mspaint

if i was going to write smutty fiction do you think kiki would hubba hubba more to something wholesome about her and a champy or something dark? would she care more about building the characters and the setting or would she just want them to dive in to the naughty stuff?

>>45878970
just make it good lol dont overthink it, she likes both, she likes lore, she likes stuff we make

probably not anything dark though

Kiki love
nini

>>45879212
kiki love!!

nini!!

>>45879212
nini

>>45879081
okay, so probably best to just write what i feel strongest about, and i pray that kiki likes it then

>>45878970
she needs cheering up not people's edgy schizo suffer porn fantasy, she's a real person that needs more positivity in her life

Poured a beer, cooked some burgers, got Mechanicus on Switch, ready for a comfy night of cuddling my Kiki daki

if I wake up unraped tomorrow morning I will be very upset

>>45879298
most of my inspiration came from her dropping hints about her turn ons and then i'd just write out how I'd go about fulfilling them

>>45879536
i think i'll kick back and have a chill night myself, it was a long week and i need to treat myself

>>45879496
yeah the more i thought about how i'd write the dark stuff the more depressed it made me feel, i'm her champy, and the thought of being mean or at all bad to the girl i love just made me really sad unironically. it would have to be wholesome.

>>45879562
if I wake up tomorrow morning I will be very upset

>>45879686
i had a phase like that as well so i understand, but it feels much better to uplift people than to dwell in the mire of depression and bring people down with you

>>45879496
Edgy smut stuff makes her horny, she likes it

>>45879952
i didn't wanna doompost when kiki was here but i feel the need to confess, i made an ironic schizopost thinking it was obvious sarcasm last thread and kiki started reading it and then got to the schizo bit at the end and she sounded sad that she read it after giggling and i still feel really bad about it, i want to apologise to her, and to all of you champys too actually, but mostly to her but i also don't wanna do it in a way that brings her down. that's why i'm thinking about something i can make her to make up for what i did.

>>45879686
>>45879952
choose love. dont let the inner machinations of your mind affect others negatively <3

>>45879562
i posted this

>>45879695
i didn't post this because i get to wake up to kiki tomorrow (i scented my daki with pepermint)

anyone wanna continue samflam or anything?

>>45880204
honestly for that sort of thing it's always best to not dwell, she and everyone else probably would have forgotten about it already by now otherwise, though nothing is stopping you from doing some form of recompense later on if you do fuck something up, there isn't really a need to say what it was for you are the only person that needs to know and hold yourself accountable really

>>45880435
i'll lurk if so, did my catchup reps

>>45880085
i can fix her

>>45879676
me on the right

>>45880435
sure just lemme finish fapping

>>45880608
absolutely abhorrent post. graduate yourself immediately. or post wholesome mating press babymaking sex.

>>45880727
i can fix you too

>>45880879

>>45880879
kiki and i are already fixing each other over time through the power of mutual grooming, affection, accountability, empathy, communication, and positive reinforcement without ulterior motive.

poum

>>45880204
she didn't sound sad but I guess the nonironic schizoposts lately are so ridiculous they are hard to distinguish from sarcasm

Nini pyon

I really want to carry Kiki now
I'll make her wake up in a new place everyday

>>45882471
Nini

>>45882248
true

>>45882471
nini

>>45882522
that's cute, she's probably a heavy sleeper. imagine picking her up and putting her inside a dog crate (with a reallly comfy sleeping pad and a puppy pad) and locking her in haha

i wind find the rabba on wsg one day

>>45882696
>he doesn't know

OLVE GIGI

>>45880204
I've made a few jokes that didn't land and people have read into them in the least charitable possible interpretations. Rabbits aren't known for their communication skills.

Anganganganga?

>>45880204
It's probably happened to a lot of us, I wouldn't worry that much about it. She will forgive you.

>>45883005
yeah i hate niggers too..

>>45882927
i fucking mean it

crows aren't all assholes i guess
https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1679570474142101.webm

>>45882927
picrel

>>45883005
awawa. chichi anganga

>>45883066
it goes both ways lol, she schizes out pretty hard too and we forgive her. although lately she's been very genkiki

>>45882927

i wonder why the rabbit is shivering

https://twitter.com/usatsukiusagi/status/1639400625078415361

>>45883594
getting head scritches out of frame

>>45883594
probably excited

>>45884152
comfy

>>45884152
I love her so much

I love my wife kiki (she is a rabbit)

>>45884152
i might get another monitor just to loop this so i can stare at it when i get anxious, pissed off, etc. it makes me feel so serene.

>>45884604
she is a rabbit. she is a cute.

Kiki discussing her rabbits and her beaver - https://files.catbox.moe/mqfnic.mp4
https://youtu.be/h5pFoP0J7pY

Is this kind of thing too "haha sex funny"? I know she's not a fan of clips like that but I thought this part at the very beginning was probably not too far over the line yet

>>45884152
maybe things will be alright after all

>>45884822
i think there is nothing wrong with haha sex funny but i can't speak for her. none of us can

i try to nap for a bit. love you kiki, nini pyon

>>45885088
Nini bro

>>45885088
nini

>>45885088
Nini!

>>45883066
>>45882926
>>45882248
>>45880485
honestly thank you champys, i feel a lot better hearing this from you all. i'll try and do you all proud!

i'm gonna head to sleep now, have a great night everyone!

>>45885388
Nini champ!

>>45885388
nini ramples

>>45885388
nini champ

>>45884822
It's perhaps a bit in bad taste. Clips are pretty important for improving chuubas' outreach if they catch wind in the algorithms so maybe it would be good to have Kiki's opinion what kinds of clips she prefers or prefers not to be known for.
Although I do think a streamers ought to have the mindset already that stuff is ultimately out of their control if they choose to broadcast themselves and they might get picked up into various places and contexts, this is the internet after all and it doesn't forget, but Kiki's a special rabbit so I don't wish her to get stress and self-throttling from worrying about it.

if you have said nini and not received a (You) in the last week, let me know now so i can give you a (You) to ensure you have pleasant dreams

>>45885088
enjoy your nap

>>45885388
nini

>>45884822
>>45885843
clipwatchers are all subhumans anyways so it literally doesn't matter watch you show to them

>>45885909
depends on what you mean. people that exclusively watch clips...yeah i guess. people that just want highlights because they can't catch every stream and don't have time to do full VOD reps? they deserve good representative clips.

>>45885843
I mean I do try to keep things in moderation, but I have no interest in going out of my way to portray a sanitized version of Kiki that's nothing like how she actually is on stream. Like if something like this is going to filter somebody is there any point in even trying to convert them?

Of course first that requires somebody actually sees my clips in the first place but I figure if I upload a couple a day maybe I get lucky and catch some algo wave sooner or later. Even if not there's not much harm in archiving moments I liked.

>>45884822
cute pic and funny girl
for me there's a big difference between "sex funny" which can be fun in moderation and the disgusting "I have sex funny" stuff

SPOILE[spoiiler][/spoilesskj1i2 nsadk SPOLA DSAIJOI J OI JHAVE FUCK YOU AND YOU SPOIEIRLERSPOILERS SPOILERSSPOILER

>>45886152
;_; that's very hurtful champy, really I'm positively stung

>>45886152
Here, have some erotic cunny chairs for you to look at

>>45886152
i hope it gets better for you

>>45886189
post like a normal person or i will find where you live and piss in your cornflakes

>>45886035
>Like if something like this is going to filter somebody
I mean quite the opposite scenario, some clipwatcher troglodyte who expects FUNNY SEX JOKE TEASING WHORE STREAMER HEEHEE HOOHOO while Kiki generally dislikes that sort of shit but it just got a bit hyper during that segment.

>>45886551
it might bring someone in who thinks that's all she is and want to redo the joke when it's already dead and buried
>>45886152
What did you drink, I want some...maybe

>>45886551
Yeah, like I specifically didn't go for the later parts with the "poum poum" and minge jokes and stuff for that reason, but I thought the first part wasn't too bad yet.

Well, if Kiki really thinks I went too far I'm sure she'd call me out sooner or later anyway so it's probably not worth worrying about too much..

>>45886665
too much spoiler faggotry for one day

>>45886747
Yeah that's what I was saying earlier that it's best to pick Kiki's brain on it a bit. If she starts stressing about this it's just more deleted/unlisted shit and less Kiki for latechamps.

>>45886768
( ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ )

>>45886747
>>45886551
don't overthink it just ask during next stream if you care enough to remember, or she's probably lurking right now and if she cares enough she'll call you out on twitter

Kiki can always look at the clip channels and play a small part in curation like she does with the Booru

>>45887124
true

>>45886992
>>45887034
Yeah, I guess I could, though I always feel a bit attentionfaggy doing stuff like that during her stream, like I'm demanding she acknowledge what I'm doing or something.

>>45887232
imo it's good that we care about what she likes or dislikes & the other way around too. she asks us our opinion on a lot of things. as long as you don't badger her about it & make sure to read the room a bit so you arent asking at an inappropriate time its probably fine

we should have another amusement park tour watchalong

>>45887716
this but zoo date that was promised

>>45887745
zoo date with kiki sounds like a great time waiting to happen

humble music recommendation
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGgTNUehChg

>>45887745
I saw some color-vomit purple vtuber thing was doing one of those and thought I'd love to do one with Kiki

>>45888328
>>45887745
sounds kino

>>45888584
i went on a maidcore kick after that one post, much appreciated

what's biker kiki's weapon of choice? fist? gun? nailbat?

>>45888659
yeah i've been getting a ton of them recommended to me lately and lots of new recently posted albums on YT so it must be picking up in populatity or something

>>45889024
brick

>>45889106
that's a great unique suggestion that i didn't think of, thank you

>>45889066
sometimes i think of the sheer kingmaking power that a single youtube engineer might have and it makes me go "...hm."

no different from record companies historically controlling the radio though

>>45889024
I picture biker kiki punching the hell out of someone, saying "ill fuggin punch ya mate" in a really bogan accent

>>45889179
i mean big tech does that kind of stuff all the time no surprises there, but i kind of doubt it's at the individual engineer level

>>45889318
i'll fackin boof ya, ya fackin pooftah

>>45889333
right yeah of course

>>45889359
>pooftah

Kiki shell riding compilation - https://files.catbox.moe/yvzrbc.mp4
https://youtu.be/tgNPT70oDdI

>>45889844
just got the notification for the vid. this part was great

Why wouldn't you want giant Kiki in your life?
It would be a shame if you got stuck to one of her band-aids before she applied them.

>>45890376
i'm fine with that being my tomb

>>45890376
I would go Godzilla on that gigacunny.

>>45890433
Oh, that reminds me

Kiki In The Coom Tomb - https://files.catbox.moe/w3haeg.mp4

>>45890722
ill coom in kikis tomb

will she play a hammy game later? or tomorrow?

>>45890947
she is done-zo for the day

>>45890990
how do you know, wise rab?

>>45890990
i like that word

>>45890990
not repeating digits but cool numbers

god my wife is so beautiful

>>45891101
the two-a-day days are long gone

>>45891448
pretty sure she did 2 streams in one day this week kek

>>45891566
yes she did she played a game and then did an unlisted zatsu iirc

>nobody posts the tweet
https://twitter.com/bunnyonvt/status/1639506573663035393

sewer champs..

>>45891824
lurkiki

sleeping for a bit nii nii pyon, kiki if you're /here/ rember you're rabba

>>45891885
Nini champy!

>>45890433
>staying pinned against Kiki's gargantuan cunny until your struggles get her wet enough for the band-aid to fall off

>>45891885
Nini Champarampa

>>45891885
nini

>>45891824
thx sorry im drawing

what was your favourite subject in school and why was it Gym champs?

>>45892374
my favorite subject was english

gym was fun tho, i made friends n we ended up joining the wrestling team together

>>45892374
im a history autist, so social studies was always fun and revolutionary US history was one of my minors in uni. also in hs my social studies teacher was my head wrestling coach, so I kinda got a free pass in his class

>>45892374
Mine was lunch. I was the fatso.
Other than that, probably cooking.

>>45892374
anytime in the computer labs so i could try play flashgames while teach wasn't looking

>>45892374
I enjoyed AP bio, though a lot of it was I liked the teacher I had and also he didn't assign any homework and just graded everyone based on their test scores which some people hated but worked well for me since I was fine with test taking but basically never did an ounce of classwork outside school. Wound up starting out as a bio major in college too though I changed to computer science not too long after.

Oh yeah, we had to dissect cats in that class too which I thought would freak me out since I never dissected anything before then but really when you get a cat corpse all packaged up in plastic wrap and formaldehyde it's not that disturbing, not that different from cutting up a chicken or something (especially once you get the skin off it). It smelled kind of gross though, because of the formaldehyde

Come to think of it we also had a "how to computer" class on my second or third year and basically they just had us do typing exercises or very basic word/excel tasks that most of us could finish in 5 minutes or less each day and the rest of the time we were free to sit around playing games. That wound up being a nice little break period for that year.

>>45892984
>dissected cats
what? ferals or something? usually people use rats or something

>>45893041
Yeah, I guess we AP students warranted something a bit bigger than that for some reason. I don't know, maybe the teacher just liked having his students do it since he hyped it up basically all year.

>>45893083
i dont know what AP means

>>45893241
Advanced Placement, mostly just means that the class correlates with an exam given at the end of the year and if you do well enough in it you can get some college credit while still in high school. Probably just some burger thing.

>>45893241
nta but it means Advanced Placement. I was in it for English and social studies. at the end of your senior year, you take an AP test and if you score high enough you get credits for college

>>45893369
>>45893448
i see thank you

you think little mans eye is fully ok? I get worried because they're both getting up there in age

>>45893539
to be blunt its kikis job to worry about her animals and really if there was something really wrong with him i doubt kiki would be able to hide the fact

>>45892374
was a band nerd. band room was a nice retreat. had a great director that taught me a lot. weight lifting was fun though

ahhhhh fuck i've fucked it fuck

oh well gotta keep going...ill give it another hour before i sleep

>>45893749
prass the undo button

Good morning, Champs. Just got done catching up on the breads. Sounds like the stream was pretty good. Hopefully work is quick today so I can settle in for a nice VOD session.

I sleep. kiki love to all rabbits, especially Gigi, LM, and LL

>>45893869
i draw in ironman mode

>>45893886
nini, kiki love

>>45893901
MORE LIKE FOOLIGAN MODE

>>45893952
aieeeee

>>45892374
my favorite was biology although i enjoyed English. gym was okay but i enjoyed when we went outside to play baseball or football.

i want kiki to live a long happy life

>>45894442
no i do

>>45894442
the rest of that sentence goes "as my wife"

>>45894442
as my wife, my lover, my muse, my idol, my best friend, my pet, and the mother of our children

this is only to complete the pair of images

Bored and looking to pump out some koikatsu lewds, suggest a position or situation or something

>>45895142
thank you!

>>45895303
facesitting for me

some kiki pov champy lewds for my wife

>>45895303
that ballerina pose where their leg is waaaaay up in the air

>>45895303
More giantess Kiki or earfucking~

My wife Kiki on our wedding day! (V2)

>>45896209
cute

todays' WIP

so much more to do! very fun, wish i didn't have to get up for work in 5 hours

https://i.gyazo.com/5421cfc67f47c498ab975cc339331f75.png

>>45896209
she looks beautiful !! really amazing work

>>45893886
is it goosey if I wanna be the one in the drawer? I know it's a little further away from kiki, but I like enclosed spaces, and maybe I can be helpful by handing her socks when she needs them.

>>45896333
check my numbers

bonus updated WIP lines

https://i.gyazo.com/d4cd1df74d59cafdedebce43a7b91c43.png

nini pyon

>>45896333
checked
>>45896526
nini

>>45896526
Nini! (I also go nini)

>>45896572
>>45896526
Nini you two

>>45877929
full pic?

>>45896711
This one I think? I think they cropped it out of the big batch image I made when I was testing different LoRAs a week or two ago

>>45896390
nah that was my first instinct too

>>45896209
>>45896333
Lol get mogged artfag

>>45897016
reconsider your life faggot

>>45897016
Noooo we appreciate our artfags here don't be that way :(

>>45896209

>>45896823
nice

>>45897159
Hey I appreciate the good ones

>>45897414
Don't be an asshole.

>>45897414
They all had to start somewhere

>>45897414
They'll get better with motivation, encouragement and constructive criticism, not if you just shit on them

>>45897449
>>45897479
>>45897604

Ok lol gl with that im sure chris chan just needed encouragement too kek

>>45897786
nta, i can actually ignore bait, but chris chan was literally encouraged into fucking his mom so yes maybe

i really like her sunglasses-up look

I wanna eat kiki

kiki should have sex with me

>>45898497
no, with me instead

I'd like more microscope streams. Show us your ingrown nail Kiki.

>>45895450
First she needs to do some exercises to not get a sprain
https://files.catbox.moe/50hu06.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/0tdjes.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/xj501n.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/x8smkx.mp4

>>45899059
yeah...haha....ha

you think kiki is like this sometimes when streaming?

HAM-HA!
https://twitter.com/bunnyonvt/status/1639576975693189121

>>45899585
Sounds great

>>45899585
yep-p

>>45899585
sure

hehehehHEHEHEAHAHAHA

>>45899585
Looking forward to it

Not any of the requests just random
https://files.catbox.moe/ab75dm.mp4

>>45899585
cute game! looking forward to it

>>45895432
Short facesitting, I'll make another long one at least. There are plenty of facesitting videos on the mega already though
https://files.catbox.moe/kmxtvm.mp4

>>45901045
UUOOOOOOOOOOOHH

goodnight kiki n champs, hope everyone is doing well enough and im looking forward to hamhams tomorrow. how many hamtaro games are there?

>>45901666
nini satan, dunno billions probably

>>45893464
champ needs a window

>>45901666
nini i just woke up after having a nightmare about being force into social situations, going back to be now

bum

>>45902295
cute artstyle, ToT bum

more bum

>>45902353
very spankable

>>45902295
>>45902353
>everyone talking about the bum
>I'm sitting here wondering what she's gonna cook for breakfast
>carrots? carrot soup?

>>45902527
carrot soup probably ye

>>45902527
I love Kiki's bum with all my heart.
If she has 1000 champys talking about her bum, I am one of them.
If she has 100 champys talking about her bum, I am one of them.
If she has 10 champys talking about her bum, I am one of them.
If she only has 1 champy talking about her bum, that champy is me.
If the world turns against Kiki's bum, then it's me vs the world.

>>45902295
>>45902353
Cutie

Kiki has been so good at ignoring schizos this week and has been in good spirits. I'm proud of her

>>45903424
Speaking of being proud, I wonder how well she's been eating lately

good morning
>>45892374
physics

>>45892374
oh i missed this. probably english (ESL) but i skipped so many classes of all kinds that it would be fair to say none

>>45895432
More facesitting, part 1:
https://files.catbox.moe/u8q8bq.mp4
part 2:
https://files.catbox.moe/gsapmy.mp4

>>45903923
um can you do these exact same shots but with her pissing?

>>45902046
O yeah I was wondering what was missing, remind me tomorrow ogey? Zuzuzuzuz

>>45904017
No I already started making something else and all the VMD motions are in Japanese so it's annoying to find the same one again, but I'll make something similar
Reminder that this exists btw
https://files.catbox.moe/3fpvx6.mp4
https://files.catbox.moe/4eam0v.mp4

>>45902527
Cat toast. She just has the ladle for cosplay purposes

>SSKHV
Wow captcha. Rude.

>>45904268
Thanks for the reminder!

>>45897016
wait that wip isn't even bad though???

>>45904911
it's just the usual troon trying to harass artfags because kiki loves them

>>45904999
checked. I want to harass kiki (sexually) because I love her

Champs how do you deal with your low periods? Meds aren't an option for me. I hate this shit so much. Kiki and pyon are the last things I've got keeping me going, and I know that isn't healthy. Sorry for bringing this shit up here but I've got nobody else.

>>45905498
I just keep moving forward

>>45905498
don't think about it and go on

>>45905555
checked

>>45905548
>>45905555
That's what I've been doing all my life, but is there really no better way? Fucking hell.

>>45905498
Dunno man, it's hard to answer without details. You're supposed to have some kind of answer that's got you this far, I mean before Kiki and pyon came into the picture.

>>45905631
Yeah, it was the last of my family but they stabbed me in the back shortly before I found Kiki. Glad I did since I was already doing bad before then and I was basically living my life for them. I didn't think I was going to make it through that point in my life but now I've got nothing and nobody else. It's not a good place to be.

>>45905498
Well, if you want my answer, it's philosophy, friends, family and drugs.

>>45905498
If by low periods you mean depression, know that's a physical issue, focus on fixing your physical health and mental issues will disappear.
Other than that, life always throws tough shit at you but it is what it is. Stop caring about things out of your control, just simply dismiss bad thoughts and don't stress yourself.

>>45905498
My depressive periods are too strong for pyon and Kiki to help me, so is almost everything else. "Thankfully" I bounce back up a few days later.
Bipolarity sucks, but being on meds makes it so it isn't as strong.

>>45905173
I posted this

>>45905498
It's okay dude. I just make things. Or try to get to the bottom of my feelings. Like understand where they're coming from. Check in with my body physically.
>Hm, I really feel like shit right now
>Haven't eaten or ate garbage
>Haven't slept well
>Didn't drink water
>Didn't do anything creative today
>Didn't try to form some kind of human connection
>Didn't get any exercise
>Didn't pray or meditate
>Didn't remind myself of the good things in my life
>Didn't sit down and do nothing for a bit to get in touch with my own needs, wants, feelings
>Didn't have an authentic or sincere moment with myself let another human
>Didn't stretch
>Didn't do anything nice for anyone else
>Didn't keep my space clean
Etc

Emotions are just sign posts, really. It's important to know what they're pointing towards. For the most part when I feel like absolute depresso shit there are obvious reasons, like not taking care of myself personally or I need to detox from caffeine.

Pyon does help me feel better but I recall Chesterton said that alcohol should only be consumed when you're already feeling good. Pyon is kind of like that to me too...

>>45905498
Do you really want to get better? I got "better", and I don't really think I like it. Instead of highs and lows you end up in a boring middle. You never feel as sad, but you never feel as happy either. You know how sometimes you get into the death spiral of sadness and your chest hurts and you keep pushing it further by thinking more sad things? I miss that sometimes. At least you can feel that. When you're "stable" you don't feel much of anything at all. You know how sometimes you go to bed crying, you wake up the next day feeling refreshed and like you're a new person?

I'm starting to think that was better than waking up as the same person you were yesterday.

>>45905760
I can relate to some extent, I've been living for my family mainly for awhile now and I've considered that when they die I might lose purpose. I don't think that will happen though, I do love myself and I love life so I will find some other purpose. Maybe you need to find something internal rather than external, something you're proud of or something nobody can take away from you.

>>45905974
I know of the exact chest hurt spiral you're talking about and no I much prefer being in my emotionless state. Yes it is fun once in awhile but when it becomes a pattern and impeding my life like not letting me sleep or work it's not worth it, I'd rather just take drugs or something if I want to feel like someone else for a little while, at least that is more under my control.

>>45905974
Hey man I'm not sure you actually got better. Sounds like you just got numb... Not quite the same, but hopefully less overtly self destructive. When I got stable,, the sine wave of my emotions became less volatile, sure, but "happy" or at least "satisfied" and "content" is my baseline. You might need a bit more direction, something to pursue or achieve...idk

https://twitter.com/bunnyonvt/status/1639626412364816384

>>45906201
sent ;)

>>45906201
heh cute

Does anyone remember the old 8ch rabbit rabbit threads?

>>45906201
I particularly love the idea of a clip section where you share clips that champs have made that you particularly like!! so we know what YOU like that we like!!

And I don't want to be too pushy but the music playlist of songs that you consider /pyoncore/ would be so fucking cool. So so so cool. I would gosling so hard listening to a playlist that I knew (You) made for >us

>>45906201
Sent :^)

>>45905766
All my family is dead now, except for the couple that betrayed me, and I've always sucked at finding real friends. People always seem to just use you up until they get bored of you and ghost you. I've been through that shit so many times that I just figure I'm too boring or odd for people to bother with.
Can't fuck around with drugs since I have a job to do that tests for such things frequently.
As far as philosophy goes, it ultimately just circles back to there being no meaning or purpose in anything. It's up to the individual to find something in life that makes them happy. Most things that I used to enjoy I no longer do. Kiki was a blessing that at least gave me the urge to draw shit again for the first time in ages, but that can only do so much.
>>45905808
>If by low periods you mean depression, know that's a physical issue, focus on fixing your physical health and mental issues will disappear.
I'm fine physically. Work and gym keep me in shape just fine. I don't see how being physically fit can correct all personality issues and other mental problems. I give zero fucks about things outside of my control. The world can do whatever it wants, I really don't give a shit one way or the other anymore.
I feel like I can't fix the things that are in my control that I should be able to, though.
>>45905896
I just don't know if I should go down that route. I don't want to be fucked by permanently disqualifying myself from my line of work thanks to how these things work. I'm not a risk when it comes to my job and never will be, but they don't see it that way and prefer to be safe over sorry. Plus I always hear so many horror stories about meds not really helping, so to speak. They just put people into some sort of zombie-like state that is horrible in its own way and not really an improvement. I don't want to shift from one shitty situation to another.
>>45905969
Yeah, that's more or less how I operate. I like doing stuff for Kiki and pyon so that's what's been taking up all my attention for some time now. As much as I love it here, it's not a full substitute for friends/family, though.
>>45905974
Hmm. I don't really know. Even when I'm on my highs, it's not really that great because I know it's temporary and that I'll be dropping off the precipice once again sooner or later. Cyclical shit is exhausting and I do operate better when my emotions are nullified. Not that that is the ideal way to live, but at least I wouldn't have to keep dropping into absolute misery anymore.
>>45906012
Yeah. I was thinking about doing more animal shelter work again. I haven't done it for a long time but at least it's something. Getting that rabbit away from the cat the other day was a nice feeling.

Fucking blog post...sorry. Don't feel obligated to reply to this shit. Kiki love, Pyon love

>>45906201
Those would all be great. Networking youtube channels works well in your favor. Play the algorithm to your advantage. I am most interested in the playlist idea, though. Aside from a Pyon-inspired playlist, I would honestly just love a playlist of music you personally like to listen to in general.

>>45906615
>I don't see how being physically fit can correct all personality issues and other mental problems.
Look up GAPS, there's a theory that unbalanced gut fauna are literally drugging you from the inside.

>>45906615
Volunteering or otherwise contributing to your community sounds like it will bring you some of the fulfillment you need. As important as anonymity is to /pyon/ and how unique and great this place is, it is also alienating in its own way

>>45906789
I'm sure that is a thing to some extent, but sometimes there is just straight-up mental trauma fucking you up. Getting used and betrayed time and time again by the people you trust most in life and to whom you give everything you have to offer isn't something that just goes away if I become a physically-perfect specimen.

>>45906884
Might be time to try therapy bro. It's done a lot for me to get move past a bunch of trauma in my life. Sometimes its not easy to find a good therapist right away but it'll be worth it

Do you think Kiki stands pigeon toed, has a gamer hunch, or does the trex arm thing?

>>45906884
Yeah I dunno, that is something I'm still struggling with myself. If you figure it out feel free to tell me too. I'm glad you spoke out though, needn't have deleted it all.

>>45907078
Full on velociraptor. Arms out front and bent into claws, back hunched low, running full speed while high pitched screeching.

>>45907078
no, yes, no

>>45906789
>unbalanced gut fauna are literally drugging you from the inside.
This, a huge chunk of your nervous system, and consequently your consciousness, is in your guts

Also anon I didn't read that big ass post but find God

>>45906747
You guys have youtube channels?

>>45907424
I was referring to the clipper channels.

>>45907147
>>45907148
thanks. i definitely can see the full-tilt sprint while screeching especially.

>>45907409
vtubers are god now. You thought you were chasing after the sex drive, but you were really chasing after the god drive. As much as humans have a need for sex and intimacy, they also have a need to believe in and worship the supernatural and un-real. To hold in their minds an image that is beyond reality and use it to anchor themselves.

>>45907602
>>45907147
>this is actually how she runs to the bathroom every time she has to pee during stream,

>>45907617
nah i think you're wrong

>>45907617
i think you're wrong too btw. you may have a point when it comes to large channels and like the social aspect of being a fan, but with kiki and champs its far more intimate and humanized

>>45907846
>its far more intimate and humanized
It's no more real than big channels, because the vtuber themselves are not real. You could dox Kiki and go to her house and sneak into her room and throw back the covers of her bed while she sleeps, but you will not see Kiki lying there. Kiki is an anime rabbit, who exists in a plane we cannot touch.

>>45907953
it seems like you're in a weird head space and talking past people, it doesn't seem like you're willing to have a productive dicussion and i'm not in the mood for humoring proselytizing. you could probably make some great art right now though, try writing some poetry or a bit of prose or drawing/composing

>>45907953
Kiki is barely even a character, her roommate looks similar and acts the same (just not all the time), holds all the same opinions etc. Well honestly I don't care for Kiki I care for the person behind the avatar anyway.

Are you telling me that... Kiki isn't a rabbit...

i go work now, love u kiki n champs n pyon

u are all rabbits

u are all champs (except kiki but she is also a champ sometimes)

>>45908095
dont belive the false prophet

kiki is rabbit !!!

Speaking of that, I recently heard something interesting about how differently girls and boys play. Boys will take He-Man etc and pretend they're that character, while girls will take a Barbie doll and pretend the Barbie is Them. In other words men roleplay the character, women make the character roleplay as them, and this is basically what Kiki is doing. Her avatar is just her doll that she fills up with herself rather than roleplaying "properly".

>>45908148
There's probably more of a cultural divide, because a lot of JP vtubers do stick to keyfabe, and in contrast a lot of EN vtubers don't even attempt keyfabe at all.

>>45908053
I think you're deceiving yourself. I don't think you would have watched any vtubers at all if not for the anime avatar.

>>45908495
>I think you're deceiving yourself. I don't think you would have watched any vtubers at all if not for the anime avatar.
Counterpoint: I wouldn't have watched any vtuber if they were male either.
More importantly I abandoned all other vtubers for Kiki because I percieved her as not acting like them. I'm not saying being a vtuber fan can't be akin to a religious experience, but I think that holds for bigger more impersonal channels and specifically doesn't for Kiki.

>>45908645 (me)
Even when I watched the bigger vtubers I was interested in their roommates to the extent of at least knowing whether they're really female and not ugly, so no, I never only cared for the avatar.

>>45908734
Have you considered the possibility of you just being a sexual predator more interested in grooming what you perceive to be a weak and easy target than the content they make?

>>45908971
I've considered many things, that one isn't one I remember, but probably?
Have you considered you are a pretentious overthinker?

I don't want kayfabe, I just like Live2D because it's an escape from the flesh prison. People can be judged for their inner selves instead of their genetic luck.
Not showing your real face also adds to the mystique and makes someone more attractive, like a woman wearing nice clothes vs. a slut posting nudes on Twitter.

did you know that its bunday? so cease your schizo posting and behave

reminds me of yesterday

>>45909383
It was an interesting topic but he isn't willing to consider even a merely half-opposing view.

>>45909519
why are rabbits like this?

Crikey, its bunday already!

thinking about Kiki (boomer mode: engaged)
https://youtu.be/lVrELhxOFnM

Any champs who have organized a /pyon/ sings or know anything about audio mixing: if I were to organize one, what should I ask for in terms of input from those participating? I have an acquaintance that could do the mixing or I could hire one.

>>45906299
i only used 8ch for the edgy boards and /tech/

>>45910332
i just made a poll where people can suggest songs, followed by a form that people could submit their vocaroos

>>45905498
it's not healthy but i deal with my lows by escaping in to something, just completely spergy invest myself in to something, anything, that interests me.

day #24 of waking up next to my kiki daki, i love this women with all of my heart, and I start the day off well when the first thing I see is her cute little head and it makes me smile. i love gigi.

gigi replied to one of my youtube comments so i'm exceptionally full of kikium today, i love her so much

>>45911149
i think that's relatively fine as long as it's under your control. something like watching anime

>>45911218
yeah, i might binge watch anime, or kiki vods, or i'll just get really invested in to a game. recently i started trying to do art (inspired by champys) and that was a nice distraction, i should really do that more.

i do get that you can't always tear your mind away from what's bringing you down though, that's the case for me too sometimes.

https://twitter.com/bunnyonvt/status/1639658498953981953

https://twitter.com/bunnyonvt/status/1639658498953981953

>>45911506
>>45911511
https://files.catbox.moe/xc59wl.mp4

>>45911511

>>45911601

https://voca.ro/1lfQrY0qzhWc

>>45911761
ToT

https://voca.ro/1lNkti3kdoTH

>>45911761
kiki's stuck in the mug again...

>>45911831
my wife has the voice of an angel

>>45911506
>>45911511
I hype your cunny ever day Kiki

>>45911831
the prettiest voice in the world <3
looking forward to hamham and gl with yer reps luv

>>45911761
>>45911831
I want to rape your smug looking cunny and pretty sounding throat

>>45911831
kiki you have a very pretty skeletor impression

https://voca.ro/17a6DrlhvKac

>>45912124
lovely

>>45912124
kiki can i get an awacapella of the Jurassic park theme please

>>45912124
<3

>>45912207
jawassic park

Can't listen to the vocaroos because I'm in the car with my parents
pain

>>45912207
Jurabbit Park

>>45912124

>>45912451
Play the cunnyslap vocaroos loud and proud.

rain started, it's a comfy time to take a nap. hope baker is ready when page 10 hits

Good morning everyone I JWU

>>45913821
morn

>>45913134
Speaking of which, reminder for baker >>45878061

everyday i love to say
my favorite rabbit comes out to play
to talk and sing and cheer me up
and make me feel i have good luck
should ever come a day i find,
my rabbit is upset
ill pet their ears and spread some cheer
upon their rabbity head

i love kikis bumbum
i forgot how to poem but i love kikis bumbum

Kiki, Kiki, you're the best!
I wanna knead your delicious flat chest!

BAKER!!!!

>>45915006
im not the baker but i'm prepared in case he doesn't

>>45915049 (me)
baker had his chance, i'm baking

>>45915209
>I don't need a baker, I am the baker!

New bread:

>>45915248
>>45915248
>>45915248

lets get this party started

>>45911761
>>45911831
>>45912124
oh hi rabba thanks for the update

>>45915351
just trying to avoid a double bake