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BOB(boys on break):
shu (Until Jan 6)
Luca (2 weeks)
Ike (sick)

where the fuck is vox

i love sonny

Brits https://youtu.be/eX2uGZJ_8rU

still laughing my ass off whatever the fuck happened in /nenmen/ last night

foxakuma clubhouse games!!! i cant wait!!

>Five thousand kindred sitting in front of a screen
>Vox's stream is on
"aaaaAAAAAaaaa DaaaDDDYYYYYY UWWWWOOOO!" "DADDY UR SO SEXY" "I love you milord!"
>"Alright, that'd be all from me today, I love you all kindred, here's a big kissy, MWEH."
>All of kindred start spamming supas and making out violently with the screen
"BYEEEE DADDY!" "小盒我爱你!" "TSKR MILORD" "I love you Vox!"
>Stream ends
>One by one, the smiling kindred each blink slowly
>Their eyes all widen as they begin to search around the room, confused
>Already the tears have begun
"D-daddy? Where are you? Daddy!?" "Vox你在哪儿!?" "H-Help! Milord disappeared! waa!"
>Panic sets in, the kindred begin to aimlessly search for Vox
>The search ends almost as soon as it began, with the kindred succumbing to despair
"NO! NOOOOOOOOOO! UUUUUUUUUUUU!!!" "WHERE'S DADDY!?" "I- I- I MISS MILORD!"
>After a long bout of uncontrollable sobbing, the kindred become manic in their desperation
>Some begin running around the room in circles, others begin pounding the wall with their gnarled fists, deepthroating their Vox Akuma acrylic stands, or masturbating furiously to his ASMR VODs.
"HE HATES US! HE HATES US AND HE'S NEVER COMING BACK!" "WHY MILORD!? I PROMISE I'LL BE A GOOD KINDRED! PLEASE! WHYYYY!?" "DADDYYYYY UUUUUUUUUUUU!!!"
>The hysteria lasts as long as the kindred still have energy in their shriveled bodies
>Once that energy is exhausted, the kindred yet again collapse into despair
"aaaaaaaaaaa啊啊啊啊啊啊" "ddd ddadddyyy" "...uuuuUUUUUuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuu..."
>This period of catatonia can last for days on end, but usually triggers after a few mere minutes.
>Hours later, the monitor reactivates
>Vox's Runescape BGM starts playing as his next stream begins
>The familiar sight and sounds of their daddy rouses the kindred from their torpor
"ooo..." "hmm?" "mmm..."
>Vox appears onscreen
"Hello kindred." *farts* "I've missed you."
>The kindred, suddenly reinvigorated, quickly spring to their feet
"MILORD!" "DADDY'S BACK!" "HE LOVES US!"
>Scrambling up to the monitor, the kindred take their seats and Hitachi wands and settle in for the stream
>And the cycle continues.

>>40131637
I wish the chinese ones got translated, they're really good when i put them through google but it loses most of the nuance

Of course his icon is bowser

Foxakuma is so fun together so hell yes I am stoked for the collab!

It’s so weird seeing these boys play dominoes when that is the most serious game played at the house when the family meets up for me.

Hey mintchoco lover, I found you

>>40133334
There's a lot of mint choco lovers

>>40133445
I found the comfydant mintchoccy one. I'm stalking them

>>40133459
Stop stalking people on Twitter...

>>40133503

Stop being weird faggots like this
>>40133334

>>40133555
You are in /nenmen/

These two haven’t played a lot of board games

When will we get a russian that’s good at chess

Mob x Vox https://twitter.com/kuyaaaaa_a/status/1609908349780492289

>>40133731
Mysta seems to have a tad more insight. Vox is by and large a theatre kid

I like the conversations but I definitely expected more banter and malding. Maybe when they do rematches.

>>40134250
I miss them and I'm happy but I've been spoiled by milord's banter with others

>>40134322
Same, I feel like he goes all out with others but here he's....a lot more chill than usual. I don't want to look too far into it but I hope he's not holding back for any reason. Come on Milord get mad.

Come on call each other schewpid already

wife, i missed you... can't wait to see him whore around in dream daddy

Stop complimenting each other. Say "Fuck you I should have won!! You suck!!!"

wife is a fucking boomer who hates multi messages

I like that they’re having a comfy time together, I know some people want bantz but this is nice too

>he's a poser but he's hot so we'll smash anyways

>>40133503
>>40133539
stop imma cry

Old demon teaches detective prince golf. Very cute

It’s so funny that Vox is winning at golf of all games

UWEYYYY SCORE SOME FUCKING GOALS

FOXAKUMA DOMESTIC ABUSE

wife chose snapdragons, i love those too.....

wife wants flowers

Now they’re malding

I love when wife goes silent and then just bursts into laugher

>>40133459
I'm not sure who you found anon but it's clearly not me, my twitter is private

>his model is a 14yo boy
>like a kyo kaneko
wife wanted a shota too

>>40137122
He wanted to adopt and groom the shota

>doing a memory game with a person who has memory issues
Is this abuse

>>40137279
I forgot they’re both stupid so it was an equal playing field

DEMON WON

>>40137518
We won despite his disadvantages, impressive

That was a super cute collab, they’re super soft with each other

wife making white girl jokes the day after the thread did... hmm

>>40137583
Two Brit boys having a good time. I always enjoy seeing Mysta reassure and encourage his collab partners, even if he was playing with Vox during chess kek

>>40137828
I hope none of you dogwhistle him for his maro stream

>>40137828
He IS that white girl

I love that wife always use the wrong sound effects because he has no idea which button makes what sound.

>>40137828
He made white girl jokes in the first dream daddy stream too. This isn't new.

Who hates popcorn...

>>40137919
i'm not even sending him one. containment breakers get the rope
>>40138019
every wife is /here/ post i make is a joke, no one actually thinks he's archiveanon and ike is his friend

>instantly thinks of cum when he sees white liquid
Whore. OH NO BABA’S DYING

>>40138066
Me

Wife is so caring and nice, I wish I could go on a date with him...

>>40138066
probably people who have braces and retainers

>>40138166
Why it's tasty especially cheese or sour cream flavored ones

I really fucking hope the next Lux merch won’t be shit

>>40138250
But that's reasonable, who hates the flavour of popcorn that's like hating rice it's so bland and inoffensive you have to add flavouring to it.

>>40138252
i love cheese and caramel popcorn, yum
>>40138398
maybe some people hate the texture? there are foods i dislike die to that

Wife being so into damien knowing vampire lore that he read titties as titles...

The prechat discord really don’t hold a candle to the chinks huh

>>40138488
I don't really like sweet popcorn I prefer savoury ones, the texture thing makes sense I guess.

Wife is going to get fucked at a cemetary like marry shelby!

>>40138724
*shelley
I'm an idiot

>>40138129
>no one actually thinks he's archiveanon and ike is his friend
But the voices said so..

>>40138635
You think pre chat does anything other then be weird and cliquey?

>>40138844
True. It’s whatever, demon still gets some love. DONKEY KONG TOMORROW WOO

>>40138790
Doppi go back to bed

Mysta jumpscare https://youtu.be/h5xRWGyvHZ0

wife really likes robert huh... please do his route

I fucking hate robert annoying ass man

>>40139044
>>40139054
now kiss

is robert a bottom

Wife really wants to fuck a werewolf huh

>>40138965
based

Wake up yumedans

>>40139751
thought that was yashiro from the thumbnail

>>40139751
i don't know what to feel about this

>>40139971
It's Edward Cullen

>>40139751
I am going back to sleep.

wife in childrearing mode is so endearing

>>40140070
"This is the skin of a killer, Vox"

Vox fucking a vampire twink would kinda be hot tho

kek the korean qrts always seem to be debating for kaichou is a foreigner or not

>>40140203
*if kaichou

WIFE'S LITTLE BOY VOICE TOT

>>40140200
Demon twink x Vampire twink

>>40140203
He has a slight (?) accent in English though, I wonder how much of a native he sounds in Korean

>>40140304
his accent is pretty obvious and gives away the fact he's korean immediately

>>40140257

>>40140304
He has a very obvious korean accent

>>40140257
nice gynecomastia

>>40140304
i don't think i've come across anybody talking about how he sounds in korean. but when he tweets in korean i'll see 'are you really korean?'

but whatever korean meme he's currently tweeting about now has got them going crazy with 'nijikr' and 'oh i thought it was a korean friend but then i saw it was ver/nijien' 'oh he's really korean/just admit you're korean'

>>40140257
genderbend?

wife used to play with the kids...i want to see him interacting with them again....

>>40140739
some first gen immigrants get fucked over language-wise. if you learned english too late you're stuck with an accent forever, and if you left your native country too early you're shit at your mother tongue. sometimes you're saddled with both and never seem fluent enough in any language.

god wife is such an old man i need to fuck him

>>40133539
i miss him..a bit too much today. Looking at fuuchan's likes was a bad idea.

WIFE BLOWING HIS NOSE AND FORGETTING TO MUTE

>>40133539
DJ I miss youuuuuuuu

>>40141352
WAIT REALLY I MISSED IT AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>40141412
yes we finally got one, he muted the wrong thing

>>40141588
i hope he doesnt edit it out.......

>>40140413
kaichou needs to breastfeed me

>i've seen enough of this in my sins
there's comfydants out there confessing they want to be wife's dog

wuca love! day 7... i had a dream that he posted a schedule and the last day said luxiem collab where they all had a zatsu surprising us that they met over their breaks but kept it a secret from us till luca came back

>voices in my brain
wife is going schizo too

>Voices... I meant to say names are slowly getting mixed up in my head
Fuuchan...

>>40142477
early onset schizophrenia..

wife really wants to be a homewrecker, he's such a whore. i can't wait for the joseph route

shota LOVE!

I am once again asking for my oshi to piss in a pint and let me drink it

i love more newfags watching member streams i loooooooooooooooooove it i love it i love it so much

>>40142126
what's with the influx of ver breasts

>>40144215
i really wish gifted members only gave access to emotes

Joseph is my favourite daddy

wife dolphins are rapists.......

wife being so obviously single makes me think on all the yumes he has good for them honestly

STOP BEING SO CUTE AND SILLY

>Wife chewing on stream

TSKRRRRRRRRRRRr

WHY IS THIS MAN SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE

if any archive anons are here, are you also able to archive twitch streams?

wife your tastebuds are kind of shit if you can't tell the difference between real and fake vanilla.....

>>40145674
all that alcohol burned his taste buds

>>40145674
He's been poor, please forgive him

>>40145638
Yes, use streamlink

>>40145718
i grew up poor too but the difference it makes in baking is palpable... guess it's partially because he doesn't cook or bake

ah, yeah i don't think wife is joining the acting with EN collab.......... brothers that enjoyers we're fucking cursed

>>40146344
they keep fucking nerfing them

>>40144376
it's how he keeps piochan and hex fed while they're broke

>>40146655
but who's getting him pregnant? villions are customers?

nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnno wife don't go please let me stare at your tits a little more.......

>>40146730
yes i didn't waste time knocking him up
https://vocaroo.com/129BPftieWxo

>>40147056
try to make cheese with his breastmilk. an aloupeep is in need of it.

>>40146344
Why are they like this...they always have a collab something happens and they never reschedule it

>>40147101
Vermins are so based, we need more breast milk enjoyers

>>40147254
comfydants are the patient 0

>>40141352
>>40141588
>>40141609
IS THERE A TIMESTAMP

>>40148080
i'm looking for it RIGHT NOW

>>40148080
FOUND IT TIMESTAMP IS 2:37:15 KEK

>>40148111
>>40148254
TSKRRRRRR THANK YOUUUUU I LOVE YOUUUUUU

>>40148254
I heard it!!!

I LOVE FULGUR I LOVE FULGUR I LOVE FULGUR HE'S JUST SO SWEET AND KIND AND EDGY AND CHUUNI AND GENTLE AND CONSTANTLY ON THE VERGE OF BAITING SEX AND SMART AND UWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE COMFYDANTS EAT WELL EVERYDAY

>>40149734
A-arcadian?

>>40149734
we really will never starve

Skimmed through last thread and uhhh...... I can't believe Snakeanon compared us to children, what a creep only sonny gets to treat me like a child <3

>>40150350
Who tf is Snakeanon

Was Vox inspired by Dunkey to play through all the DK games? I'm a little behind on streams but I just went to check Dunkey's channel for the first time in a while and saw all the uploads

>>40150580
how new are you

>>40150580
Huh???

>>40150627
yep he was, he was gushing about dunkey's DK saga the other day and said he wanted to try something similar

Thinking about taking care of Ikey while he's sick... Tending to his every need, never too far from his side. He's whiny and pouty, but it's adorable and endearing. He slurs his "please"s and "thank you"s and tells me not to worry about him or fuss over him too much, but I tell him not to worry and ruffle his hair.

At one point, I leave to go fetch something, but he's quick to grab onto my hand, or my sleeve, and not let go, pleading weakly that he wants me to stay. That whatever thing can wait, all he wants is me right now. Of course I oblige, and cuddle up into bed with him. He apologizes for potentially getting me sick as well, but I simply shush him, pressing my lips against his, and tell that it'd be worth it.

This leads into smut with us having slow, gentle sex, but I'm having writer's block right now, and I'm also getting too embarrassed to keep typing...

>>40150744
Thanks and cute, I hope he has a great time playing them. Its always nice hearing him talk about Dunkey vids when I watch them too (not as much lately though since I keep watching him and other nijis instead...)

>>40150943
Sick Ike trying to service you but you tell him it's okay, he's bedridden, it's his time to get spoiled. You let him lay down, his pale body trembling from arousal as you caress his pretty thighs and cock and watch as he squeezes his eyes cutely and clenches his fists, doing his best to stay still as you stroke him to completion.

>>40131866
>>40151066
This marippet compiled it Sonny/Reader, imouto, DV

>>40151426
The Marippet here, sorry I forgot to include the in between responses from other people, but honestly they aren't nearly as well written and you'll probably have a better time filling in the blanks to what the imouto is responding to since it's pretty obvious regardless

>>40150943
>>40151330

>>40131866
I forgot to include this one >>39894012
Sonny/Reader, father/daughter, grooming/sex training, nakadashi
>>40151640
you did good marippeto, thank you

>>40151330
I like to think I'm not even sitting up, or propping myself up. It happens when we're cuddling, where I'm the big spoon, him the little spoon, and one accidental brush against his thigh reveals how hard he is. He tenses up when my fingers trail the outline of his hardness, and it tells me everything I need to know. We stay cuddled, feeling him shiver in my arms as I give him a loving handjob. I bet he'd be so sensitive, reacting with hoarse moans and whimpers to the smallest of kisses and touches.

>>40151883
This art is so good, that little picture he posted yesterday hasn't left my mind. He's just so cute and vulnerable in how he looks there.

>>40150350
Not a creep, I've only wished for best intentions for anons here :(

>>40151426
nooo archiveanon not my regressive barely-literate erp it's embarrassing

>>40152070
a-anon...

>>40152269
Add to it. What do you feel when your oniichan hits you? Just scared? Do you feel anything else? A tingle? Do you pee out of fear? Do you cry? Does he hit you more when you cry or does he stop and soothe you and apologizes? Does he help you hide the bruises or make excuses when your mom asks why you're wounded?

T^T

>>40152635
how are you coping, lucub? find any other boys to watch in the meantime?

>>40152693
ive been watching mysta when he goes live, watching milord's vods and sometimes doppio but i dont really care for the games doppio plays. i also catch sonny's streams but that's all.

>>40152072
i thought it was cute, but a briskadet finding it creepy is pretty suitable KEK

>>40152072
cute bullyable snakeate snon!!!

>>40154046 (me)
snakeanon*** fuck me

>>40152271
How do you think I felt writing all that? I just wanna give him all the love and attention he deserves... I wanna feel his little desperate thrusts into my hand as he cums and call him a good boy.

>>40154678
he already feels so delicate because of his persisting illness, and he's certain your gentle touches may actually break him... poor thing. i feel kinda bad for wanting to see him shatter like that

>>40155174
You can't possibly want to take advantage of poor Ikey anon, just look at how helpless and defenseless he is

>>40155174
Same, I'm not sure if I could hold myself back in this situation. Sure, I do love him and wanna take care of him, but the idea of hearing him whine and shudder, feeling him grasp your hand and the bedsheets, his hips bucking from pleasure... I don't think I could stop at making him cum just once. He does but I keep on going. I stroke him through the orgasm, through every wave of pleausre that washes over him. I make him climax again and again, until he's just shooting blanks and begging me to stop with tears in his eyes, but I know a part of him doesn't want me to ever stop touching him... I don't want him to shatter personally, for me I just wanna feel him melt into my arms, to feel him come undone by me alone.

I MISS IKE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>40151426
Nice DV. This made me draw a whole bunch of Sonny beating on his imouto. I really liked the pinching and grabbing the face alot details….

>>40155703
The hornyposting is just a cover-up for how much I miss Ike... It feels like it's been forever since he last streamed. My days feel a little more gray when I don't hear his voice.

>vox likes taking care of sick people
>ike is sick
My cogs are turning

>>40156150
Vox will fly to sweden and force feed Ike vegetables and a home cooked meal.

Pio-chan is live! https://youtu.be/LJ3DPypLA28

:)

ver venting on twitter about losing a claw machine prize is cute
https://twitter.com/Ver_Vermillion/status/1610051774643044352

>>40156997
How are you Asterbaiter?

kaichou's sad tale of failing to get a new plush for his collection. why live?
https://twitter.com/Ver_Vermillion/status/1610051774643044352

>>40156454

>>40157190
when i fail to update the thread oops ...

>>40157289
no words can describe my happiness ueueuue I MISSED HIM AND THE DEAD AIR!!!

>>40145638
Yes, though I need warning or to be lucky and at my computer as I have yet to figure out how to set up a channel monitor with streamlink (if it's even possible) Why do you ask?

>>40157478
Oh Asteroid you're like a battered wife, enjoy your steam I guess

https://twitter.com/ike_eveland/status/1610060562666344448

i was looking foward to a stream but feel better soon Hexy.

>>40158422
an ike schedule, it really is a new year

>>40158422
The hornyposting about Ike cured his sickness, thank you hornyposters. Anyway, It seems that I made the correct decision not watching fuuchan's Danganronpa streams and instead holding out until I see if Ike was going to stream it was a good idea.

>>40158422
If I hear any implications from him that he's still streaming while even somewhat sick, I'm going to smack him with a hammer.

>>40158539
Has Ike played danganronpa before or is this blind for him?

kyo live!! so excited to watch him play persona 5 today
https://youtu.be/1j4AnAn7H6w

>>40158955
I feel like he's talked about it before, but I can't remember shit.

>>40158955
I think he never played before. He once raided into Fuuchan’s danganranpo stream and dipped out because he didn’t want spoiler

>>40158422
ikey back!! at least one of the oshis is back (even tho Ike's normal stream time is way too early for me ;-;).

shuike love!

NO Ike is going to overlap Fuuchan's Fatamoru NO NO this is nightmare scenario this is the worst. A-am I going to cheat? For the first time in my life? I hate myself but I can't miss fatamoru... I will watch him for as long as I can...
>inb4 just open both
I am actually too autistic to watch both

CONGRATULATIONS QUILLDREN!
>>40159898
poor quilldren...i love fuchans fatamoru, its the first time ive ever seen it and im so invested, good luck!

>>40159970
I have come to terms with me being unfaithful, Ike would want me to prioritize a visual novel, he gets it, he understands... I'm excited to see how Fuuchan will start putting puzzle pieces for the second door together and if he will get what happened before the game spoonfeeds him again, this door is kind of mean about it. Just a little. Actually, just thinking about all of this is making me so excited I can barely contain myself, I can't miss it live... I promise I will watch the end of the vod as soon as I can, Ike. God what have I become.

>>40160291
me too quilldren...im very torn too...it's milord's undertale playthrough and how could i possibly pass it up? BUT I LOVE FATAMORGANA SO MUCH...who to become VOD gang for...

>>40160291
>>40160549
wife seducing quilldren and kindred away from their oshis like the succubus that he is...

>>40160671
His seductive tones lures me in

"Don't be let astray my comfydants"

>>40160671
He's very good at it... He's very warm and sweet, I can't stress it enough how nice it feels to listen to him talk to listeners, he's good. Very.

>>40160671
i accidentally tuned into the first fata morgana while waiting for milord to come back and now he's got me in his snares...stupid milfy cyborg

Heart full of love. Love for demon. I love how happy he seems to be streaming again, and I’m happy that he’s playing more games and getting into more series.

>>40160854
>>40160986
Come home to mommy

Uki streaming! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0uQkSxhpjU

>>40161343
Actually made me think about an art of Fuuchan swarmed by quilldren, I have one of Yugo, Ironmouse and I think a few other niji livers but not of Fuuchan. Although he already has a bunch of fluffy beings to drown in back home.

>>40161513
I need more of these.

>>40161553
This one in particular is cute because I think it was during some sort of moderately-sized collab where Ironmouse was sick, and Ike said something like, "Don't worry, a bunch of fluffy quills will come to comfort you," to try and cheer her up. It was so sweet, it made my heart melt. I love how Ike can trust us to help lift somebody's spirits up.

>>40161913
He loves us, he trusts us, he relies on us and it's all mutual.

>>40161513
Unfortunately I only have wife with fluffy sheeps

>>40162137
Yeah, I have a lot of fanart of Fuuchan snuggling and hugging comfydants saved because it's cute. As I said he already has cute fluffy pillows back home...

>>40162043
It makes me feel all warm to imagine that even an ounce of the love I and other Quilldren have for him is returned. I don't care how he shows it, just the idea that he does at all is enough for me.

https://twitter.com/amu_utau_/status/1609994096277606402
fulgur is pretty mature... maybe I should watch his streams more

>>40162378
hes the oldest guy in en

>>40162378
He's literally 30

>>40162498
>>40162560
nta but being old doesn't always equal being mature... Sometimes people never truly get there and being emotionally mature is more of skill than just a thing you acquire with time.

>>40160800
>>40160854
>>40160986
he seduces us with the promise of warmth and care...... sometimes i imagine him doting on one of the lonely pomies in main and then milking them dry kek
>>40162378
when we say MILF we mean it. my favorite among the advice he shells out sporadically is "fiction can't hurt you"

>>40161275
I hope he does a weekly long play series that has long streams, I am so happy for him. I hope metal gear is next

>>40162764
>spoiler
S-sugoi

>>40162764
Why is he milking the lonely pomies when he can milk us comfydants

>>40163003
because they're so desperate, pathetic, lacking in motherly love, inexperienced and will start off resistant since they think they're straight but end up melting under a crumb of affection and loving cock

>>40163486
that's just comfydants already. Wife's motherly love is for us only........

>>40163486
>desperate, pathetic, lacking in motherly love, inexperienced
That's literally me

The faster they all come back, the sooner the outfit announcement can happen… God I’m so excited for them, I need it so bad.

>>40164252
All we need to be is on the lookout for Luxiem-only collabs, because that seems to be what they're going for, announcing the outfits as a group.

>>40164137
>>40164183
are you male? i like het but that's not really the dynamic i enjoy for it

>>40164482
I just hope they won't do a collab to announce an announcement in a week like the previous wave did, that drove me crazy.

>>40164511
no

>>40164540
it's fascinating that milking your oshi is a fetish shared by both genders

>>40164511
No... :(

>>40164632
that would provide two luxiem collabs in a short amount of time tho, which is good in my book

>>40164777
I would actually go insane, you don't understand, anticipation is poison for me I will schizo

I feel sad that one day i'll just delete all of my oshi's fanarts and never look back on nijien

Btw is the archive for the guys only or any NijiEN fic posting

>>40165049
this is a male gen why would OUR archive be for someone other than the boys

>>40164660
>>40164733
hey that's okay... comfydant yumejos get so little food anyways, feel free to self-insert in my stupid hornyposts....

>>40164632
The fact that any day all 5 of them are active could be the day it happens is gonna eat me up inside.

>>40165049
depends, there's a fic about making shu cheat on one of the girls with you. so it has to revolve around the guys

>>40165049
yeah it's for the guys. no reason you couldn't make one for the female split though. we archive posts from main too

>>40164921
>delete
i still have fanart from past fandoms i was in saved, i like having the memories to look back on

>>40165304
It would be too painful for me, some fandoms I leave and still have some fanarts saved but I have a feeling I'll drop my oshi one day and just try to forget him

>>40164921
I still got fanart from 2005 during my supernatural days, you don't have to delete anything

>>40165396
do you think your oshi wont reincarnate or anything? just disappear all together?

>>40165304
i still have the acrylic stand of my husband from a previous hyperfixation on display. i don't spend every waking moment thinking about him anymore but i still love him and think he's hot

>>40165125
I use his dream daddy streams as fuel because he's so considerate and nice during the dates it makes me want to take him on a date as well.

>>40164921
I still have fanart from when I was a lovelive and bang dream fan

>>40165462
yeah and I don't want to think about what he might be doing irl and going schizo it's best to forget and cry myself to sleep instead of thinking about him everytime I open my stuff

>>40165396
>I'll drop my oshi one day and just try to forget him
Why forget him all together? You can still cherish the good time you had

>>40165557
anon...

>>40165585
Because if I remember all the good things, I would also remember how good he was and that would lead me to remember he's not there anymore and I will never see and hear him again and I won't ever listen to him talk about his day or what he did or his thoughts I just don't want that to happen I don't want to be heartbroken like that I might actually go a little insane

>>40165511
i have a wall dedicated to my favorite boy from my last hyperfixation that i just keep up even if the series ended with no new updates. its nice to have

>>40165557
Anon...are you okay

>>40165520
at least there's what appears to be a dating sim fan project in the works for noctyx's 1st anniv and that one cockwarming fic on ao3! there's also a bunch of self-insert fanfic in chinese but (You) have a dick to fuck your mother with..

>>40165557
>>40165730
Is this the same anon... Are you okay? Who's your oshi?

>>40165859
do I sound ok to you

>>40165886
take a guess

>>40165948
sonny? mysta? fuuchan?

>>40165981
bingo

>>40165730
I see.. maybe It's because I tend to see it like it was the death of a loved one; moving on it's not bad thing and some paths are not meant to last forever and yada yada
Wishing the best for your well being anon

>>40165753
>ended with no new updates
my condolences anon... after what happened to act-age i always fear this might be the fate of any ongoing series i start

>>40166100
it happens, its where fanfics come into play so well. knowing canon is not always the best makes me feel better about it

>>40166072
just enjoy it as much as you can for now. its a broken record saying but it really is the only thing you can do

Ver https://youtu.be/qL4nom7IJ3U

>>40166072
oh, briskadet...ill just hold you virtually for now

>>40166217
fix-it fics are a godsend. fanworks are the only redeemable quality of many a franchise

Bad End Theater speedrun

>>40166628
wrong boy anon, my kamioshi is wife. thank you

piochan's noises over love was super duper cute

>>40166844
Okay comfydants, you are still cherished regardless. Do not be led astray

>>40166844
Oh comfydant...you know our wife will stay in NijiEN as long as he can, and he'll definitely reincarnate

>>40166844
fuck. there was a briskadet doomposting a week or so ago so i just assumed, but ill hold you anyways.

also i dont think dear wife has any plans for going anywhere for a long long time...that day is still very far away, we have many more years of pampering and silly assets to go

>>40166921
he won't and you know it. he wants to stay at niji for more 7 years at least, and he's already old he's not going to reincarnate he's going to leave us and never look back. i hate it. why did I become so attached to him of all people. god I'm going insane

>>40167063
Anon in 7 years he'll be 38...that's not geriatric he can still stream

>>40167147
but he has so many health problems. Truth is, any comfydant who'd stay with him for 7 fucking years would be so parasocial even the thought of him going away would cause mass fandom suicide. I know he wants to stay and I will keep watching him, but I fear it won't be enough for me no matter how much he stays

>>40167267
lets deal with that in 7 years then, we can doompost and schizo freakout together. lets just enjoy him for now

>>40167267
We'll deal with that in 2030 okay it's still a long time away no need to doompost now.

Pio was so adorable throughout this whole stream and i loved all his thinking out loud and how excited and immersed he got into this little cute indie game...sasuga pio hes such a good chuba he deserves the fucking world

every day i get more impressed by piochan
im really glad he did a more romantic game, it was so nice to see another side of him
someday, i'll catch up with his vods

the branch could close and fulgur would move to the JP branch until the company declares bankruptcy and he would host the final EN 2434 stream as they shut the lights off

i cannot fucking believe vinny and jerma are 37 and their content has not gotten stale at all for me over the years, they've been a more consistent/long-term comfort than a lot of friendships ive had. i know vtubers have a very different relationship with fans than most fleshtubers but if your oshi really enjoys streaming i think he'll be around for a while. cherish your boys and live in the moment

pio LOVES waxing confirmed

the feminization mindbreak arc...its continuing

>>40167267
His health problems scare me too. He said it one time on the interview with mousey that there may be a time where he is just so sick that he may not be able to come back. Even if he wants to stream, his condition is so bad that he can’t.
I try not to go into that train of thought though because wife is here. He says he will be here for as long as he can and that he wants to stay. Just believe in wife and everything will work out.

>>40167849
SBFP.....

>>40167934
They just weren't best friends anymore...

>>40167899
I hope medicine progress so much in 7 years time that he'll be okay in the long term...

>>40167849
I feel a bit sad that sonny basically confirmed that he won't reincarnate once he graduates...

i dont wanna think about graduation i just wanna be with my oshi forever and ever i hate parasocialism because i love them so much

luca I hope your having fun with your family but please tweet something its been 2 days and im dying here without you I MISS YOU SO MUCH

>>40167063
It's okay to be happy right now comfydant, please, Wife loves you, he wants you to be joyful. Maybe start up a journal, at the end of each day, try to write something in it that you would want to show to him.

It's honestly what I've been doing. I know my place in the world, but I don't think being unhappy would make me a good member of the flock. So I do my best to not think of life without a shepherd, or my dread of knowing I got myself into a program I have no right being in. Well at least I try to anyways, I've been crying myself to sleep every night again over a bad breakup I thought I got over months ago. I broke down during the kind letters stream though, because listening to him say he loves us and wants to guide us only reminded me that I don't have that anymore. My journal is how I try to avoid it though, I conjure up fantasy scenarios of what I could do for a family that's all far smarter than I'll ever be and tell the imaginary Wife in my journal about my dreams that remind me why I haven't just dropped out yet.

As for his health problems, I just try to ignore them, going through the Millie fanart of "searching for batteries" hit way too close to home for a friend of mine. I just repeat a really stupid rhyme I came up with during that time, it's alright, it's okay, even if they're gone, I'll be too one day

>>40168438
he was liking tweets yesterday but no tweet today or community post..

>>40168274
i said live in the moment anon!!! we'll burn that bridge when we get to it

why thread so dark today

>>40168493
Anon you're going to make me cry...
Jesus christ it's 2 days into the new year and nenmen has been an emotional rollercoaster

>>40168773
Well, because of this>>40164921

>>40168773
to combat the racism from yesterday

>>40168773
No more sunday funsies

>>40167934
You hit me where I live with that one

Pun Pun Kill-Chan ; ;

on another note, hope anyone meeting noctyx has their scripts ready since you have a week or two till then

>>40168773
give me an hour and i might be in the mood for hornyposting

>nenmen crying
>uki is crying

/nenmen/ is bipolar, parasocial racism one day and existential dread the next, with constant hornyposting

>>40131818
Before /Luxnoc/ was the thread just called /Lux/ or was it /Luxiem/ ?

>>40168773
Menhera Mondays, please understand

>>40169027
Didn't exist pre noctyx.

>>40169027
there was no /lux/, male-lovers just hung out in main before eventually making a split after noctyx and before iluna

>>40168493
All these while wife is having fun playing with his assets… Just be happy with what we have right now my fellow comfydants

>>40169027
we've only been around for a year, this thread didnt exist before noctyx

>>40168773
Noctyx fans, like Nockyx, are also depressed

i forget there's anons who joined this thread after it was created and wasn't here when it was created or when we fought over what to name it

>>40139971
Is Vox Yashiro X Vox Akuma selfcest ??

>>40168493
I can't....I can't be happy now, overthinking about the future...I need him to stay with us forever

>>40169177
i remember the days of nijimen....

>>40169338
i forgot what the other suggestion was other than nenmen, luxnoc+ or something

>>40169402
Wasn't it like Luxnocil?

>>40169338
correction, /nijimEN/*

>>40169402
i think we got a thread or two of lunoxiem in

>>40169510
So many lost maleanons back then

>>40169510
god yeah the capitalization just made it more confusing

i've been here since day one, god damn. I feel like i'll slowly go schizo while everyone watches

>>40169027
>>40169112
>>40169102
>>40169099
Why lie
>>17890890
>>17009815
>>16911131
>>16759294
And there's more

>>40169648
It's okay fellow sheep, we can all go crazy together

>>40169695
Oh yeah, I completely forgot about that. I was mostly in main back then.

>>40169695
wtf am i looking at, that isnt luxnoc

>>40169777
Well, only the first few got any traction and they were all made for shitposting purposes, so forgetting about them is fine.
>>40169873
I made a few luxnoc threads but only when it was still mainly a shitposting target and did not stick... Only months later did this place get properly established.

That talk's making me think about my oshi. I'm happy that he's doing what he loves and what he wants to do, no matter where he is. While I understand Nijisanji is a company and thus can feel restrictive at times, the thought of my oshi not having enough creative freedom, too many responsibilities, that he's tired of being there and doesn't like me, us, his fans, or is only pretending to like being who he is and being where he is... I'm sure there's something to prove me wrong, but the idea eats me alive. Hearing people talk about him being at least semi-active under his roommate's name has only furthered the doomposting thoughts...

>>40169695
This isnt luxnoc because when the first thread was made noctyx was already added to the op

>>40170006
Anon asked about the existence of /lux/. Not about /luxnoc/

>>40169983
i dont know about it so it never happened

>>40170000
Are you a RenvaderZ?

>>40170121
Pretty sure it's a quilldren

>>40170326
Ah...god everyone is depressed today

Went back and found my first posts and its fukuma...i have not changed at all

I'm so glad Petra chose her loli model for the bathing stream...

>>40170539
enjoy your bath stream, but you're in the wrong place

>>40170121
Ren is my favorite boy out of Iluna admittedly, but nope.
>>40170326
>>40170421
Bingo. ;-;

Wife memba stream waiting room is up fellow sheepies

tweet something, if you go this entire week without even tweeting one thing i might go insane

>>40170470
based

>>40169104
I know and I try so hard to do so. I only have minor health problems, even if I don't deserve to be at my current program I know I'm still better off than almost everyone else around me, all my problems are first world problems now that I have money to feed myself, and even if I can't look at them sometimes my siblings somehow still are willing to talk to the black sheep of the family (hah, get it? I'm unreasonably proud of myself for this one). Honestly one of the reasons why I visit /here/ so much is because I know they'll never come here. Neither of them even know I have a sex drive and just assumed my ex and I were platonic, the fanfics I write for my sister are all slice of life fluff even while I come here to have fun with the art and fics I find

And then I look at Wife, he seems so happy, he makes me so happy. Watching him have fun in collabs is great! Come on Fuchan! You can do it! Win win win! Or maybe tease him and support "the enemy" instead, go get 'im Selen! Milord Fighting! Watching him try to guess away at plot twists in a visual novel is so exciting as I try to guess right along with him. I forget briefly that I have results to produce and expectations to fail irl.

I know I have to enjoy this time while I can before he's gone. I support and enjoy the rest of the company too because I think my shepherd is a kind man who believes a rising tide raises all ships. But there's only two that really matter to me.

I mean, in the end I have to be an adult one day and just find some source of happiness that'll keep me going for the next 6, 7, or even 8 decades right? As it turns out turning 18 didn't magically give me direction in life, and instead a few years later I use a 2D cyborg and dragon to hold me up. With any luck I'll go before they do.

>>40169289
Well if it's any consolation fellow comfydant we won't need him forever

>>40170596
oh jeez I'm sorry, didn't even notice, my bad

For once I'm not depressed but everyone else is, I'm confused

>>40170767
seasonal depression

>>40170767
I honestly think everything's going fine and my oshi is super energized for the new year. I guess that seasonal depression is still there

>>40170827
That actually makes sense, here's summer

>>40170742
We won't...in a twisted sense i'm happy we will all die one day and I hope I die first so I don't cry when he does

my onii-chan is alive and happy and i am happy

the thread is so sad...

>>40170742
>I forget briefly that I have results to produce and expectations to fail irl.
God that hits me so hard, I use wife as escapsim and when he's not streaming I have to come back to reality...

>>40171137
Lets just go back to being racist, please no more depression

>>40170664
>The previous membership content was 4 months ago
Fuck, I hadn't realized how long it was. Glad he's back to doing membership stuff again. I've missed the writing streams...I wish he had had time to do more with the creepypasta ideas...

>>40170767
i miss my oshi

>>40131818
foxakuma love

>>40171294
you start first anon

>>40171379
Thanks for the horny post

>>40171450
I'm too depressed to start shit

i remembered this and now im okay.
https://twitter.com/luca_kaneshiro/status/1576559650547191811

I hope your oshi comes back safe and happy

Getting into vtubers biggest mistake of my fucking life at this point im going back to depression

Coping with finality is heavy for anyone, so if you're bummed out thinking about what the future holds its totally understandable. But tomorrow, try to find a reason to keep moving despite that. Your oshi loves having you around, entertaining you and making you smile. It's a beautiful thing, so please don't miss out on a sunny day just because there's rain in the forecast someday. No need to borrow sorrow from your future self.

Love your oshi, ENJOY your oshi.

I think some of you guys need to take a break from this site

it's only been a week....

>>40171137
i'm going to catch up on yaoi and masturbate or something, i got work tomorrow morning and that's depressing enough on its own

Please! Look! A cute, small wife! :D

>>40171852
Tiny...

>>40171852
For the lucubs! Here! :D

>>40171852
Cute!

>>40171933
;-; come back luca

>>40171933
I know kadets tend to prefer Sonny as their big brother but have this cute shota Sonny! :D

>>40171933
made for breeding ToT

>>40171775
I think this place is the only thing holding them together at this point anon.

>>40171933
so cute ToT

>>40171977
Nadenade (＾▽＾)

>>40171775
Honestly this thread doesn't feel soul sucking at all. I just ignore the fetishes that make me uncomfortable, feel happy looking at hornyposts, and laugh at the random dumb stuff we do. I come here because there's nowhere better to go.

Actually, now that you bring up getting off this site, do y'all have non-fictional book rec's?

Not interested in fiction book recs because I read webfics exclusively. Worm has been infinitely more depressing than this thread tho.

>>40171969
One shota milord with short hair coming right up!

>>40172131

Small aiku!

I know my oshi will eventually graduate but if it's because he's done everything he wanted to do as a Niji liver and is ready to move on then I'm fine with that. Having a months notice before the final stream is a must tbdesu.
I don't want a Yugo or even Axia situation to happen to anyone, it's awful not giving fans the appropriate amount of time to say goodbye or knowing they felt forced to leave because of internal drama.
Basically, I just want a sense of closure before graduation, no pulling the rug out or feeling like they still had stuff to do in the company.

>>40172173
i havent read a nonfictional book in a long time. the only one ive read recently is "i'm glad my mother died"

>>40172173
What kind of nonfiction do you like?

might as well let it all out before the thread ends and have the new one be a fresh start

>>40171933
Thank you! I am like, days out from being like "HE HATES USSSS", I wasn't built for this. I am Not the strongest Lucub.

>>40172173
I don't read nonfiction because reality sucks, but I do like reading history books for fun but it's been a while since I've read any.

Talking about book recs does anyone have any good transmigration danmei recommendations

I wonder if Ver listens to asmr. Millie's are pretty good and he's a fan of Ethyria...

>>40172173
I thought Leo Tolstoy's diaries were a fun read but I read them in original and not sure if translations are palatable... If anything, I imagine they are easier to understand. Also, I just love reading diaries in general. I know it's kind of divisive, people who don't enjoy that might find it really boring, but it's fun to read what those weirdos had in their heads, and there's a whole 4k+ pages of that from him.

i know we're moving past the depression discussion but lemme get my piece in

I'm not too worried about immediate graduation in the future for my oshi for the most part. and he himself has addressed that whenever he talks about his future plans he means very far off in the future, and he still has so many plans in this life now, not to mention he'll definitely dogwhistle like an alarm siren to let us know where he reincarnates, and fully wants to be parasocial beyond that. and yet im greedy, i know him as his current face and current name and his current set of friends, and sometimes i get scared that the more ambitious dreams he has the more he'll want to move on. im afraid of him changing and realizing he doesnt need or even want us anymore, and it leaves me feeling so frantic and angry and sad.

i also concernfag about other livers i like. i dont even watch sonny (timezone issues) and i personally dont think wife will leave unless a meteor crashes on him or something but i still feel that existential dread.

i think what really got to me was Axia's graduation. just the idea of one day your oshi goes on break, then boom, theyre fucking gone. no goodbye stream, not even a final message, nothing.

yugo even worse; i understand the fans who keep crying over "noctyx is 5!" under noct4 fanarts because although its annoying i get it. it hasnt even been a fucking month. hes been wiped clean from everything on niji officially. i get the urge to copy and paste him onto every noct4 art i see, so he can live on in fan memory. i dont say a word about it except for /here/ but it hurts.

i wouldnt wish that on anybodys oshi, not even the ones i dislike.

I want my xsoleil boys yume-voice pack already, damnit. I need more secret voice Doppio.

Can this thread die already I'm getting second hand depression

>>40173235
all i have are some half assed danmei fics...

it will also be sad to never be able to discuss your oshi on a nenmen thread...never again...

>>40172368
I looked at the synopsis and I have the awful feeling I'll project way too hard onto the themes of the book, thank you for the recommendation tho

>>40172501
Mostly stuff where the arts and STEM blend together. The Food Lab, Algorithms to Live By, and The Hidden Life of Trees are the ones I've come to love.

Recently though I've been obsessed with trying to find a good book that ties fashion and psychology together. I want more than random blogposts and crappy "news" articles.

>>40173079
History! Honestly I haven't read history in forever, loved it as a class in HS and then uni history killed any interest I had in it thanks to a half dead professor who unfortunately knew almost none of the students cared.

>>40173800
I'll do my best to check it out, although holy hell 4k+ pages is a lot. Good translations of anything can be hard to find though, and after comparing the many versions of stuff like the Tao Te Ching I can see why

>>40174506
not even graduation can stop me from posting about fucking my oshi in the ass

dont worry anons.. picrel will happen once your oshi streams again and we'll forget this discussion ever happened

>>40174650
i need them to play this game again with all three brit boys

>>40174708
theres a 3rd brit boy?

>>40174593
no worries, i projected hard onto it too and cried a bit but it was comforting if you ever get around to it.

good thing this thread is ending soon before i started talking about my oshi graduating too

>>40174593
I have not read it for a long time but I remember "Gun, Germs and Steel" being quite interesting, "Sapiens" is also an interesting book about human evolutionary history.

>>40174731
mysta, vox and fuuchan?

>>40174731
Brit (Irish)

>>40174731
Fulgur's honourary British.