/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Amis birthday celebration still going come watch her be sappy
https://youtu.be/Bp6-OGjbJL8

Whatever that weirdness MsNyara posted couldn't have been timed better if it were scripted.

Squeezable and milkable

Carth HATE

>>38228381
what did she post?

>>38228540
It was some bizarre gif of a naked blue guy running. It made her giggle and freak out at the same time and almost say "fuck".

oshi ritual post

>>38228620
>a naked blue guy
Bro that was THE Sonic The Hedgehog™

I have a confession, I don't actually watch any of the tsun (current and former) talents regularly at all

>>38228699
Why did you apply to Gen4 then?

Based on what?

I love these sappy Ami streams, buckos are pretty wholesome

>>38228855
I didn't

>>38228883
based on this dick now get to sucking

Ami liked my cringe post bros...

Ami said I'm a good boy, see you later bad boys!

I'm a good boy!

>>38228493
Squilkable

>>38229150
Don't say that!

I love Ami! In a very romantic and sexual way

Chai has changed

>>38229281
Why does this cat always look absolutely zonked

>>38229323
He's seen horrors you could only imagine

Chips ahoy!

>>38229408
chai gets to look at lisa's naked body...

Based Chapi

>>38229464
I've never been so jealous of a cat in my entire life

>>38229585
I can't believe Chapi was responsible for traumatising Ami on her birthday...

>Basically admits that she peed herself that one time

>>38229969
She's just like me fr fr

ohh Mio left her a message

My girlfriend wished my mom a happy birthday how sweet

She didn't miss this one!

Oyakodon with Mio and Ami!

Mio wrote a pretty dang cute message

GIRLFRIEND MADE MOM CRY LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Im happy my girlfriend and momwife are so cute

Does crying help with delaying urination? Asking for a spider keeper

>that close giggle
I'm NGMI bros...

damn... this hug hit diff frfr

the hug with the close up giggles tho...

>go in Amiya's stream
>99% of the chat have memberships
Imagine standing out like a sore thumb as a grey name.

At last... spiss...

>>38230356
theres been atleast 60 gifted memberships this stream alone

She read out the kudoboard!

>>38230356
literally just turn gifted memberships on and you will never need to worry, even if you rarely watch you will get one offline

>>38230356
join us in the web anon it's good here

>>38230460
>literally just turn gifted memberships on
speaking of this, is there a way to just universally turn it on?
I always have to manually enable it for each channel individually

>>38230460
>>38230473
I find it hard to get memberships on youtube compared to twitch. And yeah I did have her enabled.

YouTube I find you have to be typing in the chat close to the gifting to get anything.

And like >>38230517 said it really should just be a universal setting.

>>38230517
There isn't YT is stupid, if your account is too old you don't even get to be gifted, it's stupid in very creative ways like that

>>38230288
>>38230289
>>38230309
https://files.catbox.moe/ee42v9.m4a
i'm actually tearing up bros...

>>38230648
Also gift subs don't work on work / business account channels either I believe.

But yeah if they can make raids universal now they should do the same with gift memberships.

>>38230616
that's weird. i have memberships to people i have only watched once or twice that i got without watching ever again. just lucky i guess?

First we read maros then we get wild all night... just like every night Ami, just like everynight

>>38230700
Thanks for clipping that, friend. All of her hugs are nice but this one is especially real.

You guys have never sent Ami anything weird over maros, right?

>>38230700
>that squick
giwiwm

I'm sorry that I can't watch a lot of Ami bucko's, she's too intimate and it makes me feel like I'm cheating on Lisa in some weird way, still gonna leave the stream open to support her

>>38230863
I sent her a really horny maro one night asking her to sit on my face.

>>38230863
I was really drunk and sent her one saying I wanted to kiss her forehead.
I'm truly ashamed of my actions.

We've got a spillage, boys

Imagine if Ami's internet went out right now and she couldn't spend the rest of her birthday with us that would be so mean haha

>>38230723
>Also gift subs don't work on work / business account channels either I believe.
Can confirm. My channel is technically a "brand account" because of the Google+ bullshit that YT pulled years back so I'm not eligible for gifted memberships.

[Good news]
Ami is eating again

>>38231112
What are you trying to manifest and why are you holding pliers?

>>38231200
Excellent.

>>38230863
I've never even sent a maro, i never have any idea what to say and it took me long enough to figure out how to write my awful kudo post

Do buckos sign their maros? I never do because it defeats the purpose I think but I'm curious what you all do.

>>38230863
Only once, just said how much I love her hope I didn't scare her too much

>>38230740
The only one I remember getting one after a stream ended is when Michiru of Phase Connect did a song cover.

Anyone else I'm in the chat when I get it. I guess it really depends on how many active people are in a chat, if you watch a 1view that has gift subs then maybe you have a better chance of getting one. Of all the recent NijiEN model streams I only got one for Millie.

Either way YouTube's memberships are still limited compared to Twitch. Can't use emotes from other channels for example. I'm not fussed about getting them but when you go in a channel that's basically full of green names......yeah you stand out.

>"Make sure you don't get fat"
>It's my birthday!
You tell 'em, Ami

This is the secret spicy TDMA image the mod was talking about btw: https://files.catbox.moe/uvqeqe.png

>>38230863
maybe once or twice... im sorry spider(i'll do it again)

>>38230949
>Cheating on your sister with your mother
You're supposed to enjoy them together, anon

>>38230949
I feel that way sometimes with girls like Mio who get way too intimate when I'm just here for the nice voice and chill streams. The way I deal with it is by pretending that bit of the stream is not intended for me, just like when she sends kisses to chuuba in chat or something like that.
I'll be dual wielding the Lisa karaoke and Ami bday because it's only natural, I don't think either would see this as cheating!

>>38231419
Bueno...

>>38231281
Just say AMI LOVE!!!

Is anyone archiving Lisa's karaoke? I'm working and won't be able to watch it

>>38231352
Only if I said something really specific like "I'll send you a maro explaining how to get X working with Y".
I do however write my maros in a way that makes it easy to tell they're most likely written by the same person, even when they're sappy or mildly horny.

>>38231352
nope and I think it's kind of unnecessary to do so

>>38231494
>I'll be dual wielding the Lisa karaoke and Ami bday because it's only natural, I don't think either would see this as cheating!
No need for that now
https://twitter.com/chikafujilisa/status/1598853103809626112

Lisa please there's no way Ami would mind it...

>>38231693
Understandable, Lisa, understandable

Is Lisa listening to Ami saying stuff like "my Lisa" and making all sorts of cute noises rn?

This spidor is getting tipsior by the second and I love it

Based dono getting a rare Ami swear

>>38232020
Probably, we already know Lisa is a chronic lurker she's just like me fr fr

Ami wants to hear about my horny dreams but in a wholesome way...
Time to get creative with maro wording then

>>38231170
I recently transferred my brand account to a normal one.
I suggest just do it if you want them.
Only thing is, is it'll delete every single comment you ever made in history.. so if you really have some comments you want preserved I suggest against it.

>If you had a dream that I was in then you're legally obligated to tell me

>>38230356
I just want to point out, she reacts to grey names almost like she has no way of distinguishing members from non-members. Which is part of how she charms people into becoming members.

these giggles. im not gonna make it

>Jumpscared by this goofy-ass music

>>38232545
drunk ami is the closest I am to literally falling in love with a vtuber
like way past oshi

The shlurping... is so fucking hot you guys

I don't think I've ever been more horny for Ami than I am right now

Has Ami ever accidentally let her real age slip

>Worm's head fucking explodes into a bloody mess when it collides with itself
Okay I didn't see that one coming

>>38232692
Nope. Even when she's real drunk her opsec is super tight, and she'll even brag about it. And ask for praise. It's really cute.

>>38231357
I send her that every week lmao

>>38232692
I think the closest we have confirmed is 28+

>>38232692
HAG LOVE

>This is top-tier content that you're not gonna find anywhere else
She's not wrong

I don't usually see Ami in a sexual light but i really want to fuck my spider mom right now

I'd give Ami a pizza my worm if you know what I'm sayin'

[Lisa news]
Weep womp

> I'm not done with you
ami know EXACTLY what she is doing to me

Holy shit, Ami erotic

>I'm not done with you guys...
Ami is horny too, oh no...

>I'm not done with you guys
SEEEEEEEEGGGGGGGGGS

I'm so fucking jealous of Ami fans right now I am in a serious Lisa deficit and it's not good for my head

ami is getting hornier..

>>38233203
Take your daily dose of sheepy
https://twitter.com/chikafujilisa/status/1598858144104738817

>Ami is tipsy
Cute.

Ami's just pulling out the cursed shit for this stream

uh oh, Ami wants us to admit we tried to make her cum on stream

oh no oh no she's onto us!!

Oh god, she's talking about the vibrator again

She's playing coy...

>>38233203
I've been rewatching talkies streams and looping acapellas from the member page, I feel your pain

Ami I just really wanted you to have an orgasm on stream.. please understand..

https://files.catbox.moe/s11afp.m4a
https://files.catbox.moe/s11afp.m4a
https://files.catbox.moe/9gw8kh.m4a
my mom is being erotic today...

(I hope Lisa is still lurking rn)

Alright who's gonna take the bullet and send one of those Trance Vibrators to the Tsunderia P.O. box?

>>38233725
https://files.catbox.moe/9gw8kh.m4a
i derped

>>38233760
I can't believe the sheep likes bondage

>>38233725
>>38233797
https://files.catbox.moe/ltk953.m4a
i derped again holy crap

ok maybe she is just drunk and doesn't know what she's doing

>>38230863
I keep telling myself I will but I never get around to it. I'm sure a few of you guys have made sure to let her know she's the sexiest woman ever heard.

>>38232692
>doodlebears 1995 was her childhood

>reminiscing over shit from the mid-'80s

Is she...

mid-90s

>>38234333
She is hag and she is loved, yes

>sometimes when I sing I feel very very very very very very very very ...emotional.
>I have to pee again, hold on
Ami...

Ami is urinating RIGHT NOW

her singing along herself to that song somehow hit me very hard, maybe I'm just drunk but I really love this goofy talented spider a lot

This is unusually long...
What is Ami looking up rn?

>>38229969
details onegai

>>38234843
>hes missing cute ami chat messages
ngmi

>>38234843
probably looking at the spicy art that the mod posted

>>38234843
she is on chat baaaaka

Ami no you can't reheat alfredo in the microwave the sauce is gonna break.... it's gonna be all oily.

>starving spooder is drunk like a college girl and armed with a fork
it's over for buckos

>>38235174
god i hope she stabs my balls

there's something extra in her gigles tonight...

[Sheep news] She's confused as fuck

>>38234847
https://youtu.be/OEmfcYmoSDc?t=12684

SHEEPY LOVE

She's absolutely mashed

Ami is fuckin hammered

The spider sounds well fed and happy, well done brothers.

I love this drunk spider so much

>>38236157
its nice to have a W after the sheepy news
may they keep coming

>Ami lost her phone because the devious little thing was hiding in her hands the entire time
Ami cute.

>>38236285
>may they keep coming
Good news!
https://youtu.be/SC_OIm0p7xg

First official rollcall after 2 totally non-rollcall

Too many of my favorites are overlapping right now.

cutest dork on earth

>>38236732
Fucking same, 3/4 currently

I want to hug and hold Ami so bad right now

Holy shit Ami's dangerous

>>38236956
who wouldn't

Oh boi here we go

any stage of drunk left for her to go through?

I love this spider like you wouldn't believe

Stand back! I'm going parasocial!

>>38236975
such a lovely place, such a lovely face

>>38237033
deep regret the day after

ive seen the trope of women going "i dont deserve this" before
i thought it wouldnt affect me but im feeling deep emotions for ami

>>38237048
Oh believe you me, it's never been easier to believe

my god Ami, I love her so much

So how do we form the buckozord to hug Ami again? kinda confused by emotions and forgor how to bucko

This isnt getting unarchived r-right?

I know Ami's cried a few times before but I don't think it's ever been this intense, the emotions are hitting her hard

that got me crying..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

crying

>>38237235
There's no way this gonna be archived I imagine.

>>38237229
Buckoblanket engaged!

Man..
I just want to princess carry Ami to bed and fuck her brains out

>>38236732
I really wanted to focus a bit more on this Mio stream but there's no way I can tear myself away from Ami right now, forgive me girlfriend...

Man, Ami must have had a dark past

>not watching ami on amiday
fatherless behavior.

>>38236732
Same, but I haven't gotten a chance to catch Ami for a while so I'm watching her tonight

>>38237235
Why? this is not that different from the 10K celebration stream or whatever the pizza one was, when rollcalls became a thing
I don't think Ami will be regretful or ashamed of this, and she really shouldn't be
She's not used to feeling loved so unconditionally, give her some time

Ami... She's so precious and adorable. I wish I could hold her until the tears stop.

>>38237665
I'm not sure I caught the end of that. I know she teared up but wasn't like this

She came back just as I was getting a heckin' concern.

>I've never felt so human

ami will be the first vtuber to marry her collective chat(me included)

>I've just never felt so human

wow this got dark

Ami....

>>38237817
My menhera spider...

I haven't seen a woman cry this much since that one time the paternity test said it wasn't my kid.

>>38237778
Careful, mods were muting fags for saying sad girl and shit earlier.

She's feeling loved and it's a bit overwhelming, if anyone is confused, these are all good things, happy tears, nothing to be upset about, your spider is fine.

>>38237912
mods were moderating?

a real human being...and a real hero...

>>38237912
oh i'm /here/ because the shit I normally say in there wouldn't be appropriate for the moment. And they say anons can't read a room...

>>38237506
>People in my past didn't give me a chance

i wish i was good with expressing emotion outwards instead of internalizing it so i could cry with her

>>38237927
She has like 0 self esteem, I'm just concerned about what went on to make her feel like this

Ami deserves the world and I want her to know it

>i didnt earn this
>i dont deserve this
she deserves the world.

I love this spider too much but that's not enough for all the love she deserves from everyone else too

>>38238081
Her parents seem supportive, so probably shitty neighbourhood and bullying from kids if I had to guess
We don't really know, and it doesn't matter

last time I cried was in August when no one remembered my birthday but it was just for a few minutes while coming home in the bus

>>38238155
her emotion is so strong i feel like im gonna cry too...

>>38238133
>>38238138
when people get like this, you can't just keep reinforcing that. She's feeling guilty already, reinforcing it will just make her feel more guilty.

AMIYA LOVE
When will this stupid spider realize she is literally the best vtuber in this side of the pacific ocean?

https://twitter.com/reidaimonji/status/1598875342051356673

What happened to the spider hag that turned into a sad girl?

was she afraid she would never have an impact on the world or be able to live alone or be remembered?

WHERE IS THIS GOING

Oh no this is some sad girl stuff right here.

>>38238281
Self hates a bitch anon.
Being your worst critic makes people doubt everything they do.

I mean it’s crazy how many talents this girl has, but her mental is fragile like porcelain. She’s getting better though, the unique medium of Vtuubing is good for people like her.

>>38238370
Well there's your answer

>>38238443
Deeper.

>>38238223
>August
>no one remembered my birthday
He's just like me... fr fr...

Oh god.

Ami midlife crisis....

Ami....

>>38238223
anon...

So Amiya went to Japan and did an exchange thing. It didn't work out for her? Or did she get roped into shady stuff there.

>i dont wanna tell you because you'll judge me
hey thats what i think about telling people my personal stories too

This is actually becoming horrifying.

Ami is saying that she now feels like she belongs in society, that she's found her place, I think that what she meant when she said she "never felt this human" before. She has a purpose now.

>>38238658
thats what i always said after i was sexually abused

the bgm is the only thing keeping me from breaking down

My heart's hurting

>she thinks people "feel sorry" for her
bullshit. i like ami for who she is. shes a nice cute dorky lady and shes great.

>>38238658
This comment means she’s not pitybaiting.
She doesn’t wanna trauma dump, but it all just came pouring out.

Poor girl, I’m glad it’s working for her.

>some of you will understand
just what did she go through in the past????

>>38238891
no you misunderstand, she said before tsunderia, she felt like she got by only by people feeling sorry for her.

Did she get Kiara'd or something?

>>38238979
Sounds like rape or some kind of disability

>>38238891
I think she might have been discriminated against due to her behavior or outer appearance.

The model allows people to see her true talent, this is honestly a great example of why I love this kooky hobby.

Please don't try to figure out what she means exactly, that's the whole point, you love her rn without knowing all that stuff, and that's what made Ami feel like she belongs, so don't take it away from her. Maybe she'll talk about it eventually, it'll take years though.
Let her share this at her own pace.

>>38239054
the way she described her japan trip made me worry it was the former

>>38239054
>feeling like you're an alien around other people
She has Pipkin and / or other menhera stuff.

>>38239153
She was talking about the mindsets of people she met in Japan, not some specific thing that happened there

She's talking around autism, tourettes and that sort of stuff, not rape or whatever you dorks.
She's like you on a neurological level too.

>>38239175
>Pipkin
we call it autism in this thread, and it is well known Ami has autism and Tourettes

I think she has some sort of disability. And feels like she probably got hired to meet quotas and stuff.

>>38239255
>Tourettes
Where did you get this one from?

>>38239314
Her saying she has tourettes

>>38239314
Tics and paying attention.
We don't know for sure it's just highly likely.

>>38239314
She has said outright that she has Tourette's on multiple occasions

>>38239314
she has talked about it in a few streams, it's part of why she does not want to ever do hand cam or 3d streams, she has also pondered if meowing is part of her ticks (they aren't its an autism thing)

>>38239352
>>38239354
>>38239365
>>38239369
Oh okay never noticed it on stream. Usually you get stuff like swearing going on.

>>38239451
you don't seem to know much about Tourettes if you think swearing is the most common type of tick

I'm so happy for this spider

>>38239451
Is your knowledge of tourrette's solely from that south park episode

Bless spider parents

Why is it so easy to manipulate men with woman tears?

>>38239451
Imagine a brain itch, which can lead to seizures if you don’t expel it.
It’s not the South Park nonsense, one of the hardest diseases to have.

>>38239593
chivalry. honor. being a decent human that wants to help others.

>>38239593
Post your channel seething 1view, we'll show you love too and you'll learn the errors of your way

>>38239593
Neoteny

>>38239593
Because no matter how hard you try, you can never fully lose hope, especially in those you care about

The spider is telling you if she found a place where she belongs, so can (your) autistic ass, get on it, it's not too late.

>If i wasn't able to accomplish something by this age i was nothing
Amiya....

Tomo is live and starting Pokemon Violet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiaeLsrehkQ

>https://youtu.be/-DSVDcw6iW8
what are you guys listening to right now...

>>38239764
The secret to finding a place you belong isn't finding a place, it's carving one out for yourself. Just as Amiya did.

>>38239830
That works too, go for it

>>38239764
No. Shut up bitch.

I love you Ami

Ami believes in us. I love this spider so much.

AMI LOVE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fU3roApX-xA
Hanababy time too.

>Where's my NEOGEO Mini? I need to play Soccer!
And just like that we're back to the regularly scheduled dorky spooder

>>38238223
bro..

Damn she was able to turn that into something inspiring. I love this spider. I hope she continues to have success. I don't think streaming and vtubing will go anywhere. She'll be able to stream for a long time.

>>38239764
Imagine that’s what you took outta that.
It’s an extreme effort to pull yourself out of the self-hate/depression hole.

She spent years developing her skills to a point where she could do this with this many people. Some of us are at brick one, fearing if we’re too old/broken to just give it all up now.

>>38238821
it didn't help me.. I cried so fucking hard

>>38238223
Happy late birthday anon

I would like to apologise to all the other talents who are streaming at this time, I promise I'll do my vod reps tomorrow.

Is now an appropriate time to admit that I've had the yab TDMA pic open full screen on a second vertical monitor, staring down at me the entire time?

I'm only a casual watcher of Ami but I came by to say that she made me tear up and feel something...deep. That line about having to try harder than everyone else really got to me.
Bless this spider. I hope you anons are doing well.

I didn't cry but I hugged my tv. It felt like when helped my old friends or my ex when they were having a breakdown or when I was.

>>38240154
no but i would expect nothing less

>>38239451
Tourettes manifests in different ways. Sometimes it can be incredibly off-putting.
I knew one girl that had to jerk her head to the side really hard constantly for example.

>>38239764
she can say that while having a god tier work ethic that allows her to grind away improving at skills

If any of you Anons also feel like you're useless and contribute nothing to society, well you're probably right.
But the AIs are probably going to take over in less than a decade, so it's really not worth worrying about.

None of you are gonna do any better, though. You're addicted to watching one anime girl after another and posting on 4chan all day.

>>38239251
>not rape or whatever you dorks
Obviously it's not rape, are you guys actually fucking retarded?
She's clearly talking about a condition that affected her for the entirety of her life.
Where the fuck did rape even come from?

>>38240167
The old "don't really say much of anything but just hold them while they let all their feelings out" tactic? I've also been there.

>>38240239
>AIs
anon its demons that run the AI, and they are staring to just walk among us any ways

Is she gonna write everyone in her rollcall down as her Ride or Die fans?

>>38240264
You say that but if I stopped posting I know you would miss me

>>38240287
>Where the fuck did rape even come from?
This doofus >>38239054

[Good news]
Ami has another cupcake

>>38239681
Probably Kiki, she used to make anti threads against Ami

Ami has said Bullshit

>>38240441
She's been a pottymouth this stream. That's ok though, it's cute.

God I want to try one of Ami's cupcakes so bad

>>38240441
>It's bullllllshit
>I swore, sorry
>Shit

these noises dear god

Ami, you may not be the first woman with Tourette's I wanted to fuck, but you're the first I want to spoon afterward.

God why is ami so powerful

>>38239764
The people posting in this thread deserve to be swiftly put down with a bullet in their heads, not a second a chance.

"Oh my god im an egg"
-Tomo

>>38240621
TOMO NO

Ami is back to being horny or sounding sexy as fuck, I don't know who's horny for who anymore but fuck that voice is SEXXXXXX

Wait, is her sounding sexy part of her Tourette Syndrome? Like, she can't sound like she's cumming or she'll have a seizure?

>Box cake mix
>add pudding mix
Ami housewives have literally been saying this since the 40's

>>38240733
why not both?

>>38240239
>But the AIs are probably going to take over in less than a decade
I hope they do, I'm already sick of my job..
I just wanna live off universal basic income

>>38240776
I've been baking for years and didn't know this. I don't use boxed cake mixes though but I'll let her have this.

>>38240733
Nah the souding sexy is an autism thing

>>38240733
Yeah, her tick is making men cum (me)

>>38240830
who knew autism was so sexy

>I can barely handle the D

>I can barely handle the D

>>38240796
YOU VILL EAT ZE BUGS?

>I can barely handle the D as it is...
Well then.

>the D is the hardest part

Ami has gone past the sappy, and into the horny

I want this Ami for membership streams

Holy.. the whiplash from bawling to getting so horny...

she really meant it when she said she is not done with us until like 10 hours later

This is why she did rollcall...

Can any of you armchair psychologists explain the sudden shift to being extremely horny right after sobbing her eyes out?

Drunk birthday sex with Ami

>>38241032
drunk

>>38241032
after the sad is purged, only the horny remains

>>38241032
people are usually affectionate when they're drunk or emotional. Ami is both. Now that the sad emotions are gone, there's only room for the affection.

>>38241032
Sad Ami was her Shit Test. Those who passed are getting a reward.

>you'll never drink with ami on her birthday
>you'll never console her as she cries in your arms about her insecurities
>you'll never tease her then carry her up to the bedroom to fuck her brains out

>>38241032
>Lets out almost all of her pent up feelings
>Only one left that wasn't released is horniness

>>38241032
ill give it a shot
>female feels vulnerable, male (chat) affirms and she feels validated.
>validation makes her feel comfortable, after the rush of hormones from being sad the brain attempts to readjust by swinging it in the other way to balance out, thus the happy/horny feeling
idk sounds possible or some shit, i passed college with a BS in psyche i never use anymore.

if only she bought the rez vibrator..

I know it'll never happen cause she'll be too nervous, but GOD I want Ami to talk like this in ASMR

My spiderwife is ready to breed...

>>38241032
It's called being intimate, all of it.
She straight up told you, the reason she can be this sappy is because she feels comfortable enough to let years of feelings out.
Being female and drunk helps, but it's more about lowering inhibitions and letting emotions bubble up to the surface.

Holy L O U D

>what does that mean "half time"?? what does taht mean??
Ami is not letting you rest, she wants more sex and she wants it NOW, she's gonna start begging in Japanese if you don't hurry up

Oh god, she's meowing in JP now...

my balls and tears ducts are dry I am finding it hard to stay awake now...

>Tomo pronounces Fuecoco as “fweh-cock-o”

How is Ami under the impression that a good chunk of her audience doesn't care about her singing???
Any of you weirdos been sending maros about not understanding music or something like that?

Ami is making a lot of yabai noises.
The only thing that is keeping me sane is the fact that she is doing this in small doses.

I want to fill Mio with cream

>>38242169
People with anxiety disorder will ignore mountains of praise for one critic, or even the lack of approval introduces that doubt. That's just how it is. It's a painful condition for people who have it but also the ones around them.

>>38239764
I feel like the only fucker on /vt/ who takes life-stories like Ami's, and think of it as inspiration to keep getting my own shit together.
She's not the catalyst or the cause, I've been doing so for years now, but knowing spidermom is doing her best, getting her shit together, all the while likely dealing with tourettes, and autism possibly as bad as mine, contributes to my desire to keep moving forward.
It's a long and arduous path to walk, yes, but that's only sometimes. Most of the time there's a quiet satisfaction in knowing each step you take brings you forward.

Gonna be real and also say that I want what I just said to read as hopeful for you guys, too. If any of you knew me and the way I was like seven years ago, you would be shocked at the guy you'd see today. All you gotta do is talk to somebody, even if it's just someone you're somewhat chummy with on Discord, about your issues, and find things you can actually enjoy being productive with. And I've gone form having hysteric breakdowns, manic tirades at people, and being an asocial hermit, to being the only calm one in tense situations, mediating hostilities between colleagues/acquaintances, and having an inseparable friend circle online while still going out to meet new people.
Ami did it, a ton of the girls in Hololive did it, and a ton of Anons like me did it. There's more to life than covering for your own pain through vicious hatred of others. Normally I'd just ignore the self destructive mentality I see on this board, but the Buckos are built different, imo. Ami and her fanbase are far more reasonable and earnest than most threads I see, so maybe me saying this shit will reach some of you too, I dunno.

Look, just find something productive you enjoy doing, and do it a bunch. If Ami can overcome her disabilities (autism, tourettes, woman), then you can too. You'll thank yourself for putting in the effort eventually, if you do.

>>38242420
No, you're not the only one. I felt really inspired by her anniversary letter and have been working towards improving my situation. Tonight was just further fuel for that fire. I just want to get to a place where I'm comfortable.

>>38242420
A lot of people, especially the terminally online, get too comfortable in their own misery. They fool themselves into believe that because things don't work out for them 100% of the time, there's no point in trying. This causes them to lash out and try to drag others down with them in frustration.

Using times like these as inspiration is the way. We're all gonna make it.

>>38242597
You got a hobby, Anon?

>>38242420
I remember you carer-bro, glad you stuck around.
I found hope through a different Tsun chuuba so I can relate to some extent. I think this place is pretty cool.

That's 6 swears so far, not including JP ones.

>>38242636
Yeah. I garden and write poetry. There's a couple other things I do but they're pretty infrequent.

i am undergoing rapid metamorphosis into Ryan Gosling

>>38242420
I don't enjoy anything really. Maybe i need to completely unplug.

>>38242632
That first line really making me think "oh fuck, thats me"

Man...

the mix of snorts and horny noises is too fucking powerful

>>38242752
>gardening
that's nice, man. Floral or culinary? Dunno if I'm using the right terms, I'm just asking if you garden for pretty plants, or for stuff you eat.

>poetry
Y'know I never could get into that. But that one from William Blake they used in DMC5's intro, and this one reading of The Masque of the Red Death gave me an appreciation for the medium. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRZYQsOCLic
What exactly is it about that stuff that you like?

>>38242836
>>38242849
imo I've noticed that mental health and mental health awareness in general seems to be on the rise. If you want to know how to contribute to that for yourselves, and other Anons, all you really need to do is ask either how they're doing, and actually listen. Also sharing your interests feels good, for both sides, if you're actively engaging.

>Mio made too many crepes for the cake so now she's just eating the leftover ones as they are

>do drunk spiders spin sloppy webs?
>oh you know it

>>38242632
>A lot of people, especially the terminally online, get too comfortable in their own misery. They fool themselves into believe that because things don't work out for them 100% of the time, there's no point in trying.

Yeah this is definitely me and probably why I'm a 30 year old virgin NEET.

The only thing I ever wanted to do with my life was draw and paint and I had to give it up because of a hand injury.

>send me your drunkest mallows~ ...just kidding!
She's not kidding at all, is she?

don't watch this spider but she's pretty cute

>will do anything as long as i find it fun
>doesn't find anything fun anymore
am I also gonna make it, buckos?...

>>38242993
Both. I have some rose bushes, but I have a nice vegetable, fruit, and herb garden in the growing season. I like flowers a lot though. I will plant more once my other stuff has settled in. I tried keeping bonsai before but had a mishap and they died. Maybe I'll try again so I have something to do in the winter.

I like poetry because I struggle a lot with communicating feelings. There's something about the focus on mechanical aspects of language that make it easier to communicate feelings. I'm still a novice for sure, but it's fun to write different things and figure out what I like best. It's nothing super deep or anything either, just surface stuff with a focus on imagery. I don't read much poetry, but I'll always love The Bells by Edgar Allen Poe. I'll forever wish I could emulate the way he makes a single sound show such varying emotion.

>>38243210
She's about to get real cool, cause this is now a karaoke stream, brace for soul and greatness.

Spicy songs? Libido Fusion???

>spicy songs
Ami is HORNY

>>38243287
Maybe you could send a poem as a Marro to Ami. You'd get honest reactions to a live reading, without anyone knowing you wrote it

>>38243459
I have sent a few. Though, those are specifically for her and I don't know how I'd feel if they were read aloud. I'm not really interested in an audience though, I just want to share my feelings in a way that's comprehensible and pretty.

>>38243531 (me)
I should mention, I'm not the person that wrote the poem on the kudosboard. I've only ever posted my poems in maros or on here

im just happy to hear the asmr prompt i wrote may actually get read on stream by ami. i know she would have to change a few things but still it was nice to write

horny and reverberated for (your) pleasure

oh god those little hiccup moans

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